Hello there my fellow potato! Last chapter if you guessed that this chapter would be another past chapter, you're wrong and you get an F for today. It's a present chapter and its very fluffy like your butt. I mean not much happens but the shit that does happens is actually pretty important. I can't tell you what parts you need to take notes on and to remember but just Know Shiloh is the solvent. I've already said too much ill see you at the bottom.
Becky's POV
"No what do you mean?"
"Look Becks I don't want to make a big deal out of all this. It's just I've been doing some soul searching and I feel like I have so much in life to experience. There are things and places I want to visit. I'm only twenty-four I'm still young. I thought I was ready to settle down but turns out I'm not. I love you I do it's just-"
"No Sasha it's fine we don't have to settle down yet if you aren't ready. We can go on vacation next week if you want anywhere you wanna go we'll go I don't care." I reasoned walking closer to her and grabbing her hand. I can barely keep my hands from shaking from fear right now.
"No Becks you're not getting it. I don't want-"
"I understand completely but I think you're making a mistake. We go so well together how could you want to take that away? I love you Sasha don't you know that? I'm completely devoted to you I'm yours Sasha."
"Becks stop I-."
"Anything you want I will give it you. I know you're younger than me but I don't want that to come between us. I get it you don't want kids that's fine I won't pressure you anymore. We have Shiloh and he's good enough. I don't want to lose you because of some-"
"I don't love you anymore!" She spoke over me cutting me deep with its power. Every syllable was like a slug to my chest. Seven bullet holes right through my heart and I'm gushing blood.
"You don't mean that." I spoke softly trying to fight off the tears but they're inevitable. The love of my life doesn't love me anymore.
"I told you I didn't want to make a-"
"No! No! No you don't mean that. Is this some sort or cruel punishment because if it is you've crossed the line."
"I'm sorry but people change and feelings change and I'm-" Before she could finish I pressed my lips to hers and gave her everything I had. It would've worked but she didn't even kiss me back. She simply pushed me off her.
"Baby please!" I pleaded. She let out a sigh before looking down at her feet.
"Becks I'm sorry." She spoke. "It's not you it's me."
"Woof! Woof!"
"I hate for us to end like this but I'm not ready to settle. You're getting older and I think you deserve someone who wants what you want."
"Woof! Woof!"
"We're headed down two different paths here. I know this is hard for you but Grr! Grrrr!" Suddenly I felt something bite my hand causing that awful dream to end.
"Woof!" Shiloh then came up to my face and licked my face. When he did that I remembered where I was.
"Hi buddy." I spoke softly petting him. He let out a small growl before cuddling into me. "How do you always know when I'm having a bad dream?" I cooed. His response was a little growl and his sad eyes. I have no idea what time it is right now. I just know I was watching a movie and I guess I fell asleep by accident. Sasha's been gone since yesterday because she went down to Florida to gather the Christmas bonuses for the office workers. She'll be home later tonight or tomorrow morning so it's just me and Shiloh till she returns. "You wanna know what happened this time?" I asked looking at him. He didn't move or do anything but continue to stare at me so I continued to pet him. I find petting him to be very soothing when I feel like this. This feeling is a feeling that I've had to learn to try and manage myself. For some reason that stupid dream ruined my mood and I think it triggered my drop earlier than normal. Shiloh must have sensed it coming and woke me up to try to stop it from happening. This is why I'm so thankful he came into my life when he did because without him I'm not so sure I'd be able to handle my drops without Sasha at all. "I dreamed that mommy didn't want me anymore. It felt so real I could feel my heart trembling at the thought of that ever happening." I explained because I'm still a little bit shook by the dream. He responded by licking my hand.
"Woof." He then moved up closer to me and used his nose to get up under my arm so we were cuddling. He didn't always do this but when Sasha left me again to go back on tour the time before the last I had a hard time controlling my drop. Before Sasha left we had a very intense love session and I felt great. I felt great for the next week or so until I started to miss Sash and Shiloh was the next best thing. I'd force him to cuddle with me when I was sad and now he knows whenever I'm sad. In a weird way he's my special service dog trained to help me when Sasha can't be there for me.
"I know buddy I think I'll be okay. I just need to talk to mommy is all. I miss her and I bet you do too." Feeling around on the bed I eventually found my phone. I couldn't help but smile a little bit because I have a voice message from Sasha from about an hour ago. Clicking it I put it on speaker so we both can listen.
"Hi baby I was just calling to make sure you two are okay. This is my third time trying you so you must be sleeping. Everything at the office is fine so I should be home hopefully sooner than later. I watered all the plants so you don't have to worry about them. God I miss you guys so much, I hate being at the beach house without my favorite two eggheads. I know it's cheesy but I can't wait to see my beautiful girl. I can't stop thinking about you Becks I miss that stupid accent of yours. Anyway call me back when you get this so I know you're okay. I love you and I'll see you real soon. Buh-bye gorgeous give Shi a kiss for me." And then she hung up after that. My heart did a flip listening to this message. It's comforting to know that she still loves me and that dream was just a shitty dream. It's nice to be honest but it doesn't make my current mood any better. I miss her so goddamn much and I need her right now. Hopefully she'll be back in my arms within the next few hours. It's only seven here and with the time difference makes it about ten over there so she should be up. With that hope in mind I called her. It rang two times before she answered.
"Hi gorgeous!"
"When are you coming home I need you." I spoke getting right to the point. No sense in trying to pretend I'm not dropping because I am. She'll pick up on it and get mad at me for not telling her. I already feel like she's going to be mad that I dropped so quickly and I don't wanna add to that.
"What's the matter mammas?"
"I had a bad dream and it.. you.." How do I tell her that I had a dream where she broke up with me and it triggered my drop? I guess just like that huh. I just hate feeling so vulnerable like this.
"Okay I'm coming home right now then."
"I dreamed that-"
"No baby don't recall it. I don't want you to have to go through whatever you went through again. I'm texting Leo now and I should be home shortly." I then heard keyboard clicks from her side of the phone letting me know that she's texting someone. She sent a few different messages before I heard the typing stop. "Baby where's Shiloh?"
"He's right here next to me. He woke me up before the dream finished. My angel he won't leave me alone and he's giving me snuggles."
"Okay good. You think you can make it until I get there?"
"I can try."
"That's not good enough for me Becks. Do you need a quick fix?"
"I don't know."
"I don't know isn't an answer doll. It's a simple question, do you want a quick fix to hold you over until I can get there or no?" She's right it is a simple question but I don't feel like myself right now.
"I think so but.."
"But?"
"I don't feel pretty enough right now." I murmured because it's true. She's basically asking if I wanna have phone sex with her right now that way I'll be okay long enough for her to get to me. The only problem with that is that we always do that over FaceTime and I don't want her to see me like this. I don't want her to know that I'm crying right now wishing she were here with me right now. I depend on her so much it's almost kinda pathetic. Me being almost thirty and I rely so deeply on a twenty-four year old for comfort.
"Rebecca?"
"Yes?"
