Hi friend! So fun fact I am currently in sunny California and I'm living my best life rn. Like I've been here for two days so far and it's been fun af. I went on a studio tour yesterday it was great. I got to see where the shoot Jeopardy. Very neato. Fuck and I had In n Out for the first time and it was fabulous. Not better than Five Guys but a very very close second. Basically I'm loving life lol. Plus I'll be out here for 4/20 so I'm really lit. Anywhore this here is a calm present chapter it gets intense in some parts but just roll wit it.
Becky's POV
"I'll text you." And with that I left out the bedroom grabbing my keys on the way out the door. It wasn't until I got in my car that everything really hit me. Shiloh's toy bone and his alligator squeaker teddy is on the floor of the passenger's seat. When we first got him he sometimes got car sick. So then one day we were going to the pet store and he sat on the floor of the passenger seat and cried the whole ride. So I just got him, but he's been my baby since the day we signed his adoption papers. Feeling guilty I took him in the pet store and let him pick out two toys and those two toys were the one he chose. The whole ride home he laid in the seat and played with his new toys, and ever since then those toys have remained in my car. Every time I look at them it reminds me of him and how things will never be the same. And it's Sasha's fault. I still love her because I'd choose her over anyone no hesitation but her carelessness is what's keeping me from being able to just overlook this situation. Last night was a test to see how well of a mother she'd make to our future children and she failed. My only love can't take care of a dog so how can I trust her with actual children? I know I'm probably making this bigger than it really is but I can't help it. Shiloh is my baby and I hate knowing he's in the hospital because of Sasha. And what just happened inside was a surprise to me too. Sasha is right I am dropping and I need her to help bring me out especially with Shiloh missing I'm not doing too good. I wanted it I wanted her everything that happened was genuine because when I'm like this it doesn't take much for her to turn me on. It was great I love it when she gets dominate on me I can never resist her that way. It was like all my worries and burdens melted away the deeper we got into each other like they always do when we start getting intimate. It was good until I found Shi's toy in the bed and it brought me right back down to Earth... I want to go back in there and have her blow my back out real fast but I can't bring myself to do it. Hopefully later we can try again and maybe it'll be different. For now I gotta get going Alicia suggested I come with her to yoga class this morning and that's where I'm headed. Hopefully this will help keep my mind off things.
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"Hey there you are what took you so long?" She asked smiling hugging me.
"I'm sorry Sasha and I were talking and it lasted longer than I expected."
"Awe I hope it was more to a positive talk." She cooed pulling out of our hug.
"It was in the middle it's hard to explain."
"Okay well here you go I brought you a mat that way you don't have to sit on the floor." She then turned and went back to the bench she was sitting on prior and picked up her yoga mats. "What color?" She spoke showing me a green mat and pink mat. Obviously I'm gonna go with green. So I took the green one. "Why am I not surprised by that?"
"Is that an Irish joke?" I asked. She simply smiled and giggled a bit.
"It was to some degree."
"Well I can't get mad I did walk myself into that." I smiled.
"Yeah you did. Anyway come on let's go I wanna get a spot up front. The teacher is so hot and I want to-"
"Hey Alicia how goes it." Spoke some random short haired brunette.
"Hey Melly how are you?" Smiled Alicia hugging the woman. She's wearing a tank top that has the name of the gym we're in right now. That being said I assume she's the hot yoga instructor.
"Oh blessed as always." She then turned and looked at me. "Well I'll be damned you're Becky, Sasha's girlfriend right?"
"I am." I smiled because it's still weird going out and being recognized by people I've never met before. It's another thing I'm learning to deal with being Sasha's girlfriend.
"Oh jeez Becky this is Melina the residential yoga instructor here. Melina this is my new friend Becky."
"Hi." I smiled holding my hand out for her to shake which she did.
"It's nice to meet you too. I feel like royalty shaking your hand."
"Oh stop I'm nothing special I'm just the girlfriend, Sasha is the one you should fangirl over." I shrugged.
"Well she wrote a whole album about you and with every song she made us all fall for you so it's only natural." I can't help the blush that comes to my face whenever I hear someone mention My Goggled Orange because it's truly a beautiful album full of songs that were inspired by me.
"Thank you."
"Isn't it clear to see why Sasha wife'd her up?" Spoke Alicia getting them both to check me out. Ideally that'd make me uncomfortable but my abs are virtually covered in hickies from Sasha so I like to think of them as a security blanket. A little reminder that to some degree I'm untouchable and if they try anything funny I'll have Sasha do something about it.
"Yeah I'm jealous you're absolutely beautiful and the accent really brings it all together."
"Stop it you're making me blush." I whined because I hate being the topic of conversation.
"Well you shouldn't have made us all fall for you. Anyway I gotta go set up. I hope to see you both in there."
"Yes you will." Spoke Alicia.
"Okay awesome see you both in there then." Melina then turned and walked off.
"Ugh isn't she great?" Gushed Licia watching her walk away.
"Yeah she's pretty cool."
"Just wait until you see how flexible she is then you'll understand. Anyway come on let's get in there before all the good spots are taken."
"Mkay." And with that we made our way into the room where class was and got settled in. Honestly to my surprise I rather enjoyed yoga. I was very relaxed and calm almost similar to the feeling I get after me and Sasha get done a session minus the euphoria. I'm glad Alicia drug me here because I think I just found a new hobbie. Anyway class was about two hours so after that it was only three so we decided to go out for coffee at this cute coffee shop called The Planet.
"So how'd your night go?" I asked being we are sitting at a table to wait for our coffee.
"Umm.. well if I'm being honest I'm not sure. When I got home she was waiting for me and.. Well we made love. All night long it was amazing. We haven't made love so passionately since we first started dating. I don't know if it was because you outed us to the girls or if it was because she saw how much fun I was having with you that triggered something in her. Whatever it was I want to thank you."
"You're welcome I suppose but I'm sorry for outing you like that last night. When I saw them come in I knew all they wanted was to get to Sasha and then wasn't the time."
"It's okay honestly it was nice to finally see someone put the twins in their place. And you're actually really hot when you get all defensive. It kinda made me jealous that Chris doesn't stick up for me like that when the twins make fun of me."
"Well then thank you for easing my thoughts. How'd you're morning go when you guys woke up?" Ever since she explained her and Christy's relationship I feel as though I have a right to ask these questions. When I asked that I noticed a drop in her face.
"I woke up to hearing her on the phone with whom I assume were one of the twins or both I'm not sure but they were arguing. From what I could piece together it was because of me telling you about their music and then you ruining their plan. And then when I went to try and go comfort her she completely shut me out. Last she talked to me she said she was going out and that was a little after you texted me." Reaching across the table I put my hand on hers to hopefully comfort her.
"I'm sorry. I didn't think all of that would backlash out on you. Had I known I-"
"No I'm happy you did it. I'm tired of hiding my love for Christy when we're around the twins. Hopefully now things can be different in a way that works for us both."
"Well if you ask me she'd be a fool to let you walk out of her life. It'd be like throwing away a Guinness for an IPA. Absolutely mental." That made her laugh so it made me smile.
"Really of all the comparisons you could have chose you chose beer?"
"It's in me blood. Guinness is me blood." I joked in the thickest I could get my accent.
"You are so cute I can't even." She laughed. She has a really cute laugh.
"Why thank you I try."
"Here are your drinks ladies." Smiled a tall brunette woman. She stands out to me because she has a rather thick French accent. And none to mention she's really beautiful.
