„Touch"

I don't owe Harry Potter fiction that belongs to J. and ,14 years" that belongs to Guns n' Roses.

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Chapter 3

Bullshit and contemplation

Gossip's their trade

If they knew half the real truth

What would they say

Well I'm past the point of concern

It's time to play

These last 4 years of madness

Sure put me straight

Don't get back 14 years

In just one day

So hard to keep my own head

Just go away

You know...just like a hooker she said

Nothin's for free

Oh I tried to see it your way

I tried to see it your way

It was 10:15 p.m. when Mr. Malfoy looked at the clock. He drew down arms from his lover, professor Snape. Professor Snape did the same thing. He noticed that it was already dark outside the window. Night fell. Well, it was dark before, because of winter, but now it was even darker. It was already dim in the salon, candles and fire in a fireplace were the only things that were brightening the room. If it weren't for them, it would be totally gloomy. But it wasn't.

How it could be, if two men inside just kissed, hugged and confessed love to each other? Well, not to the letter, but they both probably knew what the other thought about the second. Lucius, Mr. Malfoy, offered to show Severus, Potions Master, what lovers do and his lover agreed. There was only one problem…

What to is Lucius up? He would be up to everything. But he won't hurt you, Severus –he cheered up himself. Because he won't. It would be probably the last thing Lucius could think about. Or maybe not? To be honest, he wasn't sure about it.

-Severus…? –Lucius whispered, forcing his lover to look at him.

Success. Snape looked deep in his eyes. He is sure now. He can trust him. He always could. And he will, forever. Whereas Lucius achieved the goal he was planning –after a while of looking in his eyes Severus smiled a little to him. He possessed himself with joy.

-Take my hand and follow me, my dearest love…

Severus took his hand and followed him as he was told to. They walked next to the fireplace, sticking to the wall, opposite one with large windows. Lucius pulled out his wand, pronounced spell and wared it towards the wall in front of them. In one minute a dark, big stairs and large mezzanine appeared. They both walked on them. On the wall Severus saw heavy iron doors in black colour with ornaments and a door handle in a shape of snake. Lucius aimed at the keyhole, pronounced spell, and they heard a crack. There was a slot between door and jamb. Malfoy grabbed it and pushed them.

-Is that… -Severus whispered scared. He was shocked, his mouth was opened a little because of astonish. He couldn't breathe.

-Mine and Narcissa bedroom. –Lucius completed. –Yes ,it is.

Severus didn't answer, he was just admiring the beautiful bedroom. Floor was made from nearly black wooden panels. Walls were grey and on them there were many paintings with view at palaces and oceans. There was only one mirror in silver frame on the side with doors. Next to the doors were standing bookshelf and large wardrobe. On the left there were doors that were leading to the bathroom and next to them was a lamp made from crystals. On the wall opposite the doors were two windows with white, lacy curtains. Next to them there were barred doors leading on a balcony. On the floor there was white, Turkish carpet. And the most important thing in every bedroom – big, impressing bed with canopy. The bed had wooden backside and bolster, but they looked so expensive. It had grey bedding and white pillows. The canopy was made from white muslin, that was lifting on wooden columns. In the room was dark, but thankfully moonlight was rushing into the bedroom through barred doors, so it wasn't so dim. Severus was shocked because doors were barred, so it should be cold. But it wasn't.

-Magic. –Lucius said, torning off his lover from reverie, as well as answering his question.

-It's beautiful…

-I know. I think so too. But I am happy to know, that you like it…

Severus leant hand on the jamb. And this just proved that Lucius is able to do everything. What he wanted to do? He wanted to… constrain him? Or maybe even worse…

-Why… Why are you so happy, my dear Lucius…? –Severus turned head back to look at the lover, who was leaning against the mezzanine railing. But he just made two steps to Severus, smoothed his cheeks with palm back, turning his head to the bedroom. Then he heard lover's sigh. He was taking breath… Malfoy was touching his lips, then down, through his chin, even lower down, through his neck, clothed in a black suit collar. Then he again went upper, through his left neck side, tilting his head to the right, making his right cheek lower, than the left. His hand was upper, and upper until he heard how his dearest man grunted loudly. He never thought he could make a sound like that, and especially as loud. He stopped there.

-Because you can use it…

-Uh… -Lucius placed his palm on his beloved throat.

