Becky's POV
"You can say I'm wrong but I know I'm right. If I was wrong you would have interrupted and corrected me already. Plus you're still standing here listening to me tell you about exactly what you're missing out on in your love life, so I know you're interested in what I have brewing for you in my mind. I'd tell you but I'm going to keep you guessing let your dreams draw a couple conclusions first. Anticipation is going to be the death of you Rebecca and I can't wait to blow your mind. Until then good night and I'll see you tomorrow." I then heard her walk back into her room and close the door. If there was ever a truer definition of confused, my head would be a prime example right now. I don't know what to think about what she just said to me or mainly anything that just transpired. Part of me wants to turn around and walk over to that door and kick it down, yet the other half says to shake it off and go home. Looking at my wrist watch it's a little past eight and it's getting pretty late being I have to be up early tomorrow so I'm going to shake all this off and go home.
Carefully making my way down the steps from her trailer I slowly made my way to my car. My ankle still hurts a bit but I have a high pain tolerance so I think I'll be fine driving home. A long shower will do me some good after this long day. I don't even want to think about anything that happened today I just want to go to bed.. And cake. I want to eat some cake then go to bed. That being said I backed out of my parking spot and began my drive home. Hopefully it'll be a quick one because it's sorta late and there shouldn't be too many people on the road. As I was driving I got a text message from who else than the almighty queen herself, Sasha. Hint the sarcasm.
"I promise you I can be what you need." Was all it said and a couple seconds later a gif of a hummingbird flying came through. What the hell does she even know about what I need. She doesn't know a damn thing about me. Who is she to tell me that my boyfriend isn't good enough for me? Finn is my best friend and I love him to death I can't imagine my life without him in it. Forget Sasha she doesn't know what goes on between Finn and I. If I wanted for Finn to throw me around and fuck me senseless I'd tell him to and he'd do it no questions asked. I don't know why but just thinking about what she said is making me more mad than I already am. I really fucking hope Finn is up when I get home.
POV
Somehow Becky managed to make a twenty minute drive home a ten minute drive home. Getting out the car She walked in the door to see Finn standing in the kitchen doing something on the counter.
"Hey baby you came just in time I just finished making us dinner." He smiled looking at her. Throwing her purse and jacket on the floor She slowly began walking towards him. "I made baked chicken, potatoes, and Hawaiian ro-" Before he could say anything else she grabbed him by the shirt and pinned him up against the wall. "Babe what-" Smashing her lips to his in an aggressive manner. Jumping up so she was sitting on the counter she pulled him into her grasp.
"Attack me!" She growled pulling at his shirt collar.
"Attack you?"
"Like I'm some sort of slut. I want you to fuck me like we've never met!" She growled.
"What?"
"Like animals make me your bitch! Go crazy! Grrrr!"
"Grrr?"
"Grrr!" She then started to slap him.
"Owe ah babe stop what are you-"
"Come on right here right now! You're shirt get rid of it!" She demanded tugging at his shirt trying to strip him of it.
"Stop this shirt is new wha-" She than slapped him again and smashed her lips into his. "Mmmm sto-"
"Come on Sharky give it to me! Fuck me like the dirty girl I am! Pull my hair! Scratch my thighs! Spank me! Destroy me!" She panted out grabbing his hands and making him feel all over her body.
"Becks stop!" Finn boomed grabbing her hands stopping her from moving anymore. "I don't know what the hell has gotten into you but you need to stop because it's not cute. If you want something destroyed you're going to destroy that chicken over there." He spoke nodding over to the table. "If you want we can go into the bedroom and there I'll make love to you like normal once I finish my dinner. Is that okay?" Becky didn't have anything to say so she just nodded. "I'm going to pretend that none of this just happened. I'm going to pretend you didn't say all that nonsense you said. Now you're going to go wash up and we'll eat dinner together just like we always do okay?" Again Becky only nodded. She didn't think Sasha was right, but maybe she is... "Alright now go before your food gets cold." Letting her go Finn went over to the fridge in search of something to drink. Becky on the other hand let out a sigh of defeat. She hates to admit it to herself but what Sasha said, there may have been some truth in it. But then again it is pretty late so he's probably just tired... Then again nine isn't really late depending on your age.
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The next morning Sasha's POV
"I want her gone and that's final."
"Sash we can't we-"
"I'm sorry I don't think I asked you for you're goddamn opinion. Who's the star here? Who's music video shoot is this?" I growled getting in my director's face.
"Do you have any idea how far that's going to set us back?"
"I. Don't. Care. I. Want. Her. Gone! Fired! Off my set!" I growled in a low tone letting him know that this isn't up for discussion. Garrison and I have worked together on a few of my other music videos and he knows I don't mess around when I say I want something done a certain way. I made sure for this shoot I have complete and total control over every single little detail. So if one of my dancers doesn't exhale when they're supposed to I have the power to fire them.
