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SONG: ABRAZAME- CAMILA
WYRG
CH2: My destiny is with you
(camila- abrazame)
ELLIOT'S POV:
"I promise" I say with my lips still on her forehead . That is all I needed; to have her between my arms and never letting her go… ever. I want to look at her and dream that my destiny is to be with her forever. Her breathing is quiet and so calm. I sound I've never heard… so peaceful. She moves in my arms separating a little so our eyes can met. I love that special new shine in them that gives me light. She is going to smile; she always wets her lips before doing so. Oh how much I love that smile. I would love to be able to whiteness it more often, but now here it is, right in front of me.
"It's Saturday right?" She asks me stretching a bit against my body. I just nod.
" A rainy Saturday." We turn to the window to check that indeed a few drops are falling in the air.
"I'm gonna take a bath." She surprises me with a quick kiss on the lips before rolling in the bed wrapping in the sheets. For a second I thought she will fall but soon she is standing with the sheets wrapped around her body. She looks like my personal Greek goddess. I feel a little cold but I don't care I just stare at her as she walks around the room up to her closet bending down to get some clothes until she looks at me again.
"What happen?"I ask.
"Nothing… stop staring." She answers me as her cheeks turn red.
"ey! I'm the one nude here." I clarify knowing that I'm lying in the bed without anything covering me. "You stole the sheets." She just smiles but doesn't say more. She walks to the bathroom and I see her disappear behind the door.
Suddenly I find myself alone. A strange wind runs through my body making me shiver… again. This is not the first time I feel it. I had felt it before coming here. I feel like if my heartbeat is telling me that I don't have much more time. I prefer to get up and stretch a little bit. I can't get carried away by bad hunches with this. She will stay with me. She isn't going to run away… right? Stop it Stabler! She loves you.
I hear the shower so I approached the door and decide to open it; the steam fills my face, it's warm inside, I decide to get in silently.
"Elliot?" I hear her calling.
"Yes ... it's me." I assure her so she doesn't get afraid. The shower curtain moves a little and her face appears with a bunch of foam on her hair looking… oh so cute.
"Is everything fine?" She asks.
"Yeah, I just got cold out there." I do not lie but I don't want to tell her what kind of cold it was. I don't want to scare her with my bad feelings. She is calm and she should be that way. This is just some confusion inside me; perhaps caused for all we have lived these last three days.
"Want to join?" She asks as the color returns to her cheeks.
"Can I?" Of course I want to get in and kiss her without stopping... hold her tight.
"Sure, if you want to." I won't think it twice. I open the curtain and enter careful to not to trip over the tub. I look at her as she removes the foam quality of the hair under the rain. I approached her and I wait until she opens her eyes. She smiles and I decide to hug her tightly.
"Hug me." I ask and soon her hands are on my back, her head nestled under my neck and I close my eyes . I feel that stupid fear again. I don't want to let her go. Life has not been easy for neither of us, but now I shouldn't be afraid; I'm with her... I'm with my Liv.
Today I realize that I hadn't felt so scared before in my life... Fear of losing her, fear of not doing the right thing, afraid of breaking my promises... I have fear.
"Wait a little longer... I want to feel you mine." I whisper before she can separate.
"I'm yours Elliot" Her words soothe me.
"I want to be with you until I leave… my fate is to be with you Liv."
"You are not going anywhere. You promised." Had I let her feel my fear?
"I mean… until the end of my life."
"even after… I'll love you forever." She says in a low voice full of determination.
"I'll always be with you babe; in body or spirit… but here with you always."
"Elliot?" She says turning her head up to look me in the eye with a full of doubt expression.
"Kiss me." I ask her. I'm desperate to kiss her. I feel how she stretches to reach my lips, and kisses me passionately. I feel safe at her side. I want to be like this a lifetime. I need to feel her mine again.
"I love you." I say against her lips without breaking the kiss. I can't stop reminding it to her. So many years without telling them out loud that I feel I need to shout them constantly. I feel her body separating from me as she walks backwards and seeks for my gaze.
"I love you too Elliot ..." I slowly approach her; those are the only words that matter to me at this time. I know she loves me as much as I love her. She had shown it to me all over the years and now I feel the need to show it to her. I shut off the water and move my hands to her hips slowly sliding them through her skin to her butt and down to the back of her thighs. She lets her arms fly to my shoulders and pulls up separating her legs to put them round my waist. I hold her tightly against my body; I kiss her neck and she hugs me tight. I close my eyes; I don't want to be in any other place. Here is where I belong... with her. I feel her slides her soft lips on my ear to my neck kissing me gently, slightly sliding down my body. I accommodate her in my arms and line my hard penis against her entrance. I let it caress against her soft skin feeling her shiver. Don't wanting to wait more I push and slowly penetrate her. I feel her breath against my shoulder's skin so, as soon as I'm all the way in, I stop moving. I separate just a bit in order to kiss her lips.
TO BE CONTINUE...
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