Happy Absinthe day! So I bet now you're wondering how the fuck did the kings men outnumber Humpty back together again right? Because I'm wondering too because didn't all his insides splatter everywhere, and then his shell I'm positive they ain't find all the pieces. That's probably why he screws over Puss for the magic beans. Anywhore moving on this is another past chapter. It skips around so be mindful of that. I feel like I say that a lot but ain't nobody got time for shit that's irrelevant to what we wanna see. I mean do you really care how Becks and Finn's relationship changes after she cheated on him? Because I know I don't care hence why I didn't write it cuz that sounds boring. If you do care I'm sorry you're weird. Keep being weird I like it. Don't think thins is going to be a freebie day, get out your pens and paper and take note because I'll be checking when we're done here.
Becky's POV
"No way are you Sasha Banks?" Just hearing that name brought chills all throughout my body. I didn't believe it until I looked up and she's staring dead at me. Her face is so stoic and disheveled. Damn even when I'm fucked up she still looks good. Her outfit is rather plain compared to how she normally dresses when she goes out. Not that she doesn't look cute tonight she just looks like something is bothering her. Then again she's staring at me like at any second she's going to start crying. I don't need a scientist to know that it's my fault. And it's probably not helping that I'm in Finn's lap with his arms around me. Part of me wants to push him off me yet the other half says no. I'll never understand how or why she wanted me so bad but she does. Sasha is probably one of the most controversial people to ever enter my life and no matter what I do I can't completely shake her from my life. I want to in terms of Finn and I's relationship, yet she's everything Finn and I's relationship isn't. This is all one big giant mess and I don't know how to clean it up, I'm on my own this time. I'm not going to lie I'll admit it I do want to be able to have my cake and eat it too, but it'd be going against anything I've ever believed in. It's very hypocritical for me to say it but I don't like cheaters. Nothing good ever really comes from it so why bother? I wronged a man who's nothing but good to me all because I fell for Sasha's stupid charm. As much as I hate to admit it Sasha is such a smooth talker and she always knew the right things to say to get me where she wanted me. I'm so sad our relationship ended the way it did because I sorta enjoyed it. At times it really never felt like I was working for her. It was basically like just going to hangout with one of my best friends everyday. All we did was play, when we weren't doing business all we did was hang out and chill. Staring into her eyes I can feel all the hurt coming back.
It's only been three days since that night and I'm still a bit shook. I cheated on my boyfriend with Sasha.. I feel so goddamn bad but some of me doesn't feel that bad. Sasha and I's relationship was something I've never experienced before. It was the best time I've had in awhile, I got to travel in a private jet, meet celebrities, go shopping in stores I thought I'd never be able to afford. When we weren't doing that then we were just hanging out talking about whatever came up. For hours we'd just sit and talk and I'll admit it was nice. It was nice to have someone to talk to and who understood. It's a shame that it's all it over. But the main thing on my mind right now is how'd she know I was here? Or is this all one big coincidence? If she did hunt me down, what is she going to do? Honestly I don't know what I'd do if she came over here... If she were to come over to me right now there's a decent chance I'll listen..
I've yet to break eye contact with her because something in me won't let me. We just stared at each other until some random blonde came in and dragged her out the pub. I have no idea who that woman is but I'm just surprised she moved on that quick.. Then again she's probably use to just skipping on to the next girl if the one she has doesn't go along with her. I know that's probably not true but I just don't get it. Just three nights ago she was crying begging me to be with her and now she's off working her charm on another girl. How was she able to just move on so quickly like that because I know I still haven't gotten over it completely yet. Trust me I really am trying to erase it from my mind but I can't stop thinking about that whole day. How it started off so normally and ended with us both crying in a hospital parking lot. And everything in between was so perfect and then it all went to shit when reality came back into play. I can't describe that evening though because I don't know what to think of it. I'm not sure what came over me when I let her in the shower with me. I just remember watching her slowly lather herself up and it made me want her more than anything I've ever wanted in my life. It sucked because she knew that and she took forever to give me what I wanted but it was worth it. Boy did she deliver too. For someone who doesn't physically have a dick she sure knows how to use one. I don't really have much experience in that department, I just know I've never had my legs go numb with Finn. And he definitely has never left bruises shaped like hands on my hips. Yeah they showed up the next day, I noticed them when I went to shower. I wanted to be mad but that sex was good. It was too good and it wasn't fair. If I could just-
"Babe you alright?"
"Huh?"
"What's the matter you totally spaced out staring at the same spot." Oh fuck I didn't even notice but I'm just staring at the spot where Sasha was. I assume he didn't notice her standing over there which is good. He thinks that she's overseas somewhere and that's why I don't have to be at work for a while.
"Sorry.. I was just thinking about how good I'm going to sleep tonight." That got him to smile and kiss me.
"You ready to go?" I simply nodded before getting off his lap so he could stand up. "Let me say goodbye and we'll go."
"Make it quick." From there he said goodbye to all his friends and then we headed home.
...
"Fuck you're so beautiful!"
