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Boob Grab Aftermath
The whole night the only thing Beca could think about is Chloe. When they first went to find where the party was and try to impress DJ Khalid all of the Bella's split up. All of a sudden Chloe was pushing Beca behind a plant trying to hide from that Theo guy. Next thing she noticed was that Chloe was grabbing her boobs. When she asked Chloe about it in the moment all she did was feel her up more. Then before she could say anything else they were interrupted by the rest of the girls. Beca hadn't gotten a chance to talk to Chloe the rest of the night since she was taken by Theo to go play around with some amazing recording equipment, then of course there was all the chaos with the bees and the sprinklers that the Bella's caused.
They had been back in the hotel room for a little bit now and all Beca could think about was Chloe. All she could think about was how Chloe had her hands on her boobs. Then Beca realized that she didn't mind it, in fact she liked it, she liked the way that it felt. She even wanted it to happen again.
"What are you thinking about?" Chloe startled Beca out of her thoughts as she came back into the room from the bathroom. She didn't even realize she was done showering.
"I wasn't thinking about anything" Beca lied, trying to sound convincing.
"Come on Becs, I know you. You had that look on your face when you're thinking really hard about something. Talk to me." Chloe came and sat down next to her on the bed.
"I was just thinking about what happened earlier" Beca said nervously.
"Oh about in Khalid's suite? I can't believe that happened. I hope he isn't mad and kicks us off of the tour." Chloe rushed out.
"I don't think he can kick us off of the tour Chlo. I don't think he actually has that much power."
"You never know Beca. What if we ruined everything?" Chloe looked like she was about to cry. Beca leaned over and pulled Chloe in for a long hug.
"Everything is going to be fine, now stop worrying." Beca whispered. She slowly pulled away from the embrace, and found herself sad by the loss of the older girls touch. "I'm gonna go shower now." Beca said as she got to her feet. She needed a moment to herself to figure out what these sudden feelings were.
Beca quickly grabbed her pajamas and her bag of toiletries and headed into the bathroom and locked the door. She turned the shower on and undressed. She stepped into the stream of water and felt herself instantly relax. Then her mind started to wander back to her encounter with Chloe earlier in the night. Why did she find herself longing for more physical contact with the older girl. The more she thought about it the more she realized that she had been feeling like this about the redhead since she broke up with Jesse, in fact maybe even before they broke up. Had she ever felt like that about Jesse? Now that she actually thinks about it she can't ever remember feeling like that about him. She then thought back to when they broke up and how she didn't feel bad about it at all, she had felt almost relieved. She ended their almost 5 year relationship and had felt nothing but relief and the poor guy had broken down crying in front of her.
The more Beca kept analysing her relationship with Jesse the more she realized that she hated it. They had dated for almost 5 years and she hated it. She didn't like it when they hugged, held hands, or kissed. She only had sex with him about 4 times the whole relationship and each time they did it was becasue she felt like she was supposed to and she was uncomfortable the whole time and absolutly did not enjoy it. She doesn't even remember why she started dating him in the first place. She could never remember feeling attracted to him. Maybe it was because he was a good guy. Maybe she got caught up in the moment at the ICCA's and then she didn't want to hurt his feelings. Whatever it was she knows it wasn't because she was attracted to him.
That led Beca to realize she doesn't know if she's ever been attracted to a guy. She didn't have to worry about the whole dating thing in high school because she was such a loner and didn't have many friends. Nobody really tried to be her friend let alone ask her on a date and she was fine with that. She hated movies, so she never really thought about how attractive actors were and she didn't even think about the physical appearance of anyone when she listened to music. It was purely based on how well the singer was or whether or not she liked the sound of a song.
Somehow Beca ended up thinking about Chloe again. She thinks back to when she found out Chloe was going to move to New York with her and how happy she was. She was so scared she wasn't going to be able to see Chloe everyday and had never felt as sad as she did by the thought of that. Then she thinks about how her stomach leaps everytime Chloe smiles or laughs at something she says. How she feels butterflies everytime Chloe touches her. Then to how much she longed for Chloe's touch after the incident today. Then she thought back to seeing Chloe in the shower and how hot she looked. Wait a minute. Did Beca just think that Chloe was hot.
