Getting this out the way so everyone understand. I haven't finished the show at all. I've only seen all of season 1 and a bit of 2. I did see some of 3. And i'm not sure but i think i've seen an episode or 2 with Brittany so there's that. I have another Clover X Mandy story with Alex and Sam as the sides as well... anyway. And a Yakuza x totally spies idea in the works. So basically this whole thing may be OOC. I have no good experience doing this so i'd be grateful for reviews. Yes i will be doing lemons, forgive me i do love lemons... And if you can guess where i got the title of the story from... 10 points to giffindor...OH and i'll be putting this on A03 as well. Ngl i'm surprised there's not alot of yuri of them over there compared to here... And there will be singing i'm sorry i like music so much i include music all the time in my stories. Thus i guess these 3 could have a band in the story. We'll see with that one.

Now it's time to play the game.

CUE THE THEME!

Chapter 1: Better off Dead

The blonde girl sighed. She had finally gotten done with Detention.

"UGH FINALLY!" She moaned. She was wearing a red t with a blue skirt and white shoes. This girl is Clover Ewing.

Clover exits the halls of Bev high and let out a sigh.

"Should of told the girls to wait on me." She went. "Then again... A walk wouldn't be too bad."

And so She decided to walk back to her place. They were gonna spend the evening hanging out. Of course after they did some studying.

The afternoon sun that should be shining was covered by darken clouds that had a surprise for the lass.

And it would soon drip on to her face. And again, and again and again. It was raining.

Clover looks up at the clouds with a twitch.

"Are you... KIDDING!?" She went with a groan.

Luckily the rain wasn't bad, but it was still annoying to deal with for the poor lass.

"Can this day get any wor-" She catches herself. Everytime someone says that line, it usually come true. So Clover thought of an alternative.

"Can this day get any better?" She went. And waited... Nothing.

Then a black gt suddenly pulled up along side her.

Clover eyes widen as she had a good guess of who's driving.

'DAMN IT, I THOUGHT IT WOULD WORK, WHY HER OF ALL PEOPLE!' She thought.

The now downed windows revealed a girl with a purple T and white skirt with black shoes. The girl's long hair was purple and on that girl's face was a smirk.

"Well well I see someone's without a ride, hahaha." Goes the girl with her loud nasal laugh.

"Ugh Mandy." Goes Clover crossing her arms looking away from the girl.

"So Clover how did you enjoy that Detention?" Mandy pressed. So of course Clover had to fire back.

"It was nice not hearing your Steve Urkel voice for awhile, now I wish I was back." Clover went.

Of course Mandy would laugh at the attempt. Clover would shake at her laugh. Good thing it was raining right.

"Aw, is the rain bothering you too much?" Mandy teased. She must have caught her reaction or thought the rain was too much of a distraction. Clover would roll her eyes before she started to walk on.

Mandy watched her for a second before she sighed.

"Clover!" She calls out. The blonde would turn around. Expecting another insult but something else came instead.

"Care for a ride?" Mandy asked. Clover paused and looked liked how a deer looks at an oncoming car.

"What?"

"Would you like me to drive you home?"

A little red appears on her face before she responds.

"Sure.."

Meanwhile Sam and Alex were working on their notes in Clover's living room as they waited for Clover's arrival or at least a call for them to get her. They would've worked in the library as they waited. But Clover insisted they head on to her place, also Alex... well.

A little hmm grabs Sam's attention as she sees Alex staying on a topic. She moves closer to her to see, getting a giggle in a responds. Sam playfully shakes her head.

"You just wanted me close didn't you?" Sam said. Alex nods playfully. Sam chuckles and looks over at the time. She knew Clover would have called or texted them by now.

'What's keeping that girl.' She thought.

Just then her phone went off. Of course she went to check it and it was Clover. She was on her way back.

"Alright, Clover's on her way back." Goes Sam.

"Do we still have time to cuddle?" Asked Alex. Who's sadden from the interruption.

Sam chuckled. "Afterwards." Of course Alex whined. Sam soon kissed Alex's cheek.

Clover looked down at the car's floor. She didn't expect this of all things. Especially with the genre of music playing in the car. Who would of taught Mandy listens to JRock.

'Better than nothing.' Clover thought. It was better to have some noise for the silence. Then Mandy begun to spoke.

"Hmm, I guess I should say sorry for getting you that detention." Mandy goes.

Earlier today Clover and Mandy got into their usual spats, however this one would take a bit of time that would equal a detention for Clover and somehow not one for Mandy.

And with that sentence Clover widens her eyes as she looks at her violet driver.

Mandy notices her expression.

"Oh don't give me that look." Mandy goes.

"You just apologized to me, MANDY WALTERS APOLOGIZE TO ME!?"