"Mmmhmm." I moaned out trying to hurry this along as soon as possible. Right now I've never felt so uncomfortable during sex in my life. I thought entirely that this is what I needed but it's not helping. I so desperately want to get into this, but I can't for some reason. The foreplay was fine I'm turned on but it's not as intense as it could be. I don't know what's wrong with me. I hate pretending but I'm sobering up and I don't know where my head is. Thank god that it's fairly dark in here besides the lamp on our bedside table, this way he won't see the bruises. It'd be so much easier if he wasn't so gentle and just put even bigger bruises over her bruises.. but nope. Good it's like I'm some ceramic doll and at any second I'll break. Fucking hell this is awful... After what Sasha did to me this is nothing. I hate admitting that but it's the truth. She might be right.. No I'm just tired is all. I haven't been sleeping a lot since Friday so maybe that's it. Or maybe I'm still not over what happened at the bar.
"Babe hey you okay?" I heard snapping me out of my thoughts.
"What?"
"Where are you? You're like spacing out." He asked sincerely looking me directly in the eyes. I hate looking into his eyes because it makes feel me so guilty.
"I'm right here, just drunk." I smiled before wrapping my arms around his neck tighter and kissing him. "I'm right here." I whispered in his ear before he continued his movements. I simply buried his head in my neck, and he started kissing my neck. Finny you're really the only one I need. I don't want anyone but you babe. You were my first, my now, my later, and my forever. I can't imagine a life without you with me. Anything that you ask of me I'll happily do. I know I was disloyal but I promise I'll never stray from you again. The way you whisper in my ear and tell me how bad you want me, makes me feel like I'm the only one you want. I am the only one you want because you say it all the time to me. I love the way you don't really ever argue with me you just let me have my way. You spoil me and we aren't even married. I want you. I do, I want you so bad. I'm pulling your hair because I want a kiss.
I put everything I have in this kiss. I love this kiss it feels like electricity is coursing through my blood. I can literally sit here like this all day and I'd be happy. I've never had a kiss so passionate and perfect before until we met. Every single time we kiss it feels just like this. Who knew after so much kissing it'd always feel like the first time. "Fuck babe I'm so close." I moaned pulling out of our kiss. I then felt those same set of lips start caressing my neck just centimeters away from below my ear. Ugh babe how do you always know where to bite. Damn it Sash what are you doing to me? This is so wrong but it feels so right. Everything about her is so right.
"I'm close too baby." Wait what!? Finn? Oh no. I'm so confused what's going on with me?
The next morning
*Buzz Buzz Buzz*
Hitting the off button on my phone it stopped ringing and I just cuddled back into my pillow. I don't really want to go to work today either.
*Buzz Buzz Buzz*
Fucking hell who is calling me. Ideally I wouldn't answer but this call happened almost immediately after the first one stopped. Grabbing it I answered.
"Hello?" I mumbled barely because I'm still buried in my pillow.
"I'm going back to LA for a bit for business. You're in charge of taking over my office responsibilities everyday. I fully expect you to be there this morning and every week morning after until I return. Keep eyes on my condo make sure you water my plants. Everyone in the office knows you're in charge and I'll be keeping tabs making sure you show up for work. I pay you way too much for you not to be doing anything. I emailed you a virtual copy of our agreement so that way you can look at it any day you decide you want to fake sick so you don't have to come in. Also I'll email you a list clearly stating what's expected of you during my absence. I don't know when I'll return but when I do I'll let you know. My plane takes off in thirty minutes and when that time arrives, I'm leaving the company in your hands. I have high expectations of you don't let me down. Buh-bye Ms. Lynch." Before I could get out a word she hung up. Looking at my phone to check and make sure it was the right number. In all capital letter it reads SASHA BAE. She made that her contact in my phone and threatened if I changed it I'd be left stranded in Denver. To make things even more crazy is it's just barely six in the morning. Exactly the time Sasha gets up to get to the office by eight. I'm not entirely sure if I want to go regardless.
*Buzz*
I then received an email from Sasha including a document titled 'What's to be done before you leave everyday'. And then also another copy of the contract I signed when I became her assistant. Scrolling down then first document it's almost six pages long telling me what I have to do everyday. Half the stuff on the list I don't even know what it means. But it says I can use her office so it doesn't matter. Yeah I have my own office but Sasha's is bigger and has a better view. Plus her computer doesn't take forever to start up. I hope it will be of some use because I can feel it now it's going to be a long day... Or however many days she's going to be gone for.
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One month later
"Guys come on I don't want to listen to this." I groaned folding my arms.
"Shut up. You're just a cold hearted person that's why you aren't crying right now." Rebutted Bayley looking back at me.
"She's never experienced heartbreak. She only had like three boyfriends and the third one she's still with. She doesn't understand what it's like to watch the person you love be with someone else." Added Charlotte looking at me through the mirror.
"No it's not. It's just I don't want to listen to this right now. I work for her so I'm tired of hearing her voice, please turn it off." I begged trying to get them to end my torture.
"Sasha has a beautiful voice. This is from the heart you can hear it."
"I know. I want to find whatever douchebag broke her heart and punch him in the face!" Growled Bayley using her right fist to punch her left palm. I guess business in LA for Sasha included recording new songs. Right now we're in the car driving and her newest song is playing. It's titled The perfect relationship. I listened to the whole thing already and within the first minute of the song I knew I was the muse behind it. She sang about everything she loved about or relationship before it went sour. Most of the song is about the good in our relationship and then in the last half she sings about it going sour. Really it's only making me wish I could go back and stop ourselves.
"I know! Who's crazy enough to reject her? She's fucking hot, shit I'll take her if nobody wants her." Shrugged Char.
