Well hello there motherfucka! It's me Jozzy back again with another chapter for your face. Now I'm just going to tell you straight up to go get your tea right now. Go on I'll wait I have nowhere to be for quite some time so go ahead. Hell make me some too because we about to read this together. Remember I said like two chapters ago or something about the next present chapter being tea worthy I really wasn't fucking around. You're gonna want to kick my ass after reading this but I'm just following orders.. Idk just read it and decide for yourself, I'll see you in a bit. and its a present chapter so now you know.
Sasha's POV
"Grrrr! Grrrr!"
"Shi stop." I groaned moving my hip to get him to stop whatever he's doing.
"Woof!"
"Shh!"
"Grrr Woof!"
"No Shiloh!" Demanded Becks Being he must have woke her up too. That did get him to stop barking however he then started to cry.
"Oh my god!" I groaned. Of course he had to wake me up while I was having a great dream. I had a dream that I was a guy and I accidentally got Becks pregnant and she gave birth to twins. They were both my skin complexion, they had Becky's eyes and nose and mouth. What really made the dream so great is they had this beautiful peachy colored hair that if you mixed my pink hair with her orange hair that's the color their hair was. But all of that is irrelevant because it was a dream and I'm no longer sleeping to be dreaming.
"Awe bubby what's the matter?" Cooed Becks sitting up to pet him. "Did you have a bad dream or something?" He just growled and kept whimpering.
"Babe he's fine come back I miss you."
"In a second. What's the matter bud?" He then stepped on me so he could get to Becks. I guess I'm just not relevant to him anymore. "Buddy what's wrong? You look fine so you aren't hurt. I know you aren't hungry because I watched you devour your food plus some of mine. So you must have to potty. You gotta go to the little pupper's room?" She cooed petting him. I guess he understood that because when she said potty he started licking her. As annoying as it is when she baby talks him I kinda like it. Since we got Shi Becky's nurturing side has started to come out. She treats him like she gave birth to him and I love that. It's just showing me that she's going to be an excellent mother to our children. All this does is make me so grateful that I get to call her mine. She's the total package and I love her. "Baby?" Becks cooed softly using a hand to cup my cheek. "Baby hi."
"Nooo!" I whined because I know what she wants and I don't want to do it. That got her to come back down and start kissing my neck and shoulder.
"Take baby boy outside so he can relieve himself." I only took the cover and pulled it over my head.
"He's your dog you do it. I'm sleeping."
"Sasha." She sang wrapping an arm around me and pulling me close. "Come out I want a kiss."
"No!"
"Fine I'll get it myself." She began to mess around on the outside of the blanket before she lifted it up and came under the blanket with me. "Hi nugget."
"Hmp." That got her to smile and kiss my nose.
"Nugget I'm cramping and I need you to take Shi outside for me. Please you have to. I'm your princess and you said that-"
"I know what I said woman I just need a second." I spoke. I hate the fact that I can't let myself watch her take him outside in this cold weather. I don't want her getting sick or anything. She's my sub and I feel like it's my job as her dominant to keep her as far out of harm's way as possible. And to me part of that is not making her go out into the cold where she could possibly get sick. To you it might seem stupid but it's always little things like that, that females will remember and it'll keep them from straying.
"Hey, I love you." She then kissed me before leaving our fort and getting out the bed completely.
"Where are you going?" I asked sitting up to look at her.
"Relax I'm not going anywhere just getting my wife and son's things ready so they can go outside." As she was saying that she pulled out Shiloh's jacket. "You guys gotta bundle up it's cold out." I took this opportunity to get out the bed and go over to her. I love it when she refers to me as her wife it makes me feel good.
"Woof!"
"In a second I gotta give mommy some love." As I said that I made my way over to Becky and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"Will sweatpants do?" She asked pulling my sweatpants out the suitcase.
"That's fine."
"Mkay goodie." She murmured standing back up straight. I love just staring at her sometimes especially in the morning when she's at her purest. "Can you stop staring at me like that it's weird."
"Well you're beautiful I can't help it." When I said that she immediately started blushing and looked away from me. "God every time you do that I get so happy you're mine."
"Stop it's too early." She whined trying to escape my grasp but she didn't really try to hard to do so.
"I know but that's when you're the most beautiful to me." She let out a sigh before making eye contact with me.
"Thank you." That was dripping with sarcasm but I don't care.
"No thank you for blessing my morning again with your beauty." After I said that I leaned up for a kiss.
"Ew babe you really gotta go brush your teeth. That tasted like hot garbage." She groaned pulling out of our kiss.
"You love it though." When I finished that I made sure to breathe out into her face.
"Awe Sasha ew!" That got her to break out of my grasp.
"Aren't you happy you get to wake up to this every morning?" I asked gesturing to myself.
"After that I'm not so sure."
"Wow!"
"Woof!"
"I know bud we just gotta put your jacket on. Babe pass me his jacket please." Listening I passed it to her. After I did that I put on my sweatpants and began to look for my Ugg boots. "Babe?"
"Yes love?"
"We have to get a kitten when we get back home." It was here that I finished putting on my boots and I turned to look at her.
"And why is that?" She finished putting Shiloh's jacket on him and they're both staring at me. To someone else a sight like that would be weird but I'm use to it. Since I've come home off tour I notice that those two are attached at the hip. Wherever Becky goes he goes it's cute but I get jealous because it's very clear I'm second in line for Becky's affection. No that's a lie I force myself into her way so that she has to pay attention to me.
"I had a dream that you took me on this extravagant date for my birthday next month. And at the end of the night you surprised me with a kitten. So now you have to actually get me a kitten or else you lost to a dream version of you." I don't even know how to respond to that. I don't want a cat but I also don't want to be out did by a dream version of me. I'll be damned if she starts to love me in her dreams more than she does in real life.
"Did you talk to Shiloh about this? He's the king of the castle he decides who comes and goes." I asked going over to stand next to her. When I did that I pat Shi on the head.
"Yeah he's fine with it. We just need your approval."
"We'll see I'm not making any promises."
"Well it's Christmas so you have to say yes to me." She stated placing Shiloh on the floor and opening the door.
"I don't think it works that way mommas."
"Of course it does. We'll discuss this later for now you have to take him to the bathroom." As she said that he bolted out the room and ran down the steps.
"Look it babe our first child running down the steps on Christmas morning." I cooed because this is our first Christmas together as a family.
"I know and it's only going to get better as the years roll by." As she said that I hugged her.
"Merry Christmas beautiful."
"Merry Christmas lass." And with that we shared a small kiss. "Now go get him before he pees in the house."
"Yes daddy." I purred pulling away and walking out the door. I didn't get far before I felt her smack my ass. "Hey take me on a date first."
"We'll go on a long moonlit walk right into my bed." She answered so I winked at her. It's been a good minute since we last had sex so I'm open to it later. After that I continued on down the steps so I could find Shiloh. It wasn't until I got to the bottom of the steps that I realized that I was fucked over. It's snowing and it's coming down heavy. I hate the cold. I hate being cold, and I hate myself for always giving into Becks. Anyway continuing into the kitchen it's empty. But then again it's barely seven so I expect that.
