Hi... how are you? Ik yes I'm alive, I've just been too busy running the streets with my friends to really focus on my writing like I use too. It's 2017 now and surprisingly quite a lot has changed for me. No none of this is effecting my writing. If anything it made it even more exciting. Oh yeah that's right I got some nutAss kinky shit planed for future chapters... so who here is in to role play? :) Anywhore it's been recently brought to my attention that me constantly skipping from the past and present sorta makes it difficult to follow wtf is going on. So from here on out I'll try my pest to put in the beginning of every chapter if it's a past or present chapter. This is a present chapter... I also got all of ur wonderful ideas and I slept with them all. I don't know what even meant with that so we'll leave it to be up for debate next week. Ps. This chapter is eh to me. I like it in some parts others I don't I just wanted to hurry up and finish it because you all probably thought I died or something nutty. Kay I'm done here let's finish this convo at the bottom. (Read all the bullshit in between this note and the next one because I'm quizzing you at the end)
Sasha's POV two weeks later.
"God you're so beautiful! I'm going to miss the fuck out of you. I already miss you." Murmured Becks pulling me closer and placing kisses along my chest.
"Mmm don't remind me." I breathed out trying not to lose my pace. Right now we're on the tour bus and I'm in the middle of getting some final good loving from my beautiful girlfriend before she has to go. It's that and because I want to have sex with Becky in as many cities as I can while we're on tour. There's no real reason behind me wanting to do this other because I can and Becks is okay with it too. So we're in the back room of the bus and I've been riding Becks for a while now. She's the more gentle one in bed between us both. She says she likes making love to me more than she does fucking me. I know as much as I'd rather her just fuck me, I like that she doesn't do it often. That way for the times that she does she gets extremely aggressive and usually puts me right to sleep literally. One time we woke up and I don't know what she dreamed about but she fucked the hell out of me. As soon as she finished I fell right back asleep. But I'm honestly perfectly happy with her just making love to me because it lets me know she's still into me.
"I just don't wanna go. This is city number what five?" That got me to smile and stop my movements. Looking down into her eyes I can see the sincerity in them. It was mandatory that I pressed my lips to hers in a passionate way.
"Seven baby." She only pouted and rested her chin in my chest. She's so adorable when she looks at me like this. I can't help but smile down at her and give her a soft kiss. "Stop it I was on my way to peaking and you're ruining it." I cooed kissing her again. She only tightened her grip around my waist.
"I'm sorry. I hate getting emotional while we're making love, but I can't help it. You look so perfect from down here and I don't want you to go. You're my snuggle buddy, who am I gonna cuddle when I go to sleep? Who am I supposed to kiss and love on?"
"I'm right here baby. I didn't leave yet so keep loving on me while I'm here. You have me in your fingertips right now. I don't know how I'm even talking right now you're literally rearranging my organs you're so big." I purred in her ear slowly beginning to resume my thrusts. "You don't want me to go then prove it." That got her to give me a weird look. Wrapping my arms around her neck I stopped moving and looked her in the eye. "One last time before I go make love to me. Make love to me so passionately that I start seeing pictures of our future together. Fuck me so good that I don't want to leave. Love me so hard that I never forget who I belong to. Give me everything you have because I want it all, I want you. You're my beautiful goggled orange and I want you to remind me why I gave you that name." I spoke softly not stopping our eye contact. "I just want to make love to you before I have to go. Can you do that for me?" She nodded and pulled me in for a kiss.
"I love you."
"I lov-" Before I could even finish saying that she started to bounce me on her lap at a fast pace. "Ahh fuck!" I groaned out because she's nailing me almost right in my g-spot. Some trusts she'll hit it dead on others it'll be off a bit driving me wild. It's the illusion of her almost hitting it that makes it feel like she is. "Becks mmmm-ahh!"
"So hot." I heard her murmur to herself. I'm not sure what she's doing because I'm to busy with my eyes closed enjoying every little second of this moment. It's going to be three weeks where I won't be able to hold her and I'm taking as much of her as I can. For now she has me for another hour in bed before I gotta go.
A little bit later that day at Sasha's meet and greet
"I ship Bosha so hard you guys are so cute!" That got me to smile.
"Thank you. Although I think Becks is the more cute half." I shrugged.
"Ehh I think that could be debated."
"Depends on how you look at it I guess." It was then that one of my security guards was telling me it was time to move on to the next fan. "It was truly nice meeting you. I will for sure make it so me and Becks wear these out one day."
"Good because it took me forever to get the stitches right." This particular fan, or Alexis as she told me, made me and Becky handmade bracelets.
"Well it's perfect I love it. Am I going to see you later at my concert?"
"Definitely!"
"Cool beans. So then I'll see you later then."
"See you later." Giving her a small hug she walked away and then it's on to the next fan. It was here that I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket. Pulling it out it's a photo message from Becks. After our love making session this morning we went our different ways. I here to my meet and greet, Becks to.. well she didn't exactly tell me where she was going. I just know she went back to the beach house and is going to hangout with her girls for the afternoon. Then they will all be backstage at my concert. Anyway opening the message I could help but to smile to myself. She thought it'd be cute to send me a very provocative photo of her in the bathtub. She sent me a random nude and it made me fall in love with her all over again. I don't even have to ask for them because she sends them on her own. I'll have to keep a mental note to send her nudes everyday while I'm overseas.