"Thanks Marina." Smiled Alicia.
"No problem."
"Oh and Marina this is my friend Becky. She's gay too, actually she's Sasha Banks' girlfriend."
"Is she the one who sings that song about making beautiful love to a ginger?"
"Yep only she's the ginger."
"I'm not a natural ginger." I spoke because I don't know what else to say.
"Ahh well welcome to The Planet I hope to see your face on a more regular basis."
"Well so far I think you definitely haven't seen the last of me." I smiled because I genuinely like this coffee shop. Scanning the whole shop it's basically filled with women and my gaydar is going crazy. So I have reasons to believe I fit in here just fine.
"Good anyway I have to get back to work."
"Understandable. Thanks Marina." With that Marina smiled at us before going back behind the counter. "She's the owner of this place so it's in your best interest to get on her good side."
"Well making enemies does me no good so that won't be a problem." I shrugged taking my coffee and taking a sip. Surprisingly it's actually pretty good so I'll definitely be back.. and if the circumstances get better I might even drag Sasha with me.
"Well this place is crawling with lessies so it shouldn't be hard. Especially with you being so cute because by the looks of it you already have a few admirers." She then nodded to the side of me. Looking behind my back I noticed a few females staring directly at me smiling and giggling. "Either they know who you are or they want you. I bet it's both though." Hmm well being nice I smiled at them and waved. They all smiled and bit their lips.
"Well that's great. Sasha will never let me come here again by myself." I giggled turning back to face Alicia.
"Ehh it's only wrong if you entertain it so I'm sure Sasha won't mind. Which by the way how is she? I mean is everything okay between you two?" Not going to lie that sorta caught me off guard. I'm not sure what I should and shouldn't share. I don't want to say anything that could eventually come back to bite me in the butt or hurt Sasha's career, but I also don't want to lie.
"Honestly it's rough... It just sucks knowing the love of your life is the cause of your dog being injured. And it's even harder because Shiloh was who helped me through my drops while Sasha was gone and now he's gone so I'm really struggling but I'm trying." I spoke simply.
"What do you mean by your drops?"
"Hey Becky do you have a minute?" As soon as I saw where that voice came from I immediately got to my feet and balled my fist ready to throw a punch if I have to. "No no no! I come in peace I swear to god." She pleaded.
"Get away from me right now." I growled because I know she's probably trying to plant seeds in my head to get me to leave Sasha and I'm in no mood to deal.
"Do you know her?" Asked Alicia coming to stand in between us
"Yeah she Sasha's crazy ex who doesn't know how to accept rejection. What do you want Danielle Sasha isn't here so if you're trying to talk to her you wasted your time."
"No I'm not here for Sasha I'm here to talk to you."
"Well I don't want to talk so fuck off why don't ya?"
"I just want to apologize to you." I wasn't expecting her to say that given our history but I'm listening. I didn't let down my guard but I'll listen to what she has to say.
"What could you possibly have to say to me?"
"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for trying to intervene in on your relationship with Sasha. The other day I was watching Sasha's interview with Ellen from last year and I could see how much she loves you. The way she smiled talking about how you two met used to be the way she smiled at me when we were together. She basically fucking named an album after you and she never did anything like that for me. I guess I was just jealous that you were the one who truly won her heart and not me. I had my chance but Sasha damn near made it impossible for me to do that.. if it weren't for fame I'd be in your shoes living in the mansion with her and I guess that made me bitter. It's a pity she wasn't able to get rid of all her hoes for me the way she did for you.." She then looked down at her shoes and paused. What I'm stuck on is what does she mean by the last part. "Ugh never mind I don't want to get into it because it still hurts, especially being our fallout wasn't my fault. Anyway I just wanted to say I'm sorry and that I hope you and Sasha go on to accomplish great things and raise a beautiful family. I heard about Shiloh and I hope he makes a full recovery."
"How do you know about Shiloh being in the hospital? And how'd you know I was even here?" I asked because it happened barely twenty four hours ago. And last time I saw her we were in LA so how the hell did she know where to find me in Florida?
"Well it's all over Twitter haven't you seen?"
"No." She then dug in her pocket and pulled out her phone.
"Becky who is she? Do you want her gone?" Whispered Alicia coming closer to me but I didn't dare take my eyes off Danielle.
"See look it." Danielle then showed me her phone. It was then a video of me telling off the twins last night. Judging by the angle in which it was recorded, it was done by the guy who hit Shiloh to begin with. "It's honestly so adorable how protective you are of my Sa- err I mean Sasha."
"Wait let me see." Alicia then moved so she could look at the phone too.
"That little fucker! No wonder he was so quiet the whole time. What a fucked up thing to do as if hitting my child wasn't enough." I murmured handing her back her phone. I hate it so much being famous because people have no respect for our personal lives. How can you hit someone's dog and then have the nerve to record and post them snapping on someone trying to use their dog to get famous. It's so fucked up it's not fair.
"Hey I'm sorry I feel like it's my fault because it was my girlfriend and her friends who started it all." Cooed Alicia hugging me.
"Oooh I ship it!" Smiled Danielle getting me to break our hug because there's nothing to ship here. I'm happily committed to Sasha regardless of I'm mad at her. "Shh my lips are sealed." She grinned zipping her lips and throwing out the key.
"Why are you still here?" Sassed Alicia before I could open my mouth.
"Yeah why are you? I thought I shooed you off a long time ago." That got Danielle to smile and giggle a bit.
"Ha okay sure lol. It was nice seeing you Orange."
"That's Mrs. Banks to you." I stated because she's not my friend therefore she will call me Mrs. Banks. Plus it's just nice to rub it in her face that the woman she wants is in love with me.
"Ha ok Rebecca sheesh sorry for trying to be nice. However I think one day you should take me to lunch, I'll give you all the tea on the things she probably never said." What? "And you my gorgeous lips.. call me sometime I can help get what you want." She spoke looking at Alicia and playing with the ends of her hair. "You two are so cute when you guys are confused. And it's funny because I'm the blonde in this situation and even I understood that. Anyway like I said take me to lunch I'm usually free on Thursdays." She then backed away from us and smirked.
"Hey Becky can we get your picture?" Asked two random women coming in between us and Danielle. While it happened Danielle blew a kiss at me with a wink to follow. She didn't take her eyes off us the entire time she was backing up to the door. What was her purpose in coming here and telling me these things? "You're so much more pretty in person!" I heard breaking our eye contact and went back to the females in front of me.
"Awe thank you." I smiled looking back up at Danielle but she was gone. Good because I didn't like anything she had to say to me.
Sasha's POV at home
I miss my orange. She's been gone for twenty minutes and I miss the crap out of her. I hope this all goes back to normal sometime in the future. I hate it when she's gone because I have nobody to talk to. She's my boo and I love her more than anything so when she denied me sex I couldn't help but get nervous. She never says no to sex with me so I really must have fucked up.
*ring ring*
That is coming from the kitchen so that means I gotta get out of my bed. It could be Becks calling and that is what got me out of the bed. Following the sound to my phone it was on the counter where I left it. Looking at it it's my manager so I picked up.
"Hey Mitch what's up?"
"What the hell happens to Shiloh and who were the three girls Rebecca told off"
"Wait what?"
"Have you been on Twitter or World Starr at all today?"
"No I've been with Becky for the most part.. actually not even because she's mad at me." I murmured because I hate when she's mad at me.
