"I swear, I'm gonna hex that smelly Ginger boy if ever I see him again!" Bellatrix yelled as they both entered her chambers.
Hermione sighed as she closed the door behind her.
"Bella...calm down." She said as she tried to approach her
"Calm down?! YOU!? WANT ME TO CALM DOWN?!" She yelled causing Hermione to flinch.
Bellatrix saw Hermione tensed across her causing her to put down her hands to her sides and took a deep breath.
"I broke up with him. I understand him, he was hurt Bella. I broke him, not the other way around" Hermione tried again.
Bellatrix hissed through gritted teeth and clenched jaw.
Bellatrix chose walk away to grab fire whiskey and drank the alcohol straight from the bottle.
"Bella..." Hermione said with soothing voice behind her. She tried to ignore her.
"C'mon...give me that. You don't like the consequences that it gives you in the morning..."
She knows me too damn well.
She turn around holding the bottle.
"C'mon...hand it to me" Hermione said and stretched out her hand.
Bellatrix just raised her eyebrow and hissed.
"Why the fuck do you keep on Defending him, anyways? He fucking grope you! GROPE YOU, HERMIONE! HE DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF SOMEONE WILL SEE! FUCK!" Bellatrix yelled and smashed her wand on the table.
"Bella..."
"I will crucio him the next time I'll see hi--..."
"Bella..." Hermione tried to knock some senses to her professor
"Or maybe that's it! You're defending him because you're not over him yet!? Letting him grope you--.."
Hermione couldn't take it anymore.
"BELLATRIX BLACK!" Hermione yelled.
"In the hall. You did liked it, didn't you? Redhead boy, all masculine pressed against yo--"
Hermione cut her off by a slap.
"How dare you?" Hermione asked
Bellatrix looked at her with Range but it all melted when she saw her lover with red eyes and red ears.
"How dare you accused me such thing?!" Hermione continued
"You saw me pushing him away. How could you? I'm not a fucking toy! I'm not a fucking punching bag Black!" Hermione said as tears ran down her cheeks.
"I understand you're angry! But for fuck's sake! Stop being so unfair! Fuck!..."
"I saw you with Alice at the clock tower, kissing her whilst we're together. Did I say a thing? No, I waited for you to tell me but for fuck's sake Bella! It's been fucking weeks and..." Hermione stopped herself
"Hermione...I..." Bellatrix tried to reach her but Hermione backed away.
"Don't!" Hermione said as she took two more steps backwards bumping a chair behind her.
"When we entered here, did you even asked if I'm okay? You saw him, you barked at him but you just look at me then left, did you even asked if I'm okay? Bella I'm tired..." She said as she sat down in the chair and put the heels of her palm to her eyes.
"No..no no no.." Bellatrix said tears strolled down her cheeks she dropped the bottle in her hand and walked towards Hermione and kneeled to infront of her.
"Please, don't give up on me. I'm sorry please... I promise it won't happen again, just please don't leave me please..." Bellatrix begged and pulled her hands and put it in her lips. Kissing it.
Hermione looked at her. So beautiful she thought. Hermione smiled at her as memories of them together came to her mind but also the memories of her crying at night of how many times she caught Bellatrix flirting with a Barista, Professor Collins even a student for Christ sake!
"Don't you think I don't know? All the time you have betrayed me? I was just shrugging it all off, telling to myself that you'll be safe because you're only dating women, you won't get pregnant. All these Months Bella." She said forcing a smile even though her heart is aching, breaking even.
Crying Bella shatters her heart.
Just maybe one more chance. One last chance, maybe she'll change.
Hermione retrieved her hand, stood up and walked away.
"Mione...please don't leave me." Bellatrix begged
Hermione stopped walking as she reached the knob and looked back at Bellatrix still on her knees, crying her eyes out.
"You know I can't." She said before exiting.
I can't leave you even if I want to. I can't. It'll kill me
She wiped her tears as she closed the door behind her, straightened the visible wrinkles of her shirt trying to compose herself.
She ran to the Gryffindor tower and got ready for her next class.
I'm not gonna let her distract me. Not today.
I'll try to.
She thought as she entered Professor Flitwick's class.
"Ah, Granger. Where have you been? Sit down." He instructed.
Bellatrix stood up, feeling shattered, rejected and disappointed. Disappointed to herself.
"How could you?" Hermione's words echoed to her mind.
Yes Black! How could you?! You just broke the woman who stood up with you, who fought your demons. You broke the woman who only believes in you, the only person who cared for you, the person that will give everything she can just to make you happy. How could you?!
She thought as she sobbed and grabbed the bottle from the floor and drank it.
She grabbed her wand from the table and sent an Patronus to Snape to take over her classes today due to her throbbing head.
More like a heart
She's drank halfway of the bottle when she heard the door slammed open. She stood up, ran to the door and kissed her. She happily returned the kiss and moaned.
"I thought we're over?" Familiar voice have said. She opened her eyes and saw Alice Longbottom herself, smirking.
"What the fuck are you doing here?"
Alice didn't respond she just kissed Bellatrix. Bellatrix pushed her away as much as she can but the alcohol is taking over her. She suddenly feel...weak.
Maybe that's what you really are. Weak! Weak! Weak! Weak! You do not deserve your father's surname! WEAK!
She cried, she couldn't do anything.
Alice pushed her to a wall and little Didn't she know was that they are already in her bed.
She sobbed.
"Tell me you want me to stop. Tell me you don't want this. Tell me." Alice whispered as she started untangling the laces of her corset.
"Make me forget." She said.
"How could you?" Hermione's a voiced ringed again.
Weak! Weak! Weak! Weak! WEAK! Worthless blood traitor! WEAK! WEAK! WEAK!
Alice mouth is on her neck sucking hard, leaving a mark on purpose. She then latched Bellatrix's lips and kissed it roughly drawing blood.
Bellatrix moaned.
I need this.
She thought.
She rolled them over, now Bellatrix's on top copying Alice's movements.
I need this.
Make me forget.
Forget about her.
I need this
She sucked to Alice's pulse point making her cry for pleasure.
She then heard a gasped.
She froze and turn around.
She found no one but she heard the slamming of the door.
Hermione
Fuck!
"How could you?"
She abandoned Laughing Alice and chased after Hermione.
"How could you?"