"Sasha please do-"
"I want her fired before we start today. If six o'clock comes and I find out she's still on this lot I'm going to go out my way to make sure that you get fired this time. I know I never followed through in the past but this time I'm really going to do it."
"Why? I don't understand what happened. Why do you want you're lead dancer fired? If anything we should fire Kayla, she was the one who kept messing up the takes yesterday." At this point I let out an annoyed groan.
"Because she damn near killed my Rebecca last night that's why. I don't like it when people threaten the production of my work and she did exactly that." I explained simply. She damn near killed my future wife last night so you damn right she isn't going to be part of my music video anymore.
"What do you mean she almost killed Rebecca?"
"After shooting wrapped last night I was in my trailer and Becks came to talk to me about something. But we ended up just joking around because we've gotten pretty close over the past few weeks. Anyway so we're in there minding our business and then Carter comes barging in and she saw us laughing together. I guess she thought I had a thing for her because I flirted with her a little bit every now and then, but I only meant it in a friendly manner. She obviously didn't see it that way so she started flipping shit that I was hanging out with another female. You know Becks being the sweet angel she is she tried to calm the situation, which appeared to seemed to have worked. Or it calmed her down enough to decide to leave my trailer completely. Flash forward half an hour and Becks is leaving to go home for the night. Right as she started to walk toward her car, Carter tried to run her over with her car. Thank god Becks has reflexes like a cat and jumped out the way in time. Poor thing though she hurt her ankle and it's all Carter's fault. She tried to take my Rebecca from me and I want her gone because of it. She isn't a team player so she doesn't deserve to be on the team. So like I said before if I find out she's still on this lot by the time six rolls around I'm going home and you'll be fired. Now get out my trailer and when you see Rebecca tell her to make sure my muffin is warm before she brings it to me." I shrugged waving him off.
"Fine just promise me you'll be to wardrobe on time today because now we're going to have to reshoot all the scenes over that had Carter in it."
"As long as she's gone I'll meet your demands."
"Okay I expect to see you on set ready to go by six thirty." He spoke going over to the door.
"I'll be there on time. You just better make sure she's gone." I replied letting him know what his one job really is of the day. It'll only take a few seconds for him to finish it and we can all move on with our days.
"Alright now." With that he opened the door and walked out closing the door behind himself. Actually thinking back on last night I hope I didn't scare her off. But I just couldn't help myself she's just so damn beautiful and I had to get a sneak peak. I was almost sure she was going to push me away but she didn't and I don't think I've ever been so satisfied. It wasn't the exact time and setting for our first kiss that I imagined, however I enjoyed it... And I know she did too. I am pretty confident I got her, but the thing is I don't exactly just want her...
*knock knock knock*
I wonder who that is. Getting out of my bed and putting on my silk robe I walked over to the door of my trailer and opened it.
"Hiya! Good morning beautiful." I smiled putting a hand on my hip. I guess the saying is real, think about an angel and one will show up on your trailer door step.
"I'm not in the mood today Sasha. Go find some clothes and lets go." Becky sort of said with an attitude. Even though I think she's adorable I don't take attitude from anyone.
"Okay first off you look me in the eyes when you're talking to me. Second I don't know what is up with that nasty attitude but you're going to drop it when you come talk to me from now on. Three when someone gives you a compliment you thank them with a smile not attitude. Now I'm going to go back to what I was doing and pretend all this didn't just happen." With that I closed the door and went back into my bed room. I could hear her let out a very frustrated growl before a few seconds passed and she knocked on my door again. So I went and answered it.
"Top of the morning Sasha how are you today?" She fake smiled. I can still hear the annoyance in her voice but I'll let it slide.
"I'm doing better now that you're here. Come in! Come in sit and join me for breakfast. Wait you did bring me my breakfast right?" I asked stopping her before she could move an inch.
"Yup right here." She then held up a brown paper bag for me to take. Taking it from her I could tell that whatever was in it is warm and it makes me happy. Looking inside of it there is a single chocolate chip muffin.
"Awe you're a doll don't know what I'd do without you. Come on then in you go."
"If it's okay with you I'd rather-"
"I said come in and have a seat." I spoke over her with authority. I'm not being so bitchy to her on purpose here I'm just trying to let her know that I wear the pants in this relationship.
"Sasha I-"
"Why are you being so goddamn hard headed today? I only asked you to do one simple thing and you're making it seem like I'm telling you to end world hunger. Damn woman when I tell you to come in and sit down you come in and sit down. I don't need you to tell me what you want, it's about what I want not what you want. You're really trying my patience and I'm getting ready to issue you out your punishment in the next three seconds if you don't get your ass in here right now." I demanded.
"It's ten minutes to six so we don't-" See she must think this is some sort of game, but I'm not down to play it this morning. That being said I walked down the steps so I was in her face.