"You look beautiful right now. You were beautiful when I left yesterday, you were beautiful when you woke up this morning, so I bet you're still beautiful now, and I know you'll still be beautiful when I get back home later. I know you probably think I'm just saying that but I'm not. I genuinely think you're beautiful twenty-six ten. All day and all night you're beautiful to me. I know you probably don't feel like it right now but you are pretty and I can prove it to you. As soon as my plane lands at LAX your ass is mine and you will never feel so pretty. When I make it there I'm gonna make you feel so beautiful girl I'm telling you. Can't nobody change my mind on that not even you. I'm not going to force you if you don't want a fix but just know that when we get home I'm gonna remind you of what you mean to me. Imma give you what you need and everything in between understood?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Good. Did you eat?"
"Not yet no."
"Alright well I need you to go find something for you and baby boy to eat because you guys need to eat. Then take Shi on a walk and take a shower too. Once you finish your shower prepare for me, make sure everything looks good. Make sure you turn on all the Christmas lights and are working properly. By the time you finish all that I should be only minutes away."
"When you get back can we finally decorate our tree?" Our whole house is decorated for Christmas. I loved decorating because it was just me Sasha and Shiloh spending time together creating our own traditions. So we ended up putting all our lights up inside and outside. We decorated everything except the tree. I want to say that we planned that but we didn't. Sasha ripped a mistletoe ornament off the reef and dangled it above us while we were setting up to decorate it. Of course we had to follow that tradition and make out. That's where it went wrong because with Sash making out never just stays making out it always leads to her in between my legs. I love my Sasha and I'll never deny her my body if she wants it. Basically we ended up making love under our undecorated Christmas tree and we just never got around to finishing it.
"We can if that's what you want."
"It is what I want. I also want you home I miss you."
"I know mommas I miss you too but I'll be there in person soon enough."
"Soon enough isn't soon enough for me."
"Sheesh woman I'm trying. I can't control time so it's going to have to be good enough."
"Grr."
"Yes bubby?" I asked looking down at Shi because he's cuddled right up against my chest.
"Grr grrr."
"Is that my man?" Asked Sasha assuming she heard him growl.
"Yeah."
"Woof!" He then got up and started licking me.
"Awe Shi no stop it I'm on the phone with mommy." I whined moving my face so he can't lick it.
"Grrrr."
"Babe put me on speaker I wanna talk to him."
"Mkay." Listening I put her on speaker. "Shi it's mommy."
"Hi burger!" When she said that he stopped trying to lick me and froze. "You better be taking care of your mother." He then jumped off the bed and ran to the door. My heart melted because he must think she's actually here. Whenever me and Sasha go out and come back Shiloh always greets us at the door and he always jumps on Sasha. She hates it when he does it and he knows it so whenever he gets a chance to jump her he usually takes it. So in this case he must think she's about to walk in and he's gonna jump on her. Sasha is convinced that he hates her but I just think he loves Sasha and that's why he always jumps on her.
"Awe bubby come here!" I cooed because that's so cute. "No mommy isn't here bud."
"Don't listen to her I'm under the bed Shi!"
"Stop it Sash that's so mean. He's standing at the door waiting for you to come in."
"Awe really?" Sasha always acts like she doesn't like him but I know she loves him too. They have a weird relationship but it works for them I guess.
"Yeah. Come here bud."
"Woof!"
"No barking in the house young man." Sasha declared.
"Woooof!"
"Wait what time is it?"
"Over here it's almost ten. So it's probably almost seven for you."
"Oh that's why he's so snippy. It's dinner time he's probably hungry."
"Yeah probably." Shiloh eats twice a day. A light breakfast in the morning and then dinner and I always feed him dinner between six and seven. He knows it's time to eat and that's why he's being so vocal.
"I gotta feed him before he eats another one of your slippers." I giggled because Shi accidentally mistook one of Sasha's Gucci slippers for a chew toy and basically ripped it apart. When she found that out she got so mad and damn near took him back to the shelter. Luckily I have a hold on Sasha so I simply kissed her until she forgave him.
"Yeah because if he chews up anymore of my stuff he's going back to the shelter that same hour."
"Leave him alone it was an accident and he said he was sorry."
"Well sorry didn't bring back my thousand dollar Gucci slippers."
"You have three more of the same pair."
"Their not the same Becks. Two of them are from the two thousand and ten summer collection and the other pair is for when I wanna go out."
"They're all the same to me." I shrugged getting out of bed.
"No you just don't understand fashion there's a difference. With all the designer clothes you have I figured you'd know by now."
"Well you know I don't care for labels. I didn't when you met me and I still don't care today."
"I know and I wish you did care it'd make-" It was here that she stopped talking and I could hear buzzing from her side. "Babe Leo is calling me so I gotta go."
"Okay." I sighed because I wanna talk to her some more. Talking to her made me feel a bit better.
"Hey no whining I'll be home soon. But I really gotta go. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Kay I'll call you when I get to the jet."
"Alright. Bye."
"Buh-bye beautiful. I love you." And then she hung up leaving me to basically my lonesome.
"Woof!"
"Okay okay man! We're going to get your food now. Relax take a chill pill." Looking around the room I can't remember what I did with my shirt. Oh well I don't need it. "Alright bud let's go get us some grub." With that I opened the door and we went downstairs. My first order of business was to get Shiloh his food. He's my baby boy so only the best top of the line quality food for him. And by top of the line I mean a chicken, rice, carrots, peas, and gravy mixture that I made special for him. Since I've had so much time on my hands with Sasha on tour I began to really get into the food that the three of us eat. I watched this documentary on Netflix and it changed my view on the everyday foods that we eat. Basically no more ready made meals and everything will be homemade now. So if me and Sasha are going to eat more organic food then so does he. It's a tedious lifestyle at times but it's my job. It's my job to make sure my girlfriend remains in tip-top shape while she's touring and just in general really. I made her fire her old personal chef and I decided to take on that role also. I talked to Sasha's nutritionist and he told me everything about what her diet should consist of. And a pretty big thing he stressed was her sodium and sugar intake since diabetes runs in her family. She's not anywhere near that but I still like to make sure. In most ready made foods there is so much sodium and I have no control over what goes in it. That's why I always cook our meals from scratch because I know exactly what ingredients are in it and how much of each ingredient is in it also. Call me crazy but I like knowing what I'm feeding my family. Anyway I'm not really in the mood to cook anything so I settled on the butternut squash soup I made the other day. I made this soup myself and it tastes a lot better than the stuff I use to get in stores.
After I finished eating I decided to clean up a little bit and make sure everything looks nice for when Sasha returns. By the time I finished that it was almost nine so I decided to take Shiloh for his evening walk around the neighborhood. I actually enjoy this during the holidays because I like looking at all the Christmas lights. Since we live in a wealthy neighborhood everyone has very unique decorations and lights up. One of the houses is one of those show houses that syncs up to music and that's really cool too. All it did was get me excited because Christmas is only seven days away. Shi didn't mind that we took our time on the walk because I'm in no rush to get back to an empty house. Eventually we did end up back in front of our house so we went in. When I got back inside I figured I'd take a shower. My shower wasn't terribly long because I'm so use to always showering with Sasha that it's no fun to shower without her. When I was getting dressed I got a phone call from someone who I enjoy talking to almost as much as Sasha.