"Right this way." I heard to the side of me being I'm currently standing in a room and outside of it is where all my fans are waiting. I wanted to have the opportunity to talk to each of my fans individually with no distractions. It's tedious but my fans mean everything to me. Sending Becks a heart eye emoji and the tongue emoji, I put away my phone and looked up at the fan.
"Why hello there!" I smiled extremely wide because this is a pleasant surprise.
"Hello. How's life been for you?"
"As of late I've been living the dream. Business is booming as usual, tours going great, I have the girl of my dreams cuddled up to me in bed every night. I couldn't ask for anything else." I shrugged because my life really is perfect to the last detail. Although there is one thing missing but I'm sure it'll come to me eventually. "What about you?"
"Well I found out my girlfriend of four years was cheating on me and then she left me. Umm I got fired from my job because they don't like it when you obsess over your ex more than you do work. Just found out the other day my grandad had a stroke and is in the hospital and most likely won't recover. Life's really been dicking me deep with a barbed wire cactus." He spoke calmly like he wasn't phased by any of it.
"I'm sorry to hear that."
"Nah you're not sorry. You know I've had a lot of time to think and I've come to a conclusion." He spoke coming closer to me so we were face to face.
"Conclusion to what?"
"As to why you chose to personally rip everything I've ever loved out my hands." That got me to let out a chuckle.
"Finny I didn't do anything to you fam." I replied simply because I'm very amused as to where this might go.
"Really?! What all the drugs fucking with your memory?! Come on did you forgot whose sloppy seconds you cuddle up to at night?"
"It's not really sloppy seconds if you've never made a mess of her. If you want to get technical I actually gave you my sloppy seconds. I wish you could have seen the mess I made of her the first time she let me hit it. I mean I don't know what you called yourself doing but when I first got her she was damn near virgin tight. It was like you were never her first." I smirked looking him in the eyes. I'm not one for bragging but I can't help but do it to Finn because it's funny. It's funny because he looks like he's gone completely insane. His eyes are sorta sunken in, he has a full beard and mustache that looks like he has never combed through. I can't see his hair because he's wearing a dirty baggy sweatshirt with the hood on. "But all that's irrelevant. What can I do for you? An autograph? A photo? An autographed picture?"
"Why'd you have to go and take my girlfriend? Of all the tens and thousands of girls you choose the one who was already in a committed relationship. You took the woman I was supposed to marry and any dreams I had of starting a family with her. Did I do something in my past somewhere that made you hate me?" He's trying to guilt trip me I can sense it, but for what? He's never going to see Becks ever again as long as I'm alive so it's out of the question.
"Well she's beautiful man I'm not gonna lie to you. She's hot like ten thousand out of ten hot."
"I know that's why she was my girlfriend!"
"See that right there is the reason I didn't care about your feelings while I was messing with her. Relationships aren't about looks. It's about how well you and your partner get along. During my music video shoot where we first met we hit it off. We barely knew each other and we were talking like we've known each other for years. Before the shoot I already knew I wanted her but the first time I ever kissed her made me realize that I have to have her, even if it were just one time. Actually it was the night of my wrap party where you made her mad and she came out to hang with me. Let me tell you we had a marvelous time together that night. All night she was all over me and I was all over her. We were having so much fun until you came and took her from me. I remember thinking wow maybe I should back off her because she went from almost going home with me, to going home with you. That didn't stop me it only made me want her even more." It was here that one of the people were signaling me telling me it was time to move on to the next fan. I simply waved them off because I'm not done this conversation. "You know the main reason I brought Mattson's was just so I could make Becky mine?"
"But what if she wasn't at all attracted to you? Then it would have been a waste."
"I knew that. But I was that sure I could get her to come to me. I didn't care I was already in love with her the only thing I needed was her. Believe it or not after she became my assistant every time you fucked up she ran to me for comfort. Whenever she got bored she hit me up and came over. Or I'll tell her to bring me something and she'd stick around when she didn't have to. And somehow I'm not sure why but she always ended up on top of me kissing me and giving me hickies. It was like the world's longest foreplay session. One day she'd want me the next she doesn't, then she'll want me the following day. Every time she did it, it made me want her more and more both ways. First being physically because I love her biceps, and that ass was hypnotizing when she wore tight pants. And second being mentally because she's funny and she so fucking smart it's so sexy. Oh and I love it when she does this cute little thing with her nose when she's upset. Her personality matched mine in a way I've never felt before with anyone I've ever met. She was everything I could ever want in a future wife. She cooks, cleans, and gives great head, things I couldn't dare let slip from my hands. So I lured her into my bed and my sex was just so amazing she kept coming back for more. I gave her that little something in her life that she was missing being with you and that's probably why she left you. So when you find your new girlfriend or boyfriend whoever I don't care, just make sure you spoil them and every now and then fuck'em like a slut and I guarantee you they'll stay with you." He's just staring at me not saying a word, or really blinking. "Hey but if anything I did you a favor. Now you're free to stick your dick in anything that has a pulse!.. Except for me or Becks." I smiled because it all worked out well in the end.
"You just don't get it do you?" I just gave him a questioning look. "Rebecca was my first and my everything, and you took that from me. Without that little piece of me I have no emotions left to give. You took my girl and my pride so just know I'll see to it the universe makes sure the same happens to you." He spoke flatly looking me directly in the eyes. When he said that I couldn't help but to get chills all throughout my body. He has crazy wild eyes and I'm not sure if that was a threat or he's wishing bad luck upon me. Either one gave me an eerie feeling.. then again I don't care because he's probably trying to intimidate me. It isn't working because Becks is going to be mine for three eternities. Plus I've been nothing but good so I have no bad karma after me.
