Kavin was standing in the balcony of his room and was talking to Nakul over his cell phone.
"Nakul tum chinta mat karo maine doctor ko bulaya tha, unhone kaha ki Ragini thik hai"...Kavin said over his cell phone.
"Thik hai Kavin...Main abhi Ragini ko lene tumhare ghar aata hoon"...Nakul said from the other side.
"Haan aa jao"...Kavin said and hung up.
Then, he walked inside his room and saw Ragini (Purvi) sitting on the bed while holding her head. Suddenly Ragini's gaze fell on him and she became surprised.
"Aap...Aap mere ghar mein...I mean, mere room mein kya kar rahe hain?"...She asked while looking at him.
Kavin laughed slightly and went near her and before he could reply she interrupted him.
Ragini: Inspector sahab aap kisi ladki ke kamre mein aise hi nahin aa sakte...
She stopped in the middle when Kavin placed her hand on her forehead.
"Ye aap kya kar rahe hain?"...She asked in confusion.
"Check kar raha hoon...Tum abhi thik ho ya nahin"...Kavin replied while removing his hand from her forehead.
"Main thik hoon Kavinji"...Ragini said with a small smile.
"Really...I mean, are you sure?"...Kavin asked while sitting in front of her.
Ragini nodded in yes.
"To Miss Ragini aapko ye kyun pata nahin chal paaya ki hum aapke nahin mere ghar par hain"...Kavin said while laughing.
Ragini looked around and then at him in surprise.
Ragini: Main yahan kaise aayi?...Main to...
"Tum behosh ho gayi thi isliye main tumhe apne ghar le aaya"...Kavin replied while interrupting her in the middle.
Ragini nodded.
"Waise kya tumhe yaad nahin ki tum behosh ho gayi thi?"...Kavin asked.
Ragini nodded in no while holding her head.
"Koi baat nahin...Tum jyada socho mat, apna khayal rakho"...Kavin said while removing her hand from her head.
Ragini: Mujhe apne ghar jaana hai Kavinji...
Kavin looked at her and before he could speak a word she removed the blanket. She became shocked to see herself in the royal blue anarkali instead of her yellow knee-length frock. She looked at Kavin with wide open eyes.
"Kya hua?...Aise kyun dekh rahi ho?"...Kavin asked in confusion.
"Mere kapde...Kisne...Kisne badle?"...Ragini asked while stammering.
"Relax Ragini...Tumhare kapde maine nahin meri maa ne badle hain"...Kavin replied with a gentle smile.
Ragini heaved a sigh of relief after hearing him.
"Maine tumhe haath tak nahin lagaya...I promise"...Kavin added innocently.
Ragini smiled at his innocence. Then, she looked around his room and glanced at his photographs with his family. She smiled after seeing them, suddenly her gaze fell on a guitar.
"Aapne kabhi bataya nahin ki aap guitar bhi bajate hain"...She said while looking at Kavin.
"Tumne kabhi puchha hi nahin"...Kavin replied while looking at the guitar.
"Kyun aap sirf puchhne par hi batayenge?"...Ragini asked while looking at him.
Kavin looked at her.
"Aapko meri pasand aur napasand dono pata hai...Phir kya mujhe aapki pasand aur napasand jaan'ne ka haq nahin hai"...Ragini said with a smile.
"Kyun?"...Kavin asked her directly.
Ragini didn't know what to say as she herself didn't know why she wanted to know his likes and dislikes.
"Wo...Aa...Kya aap mujhe guitar bajakar sunayenge?"...She asked in order to divert his question.
"Zaroor...Lekin aaj nahin, aaj mann nahin hai"...Kavin replied while looking at her.
"No problem...I'll be waiting for that day"...Ragini said with a pleasant smile.
Kavin smiled and nodded.
"Waise kya aap mujhe apne maa-papa se nahin milwayenge?"...Ragini asked with a smile.
"Ragini maa aur papa aaj subah hi Delhi chale gaye...Wo teen din baad Neelam aunty ki beti ki shaadi hai na isliye"...Kavin replied.