"A crazy person that's who!" You have no idea how bad I want to tell them. I want to tell them everything but I don't want them to know. I don't want anyone to know about what happened between the two of us. Besides if I did tell them I don't think they'll believe me. Who's going to believe I'm the one who broke her heart? Nobody because apparently she's straight and I'm not a guy.
"Becks who'd she write this song about so we can go hunt him down?" Ha well they wouldn't need to look far.
"Dunno." I shrugged looking out the window.
"Stop lying. You're her assistant it's your job to know where she is, so you have to know who she was spending all her time with."
"True but I don't know what she does once I leave so I really don't know who hurt her. I'm sure there's a valid reason as to why they did what they did to her." I have my reasons for doing what I did.
"I don't know I mean it sounded like they were in love. Like spending thousands on one person in one day just for the heck of it?! I mean I don't know about you guys but that is goals. I want someone who buys me stuff for no reason." Whined Bayley.
"Truthfully. But that's the crazy part I don't get. Why would someone not want that though? And then in return all you gotta do is love her?!"
"It's heaven."
"So the both of you would submit for a purse?" I asked because I'm tired of them unknowingly trying to justify my actions.
"Hell yeah!" Bayley chimed without hesitation.
"Same. Think of it if you were a dude and Sasha Banks, a world famous singer, is absolutely feigning after you. She probably has the world at her fingertips. Anywhere you want to go you can go because she has a private jet. A-List celebrity parties and red carpet events. Hanging out in the VIP section of a club all night until the sun comes up just drinking and getting fucked up. Hell she probably has enough money to retire twice and still will have money left over. I mean imagine just not having to work everyday anymore because she'll take care of you. It's the perfect life that some idiot gave up for really no good reason." Charlotte explained but all it did was make me kinda sad. I'm not going to lie despite how things ended between us I do miss Sasha. We were really close and it's weird not going over to see her everyday. I know now that our relationship is never going to be the same again and I hate it. We were having such a great time together too. I guess I just miss talking to her because I told her things not even these two know. Once you form a bond like that with someone it's hard to break it. The only time I talk to her is through email and she was just checking in on the office.. That was two weeks ago and I haven't heard from her since.
"Becks you sure you don't have any clues?" I just shook my head no.
"I have some suspicions but none of them ever hung out with her all day everyday that I know of."
"I have a feeling you know you just don't want to tell us." Char spoke in a suspicious tone.
"Maybe. But you'll never know." I smirked because they know I'll never tell them.
"We'll just ask Finn then, she probably told him."
"Don't either of you dare talk to my boyfriend." I warned.
"Ha too late." Smiled Bay holding up her phone and showed me that she texted Finn asking if he knows who broke Sasha's heart. "Sorry not sorry!"
"Wow! I seriously have to cut the both of you off. Don't know why I still talk to y'all."
"Because we're the only two who don't find you accent annoying." Stated Char shrugging.
"Hey?! My accent isn't annoying!"
"Oh and you have to hangout with us because you clean our apartment and the two of us are too lazy to do it ourselves." Added Bay. Thinking about it every time I go over to their apartment I do always end up cleaning. It's not like I want to do it, I just don't like clutter. And that's always their apartment when I go over there.
"Ooh speaking of that. When's the next time you're coming over? Bay knocked the coffee pot over and-"
"No she did it. It was her fault because she doesn't know how to properly put the coffee pot on its thingy."
"Well I told you not to get a new coffee maker because I'll never figure it out bu-"
"All you had to do was match up the arrows!"
"Well I didn't know that. You shouldn't have got a new machine and we wouldn't have a big coffee stain in the carpet." I swear these two idiots are the worst. Half the time I question why I hangout with them, but then they start arguing over something stupid like that and I remember why. They're funny and we've never been together and not laughed about something. Plus as of late they've been keeping me happy in this weird emotional struggle I'm going through right now, so I'll take it.
The next morning at the office
"Oh really? Okay perfect that's what I like to hear.. Yeah no I'll definitely go through it tonight and let you know about our decision by tomorrow morning, Thursday morning at the latest.. Alright thank you.. Okay I'll talk to you soon. Bye." And boom just like that I've managed to close my second deal of the day. I gotta admit being it's barely past noon I've managed to get a lot done so far. Since Sasha left me in charge I figured I might as well inforce it. So I only do about two thirds of the list of stuff that should be done before I leave, and the rest I gave to my colleagues. It's the American way of doing stuff by not really doing it. Besides I'm almost confident she didn't do all of it everyday so I'm not too bothered by it.
Right now however I am late to today's eat off. Yeah that's right there's an eat off today and I don't want to miss it. The other day I was giving the weekly briefing and as usual Eli was doing something weird. This time he for some reason was seeing how many grapes he could fit in his mouth. Why? I don't know he's weird. Anyway Eric, our demographics manager, thought it'd be funny to challenge him saying he could fit more. Dudes being dudes he accepted and long story short there was a lot of slobber on the meeting room table. Surprisingly Eric actually did beat him fitting nineteen while Eli only had fourteen. So Eli challenged him to a Tastykake eat off. I know Sasha would never allow something so stupid to happen but when the cat's away the mice will play. Grabbing the box of chocolate cupcakes I headed out my office and into the breakroom. When I got there everybody was already in there and are surrounding the table where Eli and Eric are sitting. In front of them sits two piles of different Tastykake products
"Hold on I brought some too." I spoke up holding up the box.
"Perfect another item I can out eat you with." Smiled Eric looking at Eli.