"Well you guys are headlining again only it's not good. But what'd you do to make her mad?" It's Mitch he's been by my side since I first started to come up so he's borderline a dad to me. Letting out I sigh I began to talk.
"She went out with her friends last night and left me and Shiloh home by ourselves. Long story short I was fucked up and I forgot to tie him up when I put him out to go to the bathroom. He ran off and some asshole was speeding down the street and hit him."
"Wait who was the guy who hit him?"
"I dunno something Fairbanks I have his information somewhere in my phone. Why?"
"Okay for sure remember to send that to me so we can sort all this shit out now before you get back on the bus."
"What was posted that got me in trouble?"
"I'll send you the link. It's nothing to crazy just you two telling ransoms off. Nobody really cares why it's just everyone is more concerned about Shiloh."
"Well they can all join the club."
"What's the last you heard about him?"
"Well we're going back to the hospital later today."
"Okay for now I need you and Becky to lay low off social media until you get updates on him. And then once you do you have to address this whole situation on Twitter so nobody jumps any guns." Hearing him say that I let out a groan. "I know but listen I can't have anyone assuming anything and it's my job to protect you from anyone trying to cause harm to your empire."
"Why does everyone have to know our business though?" I asked because this is going to make this all hell and I'm not for it.
"You're a star Sasha. You're the legit boss everyone wants to know what you're doing doll. Can you just promise me you won't go slapping paparazzi?" When he said that I rolled my eyes. He's referring to the time some idiot paparazzi guy grabbed my already dazed girlfriend and so I slapped him.
"Mitch he put his grubby paws on my girlfriend he deserved it. The president of the United States could put his hands on Becks and I'll give him a two piece. Nobody touches my Rebecca except me." I'll always protect that woman from anything and anyone. Regardless if she is mad at me right now she's still my obedient submissive and it's my job to keep her out of harm's way.
"I know but can you just try to act right for the time being?"
"Fine whatever. I gotta go you're boring."
"No shenanigans!"
"Yeah I don't know what that means. Buh-bye Mitch." And then I hung up. Letting out a deep sigh I surveyed the kitchen analyzing the giant mess I've made and how boring it is going to be to clean it. Bae said she wants it cleaned before she comes home so that's what she'll come home to. Grabbing my phone I went through and found My Goggled Orange. I haven't listened to this album in a while outside of performances so it's way overdue. Besides I'm in my bag now today so a series of songs that is going to make me even more sad is a must. Hitting play the intro to the album started to play through the speakers so I started to clean. Surprisingly somehow I didn't make too big of a mess I just got pancake mix everywhere. Ideally it is probably only a ten minute job but I'm listening to a bunch of songs that were written about Becky so all I did was think of her and all the little secrets about her that I stuffed into her songs. I based so many of these songs from things she did or said and I remember what I meant with each lyric I sang. I don't know how she did it but if you can't tell by now I'm in love with that woman with every fiber of my being. She's my queen and I hate that she's mad at me because it's starting to affect our ecosystem we've built together. We're going on almost twenty four hours since we last were intimate and I feel like crap. I don't know how we did it but our relationship was built off of sex to the point not a day would go by where one of us didn't give the other an orgasm. It's like our body is each other's crack, so going a day without touching her or her touching me feels like withdrawal and it sucks. Then add to that just the other day before I came home we were separated for damn near a month. Three days wasn't enough for me to fully let out all my steam and I'm going insane knowing she needs me too. And the sole reason it's like this was because I was being stupid.
Once I managed to finish cleaning the kitchen without crying too much. Ideally now would be some genuine down time with my precious vaguely hungover wife but she's off at the gym supposedly. Would it be wrong to go randomly show up there just because I miss her? No she's my wifey I'm allowed to stalk her.. but I should probably give her some space. I don't want to but it's probably the best thing for us right now. Then again I haven't had a proper gym workout since before tour so it'd do me some good. No fuck that I feel like writing. I have a lot on my mind so something good is bound to come from this. Leaving the kitchen I headed into the bedroom and into the closet for my keyboard. As I was in there I noticed one of Becky's super comfy hoodies and I'm cold so why not. I decided on her rainbow tie dye pride hoodie she got from pride last summer. I remember her disappearing for a really long time while I was doing preparations for my performance. And when she finally came back she was covered in rainbows this hoodie included. We had an amazing time together that day on our float. We must have made out so much that day that I'm surprised we didn't sneak off and have a quickie. It was just nice to be surrounded by other people who love who they love. Actually that day inspired a song that I passed on because it wasn't exactly my style of music but it was still worth having someone else share it. Anyway after putting on her hoodie I couldn't help but smile it smells just like her and it feels like I'm wrapped up in her. Yeah now I'm definitely in a writing mood because I feel another love song to my Becky coming. And I might even write one for Shiloh so I can sing it to him when we go see him later. Damn I miss him, I feel like I let him down to some degree. I was supposed to protect him and I failed and as a result of that I let Becks down too. I fucked up and the only way I know how to express that is through my music.
Later that day
"Good news is he's doing ok. I was able to reset his ribs so they should heal in due time. He doesn't have any serious head injuries just a few scrapes and cuts."
"With his broken ribs is it a good idea to not let him do to much running?" Asked Becks wearily as she's sitting next to the table where Shiloh is laying on a blanket. As soon as she saw him she immediately started to tear up. He doesn't look like the Shiloh were used to seeing. His eyes are still so bright but his eyes don't shine the same as they used to. Plus most of his body is wrapped in bandages hiding his beautiful coat.
"And this is where I tell you the bad news because he won't be running anywhere. I don't know if you noticed when we first came in but our little buddy is paralyzed on his back half. I don't know if it was from the impact of the car hitting him or if it was from him hitting the ground, but it completely severed the nerve on his spine that allows him to control his hind legs and tail." As the doctor was talking I kept my eyes on Becks and Shi. He's shaking a lot and doc said that's because he's in pain. They have him on pain relievers but maybe it isn't strong enough. Becks is even petting his head and he loves having his head rubbed because it always puts him to sleep. Always except for right now because he's just shivering and licking Becks other hand every now and then.
"Is there any chance maybe it could come back?" Asked Becks.
"If it does one day somehow you better go buy a lottery ticket because you'll win it."
"Do you think maybe we can get him a little doggie wheelchair?" I asked because I think he'd look so adorable in one.
"I don't see why not. It'll set you back about two or three hundred depending on where you buy it from but it is an option. However I don't want him too mobile while his ribs are healing so we don't run the risk of him making it even worse."
"I have another question." Spoke Becky. "At home there is a little bell by the door that he's trained to hit when he has to go to the bathroom. So if he can't feel his hind how is he going to know when he has to go?"
"That's another part of the bad news is he can't until it's happening. Which reminds me of another concern about him is he isn't eating. He drinks his water just fine but when the nurses offered him food he didn't eat it. We tried hard food, soft foods, and straight up a piece of chicken but he didn't bite. The nurses had to force feed him breakfast this morning. It was just a vitamin smoothie with veggies and beef for added flavor nothing fancy."
"From canned dog food, to fresh homemade food, to a vitamin smoothie. Wow Shi you truly have eaten it all huh buddy." Cooed Becks cupping his face and kissing his snout. When she did that he let out a whimper. "Awe bubby I'm sorry."
"When will he be able to take him home?" I asked because there's nothing I want more right now than to go home and spend time with my family in hopes of everything going back to how it was twenty four hours ago.