"Nonsense Becks loves me. She knows she'll never find someone who takes care of her like I do. Plus she's my everything now and if she were to ever cheat on me I'll kill that person in front of her. And she knows she's not allowed to leave me , knock on wood, no matter how bad she wants to. If I'm still feeling her then she's still mine no matter what. See that's another reason why I was able to take her from you. Some females love it when you take charge and tell them what you want. Becks just so happened to be one and I picked up on it early on so when it came down to it I knew what she wanted. There's a strict set of rules me and her have for our relationship. And our number one is to be honest with each other. So in your case you weren't hitting it right and so she came to me for the sex you weren't giving her. All she has to do is tell me what she wants and how she wants it and I give it to her. If you ask me I'd tell you our relationship is very healthy in all aspects and it's because of that I know she the one." I spoke simply because my relationship with Becks is virtually bulletproof. "If it makes you feel better I promise to always continue taking care of her like the queen she is. I really honestly am madly in love with that woman and I know she loves me too. I'd take a thousand bullets through my chest if it meant she'd be okay I love her so much. I don't want your approval nor do I care about what you think about me. I did what you weren't and it made my world complete while yours crumbled. You can blame me for it all you want but in the end it was all Finn's fault because you forgot to cherish your girl." I spoke looking him directly in the eyes so he knows I'm serious. It was here that the people on the side were telling me that it's really time for me to move on to the next fan. I've made my point so I'm done talking to him. "Anyway we're all out of time here. I hope to see you rocking out later at the show." I smiled pretending we never had that conversation.
"Yeah because I want to hear all the stupid songs that you wrote about my ex." That made me laugh because in order to even be able to talk to me right now he had to have paid at least ninety maybe almost a hundred dollars because this is all part of a special VIP package that we sell to go with fans who purchase upper lower section seats. Hmm I guess I'll find out tonight when I spot the lone empty seat in the audience.
"Eh can't please everyone. Anyway let me give you an autograph or two. That way you can sell them or throw darts at them, burn them I don't care." I spoke turning to the table that has copies of my headshot and tour posters. "Matter of fact I'll give you four and I won't per-" Before I could continue talking or signing he threw something down on the table.
"I don't want your pity, and I sure as hell don't want your blood money. Never break bread with the enemy." He then put his hands in his pockets and walked out the room. Umm I'm not exactly sure what to make of that but whatever that's his loss. My autographs are actually selling for rather high prices on EBay. I looked at one the other day and it was going for three thousand. Looking down at what he threw on the table it's a wad of cash. Picking it up I recognized the red and black rubber band holding it together.. I think this is the same exact thousand that I gave him the day I took Becky from him. Holy shit that was back in February and it's almost August now! Damn he must really be a lot more troubled than I thought because I know my heartbroken ass would have spent it all by now. What the fuck has he been doing with it for all this time? Well shit now I have a ton of questions with no answers. There's no way all one thousand is still in this band. I'm definitely going to have to count it once I get done this meet and greet. Think I'll just donate this to charity or something. Or perhaps I'll get Becks a new purse. Who knows we'll see how I feel later. I think Becks need a new purse though.
End of August Becky's POV. At the airport in Ireland
"Umm I'm passing terminal one now." I spoke walking in the airport, my flight just landed not too long ago and I'm talking to my mother trying to figure out where the hell they are being they insisted they pick me up.
"Okay well I sent your father in there so look for him in there."
"Alright. Does he have his phone on him?"
"Umm.. Nope he left it in the car like he always does. I dunno you can't miss that shiny head of his. So just look for that and you'll find him." Spoke my mum.
"Okay." I mumbled looking around for my popular. I'm going to be honest I'm so fucking nervous to see them. I haven't seen them in person since I moved to the states two years ago. So much has happened since I last saw them that I'm scared to tell them. Every now and then I'll Skype them or call, but I haven't told them me and Finn aren't together anymore. And I haven't told them that I have a girlfriend now. They aren't into technology and stuff like that so they have no clue as to what I've been really up to. Since me and my brother moved out they moved to a small town outside of Dublin. There it's not too connected to modern culture so they haven't seen the tabloids with Sasha and I's faces on them. They're completely out of the loop and know nothing about my current whereabouts or relationship. Yeah that phone call my mum and I had the morning after the Grammys was just her telling me she found all my old baby clothes and if I wanted them. My brother knows but I begged him not to tell them because I wanted to be the one to tell them. I have no idea how they're going to react when I tell them Sasha isn't my friend but my girlfriend. I know it isn't going to be good because they love Finn and were planning our wedding, and I think they're going to be upset that I most likely won't be giving them grandkids.
"Rebecca!" I heard snapping me out of my thoughts. Looking around I saw off in the distance my dad. I love it because he's just as fat and round as I remember him. "Rebecca over her darling." As scared as I am to tell them I'm also just as excited to see them. So picking up my pace I practically ran at him and hugged him.
"Hi poppa!" I mumbled in his chest. Ahh he still smells the same. Like tobacco and honey.
"Ugh I've missed my little girl." He chuckled hugging me tighter.
"I missed you too."
"Good lord you're hair is so bright you look like a piece of candy corn." He spoke inspecting the ends of my hair. I wanna get upset but I know he's messing with me.
"I can say the same to you. You look like you ate a small child." I joked hitting his belly because he has a beer belly.
