CPOV
I am pacing around my apartment like I am a hyperactive child. I think I am starting to annoy Taylor, as he is like a yoyo. He doesn't know if he is coming or going. with the way I am behaving. All I can think about is Max and Ana. I want to be his daddy so badly. I have ordered Taylor to have the playroom destroyed and bricked up, to make it look like there was never a room there.
I plan on getting myself, Max and I guess Ana a home on the sound. I want a garden for my little man and have enough space for the three of us. I know I am getting way ahead of myself but Max and Ana come as a package deal. That package is something I am yearning for. I hear my phone ringing and when I see the caller ID, I feel instant panic as its Ana.
" Hi Ana is Max ok? Are you ok? What is wrong?" I am panting as I am having trouble breathing.
"Everything is fine Christian, Max is asleep. I just wanted to call and ask if you would be willing to meet with me tomorrow. We can make some sense out of this whole situation. I think it might be best if your parents are there also." I know this is not good, as she wants a Lawyer and a doctor in the room with us while we discuss things.
" I would love for us to be able to talk. How about we all go for lunch at my club and we can discuss everything there."
" I would prefer somewhere more formal like maybe your office. I promise I won't speak a word of any of this to anyone once I get there. I understand you're a very high profiled man, and I would not want to do anything to ruin your image.
I could not give a fuck about my image. The world will know that I have a son and I am a proud Daddy. I want to spoil him, protect him, and be there indefinitely for him.
" Yes I guess that will be ok I will contact my parents and you can stop by at around 12pm."
" Thank you Christian I will see you tomorrow goodnight." As the line goes dead I am feeling too many emotions all at once. I need to get out of this apartment. I head outside of my building where I am facing the front of the building. It has been defaced with the words deadbeat dad in red paint. Oh great I guess the bitch troll has realized that the check I gave her bounced, and she is still broke the evil witch. I need to end this tonight, I call Taylor and tell him to meet me out front with the car. I tell him to get a cleaning
crew to have that bullshit removed from the building. I give Taylor the address and I tell him to step on it. We are parked outside of a crappy motel 6 where Elena is obviously staying. I have had people keeping a close eye on her. I knock on the door and wait for her to answer.
"Oh hello Lover have you missed me?"
" No I have not you vile piece of shit. I know you had the front of my building defaced and I would like to know what makes me a deadbeat dad. Could it be that I would not give a woman who does not have my child money, because she is a greedy dried up saggy whore."
" Oh Christian you wound me, you really do. Why do you keep denying what we have a baby together?"
" I am denying it because one there would be no chance of you ever able to conceive a child. Your eggs would be nothing but powder. Second of all I know I have a baby but not with you. I have met my child recently and his very beautiful mother."
I love the fact that the smirk has gone from her face and she knows that I am onto her little game.
" Oh here we go again Christian Grey being distracted by a brunette. Did I not teach you anything Christian? I guess I should commend you on not being stupid, but do you really think I don't have a plan B? You really don't know me at all. I do wonder though if little Max will be as hot, and willing as you were when he is fifteen."
I push her up against the wall and I have my hands around her neck. I think I am practically screaming at this point.
" I will kill you do you hear me? My sons name will never come out of your mouth. Do you understand your dead, Elena Dead now hear that bitch?"
I haven't even felt Taylor drag me away while I am screaming everywhere. I didn't get much sleep last night as I know I am meeting with Ana. I am actually scared of the outcome of this meeting. I am literally dragging my feet to my office as I don't want to think about Max not being in my life. Will Ana allow me to spend time with him? To build a relationship, or will I be told to go fuck myself. I informed Andrea by email last night that by 12pm I want the entire 20rth floor to be empty. All the staff can go and have dinner somewhere on me as I want the privacy. Taylor will be on hand to make sure Ana gets to my office. He will make sure there will be no interruptions. I hear my phone going off and I see that it is Ana. I am panic stricken as I think she is just going to cancel today and be done with me altogether.
" Hi Christian I am sorry to bother you. I forgot to mention last night that I have organized a private DNA test to be done. I already have Max's sample so we will just need yours. The guy said the test results will be available to us in 8 hours. I hope you don't mind me taking charge. I think we all need to know for certain and then deal with the results when they come."
" That is fine Ana I am willing to do this. Your right we all need to be certain, and I only want what's best in this situation."
" Thank you for understanding I will be at your office soon." Well that was an unexpected phone call. I am surprised I did not think about a DNA test. I guess I just know Max is mine, so why do I need one? I am willing to jump through any hoops thrown at me at this point. My parents are first to arrive and I am still pissed off at Carrick for acting like such a tit. "Son I am so sorry about yesterday, this Lawyer just came out in me and I think I was just in shock. I don't think Ana is the kind of woman I was making her out to be. I love her I really do, and Max is amazing. I hope you get what you want and need from all of this." Now I am shocked Carrick Grey apologizing and admitting that he is wrong, that never happens. Ana is next through the door and she looks so beautiful. I just want to wrap my arms around her and keep her close to me.
" Hi Christian, Carrick, Grace. Thank you for agreeing to meet with me on such short notice. This is Dr Lewis he will be doing the DNA test today."
I think my mother knows this Doctor as they start up a conversation. My cheek is swabbed and the doctor tells us that he should have the results in 8 hours and he will be in contact.
" Your welcome Ana I want what's best for Max, and also for yourself so you have the floor." I need to stop being in CEO mode right now but I am nervous.
" Ana where is Max?" I realize that my beautiful boy is not here with her. Who is he with and is he safe?
" My dad came late last night and they both have gone fishing for a few days. I thought it was best for him to not be here while all this is going on. He is far too young to understand any of this, and he likes going fishing with my dad."
I can't say I am not disappointed but mama knows best I guess.
" I asked for your parents to be here as Grace will be able to make sense of the results. Carrick being a lawyer will be able to help with any legal issues we might face. I just need to know, Christian if the test shows that you are Max's biological dad what do you indeed to do with the information?"
Oh fuck she is scared that I am going to try and take Max away from her, or use my power and influence to make her life hell.
" When the results tell me I am Max's daddy all I want is to be able to have time to get to know him. I want to spend as much time with him, that you will allow and to build a relationship and maybe one day be his Daddy."
" I get that you have good intentions Christian, I really do I just worry it's just been Max and I. I have never had to worry about anybody else fitting into our bubble. I would be willing to allow you both to have a relationship, I am not against it. I will have rules though. I do want you to understand that I am voluntarily allowing all of this to happen as of yet you do not have any legal rights. Oh jeez I am so sorry Christian I did not mean that the way it sounded."
Oh fuck she is right my father warned me about this last night. I have no rights to my child I was just a sperm donor. I am not by law his daddy and I am not on the birth certificate. He does not even have my name.
" Christian what I do want to ask is did you know the woman your sperm was originally meant for? When I met her she seemed to have gone to great lengths to get your sample."
" Hold on a minute son Elena was meant to get that sample. Oh fuck please tell me all that funny business with her is now over with."
" What funny business Carrick? What are you saying to our son?"