Becky's POV the next morning

Waking up this morning was probably one of the most relaxed sleeps I've had in awhile. One being Sasha is currently my little spoon and I love the way her body conforms to fit completely flush with mine. I'll never get tired of cuddling with her because I love how in shape she is. Her body is a temple that I love to worship and put my hands all over. I dunno I just never in a million years would I have ever thought I'd end up falling for another woman, yet here I am. Everything about my life right now is something that I never would have guessed would happen to me. I know I say how I'm still in disbelief about everything and being with Sasha but I can't help myself. How is it possible that from my greatest wrong, I got such a positive outcome from it. It doesn't make sense and I've yet to figure it all out. Even as I lay here with her in my arms I still think it's amazing. Amazing how I got so lucky to have been blessed with this human being in my arms right now. I can't even in words describe how much I love Sasha. I can't imagine my life without her in my life and I don't think I ever want to. Besides Sasha is my bitch and she needs someone to call daddy. That being said I think it's time I woke her up because I'm horny and I'm hungry. Sex first breakfast later.

Slowly I began leaving small kisses on her exposed arms, eventually migrating toward her neck and up behind her ear. It's working because I can feel her squirming around in my arms.

"Wake up we have a problem and I need your help to solve it." I purred in her ear knowing I have her in a vulnerable position right now. As if my accent wasn't her kryptonite already, it only intensifies ten times more in the morning because my morning voice is pretty deep and raspy. So I can bet that she's probably already turned on more than I am right now. "You remember last night when I promised I was going to put you to sleep?" I asked slowly creeping my hand down her abdomen. "Well I've decided that now is the perfect moment."

"Mmmm please don't make me beg." She groaned out grinding her hips on mine.

"But you're so hot when you beg for me."

"Please Daddy! I want you so goddamn bad I'm so wet." She whined.

"You know what you want so take it." I spoke simply because I feel no need to do all the work. She wasted no time grabbing my hand and guiding it down into her panties. "You little whore! What were you dreaming about? You are so damn wet it's a mess down here."

"You. I always dream about you."

"Oh really?"

"Mhmm."

"What'd you dream about?" I asked slowly moving my fingers careful not to cause her any real pleasure, but enough to make her writhe for my touch.

"The very first time we ever had sex and how fuckng beautiful you looked laying underneath me. I'll never forget the faces you made during it. You're the best I've ever had and I get so excited thinking about it." She panted out breathing fairly heavy. And I'm not sure if it's possible but I think it made her even more wet. "Please babe! I need you I want you so bad."

"Babe?" I spoke in a questioning tone.

"Please daddy!" Outside our bedroom I'm her babe, but inside the bedroom I'm Daddy. I know most people would think that since Sasha is The Boss that she's in charge at all times but that's just not the case. At first when we first started to mess around she was, but back then I was a newbie. I had no idea how to please another woman and myself at the same time, lucky I'm a pretty quick learner and Sasha is a good teacher. So in no time I flipped the script and had her begging calling me Daddy. Ever since we've been going strong just like that.

"Please Daddy what?"

"Please make me cum I'm so-"

"Hey Becks what's for breakfast we're hungry?" Asked Charlotte as she suddenly burst in the room.

"Please tell me we're having pancakes." Added Xavier as he appeared next to her.

"Perfect timing guys!" I groaned out letting go of Sasha. I swear this is the last time we're ever letting anyone stay the night in our house. It's that or we have to start locking doors.

"FUCK YOUR PANCAKES! GET THE FUCK OUT!" Yelled Sasha throwing a pillow at them.

"Hey what's you're... Oh!" Spoke Xavier using his hand to cover his mouth.

"SHUT UP AND GET OUT!" Yelled Sasha throwing another pillow. She absolutely hates it when she doesn't get her release. If there's one thing I've learned about her is to never ever let her get blue balls because she gets really really grouchy.

"Bruh they were totally about to fuck! Or were you guys-"

"GO!" Growled Sash sitting up and glaring at them. At this point all I can do is laugh. She's so cute when she's angry, my little bi-polar hot headed tamale.

"Kay Char let's go!" Laughed Xavier tugging on Charlotte's arm.

"Awe man this is too fucking good. Where's Bayley when you need her? Guys stay right there Imma go ge-" Letting out a very frustrated growl Sasha got out the bed and charged them pushing them both out the room closing and locking the door behind them. "Awe Sash come on I was kidding."

"FUCK OFF!" She yelled back before coming and climbing on top of me.

"Well today is starting off on a great note huh!?" I laughed because it's funny to me.

"Why did I let you talk me into letting them stay here? We should have thrown them into a hotel!"

"Sash they're our friends. It'd be mean if we did that while we have like four extra bedrooms. Besides it's not that serious we can always do this again later." I reassured rubbing my hands along her thighs.

"No I don't want to wait." She pouted taking off her shirt revealing her breast to me.

"Babe you realize they're still probably standing there listening right? I mean I don't know about Xavier but I know Char is still standing there right Char?" I asked raising my voice on the last part so Charlotte could hear.

"Right!" We heard from the other side of the door.

"Told you."