"What happened with the grapes was just a warm up because I wasn't trying then but now I am."
"Alright! Alright! Enough talk let's get to it. Rules are simple eat as many cakes as possible in two minutes. Winner gets bragging rights and the right to choose the next challenge." I explained simply. "Any final last words?"
"Don't throw up!" Taunted Eric.
"This one I dedicate to my future wifey." Eli smiled looking at a framed photo of Sasha that's on the table. Yeah I think he has an obsession.
"...Okay then.. Umm Joe you got your watch ready?"
"Yup." He responded showing me his watch.
"Alright. On your marks! Get set! Go!" I yelled and just like that the boys began terrorizing their piles of snacks while we all cheered them on. I could really care less about who wins, I'm just here to watch them make fools of themselves. That and because the building can get boring at some times, so a little extra fun can't hurt. "Come on Eli don't let Sasha down! And Eric put him to shame!" I yelled adding to the noise. The both of them are furiously cramming food in their mouths and there are crumbs everywhere.
"One minute fellas!" Yelled Joe so that everyone could hear. That made the guys if possible move even faster.
"Go! Go! Go!" We all are cheering to motivate them both. This was all going great until someone slammed shut the door making us all stop talking and look over to see who it was.
"I certainly hope all of you finished your duties for today?" If there were ever a time to take a hilarious group photo now would be that time. I don't have to look to know that we all are standing here looking at her like a bunch of deer caught in headlights. "All of you better have finished all your desk work or else I'm going to start handing out pink slips."
"Speaking of which I think I can hear my phone ringing. It's my afternoon phone meeting.. I'm just gonna.." Joe then looked at his watch before heading to the door and slowly opening it before dashing out. Everyone else was quick to follow. I tried my best to stay hidden in the middle of the crowd and sneak past her. I thought I was good until I felt someone grab my arm stopping me from leaving the room.
"You have five minutes to clean all this up and be in my office." She then let me go and left herself. Well she didn't seem too mad so I'm not too concerned. I mean I think I did a great job being in charge while she was gone so I can use that to hopefully win me brownie points.. Shit I'm fucked. Not wasting time I made quick work of all the trash and crumbs throwing them out. And taking all the uneaten snacks and putting them in the cabinets. I made sure to grab a jelly krimpet because I know Sasha loves them. I'd bring her a rice crispy but I don't think she deserves one and I'm not that sorry. From there I took the long thirty second walk from the break room down to Sasha's office. I'm not nervous about this whole eat off, but more so the fact that we haven't seen each other since last month. We literally haven't talked face to face since that night and it's because of that my heart is racing. So much has changed since then and I have no idea how this is going to go. Part of me wants it to go one way the other another. Soon enough I found myself standing in front of her door. I don't care what happens I just hope I don't get fired. Knocking I waited for a reply.
"Enter." Taking in a deep breath I opened the door and walked in closing the door behind me. The first thing I noticed is her perfume. It's a scent that I quickly came to like and I can recognize it anywhere. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss it. "You know I had such high expectations coming in unexpectedly today. I was hoping to see everyone hard at work like they do when I'm here. But I didn't quite see that today did I?"
"No." I murmured keeping my eyes on the ground. I don't want to look at her I'm too scared to.
"No I didn't. Instead I see you cheering on Eric and Eli in some sort of nonsense eating contest." I don't have anything to say because I was caught red handed. I can't bullshit my way out of trouble this time.
"I figured we could use a little fun around here. I mean-"
"Did you atleast check to see if they got done what they were supposed to before that? What exactly was the point of everyone watching them cram krimpets in their mouths? Is fun all of a suddenly more important than getting work done, especially when I pay you all to work?"
"I jus-"
"Look at me when you're talking to me. And stop mumbling." Listening to her request I looked up at her and we immediately made eye contact. Ugh god and there it is again! That stupid gaze she has that almost immediately gave me flashbacks of when we use to hangout before the incident. Not going to lie she looks really pretty today. She has her hair down at her shoulders and it's not red anymore it's more of a pink color now. "I'd fire you for that but I don't want you walking out of here guilt free. No I'm honestly so disappointed in you. This is the second time you've let me down. First you lead me on then shatter my feelings, and now you're trying to damage my work ethics. I just don't get you. What do you want from me?"
"A slap on the wrist and a ten minute time out?" I smiled lightly trying to lighten the mood. She's just put her elbows on the table and leaned her head on her hands not looking away from me. It's dead silent in here besides the low hum of the phones ringing out in the rest of the office.
"Just don't see where I went wrong." She eventually mumbled to herself before leaning back in her chair still looking at me. "How'd I screw this up? I had her in my palm then..." She then grabbed a pen off her desk and began to chew on the end of it. I'm so confused on what's going on right now. I'm almost pretty sure she isn't talking to me anymore but she has yet to tell me to go. "You been watering my plants? I don't want to go home to find my cactus dead."
"Just watered them last night after I left here." She nodded and continued chewing her pen.
"Good good."
"Mhmm."
"Kay."
"Alright."
"Okay."
"Umm so if we're done here I'll jus-"
"I want my coffee."
"Alright iced or hot?"
