Aston Martin Music

by CallMeJoz

What would you rather ride in a Prius or an Aston Martin? Would you rather wake up and eat a bagel, or fly to Paris and eat a bagel just because? Applebee's or Four Seasons? Crocs or Jimmy Choos? VIP section or general admission? Decisions decisions... They say cheating is bad but who knew it'd land you in the lap of luxury and in the arms or someone you love even more. Femslash

28. Stressed Out

Hi you beautiful specimen how are you? I hope you said ur doing well that way I can tell you that I'm really about to come in clutch with this chapter. Oh word Joz?! Hell yeah this is another past chapter so like I promised this chapter has smut in it. This actually is a chapter that's been way over due. Yes I had fun writing this chapter , yes you should not read this outside of the comfort of your bed, and yes you will need some water for when you finish. I'll catch you on the flipside.

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Becky's POV one month later

"Oh wow that's great hun." I murmured not looking up from my word search puzzle. I don't always do these but I'm literally so damn bored. Sasha's been out in California all week and I haven't heard from her since she left four days ago. I mean yeah I have Finn but as of late he's been more of a nuisance to me than my boyfriend. I could hangout with Charlotte and Bayley which I actually did yesterday but today they're busy working so I'm stuck all day with Finn. It's barely noon and I already want to strangle him. That's an over exaggeration I don't want to kill him because I'm sure I'd miss him, I just really want to know if my boss is still alive or not. I mean I don't think I did anything to upset her so I don't understand why she's ignoring me.

"I know and it's all thanks to you." I then felt him kiss my neck and when he did that my whole body shuttered. Almost like it didn't like that he did that. "My beautiful demon queen and her handsome demon king. I modeled them after us because they share an unbreakable bond that keeps them together just like us." He then wrapped an arm around me and pulled me in even closer to him. Ugh I don't like how hard bodied he is. He's all muscle and I don't like that. There's no give anywhere on his chest so that I can lay my head. There's one person who I enjoy laying on the most and it sure as hell isn't him. "You wanna know what keeps them together?" I honestly don't give a shit. I don't really care much for comics, anime, or cartoons. I just really don't want to be this close to him because he smells like some weird cheap cologne and it's making my head hurt.

"Hope?" I asked plainly because again I don't care.

"Nope." He then kissed my neck again but before he could kiss anywhere else I shook him off me. His kisses feel like sandpaper against my skin and it's not a pleasant feeling to me. In fact it wasn't until now that I noticed he's growing a mustache and it does not suit him well. Really I just want him to leave me alone because I don't want to be bothered with actually caring about our "relationship".

"Okay two things one I'm going to need you to get off me because I'm not in the mood right now. And second shave that roadkill off your face because it makes you look like a child rapist." I spoke pushing him off me and moving to the far end of the couch. I have no desire to have sex with him because he could never satisfy me the way Sasha does. Besides she'll kill me if she finds out I let him touch me.

"Seriously? What's been up with you for the past couple days?" He complained. Sasha is missing and I'm sex deprived and I'm grumpy about it.

"Nothing I'm just tired and stressed from work and all you're doing is making it worse."

"Stressed from work?! You're stressed from work?! Becks you don't even do anything for work so how the-"

"Oh I'll have you know I do a lot of work at work. Sasha's a fucking musician not a business woman like I am. I practically run that damn company for her because she doesn't really know how. I have twenty four different stores to look after, including fifteen thousand employees between each store. And then I have to supervise all of the office building every damn time I go to work. And then let's add on top of that I have to cater to whatever Sasha wants is really the icing on the cake. My job is a lot harder than sitting in a chair and doodling all damn day." I spat because I really can't stand him right now. I just wish he'd go away and leave me alone.

"I knew it. I knew you taking that job would be your downfall I mean come on-

"Ha my downfall?! I asked incredulously because last I checked me taking the job as Sasha's assistant was the best thing to happen to me in quite some time. "No me taking the job with Sasha is probably the biggest and most successful business decision I've ever made. Last month I got a five hundred thousand dollar bonus just for being me. Working with Sasha is great on my part. I get benefits, star quality treatment, been on a private jet, went to Italy for lunch and was back home in time for dinner, amazing se..." Oops can't say that last part I forgot Finn is still my boyfriend. "Amazing mind blowing massages almost whenever I want it. All I have to do is make one phone call and I can have someone show up here in a jester outfit ready to entertain me. I have it all with my job so don't call it a downfall call it a luxury."

"No wonder you're acting like this. You got a little taste of stardom and don't know how to act." He then leaned in close to me and looked me in the eyes. I don't like him being so close to me so I pushed him away. "Hm just what I thought you have dollar signs covering your pupils so it makes sense as to why you can't see what's right in front of you."

"Oh I see perfectly fine actually thank you. And you want to know what I see? I see a great big asshole." I growled looking him directly in the eyes.

"I'm an asshole?! Wow says the one who can't even make it home early at least once a week. Hell I can't even remember a night where you were home before eight. And it baffles me because you leave at eight in the morning and don't come home until past midnight.. Where the fuck do you go? What the hell are you doing?"

"Oh my god Finn I'm working! I have no set schedule I work whenever Sasha needs me."

"Why does she need you basically everyday all day? Is she really that dependent on you?" If you look at the big picture Sasha doesn't need me really, she wants my body.

"I'm not doing this with you right now." I murmured getting up off the couch.

"It's just not fair that you're letting your job come between us. I hate fighting with you Becks." He then came over and grabbed my hand stopping me from leaving the room. "Let's go out on a date later tonight."

"Today is my very elusive day off and I-".

"Here. Here's sixty bucks why don't you go out and get yourself a nice new outfit and I'll take you out tonight." He explained pulling out his wallet and holding out sixty dollars. I just stared at him. "I know it's probably not much to you at this point it's probably chump change compared to that half a million bonus you got last month but it's something. Was gonna use it to get an oil change but I'd rather spend it on you than that scrap metal piece of junk car outside." I don't know how to respond to that. I don't think we've ever really had a moment like this. I don't know if I should be mad that now he all of a suddenly wants to spoil me, or the fact that sixty dollars only covers tonight's makeup. I'm so use to limitless shopping that sixty dollars is not enough for me me to get a new outfit. "Fine seventy." He added pulling out another ten. When he did that I noticed it was the last of the cash in his wallet. He usually always has ten dollars cash on him and he's giving it to me. "Don't worry I'll always spend my last dime on you. Just go get dressed and make your way to the mall. I gotta run a couple errands but when I get back we'll go okay?" He then shoved the money in my hand and wrapped an arm around me. "Sasha is in California so she isn't here to make you go into work so you're mine for the day. It's honestly probably the least you can do being I hardly see you anymore." Giving me a quick peck he pulled away and lead me to the steps. "Go."

"Finn I-"

"Get upstairs and go get dressed." He spoke with a little bit of authority. Is it weird that the way he said that gave me a slight chill. He never raises his voice at me so it caught me off guard and I think I liked it. "You're going out on a date tonight with me and there's no escaping this time. That's final and I don't want to hear it from you anymore. Now go get dressed." Where the hell has this side of him been hiding? I'd be lying if I said I'm not a little turned on right now. The submissive in me wants him Sasha is m.i.a and I need a fix. However my body is loyal to another and I can't go to him. Besides I doubt he could give it to me the way I need. I won't sleep with him but I'll listen to him. Starting up the steps I looked back at him. "Keep marching missy." I wonder If I can get him to keep up with this attitude he's got going on.

Sasha's POV a little later

"No not yet but don't worry I got it. I have a full blown plan of attack." I shrugged ashing my blunt.

"Oh really?"

"Yeah really I call it Operation Takeover Ireland."

"Oh please I'd love to hear how this is supposed to play out." Smiled Steps And he turned his chair to face me completely. Right now I'm at Step's house and he has a recording studio there and we're working on my latest music. We just finished recording a couple songs and we're taking a break so I can rest my voice.

"Well it's simple I took your advice and I showed her what it's like to be with me. I've been spoiling her with gifts I know her boyfriend could never afford. Gave her a money shower with my bonus last month."

"Really how'd that go?" I just smiled thinking back on that day because we made sweet love all afternoon.

"It was great. She didn't give a single fuck about the money because she was too busy trying to get me to fuck her."

"Did you?" Taking another hit I passed it.

"Did I? Steven I fucked the life out of her then I made sweet sweet love to her it was amazing."

"So how does that help in Operation Takeover Ireland?"

"Well I hit it so good she's addicted to me. I can't even talk to other females she said I'm only allowed to let one female in my bed and that one female is her. She spends so much time in my bed that we basically are together. It's just I gotta wean her off that stupid boy so she can finally be mine. Not going to lie I've been slacking a bit on the plan but it's in full effect as we speak."

"What's happening?" He asked passing back the blunt. Taking it I hit it and continued explaining.

"I haven't talked to her since I left the other day and I'm pretty sure she going mad right now. We went from talking everyday to nothing and she's been blowing up my phone. Just today I got about four missed calls and a couple messages letting me know of her annoyance of my ignoring her. And about how she wants me to save her from her boring boyfriend."

"Bullshit!"

"Say no more look." I then showed him my phone proving my statement.

"She's in love with you."

"I know but she won't fucking admit it. Like I could legit call her right now and tell her I'm coming home and she'll be waiting for me in my bed."

"Do it."

"What?"

"Call her right now and tell her you're coming home and let's see what she says."

"Alright bet." I have Becky so whipped I'm sure she'd walk her way to me if I told her to. She's my submissive she'll do anything I tell her. That being said I called her and put it on speaker. "Just to let you know she's probably-" I couldn't even finish my warning before she picked up.