Ragini: Achchha koi baat nahin, aap phir kabhi milwayiega unse...Abhi main chalti hoon.
Saying this, she turned to get down from the bed but Kavin held her and made her sit on the bed. Then, he covered her with the blanket. She looked at him in surprise.
"Tum Nakul ke saath ghar jaana, wo aata hi hoga tumhe lene"...Kavin said while getting down from the bed.
Ragini understood that he had called Nakul and had told him about her. So, she nodded and covered herself properly with the blanket.
"Hmmm tum baitho...I'll get coffee for both of us"...Kavin said before leaving the room. He went into the kitchen to make coffee.
Ragini smiled to herself. Then, she laid on the bed and closed her eyes. Suddenly she felt something near her elbow. She opened her eyes and sat on the bed and looked at the thing; it was Kavin's personal diary. She picked the diary.
Ragini (Pov): Diary...Lagta hai Kavinji ki hai...
With these thoughts she opened the first page of the diary and became mesmerised to see the handwriting; "Kavin Kumar" was written on the first page in calligraphy style.
Ragini (Pov): Kavinji ki handwriting kitni sundar hai...
She smiled but she didn't realise that Kavin's surname was "Kumar". She opened the next page of the diary only to find a poem written on it.
"Mehfil bhi sooni lagti hai, tera kasar lagta hai,
Gham bhi khushi lagti hai, tera asar lagta hai.
Hai lagta har pal sadiyon sa, barson sa bin tere,
Tera dil hi mujhe ab mera ghar lagta hai.
Hai chahta ye dil har pal tere deedar ko
Tadapta hoon, bechain rehta hoon.
Anjaana sa duniya ki baaton se, din-pal aur raaton se
Na kisi ke kehne ka asar, na waqif halaaton se,
Had paar kar jaaunga tere pyaar mein
Doge zeher imtehaan ke liye to bhi pee jaaunga
Tujhe yaad karke marunga nahin,
Ho jaaunga amar lagta hai."
Ragini (Pov): Kavinji kitna achchha likhte hain...Aur mujhe nahin pata tha ki wo itne romantic hain...
She smiled and she didn't know why her cheeks flushed to the colour of scarlet. She suppressed her smile and opened the next page.
"Kaash...Kaash...
Kehne ki hain baatein
Darta hoon
Jab sota hoon raatein
Sochta hoon
Kaash hum phir mile
Kuchh bolein
Dard sile
Kuchh na tole
Chahta hoon main tumko
Sirf tumko
Har janam ke liye
Ban jao mere liye
Main rahoon tumhari baahon mein
Aur tum raho meri saanson mein.
Kaash...Kaash..."
She smiled shyly after reading it as if each and every word was written for her. She flipped the next page of the diary to read the next one.
"Ho sake to laut aana ki jaan jaati hai,
Ho sake to laut aana uljhane abhi tak baaki hain,
Ho sake to laut aana tumhara intezaar aaj bhi waisa hai,
Ho sake to laut aana ki ye ghabrahat aaj bhi hai,
Ho sake to laut aana ki saansein ab nahin aati hain,
Ho sake to laut aana ki bekaraari aaj bhi baaki hai,
Ho sake to laut aana ye pyaar tumhare liye aaj bhi baaki hai,
Ho sake..."
She became confused after reading it as it was sad poem.
Ragini (Pov): Ye Kavinji ko kya hua...Ab aisi kavitayein kyun likhi hain...
With these thoughts she flipped the next page.
"Bichhadi pyaar ki dhadkanein
Aankhon mein nami de
Band raahon ki uljhan jeene na de
Wo khamoshiyan bhi ishq ko hi talaashein
Kuchh ankahi si khwahishein
Dil to chhupa de ye mohabbat
Kaisa jo ang ang luta na de..."
She turned the next page to read the next poem. As soon as her gaze fell on the poem she became shocked.