-With me… Loveliest, sweetest and dearest love of mine…

Malfoy forced Snape to turn his head to him. But truly, Severus turned back to him, threw his right arm round Lucius neck with love and started kissing him. Malfoy embraced his men with the right arm, because his left was grabbing door handle. Severus dropped his arm on the jamb and started combing lover's platinum hair. In the same time Malfoy closed doors and in the bedroom was so dark. He wanted to place his arm on Snape neck, but he pushed him back.

-You forgot… to… lock the doors –He gasped.

-Bloody hell, you're right. –He pronounced the spell and threw away wand. Snape gave him back his wand, so Lucius threw it too.

-Thank, you reminded me about it.

-No problem, Lucius.

Malfoy placed his hand on Snape neck, and they kissed again. Lucius discovered that the wind was blowing through barred doors, so he wanted to close them, but he quickly made a hand-wave and the wind was warm. Severus realized that they were still on the same place, so he got left arm, grabbed Lucius' clothes and took two steps back, his lover did the same, now they were next to backside. Severus again set his hand to comb lover's hair. Malfoy put his right hand on Severus' waist. He was driving his hand up and down on his waist. This brought his beloved stopping kissing. Lucius looked at him –he was trying to calm down. His dearest loved it –nobody never touched him like he does. Lucius thought, that he probably tries to prevent cumming. Very own groaned, but didn't come. He threw his both arms on Lucius, trying to kiss him in both cheeks, but Lucius did something strange. He just… rejected him…

-W-What happened…? Is it my fault…? –Severus asked worried.

-No, it's not your fault, love! –He rushed to explain, and took both lover's hands, as well as he led him next to the second side of bed backside. –I just… I feel like my love isn't enough, like… you can think that I only want passion, but I truly love you, I would do everything for you… I just-

-My sweet, sweet love… Dearest, truest, the most beautiful love of mine… How could I think like that? Yes, at first I was scared ,because I… I never… I've never done it before, Lucius… But I see you, I trust you. This is love –true love. You saved me, by your love. –He placed his palm on beloved's cheek with anxiety. – I love you. I truly love you, forever and always, the sweetest darling of mine… Now, do you want this?

-Yes, but-

-Do you love me?

-Oh, God, of course I do, dear Severus. Truly, always.

-So it's true love. It's more than enough.

They kissed with love, Lucius embraced arching Severus.

Moon was now illuminating the bedroom, where Severus embracing Lucius neck, was pulling him to himself in a passionate and full of love kiss, while Malfoy was also embracing his Romeo, his lover, but he saved him from fall. But the fall will come. It will.

They stopped just to have a rest and to do something great. Severus brushed Lucius hair away and started undoing his exclusive jacket, while Lucius was doing the same thing with his lover's coat. Snape took off paramour's jacket, uncovering his scarlet shirt, but when Malfoy took off Severus coat, he uncovered the white one. Obviously Lucius couldn't pass this chance, so he just started kissing his paramour's neck, making a hickey on his immaculate neck. This made Severus gasp , and he decided to revenge at him. He seized his scarlet, made from satin, flannel. He started ripping it off ,and he saw perfect, fair and undefiled torso. Skin was shining, it was so clear, like a new paper from a bookshop. Oh, how he was beautiful…! But Severus, though he never had any intercourse with man or woman, he knew perfectly what to do with view like that… He was palpating him, starting from the neck, lower down through his abs and the waist –he touched his hips. Obviously, Lucius didn't ignore it, God forbid! On the contrary, he loved it! When he felt lover's hands he gasped. He put his hands on Severus ones as a sign, that he love it. Lucius wanted to thank, so he took off lover's flannel from his arms, uncovering his collarbones, so he could lick them. From left to right, and from right to left…

-Argh, Lucius… -He was moaning when he felt on himself sliding movements of the tongue. How… lovely… -He gasped , when he felt Lucius fingers touching his thorax and learned that his lover just ripped off more his shirt. Malfoy nailed the paramour to the wall and took off his flannel totally. He placed his hands on Snape neck to caress parts around Adam's apple. That pretended Severus from moans. It was a way Lucius was calming his Potions Master. Even though Severus still was having something on himself, he was feeling naked. Soon maybe this gonna happen, he thought a little alarmed. His lover looked at him.