"Shiloh come." I called but he didn't come. I can hear his collar so I followed the sound and it lead me to the family room. "Shiloh?" I whispered because my cousins are crashing on the floor and I don't want to wake them. "Shi come here!" Yeah like I said before he mostly listens to Becky and very rarely does he listen to me. Luckily he has his leash attached to him so I followed it and it lead me right to probably the cutest thing I've ever seen. He's cuddled up to Bully and their laying in her dog bed. As cute as this is I have very mixed feelings about this. I mean that's my boy he has game with the ladies. But at the same time he's our baby boy and he's so grown now. Ugh if only Becks was here to see this. Too bad she made me do this on my own. Honestly looking at them I'm getting jealous because I want to cuddle my bae too. "Shi do you even have to go potty?" He licked his snout and wagged his tail a little bit he didn't dare budge. "Understood bud even you deserve a cuddle buddy for Christmas morning." Going closer to him I took off his jacket and leash. "Okay buddy now remember what your last name is. You're a Banks and there's no girl you can't bed." When I told him that he licked my chin. "Wait is it incest if technically she's my cousin's daughter and you my son?" I asked him he only yawned and licked me again before going and laying back down with her. "Wait no you guys are dogs so it doesn't even matter. Kay see you two in a few." With that I went back upstairs. Thinking about it maybe Shiloh does deserve a furry friend to cuddle up to at night. I don't know if he'll like a kitten friend but I'm sure he'd like a beagle girlfriend.
"That was quick." Spoke Becks as I walked in.
"He didn't even have to pee." I murmured taking off my boots.
"Where's he at then?"
"Cuddled up in bed with Bully."
"Awe he just wanted to go see his girlfriend." She cooed smiling.
"Guess so. But since the kids are sleeping I-" Before I could finish she opened the blanket letting me know to get in. "It's scary how you read my mind like that."
"Well I just want cuddles so.." At least she's honest with me. Taking off my pants I got in the bed and snuggled into her.
"Mmm my favorite place in the world."
"Love you too Chubs." I don't have to see her to know she's giving me a stupid smirk. I'd say something but I don't want her to know that it bothers me when she calls me that. So my response was to kiss her chest. I can't wait for later so I can give her my Christmas present I got her.
Later in the night Becky's POV
"Becca those potatoes were A1 sis."
"Awe thank you." I smiled. Right now we all just finished making and eating family dinner. I have to admit I'm borderline asleep I ate so much. I started off with a small plate but Sasha's aunt saw that my plate was light and she loaded it up for me. I didn't want to say no but I also didn't want to stop her. That food was so good like once I started I could not stop. It could possibly be because me and Sasha went for a walk before dinner and the munchies set in. But honestly high or not high the food was good. So basically I ate until I couldn't lift my fork anymore.
"She's great right?" Added Sasha coming from in the kitchen and plopping down on my lap. After we ate I sorta crashed on the couch. My stomach hurts so much and I need to catch my breath.
"She really is." Agreed Amber one of her cousins.
"It's the Irish charm nobody can resist it."
"Oh don't I know." Murmured Sasha before give me a chaste kiss. "You okay you look like you just ran a marathon."
"Ugh I know I feel like it. I just ate so much food and I'm exhausted." She only laughed. "Deadass I'm so bloated like feel this." Taking her hand I put it on my stomach.
"Damn did I accidentally get you pregnant?"
"Yeah it's a boy." She smiled and kissed me.
"Perfect because I want a boy. When is he due to pop out?" She asked rubbing my stomach.
"Well it's about eight now so I'd say maybe in an hour or two."
"Great I can't wait."
"I really like that sweater on you." I Spoke wrapping an arm around her.
"Really do you mean it?" She asked excitedly getting me to smile because I'm happy she loves her gift I got her. She's been telling me about how she doesn't have too many sweaters so I got her a couple new sweaters for Christmas.
"Yeah it genuinely looks good on you."
"Thank you. This looks good on you too." She spoke messing with the lace choker she got me. To everyone else it's just a black lace choker, but to me it's a brand new collar and I love it. The leather one I had before was really thick and uncomfortable for me and I complained about it once to Sasha and she got me a new one for Christmas. She didn't get me just one either she got about three of them, a black one, a white one, and a red one. "Do you like this one better?" She asked putting her finger through the metal loop that's attached to the front.
"Yes I do. It's more breathable and airy. My only concern is that it might rip while we're playing." I answered honestly because whenever she uses the collar to tie me up we always get rough and I'm scared it'll break since it isn't as thick as the leather one.
"I mean it's a good thickness width wise so it should be fine. If it does rip then we'll just have to keep looking for one that suits you better."
"Or you could just choke me with your bare hands that'd be fun." I purred because I love it when we're fucking and she chokes me. That got her to smile and bite her lip.
"Why do you have to torture me like that? Saying kinky shit like that knowing I can't act upon it."
"I'm sorry you know how my cycle gets sometimes. My hormones don't care if we get blood all over the bed."
"If you're down I'm down. I've always felt like I was a vampire in a past life. I'll probably drain all the blood out of you." As gross as that is I find it charming to some degree. Men usually don't want anything to do with us females when it's our time of the month but Sasha is the exact opposite. Sometimes I feel like she's more attracted to me when I'm ovulating.
"No not in your mother's house when we get home let's do it." When I said that her eyes widened with excitement.
"Good because I want to try Madame LaLaurie's exfoliation technique, I wanna see if it works."
"No you fucking weirdo!" I groaned hitting her. We were watching American Horror Story season three last night. And if you know who Madame LaLaurie is you'd understand what she's talking about and it's gross.
"You know copper is-"
"Nope no. If you put blood on your face I'm leaving you."
"No okay fine we won't then." She cooed hugging me. "I was kidding. We'll just wait until I put a ring on you that way you can't leave me."
"Omg that just reminded me of something!"
"Of what?"
"We gotta go upstairs."
"Okay but we're coming back down for movie night right?" It's also a Banks family Christmas tradition to watch movies after dinner.
"Of course it won't be long. We'll only be a minute. Plus I wanna put my jammies on." She nodded before kissing me and standing up. Offering me her hand I grabbed it and stood up myself. Then we started to make our way upstairs.
"Where are you two going?" Asked Sasha's mom stopping us before we made it through the kitchen.
"Upstairs we're gonna go change." Spoke Sasha.
"Okay hurry up now we're starting the movie in ten minutes."
"We'll be back in time." Stated Sash before we continued on upstairs. "Babe where's Shi?" She asked holding up his jacket that's on the bed.
"Dunno last I saw him he was with Bully eating dropped food off the floor." I shrugged going to my carry on and digging through it for her gift. I still have one last gift for Sasha. Eventually I found the small ring box and pulled it out.
"You know I think Shi has a crush on her."
"Yeah I know. When I took them out the other day they followed each other around the whole time." I murmured opening the box and taking out the ring. Well here goes nothing. Turning to face Sasha she's sitting on the bed.