"Soorat na dekhi maine uski,
Moorat phir bhi uski ban'ne lagi hai,
Din ko chain nahin aata,
Aur raaton ki neend udne lagi hai,
Lagta hai us se mohabbat hone lagi hai,
Uski yaadon mein, aankhon se neer behte hain,
Ab to aankhon ko aansuon se mohabbat hone lagi hai,
Kalam likhna chahti hai, keval tumhare baare mein,
Aur baatein meri kavitaon mein dhalne lagi hain,
Lagta hai us se mohabbat hone lagi hai,
Uski yaadon mein, raatein guzaar deta hoon,
Apni hi baaton mein, khud ko sanwar deta hoon,
Sunsaan raaton mein, meri baatein gehrayi mein utarne lagi hain,
Ab to mere dil ki tanhai mohabbat mein badalne lagi hai,
Lagta hai us se mohabbat hone lagi hai,
Subah suraj ki roshni bhi adhuri si lagti hai,
Bazaar ki bhari sadakein bhi sooni si lagti hain,
Uske aane ki ye aankhein raah dekhne lagi hain,
Ab to maah bhi saalon ki raah dekhne lagi hai,
Lagta hai us se mohabbat hone lagi hai,
Abhi bhi ghar ki chaukhat par, uski raah takey baitha hoon,
Subah se shaam aur shaam se subah, uski raah mein guzaar deta hoon,
Kab aaogi ye meri tanhai kehne lagi hai,
Tanhai ki baatein dil ko jhoothi lagne lagi hain,
Lagta hai us se mohabbat hone lagi hai."
Ragini (Pov): Ye to wahi kavita hai jo maine us letter mein padhi thi...Lekin wahan ye poori nahin thi aur yahan ye poori hai...Matlab ye Kavinji ne likhi hai...
"Par Kavinji ke likhe letters mere paas kaise aaye?"...She whispered while touching the page of the diary.
She thought for a while and then jerked her thoughts.
"Aaj main bahut khush hoon...Kyunki jis se main pyaar karti hoon wo aaj mujhe mil gaya"...She whispered to herself in sheer happiness.
Then, she touched Kavin's name which was written under the poem.
Ragini (Pov): I love you Kavinji...Jab maine pehli baar aapki kavita padhi thi tabhi aapse pyaar ho gaya tha...Aur ab aapke saath reh kar, kuchh waqt bitakar ye pyaar aur gehra ho gaya hai...
She flipped the pages of the diary in happiness and suddenly her gaze fell on a pamphlet. She took that and closed the diary and kept that aside. She opened the pamphlet and saw some photographs.
"Isme to tasveerein hain...Magar kiski?"...She thought while taking out the photographs..
She was about to see the photographs but she stopped when she heard Kavin's voice. She kept the photographs back in the pamphlet and the pamphlet back in the diary and the diary on Kavin's study table. Kavin entered inside the room with two coffee mugs. Ragini looked at him.
"Ye rahi aapki coffee"...Kavin said with a smile while forwarding the coffee mug towards her.
"Thank you"...Ragini uttered after taking the coffee mug.
"Anytime Miss Ragini"...Kavin replied with a sweet smile.
Ragini looked at him and her face turned as red as a rose after seeing his smile. She looked down and sipped her coffee silently. Kavin smiled at her and he too sipped his coffee. Suddenly some music hit their ears. Ragini looked at Kavin.
"Neighbours, you know...Har din free mein music sun'ne ko milta hai yahan"...Kavin said and chuckled a bit.
Ragini smiled and got down from the bed and went into the balcony before keeping her coffee mug on a nearby table. Kavin also went behind her before keeping his coffee mug. He smiled when he saw her looking at the sky which was pouring numerous cold droplets with the passing of each second.
Na Hai Ye Paana
Na Khona Hi Hai
Tera Na Hona Jaane
Kyun Hona Hi Hai
Ragini turned back and looked at him.
Tum Se Hi Din Hota Hai
Surmayi Shaam Aati
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
She signalled him to come near her. Kavin smiled and went near her.
"Kya aapko baarish pasand hai?"...Ragini asked while setting her dupatta.
