Untouchable,
Nothing matters as long as we are together.
I could tell that this wasn't right from the minute Kai wasn't moaning. He didn't seem relaxed and I was getting softer with each thrust I was trying to satisfy him with. After all this build up, Kai just didn't seem to be enjoying our love-making moment.
So to end this awkward moment, I pulled out of him and leaned over his tensed body to check if he was okay. "Kai?" I muttered insecurely and released my hands from his hips.
Words couldn't describe the sight I was about to witness.
Kai rose up his hands to latch on to the bedframe and he pulled himself up. Seconds later, he stepped off the bed and he was covering his face with his t-shirt. The next thing I heard was a 'snuffling' sound, like a bunged up nose and sore throat.
He was crying?!
My heart stopped beating and my eyes widened. "Kai, what's going on?" Without thinking, I rushed up from the bed and stepped my naked figure in front of him to stop him from running out of the bedroom.
No, not this time buddy, you're not going anywhere~
"Tyson, don't…" He begged in a vulnerable tone.
This situation was suffocating me; I was struggling to breathe because my chest was locking up. Yet the only thing I could register was the fact that I had to comfort the poor guy. In a masculine gesture, I held out my arms and wrapped them around his shaking body.
Eagerly I pulled him closer and hugged him protectively. "Kai… I'm not here to hurt you." I whispered into his ear and gently placed my trembling lips onto his upper cheek.
"I know that." My captain removed his deep violet t-shirt and revealed his swollen face. "I didn't feel anything Tyson."
That sight alone broke my little heart; I'd never seen Kai in such a confused state. "Don't worry about it." I hushed and smiled in a weak tone to reassure him that everything was okay. "I kinda knew something was wrong, I felt it too. But it doesn't matter."
Gently he wriggled free out of my arms and his emotional crimson eyes looked up at me. He looked speechless and I could see that the inner child inside him was breaking down. It was hard for me to swallow all this emotion that was building up in my eyes. I had to remain strong for him, especially as this was probably our weakest moment as a couple.
"Look, Kai, I don't want you to feel pressured into all this." I took a deep breath and wiped the last tear that was rolling down his face. "I just you to be happy. Nothing else in the world matters to me when you are standing beside me. I love the bones of you."
Like sunlight breaking through dark clouds, that confused expression evaporated from Kai's face and he cracked a weak smirk. "You must be crazy Tyson." He commented and closed his eyes. Slowly he started to take deep breaths to regain his comfort.
It never ceased to amaze me how comfortable we were around each other, even before we were dating.
But oh man, he has the body of a God and it was so hard to keep my self-control. Fuck it, I'd happily not have sex again if it was to keep him around~
The tension in the room then calmed and I chuckled at his cuteness. "Look, get dressed. I will take us out for some ice-cream. I think something sweet is in order to pick you back up." I winked and blushed when he placed his lips sweetly over mine.
A/N: Another sweet piece between the two. Guys, I'm not saying that Kai wouldn't love sex. I just think the past eventually would haunt him in the early days. At some point in our lives we experience some trauma that will change the way we look at the most simplest of things. I pity my fiancée for picking me out of the 6 billion people on this planet. I came with packaging that I thought was impossible to handle, but instead, over the years, he's helped me overcome them one step at a time. Therefore this whole story is dedicated to him, he's an angel despite that he drives me crazy. Little A Granger~
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