"Well I still want to keep him for another day so we can watch his sleep patterns to make sure he's breathing ok during the night. But I'd say he'd be ready to go tomorrow afternoon hopefully sooner if nothing goes wrong overnight. He's a fighter though so I'm sure he'll be fine come tomorrow morning."
"I guess that means we can lay on the beach tomorrow buddy." Cooed Becks still rubbing his head. I really do hate seeing him like this. All this because I forgot to tie him up.
"Yeah I know I'm sorry guys. But I wanna give you guys a couple print-outs on what foods to try and feed him if he gains his appetite back. And a full synopsis of what's going on with the little guy so that you know in more detail. Are there anymore questions for me before I go?"
"I don't have any."
"Me either." Spoke Becks.
"Okay. I'll have someone bring the printouts up to front desk when you both check out. You guys are welcome to spend some more time with him if you like, just poke your head out the door here and someone should be here and they'll take him back to his bed." Spoke the doctor as she was walking out the door.
"Okay thank you."
"The pleasure was all mine. He's a beautiful boy."
"He's an angel."
"I couldn't agree more. I'll see you ladies tomorrow and Sih I'll see you for dinner later."
"Bye."
"Buh-bye." And with that she smiled and left closing the door behind her. I took this time to steal the doctor's stool and wheel it to the opposite side of Shiloh. "Hey bud you get to come home with us tomorrow." I spoke softly getting him to turn his attention to me. What he did next almost made me cry. He must have gathered whatever strength he had to get up on his front legs and lick my face. I use to hate it when he did this but how could I refuse him this time. I'm the cause of him being in this condition and the fact that he still wants to lick my face must mean he still loves me and that made my heart jump. "I love you to Sih."
"How come I don't get a kiss?" Whined Becks getting Shi to turn his attention back to her. "Surely you didn't forget who gives you the most tummy rubs."
"Wow that's cold." I smirked because we're just messing around like old times. We maybe stayed with him for another ten minutes before my stomach growled letting us both know it's best we go get some dinner. Becks ended up coming home in time so we drove together in the Audi. On the way home we just decided to pick up a pizza. I enjoyed this time because Becks hung on to me the whole time we waited on our pizza. It was a silent ride home but it was a comfortable silence. When we got home I wasn't sure if she'd want to eat dinner with me so I took my plate to the couch. As I was flipping through the channels she came and sat down next to me. It caught me by surprise but I welcomed it because she's my girlfriend and she's allowed to sit next to me.
"Anything you want to watch?" I asked looking at her.
"Nothing sad." Okay so I just settled on watching Law and Order SVU. Then we both sat and ate watching tv. Once Becks finished her food she wrapped her arms around my right arm and cuddled into me resting her head on my shoulder. "I love you." She spoke softly looking at me so I looked back.
"I love you too Becks. You're my everything and don't you forget that okay." When I said that she gave me a mini smile so I kissed her. "You're my orange." I spoke softly before taking another bite out of my pizza.
"I went to yoga class today with Alicia."
"Yeah how'd that go?"
"I liked it. I felt very relaxed and calm it definitely helped knock off some of my stress."
"That's good. If you want we can release all that later before I have to go back on the road?" I asked looking at her because I know she's dropping and we gotta take care of that ASAP before I leave for the road. I don't know how much help Shiloh will be to her while I'm gone so I don't want to risk it.
"Okay." Giving her another kiss I went back to eating. "Hey I also found us a new coffee spot."
"Is it better than Mattsons?"
"It's better and they have fruit tart there that was delicious. I think you'll like it."
"Fruit tarts are my weakness you always know how to reel me in." When I said that I leaned forward so I can put down my plate and adjust my spot on the couch so I could look at her better. "What's this place called?"
"It's called The Planet and it's a cute little coffee shop that basically is full of lesbians so we won't have to worry about hecklers."
"Oooh I like lesbians. That's definitely something we'll have to go visit some time together then yeah."
"Can we go before you leave for tour?"
"Of course we can go tomorrow before we go get Shi.. that is if you don't have plans already." I'm still not too sure if I'm in trouble or not so I didn't want to push it too much.
"Well I did tell Alicia I'd go with her to yoga tomorrow but I'd rather be with you if that's ok." I smiled and wrapped my arm around her that way she could snuggle into my side better. Which she did and rested her head on my shoulder.
"Anything for you mommas."
"It's going to be worth it."
"I hope so. Oh did I tell you Mitch called today?"
"No why?"
"That fucking jackass who hit Sih got you on video telling off the girls."
"Oh my god I know and you won't believe who told me that!" She spoke sitting up to look at me.
"It better not have be Sharkboy." I don't care if we're fighting or not I'm still determined to keep him as far from her as possible.
"No worse, it was your ex."
"Danielle?!" She nodded. "What the hell is she doing down here?"
"I dunno but if I have to guess probably stalking us."
"What'd she want?"
"She apologized for trying to intervene on our relationship."
"If I know her it was all bullshit probably."
"I know I figured. But she kinda started to go on a tangent about how difficult you made you two being together." Ahh now this makes sense why she's being so cuddly right now. But that caught me off guard because I hope Dani didn't tell her anything. I never went into detail about mine and Danielle's relationship because it was a very nasty break up. I was in a bad place and it all just boiled over one day then it was too much for us to handle and it ended. I did some things I'm not proud of and those things, if Becky finds out, would probably put a big rip in our relationship. I've grown up since then I'm not the same Sasha I was then and I know what I want now. Rebecca is what I want and that's what really matters here.
"I was only difficult because she was being difficult too."
"That's what I figured, I know how petty she is and I know you don't like that. It gets better because then she went on to try and blame you guys breaking up on you."
"A relationship takes two I wasn't the only one who fell short on their end. She just couldn't handle my sudden lifestyle change and it broke us up mostly. The thing I love must was the thing that killed us." I explained as best I could without going too far into detail.
"No we didn't even meet yet so it wasn't my fault." She whined getting me to smile. She's so adorable I love it.
"It was your fault actually."
"No it's not!" She whined again making me smile. She's literally so beautiful to me and every time I look at her I can't believe she's mine. All mine and it makes my heart happy thinking about how happy she makes me.
"Yeah huh. I had a dream about finding and marrying my favorite person and she wasn't it because you're my favorite person."
"That doesn't even make sense." When she said that I wrapped both my arms around her and pulled her close. "It doesn't have to all that has to make sense is knowing that I love you."
"I love you too. But I'm still mad at you." Looking up at her she's scowling at me. Even from this unflattering angle she still looks beautiful to me.
"It's okay you're cute when you're mad. And you have a right to be. You trusted me and I let you down and I hate myself for it." When I said that I pulled away so I could look her in the eyes.
"How are we supposed to start our family if you can't remember to tie up the dog when he goes out? What if one of our kids has an illness and has to take meds at a specific time everyday how can I know you'll remember to administer them?"
"I know I fucked up but it was one mistake I'll never make again. With the aftermath of what happened it's a lesson I learned and will never forget. You'll never know how shitty I felt last night sitting in bed next door to you and hearing you cry over something I did. I hate it when you cry. Even though you look so adorable because your cheeks get all red, and your nose turns into Rudolph's, and those big brown eyes go all puffy and innocent. It's a look of yours I can't resist but I hate the process you go through to look like that. It pains me especially because it's over something I did. I made my mistake and I learned from it." She gave me a semi smile then it turned into a frown.
"I know you did but I'm still scared." When she said that I could hear the sadness in her voice letting me know that this situation affected her in a way I probably can't understand fully. The bits I do understand are the reason I stroked her hair and leaned in to kiss her forehead.
