The crackle of snapping wood filled the air as John threw yet another chunk of driftwood onto the fire. Embers flew up towards the darkening sky, swirling on the gentle sea breeze. The smell of the sea competed with the smoke when Alan inhaled, but that was okay with him. His eyes were on his fingers as he scrapped the toasted marshmallow on his prong onto a graham cracker. A smile crossed his lips as he turned it upside down and onto the chocolate that he'd placed on top a second cracker. Squashing the sandwich between the fingers he took a bite. The sweet crunchy treat hit the spot and he devoured it hungrily, sucking off the bits of marshmallow that had stuck to his fingers, before reaching out for more supplies.

"I'd be careful getting that close to Gordon, Penelope. You might find you'll never get a s'more!" Virgil joked, as he toasted two marshmallows at once.

Laughter rippled around the circle, as Lady Penelope settled down in the sand beside Gordon and allowed him to drape the offered blanket over her shoulder. She pulled it in closer, as Gordon wrapped the other half around himself. The two lovebirds, as Grandma called them, smiled contently at each other as Penelope rested her head on Gordon's shoulder. Winters on Tracy Island were rarely cold, but they often involved late nights around a campfire when there was enforced downtime. It was a family affair, everyone coming down to the beach, to spend the evening in each other's company. Alan had memories of it happening before Dad disappeared, though he'd only been present for some of them. They had stopped for over a year after Dad had disappeared, but as they grieved and learnt to continue without him, they started to occur again. It had been a way of bonding, remembering, and forgetting the troubles of the world. This was the first enforced downtime since Dad's rescue that they were able do one, and his brothers were eager to take Dad down to the beach. So here they were, nine years since the last one, all older, wise and yet they were still the same family. Even though it still felt weird to Alan, having Dad around, it was okay. Everyone he cared for, except Brains who rarely joined them on the beach, was here.

"Or he'll let one rip like he did to me last time!" Scott chuckled before raising his beer to his lips.

"Hey! That was so not last time, it was at least a year before that, and you'd just stolen the last marshmallow."

Alan giggled at the memory. Scott had indeed taken the last marshmallow, and Gordon had sidled over and given Scott a side hug, in an attempt to relieve their brother of his freshly made s'more. Instead, Scott had pulled Gordon into a big tight hug and eaten the treat over Gordon's shoulder, getting crumbs down the Squid's shirt. Gordon had wriggled intensely, trying to free himself from their brother, which only prompted Scott to hold on longer, even after the s'more had been devoured. An angry and frustrated Squid had subsequently let off the loudest fart, not only prompting Scott to release him but also for evacuation of the log Scott, Kayo and John had all been perched on. Alan had cried laughing, and Kayo had stared daggers after Gordon's retreating, chuckling figure.

"Don't remind me of the obnoxious smell. To this day, you still haven't told me what you'd eaten that day." John stated, in the way only he could, while entirely fixated on the careful construction of his own sweet treat.

"My bet is still on a rotten celery crunch bar." Virgil piped in, having just passed one of his two s'mores to Grandma as he grabbed a beer from the cooler behind her.

"Remind me never to go in Thunderbird Four with you again. The filth alone makes the craft smell without you adding to it."

Kayo chipped in; her tone entirely serious as a small shiver rocked her body. She hadn't been there for that campfire as she had been off the island trying to track down her Uncle. There had been so many small leads that led to dead ends, but they had all needed investigating, just in case. Alan glanced in her direction where she was sitting cross-legged to the right of Virgil, her beer half-buried but upright in the sand. Scott and Virgil were leaning against a small bench they had carried down and turned on its side. They both appeared relaxed, leaning back with a beer in one hand and marshmallow topped prong in the other.

"I should hope Gordon knows how to treat his machine with respect by now. It is a rescue vehicle and should be in pristine condition, ready for a callout. Although, I could ask Brains to add extra air filters to the inventory if such foul smells are a common thing."

The deep voice of his father still surprised Alan and always seemed to demand the attention of the room. It was something Alan was still getting used to hearing. This would be their first Christmas together as a complete family. His brothers would always say Mum was missing, and they were right, but Alan didn't remember a Christmas with her. It had always been the seven of them for him; Grandma, Dad, his brothers, and him. His Dad was currently sitting on a blanket next to Grandma, who had one hand on his arm, almost as a way of keeping him there, and her s'more in the other. She had changed, in a good way, since Dad had come home. She pestered them less and chased after his father more. Dad always got first pick of her cooking creations, her excuse being he needed to make up for lost time, and Alan was not going to complain about it. The fewer of Grandma's cookies placed under his nose the better.

"There is no smell in Thunderbird Four and she is perfectly clean and ready for duty." Gordon proclaimed.

"So, you wouldn't mind if I do a quick inspection first thing in the morning?" Dad countered.