"Honestly I don't care. Fuck it if she wants to hear me go down on you then so be it. We're not leaving this room until this ache goes away." She stated coming down to kiss me. "Besides I'm feeling adventurous if she wants she can join too." She purred in my ear.

"Oh fuck no. Fuck her I don't share!" I growled gripping her by the hips and flipping us so she was on her back and I was above her. I know she's just kidding but that for some reason made me really really really jealous. I'm very possessive when it comes to Sasha and I don't want Charlotte's grubby fingers all over my girlfriend. The thought of anyone other than me touching her is more than enough anger for me to not care if we have an audience.

"You don't but I do so-" Before she could even finish I crashed my lips to hers in a rough manner.

"Looks like I'm going to have to put you back in your place because you're way out of line." That only got her to smirk and bite her lip.

"I'm sorry Daddy." Well I hope Char has a chair because we are about to be here for a while.

XXXXXXXXXX

A hour and a half later

"Okay so then who's going where?" Asked Trinity as we are all downstairs eating at the table. By the time me and Sasha finished our business and showered, the girls had already started breakfast. So we helped set the table and cleaned up any used bowls and such.

"Alright Becks you, Bayley, Kofi, and Xavier are in charge of all the party supplies. So cups, plates, utensils, pool toys, decorations etcetera you guys are in charge of it."

"Any specific color scheme or theme?" I asked because after first deciding to throw this party we haven't really talked about it much since then.

"You can get anything you want baby just make sure we get ashtrays." She smiled kissing my cheek being I'm sitting on her lap.

"Oh yeah we're going to need a ton of those."

"Yup. Okay and so then that leaves me, E, Trin, Char, and Mina. I need two of you guys to stay here and look out for the moon bounce guys because I ordered a moon bounce two days ago and I'm not sure when they are coming to set it up. I talked to them on the phone and they said they'd come by and show us how to set it up."

"You ordered a moon bounce?! It's fucking lit let's go!" Exclaimed E clearly really excited for the moon bounce.

"Yeah so you wanna stay behind and wait for them to come?"

"Uh yeah! I'm going to be first in that thing." He smiled.

"Hey I wanna be first in the moon bounce too!" Whined Bayley.

"Alright then Bay you and E stay here. Me Char, Kofi, and Xavier will go get the supplies. Then Sash, Trin, and Mina, you guys are left to get the booze, food, and other party enhancers." I shrugged because I think that's everything covered.

"Alright sounds good to me."

"What do you mean by other party enhancers?" Asked Bayley in a very confused manner. You know how in every group of friends there's that one friend who is conservative. The one who is the most responsible and doesn't partake in recreational activities. Yeah in my group of friends that's Bayley.

"Drugs Bay. Lots and lots of drugs." Answered Charlotte blandly like it was no big deal.

"Oh.. Wha-"

"Weed, cocaine, acid, molly, shrooms. Anything you can think of you'll probably see it here tonight." Interrupted Charlotte before she could even ask. The expressions that crossed Bayley's face was very hard to read but I know she probably feels uneasy.

"Bay you won't have to worry about any of that stuff I know you aren't into any of that stuff and that's okay. When Becks told me that I made sure I went out of my way to make sure we have a ton of food, and a shit ton of candy. Hell you're the reason I got the moon bounce. And none of us do any of that crazy hard stuff, we all just mainly smoke weed and that's it. All those other drugs I'm not going to be the one to bring them here. People bring their own stuff and that's how these parties go." Reassured Sasha.

"Oh okay."

"Yeah I don't want you to feel pressured into doing something you aren't comfortable doing. It's just no matter what people are going to be high off something tonight and there's nothing I can do about it but to just let it happen and pray the 5O don't show up."

"I told you Bay we have this party planned down to a T." I chimed in.

"Alright I guess one of us has to go this sober so I can tell you guys all about the stupid shit y'all did tomorrow morning."

"Bruh! You know what I just realized?" Interrupted Kofi randomly.

"What?"

"We should have got someone to videotape tonight's party. That way we can watch how lit we all were."

"Just like Project X." Added Tamina.

"Nah fuck that. Are y'all trying to ruin my career? The last thing I need right now is another ground shattering story about me. Pop star Sasha Banks and friends get fucked up at party look at her throwing up over a balcony. Insert funny clip of me throwing up and like pissing my pants." That got us all to laugh that sounds really funny actually.

"I'd pay good money to see that!" Char blurted out.

"I bet you would." I mumbled looking at her.

"Oh and babe they'd probably get you too. You know you get aggressive when you're fucked up. I can see that now too. Sasha Banks' girlfriend Becky hit with a lawsuit for punching an innocent victim in the face for talking to Sasha. Insert a black screen where you hear loud music and people talking, but over all of it you hear an angry Irish woman yelling about someone talking to her girlfriend. Then the clip goes from black to Beck hitting someone with a two piece."

"I don't think I'm aggressive when I'm fucked up. It's just people try to trick me and I have no time for bullshit." I answered confidentiality defending myself.

"Babe you punched a girl in the face one time for dancing with me."