"Oh well look who decided to acknowledge my existence." After she said that I smirked at Steps because I hate it when he doubts me.

"I'm sorry doll I had to take care of my other hoes. They're mad at me for spending so much time with you and not them."

"Mmm that's nice to know." She spoke in an annoyed tone.

"Yeah well I just wanted to let you know that I'm coming home tonight so whatever plans you have you're going to have to take a rain check."

"As lovely as that sounds I can't exactly do that." When she said that Steps gave me a stupid smirk because right now she's making me look crazy.

"Oh?! And why is that Rebecca?"

"Finn is making me go on a date with him later."

"Okay well tell him that I need you to come water my bush."

"We got into it the other day and he knows you're in California. I already tried to get out of it but he's not having it. So I'm just going to suck it up and go I guess."

"Where is he taking you?"

"Dunno he won't tell me, but odds are it's probably dinner and a movie."

"Right and what are you gonna wear?" It's important that I know she isn't going to wear something provocative. I don't need him trying to make a move on her.

"Dunno. He gave me seventy dollars to buy a new outfit for tonight."

"What the fuck does he expect you to do with seventy dollars?" That's pathetic seventy dollars will barely get her a pair of cheap earrings.. That's okay because when I get back I'll spoil her the correct way since he tried and failed.

"I dunno. I'm probably just going to stop by the house and wear one of those dresses."

"You don't want to go out with him do you?" There was a good moment of silence before she answered.

"Nah not really."

"You'd rather be with me tonight don't you?"

"I do yeah." She's suffered enough without me I'll grant her wish. Besides I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss her.

"How about I steal you away from him on your date?"

"Okay how are you gonna pull that off without him noticing me disappearing?" Hmm she's right but then again I don't really care if she ditches him.

"How about you leave that to me okay. What I can tell you is I want you to get all dolled up for me. Get ready like I'm about to come pick you up and we're going out somewhere. Nothing too fancy but something appropriate to wear for when we watch movies together."

"Are you planning to crash our date?"

"What no! It's not crashing if you agree to meet with me at a time that's planned during your date with Sushiboy." I'm dropping all the hints I hope she's picking up on it.

"So you want me to sneak away from my boyfriend in the middle of our date to go see you?"

"Damn It you're so smart I love it. But since you said it, it's a date."

"Sash that'll never work there wouldn't be enough time. I'll just come after we get back home that way we have more time to chat."

"Okay but I don't think I asked you what you think is best. It's been four days since I last touched you and I know you want me. I know he's been driving you insane, and you wish he was me. And I know you think about me when you're alone. I'm offering you a good fuck do you want it or no?"

"I do. I'm going mad and I need you."

"Perfect get ready and I'll text you the details later you just make sure you answer when I call."

"When are you going to call so I know?"

"I'll call when I call, you just make sure you answer." And with that I hung up.

"Damn no goodbye?"

"Nope I don't have to. She loves it when I do shit like that. She feeds off me talking to her like that. It's really hot and extremely kinky when she wants to be." I shrugged going through my contacts to get my jet in order for me to go get my girl in a bit.

"That's really wild. She has a whole boyfriend and is more concerned about when you're going to fuck her." He chuckled shaking his head.

"I know like I said she's in love with me. Operation Takeover Ireland is going great."

"Apparently so. Now what's your next move?"

"Well I'm gonna go eat out some dude's girlfriend what do you mean?" I chuckled because I thought we established that.

"Do you atleast want to finish our session here first?" Shit I forgot we were doing that.

"One more song then I gotta get a move on. I gotta go get sexy for my doll."

"Wow she must really be something if you're ditching me for her." When he said that I had to take a moment to let that sink in. And he's right I am putting this woman above my music and that to some degree scares me. I've fallen for a girl and she's taking over my head.

"Well if it weren't for this girl a good percent of the songs we recorded today wouldn't exist. So I'm not completely in the wrong. But come on let's get onto the next song."

Later that night Becky's POV

Right now it's almost six and I gotta head back to my flat. Instead of going out to the mall like Finn wanted me to I just came over here to Sasha's. I have a whole closet full of dresses here that he's never seen before so I just chose one I thought would be okay to wear to go out to dinner and see a movie in. That was a couple hours ago that I did that and since I've just been hanging out watching tv. I have nothing else to do being Sasha isn't here and I haven't heard from her since our phone call earlier. I stayed here for long hoping she'll come home early and I can get my fix early. I'm just not in the mood to have to deal with Finn all night tonight. I just hope Sasha wasn't fucking with me about her coming home tonight. Honestly she's my motivation that's going to get me through tonight. I gotta be super good and then I'm hoping I'll be rewarded with Sasha time. If not I guess that'll be okay because Sasha is a guilty pleasure that I don't need to be indulging in.. but damn it I love caramel.

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"Wait I'm confused why'd he do that?" I whispered to Finn being we're watching some random movie I forgot what it's called. If I'm being really honest I have no idea what even happened so far in this movie. It's almost ten and I've still yet to hear from Sasha. All night I've been watching my phone waiting for her name to flash on my screen.

"I don't know either we gotta watch and find out." He whispered back putting his arm around me. Ideally I'd brush him off me but it feels nice. Plus his body is keeping me warm and it's cold in here. Who really knows if Sasha is actually going to come rescue me tonight so I might as well get comfy and try to watch the movie. Snuggling into his embrace I got comfy and continued on eating my gummy bears. I'm not at all sure what's going on. Hell I don't even know the name of the main character. I just know he did something bad enough to get himself to be chased by the police. The longer I watch this movie the more and more confused I get. Checking my phone I noticed I have two missed calls from Sasha. Shit that was almost ten minutes ago. She did send me a message that read;

"Come outside I'm here."

I don't know what that means so I put my phone in my purse and sat up. I know this is so wrong but fuck this movie. It's been four days since I had sex and I need it. I miss Sasha's sexy face and ugh! Sorry Finn. I just need to get laid by a sexy mistress.

"Babe I gotta run to the ladies room. I don't think that pasta is agreeing with me so I might be a while." I whispered in his ear.

"Are you okay do you wanna go?" I simply kissed his cheek and stood up.

"No I'll be fine." And with that I hurriedly made my way out the theater. As soon as I was in the light I pulled out my phone and called her back.

"Hurry up I'm outside."

"Outside where?" I asked.

"You're at the movies right now right?"

"Yeah."

"Okay exactly and I'm out front." I won't believe her until I see her with my own eyes. That only made me more eager to get outside. So I made my way through the lobby and out the main doors.

"I'm outside where are you?"

"Turn to your left." Listening I turned to my left to see her leaning up against a black Audi. I don't recognize that car so maybe that's what she was doing in California. "You look so beautiful. Come get me gorgeous." And when she finished saying that she hung up. She actually came and I actually left Finn in the theater. Damn it why do I always have to succumb to her? Honestly I don't care I just know one thing for sure and that is I'm about to give her everything I have. Walking towards her she's just ogling me.

"Close your mouth or you'll catch a bug." I smiled coming to stand in front of her. She only smirked and bit her lip.

"I got you something." Grabbing my hand she brought me over to the passenger side and opened the door and leaned down to grab something. She then stood back up and handed me a single red rose. "A rose for my doll."

"Thank you." I smiled smelling it and it smells amazing.

"You're welcome. But get in we don't have much time." She then opened the rear door allowing me to get in. Once I got in she closed the door. Hmm I don't know who's car this is or where she got it from but I like it. The seats are white leather and it smells brand new in here. But judging from how deeply tinted the windows are leads me to believe she may have brought this car. Eventually she got back into the car only she got in the driver's seat.

"This your car?" I asked looking at her through the rear view mirror.

"It might be." She murmured looking back at me being she's backing out the parking spot. I only smiled and picked a petal off the rose and threw it at her.

"It's nice I like it." I spoke picking another petal and tossing it up to the front on her.

"I figured you would."

"I think you should keep it."

"We'll make that decision in about twenty minutes." It was here she cut off the car and got out. Looking around I noticed we didn't even go anywhere. All she did was drive to the darkest part of the parking lot. I legit can see Finn's car from here. Whatever though what's about to happen is best in terms of my attitude as of late. Sasha then got in the back with me and we're just staring at each other. "So that's how you feel?" I plucked another petal and flicked it letting it fall to the floor.

"What do you mean?"

"The fact that you are brutally murdering the rose I got you." All I did was pluck another petal and throw it at her.

"It died the moment you plucked it from the bush." I responded because I can tell she stole it off some random bush.

"Yeah but you're making it worse." She murmured moving closer to me. "You're getting your petals all over my floor."

"I don't care." I spoke simply plucking another petal and throwing it on the floor. When I did that she let out a low growl. "You ignore me for four days straight and expect me to care about making a mess in your car?" Taking the last of what's left of the rose on the stem I put it up against her lips. "I'm sorry but it just doesn't work that way toots." That got her to grin a toothy smile before biting the rose and ripping it off the stem. She then spit it out and glared at me.

"Like you aren't fighting every urge in your body to attack me right now." She's right I am fighting my urges. "How about I make it up to you?"

"I'm listening." That was all she needed before pressing her lips to mine. And just like that my urges took control of me and I melted into our kiss.

"I'm so happy you wore a dress it saves so much time." She then grabbed me by the thighs and pulled me into her. "Come here beautiful." She growled

"Hi." I smirked because I missed her beautiful face. And I miss that delicious and very talented mouth of hers. She must have heard that thought because she leaned over and kissed me. I like this. This feels like I'm kissing a rose compared to Finn's sandpaper kiss.

