We got on the bus and my cheeks where as red as blood. Virgil made a joke that made Logan laugh before we got on the bus. Logan was so cute! And he had fun with me at gym yesterday!!!! I am so gay. ToT. Ja noticed my tomato red face "Who's the lucky/unlucky man!" Ja teased "N-No one" Virgil looked at me with the level of confusion that I felt "You ok re?" "No..." I answered. God why was Logan so cute when he laughed. Both Virg and Ja tried to comfort me the whole ride.

We got off and headed to class... Shit, Logan and I have history together. I went to the back of the class next to Logan. "Hello Remus" "Hey sexy" I had a good run... but now I must die. Thank god class started. Oh no, now me and Logan are parters for the rest of the year. GAYNESS IS A CURSE!!!!!!!! Half the class I just stared at Lolo. He's so handsome and cute! I was already freaking out yesterday because lolo was next to me but PARTERS!!!!! I've had a crush on lolo for so long. Maybe it's time to tell him? No he probably thinks I'm stupid, to stupid for him to date. Finally 2ed period! "Hope you have fun with that meeting." Lolo... I'm going to kill myself. That is much easier, anyway I went to the meeting we didn't talk about much. Then gym, lolo has fun with me so I should be his partner... Right? But what if he just said that to be nice? But if he was being nice he would of said "Gym was adequate" or something. But what if he just didn't think about it? He doesn't just not think Remus. This went on for a go half hour. Until "Hey Remus want to be partners again?" Lolo was talking to me and of course i said "Ya! Let's beat these assholes!" I really tried. We won, lolo was so good! I didn't know how he didn't get good grades in gym. Though he seemed like he didn't want to be in gym so he probably didn't do much and that's why. Next was lunch and this time I sat next to lolo! The conversation went as follows-

Virgil: "So Logan, do you have much homework"

Lolo: "No, only math again"

Trader: "You should go to Roman and Remus' with me."

Lolo: "Ok sounds adequate."

Back stabber: "Remus?"

What I wanted to say: "OH YOU LITTLE SHIT!"

What I really said: "Oh ya that'll be fun."

That little piece of shit will die. And lolo can't say no because he just thinks v needs backup with ro. Ima kill him. Can I kill him, lolo. That would be easier. Uggggg, after school on the bus was hell. "o0oOo0oOooOo0oOoOoooOoo" both Ja and Ve chanted. It was soooooo annoying to find myself here. But I didn't really focus on them. What... what if lolo hates me? He doesn't seem like the type of guy to like me. He's different from all my other boyfriends... maybe that's good? I mean, I know he won't cheat/be toxic. He's just the best, I've liked him sense 4th grade. We meet in 2ed grade but in 4th grade. I was crying because ja was sick and Ve wanted to play with Roman and Patton. "Hey, are you ok?" Lolo was next to the corner, one hand on the edge. "Y-Ya." He new I was lying. "Well, if you want, you can play with me!" He sat next to me. "Or~ we could just sit here and mope." I remember just falling apart as soon as he said 'mope'. We sat there for a good few minutes crying. He left the group without anyone saying anything. He told himself he wasn't important enough to have their attention. We made each other feel worthy. He made me feel something else... "Remus!" Ja screamed at me. It was my stop. Our stop, now I want to kill ve again.