The sheepish look that crossed Gordon's face briefly told the real story, though it was Penelope that tried to save his brother from the mess he'd gotten himself in.

"That will not be necessary, Jeff. I was in Thunderbird Four earlier and gave it the once over. I can confirm that it meets all the required standards and is ready for immediate deployment."

"Sure you did." Scott grinned, wiggling his eyebrows.

Heat rose in Alan's cheeks as Penelope shot Scott a glance that radiated pure distaste for his vulgar mind. She managed to glare in the most ladylike way, but Scott just laughed. Alan just tried to get the thought out his mind. He did not want to know what his brother and Penelope did in their spare time; he was simply happy that they were happy.

"I do remember you getting yourself into awkward situations as a teenager."

The sly grin on the space monitor's face had Scott glaring a challenge at him. Scott had never been that open about his teenage years to Alan, though he had heard a few stories that had been told around the campfire. He'd also heard a few second hand from Gordon who remembered that time better or had eavesdropped on their older brothers' conversations.

"Don't even go there."

"I was only thinking of the time you got stuck in that tree trying to retrieve the model plane Alan had crashed into it. That woman really didn't appreciate you hanging from the branches."

John's voice was dripping innocence as he lent back on his elbow. Scott shook his head.

"I was worried when she called her husband, and so glad that he saw the funny side."

"I remember that. The poor woman was distraught, despite her husband's reassurances. She wanted to get the police involved. Thankfully he said was a waste of time because you were still technically a minor, it really was just a misunderstanding, and you were only in the tree for the plane. I had you apologise at the time as well as write an apology letter that went with the hamper I sent over."

Scott groaned as Dad relayed the facts, his head falling into his hand.

"How could I be so stupid?"

Scott had indeed gone up the tree to fetch the remote-control plane, which Alan had accidently got stuck in its branches. Alan had told Scott the wind had taken it, but he'd actually been trying to show off to Gordon by doing some tricks. Only he messed them up and sent the plane crashing into the top of a tree. He'd tried to climb the tree himself to get it down, but it was impossible as Gordon refused to help him. In fact, Gordon had laughed and chuckled the entire time, especially when Alan had to go up to Scott and his girlfriend and disturb their make-out session. Scott hadn't been happy but had reluctantly gone up the tree to retrieve the plane. Unfortunately, a branch had snapped while Scott was up there, and he'd lost his footing. He'd ending up hanging upside right in the line of sight of the woman's bedroom window. Scott's relationship hadn't lasted long after that either. His girlfriend had posted a running commentary of Scott's 'heroics' on social media, including photos of the husband rescuing him, and she refused to take them down until a week later when Dad got involved. Scott had been upset by the incident and apparently some of his friends hadn't been kind to him about it either. Alan had felt terribly guilty, knowing it was all his fault, but when he admitted it to Scott he was rewarded with a hug. Scott told him not to worry and was glad that he was no longer with such a horrible girl. They had spent the rest of that evening playing videogames together, his big brother trying to show of his skills and failing spectacularly.

"At least she got to eat her hamper. I remember quite distinctly receiving a lovely chocolate hamper that I never got to enjoy."

Grandma's voice was full of jest as everyone turned towards Gordon, who just shrugged awkwardly beneath the blanket.

"I was young, hungry and it was chocolate. What was I meant to do?"

"Gordon Tracy! How could you be so mean to your Grandmother? I hope you replaced it."

Alan sniggered along with his brothers as Penelope berated Gordon for his actions. There was a grin on Parker's face, who was observing the couple intently over the rim of his beer. As her ever faithful companion, he always had Lady Penelope's back. A little bark came from Sherbet, who had woken up from the nap he'd been having on Parker's discarded jumper. There had been a grumble from the man about the fact that he'd only put it down for a second before the dog had claimed it. Alan hadn't quite caught all the words, but it had sounded along the lines of 'mangy mutt'. Penelope opened the blanket to the pug and allowed him to wriggle in and curl up on Gordon's lap. Gordon gave Sherbet a scratch behind the ears as the dog settled down with a yawn.

"Was that not the Christmas that Virgil got stranded at his friend's ranch by the massive snowstorm?"

John shifted as he spoke, leaning back to snatch a chocolate bar and beer from the open cool box. The beer he passed to the man in question, who accepted it grateful. It was his father that answered John.

"I believe it was. Mum and I went out on the tractor, as we had an old snowplough attachment, to some poor folk who'd gotten caught just a few farms over, so we ended up heading over and picking Virgil up too. It did mean we were out longer than expected."

"Giving Gordon time to eat all the chocolate while under my watch! I caught him trying to make the hot chocolate, but I didn't realise it was Grandma's when I took over to stop him making any more mess on the hob. I got grounded because of him."

Scott recounted with a sign. There was a clatter of glass as Scott dumped his and Virgil's empties in the allocated recycling bag, before continuing.