"Hi gorgeous I hope I didn't keep you waiting for too long." She grinned rubbing my thighs. "I've been thinking about you all day. Been wondering if you were actually going to come see me yet here you are." She spoke in a mellow tone.

"Four days Sasha. We had sex and then you left for California and didn't talk to me for four whole days. It made me think I did something wrong and that you cut me off again. Do you have any idea how worried I was?" I might want her right now but I'm still mad at her.

"I'm sorry darling I got caught up in my work. I was working on my album and I can't wait for you to hear it."

"It just better be that good of an album."

"Oh it is and you're going to love it. When you hear it you're going to lose it." She murmured placing small kisses on my chest.

"Oh really?"

"Mhmm. It's going to get you to this mood you're in now and it's going to be amazing."

"What do you mean the mood I'm in now. I'm not in a mood." When I said that she pulled away from me and smiled.

"You're in probably one of the biggest moods I've seen you in so far. You don't know it or perhaps you do but I know what you're thinking and I won't stop you." She then took off her leather jacket and put it on the seat upfront. That left her in just a pair of leggings and a really cute red tank top. "Would you prefer my hair be up or do you want it down?"

"Down." I find her most attractive when her hair is down.

"Mkay." She then took off the tank top leaving her in a black lace bra. Then without another word she grabbed me by the straps to my dress and fell backwards pulling me on top of her. "I'm here now so you don't have to worry. I'm yours Rebecca. You have permission to touch." That was all I needed to hear before connecting our lips together. I didn't understand what she was talking about a few moments ago until now. My hands just developed minds of their own and began wondering her beautiful mocha colored skin. I love the contrast in color when I watch my hands explore her body. My pale white skin up against her caramel brown colored skin is so beautiful to me. It amazes me how we have such different backgrounds and here we are together in the back of her Audi getting ready to knock boots. "I know you miss me and now is your chance to prove it. Show me how much you missed me." Music to my fingers as they wasted no time wiggling their way up under her bra.

"You're so beautiful I hope you know that." I spoke gently massaging both of her breast. When I started to do that she let out a moan. "Earlier today when you joked about your other little whores in California it really upset me. I thought we were done those games?" I asked because that has been on my mind for a while now.

"How many times do I have to tell you that you're my one and only? How many times do I have to make love to you to prove to you you're the only one I'm fucking?" She asked moving so she was sitting on my lap.

"Well you keep saying shit like that and it gives me doubts." Her response was a nice deep kiss. She even cupped my cheeks and gently used her thumbs to rub them.

"I joke around like that because I know you know that I'm loyal to you. I mean I'm not bragging about that because you aren't even mine for me to be so good to you but I am. You got me whipped darling and I need you to always remember that. I wrote a song about you that should be more than enough proof."

"I'm sorry." I pouted looking up at her. She smiled then gave me a series of small kisses before she gave me a big one.

"It's okay you'll get it one day. I'm not going to punish you for that because it was partially my fault. I'm sorry." Her voice softened at the end letting me know she really meant it. "Now back to me." She then grabbed my hands and put them around her waist. "You better put your claim on me. Make me yours." That was all I needed to hear before I connected our lips together. She said to make her mine so I fully plan to do so. First thing being I gotta claim is her mouth. That tongue of hers has a mind of its own and boy does it know how to make a girl cum. Starting there I deepened our kiss and used my tongue to knock on her lips so our tongues may explore together. As soon as I did that she opened up allowing our tongues to reacquaint themselves together. If there's one thing I've learnt about Sasha is she's a full on pro at the art of French kissing so it was no surprise when she took control of our kiss and is using her tongue to explore my mouth. I expected that and I bit her tongue. "Mmhmm." She moaned smiling. "Bit feisty huh?" I only connected our lips back together and our tongues found their way back together on their own. I'm enjoying this kiss a bit so I refocused my lust into my hands as they slowly moved around on her torso feeling every inch.

"I see you didn't work out once while you were gone huh?" I teased rubbing my hands on her abdomen.

"Well yeah because you weren't there to work me out." She purred in a raspy voice.

"Good thing I'm here now huh?"

"Yeah I missed your cute moans."

"Mmmm." I moaned getting her to connect our lips back together. When she did that I ran my fingers down her spine and straight into her pants. Sasha has such a cute little bubble bum that fits her. More importantly I love the fact that it fits so nicely in the palms of my hands. That being said I made sure to grab and rub her bum earning me a smooth hum from her. Sasha loves it when I feel on her bum when we make out like this. I'm only saying this because she's starting to grind on my lap letting me know she's ready for me. Looks like it's time to mark what's mine. Slowly I removed my right hand from her pants and used it to move her chin to face me. "When you're ready-" I then moved her chin to the left so I could have access to her neck. "Just let me know when you want me to go to town." I purred still placing kisses on her neck.

"Now." She breathed out running a hand through my hair. She didn't have to tell me that twice because I wasted no time putting my right hand down into her panties. And just like I expected she's soaked. "Mmm most of that was just from anticipation of this moment."

"My my what on earth were you expecting to happen here?" I purred teasing her. I also at this point began to rub my fingers all over her clit and down to her tight hole. When I did that I watched her make an assortment of faces letting me know I'm right on the money.

"I was thinking about.. about you mmm. Shit Right there don't move." When she said that I stopped moving my fingers around and focused them in said particular spot.

"Right here?"

"Yes ah ugh yes! Shit." I liked this part because she wrapped her arm around my neck and began to breath heavily. When she starts breathing like that it usually means it's good but she needs more. I know exactly what she wants and I'm excited to give it to her. The only problem is how. Looking around the car I'm trying to mentally picture where I'll lay her. I could lay her on the seat back here but it'll be hard for me to find a position comfortable enough to sit and eat her out. I could move us to the front seat and recline it back that might be good. But then again I don't want to get out the car. It wasn't until I noticed the center console is about at a good height to where if she's sitting on it I'll have perfect access. Now just to get her up there. Removing my hand from her pants she let out a sad groan.

"Stop it we aren't even done yet. Get up on the thingy here." Reaching around her I patted the center console showing her what I meant. She didn't need any further explanation she just gave me a quick kiss before moving to sit where I told her. Just like I expected it's somewhat at a good height. It's gonna be an awkward position for me but I know I can get her to cum fairly quickly. Once she got to a comfortable position I moved in and wasted no time helping her get rid of her leggings and panties in one go.

"Wow no foreplay?"

"Sorry lady there's not enough time right now." When I finished saying that I moved closer so I can eat with precision and accuracy. "Besides you're more than ready for me." No further words are necessary only movement matter now. That being said I eagerly started to lick at her clit wasting no time. As soon as my face made contact with her dripping heat I couldn't help the smile forming on my face at how wet she is. I can already tell by the time I'm done she's going to be all over my face. That's cool it's just more reasons for me to flick my tongue in no particular pattern just enough to get her moaning my name.

"Damn Becks! You really missed m-m-me huh?" She asked tangling her fingers in my hair. I don't have time to talk so I moaned right onto her clit making her shiver. "Oh my god. Fuck you're too goooood!" Hearing her say that gave me a bit of a confidence boost. Before Sasha I've never been with a female nor have I ever ate pussy. So to hear her say I'm doing a good job is encouraging to me. It encouraged me so much that I decided to use two fingers and push them inside her. "Ahhh Fuck!" When she said that I decided to wiggle my fingers around in her while pulling them out and pushing them back inside her. "Ahh don't stop!"

"Oh I wasn't planning on it." I smirked pulling away long enough to look her in the eyes.

"Liar!" Then she grabbed my head and forced it back in between her legs. I love when she gets demanding like that. All it did was get me to eat her out with more intensity. That then proved to be a great idea because it wasn't long after that she was climaxing with my name rolling off her tongue.

"Would you say I'm getting better at eating you out?" I grinned looking up at her. She only smiled before grabbing my face and kissed me. She kissed me until we were both breathless.

"That was amazing babe. I taught you well."

"Thank you." She smiled before coming down to sit on my lap. When she did that she licked her juices off my chin and from around my mouth.

"I can't wait to take you home with me later." She then gave me another kiss before moving off my lap and sitting up against the door. Then she reached forward and grabbed my hips pulling me back into her so my back was facing her. "I just need a little taste then you can go back to your movie." She then wrapped an arm around my waist securing me to her. "Just for future references, you are no longer allowed to go on dates with anyone but me." She whispered softly in my left ear moving my hair and kissing my neck. "If It were up to me you'd only be allowed to give all your time and attention to me." I then felt her opposite hand on my thigh and slowly start rubbing it. "I mean I'm the only one who deserves your time. Nobody can spoil you the way I do. Nobody can make you feel more loved and more beautiful than I can." She then moved her hand up my thigh taking my dress as she inches closer and closer to my wanting center. "And nobody will ever turn you on like I do." When she said that she made it to my center and she let out a chuckle. "No panties Becks? You really must have missed me huh?" When she asked that I immediately felt my cheeks get warm with embarrassment. I hate how into her I am. I know it's sleezy of me but when Sasha told me she was coming home I made sure to take as many precautions as I could. And one precaution I took was skipping my panties so it'll cut back on wasted time during foreplay.

"Well would you rather I have them on?"

"No. It wasn't a complaint I'm just letting you know I like it. It's saves so much time and makes it so much easier to finger you in his position see." She then dug her fingers in my wet heat quickly finding their way to my clit. "God you're so wet I love it." She purred in my ear. When she said that I leaned back on her so I can rest my head on her shoulder. I'm finally getting what I want so I fully intend to enjoy myself.

"Well you make cute sex faces." I loved that because she made this cute face getting me to smile.

"Shut up." She followed that before giving me a kiss. While we were kissing she pushed fingers inside me catching me off guard.