"Do you want me to pull over and force you out my car?!" Mandy went annoyed.

SNAP!

Mandy blinks. She sees the phone in Clover's hand.

"Did you take a picture of me?"

Clover stuck her tongue out playfully.

Mandy blinks before she laughed. Clover of course blinked in response.

Clover looked down at the picture. A little smile would form on her face. She was grateful for that.

Sadly it wouldn't last as her smile became a frown as they arrived at Clover's home.

"Houston we have landed." Went Mandy.

'And we're gonna have a problem if we get caught.' Clover thought as she quickly got out.

And as if on cue 2 specific people would exit the house and see the 2.

'Crapbaskets.' Clover thought as Sam and Alex saw her leaving Mandy's car.

Nothing except confusion were on their faces.

A smirk was Mandy's face as she decides to toy with her.

"Clover." Mandy calls out causing her to turn her around.

She gives her a wink and does her laugh. Driving off with a smirk.

Clover looked on with a worried look and it stayed as she turned around to face her friends.

Alex had a look of confusion, while Sam had a look of disbelief.

"Clover." Went the red head.

Clover walked pasted them and into her living room. Trying to buy time to give a response. Her friends followed of course.

"Clover, did we really see you with Mandy?" Sam asked her.

Clover took her bag and pulled out her notes and placed them along with her friends.

"Clover?" Goes Sam again. The blond turned to face her.

"All she did was give me a ride."

"But that wink she gave." Goes Alex.

'Great.' Clover thought.

"Girls we know Mandy, she probably did that to mess with you 2." Clover goes.

Alex and Sam sighed. Perhaps that was the case.

"Now can we get this going? I don't want the whole day to be just school stuff." Goes Clover.

Sam smirked as she and Alex joined their blond friend.

Inside Clover sighed with relief that she was able to dodge. She wouldn't want to tell them how she actually felt about the situation.

And after at least an hour and some change. The studying came to a close.

"Ugh that took FOREVER!" groaned Clover. Sam and Alex chuckled at their friend.

"Well, we got time so what you girls wanna do now?" Sam asked the group.

"How about some Karaoke?" Went Alex.

"Hmm, well we've done that a bit much haven't we?" Sam went.

Alex gave her a frown and... oh no... PUPPYEYES!

Sam looked away as soon as she noticed but the damage as already on the way. A sigh escapes Sam, signaling Alex's win.

"Fine, but only if Clover wants to." Sam goes, giving the signal that gets Clover's attention.

"Sure." Clover goes. Sam blinks.

"Really just sure?" Goes Sam. She wasn't expecting that. It was rather deadpanned.

Alex smiled as she went towards the T.V. Sam looks at Alex then back at Clover who's back to looking at her phone. She would pry but decides to join Alex as they wait for her.

Time passes as the group sung. Alex and Sam sat next to one another as Clover picks her song to sing. She looks back to see Sam and Alex's heads close to each other.

She gave a little smile to them and at the same time she envied them.

Clover looks back to finish her selection and she chose-

Better off Dead by Sleeping with Sirens!

She would have sung that special song but she didn't feel ready yet.

Clover: She said she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room. She cries, the way she feels inside.

Clover: Is too much for her

Clover: When all you've got is these four walls. It's not that hard to feel so small or even exist at all.

A dramatic pause.

Clover: How come no one heard her when she said

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead, if I was, would it finally be enough. To shut out all those voices in my head?

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead. Better off dead!

Clover(dramatic): Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?

Clover: This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Clover: Gone, gone. This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Clover: She doesn't know she's beautiful, cause no one's ever told her so. And the demons that she hides

Clover: Are all she knows!

Clover: And maybe she can fall in love. With someone in her life that she could trust.

Clover: And tell her she's enough (will someone tell her she's enough?)

Clover(drops to one knee): How come no one heard her when she said...

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead. If I was, would it finally be enough.

Clover: To shut out all those voices in my head?

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead. Better off dead!

Clover: Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?

Clover: This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone. This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone!

Clover: When all you've got is these four walls. It's not hard to feel so small!

Clover: When all you've got is these four walls. It's not hard for you to feel so small!

Clover: All she wanted was to be enough. All she wanted was to be enough. So what does it take? Maybe it's not too late!

Clover: Yeah no one heard her when she said..

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead. If I was, would it finally be enough, to shut out all those voices in my head?

Clover: Maybe I'm better off dead. Better off dead!

Clover: Did you hear a word, hear a word I said? This is not where I belong.

Clover: You're gonna miss me when I'm gone! Gone, gone!

Clover: This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Clover: Gone, gone. This is not where I belong. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Sam and Alex had smiles as they heard their her sung. Clover's voice was nice considering the genre.

Once Clover finished she gave a bow.

