hi! follow (you don't have to lol) and/or leave a review if you enjoyed it, please :) I love jemilyyy. I do not own criminal minds nor their characters although I wish I did. This is just a quick one-shot about the couple we all wanted and deserved. jemily is forever in my heart.

Emily POV-

Since the day I met her, I fell in love. It has been so long. So many years. She is constantly invading my thoughts. With every touch, my body lights on fire, immediately making my heart flutter. I love her. Hell, I am in love with her. Yet here she is, in love with him.

I watch as he walks away from her and she just stands there. As her best friend I couldn't let her do that and I also didn't want to hear her cry about how she should've run after him for the next few months. Even though I knew it would kill me to see her walk away, I just want what is best for her. I just want her to be happy. I take a step closer to her and I put my hand on her shoulder.

"Go get him," I say to her. She slowly turns her head to me and I force a smile. She grins at me, turns her head, and nods. I watch her as she runs after him and I see from afar as her lips meet his. I long to be him and to stand in his place. I'm screaming internally, angry with myself for letting her go.

I hear someone come up behind me. From the corner of my eye, I can see that it is Derek. He's the only one who knows how I feel towards JJ. Well I mean, my cat Sergio knows too because he cuddles with me when I am crying over her, but we don't need to get into that right now.

I can feel Derek's eyes on me so I slowly turn to my left, peeling my eyes off the scene that was just in front of me. As he looks at me, I see his facial features soften and I can feel a small tear roll down my cheek.

"Come on princess," he says softly as he brings me to his office. Once he closes the door behind us, that's when I lose it. He comes over and wraps his arms tightly around me. I cry into his chest, no not cry, sob. What can I say, I feel heartbroken...again. We stand there for what felt like hours when in reality it was just a couple of minutes until my sobs die down to quiet sniffles.

"I'll go get you some water and tissues," Derek says with a smile. I nod, thanking him, and sit in the nearest seat. As I am waiting for Derek, I hear the door open. Thinking it's him, I go to say something but stop when I see the last person I wanted to see right now. Then I notice she is holding the water and tissues Derek said he would get for me.

"Hey," JJ says with a small smile, "Derek told me to bring these to you. Is everything okay Em? How come you've been crying? Did something happen? Do I need to hurt someone?" I raise my left hand with a forced smile on my face, stopping her from asking any more questions. She blushes and looks down.

"Sorry I was rambling," she says with a laugh as she brings a chair over to the other side of the desk I am sitting at and gives me the water, putting the tissues on the desk.

"But seriously, what's going on with you. Can you please tell me? You've been acting all weird and distant ever since we got here. I'm worried about you." She says to me. I can see the seriousness and concern in her eyes. I hate lying to her, but I have to for the sake of our friendship. I shrug and stare at my water.

"I've just been really stressed out lately. Don't worry," I say looking back at her and smiling a little, "I'll be okay."

"Cut the crap, Emily. Stop lying to me and tell me what the hell is going on with you." She replies, raising her voice as the sentence went on. I stand up, angry with her for getting mad, angry at myself, angry at Will, and angry at the world.

"You wanna know my problem? YOU. YOU. YOU. ARE. MY. PROBLEM!"

"What the hell are you talking about?!" She yells back as she also stands up.

"God, how do you not know, how have you not figured this shit out?" I ask, quieter now. She looks at me confused. Her hands are on her hips and I have one hand on my hip while the other is rubbing my forehead.

"What Em, what have I done?" JJ says whispering. She was so quiet, I barely heard her.

"It's not what you have done it's just...you. I-I can't JJ, can we just let this go...please?" I asked her, hoping and praying she could just let it go.

"No Emily, you need to tell me what this is about." She answers, clearly impatient and confused. I look up at her and she's searching my eyes, maybe she'll figure it all out like she always does. That's the bond we have. We are inseparable and know each other like the back of our hands. That's what I don't want to lose, I can't lose that.

"JJ I just," I take a deep breath, "Iminlovewithyou," I say quickly.

She looks at me, surprised and kind of...happy? No that can't be. She tilts her head as if telling me to continue, so I do.

"Ever since the day I met you I just knew that what I felt for you, was something so different and so...amazing. I never said anything because I was scared to ruin what we have. Now, I probably did. It's just, I knew you didn't feel the same especially since you started to like Wi-" Suddenly I get cut off by her lips. I don't even remember her walking around the desk but I guess she did.

All I know is that this has been the greatest kiss of my life. I feel fireworks all throughout my body and I feel the butterflies in my stomach going crazy. It might sound weird, but this was even better than I have ever imagined. After a couple of seconds, we stop to get some air. Our foreheads are against each other and hands are on each other's faces.

"Wow," I whisper.

"Wow is right," She answers with a little laugh.

"Did you feel that too?" I ask her.

"The fireworks or the butterflies?" She asks as she opened her eyes the same time I did. A tear rolls down my cheek and she furrows her eyebrows.

"Hey, what's wrong? Why are you sad?" She questions worry laced in her voice. She wipes away my tear with the pad of her thumb and I smile softly at her.

"Happy tears, JJ, happy tears," I tell her. She smiles widely and kisses me on the forehead. Then suddenly I remember Will and I step back. She looks at me confused.

"What about Will?" She stares at me and then chuckles while pulling me back to her. Her hands resting on my cheeks while mine are on her waist.

"That kiss with him...it felt, wrong. Em, I have always loved you. I kept denying it, denying what I felt when in reality I think I was just scared. Deep down I knew that from the moment I laid eyes on you, I felt something so strong. And then, when I got to know you and you became my best friend that feeling, if possible, became even stronger. I told Will I couldn't do 'us' even though with him there never was an 'us.' I told him that I was in love with you and I always have been."

"I love you," I say softly with the biggest smile on my face.

"I love you too," she replies back, just as softly. We stare into each other's eyes. Both of our eyes filled with love, care, and compassion. Those ocean blue eyes, where I just keep getting lost.