"I said to go inside and have a seat." I spoke slowly making sure she heard every syllable. She didn't do anything but stare at me. It's like she's begging me to do something without even saying anything. I want to say I'm extremely annoyed by her right now but in fact I'm extremely turned on by this. She's testing me to see if I really meant what I said yesterday. I know she wants me, she's just in denial. Roughly grabbing her by the wrist I began yanking her into my trailer. She's putting up a fight but I'm not having it. Setting down my muffin I used my now free hand to slap her. I didn't slap her too hard but enough to let her know I'm not having it today. That got her to stop struggling and hold her cheek looking at me with dough eyes. Is it wrong that the way she's looking at me is making me so horny? Because it is and I really really want her right now. "Now get inside before I'm forced to take further measures." I stated simply moving to the side allowing her to go up the steps and into my trailer. She understood what I wanted and slowly began up the steps. I waited until I didn't hear her on the steps anymore before I turned around, picked up my muffin, and walked in myself. When I walked in I made sure to lock the door behind me, I don't need a repeat of last night. It's good to know she listened because she's sitting on the couch looking down at her hands. "You know I don't like it when you don't do what I told you to do the first time I tell you to do it. I didn't want to have to hurt you my beautiful but you pissed me off so much that I had to remind you who the Boss is in this situation." I spoke setting my muffin on the counter I walked over to her and lifted up her chin so that her beautiful brown eyes met with mine. "I'm sorry." She didn't say anything but look at me with pouty eyes. "I'll make it up to you right now." Backing away from her a little bit I slowly began to untie the knot on my robe. I made sure not to take my eyes off her as I did this so I could watch her reaction. She isn't really showing much of any emotion but she also isn't turning away from me so I know she's interested in what I'm going to do. Once I completely untied it I opened it to show her my matching black lace bra and panties. "I thought of you when I picked these out this morning. I thought to myself I bet Becky would love to see me in this. I just love the way it makes me feel, I feel sexy in this.." I said in a sultry voice as I slowly came to be standing directly in front of her. "What do you think? Do you think I look sexy?" She only nodded. "Use your words."
"Yes." She almost whispered but I heard her. Seriously though she really is so cute and I love it. It was then that I noticed that she is wearing shorts today so I don't see why I can't have a little fun with her this morning. I then sat on her lap and wrapped an arm around her neck.
"God look at you. I told you I knew what I was talking about when I said you crave to be dominated. Look at you being all sweet and obedient like the perfect little submissive you are." I cooed playing with the ends of her hair. "You're even hotter this way than I imagined in my dreams. You wanna hear a funny story?"
"Okay."
"It's yes Sasha."
"Yes Sasha. I do want to hear a funny story." She corrected getting me to smile.
"Well you remember last night how that woman tried to run you over?"
"How could I forget almost dying?"
"Well I still feel really shitty for kissing her. I'm happy you walked in when you did because it stopped me from making a big mistake. I forgot why it never worked out between us and I didn't like who she really was. Anyway I think she intentionally tried to hurt you and I don't like it when people try to sabotage my production, so I had her fired."
"So that really was the dancer who does most of the dancing during the first chorus? Because I heard we have to reshoot a lot of scenes today." She asked looking at me, so I slowly nodded.
"Yeah. But it's okay because now she's far away from us and she can't hurt you anymore. Besides I like the idea of getting to bond with you some more, you're very interesting and I like that." I spoke softly looking her in the eyes. Gently caressing her cheek I continued talking. "Like how just last night you were about ready to rip my head off, but now you're calm and talking to me. So that must mean you aren't someone who holds grudges are you?"
"No, I just let karma take care of them."
"So you have absolutely no desire to get even with Carter for almost hitting you?"
"She'll get hers when the time is right. But she got hers already because you fired her."
"Well she almost hurt you and I don't want to see you get hurt again. By the way speaking of that how's your ankle?"
"It's not as painful as it was last night but it's doing alright. I can walk almost normal again." She shrugged looking down at her foot and wiggling it.
"Good, what'd Finn say about it? Did he help you?" It's a valid question. I just want to make sure he is treating her the way she deserves.
"I didn't even tell him." She murmured.
"What do you mean? Didn't he notice you limping when you went home? I mean I wrapped your foot in bright yellow tape it was impossible to miss!" I asked in astonishment because what kind of boyfriend doesn't notice when his own girlfriend is hurt.
"It's hard to explain..." Hearing her say that made my blood boil.
"He'd didn't even notice did he?"