"Thankfully, that little hill was technically on our property, so I could still go sledging with everyone the next day. I remember the snow being so deep we had to carry Alan and we made a family of snowmen near the house."

"I remember that," Virgil interjected, "You and I raced the sledges while John judged who won. I had Gordon with me, and you shared yours with Alan."

"And they both fought us for control. How many times did we almost hit each other?"

"Too many. I had to roll us off more than once, especially when Gordon had us going straight towards that big tree. Though I think Alan took it a step further when he tried to take you both off by steering you into the fence."

His eldest two brothers were chuckling at the shared memory. Alan had a few memories of snowy winters in Kansas but had no idea if he remembered that one. It sounded familiar, but he couldn't tell if it was that day or another similar sledging day. They all seemed to merge into one in his head. He could only separate a few out as specific years thanks so unique events. Like Gordon's bright yellow and orange wool hat that he got for Christmas only to lose it two months later, and the last winter before moving to the island as half the house was packed away and they had all enjoyed the snow for the last time together. There had been one Thanksgiving and Christmas on the island with Dad before the accident, so this would be the second. It felt weird to Alan. In a way, moving to the island was the start of his life without Dad. He had been at boarding school for most of the time and was only home-schooled after they had lost Dad.

"Don't forget the time Gordon aimed for me."

There was a smile on John's face and a glint in his eye that let Alan know there were no hard feelings, and no one had been hurt.

"Though I think my favourite was when Alan dragged Dad onto the sledge and demanded he be taken to space."

Alan's ears pricked up at his name as a deep chuckle rumbled from his father.

"There was barely enough room for Alan once I'd gotten on that sledge, but we made it work. You managed to slip between my knees and yelled 'To the moon!' as we were pushed off. You were so disappointed when the 'rocket sled' got to the bottom and hadn't launched into space."

There were smiles on everyone's faces while Alan's cheeks reddened. His Dad's blue eyes were on him, and Alan swore there were tears in them. He didn't remember that day, but he did remember looking up to his astronaut father. Alan had loved the time Dad had made for him, when they would sit together, and Dad would recount his stories of space. He also remembered his Dad getting busier, and that time becoming less, as Dad started to set up International Rescue. John had filled in, telling Alan of the stars, while Scott, when on leave from the Air Force, told him of the thrill of flying in planes and going superfast. However, for Alan, there was nothing faster or cooler than a rocket.

"Remember Alan's first Christmas when we were decorating the tree with Mum?"

Scott asked the group, though his eyes were on Virgil, obviously expecting him to have the clearest memory.

"Yeah. Mum was trying to keep Gordon from running around and breaking everything while we were emptying the boxes of decorations. She'd left Alan on the mat with some toys thinking he'd be happy and safe there."

"He'd been oddly quiet at the time when you think back." Scott slipped in, "We wanted to get the lights on the tree, only to find Alan had managed to roll over to them and was lying on his belly happily chewing on them."

"Mum had rushed over, and Alan had screamed his lungs out when she'd managed to pry the light from his mouth."

"He had refused to let go of them as well, to the point that we almost didn't have lights on the Christmas tree. Mum managed to coax the wire through his little fingers, though we all spent the next five minutes trying to find a suitable substitute to stop Alan from crying. John then had to check over the lights, but Alan was too young to do any real damage, but Gordon managed to scatter baubles everywhere in the meantime."

Alan watched his brothers gleefully relay the story between them. There was a hollow feeling in his chest at the mention of Mum and him. He'd been told how much she'd loved and adored him, but this was the first time this story had ever been told. Not that there were many to tell. His brothers had been young so didn't always remember things and Dad; well, he'd always struggled to tell stories about Mum. It'd gotten better recently, but there still weren't many of him and her. A hand fell on Alan's shoulder and he turned, half expecting Scott to be there. He had to blink when it was his father, who lowered himself onto the sand beside him. The similarities between Scott and Dad were striking and Alan felt guilty for not thinking of his father first. It was no longer Scott's responsibility to worry after him now. The hand slid along his back and pulled him into a side hug.

"You okay, son?" His father whispered into his ear.

Alan nodded, his head brushing against this father's shoulder. There was no way Alan could express how he felt, especially not here and now, but the warmth that was seeping through from his father helped. It was new and it was different, but he had his Dad again. A Dad who was trying hard to fit back in and get to know his sons again. His father was being careful about not getting in the way or treading on their toes. Maybe Dad felt the same concerns that he did. Maybe next time they gamed together Alan would bring it up. He wondered if any of his brothers had asked how Dad was coping. He bet Grandma had and was paying close attention to their interactions. His father's hand rubbed the top of Alan's arm, bringing him from his thoughts and Alan shifted closer to the astronaut.

"Talking about Christmas lights, I remember a December morning when a certain someone woke up strapped to the bed by a large tangle of lights. Fancy reminding me of how that came about Alan?"