"Mmmm." That moan got her to pump her fingers into me at a faster pace.

"God I'm so pissed we've never done this before. I have a perfect view of you from here." She then started to place kisses on the side of my chin. "I'm picturing us sitting just like this in my bed and you're completely naked. And I have an amazing view of my fingers disappearing inside you then reappearing." It was here that her not busy hand made its way up under my dress. "Funny story about while I was away I was watching this lesbian porn flick with this extremely hot swirly couple just like us. Only difference was neither of them had pink hair like me." As she was saying that her fingers slowed but didn't stop moving inside me. And her other finger is slowly circling my clit very careful not to touch it. As annoying as it is it's driving me crazy at the same time. "They were fucking in this same position and I thought to myself how hot would that be to do to my favorite snowbunny. By that I mean you. I imagined giving you pleasure in this way, and I honestly got quite a few new ideas from them that I know you'll love. See like this one here." She then stopped touching me completely and wrapped her arms around my torso. "You're gonna like this next one because I know I'm gonna love it." She then took her right hand and put it near my mouth to suck. I'm not going to disobey so I wasted no time sucking on her fingers. Really I see this as an opportunity to let her know that once we finish up here we aren't done. No I need more I want more I crave more from her.

"This is all just an appetizer and doesn't make up for the fact that you-"

"I know doll. I know trust me after this movie you're coming home to me. And we're gonna grind starting right now. I wanna watch you when you cum." Whatever position she thinks is best I'm completely down to do. And besides she said to make her mine so I'm gonna continue to do it.

"Where do you want me?" I asked kissing her on the neck. I'm looking at her neck and it's almost completely blemish free.. Looks like I know exactly where I'm starting.

"Right here mommas. I'll have an even more perfect view of you." As she said that she patted her thigh. I mean it's still technically her so fuck it maybe I might like it. There's only one way to find out. Sitting up straight I turned to face her and hooked her in a kiss. I honest to god could never get tired of kissing her lips. They're so soft and plump and it's like kissing two soft rose petal pillows and I love it. None to mention us girls just naturally have soft lips making us so kissable shoutout to Katy. "Come on love I know you're enjoying me but don't forget where we are. If you broke up with him we wouldn't have this problem and we'd have the time right now, but you're too much of a pussy so we gotta hurry this along." She smirked grabbing my hips and shaking me a little. As bad as I want to argue she's right there's not enough time.

"Fuck you."

"That's what I'm trying to get you to do but you don't listen." All I could do was roll my eyes and straddle her thigh. "Roll your eyes at me again and I promise you I'll knock your teeth down your fucking throat." She growled letting me know she didn't like that I did that.

"Sorry."

"No you aren't.."'She then grabbed my hips and moved me a little bit reminding me of the situation I'm in right now. "But I'll fuck a real one outta you later. For now you better take what you want." I didn't need any further instructions before beginning to grind my center along her thigh. The beauty of this is since she's so skinny her thigh is kinda boney but she works out so it's also very muscular and it's a weird mix between hard and soft and it's doing wonders for me.

"Damn!" I purred because it's the only word that came to mind.

"Hmm no like this mommas." Grabbing my hips she moved me showing me she wants me to use her entire thigh. I was confused by it for a second but when I did it I realized how much better it feels. "You're so wet might as well put some use to it." When she said that she pointed out that I have a nice little snail trail on her leg and turned me on even more than I already am. "Haha talk about a homemade slip-n-slide!" She smirked biting her lip with a smug smirk. She's making fun of me for it but I know she's enjoying this as much as I am so I didn't bother stopping my movements.

"Well you said to make you mine." I purred in her ear before I started to nibble on it. I felt her let out a growl before her hands found their way to my bum. "I'm just marking my territory." After I said that I began lacing kisses on her neck. There's one spot in particular right at the base of her neck and collarbone and if you kiss it-

"Uuugghhhh fuck you bitch!" She groaned out arching her back closing the gap between our bodies. She must not have liked that I did that because she began to wiggle her leg adding to my pleasure.

"Shit! Shit! Shit don't stop I'm close." That was heard and she wiggled her leg harder and used her hands to anchor me down even more damn near intensifying my trance even more. That's fine it gives me all the more reason to bite her right on her said weak spot again. I made sure I really dug my teeth in her as hard as I could without breaking skin. I'm trying to make sure she doesn't forget about me again.

"Ahhh owe you bitch! Ahhhaha!" She grit through her teeth. I know it's probably extremely painful but I know she enjoys pain just like I do. I stayed latched on to her for a good minute before I stopped and used my tongue to trace my teeth marks. Her skin is so light so it's already turning red but I'm aiming for purple. "Good thing you're hot elsewise I'd fight you." When she said that she started to move her leg against my rhythm completely fucking up my rhythm but my body seemed to like it because I can feel my orgasm quickly nearing. I can't even think straight my head is so jumbled and all that's on my mind is how good I feel and how much better I'll feel once I cum. So instinctively I sped up my rhythm, Sasha caught on to it and sped up moving her leg. I literally in words can't in words describe this moment other than we will be doing this again.

"Awe Sasha yes." I got out before digging my teeth back into the same spot as before. My brain is all over the place the only thing I can comprehend at this point is Sasha and the fact that my ovaries are about thirty seconds away from exploding. I'm trying so hard to hold it until she gives me the okay but I don't think I'll last. I might be on top but Sasha's in charge she always is so I do as she instructs me. "Baby? Ahh fuck. Fuck! Fuck!"

"Yes love?"

"Please can I cum. I'm- Ahh! Ahh! Ahh!" When I admitted that she chuckled a little bit.

"I don't know can you?"

"Please I'm not gon-gon-gonna" Before I could finish my body tensed and I came. This one was so intense that I immediately collapsed on her shoulder after I finished. That felt fucking amazing but I can't help the feeling of guilt wash over me.. She never gave me permission to cum and I know she hates it when I do that. Last time I came without her permission she wasn't at all happy about it. I'm probably in huge trouble but I don't care because it was worth it.

"Rebecca?" Oh I don't want to hear it. Biting her neck again I let her know I'm still alive. "Speak when you're spoken to."

"Yes?" I murmured going back to biting her.

"What was that?" I just let out a sad groan letting her know I know I fucked up but I couldn't help it. Wrapping my arms around her neck I hugged her as close as I could.

"I came. I'm sorry it snuck up on me faster than I thought." What she did next caught me off guard. She wrapped her arms around me and it was tight so I tightened my grip around her too.

"Don't apologize I'll let that one slide since I didn't talk to you for a while. But next time I'm gonna have to punish you understood?"

"Understood." I murmured kissing the side of her neck. After that we kinda just sat there neither of us saying a word but in the silence I can hear her voice telling me sweet nothings like she usually always does when we finish having sex. She doesn't even have to talk in order to for me to hear her voice. I don't know what that means or represents but it feels right. This feels right.

"I'm so pissed because I know I have to let you go soon but I don't want to let you go." She mumbled before tightening her grasp on me even tighter. I completely forgot about Finn up until this moment and she's right I have to go.

"Shit you're right. Finn is probably worried." When I said that I patted her arms signaling for her to let me go and to my surprise she did. I'd question it but I know if I don't get off her now I won't be able to later. So despite my displeasure about it I got off her and sat next to her on the back seat.

"Damn my pet you really missed your master huh? I have the proof to prove it."

"Here are your pants." I spoke ignoring her last statement and handing her back her pants. I guess she didn't take to kindly to that because she tangled her hand in my hair gripping it hard pulling me down to look her in the eyes.

"I know you heard me do not ignore me when I'm giving you praise."

"I'm sorry."

"You seem to say that a lot but you keep fucking up." She's not wrong so all I could do was shrug. "God I can't stand you." She spoke pushing me away.

"Your pants."

"Thanks my legs are cold now thanks to you but at least you left me a snack." She then used her fingers to collect my juices off her leg before putting them in her mouth. "Mmm my favorite!" She smiled looking at me. "Yeah okay you win."

What'd I win?" I asked fixing my dress. After I did that she took her panties and shoved it into my bra. After she finished that she kissed me.

"If those end up online it's off with your head."

"Like people would believe me if I told them you actually gave them to me."

"Well some people might." She murmured putting on her leggings.

"I'll just add this to the shrine I have of you under my bed."

"That's more like it. You still want to come over later?" She Asked fixing my hair. I only grinned and leaned forward to kiss her.

"I dunno do you want me to?"

"I always want you over you know that."

"Okay then I'll come over."

"Gonna be honest with you for a second and suggest we just go there now. I mean you've been missing for a good fifteen almost twenty minutes now and he hasn't even noticed."

"Actually he did about ten minutes ago." I murmured because this is the first I'm looking at my phone since I got in the car.

"Where's he at then? If you were mine I'd tear this place apart until I found out your exact coordinates. Hell you wouldn't have even gone to the bathroom by yourself." She shrugged.

"I bet. But I gotta get going now." I murmured kissing her lips once again.

"Promise me you'll call me as soon as you get home."

"I'll call." I smirked giving her a kiss. "I missed you."

"I don't want you to have to go back in there with him. I don't like the idea of someone else showing you off."

"Don't you dare start." I warned putting my finger to her lips. "I'll see you in an hour give or take." It was here that my phone started to ring and it's Finn calling. "See he's probably looking for me now I gotta go."

"But-" I cut her off with a kiss before she could say another word. I'd let her talk but I know Sasha and I know she'll try to keep me out here even longer with her. I'm totally down to hang with her longer. Too bad I'm stuck on this stupid date.