"Well-" I had to let go of her and get to my feet because I feel the need to punch something. "Sasha it's really not that big of a deal I'm fine. You can't blame him he works hard all day and-"
"Just because he works all day doesn't give him an excuse to not take care of you when you're hurt. If he loves you than he should have noticed you were hurt. I can tell when you are sad he should be able to tell if you're hurt. Finn of all people should be the first one to notice when something isn't right with you." I snapped. I don't know what came over me but it's too late. Stopping my pacing I moved so I was standing in front of her. "I'm sorry Becks it's just I don't like it when you aren't properly taken care of. I know it's not my place to say but I have a massive crush on you and I'm expressing how I feel. You deserve to be taken care of like the goddess you are. If you were my girl I'd call or text you every hour on the hour to make sure you're okay. I'd always notice when something is bothering you, and go out my way to fix it. I wanna be the one who gets to take care of you when you aren't feeling good. Fuck you have no idea how much I just want to spoil you. Turn you into my very own devil in Prada, or Gucci, Michael Kors, Armani, hell JC Penny's if you want. I'd give you everything only in exchange for your loyalty to me." After I said that I kneeled down in front of her so that she'd be looking down at me and I'm looking up at her. I'm not sure what I want to say next because I have a lot I want to say to her. "I'm sorry Becky. I'm sorry for getting all worked up over something that wasn't my problem. I can't help myself it's just I'm still trying to accept the fact that you're in a committed relationship, and it's not my place to intrude into it. I mean I'm sure he takes good care of you most days and treats you with the utmost respect. What the hell do I know but anything right?" I smirked a little bit trying to somewhat lighten the mood. "All I know is writing, singing, and being chivalrous to beautiful women." Anyway what time is it we can't be late today because we have a lot of shooting to do today?"
"It's six-ten." She answered looking at her watch.
"Mkay. I'm going to go find some shoes and we'll go." I then stood up and began to close my robe.
"Okay."
"I know you want to stare at my body all day but we can't because we have a video to shoot. However I am free later." I cooed leaning down over her so we were eye to eye. "But I'd rather not wait." And with that I pressed my lips to hers. And just like last night my heart did a flip and it feels really good to me. The only downside to this is she didn't kiss me back for long. And when she did stop she pushed me off her.
"Go find your shoes." She murmured not looking me in the eyes. I want to say something slick but I can't get mad she isn't mine and she has a boyfriend. Standing back up I went into my room and put on my flip flops then from there we headed to wardrobe. For most of the shoot today I made sure to give her some space. Kept a good distance from her for the most part but I always found myself slowly gravitating back towards her. I'm sure you can relate where there's just that one person who everyone seems to like, and you can't quite tell what it is about them that you like but you like them. And you don't notice it but as you're trying to figure them out you find yourself just staring at them for a really long time. So long that they start to look different and you wonder what they're thinking. It feels like elementary school all over again, hoping that one day your crush will notice you. Only in my case my crush is refusing to admit she notices me.
A week later Becky's POV
"Hey are you going to the wrap party later tonight?" Asked one of the camera guys. We finally finished shooting today and I couldn't be anymore relieved about it. Now apparently when you finish a shoot there's a party the cast and crew are supposed to attend. I don't know if I really want to go I sorta just want to stay in and cuddle with Finn.
"Dunno why?"
"Because I heard Sasha rented out a whole nightclub just for tonight." Hmm why doesn't something like that surprise me?
"Oh. Well then I guess that's worth showing up for huh?"
"Well dealing with what you had to deal with over the past week, I think you deserve a drink." I want to argue with that but I can't really. I mean Sasha was a lot to handle at some points.. But that was probably only the first two days of shooting where she really gave me a hard time. After those two days she seemed to sorta back off me and kept her distance. I'd bring her her muffin and water or tea in the morning, discuss what needed to be filmed that day, then we went to wardrobe. No complaints or nonprofessional conversations just doing what needed to be done.
"Yeah that's true but surprisingly I'm not much of a drinker so maybe." I shrugged.
"Well I hope to see you there. Have a good one okay?"
"Thanks you too." I smiled before he walked away somewhere in the store. Everyone is packing up the equipment and such so I'm going to take that as my cue to head out. I never took any of my stuff out my car today so all I gotta do is get in and drive. Approaching my car no other than Sasha is leaned up against it. "If you put a dent in my car I'm suing."
"No need for that I'll just buy you a brand new one."
"What do you want? I wanna go home so make it quick."I spoke emotionlessly.
"Owe Becks I thought we were friends we vibe so well together."
"I'm me and you're you." She laughed a bit at that.
"Hmm you're too much for me. Anyway you coming to the wrap party? I rented out that club downtown and it's going to be really lit."
"I dunno I kinda wanna just snuggle up and watch a movie then go to bed." I shrugged walking over to the driver's side door and getting in. Sasha followed me and stood in between the door and the car preventing me from closing the door.
"Okay well I have Netflix if you wanna chill." She grinned looking down at me.
"It's okay my boyfriend already has a Netflix account so I'm covered."
"Alright you got me there. Whatever I didn't want to watch a movie with you anyway." She sassed folding her arms.
"Okay so then why are we having this conversation?" I'm not trying to sound like a bitch on purpose I just want to go home. I'm tired and hungry.
"I just like seeing how far I can push you. But seriously are you gonna come later? I mean if it weren't for you this shoot wouldn't have happened and I think you deserve to celebrate it being done." She asked leaning down so we were almost on the same eye level.