"You know the longer you stand here the more and more I want to fire you. I mean considering our past I don't think working with you is going to help my cause. Had me in my feelings or days I had to wipe you clean from my thoughts. I tried to forget so bad I damn near forgot you work for me or that I even own this company." She spoke sitting up in her chair. "It was bulletproof but who knew you'd be the bullet to fuck everything up? Then again I guess it was a bit overzealous of me. But I'm a dreamer, I dream big so I had to go all the way. I wouldn't be where I am now if I didn't always go after what I want. I see you still don't have a ring on yet there." Sasha then pointed to my hand I looked down at it. Here's something I didn't miss about Sasha, and that's when she talks circles. She has a bad habit of just rambling to the point where you're left wondering if she's even still talking to you.
"Not one who loves fancy jewelry."
"I think that Tiffany's necklace says otherwise." Oh right I forgot I was wearing this necklace. As much as I hate to admit it, Sasha did buy me this necklace.
"It matches."
"Well of course, diamonds match everything. You'd know that by now but apparently you don't like being spoiled... Anyway you may leave I'm tired of looking at you. You're boring." I don't even have a reply to that because I don't know how to. So I simply turned and headed for the door. "Oh and Rebecca bring me that Krimpet in your hand." Hmp I forgot I was even holding it. Walking up to her desk I held it out for her to take. "For future records if you're going to try and bribe me you gotta do better than a jelly krimpet. A stack would have saved us so much time. You could've just came in flashed the cash and been on your way." She shrugged taking the snack from me. "I'm kidding I'd fire you if you actually did it. For you it'd take more than money to keep me quiet. When you go tell Eli to come here." After what she just told me the main thing that bothers me is why does she want to talk to Eli? She can't stand him and usually goes out her way to avoid him. So what is- "Why are you still standing here?"
"Oh sorry." I didn't notice I hadn't moved. But following that I headed out and went back to my office. She doesn't need to talk to Eli. She's just trying to make me jealous.
A Week Later
*Ring ring*
What the actual fuck.
*Ring ring*
"Okay okay." I grumbled reaching for my phone. It's usually on my nightstand next to our bed. Mindlessly grabbing it I answered it. "Hello?" I was met with a giggle followed up by a moan. "Hello?" I mumbled louder only to be answered by silence. Hmm must be a pocket dial so I hung up. Looking at the time it's about four in the morning. Why someone is up this late I'll never know. Whatever back to sle-
*Ring ring*
Seriously who's calling me? This time looking to see who's calling its Sasha. What the hell is she doing calling me this late? I mean this is the first phone call I've gotten from her since a month ago. I'm dying to know what she wants this time.
"Mammas! I need you to come get me." She basically almost yelled.
"What happened to Richie?" I asked because he's her personal driver.
"I fired him he-"
"Baby come on." I heard in the background faintly.
"Hold on I'm on the phone with ahh.. Umm my assistant." I then heard kissing sounds. "Hello?" Well that's great she's not at all sober.
"Hi."
"Who am I talking to again?" Yeah she must be drunk.
"Rebecca." I spoke simply slowly getting out of the bed.
"Oh wifey?" That threw me off for a second because I wasn't expecting her to respond like that. I haven't heard her call me that since before we stopped talking. Even though we work together we don't really talk much at all anymore besides hellos and goodbyes. Hell we barely interact at all actually, I'm not going to lie and pretend I'm okay with it because I'm not. I really do miss her. Everything about her I miss. From all our random lunch dates, our deep conversations, random movie nights, to driving along the beach in her Aston with the top down. Ugh don't get me started on her Aston Martin because at first I thought it was obnoxious. But the more I rode in it the more I grew to love how smooth it drives, or feeling the engine vibrate and hearing it roar when we're speeding down the highway. Oh and I miss cooking at her house because she has a big kitchen compared to the one here. And I really miss sitting out on the beach and watching the sun set over the ocean. I can't even count how many nights we spent together just sitting outside watching the sun set, and pointing out constellations while we cuddled up in a blanket. I miss what we had. Finn isn't as fun to hangout with like Sasha is. I don't know how she did it but I can't get over us. It's crazy because there was never really an us and the one chance we had to become an us it didn't turn out that way. Yeah I was perfectly fine while she was gone but now that she's back everything is hitting the fan for me. I'm on a very indecisive and confusing emotional roller coaster right now.
"Yeah sure."
"Okay well you gotta come get me."
"Are you drunk right now?" I already know the answer I just want to know what she'll say.
"I must be if I decide to call you." It's good to know she's still sassy.
"Whatever. Where are you?" I asked searching for something quick to put on.
"The club downtown."
"The club downtown isn't specific enough Sah. What's the name do you know?"
"Hold on." I then heard her whispering to someone on her side of the call. "The Quack.. wait that doesn't sound right. What's this club called again?" Ugh I really don't want to be doing this right now. I don't have the patience for this right now. "I don't know it's the one we went to together the one night. You remember with all the lights and shit?"
"What The Black Onyx?"
"Yeah that one. Hurry up I'm cold and hungry." She then hung up the phone. Please give me the patience to be able to deal with her right now. I settled on my pajama pants and a hoodie with my fuzzy slippers before finding my car keys and headed out. For the most part I sped over there. It's early morning nobody else is on the road so I got there at a decent time. Getting downtown was easy, it was trying to locate Sasha exactly that was hard. I didn't bother calling her because I remembered I can track the location of her phone with my phone, and wherever her phone is hopefully Sasha isn't too far behind. Luckily my prediction was right and I pulled up to the curb being she was two blocks away from the club she was supposed to be at in front of a food truck.
"No I want a cheesesteak."