"Actually it was two!" He joked getting me to hug him again.
"Agh I love you."
"I love you too. But come on let's get a move on you're mother has not stopped talking about you all damn week. I thought you went missing or something she talked about you so much. She's dying to see ya since you don't like coming to visit us no more. You moved to the states and became too American to come home." It was here that we continued on walking
"I know I'm sorry, I've just been busy working. Plus there have been a lot of changes since I last saw you guys face to face."
"Did Finn finally propose to you?"
"No. No not really."
"What the hell is he waiting for? You guys aren't getting any younger."
"I think it's more what am I waiting for." I shrugged.
"What do you mean?"
"Becky no way!" I heard come from behind me. Turning to see who it was it was a guy who looked maybe in his early twenties. "Holy shit! It's really you!"
"Yep in the flesh." I smiled.
"Oh my god. Where's Sasha? Is she here?" He asked looking around I just smiled and shook my head no.
"No she isn't actually I just flew in from the states. But last I checked she is in Stockholm and she'll be landing a bit later today."
"Oh okay right I forgot she was on tour. Which is surprising because I have tickets to go see her tomorrow." He smiled getting me to smile with him.
"Well it's going to be a great show, and trust me I'd be the one to know. I've seen it easily over a hundred times already."
"I know I'm excited. I've been going out my way to not watch any of the videos from the other shows. I want it all to be new to me."
"Good I like that you're excited to see her because I am too. I'm going through withdrawals without her with me."
"Awe you two are so damn cute I love it. But do you mind?" He asked pulling out his phone.
"Of course not." He then held up his phone and we took a few selfies.
"You know this is fate. This is the world telling me that I was meant to be at her concert tomorrow."
"It probably is. Anyway by the way what's your name?"
"Peter. But you can call me Pete or Petey. Whichever it doesn't matter."
"Petey. I'll be sure to let Sash know you said hi."
"Really?!" He gushed.
"Yeah."
"Oh man! I'm starstruck." He grinned just staring at me. Normally that'd make me uncomfortable but I'm getting major gay vibes from him. "Okay I'm making this awkward. This is awkward now I'm just staring... I'm gonna go."
"Haha okay. It was nice meeting you Petey."
"It was all my pleasure. I just met The Legit Boss's queen I don't think it could be any more of an honor." He then for some odd reason bowed to me before turning and walking away.
"The Legit Boss's queen aye!?" I heard from behind me.
"It's complicated." I shrugged turning back to face my dad.
"Good you can explain it to us at dinner tonight. You're mum has a huge dinner planned for tonight and I'm hungry so let's get your shit and go home."
"Oh well then let's get going." From there we grabbed my luggage and headed to the car. After ten minutes of my mom hugging and kissing me we got in the car and headed home. I have to say I'm so happy to be back in the motherland. Everything looks exactly the way it did when I left. The same wide open lands, same old buildings, same street lamps. It's bringing back all the flashbacks from when I was a kid navigating my way through these streets. I wonder how all my old friends are doing I'll have to see what they all are up to these days. Most of them are married with kids. Ha according to my parents I should be too.. I honestly am in no rush to be married. I like Sasha and I's relationship just how it is. We don't need a stupid piece of paper to prove our love for each other. Love is what keeps us together not a piece of paper and gold rings.
It's not too far of a drive from the airport to their house. Maybe like forty five minutes give or take. When we got there they let me stay in the guest room that they have. I didn't bother unpacking anything because I'm not exactly planning to stay here.. I miss my Sasha, I haven't seen her in almost three weeks since she started her European leg of the tour. We've been FaceTiming each other every morning and before bed but it didn't cut it for me. This whole distance thing sucks and I NEED her. We've been exchanging photos and words for days now just building up our tension waiting and waiting to finally explode. So that's why I made Sasha get us a room in a nearby hotel. I don't have the balls to have sex in my parents house, I can't disrespect them like that. Plus with the way we've been teasing each other, odds are we're going to be loud and I can't wait. I miss cuddling her before I go to sleep. Our bed has been so cold without her in it and it made it hard to go to sleep. She'll be here later tonight and I'm counting the minutes until then. Setting all that aside I really do hope my parents like her at least. I'm not too sure they'll like the fact that she's my girlfriend and that we're together, but I think if they get to know her before I tell them we're together it might not be as hard of a blow. Sasha is a good person and I want them to see that too. Fuck I don't even want to tell them.
Later that night
"Hi baby." Smiled Sasha pulling out of our kiss.
"Hi." I lightly smiled before connecting my lips back to hers.
"Fuck I've missed this." She cooed running her hand through my hair. "You're not allowed to leave me anymore. I hated it all. Every second away from you felt like an eternity." To that I leaned down and kissed her. Right now we're in the backseat of my moms car, just sitting in the airport parking lot. Don't worry as much as we want to we agreed to try and keep our hands to ourselves until later tonight when we have privacy.
"I know how do you think I felt sleeping at home. I couldn't sleep in our bed it wasn't the same without my cuddle bug."
"So then no more spending nights away from each other?"
"Well maybe once every now and then, you know to keep things fresh. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and we couldn't be the truer meaning of that right now."
"No! You aren't allowed to sleep anywhere but with me. I need you to be with me all day everyday." That got me to smile because she is so cute.
"Mkay. I'll never leave you then." She replied to that with a kiss. After we pulled away we just sat and stared into each other's eyes. "You know I'm really nervous to letting you meet my parents."