"Don't know it's my turn to cook dinner tonight and I told Finn I'd make spaghetti and chicken parm. So if I still have energy after I finish I might." The look on her face is a sort of disappointed one.
"Oh.. He can come to if you want. I'll leave both your names at the door so they won't give you shit if you decide to come." I then put the key in the ignition and started my car.
"Okay thanks." I smiled a bit.
"It's the least I could do I just really want you to come is all. I'll be there all night so if there would be one person you know there it'd be me. It only takes two to tango." She spoke looking at me. "I'm going back to LA tomorrow morning to finish working on the rest of my album and we probably won't see each other for a long time. So in case I don't see you later tonight would it be asking too much for a hug?" She asked sounding truly genuine. However I haven't forgot everything that she said to me about wanting me for her own and it makes me a bit skeptical. "Please no funny business just two friends saying goodbye to each other." Well on a somewhat good light I don't have to deal with her anymore so I guess that's worth giving her a hug. Letting out a small sigh I stood up and gave her a hug. She must really be sad to be going because she's basically hugging me for dear life like if at any moment I'll disappear.
"Goodbye Sasha." I whispered in her ear.
"No don't say goodbye because that means a permanent going away. This isn't the last time we'll see each other and I'll make sure of it." She spoke in my chest still hugging me. "So I'll catch you on the flip okay?" She spoke letting me go and backing up from me.
"Okay on the flip I'll do a backflip for you." She just giggled.
"You have no idea what that means do you?" I shook my head no getting her to smile. "It's just another way of saying see you later."
"Oh yeah see that makes sense."
"Damn it don't ever stop being adorable like that. But I'll see you soon okay?"
"Kay." She looked me over once more before smiling and walking away with both her hands in her pocket. I'll never understand her or the way her brain works. Well it's another deal done and now it's on to the next for me.
At home
"Hey I'm home." I called out coming into the house.
"I'm in here." I heard call back from the family room. Putting down my purse I walked in toward him.
"Hey." I smiled lightly leaning down to kiss him.
"Hi how was it today?" He asked pulling me down into his lap.
"It was great shooting is over so no more waking up early. And no more listening to that damn song I know every note now." I sighed out leaning on her shoulder. "They're having a wrap party tonight though. Apparently Sasha rented out one of the clubs downtown."
"Hmm you gonna go?"
"I dunno. I kinda wanna cook dinner and snuggle tonight really. Not in much of a partying mood tonight."
"Oh..." He spoke on a oh no tone.
"What?" He didn't say anything but look at me. "You totally went and made plans tonight didn't you?!" I asked sitting up and looking at him.
"Babe I'm sorry I-"
"Finn you promised me we'd spend tonight together!?" I groaned standing up.
"I know but the fight is tonight and the boys are going out to the bar to watch it."
"Woow so you're ditching me for a stupid fight!"
"It's not a stupid fight its-"
"Good night." I spoke flatly and walking upstairs.
"Becks I promise we will tomorrow night. I'm all yours tomorrow." He called out after me but I could careless. I don't want to feed into another one of his promises only for him to break it. The one time I need him he'd rather go out with his friends. Whatever I'm over it I'm going to just shower and go to bed, I'll just order Chinese and call it a night, I don't need him to have fun. Stripping down I put on my music and climbed in the shower. This is exactly what I needed a nice long hot shower to calm my nerves and forget about today.
"You know you look a lot more beautiful in person then you do in my dreams. I'm telling you he has no idea about what he's missing out on. I mean if you were The Boss's I'd make your happiness and pleasure my main priority" I then felt her wrap an arm around me from behind. "What kind of asshole would choose their friends over such a beautiful specimen like you? I mean just from my view of you from back here I know that we're about to raise the water bill by a couple hundred this month." Moving all my hair to the left side of my neck she began placing soft kisses along my collarbone. "He doesn't deserve you. I can give you everything you've ever wanted and then some. I know exactly what you want and need and I promise you I will give you the good fucking that you've been missing out on. Just let me have you Becks. I promise I'll be rough." Suddenly there was a sharp pain on my shoulder and it was quickly masked by her hands slowly roaming around on my abdomen. "Tell me how bad you want me!" She purred in my ear sending a chill down my spine. "Tell me that you've been waiting for so long for me to have my way with you. Say it out loud I wanna hear it."
"Becks you okay? I've been calling you for the past five minutes didn't you hear me?" Asked Finn opening the shower curtain and looking at me. Fuck what's going on with me.
"Wha? Why?" I grumbled trying to get my bearings back I'm not sure if I was dreaming or if it really just happened. All I know is it felt like it was real and I have proof of just how real it felt.
"I said I'm leaving and I'll be back later."
"Yeah okay whatever bye." I spoke not paying him any mind. He doesn't deserve it right now.