"I know and I'm going to do everything I can to make you feel safe again. It's my job to keep you safe and I'm gonna do it." She didn't say anything but give me a soft half smile but that only lasted for a few seconds before it disappeared.
"You done eating, I'm gonna tidy up then go to bed?" She asked pointing to my plate as she scooted off the couch and grabbed her plate.
"Yes. Thank you." She then took both our plates and wandered off to go clean them. I stayed put because I did enough cleaning today. Plus I'm in no rush to go to bed by myself again so I'm gonna sit here until I'm tired. None to mention I was supposed to tweet out an update on Shiloh and I've yet to do it. I don't feel I owe that to anybody but my fans love Shi just as much as we do so they deserve to know. I'll let them know tomorrow morning when he comes home. I think Shiloh coming home tomorrow will be good for us as a family. I know only half his body works but it means we'll have to change the way we do things so he can have as normal of a life before the incident. The first change we'd have to make is finding a new house that he can get outside easily. The front door is level so he should have no problem, it's the back door that won't work for him. Well I mean we can easily carry him down the steps but Sih is so independent sometimes, and he doesn't like being picked up a lot. Shit and I just remembered the mansion. Fuck yeah we're going to have to sell it and find a nice one level house so he can go everywhere he wants within the house.
"Sash?" I heard call out breaking my thoughts.
"Yes?" I asked looking behind me to see Becks standing in the doorway of our bedroom. I couldn't help but to smile a little because she's only wearing a pair of short shorts and a bra. All my love bites are on full display and it's nice knowing that they are all mine.
"Come to bed baby I'm sleepy." When she said that my heart jumped. She wants to cuddle! Holding in my excitement I turned off the tv and went to the fridge to grab a water bottle because I'm thirsty.
"Do you want one?" I asked showing her my bottle. Yawning she shook her head no. Ok, with that I went over to her and kissed her on the cheek before going in the room. This isn't anything new I know our night routine. Climbing in on my side of the bed she got in on her side. "You didn't sleep much last night either huh?" I murmured moving closer to her so I could cuddle with her.
"Maybe two hours." She spoke wrapping her arms around me. At this point we always have to be cuddling for either of us to get a true good nights worth of sleep. Hence why my sleep has been all out of whack since I've been on tour.
"I was going in and out probably a hour and a half in total."
"Well let's hope tonight is different."
"Good night gorgeous I'll see you in my dreams." That earned me a kiss on my shoulder being I'm little spoon.
"I'll see you in my dreams. Good night lass." And with that I relaxed more into her before I eventually nodded off to sleep.
The next morning Becky's POV
I was sleeping fine until my left arm started to go numb. That's when I woke up and that's when I realized Sasha is laying on my arm. That explains why I slept so good last night. For some reason I always sleep good when I'm cuddled up to Sasha. She's like my personal sleeping pill helping me sleep through the night. I'm still upset with her but I can't stay away from her. I need her a lot more than I like to admit. She definitely made it so it'd be hard for me to really leave her. Not that I'm thinking about it but if I were to I know I'll never find someone who is as good to me as Sasha is. But it's also the same about me for her. She's a real handful sometimes from her attitude, to her temper, all the way down to her dominant ways. She's said it a billion times herself that nobody has ever submitted to her the way that I always do and she loves that. And nobody has ever managed to get her begging on her knees the way she does for me on occasions. Besides I've never cared about someone so much the way I care about her. Despite her subtle flaws she's one of the most beautiful personalities I've ever had the pleasure of getting to know. She understands me and I understand her and that's why we're so compatible. Plus she's really hot and I can't not melt when she kisses me. Ugh and that beautiful smile she has everytime she smiles at me my knees go weak. These are all reasons why I don't want to move my arm but I really have to pee. "Excuse me babe." I whispered before kissing her on the forehead and wiggling out of the bed careful not to wake her. Another thing I love about her is she sleeps like a bear. Once she's out she's out and there's no waking her up. So I wasn't surprised she didn't budge after I finished using the bathroom and accidentally dropped a hair brush on the floor. Right now it's only ten so I wanna start breakfast but I remember Sasha promised that we'd go to The Planet today so we can just eat there. I'm hungry now so we are leaving very shortly that being said she needs to get up. I could shake her but that's no fun no. Going to the door I got a running start before jumping on her.
"Ump ahhhh!" She groaned out.
"Get up come on I'm hungry and you said we can go to The Planet for brecky." I declared patting her head rather aggressively.
"Stooop I'm tired." She groaned twisting her body trying to shake me off her.
"You stop I'm hungry! Get up and feed me!"
"You're a brat!"
"Well that's too bad. Get up or we're breaking up." That got her to turn her head to glare at me. "I'll start packing my stuff now then."
"Yeah okay go for it." She spoke mockingly before laying her head back on the pillow and closing her eyes. Fine. Sliding back on her so I'm sitting on her butt I moved the blanket so I could see her right arm. This always gets her to stop misbehaving. Her right arm is tucked under her pillow so I quickly pulled it from underneath and pulled off my Claddagh ring.
"You won't need this anymore." As soon as I did that she immediately shot up and looked at her hand. Once she noticed I took my ring I got off her and went to the closet to start "packing" my stuff. We keep a extra suitcase in our closet for those days where we decide to go to California or somewhere. Grabbing it I opened it and started putting random articles of clothes in it.
"Baby nooo!" I heard whine out behind me. "I'm sorry." Turning to look at her she's crying staring at me with dough eyes. "Noo why are you packing stop it I'm sorry." She then came over to me and pushed me. "You aren't going anywhere without me and I mean it!" She growled giving me subtle goosebumps.
"Too late I've made up my mind." I sassed folding my arms.
"Give me back my ring right now or else."
"I don't have to do anything you say. I'm not your girlfriend." That got her to flip the suitcase and pull out its handle. She then put her foot on the suitcase and snapped off the handle. I'm not going to lie my first reaction was a huge wave of desire wash over me. That's was so hot but she broke my suitcase. "Excuse you!"
"Give me back my ring or else." She spoke low and slowly pointing the handle at me as she slowly came closer to me. The closet is a walk in so I could only back up so far before I hit the back of the closet. "This can go one of two ways Rebecca I don't want to have to get physical but I will if I have to." What makes this scary is she still has tears on her cheeks but she's being so hot and demanding that it's turning me on.
"Well I told you to get up or we are through and you said to go for it. Thus meaning you signed off on this."
"Where's the contract? Where's the whiteness?"
"I don't need one I'll go Mark Wahlberg and give myself bruises and tell everyone you beat me then it'll be a wrap for you." She simply laughed at that.
"You won't need to give yourself bruises because I'll actually give them to you." Before I could fully process that she hit me right on my upper thigh with the handle. It's a metal handle so it stung really fucking bad, she must have known that because she then grabbed me and wrestled me to the ground. It all happened so quick but I ended up on my stomach with her sitting on my back. "Give it back or else."
"Fuck you! You bitch!" I growled trying to free myself but Sasha is a lot stronger than she appears.
