{Hey guys, I tried a bit of a different style of writing, tell me what you think im not sure im crazy about it yet. I also want to apologize I know it was a long wait, but I wasn't sure how to make this chapter work. I re wrote it many times and couldn't get happy with the result so I hope this works out. I also realized that I hadn't mentioned her friend Jack, so I made a little call out to him, so we don't forget him, and I will include him more in the next one to make up for it. I do not own anything to do with Batman or Suicide Squad only my own character(s) and anything else that you do not recognize.

Also, super important I need to remind you that this is rated M for a reason and in this one it is more on the twisted and not exactly PG words that was used. Just a heads up for anyone who doesn't want to read it then don't read her response to J question.}

He slammed me against the side of his car with his grip on my neck tightening around my throat harshly before pushing his way between my legs. Was I just a little scared? Oh, heck yes but what do I always in the face of my fear…well I laughed. So, I did just that I laughed, a bone chilling laugh.

EARLIER THAT DAY

So…I ran after our fight, I did what I probably shouldn't have done to the King of Crime himself and I ran as far as I could. I was pissed at him for looking into my past, scared at what this would mean and sad that my past bubbled to the surface and I had yet to know any of his. At first, I thought I would only be gone for a couple hours but when I was sitting in a near by coffee shop and watched as J's goons searched for me. My first thought was I was fucked, my second was if I was fucked I wonder how long I could get away with hiding from him. And with that thought I choose the latter because who wouldn't want to piss off the Joker. Once I felt like I was in the clear I left my phone on the counter, so he couldn't trace me and pulled out as much money as I could. I would need money for food and a place to stay and I didn't want him tracking me that way either. I pulled my hood over my head and walked quickly down the road to my destination.

~~MR.J~~

It was day six now and I was becoming anxious from being stuck in a hotel room alone. I needed to get out even if it meant he would find me. The first and second day were a little nerve racking as I sat in the corner of my apartment building where no one could see me from the window and if anyone came through the door I was prepared with my gun aimed and ready. Day three and four I became a little braver and ordered food in and would watch tv to pass the time. I began to feel slightly guilty as I thought about Jack and how worried he probably is right now. But, I was in to deep to pull out of our game now. So, by the fifth and sixth day you can just imagine how insane I was going, more than I already was to begin with. I had taken the risk to go get some alcohol to pass the time and before long I was pretty buzzed and wanted to come out a play. I had leant against my window for almost an hour as I watched people walk down the street to a local underground club called Kisses. It was a rather new club, but it was shinning bright. It had been days since I had seen any hint of J's men. So maybe I could get away with a night of partying and fun before I went home and if I got caught? Well in other words, "Fuck it." I mumbled under my breath as I pushed away from the window.

I grabbed the remainder of my cash and went down the stairs at lightening speed. I knew on my way here I had saw a clothing store and I wanted to get out of my six-day old clothing. When I walked in the lady at the counter gave me a glare as she looked at her watch. I knew I was cutting it close to her closing time, but I knew what I wanted when I saw it. "Good afternoon, just to let you know we are closing in ten minutes."

I reached forward for the dress I saw and smirked, it was in my size. "I want this can I change here now?" I asked as I flashed my cash at her

Her eyes immediately perked up and she came across the counter. "Oh of course let me take you in here."

As I was getting dressed the girl had brought me a pair of black strapped heels to go with it. As I pulled it over my head as I smoothed it down, I turned to face the mirror. My wide smile spread across my face and I twisted my body to see it from the side and the back. I was wearing a wine-red spaghetti strapped dress that dipped low across my back and hugged close to my body until it ended midthigh. The shoes made it look like my legs went on for miles and as I pulled my fingers through my ponytail and my blonde curls caressed my shoulders, I looked unbelievably sexy. I stepped out of the changing room and the women's eyes went wide. "I know," I passed her the cash I owed her and winked, "Could ya throw those clothes out for me sweetheart? There's a tip in there for making you stay late."

"O-Oh thank you!" She stuttered after me as I headed for the door

I giggled as I finally felt like myself again and I was ready to play. I clapped my hands quickly and made my way towards Kisses. It didn't take long for me to get in and I went straight to the bar to get my drink. The bartender was helping a girl he was obviously flirting with but when his eyes landed on me, he excused himself and came over to me. I leaned over the counter and smiled at him, "Can I get a blue Hawaiian?"

"Anything for a pretty girl." He complimented as he reached for his ingredients

I bite my lip to hold back my bubbling laugh at his lame line. "What's a girl like you doing here all by herself?" He asked as he looked around me

I leaned forward so his eyes went to my breasts that pushed up from the weight I was applying. I pushed the cash at him for the drink, "I don't play well with others, I just want to have fun." I whispered to him slowly

As I spoke I reached for my drink and twirled away from the counter. Ain't easy by Elijah Woods and Jamie Fine came over the speakers and I began to jump up and down. "Yay, my favorite song!" I said to no one in particular and ran to the dancefloor

Over the next two hours I danced to my hearts content and I enjoyed more than a few cocktails and fruity drinks. It felt like I was floating so high that with every move of my hips or dip to the floor felt like my body was moving on its own accord and I loved it! When yet another set of hands grabbed at my hips to direct me to their body I was ready to snap. "What in living hell does a lady have to do to just be left alone." I yelled at the man who had me in their hands as I tried to pull away to face the culprit

But the hands only tightened, and he pulled me even closer and stuck him face beside my ear and a growl I would know anywhere ripped down his chest. "I have searched for you personally for three days now with no luck. Until a fellow bartender felt the need to let me know that my queen was standing in his club dancing without a care in the world," my heart was racing, I could hear the anger in his voice, but I could also hear the humour and need, even the worry. His hands guided my body against his as we continued to move to the music as if no one was in our way, "I did not expect you to run my naughty little kitty. It was a fun game while it lasted but now it is over and there will be repercussions for your game."

