CPOV

Wednesday Is finally here, and I have been up since the crack of dawn with excitement. Excitement is never the reason this happens to me. Usually it is annoyance or nightmares that have me awake. I even picked out my outfit last night, as I wanted to make sure everything about today will be perfect. I can't believe I am going to be spending the day with my son. I have made sure that I have planned a fun day for the three of us. We are going to the zoo and the aquarium. We are having lunch at the zoo which I hope Max will love. I have had Taylor already put Max's presents into the car so I don't forget them, but who am I kidding I never forget anything. I am giddy this morning and my staff have noticed. I eat the breakfast that Miss Jones has prepared for me. I nearly choke because I am eating it so fast as I just want to get to see my son, and not to mention his beautiful mother.

I head down to the garage and get in my SUV. I am already prepared as I bought one of the safest car seats there is. I want Ana to know I am serious about being in their lives. I know she does not know I am Max's dad yet. I do plan on telling her. I just want them both to like me first, I know I sound like a silly school girl but I want to make a good impression. I have been so distracted with my thoughts that I haven't even realized that we have stopped outside of Ana's house. I was expecting an apartment and now I am trying to remember what I read on her. I put that to the back of my mind as the house is in a good neighbourhood. I will make sure Max and Ana will have a CPO now that they are my family.

I walk up to the house with the bag of presents in my hand and I suddenly feel nervous, and it's an unfamiliar feeling. I ring the door bell and I can already here Max's sweet little voice as he is being very impatient. The door opens and Max jumps out of Ana's arms and into mine, and there is no feeling that could top this. I hug him so tight that it makes him giggle.

" Wistian hi"

" Hi little man"

" Come on in Christian we will be ready in two minutes." I head inside and the home is really nice not as big as what I would like for them. Hopefully in time we can come to an agreement on living arrangements. I know I have to tread carefully but I just want them both to be a bigger part of my life.

" Max I have something for you." I pass the bag to him and I have never seen a child open up gifts so quickly, he would even kick Mia's ass.

" Wow Mama wooks" Max starts jumping up and down while he is showing Ana the pool stuff.

" They look amazing Max what do you say too Christian."

" Fanks Wistian they cool." He runs off with them and Ana tells me he will be putting them in his room until he can hit the pool with them.

" Thank you for the gifts Christian, Max will be your new best friend for life now. He loves Pool stuff and anything to do with the water."

" It was my pleasure Ana, I saw them and thought of him straight away. Are you both ready for a fun day."

" We are indeed; Max has not stopped talking about you. He is really excited to spend time with you." My heart skips a beat when I hear Ana tell me that my son is excited to spend time with me. I see Max run from his bedroom and I tell him to slow down, as he could fall. I didn't mean to over step any boundaries but Ana seems ok with me.

" I sworry Wistian I won't run I pomise" He is melting my heart I just want to pull him into my arms and not let go. We all head outside to my SUV while Max is in my arms this just feels so right. I help him into the car seat and Ana looks so confused.

" I wanted to make sure that I had one because I am hoping the three of us could spend more time together." She smiles at me and I doubt I will ever see a smile as beautiful again.

" I think we would both like that." She says shyly. Once we are all in the car and ready to go I tell Ana and Max about what we will be doing today. Max spends the car ride naming animals he wants to see and doing the animal noises. I have been recording him on my phone as I will look to watch this when I can't be with him. I plan on taking lots of pictures and videos today as I want to start creating memories with them. Once we arrive at the zoo Taylor pulls back to give us some privacy. I have made sure we get VIP everything, as we have our own private tour and everything. I did not want the hustle and bustle of it all as I want us to enjoy ourselves. I don't want people taking pictures of me which I might have to explain too Ana if anyone gets out of hand. We are driven around in a safari jeep which Max is loving. I even got him a proper safari hat to wear so he can feel the part. He looks so adorable and I can't help but take pictures of him and Ana who has her hat on. She asks me to send all the pictures from today to her. I will make sure they are printed out and put into an album for us both. Max is so happy and once he sees the little baby elephants he is freaking out. I never want this feeling to leave me for the first time in my life I feel content and happy and I love it. Once we have seen a few more animals it is time for lunch, and as it is a nice day we are having a family style picnic. I was never one for this kind of thing but I see how happy Max and Ana are, and I am feeling the happiness to.

We are having fun and laughing while just sitting on the grass until I see flash bulbs going off. Taylor and Sawyer head towards the man with the camera and deal with him. Ana looks so confused right now but once I explain the situation to her she relaxes. I promise that I will make sure no one prints any pictures of her and Max.

"Wistian I woves it here it's so cool fanks."

" Your welcome little man we can come anytime you want." Max starts jumping up and down and Ana shakes her head at me, and I am wondering what I have done wrong.

" You know Christian making promises to a three year old is not the best thing you can do. He will remember what you have promised and expect it all the time."

" That's ok Ana I meant what I said and I always keep my promises." We leave the zoo with a bag load of goodies as me and Max went wild in the gift shop while Ana was using the bathroom. I can tell she is mad at me but I want Max to have a good day. I want to give him anything his heart desires even if it's a ton of stuffed animals.

" Christian you are spoiling him way too much. I know you are rich but we don't like you for your money. Your already fun Christian, you don't need to flash the plastic you know."

I know I shouldn't be spoiling him but I can't help it. I want my son to have the best not that I think Ana is not giving him that already, because I can see how well taken care of he is. Once we are at the aquarium Max is even more excited if that is possible. I am really starting to understand his love for anything involving water. He even stands at all the tanks and pulls funny faces as he has me and Ana laughing so hard. I know Taylor is helping take pictures so I don't miss out on any special moments. After two hours Max's little eyes start too close while in Ana's arms. I manage to take a sneaky picture of them both together as it is such a beautiful site.

" Christian today has been amazing and I feel like we have both got to know each other better. I think it's time I head home with Max. He will need a nap before dinner otherwise he will be up all night if he doesn't get one." I am so sad all the way to Ana's place as I don't want to be apart from them. Max is slowly waking up after the hour long drive, and he smiles so loving at Ana from his car seat. I help them both out of the car and Max has decided to hug me so tight and refuse to let me go.

" Stway Wistian pwease." I feel like my heart is breaking as I don't want to leave him as much as he doesn't want me to leave.

" Well Christian you can stay for dinner if you don't have any plans. We are only having Mac and cheese so I hope you like it."

" It's my favorite and thank you I will stay."

" Wistian do you wikes girls."

" Yes little man I do likes girls why do you ask."

" Uncle Lelliot said you wikes boys not girls." I am going to kill Elliot. I am all about the whole each to their own stuff and I have no problems with people's sexual preferences, but to confuse a three year old is just stupid of him.

" Girls are swilly Wistian they make me sleepy." I can't help but laugh at him while Ana is looking on from the kitchen rather amused.

" Girls are beautiful Max and one day you will find a beautiful girl you will love so much."

" I got one alweady, Mama she is bootiful I woves her so much."

" Your mama is more than beautiful and I am happy that you love her so much."

" Do you want to woves her Wistian. You can be my Daddy." Before I have a chance to respond Ana calls us for dinner and tells Max to go wash his hands.

" I am so sorry about that Christian, Max really wants a Daddy and it breaks my heart it really does." I can see the tears start to flow from her eyes and I know what I have to do next.

" He has a Daddy Ana; I am Max's Biological father."