Hey yall! Okay, so this was a bit of an intense chapter. I tried my best not to be overly detailed with Hana's abuse but its hard when I needed him to relay it to Ken, so I really hope I didn't offend anyone... With that being said, the idea for Ken to go to Byakuya was random but I think that it was a necessary evil.
Oh and that last part of the chapter? Well, that's just me being a perv, HEHE! I left it on a cliff hanger because who doesn't love a good cliff hanger?
The next chapter will focus on Hana's relationship with Ken.
Please leave a comment with feedback and suggestions. ENJOY.
Until next time loves...
"It began my first year at the academy… I didn't know many people and the people I did know rarely spoke to me. I was an outcast of sorts…." Kenpachi was listening with intrigue and also ire towards those that treated his love as if he was nothing. As he listened he rubbed small circles into Hana's back, calming and encouraging him to continue his story. "... and then one day someone spoke to me. I was truly confused as to why this person would speak to me when no one else did but they seem to truly not care about what everyone else thought… we… we started as friends. My first real friend, I thought…" Hana had started shaking slightly at this point and leaned further into the large captain's body.
"I really thought he was my friend, Ken, I thought that he loved me as a close friend, maybe even a brother. But I was wrong. So wrong".
The last sentence was barely even a whisper. Kenpachi knew that Hana was struggling with direction in telling his dark story, not knowing where to actually start. Kenpachi decided it may help if he asked questions so that Hana wasn't wandering through his mind on his own.
"When did it begin, flower? What was the first incident ?" Kenpachi asked hesitantly. Hana sighed, his eyes focused and then he spoke again. "One day before one of our major exams when we were studying together he kissed me. I tried to push him away but I was so weak I couldn't do anything to stop it. It was so unexpected I don't know that if I even had the strength, that I could stop him… that was the first day he ever forced me to do something I didn't want to do."
"Tell me how it escalated. When did it… how did this all happen ?" Kenpachi helped guide the story again. "It started little by little. One day a kiss, and then he would be back to normal. Then a touch, and then back to normal. It continued like this for weeks. It was all a mind game, him pushing his sick boundaries with me. It confused me, sometimes I even thought it was all a dream… and then one day it all changed, he was no longer the same person, I guess he figured he no longer needed to pretend with me…."
Kenpachi knew that the story was about to reach its climax and he wasn't prepared. But he needed to know, and Hana needed to know that he did not have to bare the pain of it all on his own. "I had been trying to put space between him and I so I'm not sure how he was able to do it but I am sure that he drugged me. I must have been unconscious for a while because when I woke my brain was in a fog. It took me a while to realize I was tied to one of the large tables in the science room…" Hana had started crying at this point, his shaking body pulling itself as close as possible to the other warm being. "... Oh Ken, I was so afraid. I realized I was naked and that there was a tray of medical instruments laid out on the table next to me."
Kenpachi didn't know what to say. Shit, he didn't know if he should say anything at all. He didn't even know what to think other than that he knew he would kill the son of a bitch who dared to touch his Hana. Kenpachi leaned forward to kiss Hana's head and held him close.
"That first day he... He touched me and made me... Well... he made me cum. He said that everything he did, I would like because I was only a whore. As he made the cuts and pierced my body, he made sure that he touched me. I didn't want it, kami I begged him to stop but he wouldn't! It went on for hours… after that, I was broken. I was never a fighter but whatever fight I did have was gone. I was afraid and yet I didn't know what to do. So like a coward, I did nothing."
Kenpachi was upset but now he was furious. "Let me tell you something Hana, I'm pissed, fucking livid. I want to tear that mother fuckers head off. But it will send me over the fucking edge if I hear you talk about yourself like that, do you understand me? Hana looked up, a bit frightened at Kenpachi's words. He saw the anger in his eyes but he also saw fear… and love. Hana's demeanor softened and he laid his head back onto Kenpachi's chest. "I'm sorry Ken". Kenpachi sighed, relieved that Hana took his words the right way and didn't become upset.
"I need you to tell me the rest baby, I'm going to fix this so tell me the rest…" Hana nodded slightly and continued. "He continued with the same tactics over the course of my stay at the academy. If I cried, he would beat me, so I learned not to cry. If I tried to fight, he would pierce deeper, so I learned to stay still… I became a perfect little doll for him. My only saving grace was that my grades were impeccable and I was able to graduate early. "
"Baby, he never… I was your first, I know I was... But…" Kenpachi was stuck for words. He wasn't a man who ever had to filter his words but he wanted to be sensitive to Hana.
"He never entered me, Ken. He… he used toys. But he never prepared me when he did, and it was always painful. That's why when you came along I knew that you could give me the pleasure that I was never allowed…." Hana had stopped crying and was slightly sniffling, he looked up at Kenpachi with a genuine smile. "... you gave me the love I never expected. Ken, I love you. Thank you for listening to me".