He licked my earlobe before he moved one hand to slide up from my hip to my breast and his other hand on the front of my thigh. I was happy that he was going to let me have a little more fun before it was to late, after all it was to late to turn back. So, I moved to the rhythm of the song, allowing once more for my body to get sucked into the music. Our bodies moved in sync and I continued to get the feeling in the lower part of my tummy and it was better than when it was just me. To have J's hands rooming my body and our bodies so close they were molding I couldn't hold back anymore, I missed this feeling. I turned around and wrapped my body around his as I continued to move against him. With one of his hands J began to control my movements so it was tight, and his erection became apparent. With his other hand he grabbed my hair and pushed our foreheads together and his electric blue eyes captured mine before another dominating growl escaped him and he smashed his lips against mine and my eyes fluttered closed at the raw passion he demanded.

Soon enough J had maneuvered us out of the club and I was being pushed against his car, forcing my back to bend backwards into his body. His lips hadn't left mine, even when his hand wrapped around my throat, my hunger and passion didn't dissipate, and I knew his didn't either. The chemistry we had was almost as insane as we were. When he realized that I was not shaking in fear, he slammed me against the side of his car with his grip on my neck tightening around my throat harshly before pushing his way between my legs. Was I just a little scared? Oh, heck yes but what do I always in the face of my fear…well I laughed. So, I did just that I laughed, a bone chilling laugh. He looked at me quizzically before he placed his hand in front of his face and tilted his head and began to laugh with me. The people that were walking by had given us weird looks but never stopped to watch or inquire they knew who we were or at least who he was. "Oh my dear I have something to show you. Get in." He ordered after he finished laughing

I didn't disobey this time but, got into the car curious to see where we were going. He drove dangerously fast to his destination that happened to be in an industrial part of the city. When he parked he got out before me and opened my door, holding a hand out to me to take. I graciously accepted before I stepped out and allowed him to tugged me into the building. "Ever the gentlemen." I complimented

"You're just getting to know me Peyton. I will surprise you at every corner." He told me secretively as he pulled me faster past many rooms and up a few stairs

That was until we reached a wide-open space with what seemed to be an edge that would lead into another room. He let go of my hand half way through and he spread his arms wide as he walked a little ahead of me. Almost like a kid at Christmas was his attitude at that moment and I couldn't help but smile as I slowly walked to him. "You wanted to know my secrets?" He asked as he suddenly turned to face me before he once more jumped over to me and in the most serious voice I had ever heard from him he continued, "I will share one secret with you, if you only tell me how you felt?"

That again why couldn't he just leave it alone. He saw the shift in my attitude and tsked me, "No, don't make that face again. Did you not just hear what I said. You said I had no right to pry into your past especially if I kept secrets from you," He placed his hands in my hair and pulled my face to meet his as he focused on my eyes and I placed my hands over his, "You will know my secrets over time, you are my Queen but these are my secrets and I don't like others prying into my business. So, there will be no more secrets and no more games. Do. You. Understand. Me?"

I closed my eyes as I realized that in his own silly way he would be opening up to me. Would it be so bad that one person would know the secret that I had held onto since that night? So, I would answer his dangerous question, "I felt…I felt powerless, angered, betrayed at first but, then I realized I had survived. I had no family, the bat didn't come to save me, and I had just killed a man. I then felt like the strongest person in that moment and," I opened my eyes to meet his as I admitted the biggest secret of all, the whole reason I had built my special little world, "I liked it. I liked the feeling of his blood on me and that I had taken his life. I felt more free in that moment than I had in my whole life before I meet you."

With every sentence his eyes grew wide and excited and playful. She knew in that moment that he would never let her go and she would never want to. "Good girl! Now," He said as he jumped away from me and began to push me quickly to the edge. I almost had to stop myself from falling over the edge, if he had managed to push me off I would be swimming in a bath of ACE chemicals as the tub read, "My secret is that, that is what made me. It saved me and one day it will save you to."

I looked over at him alarmed, what was that supposed to mean. "One day I want to share everything with you but not until you learn to concur that." He explained as he pointed at my eyes

I squinted in confusion, "I don't understand?"

"Fear my dear Peyton, its fear. Trust me when I say that everything you want is on the other side of fear."

I looked down at the tub of chemicals with curiosity and interest. One day I would be like him.

He cupped my face and brought his lips to mine. "You're my queen." He mumbled against mine

"And you're my king." I mumbled against his.

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aleazier21, Skywaqrp460, acetwolf94, reader217, Emmettluver2010, katlolhogg- Thank you sorry for the late update, I had a horrible brain block with this chapter I re wrote it so many times because I wasn't happy with it, hopefully it is okay now.

Riddicks-gurl1988- Without revealing what I have planned, I will say that there are going to be two or three parts to this (which will be a first for me) the first is all about Peyton and J there will not be a Harley. When I bring in Harley and Suicide Squad it will have an awesome twist that I hope no one see's coming but unfortunately, I will be including her in it but it wont take long for that to change back into a Peyton and J thing again. I hope I didn't spoil to much but I'm hoping everyone will love where this is going. I honestly still want the scary J, but he will be very slightly different until she plays a big part in why he changes.

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