Author Notes:

Welcome back for this final chapter!
It's been a wild but brief ride! Hope you enjoy this last part of our little roller coaster!

The full 200+ page story that I took this snippet from is now available for your reading pleasure on archive of our own and as it is a crossover fan work for the Shingeki No Kyoji and Without Light series.

WARNING: IT IS RATED E FOR EXPLICIT! Adults only PLEASE!

(So far I'm being told fans of SNK will like the story the most, and I'm guessing it's because Levi and Eren get like 90 percent of the steamy scenes XD FINE THEN.)

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Thoroughly Fucked:

Part 3: Daddy's Punishment


Levi was no stranger to survival and knew exactly how to do so. His brain calculated his chances in milliseconds… but he also knew when he was royally fucked. His weapons were all polished and stored neatly by the door, his pants were down, meaning at least a second's delay before he could run, and he'd locked his door too. All of that added up to far more time than it would take Eren to rush him and lodge a knife into his throat… Based on that smug grin, Levi could tell Eren had come to the same conclusion.

"Hello, precious Daddy Levi," he greeted, voice sickeningly syrupy. "Whatever are you doing? Maybe… thinking about me?"

I can't believe I'm still alive. And why the fuck was his body still hot and even getting hotter! A fetish? Great. As if he wasn't already fucked up enough. "…How did you get in my room?" He was certain the door had been locked, and the window had always been too.

"You taught me how," Eren claimed, fake surprise appearing on his face. "Oh, don't tell me you forgot, kind of like…" His voice became a growl, "…like how you fucking forgot me…" There it was, overflowing into his wide, sea green eyes. The danger, betrayal, and even murderous aspiration, all rolled up into one… and yet Levi was still breathing, and part of him recognized he was still gripping himself, but he didn't dare make any sudden moves.

"Eren," he tried, voice calm but slightly higher pitched, so Eren would know this was a question, or rather a request. "If I only move my hands so I can let go of myself, can you please not kill me?"

"Don't be silly, there's no need to let go," was Eren's answer, and Levi had been pretty sure earlier, but at that point definitely noticed Eren had a hand behind his back. "After all, I'm here now, the real deal. Might as well take advantage, right? Just like you did in the past." He seemed to wait, but of course Levi didn't move. Eren's voice was hard to decipher. Was he pissed or amused? "What's the matter? Your own personal cum rag is right here for you now," Eren continued, his harsh words a pickaxe chipping painfully at the ice heart Levi had worked so hard to maintain all his life… "Go ahead, use me, just like you always have. Use me for pleasure and fun and then throw me away and forget me." Eren took a few steps forward then, but Levi knew to stay still, only moving enough to track him as this fucking psycho walked around and then right up to the side of his bed. "You know," Eren admitted, "I thought for sure you'd go right for the bathroom as soon as you got back. That you'd head for the shower, ready to rinse the world's filth from your perfect body… but no. Instead here you are, ready to get even more filthy…" He took two sideways steps to the right, and Levi's suspicion was confirmed. Eren was standing directly in the way, positioned so Levi knew he could reach neither his weapons nor the door. "Ne, Levi… You were thinking of me, weren't you? That's why you kept your pants on. And your boots too, even though you never want them on the bed…"

What the fuck? How could he possibly know? Another fetish he'd forgotten exposing?
"I asked you specifically to 'wear the boots,' next time but you're not supposed to remember… and yet, here you are…" Levi said nothing, not sure where this was going. So far though, he still didn't have a knife in his throat, so he nodded and let Eren keep talking. "Also, I noticed something even better, but maybe you didn't… how you called me 'Eren' earlier. Interesting, considering the old you should still call me 'Yeager…'" His eyes took on that crazed amount of life then. "Ne, Levi… I wonder, does that mean your body remembers me, even if your brain is too fucked up… What do you think?"