"Hey momma you're calling pretty late." I Smiled because it's nine over here so it must be midnight over there in Boston.
"I know I just don't ever know when a good time to call is. That damn time difference makes no sense I tell you."
"You don't need a specific time to call you can just call and we'll answer."
"I know but you know with my two girls always working so hard I never know when."
"Well I appreciate your concern. Anyway what can I do for you?"
"Well I was going through my list of food for Christmas and I saw green beans and was wondering if you two are still coming up for Christmas?"
"We would like to, it's just we gotta find someone to watch Shiloh while we're gone." I shrugged because that's partially the reason we aren't entirely sure if we want to go is because we don't want Shiloh to spend his first Christmas with us alone. He might not understand the importance of it but he doesn't deserve to be excluded entirely.
"Why do you have to do that?"
"Because he's a dog and I doubt you want him running around the house." I spoke awkwardly because I assumed she'd get that to begin with.
"So you're just going to keep my grandbaby from me on Christmas and force him to spend it alone with some stranger?" Wait what?
"Huh?" That got her to laugh. When she did I couldn't help but smile because her laugh is pretty similar to Sasha's and it's semi comforting to know that to some degree I'm talking to Sasha.
"Bring him he has a present or two under the tree. You're not putting my baby up with some stranger for the holidays."
"Really? Are you sure?" Looking over at the bed he's just laying there staring at me.
"Yes yes. Sasha went on and on about him the last time I talked to her. As long as he doesn't shit in my house or piss on my rugs he's welcome to come." Shiloh is very well trained so he knows better than to use the bathroom in the house. In fact he won't go anywhere but in the grass so it's perfect.
"Oh wow. Well then that means it's really going to be a party and we'll definitely be there."
"Perfect you can help me cook."
"Oh I'd be honored." I love cooking with Sasha's mum because I always learn something new.
"You should be I don't even let my own daughter cook with me." I had to laugh at that because it's sadly true. And it's because of that I don't let Sash cook with me either.
"Well at least she tries."
"Yeah to burn down my damn house." We both laughed at that joke because we know it's true. And my favorite part about it is because we're sharing a laugh over someone we both love dearly. "Speaking of my daughter where is she?"
"Well last I spoke to her she was in Florida and trying to make her way back up to me. And that was about two hours ago. By now she's probably in the air halfway home."
"Oh okay well can you tell her to call me when you see her next?"
"Of course I'll be sure to remind her."
"Thank you baby. Alright let me get my ass to bed because I have a lot of preparation to get through and I need all the rest I can get.
"Before you go when should we be there?"
"Well all of Sasha's cousins are all flying and driving in on Wednesday so you can come around then."
"Okay so we'll be there Wednesday then."
"Alright sounds perfect. I'll see you guys Wednesday. Alright let me get to bed, love you."
"I love you too momma. See you Wednesday."
"Bye baby." And with that she hung up. That just put me in a good mood. It's good to know that Sasha's mother approves of me and I'm basically part of the family. I guess it's just good to know that at least one of our families don't mind that Sasha and I are in love. I'm not going to dig much deeper into that thought because I know I'll just end up back to square one and I don't want to succumb to my drop if Sasha isn't here. That being said I decided I should start packing. Wandering into the closet I grabbed out our biggest suitcase because we only need two suitcases. We can share one for our clothes and the other for makeup, shoes, toiletries, and other stuff. Going through all our clothes I realized something. We don't have any winter clothes. We live in places where it's warm all year long and it never snows. Looks like we're going to have to go shopping tomorrow when Sasha gets home. For now I can pack a few sweaters. I've always liked the house in LA because the closet here is huge. It's a walk in and has a different section for clothes, shoes, jewelry and accessories. Then all our clothes are separated Sasha has her section for her clothes and I have my own section for mine. I'll just settle for packing my stuff first because I don't know what Sasha is going to want to wear and I wanna ask her. Going through all my sweaters I stumbled across surprisingly one of Finn's old hoodies that I must have taken and left it here on accident. Thinking about it I wonder how he is. I wonder if he moved on and found a new girlfriend? Is he still in the same flat that we lived in together? Does he still work for the same company?
They're all questions that I have no true way of finding out.. well I mean the day I decided to finally leave him for Sasha, she made it her point that I completely blocked him out of my life. She blocked him from my account on every social media platform I have and she changed my number so he really couldn't get in contact with me. Was it necessary no but it's what she wanted so I wasn't going to stop her. Then again I didn't really have a chance to because she did all of that while I was sleeping. I didn't even know she did that up until this past summer when she told me she did it. I could care less because my main focus is on Shiloh and Sasha. Anyway this said hoodie I actually really like because it's so warm and fuzzy inside it. Fuck it. Putting it on it's just as warm and cozy as I remember. The only difference is it smells like Sasha and not Finn. I'm not complaining because it feels like I'm cuddling Sasha even though I'm not. I might just keep this on for a bit. Hell I think I'm just going to go to bed with it on. Yeah that sounds fun right about now I can just pack later. Leaving the closet I turned out the lights and put my hands in the pockets of the hoodie. When I did that I felt something hard trapped inside the jacket. It was then that I remembered that in the right pocket there's a smaller pocket inside that pocket, and hidden inside that smaller pocket I found a ring. Pulling the ring out to look at it I immediately realized what it was and that it's what I'm going to gift to Sasha for Christmas. I've been searching high and low for the perfect gift to give her for Christmas and I finally figured it out.
"Shi I found mommy's Christmas present." I smiled looking at the ring as I walked over to the bed. "Look it." Showing him the ring he looked at it, sniffed it, then went back to doing nothing clearly letting me know of his disinterest. He might not care but I do. I haven't seen this ring in ages it's been so long I thought I lost it. And the best part is I don't think Sasha has ever seen it so it'll be that much more special when I present her with it. I gotta make a note to remember to take this to our jeweler so that he can shine it up and engrave it for me. Hopefully he'll be able to get it done in time before we leave for Boston. She is going to love it I can't wait for Christmas now.
The next morning
"Baby wake up." I heard in my ear before I felt a set of lips kiss my neck. "Wait no nevermind." Seconds after that a warm body wiggled it's way into my grasp. I don't even have to open my eyes to know it's my Sasha. I can tell by just wrapping my arms around her and I just know. My heart it flutters whenever she's absent for a period of time and comes back to me. "You're so beautiful, I love you."
"I love you too."
"Shit I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you."
"That's quite selfish of you don't you think?"
"How?" Pulling her closer to me I kissed her.
"Depriving me of my Sasha time."
"Well I'm here now and that's all that matters." When she said that she snuggled into me and got comfy. It feels good to see her because I really almost found myself at the bottom of a drop. "Since you're up now do you want to tell me about what happened last night?"