"OH MY GOD" Beca shouts.
"Beca are you okay?" Chloe asks through the door sounding concerned.
"Yeah the water just got really cold" Beca replies, slightly freaking out.
"Well that's what happens when you stay in the shower for 45 minutes Beca" Chloe playfully responds.
Beca turned off the shower and got out grabbing a towel to dry off with. She was gay. Beca was starting to panic. Not only was she gay but she is in love with her best friend. Beca finishes drying off and gets into her pajamas. She unlocks the door and is hugging her stuff to her chest. She walks over to her suitcase and drops everything she's holding into the open bag. She then walks over to her bed and sits down. How has she missed all of this her whole life. She never really took a chance to think about all of this. It never really seemed important to her before, she never really had the need or desire to know this part of herself. She was never put into the position to actually think about this before. Jesse was her first boyfriend and she just thought that how she felt was how everyone felt.
"BECA" Chloe shouts, startling her out of her thoughts.
"What?" Beca still out of it asks.
"What's wrong? You look like you're gonna be sick." Chloe looks really concerned. "What's going on? You're never usually that deep in thought. By the look on your face it seems like something serious."
Beca doesn't know if she should tell her friend about the development or not. She knows Chloe is going to keep bugging her about it. Maybe she should just tell her, rip it off like a bandaid.
"I was never in love with Jesse," Beca says in a daze. Is this really happening? Is she really gonna say it?
"Beca that doesn't make sense, you were with him for over 4 years."
"I know, but I never felt anything when I was with him. I wasn't even sad when I broke up with him. Chlo he fucking cried when I broke up with him and I felt relieved." Beca turned to look at Chloe, her heart racing.
"Becs, where is this coming from? Why are you thinking about this?" Chloe looks confused.
"I don't know." Beca knew exactly why but wasn't sure she wanted Chloe to know yet.
"Come on Becs, you look really upset. I know you hate sharing things, but it's me." Chloe gave her a small reassuring smile.
"I think I'm gay." Beca hears herself blurt out. Fuck, there's no going back now. At least she didn't say the whole truth.
"Ok. That's great Beca. I'm so proud of you for telling me." Chloe came over and gave her a hug. She felt Beca tense up at her touch and pulls away. "How are you feeling about it?"
"Honestly, I feel…. Great!" Beca says, sounding relieved. "It makes a lot of things make sense to me. Like everything that I thought was wrong with me makes sense now, you know."
"That's how I felt when I realized I was bi. You feel like you are broken and then all of a sudden you figure out this big part of who you are and everything clicks. You don't feel so broken anymore." Beca was crying now. She doesn't know why.
"What happened between us earlier?" Beca shakily asks the older girl.
"What do you mean?"
"When we were looking for Khalid. You pushed me behind the plant and you know…" Beca trailed off wiping a few stray tears.
"Oh… that." Chloe looks at the ground "That was nothing. It was just an accident"
"Just an accident… ok" Beca says disappointed.
"Unless you wanted it to be more than an accident" Chloe says slowly looking at Beca.
Beca and Chloe made eye contact and just stared at each other for a while. Beca found herself wanting to kiss the redhead. She was trying to read how Chloe was feeling. Then as if Chloe knew Beca was trying to figure things out she sees Chloe's eyes look down at her lips and rest there for a minute. Slowly the two girls start to lean in. Beca feels her eyes flutter shut. She then felt Chloe's soft lips on hers. They start kissing, slow and soft at first. Their lips move perfectly together. The kisses become harder and more urgent. After a minute they pull apart breathing hard. Beca opens her eyes and looks at Chloe.
"I wanted it to be more" Beca whispers out of breath. Chloe chuckles. "Chlo… I think… no, I know that I love you. It's always been you Chlo. I love you."
"I love you too Becs." Both girls had huge smiles on their faces and started kissing again. Beca couldn't believe what was actually happening, but she'd never been happier in her life.