"You think we should let him have a girlfriend?" I don't know why I'm so nervous right now. It's not like I'm proposing or anything. It's just this ring has a lot of meaning to me and if she rejects it I'll cry. I know she most likely won't but my mind always finds doubt through my certainty.
"Babe I have one last gift for you." I Spoke coming to stand in front of her.
"I thought-"
"No I know but I lied. That wasn't the last gift I have for you. I was just too chicken shit to give you this one in front of everybody." I spoke honestly because it's true. Ever since my dad blew up about Sasha and I being together I sometimes get insecure about our relationship when we're around new people. Not everyone is ok with gay couples and I don't want to have to go through what my dad put us through again. It's something I don't talk about with Sasha but I know she can sense it. There's nothing wrong with Sasha and I's relationship it's perfect in every way to me. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else because nobody could make me as happy as Sasha does. She's my world and some people don't care about the fact that she makes me happy. They just want to see us burn because we're in love and it's saddening to me.
"It can't be that shitty of a present." Giggled Sash smiling up at me. I simply leaned down and kissed her. Once I felt I let her know that I'm being serious right now I kneeled in front of her.
"I got you a ring." As I said that I showed her the ring. "Now before you say anything let me explain. I know it's a pretty boring gold band ring compared to all the rest of your jewelry but this one has meaning to it and in my opinion that makes this ring priceless. Have you ever seen a ring like this before?" She took the ring from me and inspected it.
"It looks familiar. I think I remember seeing it on a fan or two but I'm not sure." Then she handed me back the ring.
"Okay well this is called a Claddagh ring. It's an Irish tradition that dates back for years. This style of ring was created by an Irish fisherman named Richard Joyce and he was a sailor whose boat one day was taken over by pirates and he got sold into slavery. He was brought by a goldsmith who taught him the trade. During his time there he stole little specks of gold here and there so that eventually he could make a ring for his true love that was back home in Galway. So when he finally returned home he found that his true love waited all those years for him and he presented her a ring that looked pretty similar to this and they got married. The ring itself here holds meaning too. The hands represent friendship and you're my best friend apart from Shiloh. Then the heart in the middle stands for love and I love you beyond belief and I hope you love me too."
"I love you." When she said that I smiled.
"And then the crown stands for loyalty. What we have together is true and pure and I can't imagine being with anyone else. This ring in particular was given to me on my sixteenth birthday from my mother who was given the ring on her sixteenth birthday by her mum and it goes all the way back to my great great great grandmother who received it from her lover. And now I'm doing the same. I've already thrown off the balance in my family so I might as well change the tradition of the ring and give it to my lover as a symbol of my love for you." When I finished saying that I reached for her right hand. "Now you accepting this ring would mean the world to me and-"
"I accept!"
"Hold on woman let me finish."
"I'm sorry I'm just really excited and giddy right now."
"I don't even want to know how you'll react when we get engaged."
"Wait you're not proposing?" She asked in a sad tone.
"Not yet but this is close. If you want depending on how you wear it this could be an engagement ring or a wedding ring. Sadly today it's just a ring that lets everyone know you're taken and not looking for love."
"I'm lost." Smiling I kissed her hand before placing the ring on her right ring finger making sure the point of the heart is facing towards her.
"When you wear the ring this specific way it means that you're in a relationship. So this is my way of making an honest woman of you and keeping you trapped with me. As long as you wear my ring you're mine." After I finished saying that she leaned down and kissed me.
"You know I don't need a ring to prove I'm yours right?"
"I know but I think it's necessary. Just let me have this okay?" Her response was another loving kiss.
"I love my new ring." She then kissed me again. "I love it and I love you and I can't wait to show it off." Hearing her say that I got butterflies because nothing beats the feeling of knowing you're loved by someone who you love just the same.
"I love you too."
"This just made this Christmas a thousand times better. But we gotta change and get back downstairs before everyone gets suspicious." As much as I do want to cuddle up to Sasha and watch movies with her family I'd rather just spend time alone with her. But I have three hundred and sixty four other days where I can just be with her so one day won't be too bad.
"What movie are we supposed to be watching again?"
"If momma doesn't decide to switch it up this year first up should be A Miser Brother's Christmas."
"That the cartoon that looks sorta real but it's not?"
"Mhmm we watched it together last year remember?" She then started to hum a tune and it jogged my memory.
"Mr. Ten below? Everything he touches turns to snow in his clutch right?" She smiled then kissed me.
"That's the one. Now let's go because I don't want to miss it. I love that movie."
"Okay." From there we changed into our pajamas and headed back down to join everyone and watched movies. I'd have to say that this was one of my favorite Christmases so far. I think I'd be okay doing this every year for Christmas.. Only one year I wish that maybe Sasha and I can start our own traditions.
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Sasha's POV mid January
"You can get whatever you like babe." I shrugged looking at all the different outfits on the racks.
"I know but it's almost your birthday and I really want to look good for you."
"You always look good to me so I could care less about what you wear." I Spoke looking at her being she's in a dressing room trying on different outfits. Right now I have some time off from my tour and Becks insisted that we should use this time to look for our birthday outfits since our birthdays are only two weeks away.
"Seriously you're no help at all."
"I just want you to wear whatever you think is good."
"What about this one?" She then opened the door and stepped out in this long white dress. It has a sort of Ancient Greek theme to it and she looks like an actual goddess in it.
"I love it you look like a goddess."
"Ugh I don't like it. I mean it's cute but it's too formal for a birthday."
"Well let's get it anyway and you can wear it for something else."
"Something else like what?"
"Our anniversary is coming up so maybe you can wear it then."
"Yeah maybe I'm not sure though." She murmured looking at herself in the mirror before going back into the dressing room. "I want to keep looking though."
"Kay well can we go eat first because I'm starving?"
"That's fine. What are you craving?"
"Dunno we can decide when we get there. Let me have the things that you do want and I'll go pay for them while you finish up."
"Mkay." Seconds later her door opened and she handed me the two dresses that she did like. "Make sure they take the tag thing off this time." She warned as I took the dresses.
"I know I won't." Giving her a kiss I turned and made my way up to the registers. The store we're in isn't too big so it wasn't too long of a walk. But there are two people ahead of me so I simply got in line and waited for my turn.
"Well I'll be damned!" I heard come from behind me getting me to turn around. "Here I was walking around minding my business and look who fate threw in my path."
"Hello Danielle how are you." I spoke simply.
"Well I'm doing great looking at you."
"Right anyway why are you here?"
"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you owned this place too." That got me to roll my eyes because I know this isn't a coincidence her showing up here. About an hour ago I tweeted that me and Becky were shopping so she must have tracked us somehow.
"I don't actually I just don't like you."
"Ha I bet I can change that."
"Doubt it."
"You won't know for sure unless you let me try."
"You lost any chance of that the night you broke up with me."