"I had a bad dream." I shrugged simply because I don't want to talk about it. But I know Sasha and I know she's going to want to know what I dreamt about.
"What was so bad about it?" I really don't want to recall that awful dream. I don't want to think about it because it's going to make me even more sad. As much as I don't want to talk about it I know it's good to let it out. Especially being the fact that I'm venting to Sasha and she's the one who was the bad in my dream.
"You told me you didn't love me anymore. You we're breaking up with me and you just blurted it out randomly."
"Why? What happened?"
"Our age difference. I'm almost thirty and I'm ready to settle down in a cute little suburban neighborhood. I want to start a family have a couple kids to look after. I've lived already and you're only twenty four and you have so much more to experience and that's why you wanted out." I explained looking anywhere but her eyes. I'm scared to look in them because I'm scared I'll see the same look in her eyes that I saw in my dream when she said she didn't love me anymore.
"You do realize that I've experienced it all too right? I've traveled to places I never knew existed and I've performed in cities I can't even pronounce. I've performed for the president. I ate a live octopus in the streets of Japan. I sold over a million records and inspired millions with my music. There probably isn't much you can list off to me that you've done that I probably haven't done already. If anything I think I've experienced more than you have in my twenty four years on this earth." She then tapped my chin letting me know to look at her. When I did that our eyes locked and this feeling of warmth wash over me. "There really isn't much left out there that I haven't experienced as an individual. I'm ready to experience things that I can only experience through falling in love. So I fell in love. I fell in love with you and there's so much I want us to experience together. Age don't have shit to do with anything in our relationship Becks. For all I care you could be sixty looking the way you look now and I'd still try to get in your pants. Females mature quicker than males and it just so happens I reached my maturity a year ago when I fell in love with you. You're mine forever Becks I can't let you go I won't let you go." She then smiled and checked me out before kissing me. "Besides I think we'd make some beautiful ass babies. I mean you're hot and I so desperately want to have your kids. Ugh like you have a perfectly chiseled jawbone and you just woke up and those eyebrows are fleeked without you even trying. Then combine that with my eyes and chin... Oh baby our children would be beautiful. I'm just waiting on you to get me pregnant."
"Is this you telling me I don't have to pull out anymore?"
"Make me you're glazed Twinkie!" She smirked. That got me to kiss her. I love our little conversations like this.
"Alright say no more. How many kids do you want and I'll make it true?"
"Hmm.. well I think I want to have as many as we can honestly. Like we gotta make a cycle of it. You get me pregnant I pop it out you fuck me again and get me pregnant then continue on like that until we can't no more."
"We're gonna need a bigger house if that's the case." I'm totally down for this plan.
"That's fine. I'll build you a brand new house and we can rig it with a bunch of different places for me to tie you up to so I can have my way with you. It'll be great I'll chain you up to the kitchen sink and fuck you while I feed you dinosaur nuggets."
"You've been thinking about that haven't you? You said that way to confidently." She chuckled a bit before biting her lip.
"You aren't the only one who gets lonely when we're apart okay. Besides I know you're kinky ass is totally into that." That's not a lie I'm totally down to do that if she wants.
"We don't have any dinosaur nuggets." I frowned because now I want some.
"Well good thing I picked some up on the way home."
"I swear we're going to be great parents some day." She nodded in response then kissed me.
"How many do you want?"
"Nuggets?" Because now I'm hungry and really craving nuggets.
"No.. well yes. But I was talking about kids. How many do you want?" That's a good question and I'm not entirely sure.
"Well we have five bedrooms open here so I guess four. I would still like to have an empty room for guest." I shrugged.
"That's it?!"
"Yeah?.."
"Hmm I thought you were gonna say at least six or seven."
"Why so many?"
"I dunno I just know you'll be an awesome mother and I have a feeling that you're going to spoil the shit out of them."
"Well duh but it'll be perfect because they'll get annoyed with us and they'll leave the house giving us more Becky and the boss time."
"Or we can just get a bigger house that way we'll hardly see them."
"I kinda like it here though I'm not ready to move yet." I really do like our house here in California.
"What if I told you we can build your dream house? Any feature, design, or style you can have it."
"My dream home doesn't involve building an actual home. It consists of me, the love of my life, our children, Shiloh, and Maria."
"Who the fuck is Maria?"
"Shiloh's future baby momma. And then they'll have their own family too and have puppies." I smiled because I want another dog.
"I thought Shiloh was good enough?"
"He is but he's lonely. He needs a girlfriend."
"We'll see. I make no promises."
"Well you should see him when we go to the dog park. All the girls love him he has bitches you know."
"Ha that's my boy. Pulling hoes left and right just like me. I taught him so well." She smiled.
"Stop it don't encourage him he's just a baby. He doesn't even know what sex is yet."
"Right and how many times have I ate you out with him in the room?"
"One time. It was only one time. And in my defense you were being really smooth and charming and I couldn't resist. Plus you had on that leather corset that I like that makes you look like some sexy dominatrix and I really wanted you." I defended because Sasha knows she has the power to make me melt at any given moment when she pleases.
"I aim to please darling and I only want your pleasure." She smirked wrapping an arm around my neck. When she did that I moved so I was leaning down over her.
"Well if that's the case you're slacking."
"I just got home that doesn't count."
"You're wasting time." When I said that she pulled me in for a kiss.
"Take this off." She spoke pulling at my hoodie. Listening I sat up and took off my hoodie.
"Where's Shi?" I asked because I just noticed he's missing.
"I put him outside." She murmured grabbing me around the waist. "Told you I am to please you mommas." She then climbed on top of me and began kissing my neck.
"You tied him up right? Because you know he likes to wander."
"Yes he's fine last I checked he was too busy burying one of his toys."
"What one?"
"I don't know." She shrugged continuing to place kisses on my neck.
"Was it the cow squeaker?"
"Dunno."
"For some reason he keeps burying it and then forgets where he-" As I was talking Sash let out a sigh and sat up.
"You got your period?"
"Yesterday morning." I spoke in a semi cheerful tone because I don't like not being able to satisfy her needs as she presents them to me. "I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize it's not your fault. You're one helluva beautiful woman and it's natural." She then leaned down and kissed me. "You okay? You want me to go get you some yummy nummies? Midol? A mimosa? A blunt? Tea? Anything?" She asked moving her hands down to my abdomen and began to massage it. Another thing I love about Sasha is that she understands instances like this. She knows what it's like to experience menstrual cramps and everything that comes with it. So she knows not to press me for sex meanwhile Finn never really got that concept.
"Breakfast would be awesome." When I said that she smiled and gave me a soft kiss.
"Mkay don't you worry beautiful I'm on it. I'm gonna make you the best breakfast ever." I love her but I don't know if I want her making a mess in my kitchen.
"Okay but can we stay here for a bit longer?"
"Anything for you Rebecca."
"Can I be little spoon?" I asked with my best pouty face. I usually like being big spoon but if she's going to baby me today I'm getting everything I want.
