Summary: Here is Chapter 5! Also, when Nate says he didn't want to get hurt...you'll find out later in the story. Anyway, feel free to RR.
You're too naive, Nate.
I heard those words echo in my head. He literally said that about me! I felt my face blush red like ripe cherries. It's like I was the sun and Touya was the moon. I felt so relieved. I thought he was gonna yell at me. Or worse, hurt me.
To be honest, I don't want to get hurt. Like how I did in the past...but that is for another time. I can't explain it. Every time that I do...I break down crying and I can't stop crying when that happens every time I talk about my past.
I wish I can hug him again. He felt so warm. He also felt so soft. He felt like a teddy bear that is so soft and warm. I wanted to snuggle him. Actually, to be honest. I felt a warm feeling when I am near Touya. I realized that what this feeling was...
This feeling was love...
Oh...
Shit.
Oh shit. I actually fell in love with Touya. I found this crazy. He is a boy and I am a boy as well! It's weird for a boy to fall in love with a boy. I mean, I'm not against it or anything. I just...find it weird. I wish I can tell someone I trust my feelings for Touya. I felt really nervous when I was near Touya. I saw a apartment nearby. I told Touya about it. He nodded and we checked in.
Once we got in our room, I lied down on the bed. It was so soft as well. Touya also came in and unzipped his jacket, making me see his black shirt. I removed my visor. My head felt warmed up by the soft pillows. I wanted to fall asleep so bad. I fell asleep at that moment. Touya smiled at that. "Such a cute sleeper." I heard Touya say about me as I slept. I snuggled in the covers. Touya chuckled. I was fast asleep in the nice, white, soft covers.
I woke up to see that Touya is cooking. Wait...
He cooks? Sweet.
He noticed me wake up and he smiled. "Wake up, sleepy head." He said to me. I giggled at that as I rubbed my eyes. I smelled the nice food he was cooking for me. It was...pasta! My favorite! I got out of the bed to see that Touya was done cooking. He was serving it it a plate for me. He gave the plate to me. "Careful, it's hot." Touya warned me. I nodded. I blowed on my pasta to cool. Man, he must have cooked it really good on it. It smelled so good. The pasta had tomato sauce on it with meatballs on it. Touya then put a plate of breadsticks. He went to the store and bought some without me knowing. We then started to eat. The pasta tasted so delicious.
Touya has to teach me how to cook one day.
Me and Touya got in the bed. He then turned off the light. We were in our night outfits. I almost felt asleep until I felt Touya's warm, strong arms around me.
Holy crap, he is actually hugging me! Well...might as well allow it. We are tired after all.
He fell asleep after he hugged me. I hugged back and we fell asleep hugging each other. We ducked into the next day...