"Yeah well I had every right to leave you. Who cheated o-"
"Don't!" I warned stopping her before she could say another word. We're out in public and I don't need her saying anything that could damage my reputation. "Please don't I'm just trying to-" It was here that my phone rang signaling a text and it's from Becky. Becky is and always will be my first priority. Opening the text it's a photo of her in a red dress that I guess she forgot to try on until now.
"Awe that's so sweet she really is so pretty." When she said that I moved my phone so she couldn't look at it anymore.
"Thank you but don't you have somewhere to be?"
"Yeah but I need the house code so I can rest until you get home."
"No." I'm not dealing with this. So I simply walked away from her. I made it all but five steps before she grabbed my arm and turned me to face her. As soon as she did that she took my phone out of my hand. This wouldn't be a problem if it wasn't unlocked and if there wasn't a significant height difference between us. Unfortunately it was unlocked and she's a good couple inches taller than me. Seriously where are my guards when I need them. "Give that back right now or I swear to god!" I growled trying to take my phone back.
"It's not nice to swear on the lord like that." She chuckled doing something on my phone and moving around so I couldn't grab it back.
"Stop you're gonna cause a fucking scene and I don't need that right now!"
"Let this be the first of many scenes we have."
"Give me my phone!" I growled louder this time stepping closer to her and reaching up for my phone.
"Awe if you wanted a hug all you had to do was ask." She then took her free hand and wrapped it around me. I'd rather her not go through my personal phone because I have some explicit content on there and I don't want her leaking it. So taking advantage of how close we are I jumped for my phone only to have her move her hand.
"SASHA!?" I heard boom from across the store. I don't need to look to know it's Becky. And I know that my ass is now officially grass. I'm basically hugging on my ex and this whole situation looks bad on my part. The most I can do right now is get the hell away from Danielle. Pushing her away from me I started to make my way over to Becks.
"Babe I swear it's not what it looks like." I started.
"The hell are you doing here?" She asked ignoring me and looking directly at Danielle.
"It's a free country I'm allowed to be here. I now have a date this coming weekend so I must find a dress." As she spoke that she made her way towards us.
"Baby no let's just go. She's not worth our time." I reasoned standing in front of her to try and keep these two separate. The last thing I need right now is for Becks to get mad and punch her again.
"It's good to see your eye healed up nicely. I thought you would've learned not to touch my Sasha ever again but I guess I was wrong."
"I didn't understand a single thing you just said to me. Sasha you really gotta get that girl an interpreter I hate this language barrier between us."
"Oh wow making fun of my accent so original why don't you stop trying to take things that don't belong to you and get your own." Spat Becky with venom. She hates it whenever someone hits on me when we're together. So add to that Danielle is the one who hit on me and she already doesn't like her from the last time the three of us had an encounter.
"Woah Sasha calm down that beast of yours."
"Oh girly don't you get me started." it was here that she started to try and get closer to Dani so I used all my strength to distance them.
"Becks no stop it! Don't you dare not while I'm still on tour. We have way too much shit going on to have to deal with going to court and shit like that. Let's just go we can come back later." She didn't say anything but just glaring at Danielle off somewhere behind me. "Now you know my loyalty is with you and I stand by it. I hate it when you question my loyalty to you and by feeding into he-"
"Actually you know what how about you two love birds stay here and I'll just go." It was here that she appeared next to us. "Here's your phone back Sasha I'm done putting my number in for you." She then held out my phone showing both of us that she put her number in my phone. When she said that I watched Becky's face change from anger to disbelief. Seeing it I snatched my phone from her.
"I didn't tell her to do that!" I spoke reaching out for Becky being she's backing away from me.
"Oh and remind me to text you my address so you know where to pick me up Saturday." Upon hearing that Becky turned and walked off somewhere. "Bye Becca!"
"Fuck you!" I spat looking at her.
"Just give me a time and place."
"I don't have feelings for you anymore all my feelings are with Becky and you have to accept that. Why can't you just move on and leave me alone?" When I finished saying that I gave her a disbelieving look over before I put down the dresses I was holding and following in the direction my girlfriend went. I'm so fucked. I have absolutely no clue how I'm going to get Becks to believe me that I'm innocent. That fucking bitch set me up and boy did she make me seem like the bad guy. I don't know what I'm gonna do I just know I gotta find her. We're in a small shopping plaza so she couldn't have gone far. Leaving the shop I surveyed the parking lot and she isn't by the car. Looking around some more I spotted her orange hair walking down the sidewalk. I don't know where she's going but I can't allow her to get there. "Rebecca!" I yelled after her as I began to chase after her. "Baby stop let me explain." I spoke catching up to her and grabbing her arm.
"I don't want to talk to you." She growled shaking my grasp.
"Babe I didn't tell her to put her number in my phone. I opened your text and she took it out my hand I swear." That didn't get her to stop walking if anything I think she sped up. Fine if she wants to deal with this like a kid then I'll treat her like one. Grabbing her hand I began to walk in a opposite direction of where she's going.
"Let me go!"
"No we're going home."
"Why so you can kick me out?" She's gonna make me do this out in public.
"No we're going home and I'm going to remind you that you're the only woman I want and need. She's obsessed with me but I'm too busy being obsessed with you."
"If that's the case why'd she put her number in your phone Sasha?! What fucking date are you two going on?!" She growled breaking my grasp on her and stopping in the middle of the parking lot. Thank goodness it's not too busy right now because this is prime paparazzi bait, especially since I go out of my way to try and avoid them. So it's a treat if they catch us out in public and the fact that we're arguing is the icing on the cake.
"I don't know she did that herself I swear on my life I didn't tell her to. You made it clear to me months ago that I'm not to contact her so why would I go against that now? She's a thing of the past and she's staying there no matter what shenanigans she tries to pull. The love I had for her is non existent compared to the love I have for you now." She simply folded her arms and glared at me so I kept talking. "See the fact that you're pissed off at me for no reason is a prime example of her just trying to break us up. She knows what we have is special and she's jealous of it. And you want to know how you can tell I'm not lying?"
"How?"
"She said we have a date this weekend, but why would I make that plan when we're going back to Florida this weekend? See that doesn't add up so you know she's lying." She didn't say anything she's just staring at me.
"Delete it then."
"Delete what?"
"Her number. Delete it and block it prove to me you're not lying to me." She spoke with no emotion. I didn't even hesitate to pull out my phone and block her number before I deleted it.
"See she's gone out of our lives forever."
"Next time I see her I'm strangling her."
"If that's the case we gotta find somewhere to hide the body."
"I'll be searching for a place to hide your body because if I find out you're cheating on me you're dead. And I will be the first one crying on tv begging for you to come home safe. Don't fucking test me Sasha. I will tear you apart everything you own will be mine." She growled looking me directly in the eyes. She didn't once blink while saying that so I know she's not fucking around.
"I wouldn't expect anything less mammas. But you know me and I'm not a cheater, I could never cheat on you. Fuck I hate that we're even saying that word because you know I love you." I took this opportunity to move in closer to her and grabbed her hand. "I don't think I'll ever find another female who will submit to me the way you do. And it's because of that I have to hold on to you." I then kissed the back of her hand and interlaced our fingers. "I'm yours Rebecca and you don't ever have to question that."