"Awe I promise to behave. I'll keep my hands to myself around them."
"It's not that... it's just I never told them about you."
"What?!"
"Yeah I know I'm sorry please don't get mad at me." To that she shimmied out of my grasp and sat up.
"What do you mean you haven't told them about me?" All I could do was look at her. "They still think you're with Finn don't they?"
"Yeah." She let out a groan of disapproval.
"Then who the fuck do they think I am? Do they even know I'm coming?"
"Yeah they know you're coming, they just don't know that we're together. I told them that I was bringing a friend and that's it." She's just staring at me in disbelief.
"So you're telling me they have no clue that we're dating?" I nodded. "And you're planning to tell them tonight?"
"Not sure when I'll tell them but I want to." I then moved closer to her and I grabbed her hand. "I know you said it's something I should have handled myself but goddamn it Sasha I'm scared. I'm so fucking in love with you and I'm terrified of what they'll say. I know it's not going to be good and I don't want to do it alone. Please baby if you love me you'll do this with me because I need you with me." I pleaded with my best pouty face.
"Becks I just really want them to like me. When I met Danielle's parents it didn't end well at all and I don't want to have to do it again. They put all the blame of their daughter being gay on me and said some pretty fucked up and very racist things to me, yo-"
"Okay well her parents aren't my parents. The whole telling them we're together I know won't be pretty, but they won't try and pin it.. well I don't know what they're going to do. I just know they aren't racist so you'll be fine. One of my friends growing up was black and they never had a problem with it, so I'm sure it won't be any different."
"Okay let's say they don't care that I'm black, but they care more that technically we're lesbians. What if they decide to like disown you or something like that?"
"Well that's going to hurt. It's probably going to hurt a lot but I don't care. I love you and you love me and that'll be more than enough love for me to be happy. You, Char, Bayley, Trin, E, Kofi, Tamina, Xavier, and Keko are my family now and I'll get over it in time."
"Keko?"
"Yeah that's the name of our puppy that you're going to get me to help me cope with all these changes." I smiled because I want a puppy. These past few weeks where it was just me in my lonesome I figured that if we got a pet I wouldn't be as lonely.
"We're not getting a dog."
"Oh Sasha please! I already know what kind I want and everything. It's a mini little French Bulldog. He won't shed because they don't have long hair and he's going to be so cute with his chubby cheeks and floppy ears. Oh and then-" Before I couldn't get out another word she crashed her lips into mine.
"We're not getting a dog. I don't want it peeing all over my floors. And I don't need it tearing up my furniture. Maybe a little goldfish or something that doesn't do much you know? How about a pet rock?"
"Babe?!"
"No whining. I told you already and I'm sticking to my guns." I want to keep talking but I know I can scam her into getting me one. She can never say no to me when I really want something. If that doesn't work then I'll get one anyway without her permission and guilt her into letting it stay.
"Fine we'll discuss it another day then. But we gotta get goin' if we're going to make it back for dinner." I mumbled looking at my phone to see the time.
"Is it too late to just go home?"
"Well my mum already set a place for you at the table. It'd be rude of you not to show. Plus we have a show tomorrow night in the city so you can't leave this country." She let out a deep groan. "And I still wanna show you around my old stomping grounds."
"It's a damn good thing I love you." Giving her a chaste kiss I smiled at her.
"I know I love you too. But come on let's go I'm hungry and mom is making ham." Getting out the car we got back in the front and headed towards my parents. The whole time we were driving I didn't let go of Sasha's hand. I need all the courage I can get. Thinking about our relationship I really have nothing to worry about because Sasha came out on national television and you can't get any bigger than that. I'm just coming out to my parents not the entire world. I just pray shit doesn't hit the fan tonight.
...
"Just relax and be yourself and I'm sure they'll love you." I spoke fixing Sasha's hair being were standing outside the front door of my parents house.
"Okay I'm fine would you stop being so.. so bleh. I'm not nervous but you're nervousness is starting to make me nervous."
"I'm sorry I just-" Sasha just pressed her lips to mine. Ugh she always knows how to calm me down.
"Everything is going to be fine because we're going to go in there and show them that love is love no matter what. They can either accept us or reject us either way we still have each other. Then we're going to go back to the hotel and we're going to go at it like rabbits. I'm dying to have me a piece of you. It's been way too long and I need to cuddle. The faster we get in there the faster we get to leave. Then the faster I get to make love to my beautiful girlfriend." She then gave me a quick kiss before ringing the doorbell. "We're going to be fine."
"I love you."
"I love you too baby." It was seconds later that the door opened and appeared my mom.
"Why aren't you a pretty little thing!" She exclaimed looking Sasha up and down.
"Well thank you. I get it from my mom." Giggled Sasha.
"Rebecca don't be rude introduce me to your friend."
"Umm mom this is Sasha. Sasha this is my mom."
"Hi it's very nice to meet the beautiful woman who gave birth to this cutie behind me."
"Oh I see you're quite the charmer huh?!" Blushed my mom.
"Well they do say I'm a wizard with words."
"She isn't lying." I reassured. I mean she doesn't have three Grammys for no reason.
"I guess we'll have to see about that. Come in, come in! Make yourself comfortable dinner is almost ready. Honey show our guest where to hang her coat." Spoke my mom as me and Sash walked in the house.
"Okay. Where's pop?"
"In his den doing who knows what."
"Oh alright. We're going down there."