"So a cheesesteak and a grilled cheese?"
"Ahhh.."
"Let's wrap this up toots I'd like to go to bed. I spoke rolling down my window. That got her to turn and look at me before smiling really wide.
"Huh!? You came for me! You're my knight in shining armor. I knew you'd come you always did!" She gushed coming over to my window. The first thing I noticed is she stinks of weed. "Hi gorgeous." She grinned before kissing my cheek. When she did that I could smell the alcohol on her breath.
"Hi. Now get in the car and let's go." I stated getting straight to the point.
"Yes Mrs. Bossypants."
"Sasha who's that?" Asked some random brunette as she approached us.
"Huh? Oh right. Hot pants this is Becky. Becky this is Hot pants." I've never seen this woman before so she must be a random. I can tell because I bet you Sasha doesn't even remember her name hence why she called her Hot pants. The girl then came up and wrapped her arms around Sasha.
"Hi." She smiled. I just waved back in response.
"Doesn't she have the cutest dimples!?" Grinned Sasha pointing out that Hot pants has dimples. "Fuck that's so hot." And then the next thing I know she's making out with her. When she did that I felt a slight sting in my heart. That just gave me major flashbacks and I don't really want to watch Sasha make out with some random she probably just met. "Mmm just you wait." Purred Sasha biting her lip and staring at Hot pants.
"Ugh I feel like I've been waiting all night."
"Well we're going home now so the night is just getting started. I hope you don't plan on getting up early tomorrow." Again they began to very feverishly make out. I find this funny because just yesterday I caught her checking me out while I was making copies of an important document to give to her. And now it's as if I don't exist. I mean what kind of game is she playing here? "Wait my food!"
"It's right here." The girl then pulled Sasha back in for a kiss. "All this.. This is yours for the eating." She murmured grabbing Sasha's hands and dragging them down the sides of her body.
"Oh really now?!"
"Yeah. You're the boss I do whatever you say. You just tell me what way you want me and you can have me."
"Mhm that's what I love to hear. Anyway I want? Well baby you're in for a treat tonight. And you can bank on that." And again for the third time in under ten minutes they're making out directly in front of me. The first time was whatever they're drunk let them have fun. The second time it was a stretch but it didn't bother me. But this time.. This time it bothers me. Everything about this situation bothers me.
"Ahem." I coughed out loud getting them to stop sucking each other's face off. "I think that guy is trying to get your attention." I spoke pointing to the guy in the food truck.
"My cheesesteak." Pulling away from each other they went back over to the food truck. What I'm trying to figure out is what happened to Sasha while she was in California that helped her move on so quickly because I want some of it too. I don't like the way she is all over Sasha.. I don't like the sight of some random floozy kissing Sasha the same way she use to kiss me. Ugh and then the way Sasha works in the bedroom.. Ahh fuck she won! If she's trying to make me jealous it worked. It worked and I'm not afraid to admit. The way she's just going about her life like what we had meant nothing to her is driving me mad because I know she still thinks about me too. How is she able to just move on like nothing ever happened? I can barely look my own damn boyfriend in the eyes let alone just completely forget and move on. I just don't get it. None of this makes sense and I want to go home. I guess I can't say I'm surprised though Sasha is a A-list celebrity, people throw themselves at her almost constantly so I shouldn't have expected her to linger on me for too long. It's whatever I have a boyfriend so I shouldn't still be hung up on her. "After you my lady." Spoke Sasha opening the backseat door for her little friend.
"Thank you."
"No thank you." Grinned Sasha as she slid in the back also.
"Where am I taking you?" I asked looking at them through my rear view mirror.
"Home, to the beach house." Shrugged Sasha as she opened up her food.
"Hey lets try and not make a mess-"
"Ah shit!" As she said that Hot pants dropped some of her rice on the seat and floor of my backseat. "Fuck I'm sorry."
"I'll have someone clean it up tomorrow just remind me. For now take us home." I really have to start turning my phone off before I go to bed. Maybe then I wouldn't be as annoyed as I am now.
Two days later, Monday morning
"I've also decided that I'm cooking dinner tonight. So what do you want for dinner?"
"Anything you want babe you know I'll eat whatever." I shrugged taking my lunch from him. Finn decided he'd be cute and surprise me at work today by bringing me lunch.
"I know but I feel like I'm always making what I want and never what you want." To that I smiled and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Well I like whatever you like so it doesn't matter to me. But if you insist I can go for some chicken parm and spaghetti."
"Spaghetti and chicken parmigiana my specialty." He spoke in a very bad mock Italian accent. "I'm going to make you the best dinner you've ever had in your life tonight."
"Awesome I can't wait to get home then." I smiled because he does make good spaghetti.
"Good because I'll be waiting. Okay I think I've held you up long enough. I'll let you get back to business." He cooed kissing me.
"Alright. Thank you for bringing me lunch."
"Anything for my girl. I love you."
"I love you too Sharky. I'll see you later."
"Alright I'm off to the store now. Bye babe."
"Bye." Giving him one last kiss he backed away towards the doors. "Get some more laundry detergent too while you're there."
"Laundry detergent and ingredients to the greatest dinner date ever. I'm on it." He then blew me a kiss before leaving completely out the doors. He is such a weirdo but I love it and him. He's my everything and I don't know where I'd be without him.
An hour later
*knock knock knock*
"Come in." I spoke not looking up from my paperwork.