Sasha's POV

"Hi baby. No I'm fine the pasta just really didn't agree with me. I just stepped outside to get some air." She spoke into her phone. I'm not going to lie I hate hearing her call him baby. I should be the one she calls that not him. "No I think I can manage to finish the movie before we go." Seriously I really don't get why she won't drop him for me. She ditched him for me during her date with him and we just fucked in the back of my car. "No it's fine. Just go back and enjoy the movies I'll be back in a bit." And then she hung up.

"Damn way to make him your bitch. Now just call him back and tell him you're coming home with me." She let out a chuckle before adjusting her dress before opening the door.

"I'll see you in a bit okay?"

"Fine whatever." I pouted because I don't want her to go yet. She then leaned in and gave me a nice deep kiss.

"Bye Sasha." And with that she got out the car and began to gather her stuff. "Actually just hold on to my purse I'll get it later." She spoke sitting her purse on the seat and taking her phone.

"Tell Sharky I said hi."

"I will." Blowing me a kiss she closed the door and began walking towards the building. I hate the fact that she's leaving me but I'm enjoying watching her go. She looks so good in that dress and I can't wait to get her out of it completely later. And later should be about an hour from now. The movie they're supposed to be watching should be done in another fifteen minutes. I planned this out so that I'd be able to get her warmed up and ready for me when we get home. The way she was just all over me let me know that I have her where I want her. I'm feeling really confident today so I'm convinced I can get tonight to go my way.

...

"Shit baby just like that." I moaned grinding my hips even harder.

"Sasha." She moaned wrapping her arms around my neck. "God I missed you! I'm so close." When she said that it was right in my ear and it gave me goosebumps. So it made me want to pound into her even harder.

"Cum for me doll. Be a good girl and let go." I murmured placing kisses on her chest being she's riding me. When I said that I felt her grasp around me tighten and her nails dig into my back.

"Sa-sa-sa! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" She then moved to press her lips to mine and locked us up in a deep kiss. I don't know how or why but this kiss felt more intense than usual. She's breathing and moaning into our kiss and at the very last second before I was completely breathless she pulled away and gave me a devious glare before her body tensed and she came. I enjoyed that because she looked me directly in the eyes when it happened. When she did that I couldn't help but erupt into an orgasm of my own. "Mmmm that was good I needed that." She whispered placing small kisses on my neck.

"You're welcome baby."

"Thank you." As she said that she sat up and looked me directly in the eyes. I love how obedient she is to me.

"You're welcome beautiful." I smiled kissing her while I played with the ends of her hair. I love the way it gets messy after we finish having sex. And her cheeks are a rose pink color and she looks so perfect to me. I can't forget the thin layer of sweat that covers her body oddly making her look so much more sexy. "What do you want to do now?" It's only a little past one in the morning.

"I need some water first off. Then I'll probably get out of your hair and head out."

"Stay with me." I blurted out. "You look absolutely drained right now and I think you should stay the night. I know you think you shouldn't but what's the point of going home only to come back again."

"Sash-"

"Please Rebecca I really need someone to cuddle with me. I hate it when you do this to me. You fuck me then leave me to my lonesome while you get to go home to your boyfriend."

"I know Sasha but I don't want to-"

"Just this one time. Please Rebecca. I mean what do you have to lose? I mean aren't you at least a little bit curious to see what a life together would look like? Do you think you could ever see yourself with me one day?"

"I do all the time."

"So then let's try it out. Today we had sex in a movie theater parking lot only to come back here and do it all over again. You know I can fuck you, you know I always feed you, I will always make sure you are well taken care of." When I said that I made sure we were eye to eye. After today's events I know for certain she belongs to me. She wants to be mine but I just don't know what it's going to take for her to act on it. "I love you Rebecca. I don't like admitting it but I'm tired of pretending that I don't have feelings for you." I spoke softly looking away from her because my heart is beating out of my chest. She knows I'm in love with her and I'm sure she's known for a while now. It's just I hate admitting it to her when I know she won't say it back even though I know she loves me too. "I'm tired of only taking naps with you and I want you to finally spend the night with me." As crazy as that sounds Becky really never has spent the night alone with me. We've spent hours in my bed but never has she ever woken up in the morning in my arms. That must have been words she's been waiting to hear or something because the kiss that followed felt amazing.

"Ok but only until sunrise then I have to go."

"That's all I need." I grinned before connecting our lips together. "Perfect I'm so excited."

"I can't help but feel like this is some trap to get me to make you breakfast in bed in the morning." That got me to shift my hips reminding her that I'm still inside her.

"It is but it's also a chance to get to fuck you before you even get out the bed in the morning." When I said that she grinned and gave me the most loving smile before kissing me again.

"I feel like sex is all you want from me."

"Well every time I offer you more than just sex you pull the boyfriend card on me. I don't want anyone else to have you so just sex with you is fine with me." I shrugged placing small kisses on her chest. "Unless you're trying to say something?" I then questioned because if she's about to tell me she wants more from me other than just sex it'll make my night. Her response was a kiss.

"Are you ready for bed?" Alright fine one step at a time. Her spending the night is good enough for now.

"I am if you are."

"Mkay let's sleep."After she said that she let out a yawn. She has such a cute yawn. I'm excited to be able to get to watch her do it again when we wake up.

"You have such a cute yawn." That got her to chuckle and give me a weird look before giving me another kiss."

"You're weird but it's okay because there's no such thing as normal. What's normal to the spider is chaos for the fly." When she said that all I could do was just stare up at her in awe. She says some of the most amazing things and I love that about her.

"God I can't wait for our wedding day." I murmured hugging her as close as possible. She's going to be mine I'm a hundred percent sure about it especially after today's events.

"Me either. But come on let's get to bed because you're really stretching me out and it's starting to hurt a little."

"Awe shit I'm sorry! Why didn't you say anything earlier?" I cooed releasing her from my grasp so she could get off me. Since it's been so long since we've been together I let Becks decide what piece I'd use to fuck her with. No surprise to me when she chose the nine inch one.. and before that the eight inch, and before that the seven inch. Then again I'm not really surprised at all.

"Well I sorta enjoyed the pain." She shrugged. There's something wrong with her but I don't even care.

"You have serious issues you nut job."

"Yeah but you love it." She grinned coming over and giving me a kiss.

"I do. I do love it."

"I know." I then felt her hands fumbling around on my waist until she felt the buckle and unsnapped me. "What do you want for breakfast in the morning?"

"I dunno whatever you feel like." As I was saying that she slid the strap on off me and got out the bed.

"Waffles?" She asked taking all the toys we played with today with her into the bathroom to clean.

"If that's what you want to make I'm cool with it." I shrugged reaching over to my bedside table and grabbing my bowl that we never got around to smoking because Becks wanted me first than the weed. "Or we can wake and bake, shower, and by the time we're done that we can decide then."

"Okay that's fine."

"Okay perfect." From there I started to flip through the channels on the tv to hopefully find something good. Not too many tv shows are on so a movie will have to do. More specifically we're going to watch Finding Nemo because it's a classic. After a few minutes of watching Becks move around cleaning up our mess we made she finally got back in bed. I liked this because she wasted no time coming in and cuddling with me.

"This Finding Nemo?"

"Yes it is."

"Ugh I love Dory she's great. And Squirt is my baby."

"I thought I was your baby?" Her response was a kiss on my cheek.

"Sucks to be second place huh?"

"Fuck you!"

"You already did a couple minutes ago don't you remember?" She's such a smart ass and I love it. This is all just more reasons in the jar of why Becky should dump that icky slimy snail boy and be with me. Eventually we just talked until we fell asleep.

…

Right now it is almost seven in the morning and I had to use the bathroom. It was a great pee and it got better when I realized Becks is still in my bed. She said she'd be gone by sunrise and she's still buried in my pillows. I'm not saying I'm surprised because I know I'm what she wants and it'll probably take more effort for her to actually leave rather than just staying. Again I'm not complaining I'm just pointing out facts. What makes this even better is she set three alarms for herself so she could wake up but yet she's still here.

Few hours later Becky's POV

This might sound crazy but I had a great sleep. I feel so relaxed and calm like everything is right with the world for me. It got a lot better when I realized the reason I feel like this is snuggled up under my chin. Then that is when I realized I may have fucked up big time. I totally was supposed to go home yet here I am still in the same bed and it's almost ten thirty. Finn is probably beyond worried but I sorta don't really care. Reaching over to my bedside table I grabbed my phone to see three missed calls from Finn and two messages from him. Skimming them he just wants to know where I am because I missed breakfast. Well shit there goes our morning tradition. Eh we can always start again and it'll be good again. Right when I thought that he called again. I do owe it to him to answer but I don't want to wake Sash so I just let it ring to voicemail. That then proved to be a bad idea because she woke up and is pouting at me.

"I'm sleeping." She mumbled snuggling into me even closer.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you."

"You stayed."

"Well you had a death grip on me so I couldn't escape."

"Like you really even tried." She's not wrong but I'll never confess.

"How would you know you were asleep the whole time?"

"Because if you really wanted to leave you would've left." It was here that Finn started to call again. "Who's that?"

"Finn. He's probably worried so I should answer finally."

"Run away with me."

"Huh?"

"Run away with me for the day. I had a dream that we did. We packed all our shit and just disappeared to some random tropical island just you and me." That sounds like paradise.

"Sash we have a company to run we can't do that."

"Okay fine we don't have to actually run away this time. Let's just go to Cali and chill there for a day or two. This is perfect grounds for it because he doesn't know where you are and there will be nothing he can do if you answer his call and tell him that you're in California."

"I'm not at all prepared to go to Cali. I don't have any clothes, my toiletries, hell I don't even have my wallet."