"Well she was grinding on you and I wasn't having it. I told her to stay away from you and she thought I was kidding. Fuckng bimbo tried me and I had to show her what's up." I shrugged making it clear that I don't regret my actions. "I'll do it again if I have to."

"So should I tell the strippers not to come?" Smirked Sasha with a cocky smirk on.

"No they can come I don't give a fuck, but let a bitch try and touch you.. Ha they'll meet Becky from the block alright." I shrugged eating a grape off my plate.

"You know what I was still a bit skeptical of you Becky but I really fucks with you now. Like you really ride for Sash and I like that. Not many people ride deep with her like we do." Spoke Tamina randomly.

"Yeah given there have been people who tried but weren't in it for the long run. People we thought we could trust." Added Kofi.

"Y'all gotta stop because I'm still not over it." Growled Trinity narrowing her eyes and balling her fist.

"Let it go I moved on and I got me someone new. It's a thing of the past and there's no use lingering in the black." Stated Sasha hugging me around my waist.

"So is now a bad time to ask what happened?" Asked Charlotte taking the words right out of my mouth.

"Now I feel really left out and I don't like it." I spoke looking down at Sasha. I'm racking my brain trying to think if Sasha has ever told me of such story. Nothing... She has literally never ever told me anything about her past relationships. It's probably not a big deal to anyone else here but it matters a lot to me now. I feel like I should know about the people before me. She knows that before her I've only ever been with Finn. I've had boyfriends before him but none of them I slept with besides Finn. I've only had two different lovers in my life and I have no idea how many Sasha has had. Fuck I don't know why but just the fact that she's never told me makes me feel some type of way. If she really loves me she would have told me this ages ago and I shouldn't be in the dark. Does she not trust me enough to tell me these things? Or is her list so long that she knows if I knew I wouldn't want her anymore. If it is she knows I don't care because I'll still love her no matter what, so why wouldn't she tell me? Looking around the table everyone is staring everywhere but at me and nobody is saying anything. "Alright whatever I'm over it now." That's a lie I'm just trying to keep today's mood up because I want everyone to have a good time. "Anyway we should probably wrap it up here and get a move on. It's almost noon and the party starts at eight so that gives us approximately five hours to get all the supplies and set up. Leaving us two hours to get ready." I spoke getting up off Sasha's lap and carrying my plate over to the sink.

"Babe it's okay we have plenty of time everyone runs on CP time out here."

"Yeah nobody's going to show up until like eleven. Maybe later." Added on someone I'm too consumed in my thoughts to try and figure out who said it.

"Well I like to make sure everything is ready to go. I like being prepared for anything." I murmured opening the dishwasher and began to load it with the dirty dishes from the sink.

"You don't have to do the dishes Louise is coming by later to clean up before the party."

"It's fine." I spoke simply trying to not let my annoyance show through. I know it's such a small thing I'm upset about but I can't help myself. Why don't I know anything about Sasha's past relationships? And what makes it even better is she even said it herself that she felt like we needed to get to know each other better. She knows everything there is to know about me and I don't even know who her first relationship was with. "Is anyone else done with their plate?"

"Becks we all literally just started to eat ten minutes ago." Spoke Sasha awkwardly. Ugh god the sound of her voice is really pissing me off right now. Thank goodness everyone is around because it's because of them that I haven't snapped. I'm not even angry I'm just annoyed if anything. I feel like she doesn't trust me since she hasn't told me these things.

"Kay. Well when you guys finish can you put your dishes in the sink?" I asked closing the dishwasher.

"Becks you okay?" Asked Bayley in a concerned tone. I might seem fine on the outside but like always Bayley sees right through my facade. However I can't let any of them to know I'm very upset right now so I just smiled.

"Yeah I'm fine I'm just stressed about all the work that needs to be done around here before the party. It's nothing honest I'll be alright. Umm I'm going to go start getting ready." With that I walked out the kitchen and headed upstairs. Going into the office I turned on the computer and started checking my email. Maybe if I dive into work for a bit it'll make me feel better. I'm one of those people who when I'm flustered I work to keep myself busy so I don't let whatever happened get to me. There's always something going on with the stores and I like to stay on top of it. Like every now and then I'll go to Mattson's social media pages to make sure that everything that's being posted on them is right and not messed up. Starting with our Facebook page everything is good and people seem to be leaving positive comments and such. Next up is our Instagram account, this for some reason isn't as updated as much as our other platforms but it still has a good couple hundred thousand almost a million followers. I gotta talk to whoever the hell is in charge of this account and tell them to stop slacking. Although I kinda like it because one of its most recent uploads is from The Grammys where Sasha and I were kissing. It makes me laugh because they photoshopped out the Grammy and put in one of our reusable bags from our store in its place. They even tagged us in the photo... While I'm here I might as well take a peek at Sasha's profile. Maybe if I go down far enough in her photos it'll show me who her past relationships were. She has over a one thousand photos so I'll probably be here for a while. I don't care though I have time. Scrolling through the first hundred of them I noticed that a majority of them low key are about me some how. But then everything after that are just selfies, food, studio pictures, candids, and album promoting. Nothing there so it's on to Trinity's profile.. Then Tamina, Xavier, and E. Kofi for some reason doesn't have an Instagram. All of them were clean so I'm headed to Twitter. I just know one of them has to have some sort of clue and I'm determined to find it. Call me crazy but I just need to know who was in my place before I came into Sasha's life.