"Okay I'll call you when dinner is ready." My mum then walked away to I assume the kitchen.
"You have her eyes."
"Huh?"
"You have your mom's eyes it's adorable."
"Thank you. Anyway here let me get your coat." I then helped her take off her coat. Hanging it on the coat rack I turned back to her. "So how are you feeling?"
"I'm doing great. Your mom loves me already. Now I just gotta finesse you're dad."
"Watch it you. Just because they don't know we're together doesn't give you rights to flirt with them."
"I can't help myself. I'm sorry."
"Yeah yeah. Keep it up and you'll be sorry. Come on." I spoke heading off to find my dad.
"Mmm yes daddy." She growled from behind me. I shook that off because I know if I turned around to look at her I'll succumb to her. Like my mum said my father was in his den. Not surprisingly Sasha and my dad hit it off almost immediately. Apparently Sasha knows a lot about cars like my dad and they had a long conversation about them. Halfway through it I figured I'd go help my mum set the table or something. There actually wasn't much to help her with because everything was basically done, I just helped her put all the food on the table. So it was in no time the four of us were at the dinner table.
"So Sasha where are you from?" Asked my mom breaking the silence being we're all eating.
"I'm from Boston Massachusetts. For a majority of my life I lived in the city."
"Oh wow. So then you must not be use to how quiet it is over here then huh?"
"Well I guess yes and no. Yes because I'll always be a city girl and I'm use to being loud, but no because both houses are in quiet neighborhoods."
"Both houses?!" Chimed my dad.
"Well I have a seven bedroom in Santa Barbara. And then a two bedroom in Florida. The one in California is in a gated community, but it's not too far from the city. Then the house in Florida is a beach house so it's nothing but the sounds of the ocean. So I have almost the best of both." Shrugged Sasha.
"A seven bedroom? That must be a mansion with that many bedrooms." Spoke my dad to which she nodded.
"Oh it's unnecessarily big for just two people but I like it. Plus that's where all my cars are."
"So where is the Aston?"
"In Florida. I originally got it from Miami and I never had it moved to Cali. A few days after I got it I met someone and I didn't want to leave Florida so soon so I sorta just kept it down there. Flash forward some I'm buying a house and now it's home there."
"What other cars are down there?" Like I said before my dad and Sash really hit it off with cars.
"Umm my Rolls-Royce and the Mercedes is there too."
"So then the Audi is at the other house?"
"Yes sir. Along with the Porsche, the Escalade, the Cadillac, and Beck's Wrangler. It's not too too many but it's enough to keep me happy. My other half won't let me get anymore cars so I gotta make do with the ones I do have."
"Hold on what exactly is your occupation if you don't mind? I imagine it's not cheap owning all those cars." Butted in my mother.
"It's not but that's why I have my accountant handle all that. But my main job is I'm a successful recording artist. I got a couple awards to back it up too. And right now I'm actually in the middle of my world tour."
"She's really good too. Fifty out of the one hundred and twenty shows are completely sold out." I added.
"Well it's all thanks to you. Did you guys know that Becks did a majority of planning out my tour. All I did was bark out orders and she made it all happen. She's the best assistant I could ever ask for.."
"All in a days work." I shrugged.
"Then apart from my singing I own a chain of grocery stores down in Florida."
"Hmm you are just one busy girl huh?!"
"Yeah I guess you can say that. And then I'm partnered with a charity that helps cater to all LGBT youth and gives them a place to stay for those who don't have homes. I don't make any profit from it but it is on my resume." Hearing Sasha listing off everything she does makes me smile a bit. She does so much and is genuinely a good person. I'm hoping that my parents see that too.
"Sheesh how do you even manage to balance all that at the same time?" To that Sasha smiled and looked at me.
"Well that's where your daughter here comes into play. She actually is the one who runs the business I just sign my name when needed. Oh and while we're discussing business, I want to thank the both of you for spending all that money on Becks getting her bachelor's degree. She is a true blessing, if it weren't for her I don't know where I'd be or if my business would even still be a thing. She's been making my life so much better from the very first day I met her." When she said that she looked me directly in the eyes making me blush.
"Well that's good at least we know we got our money's worth."
"I mean her whole existence is a blessing if you ask me. If it weren't for her I probably wouldn't be sitting here right now. Oh and good old Finn. God bless him if he didn't suck as a boyfriend I wouldn't be as happy as I am now." Sasha smiled widely. I swear sometimes she can be so petty.
"Speaking of Finn where is he? That's my boy!" Asked my dad nudging my leg with his.
"Oh he is so handsome. I love him he's a doll." Added my mom. Well that just made my purpose for being here a thousand times more difficult.
"You know of all the guys you've dated I liked him the best. It's been so long since I've seen him."
"Haha you know I saw him not too long ago at one of my signings. He don't look too handsome now bless his soul. He looked like he hadn't slept in days and quite possibly borderline crazy."
"What? What do you mean?" Asked my mum looking at Sash sounding extremely worried.
"Becks he's your ex, you tell them." Spoke Sasha shrugging and eating something off her plate. Wow babe way to throw me under the bus.
"Tell us what?"
"We broke up."
"Huh! What?! What happened?! Awe baby you poor thing!" My mom then reached for my hand and soothingly caressed it. "I know how much you lo-"
"It's fine and I'm fine. I thought he was the one but turns out it was someone else."
"What do you mean you broke up with Finn?!" Chimed my dad.
"It's exactly what it means Poppa. Look around do you see him here? Don't you think he'd come too if we were still together?"
