[Chapter 4] July 2002 Part 2

It knocked at Paige's hotel room door.

"Come in." Paige was more or less still occupied with her shoes.

Mark:"Ready, Sweety?"

Yeah, just my shoes.

Mark:" What's wrong Paige? You sound not really happy."

Ah nothing, I'm just stupid to believe people could accept me like I am.

Mark:" You are still angry with him right?"

Yes I am, there is "Just Shawn" or there is nothing. What did he believe, that I am jumping in his arms saying "oh yeah I am changing completely just for you?" Not going to happen Mark, if he really wants me, then he has to learn to live with the fact who I am.

Mark:"Paige, may I explain something to you?"

Yeah, go on but it won't change anything.

Mark:"Ok, you remember the hallway? Oh Shawn was pissed and do you know why?"

Yeah, I was talking to you.

Mark:"For his eyes it wasn't just talking. For him it was flirting."

What?

Mark:"Yeah for him it was flirting, 5 min after you had left him and believe me I know what happened, wasn't to ignore."

What do mean? Paige blushed as she hadn't done since several years.

Mark:"In the past Shawn was everything, yeah he was jealous too but in a different way. But now? Oh boy, he called me the guy who was flirting with another man's girl. He never did this since his comeback.

But I am not his girl. And I don't think I will ever be that. Not after today.

Mark:"Paige you didn't listen to me. In his eyes you are and what you are doing is driving him crazy. He has fallen for you, everyone knows that, just he doesn't want to admit it, because if he did he would give you the win. He is "The Heartbreak Kid" don't forget that, he needs to have the win although he never would agree with me, but he has made his mind up and his mind is telling him that you are his girl."

Oh then he will be very surprised about the behavior of "his" girl tonight.

Mark: "Ok, let's go. But promise me don't make it too much tonight."

As Mark and Paige entered the party most of the people had already been there. Paige took a look around and spotted Shawn in one of the corners with Hunter, Scott and Kevin. She followed Mark to the bar and ordered her drink.

Tonight I will not be the nice girl you want to have Shawn. Tonight I will just be myself and have fun.

She started flirting with Mark and Mark got along with it because he knew why she did all this. But she didn't make any exceptions. She flirted with each and everyone who was willing to go along with her.

Shawn had to watch the girl he wanted the most, how she was flirting with Mark, which already drove him crazy, but when he had to watch her dancing with Randy, he lost it.

"Jesus, why can't those guys just leave her alone."

Hunter: "Uhm, because she is hot?"

OH, Hunter shut up. She is my girl, you know that.

Hunter: "Yeah I know, but does she?"

What do you mean?

Kevin: "C'mon Shawn she is not really acting as she would have something going on with you otherwise she wouldn't do that right?"

Scott: "Incase you didn't get it, she is flirting with each and everyone except you. Right?"

Yeah, ok Jesus… I made a mistake. I get it guys.

Hunter: "A mistake? You put her under pressure and how did that work back then with you? I didn't work at all. You really think it will work here?"

You really mean I should just let her do what she is doing? Are you crazy, I was there 5 years ago, I know what will happen and no I will not allow her to make the same mistake just because she thinks that is fun.

Kevin: "Shawn it's her mistake to make."

No Kevin, not my.. fuck it.

Shawn put his drink on the table and made his way towards Paige still dancing with Randy.

Hi Randy, my turn.

Randy: " Hi Shawn, I don't think so."

Randy, my turn, go and I am not going say it once again. Shawn's look at Randy gave him the clear signal to leave now.

"Honey, what the hell are you doing?" Shawn's voice cracked, he was angry, he was jealous, he was hurt… but he didn't want her to hear it.

"I am not your honey, Shawn, and I am just having fun." Paige was still pissed at him and he could hear it.

"Babe, c'mon you are drunk let's go." Shawn nearly begged her to come with him.

"What the hell does it matter to you if I am drunk, what does it matter to you with whom I am dancing, what does it matter to you whom I am fucking. We are not a couple, just leave me to my fun tonight."

"Honey c'mon please. Let's go, we should talk this out." Shawn, desperate to get her off the dance floor didn't see it coming. Paige's hand in full speed on his cheek.

" I'm not your honey, Shawn Michaels just leave me alone."

"That's enough, babe. This evening is over for the both of us." Shawn just took Paige over his shoulder and carried her out of the bar up to his hotel room.

Shawn slammed the door to his room shut and he put Paige on the edge of his bed, starting to take her clothes off.

"What the hell do you think you are doing, Shawn Michaels?"

I am putting my girl into bed, where she belongs that drunk.

"I am not your girl. And as long as you can't accept me as the person I am, I never will."

Yes you are, since that day in the locker room, but you have chosen to ignore that fact. But now I am done with this game. Oh, honey I accept you exactly as the person you are, but I want the person you are trying to hide behind this behavior.

Paige looked surprised at Shawn. How could he possibly know?

"Take your arms up, honey."

As if her body didn't follow her commands, she just lifted her arms, so Shawn could get rid of her shirt. She just heard how Shawn took a deep breath, due to her not wearing a bra.

"Honey…." Shawn looked in Page's eyes and couldn't resist anymore, he leaned into her, his hand caressing her cheek and settled his lips on her's. His tongue playing with her lips encouraging her to open up. As Paige opened her lips slightly and felt Shawn 's tongue sliding into her mouth and exploring every inch, she just moaned into his kiss. His hands running down her back and slowly towards her stomach on their way to unbutton the cargo's she was wearing his fingers hook into her waistband and dragging the cargos down in one strike tossing them aside.

"Shawn….. please." Paige begged him, but he didn't pace up; he just pressed her down onto the bed, while pulling off his own clothes as fast as he could.

"Let me show you something honey…" Shawn said while lowering his head between her thighs. Shawn's tongue traveled slowly over the smooth sides of thighs up while his fingers were lightly running over her jewel only to find her wet and ready.

Paige running her hands through his hair dragged him up just to kiss him passionately and started to tease his tongue with hers.

Shawn moaned into her kiss and lowered his body between her legs, grabbed her hips waited a moment and as Paige begged hm "Fuck me Shawn now, please." He buried himself in her wet warm center with one hard and deep thrust.

"Oh babe, you just make me crazy." Shawn whispered in her ear at the same time.

Paige moaned and whimpered as Shawn's moves got more intense.

"Oww. yeah, Shawn faster….. please" Paige tried to encourage Shawn to move faster but he kept the slow pace.

Paige pushed her hips against his to meet his thrust and make them even deeper. Shawn smiled slightly and groaned as he met her moves and thrusted harder into her.

"Honey… cum for me" Shawn whispered in her ear while he could feel how close she was.

Paige muscles tighten the space around Shawn and her hips move faster as before just to push him over the edge at the same time.

"Paige… oh god…. yes" Shawn nearly screamed her name as he washed his release over her.

As both had catched their breath again, Shawn dragged the girl in his arms tighter to his body "Time to sleep, honey."

And as Paige cuddled into his arms she whispered "I love you." If Shawn wouldn't have listened so carefully he would have heard it. If she can remember to morrow that she said it? Shawn just tossed the thought away and both fell asleep.