"Alright Gingie spit it out. What's your deal?" Asked Charlotte coming in the room with Bayley not to far behind.

"What deal I'm fine. I'm chilling." I mumbled not taking my eyes off the computer screen.

"Why are you lying to us?"

"I'm not."

"Then why are you stalking your girlfriend on Twitter?" Asked Charlotte coming to the side of me.

"I'm not stalking her."

"Becky I don't know if you know this or not but you're a hundred and two weeks deep in her profile. Those are post from almost two years ago. Nobody goes that far back in someone's profile unless they're investigating." Added Bayley pointing to the date marker on a tweet.

"I'm just making sure nobody is trying to low key talk to Sasha unbeknownst to me. Boys these days think they're slick." To that Charlotte turned off the computer screen and spun the chair so I was facing her. "Hey?!"

"She didn't tell you about what they were talking about earlier did she?" All I could do was stare at her. I'm trying to hold back the tears but I can't help but to let them fall.

"No! I know nothing about her past relationships. I think she doesn't trust me otherwise she would have told me ages ago." I got out between sobs because it hurts so much to think that, but I don't know what else to think right now. I'm so emotionally and physically invested in Sasha that it hurts knowing there's a chance she doesn't trust me. "What if I'm not her only girlfriend right now? What if I'm like hoe number seven?"

"Jesus Becky come here." Cooed Char pulling me in for a hug. "You aren't hoe number seven. I'm positive you're hoe number one." It was then that I felt Bayley push Char off me and hug me.

"Don't listen to her you aren't a hoe. And Becks we did our investigation already last night. She's clean every DM she either swerved them, didn't respond, or didn't open it. Text messages, emails, and phone calls check out to. The only one who gets the most attention is you. She doesn't even respond to her friends half the time but she always responds to you." Reassured Bay rubbing my back, she gives the best hugs.

"How'd you guys get into her phone?" I sniffled wiping away my tears. I feel better knowing she isn't cheating on me.

"Sasha is a heavy ass sleeper. She has fingerprint ID enabled on her phone. So I used her thumb to unlock it and then left, put it back when we finished. I damn near took my knee out on the bench in front of the bed trying to get to the phone it was so damn dark in there."

"Becks you know we love you and we know how much you love Sasha. You threw away Finn for her so there would be no way in hell we'd let her play you. We did what we had to do to make sure this is all legit." Spoke Bayley pulling away.

"Although I must say B you send some really good nudes. I mean they all had the perfect lighting-"

"Stop!" I groaned hitting her.

"She's right I didn't know you had a ripped body under there." Smiled Bayley lifting up my shirt.

"Yeah whatever your workout regimen is I want it. Mine is starting to get too easy for me."

"Find yourself someone who's borderline a sex addict and you'll have abs like mine in no time."

"Oh perfect that's my kind of workout." Grinned Char.

"I guess that's something I could perhaps look into." Shrugged Bayley.

"You don't even have to look E is totally into you and I know you're feeling his vibe." I smirked because I noticed how the two of them were sitting next to each other at breakfast this morning.

"Mhmm and what a better way to get to know each other then jumping in a moon bounce together." Added Charlotte getting Bayley's cheeks to turn a bright red. "Trust me Bay when I say he's that workout regimen you need."

"Eww stop! We're just friends."

"With benefits." I giggled.

"No! When did this turn into ganging up on me? I thought we were here to talk to Becky? Can we do that instead please."

"We aren't done with this conversation. But Becks you okay now tho?"

"I'm alright for now but it still hurts that she hasn't told me yet. Maybe I was just overreacting earlier. Maybe they were really bad relationships and it's taking her a lot of confidence to feel comfortable telling me about it."

"Yeah see there you go. I bet you it's really nothing to worry about, but you should still talk to her about it. If it bothers you so much the only way it'll stop is if you talk to her about it." Cooed Char. It oddly was then that there was a light knock on the door. "It's open!"

"You guys okay?" I don't have to look to know it's Sasha. "Everyone is done eating and starting to get dressed."

"Oh yeah we were just on our way out." Spoke Charlotte nudging my leg and then grabbing Bayley as they both got up.

"See you guys in a bit." And then before I knew it me and Sasha were the only ones left in the room.

"Baby are you okay?" She asked coming over so she was standing in front of me. "What was that downstairs you're worrying me. Did one of them say something to offend you?"

"No I told you I'm fine."

"Becks you know I don't like it when you lie to me. You were crying. I can see the teardrops on your shirt." She murmured kneeling down in front of me. "What's the matter princess?"

"It's nothing really I'm being honest. I'm just a bit moody is all, I think it's almost that time of the month." I shrugged. I don't want to ruin the mood for tonight I'll talk to her about everything tomorrow. That got her to place a hand on my thigh.

"If you want we can change teams and we'll wait here for the bounce house guys. We can lay down and cuddle until you feel better." I only shook my head no.

