Hey! Some Wolfstar stuff! Just a one-shot for now unless i get enough reveiws for another chapter.

Also i suck at describing characters so if you can imagine Up the hill's version of wolfstar from insta that would be a perfect idea of what im trying to make them look like.

I need to get out of here. It was the full moon only a few nights ago and this one handt treated him nicely. Remus rubbed his fingers against his forehead before looking up, the loud music pulsing through his ears, the coloured lights filling the room were making his head spin.

Then he felt the common room couch sink beside him and he turned to his side to see Lily Evans. "How you doing?" She asked. "Hey Lils, im alright i guess."

Lily raised an eyebrow, throwing her red hair over her shoulder and shifted to face him, "Okay, cut the act- whats up." She asked. "Nothing." Remus lied. "No, tell me Remus." Lily urged on. Remus shrugged, "I dont know just pondering on the fact that werewolves cant fall in love." he said sarcastically. "Not like im loosing sleep over the fact that ill never be loved."

"Remus!" Lily snapped. "No, not in that way, in a romantic way." Remus said. "Of course you will! Werewolves arent incapable of love." Lily stated.

"Yeah but its highly recommended they dont fall in love or get into romantic relationships." Remus said sighing as he cast his eyes around the room.

"You'll find someone." Lily encouraged, "Yeah maybe, but i would rather not. I dont want to hurt them. Im already taking a huge risk with James and Sirius and Peter."

"You just need time." Lily smiled weakly. "Your not romantically hopeless."

Sure. Remus caught sight of his friends across the room, they were chatting to some girls. "Looks like you've already found the one." Lily smirked. Remus turned to her, eyebrow raised, "Who?"

"Whoever you were just starring at." Lily smiled, gesturing to the group. "Wich one?"

"You know the one." Lily said. Remus sighed while smiling his face turning red, "You bloody- how did you find out?"

"Its obvious." Lily said, "Almost everyone knows except for Sirius himself."

"Yeah."

"Yet you dont seem to want to make a move?" Lily said, confused. "No, he's not even gay that i know of."

"You think?" Lily said, looking over at him. "No." Remus said, "Im sure." Only when he looked over, Sirius was looking right back at him and muttered something to James before making his way over. "Uh nope- im going, you can deal with the drunk ones." Lily laughed as she got up and walked off to the other many people in the room enjoying the party.

"You look sad Moony?" Sirius stated as he sat down in the spot Lily was moments ago. "No, im fine."

Sirius was looking him in the eyes, those grey orbs resting on his blue ones. God. This boy was so perfect, even when he was half drunk. His shoulder length curly hair looked so perfect, and his small smile was glowing, his grey eyes were making the butterflies flutter in his stomach, and he looked so damn good in black skinny jeans and white t-shirt, followed by his favourite leather jacket.

"What are you thinking about?" Sirius asked him. Remus shrugged, "Your too drunk to understand."

"Im not drunk, Moony!" Sirius exclaimed. Remus onky realised how close they were when Sirius rested his hand on Remus's leg. He was wearing jeans because of the cold weather but he could still feel the warmth of Sirius's hand on his leg, making his blood rush.

"What are you thinking about?" Remus asked. Sirius answered within a heartbeat, "Kissing you."

Remus seemed overly shocked by this, "W-what?"

"You heard me." Sirius even glanced at the shocked boy's lips to confirm his seriousness. "Are you joking or-"

"Your so cute when your worried." Sirius contently, his eyes not leaving Remus's. "Well honestly your cute when your angry and scared and happy and sad and shocked-"

The butterflies were racing in Remus's chest, his heart racing and his thoughts were scattered, all but one. This cant be real.

"If this is a joke im gonna kill you, its not funny-"

"Im not laughing." Sirius said almost too seriously. There bodies were close now, legs touching and it only occurred to Remus now that Sirius was leaning in. To kiss him?

He was still half shocked and quarter worried its a prank, and quarter confused as what to do. No i told myself i would never do this.

Remus began leaning in too, ever so slowly.

No, Remus, No. Sirius could see Remus's features better now, his blue eyes were searching his face, probably shocked at what he was saying- but honestly Sirius himself was surprised he'd said it too. It was true but he never meant for it to come out. But he just wanted the fluffy haired boy infront of him, he wanted to grab that stupid red sweater and kiss him.

But obviously Remus was worried, Sirius could see it in his eyes.

They were close now, Remus could feel Sirius's breath on his cheek.