"Thank you." Goes Clover acting like she's in front of a legit crowd. Soon after the singing, the girl's decided to watch some movies until it was time to part.

And soon it was.

"Well we're off." Goes Sam.

Clover waved at her best friends as they head off. Her mom would be back soon. She stands and looks at the picture on her phone and smile.

Sam and Alex would look through the window catching Clover's smile.

"Do you think she's got a new boyfriend?" Alex went.

"Maybe." Sam goes.

The 2 notice that Clover's smile was getting wider. Her expression was changing to. A Romantic like one?

"Hmm... whatever it is, I'm sure she'll tell us." Sam said.

"You know, I'm still worried about her." Alex says.

Sam nods in response. "Well we'll see what happens tomorrow... And hopefully that one song won't mean anything."

The 2 would head off after that statement. Sam would look back one more time before heading off.

'Clover, we're here for you. You can talk to us.' Sam thought.

Clover stood for a few moments before sighing. She should wait for her mom to get back. Clover decided to wait. She sits on the couch and turns on a movie. She turns on Desert hearts. And she keeps the volume at a decent level, as she didn't want to be caught.

"I'm home." Shouts Stella announcing her return. Clover, turning off the movie at Vivian and Cays kiss in the car, would stand up off the couch and hugged her mother.

"So how'd the studying go?" Her mom asked.

"It was great." Clover said with a sort of quick response.

Stella looked at her for a moment. "Anything else you want to share?"

"What?" Clover asks.

There's a silence.

"Clover, I understand you're at that age." Her mother starts.

"Mooooom." Clover groans.

"No mom Clover, detention again? That's the fifth time this month. I'm shocked you're not suspended."

"Must be the Ewing charm?" Clover says with a smile.

"Clover." Stella says sternly.

Clover stops and shrugs.

Stella sighs.

"Please Clover try to do better."

Clover looks at her. Silence fills the room.

"I'll get started on dinner " Stella says.

.

.

"I'll be in my room." Clover shouts as she enters. Her Safe haven.

The room in question's accessories didn't exactly fit Clover's image on the outside, but it did fit her heart.

While most girls like her , or what she shows at school , may have posters of Skillet, Nickelback (they're not that bad) and Evanescence. Her's ,while they are in that category, goes more towards Slipknot, Breaking Benjamin and a few more. And on the head of her bed is the poster of Three day Grace and Fozzy. And she's got some Marilyn Manson too.

Clover would send the pic she had to be printed. Once it was, she walked over and grabbed it.. She head over to her closet. And saw the tarp that she was glad was still there. She would move the object from the closet and remove the tarp.

And her smile grew for there on a pedestal in a case, was a picture of Mandy in the same outfit she wore today. However with a smirk and a flick of her hair.

Clover would take her new pic and place it next to the main picture. She had a look for a mood. Annoyed, Anger, Ego, shock, and funny. Clover picked up the main picture, Ego and spun. She would bring the picture to her chest for a moment. She soon put it back in the case before regrettably putting it back.

She looks at it's placement.

"Mandy..." she goes to herself.

She walks over to turn out the lights. She decided to just sleep in her underwear tonight. She heads to her bed and turns on some music.

She loops up at the ceiling and as the song plays. She begins to cry. One would think it would be dumb. Playing such a song that would make it easier to bring out such emotions. Especially the cover version. But for Clover it helped her.

Clover does an annoyed sigh with a groan. She covers her face.

"I'm such a mess." She goes to herself. "Every time I see her, I want to embrace her, kiss her, love her... But I can't..."

She grabs her hair.

"Mandy..." She starts to shift around. "Mandy... Mandy.." She continue saying her name in sobs as the song continued.

"Mandy... don't let me drown..."

Meanwhile on the other side of the door, a sad, hurt expression is on the face of Stella.

"Clover." she goes, hearing the sounds of her daughter's sobs. Wanting to help her in anyway.

And also at Woohp a man in his fifties in a suit would be hearing the audio of the person he would consider like a daughter to him. The man being Jerry Louis.

He sat at the desk with a heavy heart. Jerry only recently started "eavesdropping" on Clover due to concerns about her performance. And also since Sam asked as well. He stops listening in and sighs.

"Love, the things it does to us. Especially in the hearts of the adolescent."

But there was something, something waiting for it's moment to strike. And it'll do whatever it takes for it's goal.

For not far from The hills in what seems like a small office. There stood a figure, a female figure. Looking out of the office window.

AND CUE END THEME, GOD DAMN. So how bad was this story, don't leave poor old me in the dark. Also I know somethings got everyone like WHAT. So but I hope not to hard. I'll be re reading this over and over till I feel it's all good enough for me to move onto the next chapter. Also I know the end part was weak? Bleak? I'm trying to pace that part properly.