"Of course if that's what you want." I gave her a soft smile.
"It is."
"Then come here beautiful." She then slid off me to the side. When she did that I turned on my side so she can grab me from behind. "Can you face the other way?"
"But I wanna watch the tv." I whined looking back at her.
"Ah no worries." She then grabbed the remote and turned off the tv. "What tv?" Ugh she's so annoying but whatever. I lost that battle so I flipped my position so I was facing her.
"Happy?" She Smiled then places a kiss on my nose.
"Very." I can't stay mad at her. Not after the conversation we just had about our future together. I really want kids now. I'm not gunna pressure her for them just yet but I will eventually. And the day I do will be the day we both say I do.
Three days later Thursday morning Sasha's POV
"I dunno I just don't want them to not like me is all."
"Becks you'll be fine trust me. Everyone in my family knows we're together so it's not going to be some giant surprise. Hell one of my cousins is gay too and they treat him just the same. Nobody is going to flip out if they catch us making out." I reassured Becks as we're driving to my mom's house. Becks has only met my immediate family and none of my aunts, uncles, and most of my cousins. She's nervous that they aren't going to like her for some stupid reason.
"I know I'm just nervous I guess." She mumbled hugging Shiloh being he's in her lap.
"Bae I have a question."
"I'm not taking any questions at this time."
"How come whenever we go to meet someone new who has interest in our company you go in there and handle it like a boss no nerves nothing. But when it comes to meeting my family you get all clammy and nervous?"
"Because business is business and I'm there to make a deal. I'm not in a loving relationship with one of their family members. I couldn't give a rat's arse about what they think of me because odds are I'll never see them again. Where as with you're family I'll see them at every holiday and with the way things are looking for us I want them to come to our wedding. If they don't like me then holidays are going to suck and they won't want you to marry me because they don't like me. So much is on the line for me here I just don't know how to handle it." When she said that I had to kiss the back of her hand being we're holding hands.
"Becks you do know that we don't have to invite them to our wedding. Hell we can just celebrate the holidays just the three of us. If they don't like you it's their loss because you're the coolest person I know after Sasha and Shiloh Banks. So it'd be crazy if they didn't like you. Besides we're basically already here so let's go in there and show them why it is I decided to wife you."
"What about Shi?" She ask looking at him. Right now he's sitting on her lap looking out the window.
"Homeboy is probably going to steal both of our thunder so we don't have to worry about him."
"You remembered to get your mums gift right?"
"It should be delivered within the next two days." We decided to get my mum a brand new Crockpot and a week long cruise to the Bahamas. I just wanted to get her a new car but Becks wouldn't let me. She said that just because we have bedazzled arses doesn't mean we have to show it off. The only reason I listened to it was because I remember her saying that to me the first time we ever met.
"Okay good." When she said that I could hear the worry in her voice. It was here that we pulled up to my mom's house.
"You wanna smoke before we go in? It'll make you feel better."
"There's no way in hell I can go in there and look your mother in the eyes while I'm high as shit."
"Okay do you want a rice crispy?" I asked digging through her purse for my rice crispy treat that I put in there earlier.
"Yeah alright." Spectacular. Of course it's a Mattson's rice crispy treat because it's the only kind I like. However this rice crispy treat in particular I had specially made for me in our test kitchens at the office. I had them infuse a small batch with probably a good eighth of weed. With that much weed in it they did a fabulous job at hiding it's taste. I tried one already and these things are strong as a motherfucker. That's why I only gave Becks half of one and I ate the other half. "Did they change the recipe for these? They taste different they taste a bit more bitter than usual."
"Well that's because I had them make these special for us."
"What'd you do to them?"
"I had them use more organic natural ingredients to see if it'd make them more healthy for me since I always eat them." It's not a lie, weed technically is organic and natural.
"Hmp well it's not that good love. You tried but just leave the recipes to me okay?" She then leaned over and kissed me.
"By the way these are good you just don't know it yet." I totally just drugged my girlfriend and she's going to murder me later on when she figures that out. In my defense it's payback for her drugging my morning smoothies. Besides I think it's going to be funny when they kick in for her since she doesn't know.
"Okay if you say so. But let's get in there I'm ready. I feel confident enough to do this." As she said that she opened her door and got out placing Shiloh on the ground once she did. I simply followed and popped the trunk so we could unload the car.
"Babe can you go ring the bell?"
"Okay but I need another confidence booster." Coming over to me she pressed her lips to mine. "Promise me you won't leave my side for at least the first bit so I can get to learn everyone's name."
"I promise never to leave your side." She smiled then kissed me again.
"Woof!" That got us to stop kissing and look down at him being Becks is holding his leash.
"You better take him inside before he hates us both." Shiloh was born and raised down in Florida so he's never experienced cold weather just hot and humid. This is his first time outside of California and Florida.
"He has his jacket on he's fine. This is nothing for now for him it's supposed to snow later and that's what I'm excited for."
"YOU TWO DICKHEADS JUST GONNA STAND OUTSIDE LIKE CREEPS OR ARE YOU GONNA BRING YOUR MUSTY ASSES INSIDE?" I don't have to look to recognize that voice. But it got Becks to turn and look at who it is.
"HOW ABOUT YOU MIND YOUR OWN GODDAMN BUSINESS. I'M JUST GETTING SOME LOVING FROM MY GIRL I'M SURE YOU CAN RELATE. OH WAIT YOU'RE SINGLE AND ALONE!" I teased back.
"Babe who's that?"
"Oh that's my cousin Dexter. He's my mom's sister's son."
"Oh."
"THAT WAS COLD CHUB-CHUB." When he said that name I rolled my eyes I hate that name.
"Chub-chub?" Asked Becks because she doesn't know the backstory of how I got that name.
"OH FUCK YOU!" I yelled back.
"I'M NOT INTO INCEST SORRY." He shrugged.
"WHATEVER CAN YOU JUST COME HELP WITH OUR STUFF?"
"YEAH NO." He then closed the window back and disappeared from my view. That's my cousin..
"Chub-chub?"
"It's a long story babe and I don't want to talk about it." She giggled then cupped my cheeks before kissing me.
"Ok Chub-chub." Giving me another kiss she smiled. "I don't want to know but I need to know. Whether you tell me or he tells me I'm finding out it's meaning."
"Can you just go inside before you get sick?" I really don't want to explain to her how I got that name. It was a very insecure time in my life and I don't want to talk about it.
"Fine but this conversation isn't over."
"Woof! Woof! Woof!"
"Whoa there big guy I come in peace!" Looking to see who Shiloh was barking at it's my cousin Ray.
"Hey RJ."
"Sheesh I wasn't aware that you were bringing your guard dog." He spoke squatting down to pet Shiloh.
"Mom said to bring him so we did."
"Yeah Princess brought Bully too." He Spoke leaning down to pet Shi. Bully is Ray and his wife's dog. She's a French bulldog and she's adorable.