Levi carefully considered the answer. He had always been horrible with knowing what to say, at least in romantic situations, and was tempted to just give up. One thing stuck out though. "You also called me Daddy, and…" He looked down at himself and the somehow still intense interest still standing in full view... "Clearly my dick remembers…"

Eren grinned. "I noticed that too… or actually, felt it on that first morning. I didn't realize these things at first but then it came to me. How you tilted your head to the right like you knew I'd tilt mine left so that we could kiss. How you couldn't focus on anything else, almost like you knew I was more important, even though you were in a strange room surrounded by strange things and in bed with a strange kid you don't even like."

"That's not true." Levi meant to say that, but he bit it back down. Eren wouldn't believe him, not now. Anything he said now would probably just come off as, "please don't kill me." At the same time though, he really didn't want to die right now. Not in this position… "Eren, look, I know you hate me and want to kill me, and that's fine. As you can see, I'm not gonna fight it, but let's be real here: my pants are down and I really don't want them to be like that when the others find my body."

Eren stared for a moment, eyes going slightly wide, and then, to his displeasure, grinned that big grin again. "Pretty sure I just heard you say you're 'not gonna fight it.' Does that mean I won't have to use this little trick after all?" Finally he revealed what he'd been keeping hidden behind his back, holding out his right arm, which had a long, still bloody cut right down its center.

"What the…" Levi looked around, finally recognizing the little red droplets on the floor, and suddenly more than ever, he knew he had to say the right thing. "Eren… you're not even twenty."

"So? I'm still considered an adult."

"That's not the point." Finally he risked releasing his hold on himself, and thankfully Eren didn't react. He was definitely less excited now… "Look…" What the hell was he supposed to say? Even if I hated you it's not worth it to kill yourself? That cut looked pretty deep, and hadn't Eren just been hiding in a bathroom? What the hell. There was probably no real answer, so Levi just let himself ramble, trying to say only what he knew to be truthful. "Eren… I know you're upset because I'm not… head over heels for you, but you can't judge your own life based on me of all people. I'm fucked up, okay? Try to understand. You're a good kid. You're hard working and funny and passionate… and you're hot-there I said it-but that's not the point either. The point is there are so many people in the world, healthy people, and they'll see how great you are and they'll love you. Hell, you already have people like that here. Seriously, wake up. Or like Hange says, 'don't give up.'" He saw Eren's lips mimic those words and hoped they really got through to him. "And for fuck's sake, try to get that you may be an adult already but you've only seen a tiny portion of this world. In that way you're still young. It's too soon to give up."

For many long moments Eren just stood there, not even quite staring at Levi, but probably slightly past him, at nothing in particular. "You know," he eventually said, "sometimes, like just now, you put evil little seeds in my head, and I wonder who the fuck you think you're fooling…" Levi honestly didn't follow, and maybe it showed, since Eren explained. "You keep claiming that you're damaged goods or whatever. You keep telling me you can't love me the way I love you, but then you go and tell me shit like, 'don't give up,' and it's like you don't even realize one of those has to be a lie." Eren climbed up on the bed then, boots and all, chuckling when Levi leaned away from the messy blood on his arm, but not away from Eren as he easily sat on his lap. "Ne, Levi, why don't you quit with the bullshit and make up your mind?" Eren challenged. "Either it's hopeless and I should give up, or I should learn to be like Hange and never give up. Which one is it?"

Wait a minute… Eren's question was actually valid. "Don't give up." Levi really believed in that, and he trusted Hange, and yet he'd already assumed he would have to give up on ever learning how to love. And honestly, if he took his own advice, that really didn't add up. He'd never been in a relationship, so didn't that mean he too was too young to give up? "You're right," he finally admitted. Nothing else seemed to make sense, and those words also made Eren give him a genuine, gentle smile.

"That's right," he boasted softly, "and now we're on the same page, I think I'll go ahead and give you your options."

"My options?" Eren nodded, holding up his cut arm.

"You have two: either you lay down and let me make sweet love to you, or I'll turn into a titan and kill you." Levi stared, whispering, "Wait… what?" but Eren only smiled, voice syrupy sweet. "You heard me. I already know how much you want me, so why waste time? It's very simple: you will take off your pants and I will pin you down and fuck you up. Please and thank you."

