Author's Notes

Sorry I know god I hate it when I'm reading an I get shit like this at the top of the page like wtf? But really quickly... Sorry in this chapter I'm introducing Didyme she is obviously Marcus' wife however I've made it that she is just Aro's sister and nothing more. Just to clarify she is still the exact same age as in centuries older than the other vamps,and she obviously has power. She wasn't killed by Aro and is in fact perceived as the sister to all 3 kings in this. Oh an please be nice guys just saying this is my first fanfiction so if it starts to suck... Help a bitch out.

Aro POV

She had been out for 7 hours now, and I was very slowly losing patience. Numerous 'what if?' were flying through my head every moment.

What if she is dying?

What if she doesn't awaken again?

This only made my steady pacing speed up to an almost impossible speed for most human eyes to tap into, I seconded another heart stopping glance in my beloveds direction and I clocked into her clothing. She must be extremely uncomfortable and on this exact though I wasted no time in Felix who was situated just outside the door guarding it and demanding he get Didyme.

Not long after I said this sentence my dearest sister stepped foot into the room.

'I'm assuming word has spread and you are aware of the circumstances.' I spoke and I cursed myself after for allowing my voice to waver slightly.

'I'm aware, what do you wish for me to do Aro?' Didyme's eyebrows scrunched together she was clear perplexed as to the point I wished to make.

'Nothing my dear, I merely wish of a courtesy.' I replied, much smoother and felt slight pride in the way I reacted as to be more reserved with my emotions.

'And what might that be?' She sounded rather shocked, probably because I had never really personally asked of her services in decades as I commonly have the guards or servants do such things.

'I wish for you to undress and redress' I paused for a moment, I didn't even know my mates name 'my friend as to ensure she remains comfortable as she stays here.'

'Oh, well I assure you that will be no problem.' Didyme replied.

I began my walk towards the door in order to allow both my mate and Didyme privacy as she would place my darling in more comfortable fitting clothes, however I did not hear the familiar foot steps of my two brothers behind me. They seemed to engaged in thoughts to realise what was going on, and when I broke them from the reveries and directed them towards the door I could instantly see there panicked faces.

'Didyme will be changing our ..mate.. into more comfortable clothing after such we may re enter the room however for now I wish that we protect her modesty.' at the finishing of my sentence they both nodded or showed some sort of sign to signify there understanding and were exiting the room alike me.

Didyme POV

'Jane can you ask the human to come and bring her loose fitting clothes, thank you' I asked

Not seconds later was the human Giana I believe her name to be walking in through the door slightly unstable on her feet, probably because the picked the poor thing up and ran. She head out her arms which were fitted with a large selection of clothing.

'I-I would suggest the track suit bottom and loose fitting jumper if would keep her warm but not stick to her skin so she would sweat.' she said and looked downward avoiding eye contact.

'Thank you Giana' I smiled, she looked up wide eyed just then obviously shocked that someone of high status actually remembered a mere humans name. With that I spun around and began my work a clear indidcation for them to leave and they took heed.

I began to slowly strip the kings mate careful to not tug on her limbs.. when.

γλυκό Λόρδος (Sweet Lord)

Not a second as I breathed the words were the 3 kings stood beside me all shaken looking at their now half clothed mate. Numerous bites littered her still perfect skin however she was not human and a perfectly formed 3 stripped scar clung to her wide hip wrapping round from her belly button down her left hip stopping just before the buttocks.

They were all slightly fuming Caius the first to go due to his raging temper, Marcus who left letting out an enraged roar likewise Aro as he tore through the hallways.

I quickly covered her body to ensure her modesty and left the room, ordering guards to clear the mess produced by the kings tantrums.

Caius POV

To say anger is what fogged my vidion would be and understatement, I was often angry but mainly due to the fact that it was what I was to be portrayed as; the angry king with a short fuse. But this sort of anger, this was deathly anger the type of anger that would ensure that somebody would lose their eternal life by the end of this dreary day.

How do you make such pain go away? How to you rid yourself of such heart ache, misfortune? I had not been there for my mate..

The many bites that litters her beautiful skin.. I had not been there.

The fresh scar that lay upon the curvaceous hip.. I had not been there.