"Haan mujhe baarish pasand hai aur baarish ke baad ki dhoop bhi, kyunki aisa kehte hain baarish ke baad ki dhoop bahut khoobsurat hoti hai"...Kavin gave her a beautiful reply.
Har Ghadi Saans Aati Hai
Zindagi Kehlati Hai
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
Ragini smiled after his reply, she looked at him for a fraction of seconds.
Na Hai Ye Paana
Na Khona Hi Hai
Tera Na Hona Jaane
Kyun Hona Hi Hai
"Main jaanta hoon tumhe bhi baarish pasand hai...Hai na?"...Kavin asked with a smile.
Ragini nodded in yes with a smile. Then, she turned around to walk to the other end of the balcony but her feet slipped in the way, she was about to fall but Kavin held her from her arms. She looked at him and noticed the concern for her in his eyes. Kavin also looked into her eyes and noticed some traces of fresh tears.
Aankhon Mein Ankhen Teri
Baahon Mein Baahein Teri
Mera Na Mujh Mein Kuchh Raha Hua Kya
Baaton Mein Baatein Teri
Raatein Saugatein Teri
Kyun Tera Sab Ye Ho Gaya Hua Kya
Ragini stood properly with his help. Then, she immediately wiped her tears.
"Be careful...Chot lag jaayegi tumhe"...Kavin said with concern.
Ragini nodded while looking down. Kavin still saw some traces of tears under her eyes, he moved close to her and wiped them. Ragini looked up at him.
Main Kahin Bhi Jaata Hoon
Tumse Hi Mil Jaata Hoon
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
Shor Mein Khamoshi Hai
Thodi Si Behoshi Hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
"Waise tumne mujhe aaj subah cafe mein kyun bulaya tha?"...Kavin asked her in order to divert her attention.
Ragini: Kavinji kal hamare NGO mein ek function hai...Isliye main aapko aur uncle-aunty ko invite karna chahti thi.
Kavin: Maa aur papa to nahin aa paayenge, lekin main zaroor aaunga.
"Promise..."...Ragini asked like a little kid.
"Promise baba..."...Kavin replied with a smile.
"Thank you so much Kavinji"...Ragini said with sheer happiness.
Kavin smiled at her.
Aadha Sa Wada Kabhi
Aadhe Se Jyada Kabhi
Jee Chahe Kar Loon Is Tarah Wafa Ke
Chhode Na Chhote Kabhi
Tode Na Toote Kabhi
Jo Dhaaga Tumse Jud Gaya Wafa Ka
"Waise aap Nasik kab jaa rahe hain?"...Ragini asked while sitting on a nearby chair.
"Kal raat ko"...Kavin replied while sitting on a chair beside her.
"Phir aap wapas kab aayenge?"...Ragini asked desperately.
"Kyun?...Tumhe meri yaad aayegi?"...Kavin asked teasingly.
"Mmm...Mujhe kyun...Mujhe kyun aapki yaad aayegi"...Ragini replied anxiously.
Kavin laughed at her while she turned her head to the other side to hide her facial expressions so that he couldn't realise her feelings for him.
"Main chaar din baad wapas aaunga"...Kavin replied while turning her face towards him.
Ragini looked at him and then lowered her gaze. Kavin looked at her and noticed her face keenly.
Main Tera Sarmaya Hoon
Jo Bhi Main Ban Paaya Hoon
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
Raaste Mil Jaate Hai
Manzile Mil Jaati Hai
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
He smiled when he saw her getting irritated with her hairs which were falling over her face again and again. He brought his hands near her ears and tucked her hairs behind them. Ragini looked up at him.
Na Hai Ye Paana
Na Khona Hi Hai
Tera Na Hona Jaane
Kyun Hona Hi Hai
Kavin slowly removed his hand from her face.
"Tum chinta mat karo, meri jagah Inspector Shreya tumhare saath NGO mein rahegi"...He said and smiled lightly.
Ragini: Uski koi zaroorat nahin hai...Papa ne Nakul ko...
She stopped in the middle when she heard Nakul's voice. She went near the railing of the balcony. Kavin also went behind her. They both saw Nakul who waved them and signalled Ragini to come down.