"Becks I-"
"Bye!" I spoke over him and turning so my back was facing him. He knows when I get this way that I'm over him and to get away before I get mad. He then let out a sigh and left. He's really choosing his friends over me and I'm extremely annoyed. Maybe I should be with Sasha at least I know she wouldn't do that to me... You know what I think I am going to go to that party. What good is it if Finn gets to go have fun while I sit home and mope. Fuck him I'm going to go out and have fun without him. Quickly washing up I finished in the shower and went through my closet looking for the most tightest fitting dress I have and setting it out with my favorite pair of heels. If I'm going all out I might as well go for it and do a full face of makeup. Hell I'll even style my hair tonight because I feel like getting sexy and going out now.
Two hours later
In total it took me an hour and a half to finish getting ready. And it took me twenty minutes to get to the club where everyone is for the night. Just like Sasha promised she left my name at the door and they let me in. This club looked small for the outside but it's fucking huge in here and it's filled with a lot of people. I could care less about who's in here because my main objective is to get some sort of alcohol in my system right now. So making my way over to the bar I ordered a vodka tonic.
"Excuse me miss." Spoke a big buff guy in all black tapping me on the shoulder and talking in my ear being the music is so loud.
"Yes?"
"Are you Rebecca Lynch?"
"In the flesh who's asking?"
"I'm going to need you to follow me."
"Why I literally just got here. Can I at least get my drink first?"
"Mrs. Banks sent me to bring you to her and somebody will get you your drink. For now I need you to come with me." Fine whatever. Getting up out of my seat I followed him through the crowd to one of the VIP areas. I knew it was official because there were two guards standing on either side of a velvet rope that blocked off the area. The guy I followed here said something to the one guard and he opened the rope for me to enter.
"Thanks." I smiled walking in.
"You made it!" I heard and looking to where it came from Sasha was sitting at one of those U-shaped tables. There are other people here, but it's too dim for me to get a good look at any of them. She then got up and came over to me putting both her hands on my hips she pulled me close. "You look really hot tonight." She spoke in my ear.
"Thanks it was a last minute thing I just threw this together." I said in her ear.
"Where's Finn?"
"He'd rather hang with his boys than spend time with me so I didn't want to stay home and mope alone." After saying that she smiled and put up her slotted glasses.
"Honestly fuck him! Let's take shots and get lit I promise you you'll feel a lot better." Ehh why not I have off tomorrow. I can afford to get fucked up tonight.
"Yeah let's do it." After hearing that she smiled and kissed me on the cheek. She then pulled away and lead me over to the table. She then poured us both a shot of Hennessy.
"Cheers." She smiled holding out her shot glass so we taped glasses and took our shots.
"Ahh fuck!" I groaned out after swallowing because that sucked.
"Haha you okay?"
"Yeah it's the first one of the night I'm great!"
"You want another?"
"Fuck yeah let's go!" I grinned because I can already tell it was a good idea to come out tonight. She then poured us both another shot. "Cheers!"
"Cheers!" And with that we took our shots. "Damn Becks I didn't know you had a wild side to you."
"There's a lot you don't know about me. What else are we drinking tonight?"
"Anything you see on the table baby. If none of this peaks your thirst let me know and I'll get you something else then. Imma take care of you all night long."
"Do you have Ciroc?" She then looked over the table and pulled out the familiar looking bottle.
"There's only one way to celebrate success right. Green Apple Ciroc is the only way." She then opened the bottle and handed it to me. "Go for it I wanna see what level you are on." This is a brand new bottle she might be trying to kill me... You only live once right? So without thinking about it I chugged as much as I could stand before it burned the fuck out of my throat. "Damn Becks I see you! That was like a good fifth of the bottle. Okay I believe you for real now that you are from Ireland. Damn girl!"
"Agh yeah no I'm done I'm good." I coughed because my throat is burning.
"Nah we're just getting started. How do you feel?" As she said that she put her hands on my hips and pulled me close. She smells really good and I have a feeling it's a scent I'll be smelling all night long.
"Like a star!"
"Good. You wanna hang out with the stars?" She asked raising an eyebrow. But I have no idea about what she's talking about.
"I dunno do I?"
"When's the last time you ate?"
"Umm lunch. Why?" She gave me a quick kiss on the lips and took the bottle from out my hand. She then took a swig herself.
"You my friend are about to be really fucked up. You're fine now but just you wait. Do you trust me?" She asked slowly backing me up.
"Yeah."
"You sure? Are you down to have a little fun? I don't want you to feel pressured to-"
"I'm here to forget about my selfish boyfriend. I'm down for whatthefuckever just get me fucked up." I interrupted keeping her from wasting her breath.
"Alright sit and we'll get started." Listening to her I sat down at the table and moved over enough for her to sit next to me. "Yo Darren where's my clutch?"
"Right here baby girl. Is this the one you won't shut up about?" Asked a guy sitting on the opposite site of the table from Sasha as he handed her her purse.
"Yeah Becks this is Darren the only man I let anywhere near my face and hair."
"Nice to meet you." I smiled politely.