No. No, no, no, no, no, Sirius is drunk-

There lips were an inch apart now, but both had stopped moving, pondering on wether or not to keel moving. Your a werewolf, he's drunk, he doesnt really love you- Your a monster-

Before he could pull away, Sirius broke his thoughts by leaning forward and pressing his lips against Remus, eyes closed. Remus had his eyes wide open, his thoughts drifting out of his gaze and suddenly thinking didnt matter anymore, nothing mattered more than Sirius. There lips were warm and soft, Sirius tasted like firewiskey and it brought a sour and fizzling taste to Remus's tounge. Stop now before this gets too serious...

He pulled back for a second, half panting, he bit his lip, thinking about what he should do. And he looked up fearful of Sirius's reaction to what just happened. "I like kissing you.." He sounded drunk now. But the look in his eyes was the same look Sober Sirius gave him. daily.

Then he looked at Sirius and he almost drooled, his shirt was wrinkled from where he pushed against Remus, his jacket was half falling off his shoulders and he was panting softly, chest heaving, and his grey eyes set on his own. Those eyes..

Sirius leaned in for another kiss but Remus pressed his hands on the boy's chest, "This isnt a good idea."

"Kissing you? Nah i'd say its a bloody brilliant idea." Sirius said huskily, his hand shifted on Remus's thigh, making Remus's stomach do a flip. Remus hid his smile at what Sirius said, "No its not a good idea." and he turned away, facing forward towards the fire again. "What's not a good idea?" Sirius asked.

Remus shook his head, "Your too drunk."

"No, im not." Sirius said firmly. Remus rolled his eyes, "What's the time?" He asked. Sirius looked at the clock above the fire, "Its 1:34 am."

Remus snapped his head towards him, suprised. "Wha- your not drunk?" he asked. Sirius nodded, "Not too much."

"So you kissed me knowingly?" Remus asked. Sirius raised an eyebrow, "What do you mean?"

"You wanted to kiss me?" Remus asked. Sirius nodded, "Yes, why wouldnt i?"

"Because its dangerous. Because of my furry problem, because im a monster-"

Sirius did grab Remus by his sweater this time, and kissed him. He rested his other hand on the back of Remus's neck firmly so he would know that this is what Sirius wanted. Remus didnt argue, he kissed the boy back, shifting closer so he was almost sitting on his lap. They took a quick breath in wich Sirius said, "Your not a monster."

Remus rolled your eyes, "I mean it, Remus, your the kindest, friendiest, funniest-"

Remus cut him off with a kiss, blushing, "I get your point." Then they kissed again, harder this time. More passionatley.

Sirius half laid back on the couch, resting his neck against the arm rest with Remus ontop of him who had his arms wrapped tightly around Sirius's neck while snogging him. The kiss tasted sweet as the taste of firewiskey still burned their tounges, mixed with what Sirius thought might be chocolate from Remus- and god if this boy always kissed this good he was never going to give this up.

It was only when they heard Lily squeal did they break apart, "What?" Sirius asked as if his best-friend wasnt ontop of him. "When did this happen?" The excited girl asked. "Just now." Sirius said. James joined her side after pushing through the crowd, pulling the same reaction, "Bloody hell- Its about time!"

"Shut up." Remus smiled nuzzling his face into Sirius's neck to hide his blush. "You two are so cute!" Lily smiled. Sirius smiled, "Thanks Lily." He said before Lily and James both dissapeared into the crowd in the room after congratulating them. When Remus sat up a little on the couch he looked at Sirius, "So what now?" He asked.

Sirius tilted his head to the side, "What do you mean?"

"What do we call...this." He said, gesturing between them. Sirius smiled at him, "I dont know, boyfriends?" He asked. Remus blushed.

"I'll take it you like that," Sirius said, leaning towards him. Remus nodded as Sirius dipped his head to kiss him. Their lips met and Sirius pushed Remus back onto the couch, climbing ontop of him. They kissed more passionatley, Sirius had one hand on the back of Remus's neck, holding him slightly up while Remus had his hands on Sirius's sides. Sirius leaned down further, kissing Remus's neck, nibling softly.

"I love you Sirius-" Remus clasped a hand over his mouth a second after he realised what he said. Sirius sat up looking into his blue eyes. Remus looked fearful of his lover's response. Sirius brushed a curl out of his face while beaming at the boy beneath him, "I love you too."

Remus looked just as shocked at his reply. "You- what?"

"I love you Remus Lupin." Sirius smiled. Remus couldnt belive what he was hearing. And then after the sparkle in their eyes met, they were kissing. Kissing deeply, tounges battling, pulling on eachothers's shirts and running fingers through eachother's hair. "I love- mmph-" Sirius was cut of by a kiss

"Love yo-" They continued to snog deciding it was better than words, before walking up to the dorms to continue after James yelled at them for taking up the whole couch.

Remus fell asleep that night, face nuzzled into Sirius's neck, smiling because he finally got what he wanted. Him.