"Ray this is Shiloh. Shiloh this is Ray." Spoke Becky. She's met Ray before because he has sat in on a couple of my studio sessions. My cousin actually is Ray J so he knows a couple things about music and sometimes he'll do backup for me. And if you don't know who Ray J is to music, he's the reason the Kardashian's are even relevant.
"Hi Shiloh! It's nice to finally meet you man." That got Shiloh to wag his tail and lick his hand. "His eyes are no joke."
"I know it makes him so adorable." Smiled Becks looking down at Shiloh being Ray stopped petting him and he sat down next to her. She really loves this dog I can tell by the way she looks at him. It just reminds me of our conversation the other day. If this is how she loves and treats a dog imagine how great of a mother she'll be to our future children. I can't wait to find out one day.
"Hey Orange how are you?" He asked giving Becks a hug.
"I'm great how are you?"
"I'm good. Just trying not to go mad with Princess's crazy ass driving me insane." Princess is Ray's wife and she's beautiful. "Basically save yourself the torture and don't get married."
"Married or not Becks still is a pain in my ass so I don't see how it'll make a difference." I shrugged because Rebecca is and will be my wife. She could break my nose and burn down our house and I'd still marry her.
"Anyway how are you? Feel like I haven't seen you in ages." He then turned and gave me a hug.
"Touring has been kicking my ass but it's good to finally have a break. Spend some time with the fam, be with my girl." I replied simply.
Well I'm happy to hear that. But let's bring this inside it's cold as shit."
"AHHH MOMMA NO!" We all heard getting us all to look over and investigate who it came from. Looking at the house Steven burst out the door.
"Boy Imma break my foot off in your ass!" Yelled my mom coming out the door too.
"Sacha help me!" He yelled running straight for me and hiding behind me. "I'm sorry it was a joke!" He Yelled from behind me.
"Hell no you little bitch get away from me you're gonna get us both in trouble." I growled shaking him off me.
"Sacha take one for the team!"
"No get off me."
"You suck that's why mom doesn't like you."
"Well that's because you were adopted and she doesn't want you to know." If you haven't figured it out yet Steven is my annoying little brother who lives in New York.
"That was kinda mean babe."
"Thank you B. See I knew you were the sister I always wanted." He smiled hugging on my girlfriend. "Sacha is the worst person I've ever met in my life. But you, you're an angel."
"Alright that's enough." I Spoke breaking up their hug. "Get off my girlfriend you pervert." I growled standing in front of Becks. When I first ever brought Becky home he full on hit on her right in front of me. I mean I did introduce her as my assistant so he didn't know at first so I let it slide. It was just the fact that no matter how much he flirted with her she clung to me more and more clearly indicating that there was something going on between us. Then the next time we saw him together he knew we were together because it was backstage at my NYC show this past summer and he still flirted with her. He secretly wants my girlfriend I'm sure of it and that's why I don't need him hugging her. He's just trying to feel her up and I'm not having it. "She's off limits to you."
"Right right I'm sorry sis."
"So what am I chopped liver!?" Yelled my mom from the porch.
"Hi momma!" I smiled looking at her.
"Leave those bags to the boys and get over here." Alright listening I grabbed Beck's hand and headed up to my mom.
"Hi mom!" I smiled walking up to her and hugging her.
"Hi baby how was the flight?"
"It was good. It was trying to get to the plane that was hard. Had we took the jet we would've been here yesterday."
"Sash it's the holidays Chris deserves a break with how much he flies us during the year." Becks gave all our personal workers off early for the holidays. So that included our chauffeurs and our pilots.
"I know but they could've just held on a day longer."
"Oh who cares you're here and that's all I care about."
"Hi momma." Becks then stepped forward and hugged my mom.
"Woof!"
"Well hello there!" Smiled my mom letting go of Becky and turning her attention to Shiloh. "You must be my grandson aren't you?" He wagged his tail and began panting letting us know of his excitement. "They weren't kidding when they said you're a cutie. You have eyes brighter than the sun."
"Woof!"
"That's definitely a Banks family genetic."
"Hey Becky!" We heard call out from the house. Then the owner of the voice came through the door.
"Monica!" Smiled Becks hugging my cousin Monica. "How are you?"
"Girl! I got some juice for you! Come on." She then began to take Becks inside.
"I must be made of glass." I Spoke because she straight up just ignored me. As fucked up as it is I love that my family doesn't give a shit that I'm a celebrity. They treat me exactly the same as they do any regular person.
"Hi Sasha." Smiled Monica blowing me a kiss. "I'm stealing your girlfriend."
"Fine as long as you give her back."
"Kay come on." She then took hold of my girlfriend and began to lead her inside.
"One sec." Becks then came back over to me. "Bye."
"So much for staying together."
"Sorry." Giving me a quick kiss she handed me Shiloh's leash. "See if he has to go potty." Giving me another kiss she disappeared into the house.
"So how are you guys?"
"Huh?"
"When are you gonna put a ring on her?" Asked my mom.
"Awe Ma not you too!" I whined because I get asked that question by people so often now.
"I'm telling you Sasha she's a keeper I don't know what you're waiting for. You're going to fuck around and something is gonna happen and you'll lose her."
"I doubt it. She's not allowed to leave me Ma. If she ever does I'm moving back in with you and I'm never leaving the house again. I don't want anyone but her she's my everything."
"If that's the case you need to put a ring on her."
"You really think I should?" I asked my mom in all seriousness. If there's one person whose approval matters most to me it's my mother. She has and always will have the last say in who I bring home to her. If you don't pass you can't stay and it's on to the next female. So far Becks is the only one my mom has ever really truly approved of.
"I'm you're mother of course I know what's good for you and she's good for you. Sash come on she cooks, cleans, and puts up with your annoying ass self."
"Hey!"
"I raised you and you've managed to get on every single nerve in my body. Just give it some time and I promise you she'll prove to you that she's very deserving of you if she hasn't already. I don't want you to feel pressured or rushed into getting married but you gotta know when the time is right. And the moment you do realize it you'll know. But make sure you take him to the bathroom before you come inside." Giving me a kiss on the cheek my mom then went inside.
"Shi do you think I should do it?" I asked looking down at him as I walked him down to the grass. "You think it's time to finally really make us a real family you mommy and I?" When I asked that I swear I saw him wink at me before starting to sniff around. Well I know I want to marry Becks I've known from our first kiss that I did. Mom is right I ought to get her while I have her... It's just.. I dunno. I'm just gonna wait and see what happens. And whatever happens happens.
Becky's POV
"No but I do know how to make yams, green beans, collards, potatoes, chicken, steak, beef, whatever I can cook it. Besides I'm always ready to learn how to make something new. " I explained. After Monica brought me inside we ended up in the kitchen at the table with more of Sasha's family. Mainly it was just her aunts and the wives or girlfriends of her uncles or cousins. Apparently it's a family tradition that the wives and girlfriends all pitch in and help cook Christmas breakfast and dinner. Being I'm Sasha's girlfriend that means I get to help cook. I'm excited to help cook because I see this as a learning opportunity to learn how to cook new things. Right now we're all sitting at the table drinking wine and going over who is going to make what, and what foods we need to pick up at the store.
