{Hey guys, I am super sorry about the lateness in this. Life sucks right now and with so much going on I'm finding it hard to fit this in. Just to clear the air in case anyone is confused. In Peyton's mind, she has not murdered anyone as what she did was to save her life when no else would. So technically she lied and she has killed before. I have three stories on a trial run, a Steve Rogers (Captain America)/OC, a Daryl Dixon (Walking dead)/OC and a Christian Grey (Fifty Shades of Grey)/OC. If I don't feel like it's going anywhere by the fifth or sixth chapter I will discontinue it. Same applies to any others anybody wants me to take on. I do not own anything from Suicide Squad or Batman or Crazy by Gnarles Barkley only my own characters and anything else that you do not recognize.}
The quiet before the storm, that's what the new physiologist told me today. Apparently, that was exactly what I am and that Doctor Striker was no longer my physiologist because I was so unstable. But as I sat in my tiny cell, brooding over the fact that he had yet to come for me and that once more I was alone. Unstable, angry and uncontrollable that what I was…the calm before the storm. I curled my knees up into my chest and began to rock as I continued to stare out into the night from my small window. The slot in my door opened and the newbie guard Joe's voice came through the door, "Supper Peyton."
I hadn't eaten in days and at this point I had no desire to eat. I didn't move to even look at what was on the menu I just kept staring straight ahead. I heard the scrap of the plastic as it was pulled out and the sigh come from Joe. I listened waiting for the slide of the slot door to know that he left but when it didn't come I quirked up an eyebrow. I could hear the shuffle of his feet and this time his voice sounded clearer, it was less muffled. "Come on Peyton, it's my first night on my own. Let me show the boss I can do my job. You need to eat sometime."
No, you just want me to eat to make it easier. Jeez when would he leave me alone after all wasn't his little crush on me bad enough…wait…it was his first night alone? I smirked, maybe this could be my chance. I had no idea how I planned to escape after but I would figure it out. I turned sharply but kept crouched down with my hands behind my back so I could see him between the slot hole. Joe jumped a little with surprise, "Jesus Peyton warn a guy."
"Sorry," I apologized as I stuck out my bottom lip before my cheshire smile spread across my face, "Just I wanna eat but I can't."
His eyebrows knitted together, "Why can't you?"
"Well you see the guard that put me in after my session…well he wasn't very nice and he left me cuffed. Can you help me?"
I watched as he bit his lip while in deep thought, "Peyton you know I can't do that-"
"But I'm hungry," I pouted again and twisted my body so my chest was further out for him. I watched him lick his lips as he looked over my body, "Please Joe, I'll do anything and I won't tell anyone."
He looked to the locked door in my hallway debating about what he should do. When he looked back at me I smiled and gently tugged on my lip. "Okay…okay." He answered as he stood up
He stood up and while he wasn't watching I moved to the bed and after getting comfortable on the bed I placed my hands behind my back to continue the illusion. He seemed nervous as he opened the door but after a few hesitating steps he walked in with my tray in his hands. He began to turn to close the door and this was my only moment. Like a cat I pushed myself from the bed, touched one toe to the ground and used that momentum to jump onto Joes back. Before he had time to adjust from the shock I grabbed the back of his head and shoved it hard against the steel door. His body crumpled to the ground with a grunt and I pulled myself from him just in time to land on my feet. But just as I was landing on my feet a loud bang rang through the building and my body shook from the explosion. Was he here?
I looked down to Joe lifeless but breathing body then to the door, in a debate if I should leave and continue with my plan. I rolled my shoulders as a wave of anger took over me, why should I care if he came for me? He left me here for a month, I was here again because of him and I didn't need his help to escape this god forsaken place. I could hear the ciaos breaking out in the halls and I could feel the excitement grow in me at their sounds. I leaned down and pulled Joe key card out of his pocket and grabbed the baton that was attached to his belt. I looked at Joe sympathetically, "Sorry Joe, no hard feelings hey?" I held out my hand to him before I giggled remembering that he was out cold
I bounced up onto my feet and closed the door as I left. I pulled the top part of my jumper off my shoulders and let it hang onto my hips as I rolled my neck and began to walk down the hall to the door that separated me from the ciaos. I had one destination in mind and that was the good old doctor. She thought I was the calm before the storm and today I was going to bring a whole new meaning to the saying. I swiped the card and walked into the hallway narrowly missing a guy as he ran down the hall in his underwear and his jumper rolled up on a pole and was on fire. He paid no attention to me as he ran down the hall screaming in joy. I spun on my heals and padded down the hallway barely making a sound as I listened to the screams of joy and terror I giggled and began to wreck some havoc of my own. Anyone who came to close to me met the end of my newly acquire weapon. I didn't even care if you meant to I would break your knee cap and laugh while doing it.
I dragged my hand across the wall and smiled as I stared at the door that was my goal, "I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Probably."