"Same to you darling Sasha has told me lots about you. But seriously if you ever decide you want to change your hairstyle you come to me and I'll have you looking like a million bucks. Trust me when I say I'll have everyone feigning over you when I'm done. Sasha's not going to be able to keep her hands off you, trust." He smiled.
"Don't mind him he's really fucked up right now. But when he's sober he's literally the best hairdressers around today." She then began going through her clutch and pulled out... Well I'm not exactly sure what it is. It looks like a cinnamon stick. I'm very confused right now and I'm not even that drunk yet. "Smell this." She then held it up to my nose and it is definitely not a cinnamon stick.
"Ah what is that it smells like skunk!?" Sasha just laughed and nudged me.
"Good that means my dealer didn't fuck me over. The worse the smell the better you'll feel. You know what this is?" She asked holding it up. I simply shook my head no. "This right here is probably the loudest blunt I've rolled in a minute. There's probably four different strains in it and a fair amount of kief. This my love is going to fuck you all the way up. And it's your first time too isn't it? You ever gotten high before?" I only shook my head no. She laughed. "Yeah so I hope you don't have plans tomorrow morning because you not going to wake up in time for breakfast."
"What why not?" I'm sort of scared about what's going on.
"You trust me right?"
"Yeah but-" She gave me a kiss on the lips shutting me up.
"I told you I'm going to take care of you tonight." She mumbled putting the blunt in her mouth and lighting it. "Just inhale hold it and let it go." She then held it up to my lips and I inhaled it. "There you go Bae pull hard." I overestimated whatever the fuck is in there because it's burning my throat and I really need to cough. "Ah no hold it! Hold it! Don't bitch out!" I tried but I couldn't do it. I can't fuckng breathe I'm coughing so much. "There you go. Yeah cough it up, the more you cough the higher you get." She cooed rubbing my back. "Want some water?"'she asked handing me a water bottle. Drinking some of it it helped a bit but my throat hurts so bad. "You okay? You want a stop or are you good?"
"Yeah just give me a minute to recover." Holy fuck all that alcohol is starting to catch up now after that.
"Yeah it's okay I almost died my first time too. You'll get the hang of it eventually. Just don't pull to hard, nice and slow is the key." She instructed taking a hit herself. "Hmm." She then held it out to me and I took another hit this time not to hard and I pulled slow. "There you go. Feels better this time right?" I nodded before exhaling.
"Ugh yeah." I smiled trying so hard not to cough but my eyes won't stop watering and my I can't breathe.
"It's okay to cough you'll die if you don't if you have to." That was all I needed to hear before continuing to cough my lungs out. "You think you can finish the rest with me?" I want to say no but for some reason I feel the need to prove to her that I can hang so I nodded my head yes.
"Bring it on!"
"Ight say less." And from there we sat there and smoked that whole thing while taking shots every now and then. Let's just say I'm feeling really really good right now. I have no idea what time it is not so I care the music playing is really good and I'm feeling it. "Hey how you doing over there?"
"I'm going to be honest with you I'm feeling fucking fantastic. What about you how you feeling?"
"I really desperately want to dance with you right now." She spoke looking me in the eyes. "I'd be lying if I said I didn't desperately want you right now. But I don't want to rush so I wanna dance."
"Mkay." Fuck it I just got high for the first time, why stop there right. I came out to have fun and I plan on having it. So with that Sasha stood up and stuck her hand out for me to take. Taking her hand she interlaced our fingers together and lead me out the VIP section and out onto the dance floor. Pushing through the sea of sweaty bodies we managed to make it pretty close to the middle of the dance floor. There she pulled me in close to her and began to move to the beat and I just followed her movements. I don't know why but as we're dancing I just feel so energized and I feel like dancing all night long. Sash seems to be having a great time so I think my wish is going to come true.
I don't know how many songs we danced to but with every song it was as if we were thinking the same thing. She'd change her rhythm and my body would automatically adjust and we'd keep going. A new song would start and we'd change positions and just dance together. I understand how people say fun is timeless because I felt like it was just me, her, and the music. Everything else around us felt like it was in slow motion or not there at all. I've never experienced anything like this before and I'm in love with the feeling. I don't know if it's the drugs and alcohol talking or if Sasha has that effect on me but I don't want it to end. When she's not being a brat or trying to seduce me Sasha honestly really is one of the coolest people I know and I'm glad I had the pleasure to meet her.
"Becks." She spoke in my ear being she behind me and we're grinding together.
"What's up?"
"I don't want to leave tomorrow."
"Then don't."
"I have to go I have to go take care of business back in LA."
"Then go to LA." I murmured reaching back and caressing her cheek. Wow her skin is really smooth I love it. That got her to turn me around and wrap her arms around my waist.