"Mmm I like her already." Spoke I believe her name is Sheryl. And she is one of Sasha's aunts and is Dexter's mother.
"I showed her how to make a good percent of stuff so she's the real deal. However since she's a newcomer I think she should choose what she wants to do." Reasoned Sasha's mother nudging me being she's sitting to my right.
"Sounds fair enough." Shrugged Holly another one of Sasha's cousins who I met today. She is the daughter of Belvie another one of Sasha's aunts.
"Alright I'll read off the list of what we have and you can choose what you want to cook." Spoke Faith who is the wife of Sasha's uncle Charles.
"Okay lay it on me."
"Kay starting with breakfast we have pancakes, eggs, bacon, grits, sausage, potatoes, fruits, and oats."
"I'm gonna have to be typical and tell you I'm gonna go with potatoes. Hell I'm Irish so anything potato related I'm you're girl. I know hundreds of recipes that have potatoes in it somehow."
"Perfect so should I just give you anything that has potatoes?"
"Yeah sure."
"Alright so that includes the mashed potatoes, potato salad, and then there leaves one more dish that you can make." Hmp it just all of a suddenly got really hot in here. It's probably this sweater I have on. Unbuttoning my sweater I took it off.
"What's uh.. what's left?" I asked before taking a sip of my wine. My mouth just suddenly got really dry.
"There's yams, collards, ziti, lasagna, cornbread, ox tails-" Holy hell why is it so cold now? Damn am I having hot flashes? No that's crazy I'm too young to be going into menopause. I literally just started my cycle earlier this week. Wait Princess totally has a flyaway hair sticking out her ponytail. I wonder if she knows that. Hell does anyone else see it or is it just me? It might just be me if nobody else has said anything about it. Damn now I feel bad that I know and she doesn't. I should tell her. Then again I know momma has to see it because she's the one sitting directly in front of her. But I'm to her left so that makes me just as guilty.
"Becky?"
"Huh?" I asked snapping out of my thoughts. Oh fuck what the hell is going on with me right now.
"You okay you totally zoned out there?"
"No I'm fine. I think this wine is starting to get to me. I haven't ate since this morning so it's hitting me." I nervously giggled looking at my wine cup. It's definitely not the wine that's fucking me up right now. Sasha and I stopped at Panera on our way to the house so there's no way I could be feeling the wine that quickly. And it's only my second glass and I have a very high alcohol tolerance so it has to be something else. "But uh like momma said she taught me some stuff and I can cook a mean pile of green beans."
"Mhmm." Agreed momma because I spent forever trying to perfect my green bean recipe and she knows that.
"Alright so you have mashed potatoes, breakfast potatoes, potato salad, and green beans."
"Okay sounds awesome." I smiled.
"What about dessert is there anything you know how to make that you want to make?" Ugh I'm not at all in the mood to have to think right now. I feel light headed and my body feels tingly. I think something I ate at Panera must be messing with my stomach or something. I don't know what it is but I just know I need something to drink. I'd prefer some water right now but all I have is my wine to drink.
"Come back to me on that." I Spoke because I can not for the life of me get my thoughts together right now. I don't know what's going on with me right now. I was fine five minutes ago and now I feel weird.
"Excuse me ladies but I have to steal my girlfriend really quick it's kinda important." That voice I know it. It's Sasha thank god because I am not okay right now. "Becks come here."
"Excuse me." I murmured sliding out my chair only for me to realize that I'm sitting on a bench that's up against the wall and there's no need for me to push out my chair because I'm not in a chair. "Holy damn!" I muttered when I stood up. I feel like I just got hit by a fucking bus. My body feels so fucking heavy I don't even know how I managed to stand up. Whatever the hell is going on I gotta hide it long enough to get away from the girls to somewhere that I can take the time to figure out what's going on.
"You okay there girly?" Asked Sasha's mom grabbing my hand. Looking at her for some reason I just started to laugh. I don't know why or what but I'm feeling giggly.
"I am good. I'm just getting the feeling in my legs back. I've been sitting all day and I'm use to always being on my feet. Excuse me for a second." Where I came up with that I don't know but whatever it takes to get me from this table.
"Come on toots we'll only be a minute." Spoke Sasha coming over to me and holding out her hand for me to take. I didn't hesitate taking it and she lead us out the kitchen and up to our room.
"Babe I don't feel to good I think that salad I had didn't like the fact that I ate it." When I said that Sasha busted out laughing.
"Yo you really tried to push that bench through the wall!" She laughed coming over to me.
"Shut up! Something's wrong I could be dying right now and you're laughing about it." I whined because if Sasha noticed me do that then I'm sure everyone else did as well. Sash didn't care because it made her laugh even harder.
"Baby?"
"Do we have any Tylenol or something to help my headache?"
"Baby." She then sat me on the bed and kneeled in front of me. "Look at me?" Looking at her, her eyes are bloodshot red. "Holy shit!" She then started to laugh again.
"What did you do?" She did something to me I can tell by how she reacted.
"I told you that rice crispy was good. You just didn't sit long enough yet to see."
"Sasha I swear to god!" I warned because I don't find this funny.
"The reason it tasted funny was because I had them infuse it with weed and I fed it to you."
"WHAT!?"
"We both had half of a powerful ass edible." She giggled.
"You drugged me?!" I asked in a bit more of a calm voice because this all makes sense now. And because I'm relieved to know that I'm just high and not sick.
"Payback for drugging my morning smoothies."
"Yeah but I drugged you with vitamins not actual drugs."
"Doesn't matter it's all harmless. But I'm sorry for not telling you sooner."
"I was sitting at the table in front of your mother! Oh my god and your aunts. They all probably think there's something wrong with me now thanks to you." Her only response was to laugh.
"That's fucking funny babe."
"I hope so because you're not touching me for the next month now." That got her to stop laughing.
"No baby I'm sorry. Don't do that to me."
"Should've thought about that before you drugged me." I Spoke folding my arms. She knew how important this all was to me and she sabotaged me.
"Bae you'll be fine I promise you. They all like you already so what more do you have to prove to them?"
"That I'm not some random crazy white chick."
"You're not some crazy random white chick you're my girlfriend."
"That doesn't mean anything people can still form an opinion about me. And now they're going to think I'm some crazy lightweight drunk because I had to lie and tell them that the wine is what was fucking me up." First impressions are everything to me with my business background. First impressions ultimately end up leading to how someone will treat you. I met most of Sasha's family while I was completely sober, and literally an hour later I'm basically higher than the sky and the edible is just kicking in so I'm bound to make it to Jupiter within the next few minutes.
"You really are taking meeting my family seriously aren't you?"
"Yes. If we're planning to get married one day you're family becomes my family and my family becomes your family. I want nothing more than for us to be a family it's what I want out of coming here for the holidays. I know they probably already like me from what you've told them but I don't want them to like me because of what you said about me. I want them to like me because they got to know me and know the kind of person I am. It's been barely an hour since I met them and they probably think I can't hold my liquor." I vented because she doesn't understand how important today is for me.
