{Hey guys just a little side note this time. I do write rather graphic and detailed because I find that's what keeps readers interested. That said this story is very graphic, more than what I have wrote in the past. So I am sorry if this offends anyone but, in this type of story specifically it would be empty without those details. I also have exciting news, this story is so popular I have decided to include it in my stories, it is no longer on trial. I also had a small epiphany and came to the conclusion that this will not be a Harley/Joker/OC. I will be splitting this story into two different stories, starting with Peyton and Joker story then it will blossom into a Suicide Squad story after a while. At that time I may include Harley but not like anyone will guess. I have two stories on a trial run, a Steve Rogers (Captain America)/OC, a Daryl Dixon (Walking Dead)/OC. If I don't feel like it's going anywhere by the fifth or sixth chapter I will discontinue it. Same applies to any others anybody wants me to take on. I do not own anything to do with anything to do with Suicide Squad or Batman or Gansta by Kehlani only my own characters and anything else that you do not recognize.}

Tonight was the night and I was buzzing with excitement. No way was I going to miss this. I had a pearl white dress on that clung to each and every curl with a strapless sweetheart neckline and a slit that came up my right leg and it ended just at the top of my thigh. Though the material was tight it was soft and loose fabric so as I would turn it would flow with my body. I had a pair of red stiletto heels with an open toe and I had my curls flowing naturally. As I finished the last touches my phone vibrated on the table and I reached forward to grab it.

J- 'Be ready.'

That was all it said, it was going to happen and I had the perfect song for their entrance.. I looked around me and pulled my skirt up to reveal the band wrapped around my thigh. Once I was sure that no one was around I leaned forward and untucked the knife from its hiding spot and tucked it into the strap. I pulled my loose hair into a clip to keep it out of my way but, I left my bangs down along with a few strands so that it was framing my face. "Pey? You ready to go on." Jack's voice came from the door

I looked at myself in the mirror, my Cheshire like smile reflecting back at me. "I'm more than ready baby."

I looked at him through the mirror and my smile faltered for a moment. "Are you done for the night?"

He nodded his head, "I just had to get you for the boss, and he says breaks over."

My nerves settled knowing that he would be safe and far away tonight. I walked past him leaving my hand on his chest for minute before I pushed to the DJ that played my music. I leaned across to him, "Play this." I slide a paper across with the track number I wanted played.

He took the paper and after a minute of scanning it, he nodded and I walked away from him. I waited for the music to play before I walked to the stage, mic in hand and my voice surrounded the room. "I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do."

I walked up the stage as I sung and as I continued I planted my feet into the middle of the stage and rocked. "To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do."

I let my hands run up and down my body as I moved sensually around the stage. "I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue
I'm built for it, all the abuse
I got secrets, that nobody, nobody knows
I'm good on, that pussy shit
I don't want, what I can get
I want someone, with secrets
That nobody, nobody, nobody knows."

I ran my fingers to where my clip was and let my hair down as I ran my hand through it after. My eyes caught movement near the front door and I saw J standing at the door. He held up his hands to motion that he wanted everyone to wait. My eyes darted to where Lorenzo was to make sure that he had not noticed. When I realized we were safe I let my eyes fall to J's again. I wanted him to know that this song was for him and him alone. I moved sensually around the stage enjoying the beat of the song and the way it made my body move naturally."I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do

My freakness is on the loose
And running, all over you
Please take me to places, that nobody, nobody goes
You got me hooked up on the feeling
You got me hanging from the ceiling
Got me up so high I'm barely breathing."

I walked to the pole that was in the center of the stage and pulled myself up it. I wrapped my legs tight so I could hold myself up without relying on both hands. As I started into the last course I leaned backwards so that my hair cascaded through the hair and my back was arched. "So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me, don't let me go
I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do."

I slid off the pole to the floor and slowly walked forward my eyes completely focused on Lorenzo's face. "They do, they do, they do oh
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do."

It was right as I was finishing that the bullets started to fly. I smirked and watched as people frantically ran around. Some of the customers scattering and trying to hide or run away. Lorenzo's men all attempted to pull out their guns and fire back some not getting the chance. J walked towards me as he shot at the opposing team. As he got closer he grinned widely at me and grabbed me at my knees and pulling me down from the stage to his level. "Amazing my girl!" He shouted towards me

I laughed as he spun me around before my feet lightly touched the ground. The gun fire and screams seemed to cease to exist. His eyes seemed to be trained on me until his gun rose quickly in his hand and aimed at someone behind me. "Pey?" a familiar voice echoed in the room

I turned around at the sound of Jacks voice. He stood rather unsure of the situation with his gun pointed at us. "J-Jack, you're supposed to be at home." I stuttered not leaving J side

I had a fondness for this man and the point of him not being here was so he wouldn't get hurt. "I was and I heard shots...what-what are you doing?"