"You don't need it. I'll buy you new clothes, a toothbrush, makeup, anything you need we can get it. There's nothing at home you need that we can't buy over there. You said you wanted me to take you on a date so that's what I'm doing." She then placed a small kiss on my neck. "Besides I know you want to go anywhere I go. Admit it you don't want to go back home to him."

"I swear you're that snake in the grass who coerced Eve to eat the apple off the forbidden tree. I feel like Eve every time you're with me. You talk me into doing things that I'd never thought I'd do." I stated truthfully because it's true. "You are trouble Sasha Banks I hope you know that."

"Well me being such a trouble maker sure doesn't seem to keep you away from me. Last I checked who begged who to have sex with you last night?"

"Not my fault you abandoned me for four days and I was in a fragile state."

"Well you aren't my girlfriend so you aren't a top priority."

"Wow."

"You can be the only one but you can't be my main priority. You don't get to have both until you're mine completely."

"To be honest with you I'm okay where I am." I Shrugged.

"..Anyway come on let's go get dressed so we can go." She then sat up and got out the bed taking the blanket with her. "Come get this work in the shower." She smirked looking back at me over her shoulder. Then she dropped the blanket revealing to me her naked form. Ugh I can't say no to her. Not when she does stuff like this. Eventually she disappeared into the bathroom ending my beautiful view. I'd stay in bed but I'm naked too and I'm cold so I might as well follow her. I mean I'm already here so I might as well have some fun. That being said I went into the closet to find Sasha's chest. Going in there I got out my collar and Sasha's favorite vibrator that she loves using. Once I got them both out I went into the bathroom. When I got there Sasha was already in the shower.

"I was starting to think you left." Sitting the vibrator on the counter I got in the shower with my collar still in hand. "When we get to Cali-" Before she could finish I crashed my lips into hers. I made sure to put everything I had into it. She doesn't understand how much I missed her. I know it was only four days but it felt like an eternity to me. I don't want to be feigning after her because it's wrong. It's so wrong in every way but it also feels so right in every way. "Sheesh I was only in here." My response to her was to just show her my collar. When I did that a huge smile formed on her lips. "Are you happy you spent the night now?"

"Very." She then took my collar from me. When she did that I got down to my knees and put on my best puppy face.

"Just think about being able to wake up every morning and always being able to do this. You'll have it good with me my pet." She murmured moving my hair so she could put my collar on me. "When we're done here don't take this off until I say so got it?"

"Yes Sasha."

"Perfect." She then began to tie up my hair in a bun. "You've spent the night in my bed so now you're really mine Rebecca." She then used her index finger to lift my chin up so we were making eye contact. "You belong to me. Say it. Tell me that you belong to me."

"I belong to you and only you." That made her smile and lean down to give me a kiss.

"That's right." She then took the collar and put it on me. "Every time you bring him up it angers me. It angers me that he has this stupid hold on you that I just can't seem to break. So until I can crack the code this collar is a temporary force field that binds you to me. And his name isn't to come up or out of your mouth. He doesn't exist on this planet as long as you have it on. Who are you?" I'm Becky but it's a trick question.

"I'm yours." She seemed pleased with that answer because she smiled and kissed me.

"Yes you are. Now that that's cleared up what do you want from me?" I don't know how to answer that question. I don't know how to tell her that I desperately need her to touch me. I'm already on my knees for her what more do I need to say. "Rebecca if this is going to work, you submitting to me the way you are, you gotta tell me what you need so I can give it to you. You have to talk to me nobody is going to know about what we do besides me and you so there's no need to feel ashamed. If you need sex I'll give it to you, you just want some head I got you no problem, if you just want to cuddle I'll buy pizza and we can chill. You trust me correct?"

"I trust you." That came out without hesitation and honestly it surprised me. For someone who shouldn't have such a big hold on me she's doing one helluva job keeping me in line. I feel like no matter how hard I try I don't know if I'll ever be able to break her hold on me. She knows what I like and she gives it to me and then some knowing full and well Finn could never provide for me the same way she does. She broke me down and exposed my weakness and now she's feeding into my addiction. On my heart I need to break this addiction I have to her because I love Finn so much. But when she gets dominant and starts to touch me I just melt and I can't stop it I've tried and failed every time. She's just so fucking hot and when she gets flirty I can't think straight. My mind always goes back to the way she handles me like I'm indestructible and bends me over in any position she pleases.. God she's trouble but she's what I crave.

"Good. Stay." Giving me a quick peck she stepped out the shower closing the door behind herself. "You came in here with a game plan didn't you?"

"You abandoned me for four days."

"I'm gonna make it up to you don't you worry love." She then opened the bathroom door and disappeared for a minute before she came back in and closed the door. After she did that I heard her sit a bunch of stuff down on the counter. "I will always make it up to you." The shower door opened again and she got back in holding the leash to my collar. "We can't play all day if we don't start in the morning." Just from that one statement she told me what's on our agenda today. "Since you don't want to tell me what you want you are in timeout." Clipping the leash to my collar she then tied it to the bar on the soap ledge. "Now here's your punishment." Stepping closer to me she put her crotch almost flush up against my face. Only she reached for her scrubby and soap before backing away to the furthest corner of the shower from me. Like I said she knows my weakness and she's exploiting it. What makes this even worse is she tied the leash in the middle of it so I'm restricted to my knees and I can't go very far at all. "This reminds me of the first time you ever let me have your body." She then put soap on the scrubby before coming back over to me and putting down the soap. "It was great because when I did this last time you had this hungry almost animalistic look in your eyes." Moving back to her corner she proceeded to wash up and I swear it's probably one of the best things I've ever witnessed with my own eyes. "In fact it's the same exact stare you're giving me now that you had the first time." She smirked flexing and rubbing all over herself. "God I love it when you look at me like that. It turns me on."

"Are you turne-"

"I didn't say you could speak." She snapped cutting me off. "You speak when you are spoken too." That sent shivers down my spine. She's like a vulture feeding off my weakness. "It's like teaching a child w. You'll get it one day and when you do hopefully I won't have to tie you up anymore." She then came back in closer to me so she could wash away the soap. When she did that I lost it. I don't know what came over me but I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her into me. Then the next thing I know I'm placing kisses on any part of her skin I could reach. "Relax baby I'm not going nowhere anytime soon." She purred petting me. "Just say the words and you shall receive."

"I want you! I want you so bad Sasha please." I blurted out looking up at her. "Please can I have you?"

"See was that so hard?" She cooed grabbing my chin. "Since I can never say no to you I'll grant your wish." She then untied my leash and held on to it. Slowly she started to back into her corner again and sat on the ledge. I didn't dare move from my spot because I don't want to fuck this up. I'm getting what I want and I know if I slight as blink wrong she'll take it all from me. She must know that and used her index finger to signal for me to come to her. Slowly I crawled over to her and as I did she spread her legs so I didn't have to wait once I got to her. "Breakfast is served." She smirked with a smug look on her face. I don't even care because my main focus is to make her cum. I'm thirsty as hell and she's a nice cup of chocolate milk that I very much intend to slurp.

Later that day Sasha's POV

"Honestly I'm thinking we should put some color on you." Spoke Darren as he's staring at Becks' reflection being she's facing the mirror. After our shower we got dressed and got on the jet and flew out to LA. During the flight she challenged me to see if I could get her to moan my name without putting my hands down her pants and if I won she'd dye her hair any color I chose. I honestly think she wants to dye her hair because she knows I can get her moaning without even touching her at all. She lost that bet terribly. So after we got something to eat we came to Darren and now here we are.

"What color though?" I agreed because I think giving Becks a brand new bold hair color would look good on her.

"What about black? It's mysterious." Smiled Becks.

"No no boo that's way to basic. Darren doesn't do basic." I spoke because I know Darren and I know whatever he decides will look good.

"What about like a cute peachy pink?"

"I think it's a bit soon for us to have matching hair color."

"Awe shit I forgot." He groaned grabbing his Wendy's cup off the counter and taking a sip.

"What about green. Green will probably fit me good being I'm Irish."

"No you're not a leprec-"

"Oh bih I got it! First we gotta say goodbye to the brown." He then sat his cup down and wandered off somewhere in the shop.

"What do you think he got?" Asked Beck turning to look at me.

"Dunno but I know it'll be good. It wasn't my idea to go pink it was his. I was skeptical about it at first but now I love it. So I'm sure whatever he does will look amazing." I explained because Darren is a modern day Edward Scissorhands so whatever he does is bound to be good.

"I'm trusting you on this."

"Good because I don't."

"Wha?"

"Okay ladies I'm back and we are in business." He then turned Becks in the chair so she was facing us. "I'm thinking we take about an inch in the front and half in the back to give her the layering effect. And then we can add some color, blow it out, fluff it, curl it, add a cornrow here and here, then perhaps some beads to add a nice little ethnic flair." He spoke playing with the ends of her hair. I don't at all understand what he just said to me but he does and that's good enough for me.

"Alright let's do it." I smiled.

"Alright say no more sis. You're not going to be able to keep your hands off her Sash. B you down for this?" Becks looked at me for an answer and I simply gave her a nod letting her know to just trust him.

"Slay my life D!" She grinned looking between the both of us. She's so cute when she does things like that.

"Oh Sasha I love her already. If I weren't gay and taken I'd steal her." Chimed Darren going over to his station and picked up a comb.

"Damn you'd do me like that?"

"All's fair in love and war." He chuckled combing through Becky's hair.

"Damn and to think I'm so loyal to you."

"Well if you saw my end goal here you'd understand. However I need you to go and get lost so I can work my magic and prove my point."

"Oh well excuse me for overstaying my welcome. I got a few errands to run anyway so it's fine"

"Where are you going?" Asked Becks reaching out from under the apron and grabbing my hand.