"Eren…" Levi stared at him for a moment, waiting for the punchline, but it didn't seem to be coming. "You can't just threaten me like that."

"Oh, yes I can, Precious Daddy Levi, just understand: if I can't have you, no one will." Eren said that, offering a smile that Levi swore shouldn't have even been able to fit on his face, and yet at the same time, steam started rising from his cut arm. The wound definitely began clearing up, but Eren's face didn't change. He simply leaned closer, until he could press a kiss to Levi's left ear. "Ne, Levi," he whispered, "you're hard." Levi put his hands to his face, hating life, but then suddenly everything seemed to come together. Wait. What if… Yes. It had to be! He'd underestimated this brat, foolishly assuming he knew him, but clearly he didn't. This Eren wasn't the same brat he could remember. No. This Eren may as well have been from the future: a future where Levi had already taught him all of his weaknesses and fantasies… including the most fucked up ones.

"Eren… have you been fucking with me this whole time?"

"Whatever do you mean, precious Daddy Levi?"

"Is that a fucking code word!"

"It is now…" Eren clearly wasn't sorry, as he reached right down and wrapped a hand around the result of his threatening. "Our safe word is 'corn stencils,'" he said sweetly, "got that?" Levi nodded and Eren waited. "Aren't you going to say it, Daddy?" This time he shook his head, trying to figure out what the fuck he'd ever been thinking asking this little demon out.

"Hey Eren?" He tried not to shiver when the immediate response was, "yes, Daddy?" This fucking kinky brat… His fucking kinky brat… "Would you step on me too?"

"With the boots?"

"With the boots."

"Yes, Daddy."

"Hey Eren…" He lay perfectly flat, and his magnificent brat stood up so smoothly, so beautifully, one leg already lifting, ready to stomp down right where Levi deserved. He was something so otherworldly. An angel of justice. A demon of hedonistic decadence… "I think I really do love you."

"I love you too, Daddy."


Jean stared across the table with a strawberry hovering awkwardly infront of his mouth, but he just couldn't bring himself to keep eating. "Um…" Finally he spoke up, even though most of his friends squirmed, seeming to know what was coming. "Am I the only one slightly… concerned about this?"

Only silence was offered in answer, but all eyes immediately turned to their newest edition, who was sitting right in the middle of the table, except, unlike everyone else, he'd decided his ass was too good for a chair, and instead settled down on Eren's lap…

Finally Levi seemed to notice the attention and paused, in the middle of eating a strawberry himself. "What?" He shrugged. "He's been a vicious little prick all week. Needs punishment." He then turned, casually waving the remainder of that strawberry. "Hey chair, this one's not sweet enough. Want it?"

"Yes please." Eren simply opened his mouth and Levi dropped the already half eaten strawberry right in. "Fank you," Eren mumbled, still chewing, while Levi simply turned back to the table and started on his cheddar potato soup. Maybe it was Jean's imagination, but he swore Eren's demon eyes flashed, just for a moment, but then he was grinning contentedly, snuggling up against the smaller male sitting in his lap. "I love you, Levi," he admitted, voice muffled but sweet.

"I love you too, chair."

As if that little display hadn't been disturbing enough, even worse words were uttered less than five minutes later, as Heather came running into the room for the first time in a week, breathing heavily and eyes wide with worry. "There you are! Thank goodness. Hange said you lost a bunch of important memories and pretty much went on a rampage!"

"Do I know you?" Levi shook his head. "Actually never mind. Nice to meet you, I'm Levi. But don't worry. I'm fine now."

"Ohhh, that explains why you didn't just come to me." She held out a hand and shook his with a smile, but her introduction made even him sigh. "Hi, I'm Heather, and guess what, I know how to repair memories!"


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The full version of this story is now available on and archive of our own. The title is the same lol

Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin is a manga which can also be purchased on Amazon or its anime can be viewed for free on my discord. "Sunshine Corner."

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