"Get her on the stretcher," Alex ordered once Kara arrived with Lena.
"Hang on baby please," Kara pleaded as she gently set the seizing woman on the stretcher.
"Get her to the med bay," she ordered the medics, as they nodded before racing off.
"That's it she's dead," Kara growled as she went to fly off.
"Kara stop please, you know that is exactly what she wants. For you to prove you are the monster she and Lex claimed you are. You're so much better than that," Alex told her as tears welled up in her eyes as she placed her hands on her younger's sister's shoulders.
"And if she dies what the hell am I supposed to do without her?" Kara asked as tears streamed down her face.
"A DR. approached Alex as he whispered something in her ear; he glanced at Kara before walking off.
"Well?" Kara demanded.
"She was poisoned again," Alex frowned.
Kara shook with rage as she turned again, "she's dead," Kara whispered.
"It wasn't lethal," Alex called as Kara hovered.
"What do you mean?" she asked as she slowly turned around.
"They pumped her up with some household cleaner, she just reacted to it badly. She's going to be fine."
"You're just saying that," Kara told her as she turned back around.
"If you go, you're playing straight into her hands!" Alex called as J'onn appeared behind her.
"Supergirl a word please?" he asked as he looked at her with concern.
"Not now J'onn," Kara snapped as her heat vison threatened to come out.
"Please," he begged as he turned to leave.
Kara slowly landed back down as she followed after the man.
"Have a seat please," J'onn told her as she entered his office.
"She deserves to die," Kara told him as she sat down across from him.
"We are hero's we don't kill," J'onn told her calmly.
"And what if she actually succeeds in killing Lena?!" Kara yelled as she broke the handle on his chair.
"We will do what we do and make them pay, the right way," J'onn told her as he picked up the pieces.
"It's not enough!"
"I remember when I first Jeremiah, he risked his life to save mine. No questions asked, and as he lay dying he made me promise to take care of you two," J'onn told her as he pointed to a picture of Alex and Kara on his desk.
"J'onn please," Kara began.
"You are meant to protect this Earth and all the people on it," J'onn continued. "I know she took a lot from you including Jeramiah, and she's tried to hurt Lena, but you will always bounce back, because you are so much stronger than her."
Tears welled up in Kara's eyes, "I can't lose her."
"We will find and put an end to Cadmus, you just have to be patient. As for Lena's she will be under surveillance and heavily guarded," J'onn assured her.
Kara took a deep breath as she smiled shakily at the man, "thank you."
"Never forget who you are," he smiled at her as he gave her a side hug before walking off.
Kara signed as she also remembered when Barry told her about how the Reverse Flash killed his mother and Zoom who killed his father, he thought about killing them, wanted to, but remained strong and defeated them another way.
"Kara? Are you okay?" Winn asked as he sat beside her.
"Hi Winn," she mumbled as she gave him a halfhearted smile.
"Hey she's going to be okay," Winn promised as he squeezed her knee.
"I know she will be," Kara told him.
"I remember when the police came and took my dad away for being Toyman," Winn began.
Kara looked at him confused wondering where he was going with the statement.
"I lost my friends, my mom, and my whole life that day," he continued. "People thought I knew, but I didn't," Winn frowned, "to me he was just dad."
"Oh Winn," Kara offered still not sure where he was going.
"What I'm trying to say is after a while I started to believe I would become him, that all the anger and rage he had inside of him was in me too. Lena is the same way, her family has done horrible things but she always proves she's better than them as did I."
"I wanted to kill her Winn, for continuing to hurt Lena," Kara told him as tears welled up.
"But you didn't because you both are stronger than them," Winn smiled.
"What if I can't always be strong?" Kara asked him as tears fell.
"Then you has us to help remind you who you are," Winn smiled as he pulled her into a hug.
Kara laughed as she wiped her eyes, "thank you."
"Aww it's nothing," he scoffed as he waved her off.
"Kara?" Alex asked as she poked her head in.
"Hey what's up? Kara asked her voice raspy from all the yelling and crying.
"Lena's awake, she's asking about you."
Kara's eyes lit up as she raced out of the room.
"How is she?" Alex asked as she took Kara's now empty seat.
"Doing better," Winn smiled.
Lena looked up as her door opened, her eyes lit up as Kara walked in. "Hi," she smiled weakly.
"Hi," Kara beamed as she grabbed a chair before setting it beside her bed and taking her hand.
"How long was I out for?" Lena asked as she frowned at the tears stains on Kara's face.
"To long," she replied as she squeezed her hand.
"She won't win," Lena promised as she cupped Kara's cheeks.
"I already lost you once because of her," Kara cried out as tears fell onto Lena's hands as she wiped them away.
"Hey baby I'm right here," Lena promised as she kissed her forehead.
"I'm sorry I'm being weak when you need me to be strong," Kara told her as she tried to put on a stoic face.
"Hey stop, you don't always need to be strong, you're allowed to feel," Lena told her as she kissed her lightly.
"I just love you so much," Kara gasped as she closed her eyes as she leaned her forehead against Lena's.
"I know the feeling," Lena smiled as she ran her fingers through Kara's blonde locks.
"She's not going to stop trying to hurt you," Kara told Lena as she crawled in next to her.
"Oh I know," Lena replied as a sinister look crossed her face as she wrapped her arms around the love of her life.
A/N: Sorry took so long to update, the holidays always turn me around. Hope everyone had a great Christmas and a Happy New Year. Make sure to review .
