-Connie... What were her last words ?
Eren smiled, hearing the boy's answer. It was a small grin at first, growing out of control. It slowly turned into a little laugh.
"Meat"
He sounded... evil. Broken. Yeah, Eren was broken. Sasha was dead. The idea was so funny. The first time they had met, she was talking about food. Even on the verge of death, she only thought of this strange obsession. It was hilarious. It was stupid. It was ironic. Yeah, his life was ironic.
-Eren... Sasha died because of you.
Yeah, right ? He knew it, no need to remind him. Of course it was his fault. Everything was his fault. He was going to kill so many people. Off so many lives. He had seen it all in his visions. But Sasha ? He didn't know. He didn't think any of his friends would die. Which friends ? After this, there will probably be no one left by his side.
He could hear Mikasa and Armin crying from the next room. Oh, dear friends. They didn't know how much Eren would make them cry in the future. They should have killed him when they still could. They should have let him die. But they had let him live, and now Sasha was dead.
Left alone in the room, with a recovering and sad-looking Zeke, and a disinterested Yelena, Eren began to shake. Eyes wide-open, teeth clenched. Memories of his fallen comrade filled his mind.
Sasha smiling. Sasha eating. She loved meat so much. Sasha fooling around. Sasha making fun of him. Sasha crying for Reiner and Bertholdt. Sasha being happy at the sea. Sasha sharing food with her friends. Sasha, Sasha, Sasha.
Sasha was dead.
How pathetic it seemed. How pathetic he was. How sad, how horrible. How did this happen ? He couldn't remember.
"Meat"
When did he start killing his friends ?
Eren knew the answer. Oh, he knew it so well. The day he had told Historia he didn't want to live anymore, he was wrong.
"Meat"
Eren was already long dead. And Sasha was too.