The reason she feels she is required to learn to kill a vampire in order to live.. She shouldn't feel the need to do so, she should be protected and she will be.

But I still hadn't been there when I was needed...

And even when she entered I called her 'Scum' a 'She-devil' I had held her at the throat inches above the ground demanding her to obey my rules.

I pain struck my chest hard, the mating pull I could feel it and it tugged at the strings that bonded me to her. My mate, my new love..

Before I even had the chance to properly meet her I had already betrayed her trust.

Sky POV

I could feel myself breathing but it felt as if I wasn't really here.

Now I have to be in love with someone who doesn't even know me. Not 1 but 3 people. No Kings. Of the Vampire race. Of which had killed my mother.

None of which knew a thing about me. Just what I wanted from life.

Why couldn't I just be normal? Accepted

But now I'm all alone.

Dead.

Inside anyway.

Slowly giving up on this world.

I miss the old me... the happy me, but now I feel like I'm stuck in some sort of sick nightmare that I won't awaken from.

But I close my eyes and try to sleep and suddenly feels so hard to breathe.

What was so hard? What was so hard to love about me?

Was I really that bad?

Was I really that much of a burden you used me as just a project?

A case study... something to figure out... something to find an explanation for?

But soon they give up and just .. leave

Everyone leaves..

My mum. She was the rock. Although she never really treated me like one of her children she still kept me safe? Was it because she actually cared or because she was protecting her project I'm not sure.

She was all I had

All I wanted

She was the only light I've ever known

All I ever wanted was to be loved.. wanted

And now I can but by my worst enemies, the people that took my last will to live? And not by choice these monsters are forced to love me.

People say they love you but deep down you look them deep in their eyes and you can see they don't.

They see me as light but I know deep down ... I'm just darkness disguised.

My eyes opened then you bring me back to this waste land with no goals to keep me moving. I was stuck in life, stuck in nothingness.

This was what would happen to me? This was my goal in life?

I stood on my feet inspecting my new clothing I had been placed in grey tracksuit bottoms and a loose long sleeved white crop top.

I stood to my feet and a wave of dizziness over took me, I was overheating I could feel it. I breathed in and out slowly holding a hand to my forehead to stop the head ache that was coming. Once I felt better I walked to the door and opened it to find and 6 foot something giant outside my door as if guarding it.

'Errmm dude I sorta wanted to get out?' I sated more like a question.

'I was guarding your room milady do you wish for a walk.' he spun around.

Instantly I breathed a sigh of relief, 'Oh thank god your a vamp I need to cool down.' But before he could say anything I grabbed his hand and lay it against my forehead. I breathed a sigh of relief closing my eyes.

'Ermm milady I do not deem this to be appropriate' he spoke hesitantly.

'What's your name?' I asked

'Felix at your service milady'

'Skylar but you call me Sky for short at your service' I replied chirpy and laughing at the end which caused the corner of mouth to inch upwards.

It was quite funny how such depressing things can zoom through my mind however just a friendly conversation can get me happy once more, to help me put up the front.

'So Felix how old are you?' I asked

'I do not think it will be of much interest you you milady'

'Well I wouldn't ask a question I did not wish to know the answer to my dear Felix' this actually got him laughing.

'I'm 372'

'Woah' I gawked laughing slightly. 'Didn't think you were that old? would have said 250 definately but 350 or more I would have said pushing it.' I was impressed.

'Really how old are you?' he enquired a smirk on his face, I flipped his hand over on my forehead as his palm was slowly becoming warmer.

'1235' Smooth liar what can I say. Instantly I saw his jaw drop, before he quickly composed himself.

'I would not have said a day over 20' he swiftly replied

'Well that's great because I'm really 25' I said laughing.

'Though you were a youngster' he smirked

'Don't get to excited old man I can still kick your ass' I smirked.

Just the the kings moved around the corner, first there faces showed relief then anger.

Before any could react, I stood in front Felix and said 'Felix here was having a nice conversation with me and keeping me cool as you weren't here to do as such, I wish for him not to be harmed as he in fact helped me and should be rewarded. He was nothing but gentlemanly to me.' I raised and eye brow in there direction.

Well here goes nothing. Again.