"I don't want to go back there where I can't see you. I don't know what you're doing to me but I can't get you out of my damn head. Ever since that kiss I've been going crazy trying to not succumb to my urges. I've never lusted after someone more than I have for you. No bullshit I want to make love to you and I know you want me to. I know you're not single but I know you're curious and so am I." She spoke in my ear sending chills all throughout my body giving me goosebumps. As much as I want to protest that, there is some truth to it. "I'm not asking you for anything in return I just have to have you before I leave the east coast tomorrow." As she was saying that she was moving her hands up and down my spine. "Just come home with me tonight and help me finish writing our song. I've got everything except you're precious melody incorporated into it."
"I would lo-"
"Becks baby I'm sorry!" Then suddenly I'm being pulled away from Sasha and I'm looking at Finn.
"Oh look who decided to join the party!"
"Babe I'm sorry I know I fucked up leaving you home to go out with my friends."
"What?" It's literally so fuckng loud and the bass is mixing with his voice so I really can't hear him. He grabbed my wrist and walked me all the way to a random hallway that wasn't as loud as on the dance floor. I had to prop myself up against the wall to prevent for possibly falling.
"I'm sorry Becky. I shouldn't have left you home to go out with my friends."
"Okay and what'd you wait until after the fight to realize you fucked up?" I sassed.
"No I didn't even make it through the first round to realize I should be home with you watching the fight. You're my girlfriend and you didn't deserve to be treated like that. When I got home you were gone and I spent an hour trying to squeeze answers out of Charlotte and Bayley only to find out they didn't know where you were. Then I remembered you said they were having the wrap party tonight at a club. This one was the only one overflowing with people and I knew you had to be in here. And now that I found you I want to go home and cuddle." Part of me wants to slap him so hard yet at the same time I wanna go home.
"What time is it?"
"It's two-forty four in the morning. Let's go home baby." He cooed before giving me a kiss and pulling me in for a hug.
"Mkay."
"Where's all your stuff?" He asked pulling away.
"Umm I think it's.. No yeah it's over at the table with Sasha."
"Okay well then you want to go get your stuff and say goodbye to everyone?" I nodded.
"Can I have your sweater it's cold." I don't know if it's just me but it suddenly got really cold.
"Anything for my queen." He smiled draping his sweater over my shoulders. "You remember where the table is?" Another think about Finn is he probably knows I'm drunk out of my mind right now. The only reason he's pretending he doesn't know is because he knows I don't drink unless I'm really upset or mad.
"Yeah come on." Slowly I made our way over to the VIP section where all my stuff is. "You stay here I'll be back." I spoke as we approached the rope because I don't feel like dealing with them not letting him in. Going in the first person I noticed is Sasha who was sitting at the table taking shots and smoking something I don't know what I'm too fucked up to figure it out. "Hey Sash I'm going to leave with Finn okay?" She only looked at me before waving me off.
"Kay." She stated dryly. I don't know what her problem is she seemed fine five minutes ago when we were dancing together.
"That's it no goodbye or see you later?"
"Bye." She mumbled not looking at me and pouring herself another shot then taking it. Whatever I don't care I want my bed. Grabbing my phone and purse I looked at Sasha one more time. I kinda feel bad leaving so early but I'm sure she understands she's just being stubborn.
"See ya." I spoke and she completely ignored me. I'll never understand her. Turning I left and handed my stuff to Finn "Kay I'm ready to go."
"Alright." He then interlocked our fingers and began to lead me out the club. "You hungry?"
"Yes can we go to McDonald's?" I asked excitedly because I'm honestly starving and anything sounds good to eat right about now.
"Okay then we'll go to McDonald's."
"Can I get a milkshake?" He stopped walking and looked at me and smiled.
"You can have anything you want my love." I hate him but I love him so much at the same time. He has his moments but he always makes it right.
Finn you muthafucka! Damn yo I'm mad as fuck for Sasha. Like she really had Becky signed, sealed, and she was just about to deliver then Finn comes in and saves/ruined the day. FUCK I'M SO MAD! But I mean at lest everything is out now Sasha has a crush on Becky. That's wild I didn't see it coming. Although I really like how vocal Sasha is, just says what she's thinking at the moment. Like she's basically throwing herself at Becky but at the same time she isn't and it's weird. What I want to know is what was going through Becky's mind the next morning when Sasha got all demanding and slapped her and being all seductive. I mean she put on lingerie for her like wut? Lol at Becks trying to get Finn to fuck her. I don't know man I just thought it'd be funny. Then Sasha and Becky getting fucked up together. Becks getting high for the first time... Wonder how her morning is going to go when she wakes up. What's gunna happen next now that shooting is over and there's no reason for Becky to have to be around Sasha anymore? Hell they're going to be on two separate sides of the country now.. Use your context clues and you'll figure it out. Next chapter we're going to Uganda to Stop Kony and the LRA. KONY 2012! Together we can! ~Joz #Fuckitup
ps. If you're a fan of my Elephant Cupcakes series I recently started an epilogue story Frog Turnovers. So you can go check it out its not as weird as it sounds. You don't have to go if you don't want to irdc I just wanted you to know. Kay bye!