"To the bank. Then I gotta talk to Mitch about the album cover and other boring stuff you probably don't want to sit through." I shrugged because I'm not going to be doing anything fun really.

"Ok. I'll be here then." She smiled swinging our hands. God I want to kiss her so bad. She's asking for one but I can't. Not here not in front of all these people who think I'm straight.

"I'll be back."

"You promise?" When she said that she had on the most innocent face and I'm resisting every urge in my body to kiss her before I go.

"If you're gonna do it do it now." Sang Darren not looking away from whatever he's doing to her hair. He's right though fuck it. Looking around there's nobody watching us so I stole a kiss.

"I promise. You know where I live and you know all my secrets that could possibly end my career. Trust me I'll come back for you."

"Kay. Bye." Stealing another kiss from her I started to back away.

"Just call me when you're ready or if you need anything."

"Mkay."

"Okay." I murmured because I don't want to go. I don't want to leave her here but I know when I come back she's going to be a new woman and I'm excited to see what he does to her. "See you guys."

"That's right say goodbye to brunette Becky." Darren spoke. Shit he's right. Damn I'm looking at her and I love her brown hair. But I trust Darren and he knows what he's doing and I know in the time I'm gone he's going to turn her into an even more appetizing snack.

"Bye gorgeous." Blowing her a kiss she caught it and put it on her cheek. Honestly ever since last night when she ditched her boyfriend during their date I can't stop thinking about her. She's so into me and she proved it when I woke up in her arms this morning. And the fact that she hasn't really talked to her boyfriend all day today makes me happy. She called him right before we took off on the jet. It was a three minute phone call where she explained where she is and when she'll be back home before hanging up. Operation takeover Ireland is going great. Anyway taking in one final glance of her I smiled. I fell in love with those precious brown locks and now there's a chance I won't see it again for a long time. I didn't stare too long just long enough to admire her and take one last mental photo of her before I left. Going outside I was greeted by Arron my driver for today.

"Where to next?"

"To the bank. Then I have a meeting then we gotta stall time until we can come back and pick up bae."

"Alrighty." He then closed the door for me and got in the car himself. From there we followed my schedule and headed towards my bank.

...

Right now we just pulled up to the hair salon again and I can finally pick up the wifey. It's been about four almost five hours now since I last seen her and I'm excited to see her new hair. The only thing I know is at one point her hair was a platinum blonde at some point. She sent me a selfie that sorta displayed her with blonde hair but I couldn't really see much so I'm really in the dark here. I'm dying to find out what she looks like and the only way I can do that is by going in to find her. Eventually Aaron came and let me out the car so I could go inside. I can't contain my excitement because I know whatever he did to her is going to be amazing. Going inside the first person I saw was Darren and he's sitting in his chair playing on his phone.

"Darren my love?" I called out getting him to look up at me and smile.

"Oooh Girl!" He Spoke in an excited tone as he came up to the receptionist desk.

"Where is she?"

"Where is she? It's more like who is she now."

"Oh my god she's gorgeous isn't she?" I asked smiling because when he gets excited like this that means he just did something he's so proud of.

"Sasha she went from a dime piece to a hundred grand piece. Oh I'm excited for you to see. She's in the bathroom and should be out any second now." Digging through my purse I pulled out my wallet and handed him by black card. "You're not going to be able to keep your hands off her." He grinned taking my card from me.

"If it's as good as you say we'll probably-" It was here that I looked up and spotted her off in the distance coming towards me. I don't know how but all the words I was going to say slipped my mind because she looks absolutely stunning. No not stunning amazing. No goddess. She looks like a goddess and I just fell in love with her all over again. Darren must have caught on and looked back at her.

"I told you sis."

"Awe I didn't know you were here. I hope I didn't keep you waiting long." She Spoke but I only heard half of that because I'm in awe. Her hair is this firey orange and it looks amazing on her. And the way he styled it has me breathless. He braided parts of her hair to give her this sort of royalty medieval hairstyle. I don't know a better way to describe it other than she looks absolutely beautiful.

"Wow." Was all I could think of because I'm at a loss for words.

"You are so very welcome Sash." Spoke Darren but I can't take my eyes off her. "Here baby pay attention!" He snapped breaking my focus on Becks and turning to him.

"What was that?" That got Becks to snicker.

"You were right D she don't know what to do with herself."

"I know. Here." He then showed me my card so I took it.

"Thank you again for everything."

"It's no problem my Irish buttercup. Just make sure you don't get it wet or else you'll fuck up my hard work and I'll have to murder you."

"I will do my best not to."

"Ooh you just reminded me I need to make her a follow up appointment."

"Oh yeah sure for when?" Looking over at Becky again I gave her a good once over before turning back to Darren.

"How does tomorrow around the same time sound?"

"Tomorrow?" Asked Becks Looking at me like I was crazy. Fuck she looks so hot I'm trying so hard not to jump on her.

"Actually you know what you're right babe I'm gonna need more than just a day. How does Thursday at three sound?" That got Darren to sigh and glare at me.

"Do not make me hurt you." He spoke in a warning tone but I only smiled.

"Well you said I wasn't going to be able to keep my hands off her. I'd be lying if I said I'm not thinking about fucking the shit out of her. And I certainly plan to fuck her all night and tomorrow. Odds are she's gonna sweat out the color and I'm just being proactive about it now." I stated simply but it's true. That got him to smile and laugh a little bit.

"I hate you. Like I really can't stand your ass yo." He laughed shaking his head.

"Well I'm being honest." Looking over to Becks she's blushing so hard with a goofy grin.

"Sad part is I don't doubt that. Can you just crank the ac up so that she doesn't sweat?" I just shook my head no. No matter how cold I make the house we're going to sweat and there's nothing I can do about it. "Ugh you irk my nerves. Just call me and we'll assess the damages later."

"Deal. Thanks Darren I love you." I Smiled towards him before I turned to Becky. "Come on sexy let's go get these clothes off you." Interlacing my hand with hers I began to lead us out the salon.

"Bye, be good you two!"

"I can't promise you anything. But I'll see you in a couple days." I chimed not looking back because we need to get home ASAP.

"Bye Darren!" Becks called out before we went out the doors. "Sash will you slow down where's the fire?"

"In my pants and on your beautiful head." It was here that we got to the car and Aaron opened the door for us. "In you go." I spoke moving so that she could get in. Once she got in I followed behind her.

"Do you thi-" As soon as Aaron closed the door I took that opportunity to pull her in for a kiss. Ugh I can't even describe how turned on I am right now. I've always been sexually attracted to her but with this new hairstyle it multiplied a hundred times today. "Sa-"

"I don't want to hear it just kiss me." She shrugged before pressing our lips together. I can't wait I don't want to wait till we get home. That being said I grabbed her by the shirt and pulled her forward so now she was on top of me.

"Where to next bo-ops!" I heard from the front of the car assuming it's just Aaron I didn't bother breaking our kiss. I'm not at all really fitting to slow down until we have to get out the car to go in the house. However he's not my usual driver when I come to LA so I'm a bit skeptical about him. I gotta protect my baby first then my career. Reluctantly I pulled out of our kiss to talk.

"Listen as you can see we gotta get home pronto so I'm going to need you to keep those eyes up there on the road."

"Shh just let him drive." Purred Becky in my ear before she began to place kisses on my neck. She knows exactly the right spots to kiss and I couldn't help but to grind my hip against her.

"No I gotta get you home. You look irresistible right now and I gotta have you." That got her to smirk before leaning down to kiss me. Did I mention she's still wearing her collar? Yeah I never told her she could take it off so she never took it off. She belongs to me and I don't want her to forget. I also did this so people could look at her and see that she's taken, by who is the question but she and I both know who her owner is. "Aaron let me ask you a question?"

"Go on."

"Are you a fan?" When I asked that I felt Becky's body shiver before she bit down on my neck as hard as she could. "Mmm ahaha stop it I'm talking." I managed to get out. All in doing so I made sure not to take my eyes off him. He's a lot younger than my usual drivers so I know he knows who I am. And I'm positive he has a smartphone with a camera. I couldn't care if photos of Becky and I fooling around surface because she's fucking hot and I'm sure people would understand. However I know I don't want Becks put on blast like that. As far as I know she's the only one who knows she's cheating on Finn with me. I doubt her friends or family know and I don't want some idiot taking her photo and ruining her.

"I just want you. Can't you see I want you so bad." She purred lowly in my ear. As she did that her fingers began to slowly massage my sides. Honestly it's so soothing to me right now.

"I know my pet. I know I'm gonna give you what you want after I'm done talking to Aaron okay?"

"But I want you now." When she did that she sank her nails in my side letting me know she's getting impatient.

"Shush adults are talking." Pecking her on the lips I looked back up toward Aaron. "I'm sorry about her she's still learning. But back to my question are you a fan of mine? Don't lie to me either because I think you're cute." That technically isn't a lie he's one pretty hazel eyed light skinned man with a beautiful jawline. I'm not saying he's model material but I could see him as a background dancer in a music video. Not one of mine but someone's. I'm only flirting with him to get what I want.

"I know a couple of you're songs but I've always been attracted to your body more." When he said that Becky tightened her grip around me but I kept going.

"Mmm I was hoping you'd say that. I was hoping you had a crush on me because you're someone who's not that unbearable to look back at. What do you think my doll? Would you mind being fucked and looking back at that face?" I asked looking up at Becky. She gave me a skeptical look but I gave her a wink letting her know to go along with it.

"I don't think I would. Are you gonna let him come home with us?"

"Depends on how fast he can get us home." I murmured putting my hands on her ass and gently starting to rub it. "Home is twenty away how fast can you get us there?"