"Okay you brought this upon yourself." I don't know what that means but my instincts are screaming to get the fuck out of there. Struggling even harder her grip on me tightened and then I heard it. The sound of the metal bits of a belt clanking together meaning one thing and I don't want it. Looking back at her to confirm my theory she has her back to me but I can see the leather belt in her hand. It's been so long since I've gotten an ass whooping that I'm terrified of how bad it's going to hurt.. but the masochist in me is craving it. Oh god and then I heard it the sound of her snapping the leather together making that awful blood curdling sound. My mind is telling me to keep struggling until I'm free but the submissive in me is keeping me from truly fighting out of her grasp. So when the first strike of leather hit my barely clothed bum I couldn't help the small smile that came to my lips. "Don't You Ever Leave Me! Don't You Ever Ever Think You Can Take What Belongs To Me!" She growled and with each syllable it was a new strike hitting me in the same spot each time. And with every strike the pain increased more and more but damn it feels so good. I've grown accustomed to when Sasha inflicts pain on me and this is just another episode for me. So by the tenth strike I feel like I'm floating. My head is starting to get jumbled and I'm not at all sure what's going on anymore.
Sasha's POV
"And Don't You Ever! Ever! Try And Pull Something Like This Again!" I growled as I finished up. Her butt is bright red now and she is silent. This must mean she's in her space so that means I gotta be gentle or else she could drop and really fuck this moment more than it is. I didn't mean to trigger her but I don't regret it because I know she needed it. Throwing the belt to the side I turned around on her and started lacing kisses along her shoulder blades. "Rebecca it's me Mot. I love you and I just wanted to teach you a lesson. I don't like it when you try to take back my ring. It's mine and it doesn't belong to you anymore." I whispered softly in her ear as I gently stroked her hair. "It's okay now baby you may come back down to me the pain is gone it's just me and you now. I love you. I love you so so very much you are so obedient and I'm proud of you. Rebecca do you understand can you tell me how you feel?"
"I-I-I dunno." She mumbled out. Her eyes are a bit glossy letting me judge just how deep into sub space she went today. She didn't go too far this time but I still have to take care of her.
"Well it doesn't matter now because you're alright. I love you and you did a good job pleasing me thank you." With that I kissed her on her temple before getting off her. Getting to my feet I went over to the bed and grabbed a pillow before coming back to her.
"Mot?" When she says that I know she's referring to me. She told me one day that in Ireland that's a term you would use to refer to your girlfriend. She only ever calls me that when we have moments like this. It's her way of letting me know she's here but not really and I gotta pull her back in.
"Yes baby I'm right here don't worry I didn't leave you. I'm right here." I cooed coming back to kneel next to her making sure I maintained some form of physical contact. "Baby I need you to flip over for me now so we can cuddle I know you love that. Do you want to cuddle with your Mot?" When I asked that she started to cry.
"Why do you love me?" She sobbed softly making me grab her and flip her so she was on her side with her head on the pillow. "How can you love someone who gets off on this shit?! Why is that attractive to you it's disgusting?" Wrapping my arm around her I cuddled her close to me.
"Because I love who you are, you're daddy's perfect play thing and I love you. You're absolutely beautiful like this and I love you. There needn't be for you to feel ashamed because nobody knows but me and you. You're my queen and I love you more than anything. If I had to choose you or my career I'd choose you hands down every time." That must have triggered something for her and she snuggled her head into my chest.
"You really love me? Even when I'm so icky like this?" Stroking her hair I kissed the top of her head.
"You aren't icky my love, no not to me. You're all I've ever wanted, all I've ever dreamed of to come to me. And yes thank god you came. Oh Becky I'd swim the ocean for you, the entire ocean I'd swim it for you. I want you so much, I need you so much can't you tell? I'm so in love, I'm so so in love with you I hope you feel that because even at your worst you'll always be beautiful to me." When I finished saying that she looked up at me with sad eyes. She's so adorable when she's like this so I couldn't help but to cup her face and kiss her. I put as much love as I could into this kiss to cement everything I just said to her. "You're mine and I love you so much and nobody can ever take that from you. I'll always protect you from them I promise." That earned me a soft kiss before she cuddled back into my chest. "I love you."
"I love you too." She then started to move around so that her left hand could appear and it had my ring on it. "For a brief moment we were married and I can't wait for it to be permanent." She mumbled taking it off her ring finger. My right hand instinctively moved closer to her so she can put it on my finger. "No." She then grabbed my left hand and put the ring on my left ring finger. "Now we're one step closer." It took me a moment to process that but when I finally remembered what that means my heart did a flip.
"Yes." I answered simply because I'd be crazy to say no. Sharing one last kiss I couldn't help but let the electricity run through my veins because I know she feels it too. Then from there we simply laid there and cuddled while I whispered sweet nothings in her ear. I'm not sure how long we laid there on the floor in the closet but for all I cared we could've laid there for an eternity and I'd be okay with that. Eventually I did have to pee so it was decided that we might as well just shower and then leave to go get breakfast.
...
"What kind of book are you looking for?" Asked Beck shaking my hand. Right now we are in a Barnes & Nobles looking for a new book. Right now I'm just browsing the shelves to see what I can find. Then after we're going to go get food.
"I want to get a new book to read for when I go back on tour."
"I know but what kind of book? Like horror, romance, drama, mystery?"
"Not sure but can you help me find a good one?" I cooed wrapping my arms around her neck and pouting at her. Since our scene earlier we've sorta been all over each other. We haven't really been separated for longer than five minutes today. Then again we have every right to we're still on our highs from earlier.
"Okay fine but we gotta pick a genre." She answered wrapping her arms around me pulling me closer. I'm so happy I came out because I love having pda with Becky. She's so beautiful and I'm happy to officially be her wife to be.
"I want anything that will make me smile."
"So then a book with just pictures of me in it?" She grinned cockily making me smile because she's so adorable.
"Honestly I think I'd actually like that. It could be called Sasha's happy book."
"Or The Book of Becky."
"Ahh The Book Of Sasha's Becky." That earned me a kiss.
"Sounds wonder-"
"Get a room you two nobody wants to see that!" Boomed a random voice getting us both to look to see where it came from. "Some of us would like to shop without having people like you doing disgusting things like what you're doing now." My first reaction was to gauge Becky's reaction because she's still coming down from her high and words like that will trigger her drop sooner than it needs to be. Although I think it might be a bit to late because she let me go.
"Baby don't listen to that we have every right to do this here. That old fool probably hasn't been loved in years so he's taking it out on us."
"Can we just go?" She mumbled.
"Yeah get lost my eyes are burning looking at yous." Spoke the guy.
"Um excuse me?!" I asked letting go of Becks and turning my attention to him. Before I could even take a step closer to him Becks grabbed me and drug me off down the aisle into another one. "Babe why'd you do-"
"We already have enough shit going on with Shi and we don't need a law suit on top of that."
"I don't care nobody talks to you like that and gets away with it." She gave me a peck on the lips.
"I know but today we have to let it slide. Let's just find a book and go." Any other day I'd ignore her and go give the fucker a piece of my mind. He's lucky she's in a fragile state today and I don't want to upset her anymore than she already is. Ever since her father disowned her she's been so guarded about our relationship in the eyes of others. She doesn't respond well when others give us shit for being a couple so it's my job to protect her from them. That guy is a prime example and I'm only dropping it because she said so.
"Fine. Can we go look at the romance books?"
"Mkay." Interlacing our hands together I lead us over to the romantic fiction section. Once there we continued to look for books. "What about this one babe it's about a girl who's married and is an art dealer. Then somehow she ends up being seduced by an artist whose work she really admires. And then somewhere in there it goes sour."
"Let me see." I spoke standing up being I was squatted down looking at the books on the bottom shelf. "Yeah that sounds good let's get it."
"Okay. Now I want a book too." She whined doing her little whiney wiggle that she does when she whines. She's so cute sometimes I can't.