I reached the door by this point and I cleared my throat before I leaned against the door, "Am I crazy doctor? After all that's why I'm here ain't it?" when I didn't get answer I banged on the door hard, "Ain't it!"
I still didn't receive an answer but, I heard her crying in there especially when I slammed my hand against the door. "Oh, good doctor, ignoring me isn't the solution to the…the… the problem! You think your safe in there?" I smiled as I looked down at the key card in between my fingers, "Well doesn't it suck…when the one you're hiding from…has a key card for every room in this god forsaken building…you were never safe."
I said the last part as I swiped the card to enter her room. I kept leaning against the doorway as I pushed it slowly open. My smile grew as I looked at the doctor that was huddled against her desk, make up running down her face, shaking on floor. As her eyes landed on me I knew she knew why I was there. I pushed off the door and slowly walked into the room, "Hello doctor." I greeted as I clicked my tongue
"P-please don't-"
I slammed the baton onto the desk making her squeak, "Did I say you could speak?"
She stayed huddled on the ground and placed a hand on my hip as I stared at her. I leaned forward so my lips were near her ear and whispered, "Did you think you were gonna get away from me? I'm going to leave this building but not before I truly show you what the calm before the storm is."
I pulled the baton off the desk and made contact with her face. I straightened up and giggled and as she groaned on the ground trying to roll away from me, I began to circle her, "And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control
Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me."
I kicked her so she rolled onto her back and I straddled her waist. She cried and tried to push me away so I grabbed her hands and pulled her up to me. "You know doc, you did this to me. People like you did this to me, to everyone here…to Mister J, my Mister J. It's your fault, if you would just let us be ourselves and not try to fix us we wouldn't be in this situation."
I said the last word louder and let go of her so she fell onto her back. Her back arched in pain and I watched as her eyes swarmed around the place trying to get her barring's from how hard she hit her head. I slapped her face a couple times before I grabbed her cheeks in between my fingers and kissed her check before I stood up again. I made sure that when I stepped over her that I cracked a rib as I stepped over her. "My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking, I want to be like them
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe you're crazy
Maybe we're crazy
Probably."
I sang the rest of my song as I rooted through her drawers and I smiled as I pulled out the syringe and read the label of the bottle. I whistled as I stuck the needle in the bottle and pulled out enough of the tranquilizer to immobilize her. I could hear her pleading with me but I just tsked her, "You see I want you to feel what we feel. I was hurt when I heard what you said about me so…I hurt you to. You wanted to know more about Mister J well…this would be just a taste of what he would do to you. Ya see I may be crazy but I know what I want and you won't get in the way of that. I told you that, didn't I? No one is going to keep me here least of all you. I want you to feel what everyone feels when you subdue us. It's no fun you see because you can't move but, you can see everything that goes on around you."
I walked back over to her and plopped myself down right beside her and took her arm in mine. "Please don't kill me Peyton I know you are so much more than this. I can help you-"
"Ha! Your idea of help and mine are a worlds difference sugar," I placed the needle into her skin, "Besides I'm not gonna hurt ya, I want you to live because if I ever visit again I want you to help me. So, don't you be going anywhere."
I pushed the liquid into her arm as she tried to squirm away from my grip. Once her body jerked a couple times I could see her eyes frantically searching the room. She wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. I stood up and clapped my hands together, "Bye sweet cheeks and remember what I told ya."
"Ha ha ha ha!" am unmistakable voice came followed by clapping, came from behind me
My body shivered in pleasure at his voice, I couldn't mistake that for anyone else. He was here for me.
"How long have you been standing there?"
"Long enough darling, I came to save ya but, it looks as if the good old doctor needed the saving," I could feel his presence getting closer until I felt his hands guiding themselves across my stomach. His fingers dipping between where my shirt had risen to show skin and the start of jumper, "So empowering! So sexy! So, intriguing!"
His fingers dug into my skin and spun me around to face him, "Oh baby girl we are going to be legends! King and Queen of Gotham, we will make them all quiver in their shoes and bow at their knees. So, what do ya say doll will you let me take you away?"
My eyes trailed from his slicked back hair, to his meticulously placed tattoos, to the guard uniform he was wearing. He snuck in here for me, blew up the building for me, how unheard of was that? The Joker didn't save anyone unless he had a motive. I became determined to break through his barriers, play his game until he loses to mine. I ran my fingers down his neck and licked my lips "Well it sounds lovely but, a King shouldn't leave his Queen to the hands of the bat. Prove to me that you want me as your Queen and I would follow you to the ends of the earth. Prove…it…to…me."
I pushed him away and walked away. If he thought I wasn't still mad at how long I've been here let alone what led me here well he was sorely mistaken.
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ilikeballoons- she lied and soon enough J will figure this out she also doesn't see her killing the man as that. She believes because she was fighting for her life it wasn't murder? Sorry if I confused you, I will be going back when I can to change that to make more sense.
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