-I love you. -He kissed him in lips.

-Mmmpf… I love you… -He kissed him back –too…

Lucius started winding lover's hair on fingers and put hands on his hips. He tried to take off his trousers, but then he felt hesitated again. What if very sweet and loveliest love of his felt all this time like slave? If he feels like a victim, but he doesn't want to say it, because he is scared of the aftermath, if he would say that? Or he just feels worse than he thinks? God look at this brutal and feel-like-full-fledged sinner…

-No. –He dropped hands from lover's hips and sat on the bed, full of firmness voice. –I can't.

-What are you talking about, Lucius? –Severus pulled away from the wall worried. –Why? What you can't? What you can't do, Lucius?

-I can't do it with knowing that you feel like a slave, because of me, mineimpudence .I am not good enough for you, I am sorry for such a mess…

-Shh… -Severus whispered , kneeling down in front of Malfoy. He put his arms around his lover. –Firstly, I should be the one who says this. Secondly, I NEVER felt like a slave. Not this evening, not ever, not with you. You make me feel free. Thirdly, you have nothing to be sorry for, love. –He was close to crying, because he felt like nothing can convince his true love. –Fourthly, you aren't using impudence to make me feel like a slave, because you don't use it at all. This is passion… And love… And I know how you feel, love… Because I love you…

Lucius looked worried on his lover.

-Don't cry, love… Please, don't cry… I love you most in the world… I love you more than anyone could love anybody… Don't cry, because I will cry too…

They hugged, and took off shoes and socks. Professor positioned Malfoy, so he was leaning against one of the pillows, then he put on it the second. Severus was calming him down, caressing his cheeks, while sitting astride on him. He leant a little, with a smile… He placed right hand on Lucius arm and moved his chin with left one to him. He slowly was coming closer, until he kissed him gently in lips, then he was kissing him more earnestly and finally passionate, when he felt he was getting closer to lover's body, because Lucius threw his arm on beloved neck ,letting fingers go down on kisser back, scratching it, and sticking fingers in. Their chests finally met. Excitement was burning more and more in Snape, with every second of pressing on admired's body. Then he suddenly urgently burst from the kiss and… bit him in the mandible, and Malfoy's reaction was immediate –he made a noise that was a combination of a low scream, a sigh, and a groan. Next, Severus was biting him down, through his throat, where his right hand was all the time (now and in another ones biting and kissing actions) stroking Lucius thorax –from throat to navel, and from navel to throat, and left grabbed his neck, compressing back part of it. Then he went through lover's arm, in both side, next he chewed his collarbones, then lower down through his thorax, enjoying Lucius' sighs, cries in which he heard satisfaction and incentive to bite more. At that moment he looked up on his beloved, and he saw how he was curling lips, how he was clenching his hands on the sheet, how he was squeezing his eyes, and how he was smiling. When he finally reached navel's level, as a way back up, he started healing bitten places with kisses. Finally, Lucius was so done, and he decided to do this to his lover. He pulled up him and started kissing him in lips, next he decided to kiss and bite his jaw and mandible. He grabbed his right hand with left like an unbreakable vow. Next he found and snatched his belt buckle, using one hand he unfasten it, as well as pulled out the belt from the belt loop. Severus did the same, but his hands were faster to unbutton the fly, but even although this, Lucius didn't give up, and did the same as his lover. And here we have it –next action, and again Snape was quicker.

Lucius had a rest from a kiss to say:

-You'll never escape from my love and my lure.

And again, a moment in which Lucius thought this was all just a happy dream.

Because Severus laughed heartily to him.

-How could I think for even a minute about it? –he laughed again.

Lucius couldn't lose this chance.

-Am I the one of those who make you laugh in your life?

-One of those who make me laugh?

-Yeah… -Lucius started looking for the wrong word in his question. He didn't have to do it so long, anyway…

-You are the only one who make me laugh in my entire life.

A smile on Severus face was fading away, as panic began to creep in. Lucius noticed this quickly, and began calming him. He tried to calm him down for so many ways –from stroking his thorax, by kissing his hands, to touching his waist, as he liked this –driving hands up to down, and down to up. But when even this didn't work, he decided to explain him and provide him, that he will be careful and gently, loving and when he wants him to stop, he will. Now, how to say that aloud?