"Then get a book mommas."
"Okay. I'll meet you at the register." Giving me a kiss on the cheek she began to walk away. Before she got far I grabbed her hand stopping her.
"If anyone bothers you just holler and I'll come running. It's pretty quiet in here so I'll hear you."
"Okay." Giving me a quick kiss she then wandered off somewhere. I simply kept looking at the romance novels eventually making my way down to the erotic novels. I need something to keep my ovaries in check while I'm away from her on tour. I can't imagine sleeping with anyone else but Becca so cheating isn't an option for me on tour. It'll just be me, my vibrator, and Becks whenever our schedules match and we are able to talk. So I figure a good sexy book will do me some good. Hell I might even get a few new ideas from it who knows. I'm only aiming to get at least three books. I have two already now so that means my third one is definitely going to be a comic book. Wandering the aisles I came across the one where that guy from earlier was in. I know I shouldn't but nobody talks to my girlfriend like that and gets away with it. Walking up to him I coughed getting him to look at me.
"Hi remember me from like ten minutes ago? And you said some pretty nasty things to my wife and it really upset her. So I had just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry for whoever hurt you and made you so bitter. I'm sure you were-"
"I don't listen people of your color." He spat before turning back to looking at the books. Woow. Not only is he a homophobe but he's a racist homophobe. Well I could go off on him but what good is that going to do? There probably isn't much I could say that he'll actually listen so I'll keep it short and sweet.
"That was rude but I have a lot more class than to feed into this but it's people like you who give me the motivation to keep doing what I do. My empire is built to trample people like you and it's gets bigger and bigger every hour."
"It's people like you who make this great nation not great at all. Just wait until Trump gets into office he's gonna rid the nation of you niggers and your nigger loving friend!" My first instinct is to deck this fucker right in the fucking mouth. I don't care who you are nobody insults my wife like that. I gotta defend her honor. That being said I pulled out my phone and put the sound on that way my phone made the shutter noise when I took a photo of him. He noticed I took a photo of him because I left the flash on to. I think he might have said something else I'm not sure I was too busy pretending to send the photo to somebody. Really I was texting Trinity telling her to call me right now.
"One second sir stay right there." Seconds later Trin called so I answered. "Yep that's him. He's about maybe six foot, brown hair with a beard. Has a pedobear mustache, kinda looks like he rapes cats for fun. No the Barnes and Nobles on sixth street." That caught his attention and he's staring at me like I'm crazy.
"Sasha what are you talking about?" Asked Trin but I kept talking.
"Nope he's another Trump lover so just give him a bullet then I'll have John dispose of the evidence. He's kinda porky so he probably can't run too fast so you shouldn't have trouble catching him." When I said that he fled off down the aisle. "Good luck getting home safely. You don't fuck with The Mob Boss and survive!" I yelled after him. If anything I think it made him run faster right out the store. Ha what a coward.
"Sasha Mercedes if you don't-"
"Sorry Trin I was just scaring some asshole because he was being a racist dick."
"What happened?" I simply went back to looking for the comic section.
"Me and Becks are in Barnes & Nobles and we were hugging and some guy got all homophobic and racist so instead of fighting him I made him think I just put a hit out for him. And he just ran out the store probably to try and go hide." I giggled because it's funny. I always get the last laugh.
"Well shit let's really go get him. I know where we can hide the body."
"Nah he doesn't deserve our time or attention. I have more important things to worry about. You know like planning my wedding or something."
"I feel like you've been planning your wedding since the day I met you." That made me smile because it is true. I've been dreaming about Becky since before I even knew she was the one I was dreaming about. So now all my planning can finally come true.
"Well this time I really get to start to plan. Becks and I are-"
"Babe you ready?" Asked Becks coming up to me. Wrapping her arms around me.
"Hi baby." I grinned because I love seeing her. She smirked then gave me a chast kiss.
"Who's that?" She then grabbed my wrist turning my phone so she could see who I was talking too. "Hi Trin!"
"Hey girl!" We both heard her yell back. After that I decided to hang up because I want to focus all my attention to Becks.
"Okay T I'll call you back later cuz we have stuff to do." I reasoned putting my phone back up to my ear.
"Okay, I gotta get back to work anyway." As I was asking that Becks took the books out of my hands.
"Perfect. What time do you get off work?"
"Like six."
"Okay well I'll call you at seven." It was here Becks got to the erotic novel I picked up and read the back of it before looking at me and smiling shaking her head.
"Okay sounds like a plan. Don't forget!"
"I won't I'll have my assistant write it down for me. Love you."
"Love you too." And then with that I hung up.
"And then suddenly I felt his hot breath hit the back of my neck and his big muscular arms wrap around me freezing me in my spot." She dramatically read teasingly. My next move was to reach for the book and snatch it out of her hands.
"Stop don't ruin it for me!"
"Well I can give you better sex than this stupid book you know." That earned her a grin.
"I know this is for the nights where you aren't with me if you must know. I need to keep occupied while we're on the road."
"Good idea. But come on you're done shopping here I'm hungry." If she says it's time to go it's time to go.
"Mkay." We then started to head to the registers. "Did you find a book?"
"Nope."
"Awe why not?" She let out a giggle then turned to look at me.
"I got over to the Syfy section and I was browsing, then I remembered I don't read books." When she said that I couldn't help but to smile at that because she's so adorable.
"Wow that's fucking cute." I sighed laughing to myself as I continued following behind her. Eventually we got to the register and I paid for my books and we left headed to this new coffee shop she's been obsessing about.
"See it's cute right?" Asked Becks as we're seated in a booth off towards a corner of the shop. And I must say it's one helluva cool place.
"Yeah I love it! It's just girls everywhere I love it." I smiled looking around the shop looking out at all this pretty girls.
"This was probably one of the gayest things I've ever heard you say in a while." I just smiled and gave her a kiss.
"What I can't help it I love women." I shrugged because it's true. They are such beautiful creatures.
"It's okay because there is a brunette over there eyes us both down and I'm staring back." She shrugged wrapping her arms around my arm and resting her head on my shoulder. Right now I'm just looking at the menu and she's looking too.
"What brunette." There are like six different brunettes in here.
"The one sitting at nine o'clock kinda looks like Morticia Addams a bit only younger." Looking to where she said there is a pretty brunette sitting there eyeing us down.
"But look at her friend." There's a honey blonde girl sitting next to her and she's been watching us from quite some time too.
"Oh they're both beautiful. Do you reckon they know who we are?" It was here that I decided to smile and wink at them and they both fangirled a bit.
"No I don't think so." I shrugged because they know who we are. I just like watching girls feign after us.
"Stop it I saw that!" Warned Becks nudging me. "Wink at another girl I dare you." I love it when she gets protective of me.
"I'm sorry mommas I can't help myself but for you I always try." I murmured giving her a kiss.
"Well try harder." I simply kissed her again.
"Yes ma'am."
"Hey back already!" Smiled A brunette coming up to our table. She has a very thick accent it sounds French but I'm not sure.
"Well I came for the fruit tart." Giggled Becks still not letting go of my arm.
"Well it's the House recipe. But I see you brought new company."
"Oh right Marina this is Sasha my fiancé. Fiancé this is Marina owner of this fine establishment."
"Hi nice to meet you." I smiled warmly.
"You know from the moment you two walked in you guys have been all everyone keeps talking about. I assume it's you who sings about making love to a ginger?" Awe man her voice is so sexy but soothing.