"Becks after today I highly doubt they'll remember you being high discussing what you're all cooking for dinner. My family is a bunch of alcoholics anyway so I'm sure they're drunk right now too. I mean when you first walked in how soon did they offer you a glass of wine?"
"Probably right after I introduced myself to them."
"Exactly so you don't need to worry about how they see you today because I guarantee you they'll forget by tomorrow." She then grabbed my hand and kissed it. "You wanna go for a walk so you can walk off the high a bit before going back to talk?"
"It's cold out." I whined because I'm so warm and I don't want to be cold.
"Don't worry I'll hold your hand." She then grabbed my hand and kissed it. "Come on let's go for a walk." Getting to her feet she tugged my hand letting me know to get up too. I would but I'm still mad at her. So I just stayed put. "Babe I'm sorry it was just a joke. Can you forgive me?" I still didn't answer I just kept staring at her. "Stop you're so cute when you're mad at me! I'm sorry I love you." She then leaned down and gave me a kiss. "What?! Please can I have a kiss?" She asked going in for another kiss but I still didn't kiss her back. "Becks give me a kiss." When she said that it was almost in a demanding voice but I'm still ignoring her. "Rebecca?" She sang before kissing my neck. "Please can I have a kiss?" I refuse to give in. "You're gonna make me get physical and trust me I won't make it easy." She warned still kissing my neck. I'd be lying if I said her kisses weren't slowly working. But I'm still mad at her. "Fine." She then backed away from me and took off her shirt leaving her in just her bra and skinny jeans. If there's one thing I'll never get tired of watching is watching her get undressed. "Do you wanna kiss me now?" She grinned flexing showing off her abs, which may I remind you are beautifully carved. I don't want to kiss her.. I'm lying. "No?! Okay." She then let her hair out of its ponytail and shook it out before flipping it. I don't know what it is but whenever she's shirtless with her hair down I can't help but to ogle her. She's so fucking hot I just want to rip her clothes off and go at it. "Can I have my kiss now?" A little one. Grabbing her by the waist of her jeans I pulled her close to me. "Hello." Pressing a soft kiss on her stomach she got the hint and bent down for a kiss. Slowly going for our kiss I waited until she was close enough and then I gave her a nice good sized raspberry. "Okay. Okay. I'm not mad I deserved that." She spoke nodding her head and using her shirt to wipe her face. "Fine." She then took her phone out her back pocket and began to play around with it. "See what you don't know is that while you were downstairs at the table we were upstairs taking shots and I'm feeling really good babe." It was here that club music started to play from her phone. "I feel like dancing and that's why I brought you up her so I can throw this ass back on you for a while." When she finished saying that she smiled at me then tossed her bed on the phone. "Just remember to hold on tight." Then the next thing I know she start to twerk to the beat. Damn I just lost this battle. There's a lot of things that people don't know about Sasha and one of them is when it comes down to it she can shake her ass in a way that draws you into her. So watching her twerk in those jeans has me hypnotized and add to that we're both far from sober. It probably only took about thirty seconds into the song for me to get up and grab her. She quickly acknowledged my presence and immediately started to shake it even harder.
"You're the worst." She only looked back at me and grinned before going right back to dancing on me. We literally could be anywhere and if she starts dancing the way she's dancing now I can't help but to grab her. Putting both hands on her hips I pulled her back as close to me as possible and she started moving even faster. I'm still mad at her but I guess I gotta look at all this from a different point of view. Sasha tricked me into eating an edible and what's the sense of letting this good high go to waste. Honestly if all her family does is drink, eat, and dance I think I'll fit right in. "Alright Sash you win now bring your fine ass here and love me."
"Yes ma'am." She then turned around and wrapped her arms around my neck. "Can I have my kiss now?"
"Ew gross!" I grinned before locking her up in a kiss.
"You forgive me now?"
"No." She Shrugged before going back to kissing me.
"You want some head later?" She murmured into our kiss without breaking it.
"That'll help." I mean I'm not gonna turn down head from Sasha. I honestly don't think I ever could knowing how strong her head game is. When I said that she giggled before pulling away to look at me.
"Well I can't dick you deep with all my family in the house. We'll make way to much noise."
"They're also not in the car." I replied simply because there's always a way. In fact Sasha was the one who taught me that.
"You're truly a horn dog." I just smirked.
"Well you made me this way and I've never heard you complain about it before."
"That's true that's why we're so in love with each other." Cheers to that babe so it was only right I kissed her. She must have agreed and deepened our kiss. "I'm really sorry for getting you high." She spoke in an innocent voice.
"It's not okay, and I'm extremely pissed at you but I still love you."
"Alright bet." Giving me one last kiss she pushed me backwards causing me to fall on the bed. "Stay." She then grabbed her phone and began to mess with it. Eventually the club music stopped and Beyoncé started to play. No surprise Dance for you was first to play. "I'll just dance until you forgive me." Okay a lap dance will help a bit. Actually you know what it's not. Nothing she does is going to help.. you know for however long I want to milk this. I guess this all worked out in my favor.
So you made it goodie, lets compare notes because I think I missed some stuff... Yeah I'm not a very strong note taker because I have terrible eye sight and I can't see the board as well as most others can so I tend to struggle with that. But that's okay because I like lunchables. Anywhore this chapter started off pretty rough I'll admit that but it was cute cuz Shiloh is the Robin to Sasha's Batman when Becks is the damsel in distress. Honestly if you haven't figured out what I'm going to do yet you might just have to go back and read this story over again from the beginning. I mean its not in bold print but every Island of paradise gets hit with a hurricane at some point... I'm only telling you this so you have time to go find your Franklin the Turtle poncho and rain boots. Don't worry I'm in the process of building the arc I'll use to sail us to safety afterwards. I dunno what next chapter is going to be, however by the time next chapter is up it would have passed my birthday and I probably.. No I WILL be so far from sober I probably wont remember my own damn name and probably making moves. Dunno exactly what I'm going to do but the first thing I will do is get rid of my soberness. Lol ya'll are probably wandering how it is I enjoy making plans where my main priority is to not be sober right? And its simple really, all my best thoughts come to me when I'm not sober. How and why that is eludes me but it works and that's what really matters. I dunno I guess this is my way of telling you that I'll be 20 on the 29th and my wish is that you tell me if you want a past or present chapter next chapter. #Zebra for a present chapter and that'll probably cover the rest of the Holidays and some good ass tea. or #29th for a past chapter where we go into detail of how Becks became Sasha's Goggled Orange and perhaps smut if I'm up to it. Kay that's all for this URA(Unstable Readers Anonymous) meeting. Remember to take ur medication like you're supposed to and I'm sure you'll be okay for ten minutes before it wears off. When that happens take two tablespoons of cinnamon and read this chapter over again repeating as necessary until next chapter is uploaded. ~Joz #fuckitup