"Innocent or not I'm still mad at you."
"Mad enough to let me take you out to lunch?" I asked because I'm still really hungry.
"Fine but I don't want to sit next to you." She stated effortlessly. Well she doesn't really have a choice because she's sitting next to me regardless.
"That's fine as long as you don't make me eat alone I don't mind." She probably doesn't want it but I want a kiss. Moving closer I reached up and kissed her. When I pulled away she was pouting at me. "What's the matter gorgeous?" She just has this sad puppy face on and I don't like it... even if she looks so adorable.
"Promise me you won't hurt me." She spoke in a low tone. "I've never had my heart truly broken and I'm so into you... I trust you and I-" Before she could finish I kissed her. Damn I was hoping this wouldn't trigger her but it did. I can tell because she went from being a raging Irish to a sad puppy within the span of five minutes. Usually when she's mad she stays mad for a good while before she calms down.
"I promise I won't hurt you." As I said that I caressed her cheek. "I promise I won't let anybody hurt you at that. I love you."
"I love you too." Good. Giving her one more kiss I began to make our way over to the car. We're going home I think we've spent more than enough time out of the house for today.
"You wanna watch movies and order take out?" I don't always need sex to help keep her from dropping. Sometimes a simple cuddle session and attention is all she'll need.
"Can we order from that soul food place that we got the one time?"
"Mrs. Tootsie's?"
"Yeah I need comfort food and a nap." When she said that I couldn't help but smile. I don't think I'll ever have a girl who is as amazing as Becky.
"That's fine momma. Order it on our way home so we don't have to wait long."
"Okay." Perfect. From there we got in the car and I drove us home. When we got home I made it my point to not leave her side as much as possible. It proved harder than I thought because Shiloh must have sensed she was sad and he was stuck to her like glue too. Hell we both were and that's because we both love Becks beyond belief. I had to fight Shi to get my seat in her lap and she absolutely loved it. It made her smile after everything that happened earlier and if you ask me that's a definite win.
One week later Becky's POV
"Is that what you're wearing tonight?" Asked Sasha standing against the door frame of our bathroom.
"No I'm just wearing this just to wear it." I murmured because I'm trying to focus on putting on my eyeliner. Right now I'm getting ready to go out with Charlotte and Bayley to celebrate my birthday. For Christmas Sasha got us tickets to go see a play on Broadway and we're going the night of my birthday in a few days. So we're just going to spend both our birthdays out in New York since our birthdays are only four days apart. So when I told Char that she insisted that they celebrate it with me before we left. Tonight was the only day we all had free so that's why I'm all dressed up.
"I don't think I want you wearing that. I mean you look good but you look too good to be going out without me."
"Well that's too bad I'm sorry to hear that." Sasha has to get up early tomorrow for a mandatory meeting at the office so she unfortunately won't be joining us tonight.
"I feel like you're dressed like this because you're going to go meet up with one of your little side hoes. How do I know you aren't going on a date dressed like that?" She said that I just smiled and looked at her.
"You're the only side hoe I have so that's not possible."
"I dunno if I believe that low key. You put a little extra time in getting ready tonight it seems a little sus to me."
"Sash it's almost my birthday I'm allowed to dress as cute as I want."
"Yeah but not this cute. I'm mean I can't stop myself from eye fucking the hell out of you in that dress. So if I can barely look away from you I can only imagine how many guys are going to look at you and have the same problem and to be honest with you I have a problem with that." It was here that I put on the final touches to my make up. Giving myself one last look over I finished and turned my attention to Sasha. "You have to change you're not leaving the house in that." To that I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck.
"I'm not changing but I'll put on a jacket deal?" I asked because the dress I'm wearing has a deep v-cut in the front and back and it comes down just to about my mid thigh.
"Okay wear your black Moncler Hermine jacket."
"Sasha that's a full on winter jacket and it's too hot out for it you nut."
"Okay then change your dress. I refuse to let you leave looking this good. I'm borderline deciding if I should even let you go out because I don't want you going out looking so hot like this." I only smiled then kissed her. I gave her a nice slow kiss. "I can see it now you're going to go meet some motherfucker aren't you? I mean I'm not going out so you must have gotten cute for someone and I'm not having it."
"Will you stop it I'm not trying to impress anyone but myself tonight. Don't you remember?" I asked grabbing her right hand and holding it up so we can both see my Claddagh right that I gave to her. "You have me wrapped around your finger." I smiled looking her in the eyes. Mostly I just like looking at my ring on her finger because it gives me faith in our relationship. Hopefully one day I'll be able to switch it to her left hand and she'll be mine forever.
"You're right I forgot I was wearing this. Perfect if you don't change I'm taking it off." She spoke folding her arms. It was here that I realized what she's doing and I decided to play along. I know she's bluffing she won't actually take it off. A while back I pretended to take my ring back and she cried before I could even get it off her finger so I know she won't actually take it off.
"You don't mean that." I purred in her ear. "You don't want to take that off I've peeped you just sitting and staring at it. I notice that dreamy look in your eyes when you're staring at it." As I was saying that I pulled her in closer to the point where her body is completely pressed to mine. "I have a feeling I know what you're dreaming about in those moments."
"Okay so what I can't help myself. I was blessed by you coming into my life and I like cherishing it."
"Good so then there needn't be any doubt in your mind that I will come home to you and Shiloh later tonight. Our bed is the only bed I'll lay in or any bed you're in."
"Woof!" Shiloh was only lying on the bed so when he heard his name he must have thought I was calling him.
"Bud tell mommy to let me go and that she's overreacting." As I said that I walked us out the bedroom and towards the bed.
"You sure you don't want to put a shirt on?"
"I'm positive. I can take care of myself Sasha don't you trust me?"
"I trust you it's the other men and women that I don't trust."
"Well I have my necklace." I then showed her my necklace that has her name on it. "I have my collar." I then pointed to my white lace collar she got me for Christmas. "And if you want I'll put on my goggles so they all know who I am."
"Nah I'm just gonna tag along." She shrugged trying to escape my grasp but I have a good grip on her so she didn't get far.
"You are babysitting so no you're not." I spoke with authority. Sometimes I have to be demanding to get her to listen. "You said you didn't want to go and it's too late because the girls should be here any minute now and we have reservations and we aren't missing it because of you. Plus you and Shiloh need some mother son bonding and that's what you're gonna do tonight."
"You seem to keep forgetting who I am we don't need no stupid reservation I'm Sasha fucking Banks."
"And that's why you're not coming. I had a perfectly normal and quite life before you and I'd like to have a night where I don't get hounded by paparazzi or fans wanting autographs or pictures." When I said that she pouted at me.
"So I'm too famous to hangout with you and your friends?"
"Yup that's exactly the case."
"You do know technically the world knows we're together. So regardless if I'm with you or not paparazzi are gonna bother you."
"WHERE'S THE ALMOST BIRTHDAY GIRL!" We heard yell out from the hallway.
