You booked the night train for a reason

So you could sit there in this hurt

I stared out of the window and watched the trees speed past me

I was so confident, but somehow I still had mentally prepared myself for the terrible moment not even 3 hours ago

Maybe that's why it was so easy for me to turn around and walk away, never looking back

Bustling crowds or Silent Sleepers

You're not sure which is worse

I couldn't decide where to go after I walked away

I sat at the train station for at least 90 minutes before deciding on the train that we would go through the night

Bustling crowds or silent sleepers?

Bustling crowds of people, with a purpose

Because I dropped your hand while dancing

Left you out there standing

Crestfallen on the landing

Champagne problems

I screwed up

Or you did

At that party I was sure everything was perfect and you would not even hesitate before saying yes

I was sure with all the distance and the heartache we had, had in the past had led us to this moment

I was wrong because instead you left me to wonder what I had done wrong

Your mom's ring in your pocket

My picture in your wallet

Your heart was glass I dropped it

Champagne problems

I was barely able to walk away from you without turning around and begging you to take me back

But I didn't

As I shoved my hands in my pocket and told you goodbye I felt like my heart was breaking into thousands of pieces

Like glass

You told your family for a reason

You couldn't keep it in

You're sister splashed out on the bottle

Now no ones celebrating

I remember telling Honor

She was the only family member I've ever really had

The only one who genuinely cared for me

Plus she loved you

She promised that when you said yes we would all go celebrate

I guess that won't ever happen now

Dom Perignon, you brought it

No crowd of friends applauded

Your hometown skeptics called it

Champagne problems

All of Hartford is probably talking about us

Everyone knew something was wrong the moment we went outside

The hesitation

Now everyone will remember the time the Gilmore girl didn't say yes

You had a speech, you're speechless

Love slipped beyond your reaches

And I couldn't give a reason

Champagne problems.

Why?

Was it the publicity?

The speech in front of everyone?

Or did I just screw up with the ultimatum

Your Midas touch on the Chevy door

November flush and your flannel cure

"This dorm was once a madhouse"

I made a joke "well, it's made for me" how

Evergreen, our group of friends

Don't think we'll say that word again

And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls

That we once walked through

I think back to our apartment

How easy it was for you to move in, no matter how big of a step it was

How is this any different?

Is it because I didn't throw in any ginsu knives?

I smile

Maybe I've just always been ahead of the curve with us

One for the money, two for the show

I never was ready, so I watch you go

Sometimes you just don't know the answer

Till someone's on their knees and asks you

"She would've made such a lovely bride

What a shame she's fucked in the head", they said

Maybe I shouldn't have pushed so hard

Maybe I shouldn't have walked away

Maybe I should have gotten down on one knee

Maybe you simply didn't love me

Maybe I will never know what really went through your head

But you'll find the real thing instead

She'll patch up your tapestry that I shred

And hold your hand while dancing

Never leave you standing

Crestfallen on the landing

With champagne problems

Your mom's ring in your pocket

Her picture in your wallet

And you won't remember all my

Champagne problems

I do know that I will never fully move on

I can never give anyone else that ring so willingly

And I will never forget the way my heart stopped when you said no

You won't remember all my

Champagne problems

I will never forget you