"None of them know their way around here and we can't afford to have one of them get lost and waste time. Plus there is no way in hell I'm letting anyone else drive my Jeep. You're the only one who can and that's it."

"Okay. I love you."

"I love you too. Now come on let's go get dressed." With that I got to my feet taking Sasha with me. She then pulled me in for a hug so I hugged her back. I really hope she isn't hiding something from me.

Later that night Sasha's POV

"Do these pants make my but look weird?" I asked checking myself out in my closets full length mirror.

"No if anything that ass looks fat. Keep them on I like them." Spoke Trin pinching my butt. "How does mine look?" She smirked striking a pose sticking her ass out.

"Fanfuckingtastic!" I smiled looking at her ass. Out of all of us Trinity was the one who was blessed with an ass thicker than oatmeal. And she's wearing a sundress right now so her ass really is on display. "Your ass always looks good."

"Can one of y'all zip this for me?" Asked Tamina as she came over to us and turning around so I could zip the top of her shirt.

"Yo did you invite French?"

"Yeah he said he might come he doesn't know. Why?"

"She trying to take him home with her." Chuckled Mina turning to face us being I zipped up her shirt.

"And so!? French Montana is Daddy like for real for real. He my future baby daddy."

"Listen if you do I want a five page essay in mla format telling us how it went." I grinned because between the three of us we literally tell each other everything.

"Oh you already know."

"Who else is coming?"

"Honestly I'm not even sure. I only invited personally twenty people. But people have friends who have friends who also are coming. I dunno but I just hope it isn't as many people as it was last time."

"Oh my god please no. Everywhere you turned there was a new person."

"One of those motherfuckas took my phone charger and I'm still not over it." Growled Trin. At my housewarming party there were so many people who showed up. I only invited maybe thirty people but people just kept showing up and then they brought friends who had friends. It was a wild ass night most of which I spent higher than a kite so I don't remember every detail. I just remember people passing me stuff and taking a hit and passing.

"Bitch that was a whole year ago get over it!" I giggled it because the next morning she was losing her shit over not finding it.

"Do you know how expensive chargers are these days? And it was a brand new one too."

"Alright well now you know not to leave it on the counter." I shrugged going over to my jewelry box and pulling out my Legit Boss rings and put them on. "Alright ladies it looks like we are all done and ready to go." I smiled putting down my shades and turning back to look at them.

"Wait before we go let's get this group selfie real quick." Spoke Mina pulling out her phone. We then all gathered together in front of the mirror. After snapping a few different poses we did any final touches and headed out the room to downstairs where we agreed we'd all meet up again. After we finished setting everything up we all split up to get ready. So the boys used the rooms downstairs, Becky and her girls used one of the guest rooms down the hall, and me and my girls used the master bedroom. Getting downstairs the boys were already done and watching tv on the flat screen.

"Did Becks and the girls come down yet?" I asked because I miss my orange. Also because I'm still really worried about her from this morning. I know something else is bothering her not just pms.

"Nah." Answered one of them being they are all facing the TV.

"Who's down for a little pre party party?" Asked Trin holding up a bottle of Ciroc.

"I'm in!" Spoke Kofi almost instantly getting up and coming over to the table that has all the alcohol on it. We all gathered around the table.

"Round one of the night guys!" I grinned as they were passing out shot glasses.

"So y'all just gunna take shots without us?" I heard chime from behind me. Turning to look it's my beautiful girlfriend and she looks amazing. Ugh I can just stare at her all day she's so beautiful. I especially admire her right now because she's wearing her goggles on the top of her head. My beautiful goggled orange.

"I got yours right here babe." I smiled holding out a cup for her to take. She took it and then gave me a quick kiss.

"Thank you." She smiled wrapping an arm around me. Ugh she smells so damn good I love it. "You look really good right now."

"Thanks I knew you'd like it. I did it all for you." I smirked biting my lip in anticipation of what she'll say next.

"I'm telling you now but that outfit isn't going to stay on you for the whole night. I don't want to right now but after a few drinks I'll probably want to rip it off you." She purred in my ear giving me slight goosebumps.

"I can say the same to you. I love it when you wear my jewelry." I was looking for my gold "Boss" necklace that matches my rings and I thought I left it back at the other house. Turns out Becky took it and decided to wear it tonight.

"Well one of us has to look good in it."

"You fucking bitch!" I playfully growled hitting her lightly.

"You love it!"

"Hey guys! Earth to Bosha." Spoke E getting both of our attention. "We're making a toast."

"Oh see look you got me all distracted and shit." I mumbled turning back to the counter where all of us were standing around.

"Sash your house your toast." Spoke Xavier nudging me.

"Alright this one is to hopes that tonight is one of the greatest nights of our lives. A night that hopefully we all will remember come tomorrow morning. To new friends who are now part of the family. And overall let's get loose and have fun tonight." I then lifted my cup up into the air and everyone did the same. "Cheers guys."

"Cheers!" They all said in unison before taking their shots.

*ding dong*

Upon hearing the doorbell ring we all stopped what we were doing and looked at each other.

"Let our night begin!" I grinned because our first guest has arrived. My only wish right now is that I hope people use the trash cans and don't leave their cups wherever.