"I HOPE YOU'RE READY FOR SHOTS!" That got Shi to jump off the bed and run into the hall to greet them.
"Do they just not know what the doorbell is for?" I just grinned and kissed her.
"You know how Char and Bay are they don't care." I reasoned because I'm use to them just walking into our house without warning or knocking.
"Awe shit here she is! I got you something. Drink up. Drink up my precious." Sang Charlotte as she came in holding out two large shot glasses filled to the brim of a mysterious clear liquid.
"Nice job knocking we could've been in the middle of having sex and you would've just walked in on it."
"That wouldn't be the first time. But here you go Rebecca." Holding out the shot to me I let go of Sasha and took it.
"Why is it so big this is like three shots in one?" I out of all of us should know the size of a normal shot glass and this is not it.
"We are going all out this time Becks. You're almost thirty so we gotta get you fucked up before you switch to just wine on us." Spoke Bay coming in also.
"Exactly so drink up so we can get the fuck on. We got three different clubs we gotta attend before the sun comes up again."
"Wait! Wait! Wait! Three different clubs?!" Asked Sasha incredulously.
"What's in here?" I asked ignoring Sasha because if I engage it's going to open a whole new can of worms.
"You guys are only allowed to go to one club for twenty minutes and that's it."
"Don't worry about it just drink it." Smelling the shot it sorta smells like tequila but it has a slight fruity smell to it. "Come on don't be a little mcbitch drink it because you gotta drink this one too." She then showed me the other shot glass.
"Ugh fuck I should've ate."
"Becks I change my mind I'm coming." Sasha then walked away into the closet.
"Hurry up before she comes back." Spoke Char in an urgent matter. Tonight was planned for just the three of us specifically so if Sasha joins it'll ruin our plan.
"Cheers!" I then took a deep breath then took my shot. Once I swallowed it I traded my empty glass for the second one and took that one too. "Ahh woo!"
"You are a beast!" Giggled Bayley.
"Ah did you mix tequila and vodka?" I asked because at first it tasted like tequila then it tasted like pineapple vodka.
"Yes I did. I call it the tongue twister."
"It's good I liked it. But let go before she comes out." I spoke lowly nodding towards the closet.
"Hey babe?"
"Yes?" As I respond I moved around so I could collect my purse, phone, and heels.
"Would it make sense to wear my green Versace dress or my red Channel with the gold buttons on it?" As she asked that I slowly crept towards the girls signaling then to start heading out.
"I think the green one because it hugs you better."
"Agreed." Added Char. By this time we were already out of the bedroom and at the front door.
"Sasha baby we're leaving I love you." I Yelled out before leaving and closing the door behind me. There's a chance I might get in trouble for this but I don't care. I'll keep texting her throughout the night so she doesn't shit a brick. Besides I have to remind her to let Shiloh out before she goes to bed.
Sasha's POV
"Sasha baby we're leaving I love you!" I heard call out before I heard the front door shut. Coming out the closet I had to see it to believe it.
"She really left us huh bud?" I asked because the room is empty besides me and Shiloh. He just came up to me and licked my foot before sitting. "Wow i guess it's just me and you now. Well what do you want to do first? The warden is gone so we can do whatever we want." It was like Becky must have sensed I was going to do that because I got a text from her. Looking at it, it reads;
"Do not forget to take Shiloh for a walk and be careful to watch where he sniffs because our neighbors are litterbugs and he will try to eat trash. When you get close to passing the Wilson's house cross over to the other side because their cat almost clawed him because he got too close to one of her kittens. And if he goes #2 make sure you pick it up. When you get back to the house feed him but make sure you wipe his paws so he doesn't track dirt in the house. Make sure you warm his food up in the microwave for two minutes or until it's hot. Test it with your finger to make sure it's not too hot for him and he burns his tongue. Make sure you take him out before you go down for the night. When you put him out MAKE SURE YOU TIE HIM UP OR ELSE HE WILL WANDER OFF! I REPEAT ATTACH HIS COLLAR TO THE ROPE WHEN YOU PUT HIM OUTSIDE. He will let you know when he needs to go out and he will let you know when he's ready to come back inside. As for you there are leftovers in the fridge so make sure you eat that. Make sure you lock all the doors before you go to bed. I don't know what time I'll be home but keep my side of the bed warm. I love you give Shi a kiss for me and I'll see you two in the morning."
I kid you not that's exactly what it says word for word. Like I said I'm so number two on her list of who gets more affection. If she could I'm sure she would write a book series about how to take care of Shiloh. She spoils him and I think it's a bit over the top. "Shi your mother is crazy. Does she really wipe your paws off every time you two come in from a walk?" I asked him looking down at him. He didn't respond but just look at me. "God lord kid she spoils you more than I spoil her. You both are so rotten it's insane." I then responded to her text before turning my attention back to him. "Do you even want to go for a walk?"
"Woof!"
"Okay well I don't so we are going to have a movie night instead." I smiled leaning down to pet him. "We can watch Beethoven, Air Bud, and Marley and Me. Any movie you wanna watch we can watch." I then picked him up and cradled him in my arms. "You are way to calm right now with me holding you like this." He simply licked my hand. "My spoiled little bug. What are you gonna do when you get brothers and sisters and you aren't the only child anymore?" He let out a little yelp before going back to licking my hand. Despite the fact he's only here because he helps Becks with her drops he sure is pretty adorable. I mean his eyes are so intriguing that it makes it hard to ignore him. I get why she loves him so much it's hard not to love him. "Guess we'll worry about it when we get there. For now let's go watch movies." Moving closer to the bed I dropped him on it and headed out the room with him right on my heels. "Since Mom is gone getting drunk we have a right to do the same." I mean what the hell else am I supposed to do in the meantime until my girlfriend returns besides waiting for her to come home. She's probably going to come home drunk and want sex like she always does when she's drunk so I figure why don't I get drunk too that way it'll be explosive when she's in my arms again. Besides what is a few glasses of wine and a blunt going to do besides speed up time? Nothing and that's what's on my agenda tonight. Get fucked up, watch movies with Shiloh, and wait for wifey to return. Seems simple enough what could possibly go wrong.
Becky's POV
"Okay Char! Fuck it up!" I chanted watching Charlotte dance on some random guy.
"I didn't even know she could move like that!" Spoke Bayley in my ear since we're dancing together. Since I technically am a celebrity to some degree I managed to get us a private booth in some random club that Charlotte dragged us too. It's not the worst club I've ever been to but it's something. To be honest I'm way too drunk to actually care where we go I just wanted to dance. It's actually now that I'm regretting leaving Sasha at home because I love grinding with her because I love watching the way her body moves. Plus I'm watching all these couples dance and make out and I wanna make out with someone too. Luckily Bayley is here and she isn't single either so that automatically makes us dance partners for the night. Yeah apparently for New Years Bayley spent it with E and right before the clock struck midnight he asked her to be his girlfriend and she agreed sealing it with a New Year's kiss. I'm happy it finally happened because now we can go on double dates and it's been awhile since me and Sasha went on a double date. The last double date we went on was with Ellen and Portia DeGeneres almost a year ago in a few months.