-Love… -he started with a hoarse wet voice –Severus, my darling… I am here. I know how you are afraid of it, I see it. Don't try to hide or to deny it. –He said when Severus tried to actually deny it. –I was scared too before my first time, and I know, it was a woman, I know it is something other, but… I want you to know, that I will do everything to make it as safe, loving and gently as I can, because I don't want you to get hurt. I won't do anything that would hurt you. And when you tell me to stop, even without giving me any reason, I will stop. And when you tell me why, of course if you would like to later, I will help you. But I promise, I would never hurt you. I love you. –He ended his ''speech''.

-Oh… It's all… For me?

-And only, for you, love.

-No one never promised me anything, especially anything as much as this… Oh, love… I trust you. Now I am full of calm… I trust you, I promise you the same, love of mine.

They kissed in lips.

-Look into my eyes, and I'll look into yours.

-Ah… Please… -Lucius whined.

They were moaning and gasping very loudly… And anyway, even if it's dirty statement, Lucius had experience. Because Snape was a virgin, very sinless, he was touched for a very first time. At every meaning it could have. And at literally every place, a man can be touched. Meanwhile, his lover, Lucius was slowly loosening him inside.

…I want you to know, that I will do everything to make it as safe…

Severus slowly positioned himself above his lover. Lucius placed his hands on lover's hips, and felt Snape's ones on his chest.

-Do you trust me?

-Always.

Severus just kissed him once in lips. Lucius was slowly filling him. At first Severus gasped painful aloud, curling lip from pain, to avoid possible cry. Scared Malfoy asked:

-Shall I stop?

But Severus just firmly whispered, with trembling voice, that surprised him:

-No.

So Lucius pushed for the first time.

… loving and gently as I can, because I don't want you to get hurt…

-Argh…! –Snape involuntarily moaned from pain.

Lucius started coming out from him, but then he got silenced by a hungry kiss.

-Don't you dare…

-But you feel pain… I can't… I can't treat you like that, not you…!

And he looked in lover's eyes, finding in them a combination of pain and love.

-Please.

…I won't do anything that would hurt you…

-Please, for me…

…And when you tell me to stop, even without giving me any reason, I will stop…

-I broke my vow, Severus…

-I love you… … I love you…

For the last time, Lucius agreed. Because he didn't want to hurt him, but he will hurt him anyway –by physical reason, and by psychological reason. He pushed him –no answer, no moan of pain, but also none of happiness , no sign on his face, but also none sign from his body language. He shifted again…

-Oh God! –Severus was clenching his hands on the sheet.

Now Lucius was very terrible afraid of the aftermath. But for a reason he felt he did great, but why? So as a test, Lucius with fear shifted again.

-Ah… Please, love… -Severus kissed him, sticking his fingers in his arms, full of ecstasy.

So Lucius did what he was told to, and after five pushes, with hearing many moans and gasps, he also gasped loudly, moaning he was kissing him. He went faster, his lover arched, and clenched hands on the sheet, loudly moaning.

-Oh my… Argh…

-Ohhh… Severus… Ah!

Going even faster, they started feeling ecstasy, passion and trust. They were kissing, very hungry, sometimes one shouted else's name. With every minute of touching Severus' prostate, he felt very good, knowing that the moanings of his lover were full of happiness. Finally, none of them could stay in this condition more. They came at the same moment, with screams:

-Argh, Lucius!

-Oh my.. Severus!

Snape fell on lover's chest, breathing heavily. They kissed in lips. When they rested, they talked about this what happened. Lucius quickly looked at the clock, and learned it was already midnight. They covered themselves with a blanket. Severus was laying on his lover, while Lucius was stroking his admired. His lips were touching Severus forehead.

-Oh… That was… amazing… Thank you, love… -Severus whispered with still gasping voice.

-I'm glad you like it, my dear. –Lucius replied. –But still… I feel sorry for the pain, I caused you at first… I am so sorry.

Severus took admired's hand in his, and started kissing his fingers.

-My dearest love of mine, my sweet Lucius… It is not your fault. This is normal. Please, don't accuse yourself, please. Because, it's no one's fault. You did great, perfectly. It was perfect. Thank you so much…

They kissed.

-Goodnight, my love… -Lucius whispered to Severus' ear.

-Goodnight, love of mine…