Kenpachi was surprised by Hana's words. He had been so brave through telling this whole story he couldn't believe that he was lucky enough to call this man his. He leaned down to kiss Hana. It was a long, slow and passionate kiss. The two men telling each other how much they truly loved each other. If it wasn't for Hana being emotionally exhausted, Kenpachi would have taken him right then and there.
Kenpachi broke the kiss and looked down at Hana with love and determination, and then he spoke. "Hana, I will find the man who did this to you. And I will kill him, do you understand me? But for now, I'm taking you home. I'm going to feed you, feed you and then I'm going to watch you sleep." Before Hana had a chance to say anything, Kenpachi had already picked Hana up bridal style and started to flash step the two home.
Byakuya Kuchiki and Kenpachi Zaraki have never been on good terms, ever. Actually, the two may dare to say they hated each other. They were two men with the same goals, they just had two very different modalities of reaching those goals. Byakuya was stoic and calculating whereas Kenpachi was loud and did everything on a whim. So, it came as a surprise to Byakuya to find the other captain waiting on him in his office.
"Well, what a surprise this is, to what do I owe the pleasure ?" Byakuya was curious. He knew the other captain would only come to him for one of two things. Either to fight or for information. He wondered which one he would have to provide the beastly man today.
Byakuya sat down at his desk. Kenpachi sat opposite of him allowing the captains to gauge each other's moods. Kenpachi still wasn't sure that this was a good idea but it was his only option. Byakuya could tell that whatever it was that Kenpachi needed was very serious because he was sure he had never seen the other man make a face like he was currently. His eyes focused, calculated… lethal.
"Look here Kuchiki, I need a favor from yah. You can say yes or you can say no but listen to what I have to say before you make a decision, got it ?" Byakuya picked up the strain in the other captains' voice and decided that he would listen to the request. He nodded his head in agreement and waited. "You may have heard that I've been dating a kid from Unohanas squad, well it's true. The kid's name is Hanataro. Sweetest little thing I've ever encountered, fucking beautiful too… but he's got some... demons…"
Kenpachis voice deepened and Byakuyas interest peeked. 'What demons could this young man possibly have? and what would such a sweet young man want with a rabid beast such as Zaraki ?' Byakuya wondered and Kenpachi continued. "…during his attendance at the academy he was abused. The fucker used some real sick tactics on Hana. Played mind games, used knives, sick shit like that. Hanas been struggling with it all on his own until we got together, now we're just working on picking up the pieces…" Kenpachi's voice trailed off.
"I am sorry to hear about the atrocities that this young man was forced to endure… but what is it that you believe I can do to remedy this ?" Byakuya asked, honestly confused.
"I want you to find the fucker. I don't have a name, I'm too afraid to ask Hana, and he hasn't offered one so I know that mentally he isn't ready to tell me. But he knows my intentions. I want the motherfucker at my feet, bleeding and begging for mercy…" Kenpachi was staring Byakuya in his eyes now, showing his determination and blood lust. "... So can you help me, or not ?"
Byakuya sat there as still as a board. Kenpachi knew he was thinking so he just stared at him and waited. Finally, Byakuya folded his hands together and rested them on the desk in front of him. "I will do what I can to track down the monster, however, I am not doing this for you, but for the young man, Hanataro. Do you understand me ?" Byakuya left out that he had met Hanataro and was fond of the sweet young man and his kind soul. The boy reminded him of his late wife and it sickened him to think someone would use and abuse him for pleasure. Although, the younger man's personality did make sense now that he knew a little more about his past.
"I understand, thanks. I'll send a report of the information I have, and whatever other information I can get from Hana and Unohana." With that Kenpachi left to go be with Hana. He didn't want the younger man to wake up and he not be there, not after the day he had yesterday.
Kenpachi returned to a quiet house, guessing that Yachiru and Hana were still asleep. As he walked into his room he realized that the bed was empty and started to panic until he realized that he heard the shower in the ensuite bathroom running.
He stalked into the bathroom and stripped off his clothes with a large grin. He stepped in behind Hana, silently. The other too caught up with washing his hair to notice his lovers presence. Kenpachi snaked his arms around Hana's waist and pulled him closer resulting in a high pitch loud squeak from Hana.
"Ken, oh goodness you scared me! Where were you this morning?" Kenpachi chuckled lightly at this as leaned his body over Hana, running his hands all over the expansion of the slim wet body.
"Didn't mean to scare you, babe , had a quick errand to run, thought id be home before you woke up. Sorry. " And Kenpachi was sorry, he had heard the bit of fear riddled in his lover's voice.