"Ten if traffic isn't too heavy."

"Perfect I hope you remember how to get there? I'm gonna be too busy back here to give directions." As I said that I creeped my hands from her butt to up her shirt that way we have some skin to skin contact going on. Plus I love how smooth her skin is.

"Mmmm." She moaned before locking me up in a kiss. All that made me do was move my hand even further up her shirt. She still has her grip around my waist so when I did that her right hand found its way to the waistband of my jeans. "Aaron lass you better step on the gas and let's get this shit rolling."

"Bit anxious now huh?!" Giving her another kiss I pulled away. "He doesn't take orders from animals like you. Now settle down before I change my mind. Anyway Aaron one thing before you start driving may I see your cellular?"

"Uhh yeah." He spoke out nervously before fumbling around on his pants before digging in his pocket and pulling out his phone. "Here you go." Removing my hand from Becks I reached out and grabbed his phone.

"Thank you. I like you and all but I can't have you trying to blackmail me. I mean I have more than enough to fight you in court about it but I'd rather save my money and blow it on this sexy thing." I grinned tucking his phone in my back pocket and going back to feeling up my doll.

"Why do you do this to me?" She growled in my ear. I simply snuck my fingers into her bra and cupped both her breast.

"Because everyone in this car thinks you're hot and all want to hear you moan my name." I grinned looking her in the eyes.

"Well we gotta get home first don't w- mmmm." That was a moan at the end because I decided to pinch her nipples and I know she loves when I do that.

"You heard her brother let's get her home."

"Yes ma'am." I then heard him put the car in drive and we began moving.

"Ahh Hmm mmm!" She moaned out as I slowly rolled her nipples between my fingers. She loves it rough so I pinch them hard and it makes her make the sweetest faces. She's biting her lip trying her best not to give in to my touch.

"You make the cutest faces I swear." I grinned because she's biting her lip and raising her eyebrow. She's in pain but she loves it. When I said that I looked over to Aaron and I watched him adjust the rearview mirror, odds are to judge if she really makes cute faces. Especially with this new hair color she looks a thousand times hotter to me.

"Well it's the effect you have on me. You know ex-ex.. umm you know exactly how to get me this way." She murmured.

"I know it's my job. To fuck you like the little whore you are for me. It's a pity you just got your hair done too."

"It's fine we can make another appointment. You're my main concern right now." That made me giggle because she's so adorable and so in love with me.

"God I love it when you say shit like that. When we get back I'll let you choose where I tie you up."

"Mmm."

"But choose wisely because once I tie you up you're not moving until I make you cum at least twice." As I said that I removed my hands from her bra and replaced it with my head. Thank goodness she's wearing a rather loose fitting shirt elsewise Aaron would really get a good show. I have absolutely no desire of letting him join us. I'd rather get shot than ever have to see or hear about another man penetrating my future wifey. Nobody gets to lay a finger on her but me. Nobody could pleasure her the way I do which is why she's so attracted to me. Anyway since I'm under here I might as well do some pregaming. Wrapping my arms around her waist I latched on to her right nipple and began to suck and nibble on it. Her breast are so sensitive so I know by now she's probably soaking through her panties right now. I can hear her heartbeat picking up alongside her breathing. All are signs telling me to keep going so I did. Her skin is so soft and milky I love it. "Baby?" I asked in between switching breast and latching on to her opposite nipple.

"Damn that mouth of yours! Damn thaaa-" Before she could finish I bit down on her sensitive nub. "Fuck!" It was here that she started to grind on my leg. But she also decided to dig her fingers right into my panties and straight to my clit. It was so sudden that when she made contact I immediately shivered and I also realized how wet I am all because of her. "Darren was right." That got me to pull my head from under her shirt and kiss her.

"Well you look so hot what'd you expect?" She grinned before tickling my clit.

"Exactly this actually."

"I bet you did you pervert."

"I learned it from you." I simply pulled her down for a kiss. I have to remind her that just because her hand is in my pants doesn't mean she's in charge here. So I made sure to shove my tongue as far as I could into her mouth. She welcomed it and sucked on my tongue. I'll be honest that caught me off guard but it was so damn sexy.

"Mmm hello!" She let out a small chuckle before kissing me again. She even started to slowly finger me.

"Top of the mornin to ya lass!" She spoke in a ridiculously thick accent making me even more horny if possible. She knows I love her accent and she's using it against me. That's not a complaint it's a plea for Aaron to put the petal to the fucking metal. This is why I prefer to drive myself because if the circumstances are right I can have us home in eight minutes coming from anywhere. Hence why I love my Aston Martin so much because she's fast.

"Uuuuugh!" I groaned out audibly. "How long till we're home Aaron?" That got Becks to look up and I guess survey our surroundings outside.

"Fifteen minutes."

"Haha we're nowhere close." Teased Becks coming back down to kiss me. "You have a good while to endure." Kissing me again she gave my clit one last good tug before she removed her hand completely. "Aaron?"

"Yeah-err Yes?"

"I'm a bit peckish do you think we can swing by somewhere and get some grub?" As soon as she asked that I let out a very audible growl of disapproval. "Is there a problem Ms. Banks?"

"Yeah there's a problem!" I snapped because I'm mildly annoyed.

"That's too damn bad. I just sat in a chair for the past five hours and I'm hungry."

"I got something for you to eat." Grabbing her hand I put it back in my pants. But as soon as I put it in she took it out.

"Can't eat dessert before the meal." Biting her lip she kissed me again before sitting back up straight.

"I hate you."

"Well I think we've given this nice gentleman more than he asked for when he agreed to drive us today right Aaron?"

"I'm gonna be honest and agree. I mean I'm extremely mad about all this but you're Sasha fucking Banks so I'm happy just to be driving.." When he said that I smirked because I just remembered how blessed I am to have the life I have right now.

"Well today is your lucky day then huh?" I smiled sitting up right again. "Too bad your buddies probably won't believe you." As I said that I felt his phone in my pocket vibrate. Pulling it out it's a text from one of I assume his buddies named Von. "Ooh who is Von he or she texted you."

"Go through his whole phone why don't you."

"Shut up I'm not talking to you anymore." I snapped at her. How dare she tease me then leave me like that. She only smiled and slid over to me.

"Awe really?" She cooed putting her hand on my thigh. I want to resist her but she looks absolutely gorgeous right now and I can't stop staring at her. "I just want some real food my tummy is eating itself."

"It's a good thing you're pretty." I pouted folding my arms.

"Yeah yeah." She mocked before nibbling on my ear. "Stop putting up a front I know you want me. I'll make it worth it. I always make it worth it." She whispered in my ear making me smile to myself. It's a vicious circle we're in but I wouldn't want it any other way.. Actually that's a lie there is another way I would like it but it's a work in progress still. What really set her statement off is when she took her fingers and put them in my mouth. "You think I'm torturing you but you're the one who taste really good right now. This is just the appetizer you gotta feed me then you'll get your dessert." Alright bet say no more love. I made sure to finish sucking my juices off her fingers before I spoke.

"Aaron we're going to In and Out and we're going through the drive thru." That got Becks to let out a small moan before speaking.

"And step on it..." She then started to place kisses on my neck. "But take the long way there." Ergh she's such a bitch but I'd be lying if I said I'm not enjoying this game we're playing here. She's totally going to get it when we get to the house. She's going to get it in the kitchen, on the coffee table, on the treadmill, and on my grand piano. And if she's good I might just give it to her in the drive thru. Let's just see how this plays out.

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So I'll give you a second to get it together before we chat. Sike lol so was this chapter everything you imagined it'd be? I'll be honest I enjoyed it. I mean there were a lot of milestones reached here. We saw how Becks sorta was having withdraws due to Operation Takeover Ireland. We finally got the smut scene where Becks ditches Finn to go have sex with Sasha. Bruh Becks broke her breakfast tradition with Finn because she was too busy spending her night with Sasha and straight up just didn't give a fuck. But I guess that worked out well for her in the end. And then we finally find out how she got to become orange. Now we just gotta find out how she become Sasha's Goggled Orange. Dw its coming up soon in my list of things to do. Low kay I was reading over what I've posted before and I'm low key annoyed by the way I switch back and forth between past and present chapters, but at the same time I like it because it would be as fun and interesting if I did it all in order. I'm sure some would rather I did it that way, but I say fuck it! Anywhore next chapter will most likely be a present chapter because I'm ready for some tea. Its been a good minute since we had a tea party and I'm bringing mini Danishes. that and because I really feel like writing fluff so I'm going to do that now while I feel like it. My birthday was great had a blast made my liver work overtime trying to handle how much alcohol I consumed. The Holidays are here now so that's fun. I heard Gail Kim is retiring soon leaving Nattie to be the last woman still doing her thing from when wrestling actually use to be kinda entertaining to me. OMG yo I was crying the other day bro like after a good two years after she retired guess who decided to come back to social media? Fucking Lay man. My Moroccan British Queen. I came in my pants when I saw her post a selfie. While I do love me some Layla my real true wife is still semi MIA. God I miss that accent and she was getting kinda thicc looking like a whole snack right before they released her. I'll never forget that day I dead cried for a good hour when I found that out. I MISS MY LITHUANIAN GODDESS! You guys will just never understand the hole in my heart she left... kay I'm leaving to go cry now because like she was really wifey material for me. For all I know she could be a complete and total bitch to me all day everyday and I'd worship the ground she walked on its that deep. I'm in my bag now and I was having a good day too. Goodbye till next time, they should've fired Rosa and not my Sana but whatever man I'm over it. ~Joz #fuckitup

I'm not over it, nor will I ever be.