"Neither did I." I smiled watching them dance.
"Mrs. Banks there are some fans who want to say hi. Should I-"
"No no let them in. Wait how many are there?" I asked the security guard who is standing out in front of our booth.
"It's just four females." He then pointed to the rope and there are four females standing at the rope waving at me.
"Becks let them in fuck it let's have some fun." Spoke Char coming up to me.
"What if they're weird?"
"You're weird too it'll be fine. Come on let's go see." Grabbing my hand she took us right up to the rope in front of the four girls.
"Oh my god it's her! It's really her!" Gushed one of them.
"Shh Shh let me handle this." Spoke a brunette woman.
"Well hello." I smiled showing my teeth because I always greet new people with a warm smile.
"Eeeee!" Squealed a different brunette.
"I take it you guys are big fans of my best friend here?"
"Well yeah she's so beautiful. I'm Nikki and this mess is my sister Brie."
"Woah are you guys twins?! I asked because that's so cool plus they are both very attractive.
"Yeah fascinating right?" Answered Nikki.
"Becks they're hot they have to party with us." Whispered Charlotte in my ear. They are indeed hot but it's going to take more than looks to get me to let them in.
"Well hello Nikki and Brie nice to meet you. But who are your friends?" I asked because there's a redheaded woman and a chocolate brown haired woman standing next to them.
"I'm Christy and this is my best friend Alicia." Spoke the red head pointing to her friend next to her.
"Hi." She murmured very nervously looking away from me.
"Alicia?" I asked getting her to look at me and I'm going to be honest but out of the four of them she's the one who catches my eye. She's beautiful and by the way she's acting I don't think she knows that. "Nice to meet you." I smiled sticking my hand out for her to shake. She was hesitant but she eventually took my hand.. and we made eye contact. Her eyes are this beautiful hazel color unlike anything I've ever seen before. I mean I've seen thousands of beautiful caramel colored women but none of them had eyes like hers.
"You're so much more beautiful in person I can't believe it." Is it weird that my heart did a little jump at her compliment? She's not Sasha so I don't exactly have a desire to get in her pants, but I would very much like to kiss her. I mean I know I shouldn't and I won't, but I definitely want to get to know her.
"Hey B what do you think should we let them in? We have plenty of space it's up to you. You're the girl of the hour tonight." Spoke Charlotte reminding me that Alicia isn't the only female standing here.
"Well that depends, Alicia are you down to take shots?" I asked looking back to Alicia. I liked this because she obviously blushed when I asked her that.
"Of course we are!" Responded Christy. Good enough for me.
"Let them in." I spoke patting the guard on the shoulder letting him know to open the rope for them. He did and the twins came in first followed by Christy leaving Alicia to be last to enter. "Come on don't be shy I don't bite." I smiled holding my hand out to her and she took it.
"Thank you for letting us hangout with you."
"It's no problem. Sasha would murder me if she found out I was hanging out with random dudes. So if anything you're doing me a favor because I need someone new to dance with."
"It must be nice."
"Hmm?" I asked as we got to the table and grabbed a shot being Charlotte already started to pour them.
"You being Sasha's girlfriend and stuff." When she said that she pointed to my Sasha necklace. I only handed her a shot and grabbed another for myself.
"Yeah it has its perks. It's a lot sometimes not being able to take out the trash without someone taking my picture but I make it work for Sasha's sake." I shrugged because it's true. I hate the fact that we can never live a normal life as long as Sasha keeps writing, but just being with Sasha makes it all worth it. And I wouldn't dare keep her from doing what she loves for my own selfish reasons.
"Alright ladies here's to Rebecca. It's almost your birthday and you aren't even going to be here for it." Spoke Bayley.
"She became all famous and never has time for her best friends anymore. But it's okay because when she does we go out and do shit like this. But we still love you sis."
"Awe I love you guys too!"
"Good because nobody wants to deal with that annoying accent of yours. We can hardly understand you half the time."
"Awe but it's so cute!" Chimed Alicia.
"It is and that's why we haven't called immigration on you yet. Happy birthday Becks. Cheers!"
"Cheers!" We all said in unison before we all took our shots.
"Oh no guys this is bad. That went down like water." Whined Bayley making me and Charlotte laugh. Bayley doesn't really drink too often but tonight she's been keeping pace with us.
"Good maybe now you'll be some fun!" Chuckled Char.
"I am always fun you ass."
"If you say so Mrs. let's stay in and just watch movies."
"Oh god here they go." I murmured because they're always arguing over something stupid.
"They are quite the pair you have there."
"Yeah I can't ever take them anywhere nice without them fighting over something." I shrugged because it's the truth.
"For future references I'm a lover not a fighter."
"I'll be sure to remember that. Anyway do you want something to drink, can I interest you in some snacks?"
"If it's okay with you I would love to sit. I've been in these heels all damn night and I-"
"Oh yeah yeah yeah! I understand completely. Come let's sit." We then moved over to the couch and we sat down. "So what really brings you here? You don't look like the partying type."
"Christy just got back from being on tour with her band and I haven't seen her in two months so she insisted we come out for a few drinks. But somehow we ended up here."
"What kind of band is she in?"
"She has this indie rock band with the twins."
"Oh that's cool. Are you in the band too?"
"No I wish but she wouldn't let me join. I feel like it's her way to escape from me or something. I'll just want to have a nice movie night at home but she always puts the band over me." She sighed leaning her head on the back of the couch.
"Oh so is Christy your girlfriend?"
"Honestly I'm not even sure anymore. It's basically just me in this relationship at this point."
"Well she introduced you as her best friend so I take it the twins don't know?" She shook her head no. .
"I think she's ashamed of me or something because we'll be cuddling one second and as soon as she finds out the girls are coming over we're complete strangers." When she said that my next instinct was to hug her.
"I'm so sorry to hear that. You don't deserve that. You are way too beautiful to be neglected like that."
"I know but I can't find it in me to leave her. Every time I get the courage to do it she cries on my lap and I don't do it." It was here that I noticed a single tear escape her eyelashes. She's way too beautiful to be crying.
"Hey Becky we're all going to go dance on the floor come with us." Spoke Nikki grabbing my hand and tugging me to get up. I'm in the middle of a conversation with a beautiful woman so I'm not budging. I also noticed that when they came near she quickly wiped away her tears and straightened up.
"Y'all go head I'm gonna stay here my feet hurt."
"Come on Please I promise you I can keep the beat." She smiled shaking her hips.
"No it's okay I believe you. Go ahead I'll catch up."
"It's okay we won't tell Sasha." Whispered Brie in my ear.
"No need she probably already knows."
"Even better now you can dance guilt free." Added Christy.
"Yeah but you don't know Sasha like I do and I'm just trying to save my own skin here. She doesn't like when I dance with other females."
"Leave her alone if she doesn't want to dance she doesn't have to." Interrupted Bayley. "Go go stop bothering her."
"Fine your loss." Spoke Nikki before walking away her sister not to far behind.