2am

"Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! AYYYYEEE!"

"Agh fuck!" Groaned out Becky as they put her back down to her feet. I'm not entirely sure but at some point someone brought a keg and my girlfriend just did a keg stand. I'm not sure if that was her first time ever doing one but she handled that like a pro. Imma be honest I'm actually really proud of her for doing it.

"Damn that was really fucking hot!" I spoke in her ear being the Dj is still blasting music.

"Thanks it didn't hit yet but I know it's gonna hit hard. And I'm already pretty fucked up right now." So it's probably been four hours since our first three guest arrived and since then that number has multiplied exponentially since then. There are people everywhere some are chilling inside, some are chilling outside. Probably half the people here I've never seen before and it's making me a little bit anxious because I really hope nobody is snooping around in my stuff. I mean I locked up all my valuables and such but you never know. I'm not sure where everyone else went and I haven't seen any of my friends for maybes two hours now.

"See those bong rips really fucked me up bae. And whatever the hell was in that jungle juice is fucking me up."

"You good?"

"Yeah I'm perfect. Even better now that I just remembered that you're my beautiful girlfriend and I love you so fucking much." That earned me a really sloppy kiss. "I swear to god I'm gonna marry you one day!"

"Promise?"

"Promise nobody is allowed to have you but me. You are mine and I don't want it to change." As I said that I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"Mrs. Rebecca Banks. I love it, it has a nice ring to it." She smiled looking me in the eyes. This is another thing I love about her, when she's high her eyes turn so red against her porcelain skin. But you can't really tell because she is also pretty drunk right now too and because of that her eyes are open completely.

"Sasha Lynch sounds really good too though." That got her to smiled and pull me in for a long hot passionate kiss.

"Remind me to remember this conversation when we both aren't fucked up."

"Okay." I mumbled before going back to making out with her.

3am

"Just hold it like that and make sure you use you thumb to cover the choke."

"Like this?"

"Yah man you got it." Smiled Snoop as we all watched Bayley attempt to take her first ever bong rip. It was funny because she's been sober all night long but as soon as Snoop asked her if she wanted to smoke with us she didn't hesitate. I'm actually not sure if she's ever been high before, if she hasn't she's about to go on a wild ass trip. The stuff Snoop smokes is the realest shit I've ever smoked so I can only imagine how she's doing over there.

"Now just light it and inhale as you do it." I explained before passing the blunt to the next person in the rotation. Right now we are sitting on the back patio at the table smoking. I'm not entirely sure on how I got out here or when but I'm here and that's all that matters. I don't know where Becky went last I saw her Charlotte was dragging her away to go play beer pong. Ideally I would have followed but I'm so out of it right now that it never registered in my head to follow them. I'll be honest I am so fucking fried right now and it's only going to intensify as this night goes on.

"You got it Bay I believe in you!" Exclaimed E who not surprisingly is sitting next to her. I'm almost pretty sure there is something going on between them. That's okay though because I think they kinda look cute together. Lol what would their ship name be? Bae? Eley? Bigbay? E and B? EBay? Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dumb? Haha nah that's pretty mean but it's pretty funny. Hmm I don't know that's a hard one to come up with.

"Sash?"

"Huh?" Shoot how long was I tuned out?

"Your hit." Spoke surprisingly Trey Songz nudging me. Not sure when he showed up but it's nice to see his lovely face. Taking the bong from him I took a hit and cleared it before passing it on. Now that I'm really looking around is that The Weeknd at the far side of the table? I dunno my vision is kinda fucked right now. Odds are it probably is I did invite him.

"Yeah I think I'm done for now guys. I'm literally on the verge of dying right now." I murmured taking a sip of a random water bottle that was sitting next to me. I know it's a really big no no to drink from random water bottles but my throat is burning after that last rip. "Oh yeah dudes I'm fucked up and I need sex. Does anyone know where my girlfriend is?" I asked looking around the table. None of them knew where she is so I shrugged and walked in the house.

"There she is!" Boomed a voice. "How you living blood?" Asked the same voice as Rick Ross appeared in front of me.

"I've been good just living life. How you been?" I asked hugging him. We share a bond because he calls himself the Boss too. However we aren't the same because I'm a Legit Boss.

"I'm good keeping on the DL the usual." He then began to start to ramble about something and I zoned out. There are two things on my mind right now, finding my girlfriend and going to the bathroom to pee.

"Hey real quick have you seen my girlfriend? She's like an inch taller than me, bright eyes, beautiful bright orange hair."

"Honestly there are so many head here I'm not sure."