There was a sparkle of mischief in his father's blue eyes as he peered down at Alan, who gave the man a big grin back in return. Alan remembered that morning well, especially how hard it was to not giggle as he carefully wrapped those lights around his brother's bed.

"You mean the December Scott was been a really moody teenager and didn't want to spend the day decorating the house with his family? Apparently, his girlfriend was more fun and a lot less annoying than us, and that he'd rather spend the day with her."

Alan enjoyed taking the lead on the storytelling, especially when he got a satisfying groan from Scott, who appeared to have forgotten the events of that day until now. Alan's body rocked as his father chuckled.

"Gordon and I only wanted to help cheer you up and fill you with the same festive cheer we had. The night before, we collected up every string of lights we could find and hid them in my room, before setting our alarm clocks for seven am. We snuck into your room, quietly unravelled the lights, then we each started wrapping them around you and the bed. We wrapped them tight enough to stop you from getting out. Our PJs were covered in dust from wriggling under your bed, but we managed, and we even found an extension cord and plugged some of them in. Your room lit up with some many colours and cheerful flashing lights, it was the most festive thing we'd seen that year. You almost woke up too, trying to turn over. We snapped a few pictures, turned off the lights and your alarm before we snuck back out to my room where we fell on the bed laughing. Your angry cry of "GORDON!" had been the loudest in a long while, though you weren't happy when it took so long to free you. You ended up missing the time with your girlfriend. Dad told us not to cut the lights unless we were prepared to buy new ones, which we weren't, and you couldn't afford new lights as well as a present for you girlfriend. We did get to spend the day decorating the house together, so the prank worked!"

"Leanne refused to wait for me saying if I really cared about her, I would be on time. She dumped me four days later for a guy two years older. At least I hadn't brought the present yet, so I didn't waste my money."

There was a little bitterness in Scott's voice when he mentioned her moving on so fast. If Alan remembered rightly, they had been dating for almost a year until that point, though it must not have been going as well as Scott thought considering how quickly she replaced him. Bet she wished she'd made it work now he was the commander of International Rescue, though for all he knew she could still be bragging about it. Gordon had insinuated on many occasions to Alan that not all the business trips their brother took were all strictly business, though the fact that Scott often returned stressed and with more 'urgent' paperwork made Alan doubt Gordon's claims.

"That was the year you all ganged up on your father in that snowball fight, practically making him a snowman! You all came back inside red in the face, damp, and shivering. I had to get out so many extra blankets and make so much hot chocolate to get you warm again."

"But you do make the best hot chocolate, Mum."

"Seconded!" Scott cheered, raising his bottle to the sky.

The stories and drinks continued to be passed around the fire, which John packed high with the last of the dry driftwood. The stories were now from more recent times, tales from the past eight years without Dad. The gentle rocking from his Dad's chuckles reassured Alan, who offered his own versions into the mix. When goosepimples covered his arms and legs, Grandma wrapped a blanket around him and Dad. Even on a tropical island the evenings were cool, especially when you are still in shorts and a t-shirt. Alan's head was comfortable against his father and he started to fight his eyelids that kept trying to close. It was a battle he lost.

When his eyes flickered open again, the fire was dying. Alan was still beneath the blanket with his father's arm firmly around him. He yawned as he rolled his stiff shoulders. Blinking, he took in his family who still circled the fire. John and Grandma were cuddled up in a thick patchwork blanket, while the legs of Scott, Virgil and Kayo were cover by a striped one, as they all lent against the bench. Lady Penelope had fallen asleep in Gordon's arms, though they had acquired a second blanket from somewhere. Parker was still standing in the background, his reclaimed jumper now on, and there was a bucket of water in his hands.

"Shall I h'extinguish the flames now, Mr Tracy?"

"Please do, Parker."

The fire hissed out, sending steam into the night sky. Stars were scattered above them, and Alan's eyes were drawn to the familiar constellations. With the fire out the cold started to creep in, and his family started to move, yawn, and stretch. With practiced movements, everyone started to collect their belongings and rubbish, shaking sand off everything and heading towards the path. John and Grandma held coolers, Virgil and Scott took each side of their bench, and Alan grabbed the rubbish bag as Kayo grabbed the recycling. Gordon coaxed Sherbet off his lap before sweeping Penelope into his arms and carrying her away. Sherbet and Parker, bucket still in hand, followed close behind them. As Alan started up the cliff path his Dad's arm returned to his shoulder. He was staring up at the stars though Alan couldn't place which constellation he was gazing at.

"It's good to see these stars again. Did I ever tell you about all the nights Lee and I would stargaze on Alfie? There was the observation deck with this massive glass window in the ceiling, and we'd lie beneath it…."

Alan smiled, remembering the story well, but wanting to hear it again. There was something special about the way his Dad told it.