"Mhhh it's okay, I just missed you", Hana whispered as the warm water from the shower and Kenpachis large hands started to wash away all his worries. Wanting to give Kenpachi better access to his body, he turned in his arms and leaned up on his tippy toes with his arms outstretched up. The universal sign for 'pick me up'. Kenpachi chuckled again and did what his little lover wanted, picking him up and holding him by his bottom as soon as Hana wrapped his legs around his waist. His legs were too short to reach all the way around but with Kenpachi supporting his lower half he was comfortable.
Hana wrapped both arms around Kenpachi's neck, using it as support to lean in and kiss the captain. The kiss started off slow but after awhile Kenpachi deepened it, wrapping his tongue around the smaller and tugging on it. Hana relished in the kiss, wanting more
Kenpachi could feel Hana's growing erection against his stomach and knew that it wouldn't be long before he had the younger man writhing and begging him for release. If it was any other day he would tease him until he did just that but today he wanted to pamper Hana and show him how much he cared.
As they continued to kiss, Kenpachi navigated his hands between their bodies and slowly started to stroke Hana from base to tip. Hana broke the kiss with a long moan.
"Mmmm Ken… So good" Hana rested his head on Kenpachi's shoulder as he let the pleasure take over his body. It wasn't long before he felt that tug deep in his belly and the next thing he knew he was screaming Kenpachi's name as he climaxed all over their bellies.
Hana panted as he lay limp against Kenpachi's body. And then he realized something, even though he had cum, he still wanted more. He wanted Kenpachi to thrust deep into him, he wanted to hear both of their moans mingle together as if they were singing, He wanted Kenpachi Zaraki to own his body, to own him.
Hana looked up at Kenpachi and smiled when he saw that Kenpachi had been watching him. Something about this man was so enticing, and kami did he love it. Hana nuzzled into Kenpachi's neck as he spoke "Ken, I want you to fuck me, right here, like this.
Kenpachi froze. He had never heard Hana use that type of language, and he sure as hell hadn't ever heard him speak in such a demanding tone. FUCK was he aroused. He felt his own impressive erection grow a couple more inches. He never told Hana but he had never taken him when he was at full mass. He could get up to 10 inches long, and five inches thick but Hana was used to about 7 inches long and 3 inches thick. That's a pretty fucking big difference in his book and he knew that Hana would notice. It was too late now to contain himself, he just prayed that Hana would be able to handle his full size or at least not be pissed that he hadn't told him.
"Oh Shit Hana, fuckkk, do you know what you do to me ? Do you ?" Hana just smiled at the question and twisted his body a little to reach down and grab Kenpachis large erection. When Hana's hand found its destination he gasped and his eyes widened as he looked up to his lover, curiously and alarmed.
Kenpachi shook his head a bit before he turned off and stepped out of the shower, still holding onto his lover. He walked into the bedroom and carefully laid Hana out in the middle of the bed, before sitting on the edge, staring at the wall. He was conflicted. He wanted Hana so fucking bad but he knew at his current size that he would hurt him. What the hell should he do?
"Ken.. talk to me, please ?" Hana whispered.
"Babe, I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to be afraid of having sex with me before. But I have never taken you at my full size. This...", he said as he gestured towards his monster of an erection. "...is my full size."
Hana had felt it before and knew that it was much larger than what he was used to but now that he could see it he was a bit scared. How the hell could any one man be that large? He had to be at least 9 inches long, and maybe 4 inches thick.
The room was quiet for a while before Hana spoke. "So… does that mean that we have to go slower when we have sex this time ?" Kenpachi whipped his head around to look at Hana, in utter shock. What in the hell type of reaction is that? He still wants me? Even at this ungodly size?
Before Kenpachi was able to collect his thoughts he felt small hands touching his massive erection, and then he realized they weren't just touching it, they stroking and spreading lube along the length. "Hana, what the FUCK, are you doing ?" He whispered harshly, trying to ignore the pleasure those beautiful silky hands were giving him.
Hana just looked up to him with an an innocent smile. "Well if I'm supposed to fit you we're going to need a lot of lube, and you'll probably have to prepare me with four fingers right, or maybe even all 5? I'm sure it'll still be a very tight fit but we totally got this !" Hana sounded completely at ease as if he wasn't talking about having to fit an almost 10-inch cock up his tight ass.
Kenpachi just stared blankly before he started to laugh. It was a long and deep laugh, one that makes your belly hurt afterward.
"Oh god baby, I love you so much." He wiped a tear from his eye before he got serious again. "Look I'll do this with you… but it'll hurt like ah bitch, you understand that right ?" Again, Hana only smiled. He took Kenpachi's fingers, covering them in lube and then brought them to his entrance, ready to take this show on the road. Kenpachi wasn't sure this was his brightest idea but Hana was willing, and it did seem like a challenge, and everyone knew he loved a challenge.