"Main chalti hoon...Kal aapka intezaar rahega"...Ragini said with a smile and walked from there.
Kavin smiled and went behind her. They both went to Nakul who was sitting inside the car.
"Kitni der kar di aane mein, main kabse tumhara intezaar kar rahi thi"...Ragini complained before sitting inside the car.
"Lekin aaya to sahi"...Nakul said with a smile.
Then, he looked at Kavin who was smiling while looking at both of them.
"Achchha Kavin phir milte hain kisi din phursat se...Abhi to mujhe inhe ghar le jaana hai"...He said with a smile while indicating at Ragini.
"Haan kyun nahin..."...Kavin replied with a smile.
Nakul smiled and drove from there with Ragini. Ragini looked outside the window and smiled shyly after seeing Kavin's reflection in the side mirror.
"Ragini tum thik ho na?"...Nakul asked in worry while driving.
Ragini looked at him.
"Main bilkul thik hoon Nakul"...She replied with an assuring smile.
"That's good...Lekin phir bhi ghar jaakar tum sirf rest hi karogi...Okay!"...Nakul said while looking at her.
"Okay bhai"...Ragini replied with a small smile.
Nakul smiled and caressed her head. She smiled and closed her eyes and rested her head on her seat.
Ragini (Pov): Ye pyaar kitna anokha hota hai...Kabhi kabhi door hoke bhi itna paas hota hai...Aur kabhi paas hoke bhi kitna door...Ki mann use dekhne ke liye itna tarasta hai jaise tapta registaan baarish ki pehli boond ko tarasta hai...Kabhi baadh ki tarah aata hai to sab kuchh baha le jaata hai...Kabhi os bankar girta hai to sab toot jaata hai...Par pyaas nahin bujhti...
At the other side, Kavin went inside his house and directly walked towards his room in the balcony. He stood there and looked at the grey sky. He smiled when Ragini's face flashed in front of his eyes.
Kavin (Pov): Ragini kal Nasik jaane se pehle main tumhe apne dil ki baat bata doonga...
He smiled to himself and felt the rain. The fresh, sweet smell of the rain comforted him after many years. In the mean time, a song hit his ears. He closed his eyes to feel that along with the rain.
Jo Haal Dil Ka Idhar Ho Raha Hai
Wo Haal Dil Ka Udhar Ho Raha Hai
Jaan-e-Jaan, Dilon Pe Pyaar Ka
Ajab Sa Asar Ho Raha Hai...
Author's Note: Hey dear friends! That's all for today's update. Thanks a lot for reading the chapter. And, sorry for being late.
Sonag: Thanks a lot dear :)
Niharika: Hey dearie! That's your new update...I hope you liked it :)
Shweta03: Thanks a lot Shweta...Bas thoda intezaar aur kar lo, bahut jald Ragini (Purvi) ko pata chal jaayega ki wo Purvi hai...Aur ACP sir, Nakul aur Kavin ko bhi :)
Pragati Sengar: Kavin ko bahut jald pata chalega ki Ragini (Purvi) uski Purvi hai ;)
Guest: Thanks a lot buddy :)
Imagination Lies In Canvas: Thanks yaar...I understand as my exams are also at hand... Anyhow, bahut jald Ragini (Purvi) ko pata chalega ki wo Purvi hai ;)
Rubli: Thank you so much sweetie...Ragini (Purvi) will remember her past very soon ;)
Levisha: Firstly, thanks a lot dearie...Secondly, please ignore your negative feelings because nothing is going to happen to Kavin's parents, they will be completely fine. And, everything is also going to be fine soon :) ... Lastly, if you don't mind may I know your Wattpad account :) ...
Story lover: Thank you very much dear...And, Kavin ko sab kuchh bahut jald pata chalega :)
Hero: Thanks a lot dear :)
Asd: Thanks buddy...Kavin ke parents shaadi mein jaa rahe hain, aur unhe kuchh nahin hoga ;)
Dear friends, I'll be back with the next one very soon. Till then,
Bbye & Take care.
