Updating so soon just because my last chapter was kind of weak. Smutty chapter, Chyeah. Also I know when you read this some people will probably think, hm not very neville like, but honetly at this point I think he has probably grown a lot, but don't worry I tried to keep him as Nevillish as possible.

CPOV

When we got back to Neville's he ran upstairs slamming his bedroom door, obviously blaming him self for what happened to Luna. I told Neville's grandmother and she said it was a shame, but there wasn't anything Neville or any of us could have done. She was right. I checked on Neville several times but he kept his door firmly closed. It hurt that he was shutting me out like this, but if that's what he needed I would leave him alone. Neville's grandmother eventually went up to bed and I sat in the living room curled up on the sofa twirling my wand between my fingers.

"Lumos."

The living room brightly lit up and I looked at the pictures of Neville and his parents surrounding me with there smiling faces and I couldn't help but smile back.

"Nox."

I was plummeted into darkness again.

"Lumos"

"What are you doing?" I nearly jumped out of my skin when I saw Neville standing there. "I was...just...Merlins beard Neville you nearly gave me a heart attack."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

He sat down in the chair on the other side of the room away from me, which hurt a little.

"Are you ok?"

"fine." He whispered.

"Neville?"

"Just...one of my best friends was taking...because of me."

"Neville it isn't your fault."

"If only I was stronger." His voice was just audible enough as he slouched down in the chair.

"Neville. What happened wasn't your fault. We all tried to stop them."

"I didn't try hard enough, I was too busy being unconscious."

"Again, not your fault."

"Why would they take Luna though...she's pure blood?"

"Like that would stop them from trying to mess with people Neville."

He ran his hands through his hair leaving in a right mess. "I'm sorry for ignoring you when we got home; I just needed to be alone. I'm sorry."

"It's ok Neville, I understand."

I walked over to him leaning down and giving him a small kiss. "I'm going to bed ok? I'll see you in the morning."

As I leaned back up he grabbed my wrist starring intently at me. "Don't go yet. Please?"

"Well what do you want to do?"

He pulled me down bringing me in for a long hard kiss. "I just want to forget about everything for a while." He whispered kissing my forehead.

"I can probably help there."

We continued to kiss and I started to climb onto his lap.

"No, wait. Not yet."

"Why not?"

"Trust me." he laughed giving me another kiss. "I want to try something."

I stood up as did he and he started to unbutton his shirt as I removed my own. He started working on his trousers his eyes intently fixed on me and I could see the lust building in them, I was sure mine were exactly the same.

As soon as we were in our underwear he lunged forward attacking my mouth with his, our hands roaming each others body. I felt one of his hands slid down my back his fingertips gently caressing the skin before his hand slipped down groping my arse and my eyes flung open. "Neville!"

"What?" he removed his hand quickly. "I'm sorry. I was just..."

He was breathing heavily still holding me close to his body and I could feel his arousal pressed against my stomach.

"Do you...not want me to do that?"

I had to ask him. "What else were you too afraid to do before?"

He licked his bottom lip starring at me. "A lot of things."

"Such as?"

He leaned in capturing my bottom with his mouth gently sucking and nipping on it, a rather loud moan escaped me and I felt my arousal level shoot sky high.

"Oh god Neville."

He ran his hand down my body and started stroking me through my underwear. "I love knowing I make you that wet."

I didn't think I could take it anymore. Everything he was saying was driving me nuts; it was like a whole new Neville had come out.

"When did you become so confident?"

"Maybe frequent standing up to the Carrows does that." he shrugged.

"Maybe."

I leaned down grabbing my wand off the table, which was still the only light source in the room, casting a silencing charm on the room and locking the door, also casting a small spell on myself.

"I'm ready for you Longbottom."

He wrapped an arm around me whilst slipping his free hand into my underwear. My moans were cut off when his mouth went over mine. He gently lead me down so we were both laying on the floor and his started to kiss my throat and lick at my collarbone causing me to whimper. "You're so beautiful." He whispered into my skin as he laid a trail of kisses down my body using his tongue to lick at the sensitive areas of flesh. I had some small idea of what he was going to do and couldn't actually believe it. He reached the bottom of my stomach and I could feel his hands trembling against my skin as he hooked a finger on the seam on my underwear. I leant up my elbows looking down at his shaking form. "Neville you don't have to do that."

He looked straight up at me. "I want to; you have no idea how much. Do you want me to stop?"

"No Neville, I..."

"Nervous?"

I gently nodded and he smiled. "Me too."

He licked his lip, my whole throat felt incredibly dry now, and he started to slip my underwear off pulling it off my legs chucking it to the side. I lent back closing my eyes out of sheer embarrassment. A small wow was all I heard from him before I felt it, His tongue, it was incredible. He moved it over my folds before flicking it against the bundle of nerves on the top occasional sucking at it. "Oh…fuck…Neville."

I reached round needing to grip onto something grabbing one of the legs of the coffee table, if I was any stronger I would of snapped it clean off. My moans steadily got louder and I started saying his name after very oh god and fuck, breathlessly.

I couldn't take it anymore.

"Neville. Please Neville I need you...Now."

He swiftly moved kissing his way frantically up my body and placing himself at my entrance.

"You taste absolutely amazing." I sat up pushing Neville back onto his back and straddling him, he looked completely shocked. "My turn to try something new."

I placed myself over his member forcefully pushing myself down, we both gasped at the sensation. Neville gripped onto my hips as I steadily started to move against him.

"Oh...fuck…Cathy..."

He sat up still gripping onto me as I steadily became faster and faster against him. I bit his shoulder trying so hard not to scream out in ecstasy but as I felt him start to thrust up deep inside me hitting every spot, I felt myself unclench as the orgasm hit and I screamed his name but I kept going until he finally let go inside me and we collapsed on the floor.

"Blood hell Cathy."

I lay there on Neville his arms wrapped warmly around me for what seemed like ages. It was nice not having to worry about anything else for a while. Deatheaters, the Carrows, Voldermort. It seemed a million miles away in that moment.

Next chapter is gonna smutty aswell. Review? if you're a new reader check out my other story? x Also someone mentioned doing a follow up to this and ideas started happening, but it all depends how you vote in the poll.