So here is the second part. I hope I didn't disappoint you guys.
Sorry for any errors, perfection is overrated.

I do not own Glee, if I did I would create a safe environment for everybody on the cast.

Enjoy and please review!

"I love you." She looks up at him and her eyes begin to look glassy. Her lip is trembling. He inhales sharply. "Not like a friend, not like a sister. I love you like the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I know you hate me and you have every right to do that. I was a moron and I will probably make some mistakes in the future if you still have me. I'm not perfect and I should have made you feel like the goddess that you are to me. I was scared of the feelings that I have for you. But your mom was right and I didn't know it at the time, but now I do."

She frowns at the statement of her mom. "What... what did she tell you?" Her voice nothing more than a whisper. He swallows and exhales.

"She told me to protect you, to be the one to take care of you. I always thought she meant as friends, but she always gave me this look whenever I said we were just friends. Your mom knew already what we didn't. We both know how her mind worked, she was brilliant in that way. I should've listened to her and asked for your hand before she passed but I didn't and I will regret that for the rest of my life. But at least give me a chance to make it up to you and your mom as well. She would slap me right now and be so disappointed. It's okay if you need time. I just want you to know that I love you, like really love you Cedes and I will do anything to make you smile again."

She doesn't say anything but bow her head, indicating he does the same. They connect their heads together and he pulls her arms down, letting go of her wrists. She puts her hands around his waist and he does the same. They don't move, they are just in the moment, their moment.

He pulls back eventually and looks at her. She stands on her tiptoes and kisses him on the lips, wrapping her arms around his neck and deepens it for the first time. He relishes in the feeling that it gives them and he shoves her against the wall again. Her tongue travels over his lips and connects with his, wrestling for dominance. She moans when he tightens his grip on her waist.

He knows it's not going beyond this, but he is memorizing every detail. She pulls back and looks at him. Without saying anything she leads him to the couch and sits down. He sits next to her and they hold hands. "My mom has always been the smartest person I know. And she told me to always let someone tell their side of the story. I love you Sam you already know that. I don't know if I will trust you this easily again, but I am willing to try. The connection that we share is strong, but don't you ever think that you can do this again, ever!" He nods and she gives him a small smile.

"Now please tell me what the doctor said." He freezes at that and she grimaces. Maybe she shouldn't have asked.

"Okay... uhm... I was called this morning and I wanted to tell you immediately. I am not sick, at all. I couldn't believe what they were saying. A little later I talked to the doctor and he confirmed that I am healthy and I don't have any diseases. So I questioned how Quinn could have got it. She still doesn't pick up the phone, but I don't care about that. She doesn't have it from me." He sighs and she pulls him closer to her, resting her head on his chest.

"I felt so horrible with the idea that I made her sterile. That I was the reason she couldn't have kids anymore. And I thought about you and I know how much you want kids and I just lost myself. It was such a horrifying idea that I could take something so precious of anybody that I couldn't deal with it. I couldn't deal with the fact that that also could happen to me. It was just a lot to take in and I'm so sorry I was like that." He pulls her closer to him.

"It's okay." She whispers.

"No, it's not. I should have been strong and gone to the doctor like you said. But instead I wallowed in self petty and hurt you even more than I already did. My mind was racing with questions and I yelled at you, god Cedes I yelled at you. And why because you only wanted to help."

He sighs and doesn't know what to say anymore. "Sam?" He is startled by her voice. "Yes?"

"Thank you for sharing this. I know it's hard for you to share your emotions with me." She looks up at him and kisses him softly. She scoots closer to him and pulls her legs up onto the couch. He is not good with emotions, but he needs to try anything to get back in the good graces of Mercedes. He knows it's going to take time, but he is willing to do anything for her, for them.

They fall asleep in each others arms.

*After an hour*

"Cedes?" She opens her eyes and she feels Sam in her arms. They are now lying on the couch together. Her head still on his chest and her leg in between his. She is wiggling while waking up and hears him groan.

He wants to get up, because it is becoming hard for him to resist her in this position. She has other plans and pushes at his chest. He lies back down and draws circles on her back. She nuzzles his chest.

"Babe, not that I don't love to lie with you like this but… uhm…" How does he say to her that he is turned on at the way her leg is on his and she is wiggling. She looks up at him with a smirk. Damn this woman he thinks.

"But what?" She puts her head down again and slides her hand up and down his chest. Every time she goes down she comes closer to his problem. He hisses at the motion and grabs her wrist.

"Don't Cedes, please?" She is punishing him in the most delicious way possible. Her face is now in the crease of his neck and she kisses his neck. When she bites him a little and then licks him he feels himself slowly losing it.

"Don't what Sammy?" He groans at the way she is making him feel. Her tongue slides along his pulse point and she shifts her hips slightly. He bites his lower lip to prevent himself from moaning. He lets go of her wrist and his hand goes into her hair, trying to make her move away from his neck.

He tilts her face to him and he kisses her with all the longing he has build up inside of him. His tongue slides over her lower lip and she grands him access to her mouth. She moans at the sensation and her hand goes down again.

Sam's eyes shoot open and looks at her terrified when he breaks the kiss. He doesn't understand what is going on. Her hand is now just above his belt and tickles his bare skin. In the meantime she had pulled his shirt up. She is now enjoying his warm skin under her fingertips.

Without warning she straddles him and he holds his breath. She can feel him harden even more and she grinds her hips into him. His hands rush to her hips and tries to hold her still. His eyes darken at the beautiful sight of her on top of him. He has dreamed about it but it's even better in real life.

"Cedes what are you doing?" She bows down and captures his lips with hers. She presses her hips down again when he forgets his head again and loosen his grip on her hips. She can't be serious right now. She moans when he bites her lower lip.

Her hands go under his shirt and pulls it up and off of him. She looks down at him and moves her hands over his shoulders, chest and abdomen. Enjoying his muscles tightening up under her touch. She licks her lips and he gets up to kiss her again. She pushes him down with her hands and smirks.

"Not so fast handsome." She bucks her hips again and hears him moan, her favorite sound by far. Her breath hitches when he pushes her down on him. He is now extremely hard and his taut jeans are killing him. "Mercy?" He breathes heavily.

She bows down to his face but doesn't kiss him. She goes to his ear and pushes her hips down again giving her another delicious moan. "Suffer." Is all she whispers against his ear and she looks at him. She pushes off of him and walks out of the room.

He just lies there without really understanding what just happened. Ooh I'm so dead he thinks back at what just occurred. He adjusts his jeans to get some relieve. With his head bowed down he walks to the bathroom to take care of himself.

She makes him crazy and she just wanted him to suffer the consequences and he loved every minute of it.

Thank you so much for reading! So what is going to happen next? I have no idea to be honest.
Stay safe and have a good Christmas.