"I dunno I assumed he was too busy working and couldn't go with you."
"Nope he isn't my boyfriend anymore."
"Well why what happened?" When she asked that Sasha and I looked up at each other at the same time. This is it. I have to tell them now because I can't lie to them. I've been lying to them for months now and I think it's time to come clean.
"Umm I..." I'm racking my brain trying to find the words to begin to tell them I cheated on Finn with Sasha, and now Sasha and I are a couple. Drinking some more of my wine I took in a deep breath and let it out. "You guys know that I love you both and that I'd never do anything to disappoint you right?"
"We love you too honey. But what's the problem why would we be disappointed?" Spoke my mum.
"Well I cheated on him. I had an affair and then left him for my lover." I spoke putting everything in one go. No sense in beating around the bush. It's nothing but silence from my parents so I figured I'd keep going. "It wasn't like I woke up one day and was like hey I wanna cheat on my long term boyfriend of almost four years. No it was something that sorta built up and then exploded into a giant mess."
"Haha." Chuckled Sasha drinking her water.
"You know there's this quote by an American actor. He said if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one because if you really loved the first person you wouldn't have fallen for the second person. I didn't fully understand what he was talking about because I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with two people at once. I was in love with Finn but then I met someone else and I slowly but surely fell for them too while I was still with him. Then as time progressed I found myself getting more and more attracted to the other person and I began losing interest in Finn."
"Wow I don't even know how to-"
"Who is this other person? I'm dying to know who could possibly be better than Finn." Interrupted my dad. Well here goes nothing.
"Well dad you remember earlier at the airport when that guy called me The Legit Boss's Queen?" He nodded. "Well The Legit Boss is sitting right next to you." I spoke nodding towards Sasha.
"Hi." Murmured Sasha in a sheepish tone. My dad looked at Sasha before looking at me, then back to Sasha, and back to me.
"What?" Exclaimed my mom.
"Yeah I got that nickname a long time ago. It was before my music started to-"
"There's no fucking way my daughter is gay!" Chuckled my dad in a semi serious semi joking manner. I don't even know what to respond to that other than to look at him. "You two are funny. This is a sick joke isn't it?!"
"No sir." Spoke Sasha.
"How can that be? All your life you've been into men."
"I thought the same thing too. And I did, that was until I met Sasha. She was the one who showed me what it's like to have someone who wants nothing but the best for me."
"So you're the reason her and Finn aren't together anymore." Sneered my dad towards my girlfriend. I don't care who you are nobody talks to my girlfriend like that.
"Hey don't you talk to her like that! She had nothing to do with me and Finn breaking up. Everything that I did was on my own account I knew full and well what I was doing. You want to get mad at someone get mad at me but you will not talk to my girlfriend like that." I defended. Sasha is the innocent one I this case and I'm not gonna let them drag her through the dirt.
"Girlfriend?!"
"Yes mum girlfriend. Sasha is my girlfriend and I'm in love with her."
"NO!" Boomed my dad. "No this can't be true. This is fucking nonsense my only daughter can not be a gay!" We're already balls deep so I might as well keep going. Pulling out my phone I unlocked it and pulled up google. I then searched Becky and The Boss and pulled up all the random photos of me and Sasha that were either from our social media or paparazzi.
"Sorry to let you down." I spoke handing him my phone. He probably only scrolled through the photos for five seconds before he took my phone and launched it across the room. Of course the one day I decided not to have a case on it. It hit the wall and slammed on the ground.
"Okay that was totally unnecessary." Spoke Sasha in an annoyed voice.
"Don't fucking tell me what to do in my own damn house you fucking faggot!" Growled my dad at Sasha. I don't know what came over me but my next instinct was to throw my drink at him.
"Fuck you! Come on babe we're going they don't deserve to be in our presence." Standing up from the table I walked over to Sasha, grabbed her and made out with her. My dad let out a very angry growl only making me deepen our kiss. "If she's a faggot then I'm one too." I spat looking my dad directly in the eyes. I then turned and faced my mom. "I'm sorry mum. Regardless if you like it or not I'm gay. Accept it or not you're still my mom and I love you. You're the only parent I have left now. I'll call you in the morning." Kissing my mom on the forehead I straighten back up and looked at my dad. "Let's go babe." Interlacing my hand with hers we headed for the door collecting my phone off the floor as we went.
"Wait babe what about your bags?" Asked Sasha stopping me from leaving the house.
"I'll get them later I just want to go."
"Kay." We then left the house and headed for the car. Opening the passenger side door Sasha climbed in.
"Hey don't even bother coming back because you're not a Lynch anymore!" Yelled my dad coming out the house and standing on the porch.
"Good I wouldn't want to be the daughter of an asshole homophobe!" I yelled back before going to get in the car. He said something back but I didn't hear it because I was too busy driving away. I don't even know where I'm going I'm just driving. It's silent in here besides the sound of the car.
"Thank you."
"Hmm?" She took off her seatbelt then leaned over kissing my cheek.
"For defending me. You threw a glass of wine on your dad because he was being mean to me. You choose me over your own dad and it showed me just how much I mean to you."
"It's just I didn't like how he was talking to you. Nobody talks to my girlfriend like that and gets away with it. I didn't want them to think that me leaving Finn was your fault."
"I know you did and I thank you for that."
"You're welcome." I murmured giving her a half smile. I'm not in a smiling mood right now.
"Becks baby pull over."