"You got a second?" Looking up it's probably the last person I want to see right now. I tried my best to not roll my eyes at her because I'm still not over this past Friday night. But again she is my boss so I gotta fake a smile.
"What can I do for you today Ms. Banks?"
"I didn't sleep with that girl."
"What?"
"The other night when you picked me up from the club. That girl I brought home I didn't sleep with her. I couldn't do it. I tried to get into it but she wasn't you. I don't want anyone but you. I know this is all so fucked up but I don't care I can't stop thinking about you, and I know you still think about me too. I tried to act like I didn't catch feelings for you but it came at me like a bus and there's nothing I can do about it now. I know it's wrong but I don't care I loved the way you felt under me and I want it again. I want you again." She spoke looking me directly in the eyes. I wasn't expecting this at all. She has my full attention now though. "Before you say anything else I know you have a boyfriend but I don't care. I tried so goddamn hard to try and act like I'm not at all bothered by the way things ended between us a month ago but it bothers me. You trapped me in this stupid bubble and no matter who I talk to or who I make out with I want it to be you. That girl the other night after we went in the house we were making out and feeling each other up it was nice. It was nice until I started to sober up and I realized she wasn't what I wanted.. she wasn't you." As she said the last part she slowly started to make her way over to me. "I tried so hard to find someone to replace you but none of them gave me butterflies when I kissed them. None of them had a cute accent like you do. None of them were as beautiful as you are. But mostly all of them willingly threw themselves at me, not a single one of them resisted me like you did for so long. There was never any chase, so there wasn't any excitement to motivate me to want to fuck them like how I fucked you." She then walked over to my side of my desk and turned my chair to face her. "You want to know the main thing that sets you apart from anyone? The main reason I'm standing here before you begging you to come back to me?"
"What makes me different?" Sasha then leaned down placing both her hands on either arm rest. Now we're on eye level and I can't escape her.
"I don't love any of them, but I love you. I wasn't sure about it before but this past month I've been so damn lonely without my bestie to talk to. I don't expect you to come running back into my arms or anything like that but I miss you. I miss hanging out with you. None of my friends like going for sushi, you're the only one who'll go with me."
"Why sushi is so good."
"I know but none of them like it. This is why I need you in my life. Let's just forget that night never happened and go back to how things were before. I hate this stupid distance between us it-" I'm not sure what came over me but I grabbed her by the cheeks and pulled her in for a kiss. It's been so long that I forgot how soft her lips are. I kissed her until we were both breathless. "What?"
"You said you didn't like the distance between us so I got rid of it." I shrugged.
"Still the same old smart ass I see."
"Only thing that has changed is the time and date." I shrugged.
"See that's why I can't get over you. Everyone is so nice to me because of who I am except for you. You don't give a flying fuck about who I am and I love it. You make everything so difficult and that's why I can't let you go. I want you Becks, I want you so bad. I had you one time and I'm hooked. I can't stop thinking about you, and I know you still think about me too."
"And so what if I have?" I'm not going to beat around the bush.
"Well I can have us home in ten minutes if we go now."
"Who said I want to go anywhere with you? I got work to-" I couldn't even finish talking before she captured my lips in a kiss. A very very.. very small part of me is telling me to push her away. While the rest of me is screaming pull her into my lap... Honestly fuck it. Kissing isn't this fun with Finn, that being said I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her closer to me. She took the hint and sat in my lap.
"I want you back." She whispered softly pulling out of our kiss. "You don't know how much I missed you. I don't care if you aren't single, you can stay with him. I just want you one more time and then I'll be good. And I promise I'll never bother you again. I'll disappear from your life forever, and I'll sell you my business for a dollar guaranteeing that you'll never see me in person ever again." Hearing her say that made me smile. She's so over dramatic sometimes.
"You promise never to come back?" She laughed and kissed me.
"I'll move to a small village in the middle of Africa in some random jungle, change my name, marry a guy and have kids. I'll do whatever you want just let me have you one more time."
"You drive a hard bargain."
"I can't remember exactly what the both of us were thinking the night you broke my heart but whatever it was it was stupid. The sex we had was amazing. You loved the way I made your toes curl. Admit it, you want me again." This is what I miss her bossy dominant side. Had she talked to me like this last time things may have ended differently. It's so sexy the way she is so blunt and honest like this. Suddenly I felt her tangle her hand in my hair and jerk my head back so I was looking up into her eyes. "Speak when you're spoken too." She demanded.
"Mmmm where's this fire com-" Before I could utter another syllable she tightened her grip on my hair and gave me a hard rough kiss.
"I didn't say to answer my question with a question. Answer the question." I couldn't help but smile she's being so damn hot right now.
"I loved the way you made my toes curl while you fucked me." I gritted through my teeth. I hate feeding her ego but I can't not submit to her when she's like this.
"I know you did. Why'd you run from me then? Why'd you break my heart when you knew I was so into you?"
"I was scared." That earned me a soft kiss. Untangling her fingers in my hair she used them to stroke my hair.
"Of what? Being loved and cherished the way you deserve to be?"
"No it wasn't that I love the way you treat me."
"So then what was it you were scared of? What really kept you from getting back in my car?" She cooed softly still stroking my hair. It's very soothing to me actually her running her fingers through my hair. It's not the same when he does it, he's so rough and she's so gentle. She always knows how to calm me and with every thought that's been on my mind as of late it's helping me sort through them. My thoughts have been so sporadic between who I want most. I want both but I know I can't have my cake and eat it too. "You were scared about your true feelings for me weren't you? You've never felt the way you feel about me towards any other have you?"
