AN: This is my first story that I ever write... hope you guys could read it and give it a comment. The characters are not mine even though I wanted it so bad!
I'm sorry English isn't my first language. So I hope you guys understand and still give this story a try3

Kate Beckett takes out her phone out of her pocket and dial her father.
"Hallo, Dad? Could you pick up Joey and let her stay with you for tonight?"
"Uh, sure. Katie are okay?"
"Yeah, Dad I'm fine. Talk to you later. Okay?"
"Okay, Katie. Call me when you need me okay" and with that she ended the call.

She got nowhere to go, but she doesn't want to stay in her home today. She finally stops by the park and sit down on the swing. After a few minutes she takes out her phone once again and calls a person she has been desperately need right now.

She dials a contact that has been one of the top on her list. The owner answers the phone on it's second rings
"Castle"
"Castle? Can we meet? I need to talk with you right now" her voice is croak and raw.
God, she doesn't know she has been crying. She must sound so pathetic because she could hear the worries in him when he said "Beckett? Where are you?!" after mumbling her answer she heard him saying "I'll be there in 10" before ended the call.

Richard Castle came as fast as he can. He sees her there. Sitting alone in the swing with her head down and her hair curtaining her beautiful face. He stops in front of her and call her name "Kate" she looks up at him and he could see her reddening eyes and tears on her cheeks.

And he do the first thing that came to his mind. He crunches in front of her and take her into his embrace. He hugs her and she snuggling into the crook of his neck, he also could feel her tears there. He heard her mumbling something he can't quit understand.
So he just held her tight and says "It's going to be okay, Kate" over and over again.
He's drawing a circle with his thumb, trying to calm her down.

They stayed like that for a few more minutes before she finally pulls back from him. Her beautiful face is red from crying. He could see the left tears in her lashes and cheeks, he wants to brush it off from her but before he could do that she already did.

Finally he stand up and sit on the swing next to her. They stay in silent before she breaks it by saying "I'm so pathetic" and start laughing
"No. you're not."
"Huft! You don't know that Castle"
"Kate. You are extraordinary"
"God damn it! Castle, I'm not extraordinary, okay! I'm just an ordinary. no! You know what? I'm not even an ordinary, I'm just a mess. I'm a pathetic person and my life is so fucked up!" she barks it off in front of him.

Castle looks right into her eyes There he could see the insecurity, hurts and lost in the green hazel eyes. But Kate breaks their eyes contact by looking to the ground. So Castle stay there in silent and gives Beckett the time she needs before telling him about it. Well, even if she doesn't say a word in the end Castle is still going to stay with her because he loves her.

Richard Castle is falling in love toward Kate Beckett. And he is falling for her. HARD. But there is one problem with that. Kate Beckett is a married woman. And her husband is Will Sorenson, her teenage lovers also the father of her daughter

"Will is cheating. I caught her fucking someone on our couch." Beckett suddenly stated and Castle is shock. 'that ass-diotic feds' he curses inside his head.

"How can he do that Castle?! HOW CAN HE FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE INSIDE OUR HOUSE? IN OUR LIVING ROOM!" It's not really a question Castle and Beckett know that.

Flashback a few hours before.

The team just wrap up their case. And their Captain decide to gives them a little break so he sends them off for the day. They all are agree to call off the day after a really tough case. Paper works can wait, after all it'll still be there until tomorrow.

Kate Beckett is going to go home. She is going to take a bubble bath and glass of wine to relax herself. She is already happy even when she's only imagining it. But everything is ruin when she opens up the door of her house. There Kate Beckett sees Will Sorenson, her husband on the couch in their living room with a naked blonde woman in his lap and Beckett is just... she's feeling numb… and blank.

She is just staring them until Will realize his wife well-being.
"SHIT! K-Kate… you are home?!"
He shoves the blonde out of him and pulls his trouser up. He is walking towards Beckett while asking
"W-why.. why you home alre-?" but before finishing his word.
Kate Beckett's hand is landing on his cheek. She slaps him, HARD.
"FUCK YOU!" and she punch him before she walks away.

Kate slams the door and out of the house. She can't be there. She doesn't want to be there. She needs some air. So she just walks with no destination. She's keep walking to where her legs bring her and lost in her mind. When she realizes, she has been walking for over an hour. She doesn't want Joey to come home and found her father with another woman. But she doesn't think she can pick her up and explain it all to her today. Her mind is in fumble and she needs to straighten it first, before she can talk to her daughter. So, she decides to let Joey sleeps with her grandpa Jim for tonight.

End of flashback.