"Why?"
"Pull over." She spoke softly. Listening to her I pulled over. She got out the car and came to my side of the car. Opening my door she pulled me out the car. Then without a word she pulled me in for a hug. I don't know what happened or how she knew but I broke down. Right there on the side of the road I cried on her shoulder. I don't exactly know how long I cried but it was long enough for me to ruin Sasha's shirt with my tears and running makeup. "You okay?"
"No." I spoke simply earning me a kiss.
"Ok well let's go to the hotel and we'll cuddle and go to sleep." Nodding I got back in the car. "Actually you wanna call an Über instead. I hate making you drive while you're in a sad mood."
"It's fine I'm sure it isn't too far. Plus I don't think Über works outside of the States." Sasha doesn't have a driver's license in Ireland yet so she can't drive. Plus I'm not sure my mum would like it if Sash somehow wrecked her car.
"Okay let's go then." She interlaced our fingers together and we drove like that the entire way to the hotel. Once we got there I gave the car to the valet and we checked in. The hotel isn't extremely glamorous but it's still a hotel. Another thing I like about Sasha and Is relationship is that regardless of our social status we just got a normal one bedroom on the fifth floor. "Babe I love it here you're so famous here."
"Ehh it's alright." I shrugged taking off my jacket and lying it on the chair in the corner of the room. "I forgot why I left here in the first place and now I remember why."
"Awe babe it's not so bad. What's so bad about this place?"
"Everything." I stated simply. That got Sasha to giggle and come over to me.
"You're so fucking cute when you're all grouchy and mad." She smiled hugging me. "You have no idea how much I love you. I don't think I could ever survive without you. The past few weeks were probably the hardest weeks I've ever had to endure. When I wasn't performing I literally could only think about you and the next time I'd be able to hold you like this. And I tell you my jealousy was off the charts with us being on different continents. I was deathly afraid I'd lose you while I was gone."
"Lose me how?" I asked wrapping my arms around here. Things like this aren't new in our relationship. I'm not sure entirely when she started doing this but she'll randomly cling on to me and start telling me things. It'd be a range of things she tells me from something that bothered her during the day, to what she's thinking, and sometimes something I did to upset her.
"You're just so beautiful and the whole world knows it. So I know there are probably thousands of people waiting in line to have you to and I don't like it. I know you're loyal to me and I have nothing to fear but dudes these days don't care anymore. I have to keep you with me at all times so nobody can try and take you from me. You're literally my everything and my favorite person so if I ever lost you I'll die. I'll probably kill myself I'd be so depressed. I wish you could understand the hold you have on me."
I know baby. I can say the same for you. Millions of people worldwide would kill to be in my shoes. I mean I get to cuddle up to Sasha Banks The Legit Boss every night. You're the woman who guys and girls dream about at night before they go to bed. To be honest with you you're a total dreamboat. You can sing and dance really good. You're so sweet and adorable. And we can't forget those big brown eyes that suck you in like a black hole. Everything about you is perfect to me and I don't want anyone but you.. No matter what my parents say or anyone. You're mine and I'm yours, and that's all that matters." When I said the last part I looked her right in the eyes.
"Do you think he'll come around?"
"I dunno probably not for a while." I murmured earning me a kiss. "Hopefully one day he will. I mean he liked you up until he found out we're dating"
"Ugh I hate that word! Dating. I don't feel like that word is suitable for our relationship."
"Well that's what they call it when you have a girlfriend or boyfriend. You're dating."
"Nah at this point you're my uncrowned wife. Fuck you being my girlfriend and dating. And you know what else you aren't a Lynch anymore so now you're a Banks just to spite him."
"Rebecca Banks. Hmm it does have a nice ring to it."
"Perfect I love it. Now everything about you down to the last detail I love. The only thing I've ever wanted to change about you was you last name. You're perfect and you're worth it. But honestly can we go to sleep now? I miss you and I'm tired. I want cuddles." She pouted tugging at my shirt as she backed away towards the bed.
"Okay I need to sleep off today."
"Yay!" Sasha then took off her shirt and climbed in the bed getting under the covers. "Come on slowpoke!" I could only smile looking at her. She's really my best friend and I love her. For all I care she could be all I have and I'd be happy. No matter the situation she always manages to somewhat cheer me up. Taking off my shirt I climbed in the bed and cuddled up next to her. I don't really need a home or a family if I have Sasha.
Yeah see I told you this chapter a bit wonky. And also I'd like to acknowledge this while it's in my head. Yes I know this timeline is probably fucked up or out of order. There's no need to call me out on it just go with it. I'll always keep it a bean and admit when I fuck up. So if something doesn't make sense just go with it... then again I guess you'd have to in order to understand my stories. Umm.. So how about Finn and Sasha's little encounter? That's some eerie ass ish right? Not really I just want to know if you picked up on my clues that I dropped. What?! Joz is dropping clues now?! Nah I'm always dropping clues it's just a matter of if you can spot them. Yeah that's right Jozzy writes with hidden clues. Foreshadow truly is a wonderful thing for us writers. If you're a loyal CallMeJoz story reader and have read my other stories then you might have some ideas. If you don't give two shits about my other stories and only ever read this one... good. Keep it that way till I finish this story because I'm going to make you question my sanity. I apologize in advance. No go ahead and scroll back to the top of this page and reread it so you can find the clues. Kay I'm going to go now, I have some stuff to take care of. Till next time stay tipsy. ~Joz #fuckitup