"Okay thanks for coming. I'll see you around." I murmured before walking away. I know I'll just text her real fast. And I'll do that right after I go pee. I'm not even going to bother going to use the bathroom down here because there's probably a line for it and I'm not waiting to use the bathroom in my own damn house. That being said up the steps I go to my master bathroom. Getting up the steps was the easy part. Now it's just to try and wiggle my way out of these pants because they are so tight. It was hard but it wasn't impossible for me to do. I never like going to the bathroom when I'm fucked up because once you manage to finish your business you have to wash your hands. When you wash your hands when you're fucked up you end up looking at yourself in the mirror and then you momentarily sober up for a minute. And in that moment you realize just how fucked up you are. I'm pretty fucking lit right now and it's very apparent being how low my eyes are. Well my mission to have a good time is accomplished. What would make this the perfect night is if I can get some good loving from Becky. I really fucking miss her right now and I don't know where she went. Oh right I forgot I was gonna text her. Drying my hands off and leaving the bathroom I pulled out my phone. Another sign I know that I'm a hundred percent not sober is by looking at my phone and it seems more clear if that makes sense. Like it seems brighter than it really actually is... Finding Becky's contact in my phone I began to text her.

"Where'd you go?"

After it sent I closed my phone and began heading out the room.

"Congrats on winning three Grammys." I heard randomly. Yeah I'm definitely turnt because that voice is.. No I'm just really high probably right now. "What so you just gonna pretend you don't know who I am?" Fuck no. Of all the times it has to be now. Looking up my eyes met with hers and I can almost cry.

"It's easier on me that way." I murmured because this just completely blew my high.

"I saw your acceptance speech for album of the year. I guess you did have it in you to come out finally." She spoke closing the space between us.

"Well I got tired of holding in my feelings. Becky is just so goddamn beautiful and I want to show her off to the world as my girlfriend." I answered honestly.

"What does she have that I don't. When we were together I begged you to come out but you just wouldn't do it. Then she comes along and you just go telling the world you're gay."

"Look I gotta go I'm sure they're-" I began saying trying to move past her to get back downstairs. Before I could pass her she grabbed me by the hips and forced me up against the wall. "Please let me go I-" Before I could get out another word she crashed her lips into mine and I swear I felt my heart break all over again. Every memory and feeling I ever felt for her that I locked away came rushing back and it's not fair. I can feel the tears beginning to fall as she's kissing me. I can't bring myself to kiss her back, it wouldn't be right. None of what's happening right now is fair.

"Sash I miss you!" She panted pulling out of the kiss. "I thought I didn't need you but seeing you with her made me realize how stupid I was back then. I've never met another girl since that I liked better than you. I love you and I want you back." I'm way too fucked up right now to clearly comprehend any of this. All I know is that I want to go.

"Please don't do this right now D. You had your chance and you blew it. The only female I want is Be-" Again she pressed her lips to mine only this time she deepened it. I'm trying so goddamn hard not to kiss her back right now but she kisses exactly the same way as she did back then. I could be extremely pissed off and she'd kiss me and my anger would fade away in seconds while kissing her. So when she completely wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me into her I lost my composure and I kissed back. My heart feels so heavy right now, my head is so jumbled I don't know what's going on anymore.

"Please Sasha!?" It was then that I felt my phone vibrating and My Goggled Orange began to play. It was then that everything became clear to me again and this isn't what I want right now. With whatever strength I could muster up I fought my way out of her grip.

"No! No! No! No! You dumped me and I can't forgive you for what you did to me. Damn it I might still love you but I found someone who likes me for me and doesn't try to mold me into someone I'm not." I got out trying my best to hold it together. Pulling out my phone I answered. "Hey baby where are you?"

"I'm out on the patio where are you?" God hearing her voice makes me feel a little better.

"I had to go to the bathroom so I went upstairs."

"Stay there I'm coming for you."

"Kay I'll stay put. I love you!" I spoke into the phone loud and clear so that the woman in front of me heard me loud and clear.

"Love you too. See ya in a sec."

"Okay." Ending the call I put my phone back in my pocket. "I think you should go."

"No. You can't tell me you don't still have feelings for me."

"My girlfriend is going to be here any second and if she sees you talking to me she's most likely going to snap on you. So it'd be best if you left my house completely." I spoke as blatantly as I could.

"So that's it? You're just going to throw me to the side for some orange haired Irish drunk?"

"Excuse me!" I growled getting in her face.

"Fuck that new girl you love so much, she has nothing on me. She's probably using you to-" Before she said another syllable I slapped her as hard as I possibly could.

"DON'T YOU EVER AGAIN IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE TALK ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND LIKE THAT!" I yelled pushing her. She only laughed and grabbed her cheek.

"God I love it when you're mad you're so hot. But seriously you were mine first and I want you back. Fuck her we look better together."

"Hello! Hey! Hi how you doing?" Asked Becky as she approached us. I'm not sure how much she saw of this but I really hope she heard the last part. "I'm sorry I think you might be a little lost you see. I don't know who you think it is you're talking to but this here is my girlfriend." She explained coming and standing in between us. I don't think I've ever been so happy to see Becky. "The steps right over there will take you right back down to the party. It's a straight shot you can't miss them."

"Oh Sasha hon you can certainly do better than this. I didn't understand a single damn thing she just said."

"Pardon? I didn't catch that." Becky asked in a defensive tone.

"Becks leave it it's-"

"Oh no! Who the fuck are you coming into my house and telling me I'm not good enough for my girlfriend?"

"Danielle, Sasha's ex and most likely soon to be girlfriend." She spoke holding out her hand for Becky to shake.