I looked to J before I looked back to him. Neither man moved but J was watching me with curiosity, his grip tightening on me. "I'm changing my future Jack. You should to, you don't have to be a slave to him anymore. Come with me." I spoke softly

As I spoke I had placed my hand on J gun and pushed it down as my other hand reached over cautiously to Jack. I placed myself in front of J just in case this back fired. Jack stared at my hand and I could see the internal battle going on in his mind. "He doesn't deserve you but I do. You cannot tell me that you want to protect the prick that took you away from your family. The same man that had your brother killed. Is that really a man you want to protect. Come with me, become free from him and I'll protect you I promise."

We could hear Lorenzo screams of rage filling the room but our eyes stayed connected, never wavering. After a moment of silence he lowered his gun and placed it back into his holster. "Now go home. I will be in contact in a day or so." I told him

Jacks eyes traveled to J but he nodded his head and left with a blank face. I watched as he left before I spun rather quickly to face J again. I placed my hands behind my back and smiled, "He is mine, and he isn't to be touched." I warned with a threatening tone in my voice

J smiled back before he snarled and gripped my throat in his and pinned me to the stage. His grip was tight enough for me to understand that he wanted me to know he was in charge but not tight enough to hurt me "Feisty, I love it! But if you ever stop me from doing as I please," he loosened his grip but waved his gun beside my face, "I will put a bullet in you and that my beauty would be a shame."

I didn't flinch, I didn't move, instead I grabbed his cheeks in between my two fingers and pulled him closer to me. I wrapped one leg around him and pushed my body into his body. He growled and didn't release me but, when a bubble of laughter escaped my lips, he to smiled and let me go. "Let me go! Joker I thought we had a deal! What are you doing!" Lorenzo's voice filled the room

The man that was with him the other day threw Lorenzo body against the floor so he slid towards our feet. We walked away from each other and I stared down at him. The man that had caused me so much pain mentally and physically was now at my feet. I want to see him grovel for his life, I wanted him to hurt just as much as I or anyone else for that matter.

He looked up from the ground but his eyes connected with mine before he looked to J. You could see the anger bubbling in his eyes, his face all but turning red. "Peyton what do-" Lorenzo attempted to yell at me

J though had another plan, his foot landed a hard kick to his face sending Lorenzo onto his back from the force. J leaned down to his face and snarled, "No one asked you to speak."

J stood up rather quickly and held out his hand expectantly. I watched him carefully, curious to see what he was planning on doing. A man in a panda suit had come out and placed a very familiar whip in his hands. It was the exact whip that was used on me last time. My feet just naturally moved to J who held it out with a smile. I was so focused on him that I didn't even notice when my heel landed on Lorenzo hand and he screamed in pain. My fingers ran delicately over the whip and in that moment it was just me and him, not even Lorenzo's taunts towards me would cause me to come out of my trance. "Show me what you can do and just maybe I can be that gangsta for you." He whispered in my ear as he leaned forward

I gripped the whip tight in my hand before I pulled it away from him. The braided leather feeling weird in my tiny hands. I stared at it as it pooled on the ground. "Get him up." J ordered

After some trouble his men pulled Lorenzo to his knees and held his arms out so that he could not move. J started to circle me when I didn't immediate move. "What are you waiting for hmm? He doesn't deserve your mercy is that not what you said? You let him live and who knows what it will be like next time. Men like him there is no line they won't cross." J's voice spoke to me and only me

I pulled my arm back and as I stared at Lorenzo all the memories of the pain and scars he caused came rushing back causing me to see red. I snapped my wrist forward and I didn't stop. The whip continually connected with his back until I was breathing rather heavy and his shirt was shredded to pieces blood everywhere. But as I stopped I realized the need and want for his death was no longer there either. "He's all yours Mister J." I said rather breathlessly as the whip fell from my fingers and hit the ground

My eyes connected with J's and his grin was wide on his face and what seemed to be pride graced his eyes. I turned my back after I smiled at him and I took one step to leave when Lorenzo started to taunt me. "Is that all you got crazy bitch? I thought after all these years you could've done better."

My eye twitched and I turned sharply to face him again. I walked in front of him and I placed my hands on my hips and leaned down to face him. My eyes squinted as I spoke very low and threatening to him, "What did you say?"

"That I fucking broke you." He said as he spat blood at me

My eyes squeezed shut as blood hit my face and in that moment and in my mind the whole situation seemed rather funny. I stood up and whipped the blood from my face with one hand while the other rested on the blade that was still tucked into the strap attached to my thigh. My laughter filled the room that had gone oddly quiet at Lorenzo words. "Broken huh? Oh hunny you could not be further from the truth." My words came through my laughs

My hand had slipped between the slit in my skirt and my grip tightened on the blade. My eyes snapped open and I lunged. The men holding Lorenzo let him go just in time for me to collide with his body. I shoved Lorenzo body to the ground as the blade pushed through his chest and straight to his heart. His face contorted in pain and his blood started to leak around the blade, sliding down my arm. I felt a sense of relief but fear run through me at what I had done. I didn't want him to see that or J for that matter. I leaned down so my lips were right by his ear, "You may think you broke me but in the years it took you to think that you broke me, and it took Mister J one day to bring me back. I don't belong to anyone anymore."

I pushed the knife deeper into his chest but I didn't move. I listened to his breathing become raspy before he stopped completely. J started to clap and the sound bounced off the walls followed slowly by his contagious laughter.


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