"Aye you coming?" Asked Christy looking at Alicia. Please say no. Please say no.
"Nah I'll just chill here I don't want to burden you." She responded then put her hand on top of mine. "I'll just be here with Becky."
"Ok." Christy then kissed Alicia on the forehead before leaving towards the dance floor.
"You know the only reason they came over here was because you're Sasha's girlfriend."
"Okay and what does that have to do with anything?"
"You're girlfriend is signed to a major record company, my girlfriend is in a band without a label. They befriend you in hopes you'll show Sasha their music and-"
"They want a record deal?"
"Yep. I told them it probably wouldn't work and I was right."
"How do I know they didn't leave you to do their bidding?" I asked because why would she just expose her girlfriend and her friends like that?
"Their music sucks I hate it. And you're really nice and don't deserve to be used like that."
"Well thanks for the warning I appreciate it. Now I know they're meanie beanies."
"Yeah."
"Do you want a shot?" I asked trying to save this conversation from being awkward.
"Please. We just met and you already know more about my relationship than my parents do." That got me to let out a small laugh before we got up and moved to the table where all the drinks are.
"Pick your poison."
"Your birthday celebration your choice." Hmm I've only know this woman for twenty minutes and I can already tell we're going to be good friends. I dunno I guess I gotta just let the night ride out and see how everything plays out.
...
"Hey I gotta pee come with me!" Spoke Alicia in my ear. After the first shot we took together we sorta started to go shot for shot for a bit until we finished off a half empty bottle. Then from there she convinced me to dance with her. I'm allowed to have fun as long as I go home to Sasha tonight.
"Okay let's go." Alicia then interlaced our hands and began navigating our way through the crowd and to the bathroom. "Awe damn there's a line."
"Yeah.. come on." She then pushed past the line of girls and walked into the men's room. "There's no wait here." She then disappeared into one of the stalls. I took this opportunity to look at myself in the mirror. I'm surprised I even look decent considering how drunk I am. And it's like a sauna on the dance floor and I can't stop sweating. "What time is it?"
"It is.." Checking my phone I noticed I have a fuckton of messages and missed calls from Sasha. I'm not really sober enough to actually comprehend what they say but I'm sure it's her just being Sasha and making sure I'm okay. "It's almost two in the morning."
"Damn it's so much earlier than I thought it was going to be." She spoke coming out the stall and over to the sink to wash her hands. "I didn't want to come out tonight because I was so sure I was going to have a shitty time, which I was. All night I've been trying to talk to Chris you know. Get her to give me some sort of sign to let me know she still wants me. Or that she at least cares about me. Nothing..." It was here that she finished washing her hands and turned to face me. "That kiss on the forehead she gave me was the first and only shred of affection I got from her since we left the house. I just don't get it! What is it going to take for her to notice me again?" When she said the last part her voice started to crack and I can sense tears coming. I want to comfort her but I don't know how. The only thing I can think of right now is hugging her so I did.
"You don't deserve that Alicia. You're beautiful a solid ten out of ten and you can do so much better than her. You have to find someone who sees that in you. You have to find you someone who is obsessed with you and wants nothing but the best for you. Find that person who understands you on a level you never thought anyone could." I then pulled out of our hug and cupped her cheek to look at me. "There is someone out there who's an even better match to you than Christy. I was in your shoes once. Trapped in a relationship that I wasn't truly happy in. But then one day a bossy little thing came into my life and she turned my life upside down, and ever since I've been living my life. You just have to find you're bossy little thing and all will be well."
"But what if she never comes?"
"She will come you just have to be patient. For all you know she could be here in this club tonight but you'll never know because you're in the bathroom crying." When I said that she stopped crying and she's just staring at me with dough eyes. "See you're way too pretty to be crying doll."
"You're right my bossy little thing is here in this club tonight."
"Exac-" Before I could finish her lips were on mine and boy are her lips soft. They taste like sugar but it's also salty from her tears. I know I shouldn't but she has a grip around my waist that's keeping me from escaping. I mean I want to pull away but my body is responding to her touch. I don't want to kiss her but I can't stop.. or that was until My Giggled Orange started blasting from in my hand causing us both to jump and separate.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry!" She gushed in an apologetic tone as she backed away from me.
"I.. It's.." I don't know what to say about what just happened. I just made out with someone who isn't Sasha and I think I enjoyed it. But I can't let that linger not when Sasha's calling me. She probably knows and I'm dead meat. She's going to kill me and I can already feel the beating she is going to give me when I get home. Hopefully she'll give me a free pass because I'm super drunk and I had no control. "I gotta take this." Turning away from her I answered. " Hi baby how's Shi?" When I finished asking that I just heard her break down crying on her side of the phone.
"Babe I'm so sorry!" She sobbed out immediately sobering me up and making my heart start pounding out of my chest. I haven't heard her cry like that since the time we argued in the hospital parking lot two years ago.
"What's wrong? What's the matter? What happened?" I asked because I know this is serious and not a joke.
"I'm soo so sorry Becks! I'm so sorry!
So.. Am I good or should I start running? But just remember I can't write if I'm in the hospital. I'm just saying... But if you want we can talk about the giant elephant in the room... So Becky giving Sasha that ring was cute right? lol Jk its pretty self explanatory. Ik what you want to talk about, Foxy and Christy Hemme what do you think? I hope you guys peeped what I did there because this shit really just flipped upside down. Makes you wonder what the hell I'm planning right? Well you guys are just going to have to sit and wonder who is going to fuck up first... better yet who's going to fuck up the worst? Hahahahahahahahaha its funny because now you gotta wait to find out hahahaha yes I did drug your tea and now you're addicted to me. Sorry not sorry. And no I don't have the antidote yet so you're stuck, again sorry not sorry. I mean if you look at the bright side here at least nobody got harmed so that's a plus (as far as you guys know). All the dominoes have been set up now its time to hit the fuse. Basically just be behind me when we walk into class. you can't miss me because I'll be wearing the pink onesie and slides. Don't judge me ok I just like always being comfy and ready to what I mean by that you never know when you'll have to out run a stamped of wild Rhinos. Joz when the fuck ever would you need to run from Rhinos? I don't know but just know if that moment ever comes I'll be prepared. Think ahead fam it'll save your life one day. True words from a wise girl. Okay anywhere where shall we go next chapter back to the past or dare I carry on with this present chapter? (odds are its a trick question) drop a comment and tell me what you want and I'll give it to you, I'll give it to you real good my love trust me. XP Ok I'm sorry my hormones have been all over the place this week so I'm a lose cannon, then again when am I not. Kay anyway I'm gonna go now I kinda want to go take a nap or maybe I'll write some more because ive been in a writing mood as of late. Plus I have this one-shot I've been hiding for quite some time perhaps it'll make its debut. Idk we'll just keep it pushing and see where we end up. Remember Pretzels make good pets. ~Joz #itpufcuk
Oh and I forget to mention What the fuck was that kiss in the bathroom? And why the fuck is Sasha balling her eyes out?