"I've been devoted to doing nothing but being the good girlfriend I was to Finn. All I wanted was to be there for him when he needed me. I've never had thoughts about anyone besides him and I certainly never had thoughts of sleeping with anyone but him. That was until you came and you were relentless in pursuing me. Then when you made me your assistant that's when everything started to change for me. You were everything Finn and I's relationship wasn't and I liked hanging around you. I've never cared for someone the way I care about you and it scared me. It scared me how much I liked being around you more than him. So after we finished it made my feelings for you grow stronger and it surprised me because I have a boyfriend."
"I want you to know that I'm completely fine with being the person you run to when he upsets you. He might be your boyfriend and that's fine for now. However you belong to me for real now. I laid my claim to you when I left my hands on you in the form of a bruise. You're mine now and so there's no more running from me. No more I have a boyfriend bullshit because if you believed it I wouldn't be in your lap right now. You want me and you can have me." She then took my left hand and placed it on her lap. "I put my heart out on the line for you twice now and I refuse to let you break it again." She then looked at her left wrist where she's wearing our charm bracelets. Unhooking one of them she placed it on mine and closed it. "I've never lusted after anyone like I am for you. You have a hold on me and it makes it hard to move on to another. So until that day comes you're going to come to me when I call you. And when you do come I don't want to hear any stupid fucking excuses, you are to do what you're told no questions asked. I don't really care if one day you decide you don't want me anymore because you're mine until I get bored of you. Knock on wood that won't happen." She then opened her mouth like she was going to say something else but didn't. Now we're just staring at each other. "I hope you understand the severity of what you just signed up for. The first time I was blinded and I let you play me, and I won't be played again. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. You have one more chance and if you fuck up it's over. All of this is over." She spoke motioning to my office.
"Wh-"
"Screw me over again and I'll ruin everything you've worked so hard to build here. I'll tear down this company the same way I built it up. It'll put thousands out of a job and anger a lot of business men or women. Just because I have an incurable lust for you doesn't mean I'll let you walk all over me. I can get petty and you won't like me when I get petty. I'm not threatening you I'm letting you know exactly what's going to happen next time you decide to lie to me." She then kissed my neck and got out of my lap. "Keep a clear schedule every day this week for me. You have a lot of making up to do." With that she then proceeded to take my coffee cup and knock over my pen holder causing pens and pencils to fall on the floor. "Oops."
"Wow." I spoke emotionlessly because she blatantly did that on purpose. She made it clear she didn't care by knocking over my trash can then leaving with my coffee cup still in hand. I'd be mad but there isn't coffee in that cup. It's just a cup full of hot water. I was gonna make myself some tea but she came in before I had a chance too. She'll find that out soon enough. It's good to know she's still the same Sasha as before. I'd pick up the pens and such but I don't feel like it. I think we just made up and quite frankly I'm happy we did. This whole company rest on our relationship so who am I to deny Sasha giving me what I want because that's what she wants. I'm not entirely sure what I just got myself into, but if it means I'm the one she lays in her bed then I'm down to play along.
"Ring ring*
Looking at the caller ID on my office phone it's Sasha calling. Five minutes. It was five minutes ago that she left my office. Smiling I answered.
"Rebecca Lynch's office how ca-"
"My office now. And bring me a real coffee you asshole." Then she hung up. That's kinda funny. To think of the face she made when she realized it was just hot water in that cup. It was here that my phone began to ring again.
"Yes Sasha?"
"Forget the coffee you can get it after we're done. I want you in my office right now." Then she hung up. Well that saves me a walk to the break room. With the way she said the last part, something says to bring my water bottle. Grabbing it I got up and headed out for Sasha's office. Her office is only three doors down so it wasn't too long of a wait to get there. Knocking I waited for an answer.
"Who is it?"
"It's me." I responded because I know she knows I'm out here.
"Come in." Opening the door I couldn't help but to grin at the sight before me. Sasha is sitting on the front of her desk with her legs crossed. The part that made me smile is she's only wearing her bra, her panties, and her heels. I don't know why she called me here but I think I like where it's going. "Lock the door." Yeah I like where this is going.
So this was quite the chapter huh? What's was ur favorite part? Who's ur favorite character? Whose the inventor of the toaster strudel? I enjoyed the mini eating contest that must have been so funny to watch. Now to the elephant in the room... wtf have I been for the past month? And it's simple, halfway through this one I decided I didn't want to continue with the past so I started on a future chapter. Then I changed my mind and here we are. That plus procrastination. So I guess Bosha just made up?... does anyone want to know what happenes next? *raises hand confidently* Oh shit cool it's lit. No promises tho. Hot Pants... Next chapter we get to go out to eat who's excited to see that? Or perhaps tonight is the night where we all get abducted by robot elves. Also I forgot to mention that I've fallen into a show hole on Netflix. I started watching Reign and it's good. Bash is daddy with them beautiful as eyes. Bless him. Lol he was blessed, blessed with those eyes. I've also recently taken up eating in the shower. Ik it sounds crazy but it's fun. If you make a mess just wash it away. Next chapter we go to see Sasha on tour with Becky.. and it's cute. Kay that's all I got. ~Joz #fuckitup
does anyone remember when Naomi was champion? Yeah no? Me either...-_-