"Babe no don't feed into it let's just go." I reasoned try to calm Becky down before she does something drastic. "Let's just go."

"Soon to be girlfriend huh?" Laughed Becky inching closer to her. "That's funny because last I checked I'm Sasha's girlfriend.. You know her goggled orange, surely you've heard the album right?"

"I heard it. It was beautiful but I think I could give her inspiration for an even better album about being in love." It's pretty dark up here being the only light source is the light from downstairs, but it's lit up enough that I can see Becky's hands balling into fist. And out it comes her aggressive side when she's fucked up.

"Oh yeah?!"

"Yup it'll win every category at every music award show."

"Yeah?!"

"Yup."

"That's cute but you have three seconds to get the hell away from us. Or else."

"Or else what?"

"BECKS NO!" I warned but it was too late. Becky swung on her and she nailed her right in the eye. She then followed it up with a left hook and she went down hard.

"THAT'S WHAT BITCH!" She gloated standing over her. "Now that is worthy of a fuckng Golden Globe!" Becky then turned around to face me. "Explain." After watching her do that rejuvenated my high. I know now isn't a good time but I'm extremely turned on after seeing her do that. So my next move was to jump on her and attach my lips to hers. I'll literally never get tired of kissing her she's my everything.

"Why does everything you do have to be so hot?"

"Why the fuck did she call herself you're next girlfriend? You got something you wanna tell me?!" She growled.

"Yeah but I'll tell you tomorrow. I want you so bad right now."

"Did she touch you?" I want to lie to her but I can't. I can't lie to her she's never done me wrong. So I nodded earning me a growl.

"She kissed me but I didn't kiss back. The only person who gets to feel my love is you. I swear on my life that was all that happened. You're my everything and she means nothing to me anymore." She inhaled deeply before letting it go. "I'm sorry daddy." She isn't saying anything and her silence is killing me.

"Let's go back down to the party." She spoke tapping me on the thigh letting me know to get off her but I'm not letting go until I know what she's feeling.

"Becks please don't shut me out I promise you I'm being honest. It was a stupid kiss and that was it. Baby I'm sorry please don't leave me." I cooed on the verge of tears. "I know you're pissed but please give me another chance I love you and I don't want to lose you because of my jealous ex. She wants me back but I told her you're my everything. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you over something so stupid." I got out trying my best not to cry. The thought of her leaving me makes my heart race with sorrow. I put so much on the line to get her and I'll be damned if I lose her. She responded by kissing me softly.

"I'm not going to leave you Sash I'd be crazy if I did. I just don't like it when other people try to take you from me. Am I okay with you kissing her? No, but I'll get over it eventually. For now I wanna go back down and enjoy the party. We're both pretty fucked up so let's keep going until we pass out. It's almost four in the morning party ends at sunrise so let's go enjoy the rest of the party. And I'll deal with you tomorrow."

"Am I on punishment?"

"Yes." I'll take it. I'll take that over her leaving me.

"Mkay. You still love me?"

"How could I stop? I just floored a bitch for you!"

"I'm so happy I get to call you mine. But she isn't moving we should probably move her." I stated noticing that she is still lying on the floor.

"Actually you know what I have an idea. What'd you do with the Sharpies from earlier?" She smiled devilishly. I love it when she up to no good.

5O- Another word for police

CP Time- it stands for colored people time. It's a term referring to the stereotype that minority/colored people are never on time for anyfuckingthing. So you can tell them to be ready by 8 but they won't show up until 10.

ride with..- it means to really be there for someone no matter what.

If none of these make sense look on urban dictionary.

Now to what we all really care about. What in the fuck happens in this chapter? Well the first part as you can tell I was horny so I almost wrote smut then but then i remembered I said I wasn't going to put in her... But let's be honest we all know I'll probably break that promise because smut is good it's great. Unless you guys don't want smut in this story. Do you guys want smut at some point or should I keep this pg? Because I'm honestly down to write some nice Bosha sexy time. Then after I wrote the first part I randomly got my period and so that explains the kinda depressing part with Becky not knowing anything about Sasha's past lovers. Then as we progress along the story line and Sasha and her girls. A little pregameing and then it's party time. Awe what's cuter Becky Banks or Sasha Lynch? Ik I can't decide either. Lol could you guys imagine doing bong rips and smoking with Snoop Dogg? Or just getting high with him in general? Like that be a wild ass time for me. Lol don't do drugs kids, but if Snoop offers you a hit.. TAKE THAT SHIT! Ricky Rosè coming thru the Boss and the Legit Boss. Who the fuck is Danelle and why is she relevant to anything? Read to find out I guess maybe I haven't decided yet. But for now her relevance doesn't matter cuz Becky clean her clock real nice and shiny. It was cute tho Becky coming to Sasha's aid. Wtf are they going do to Danielle? I guess tomorrow morning is going to get really interesting. Drama drama llama. Next chapter we're going to Disney World Japan. That's right guys we gunna go catch one of the rarest of rare Pokemon, yea we going on a hunt for Darkrai. But seriously do you guys want smut in this story or are we chilling? Till next time humans can lay eggs if you try hard enough. ~Joz #fukctiup