"I guess I am however I'm also not because I'm just a regular girl enjoying some brunch with her beautiful girlfriend." I shrugged because I don't like drawing attention to myself when I'm with Becks.
"I see well it's very nice to meet you. Can I get you anything to start with? Perhaps some tea or a latte?" I just looked at Becks because she's the one who drug me here so she knows what to get.
"Two lattes and two slices of the fruit tart."
"Okay I'll be back." Marina then smiled as she took our menus and left headed back to wherever she was.
"Ugh isn't she just the sweetest?" Gushed Becks.
"Yeah she is but calm down woman I'm sitting right here and-"
"Nobody is sweeter than you, I know." She then kissed my cheek and continued to rest her head on my shoulder.
"You know we have to move now right?"
"Move what where?" Pulling out my phone I unlocked it and pulled up all the new houses I've been looking at.
"Houses. Since Shih won't be able to really use the steps anymore we gotta move into a one level house that way he always has access to us."
"But he loves the beach house. It was his first home with us."
"I know but change is good sometimes."
"But I don't want change right now. We aren't in a good spot for it."
"Does that mean you don't like this change?" I asked pointing to my ring.
"That's not too big of a change we're basically married so nothing is really going to change much." She spoke interlocking our hands together.
"What are you talking about this makes me your bride to be. I'm literally one ring away from being chained to you forever."
"Ring or no ring you're stuck with me regardless. You can't escape me." She said almost like a threat. That earned her a kiss. "More! more!" Okay whatever my princess wants. Using my index finger and thumb I grabbed her chin and held it in place so I could kiss her some more. Like I said before I'm so glad I came out purely for the fact that we could have moments like this.
"That good?" I asked pulling out of our kiss.
"One more." Giving her another one she smiled. "One more."
"You just said-" She simply pressed her lips to mine.
"Ahem." That got us to break our kiss and look who it came from.
"Hello." Spoke Becks being the brunette we were both checking out is standing in front of us with her friend.
"Hi. I'm Saraya and this is my best friend Emma."
"Hi." Smiled Emma. Becks looked at me with a look of some sort of mischief in it. I don't know where she's going with this but I'm going along with it.
"Do you wish to speak with them?" She asked looking at me. I simply shrugged. "Hello how are you?" Spoke Becks.
"Yes we would like to take the both of you out on a date. I know you guys are a couple because we saw you kissing. In fact that's why we came over."
"You're just so beautiful I want to be able to fully bask in your beauty." Spoke Emma staring directly at my girl when she said it.
"Hmp I'm loving this little tour of the world I'm on here today. I got you from Ireland." I then grabbed Becks by her neck pulling her closer so I can kiss it better. "I got a little English muffin, a beautiful French croissant, and an adorable koala bear from down under. Exotic girls are my kryptonite." I smirked putting my arm around Becks urging her to scoot her chair closer to mine.
"I mean this trip is free all expenses included. All you have to do is say yes." Smirked Saraya. I must say she looks a lot younger than I think she is and that concerns me.
"Where's the final destination?" Asked Becks.
"I have a king size bed and I'll show you how to really give Australian kisses." Smiled Emma.
"I just want to be down under you both." As flattering as this is I'm happy this happened. This is what I'm talking about when I say I have temptations everywhere I go.
"Shit my pet looks like we got two who'd like to join." I then placed another kiss on her neck. "Dare we let them?" She looked at me then to the girls then back to me.
"Well they both are very attractive and I'd be lying if I said it wouldn't be fun. However we have to go pick up our son after this remember?"
"Good because I don't want anyone but you doll they couldn't satisfy me the way you do." I cooed grabbing her face and kissing it.
"How would you know you didn't even give me a chance?"
"Well the Mrs. said no so no thank you. However if you want I can sign something for you or we can take a photo." I shrugged they're hot but those days are behind me. I'm in a committed loving relationship and I don't want to fuck this one up.
"Awe come on don't be like that we can make it with it." Purred Saraya.
"Watch." And then the two girls started to make out. As hot as that sounds I kept my eyes on Becky.
"I deal with that on an almost regular basis. I'm so loyal to you I deserve a fucking award."
"I always handsomely reward you when you come home to me." She then kissed me. "Hey cut that out you're not getting your hands on me or my girlfriend so carry on we have nothing to offer."
"I'd listen to her if I were you." Neither of them moved.
"Let me buy your drinks." Spoke Paige.
"It's okay I'm already paying for her drink thanks though." Spoke Becky
"Awe come on I'm just trying to be nice. Let me at least buy you something to eat."
"It's okay Sasha is always well feed so save your money."
"Mhmm it's true. She's an amazing cook." I added because no matter what I always have my girls back.
"Shoo! shoo!" It was here that Marina appeared with a tray that contained our drinks. "Leave these two ladies alone they're just trying to enjoy each other's company and they don't need the both of you bothering them." She spoke causing both girls to let out audible groans.
"God you always kill our vibe Ma-"
"Ah ah ah! I don't want to hear it I don't care. They're new customers and you're gonna be the reason they don't come back. So scram."
"Ugh whatever." And with that the girls left our table.
"I'm sorry about them for some reason they decided to use my shop as their hunting grounds."
"It's okay I'm used to it by now." I shrugged because it's true. Everywhere I go I get hit on and at this point I'm just getting entertainment out of deciding what the best pick up lines are.
"She might be okay with it but I'm not." That made me smile because Becky really is wifey material.
"Well I never take any of the bait. You're the only one I'm stupid enough to follow." I smirked looking at her she simply rolled her eyes and turned her attention back to Marina.
"Anyway here go your lattes and Jenny ha-" She then looked over her shoulder for I assume Jenny but she's nowhere to be found. "Well Jenny was behind me with your fruit tart but I guess-"
"Here I am sorry about that. Bette and Alice just came in and I was talking to them." Smiled a short blue eyed brunette. "Here are your fruit tarts." She smiled placing down our fruit tarts.
"Thank you, this looks amazing." I smiled because it's piled high with fruit.
"Well we don't see to many celebrities in here but when we do get them we treat them with the utmost respect. Especially ones who are part of our community." Jenny smiled.
"Aren't you just the cutest thing." Giggled Becky sipping her latte.
"Hey watch it this one here is mine." Warned Marina in a teasing manner.
"Damn I'm jealous that's such a bae goal. Babe I want a coffee shop now." I whined because I think it'd be fun to own a coffee shop with my wife.
"We own a whole grocery store chain we don't need another business to worry about." Reasoned Becks eating some of her fruit tart.
"But how cute would it be to have a mini coffee shop?" I cooed because I think it'll be fun.
"If you ladies are ever up for it The Planet is always open for co-ownership." Chimed Marina only making my point even more valid.
"Awe babe we ca-" Becks stopped me by shoving a fork full of fruit tart in my mouth.
"You're no help. One business is good enough for us thank you. But is it possible that I could get a shot of Jameson for my latte?"
"Well I just thought I'd shoot my shot. But sure one shot of Jameson coming right up." Jenny and Marina then walked away.
"You're so mean." I spoke.
"It's good isn't it?" Ugh I hate it when she undermines me like that but that's what you're wife is supposed to do so I can't get mad at her.
"It was delicious. We should at least see if she wants to sell these at Mattsons. Or if she'll sell us the recipe." She took another bite out of her fruit tart then ate some of mine.
"Now that's more manageable."
"God sometimes I really don't like you." She smiled then kissed my cheek.
"Aren't you so happy you get to have me?" All I could do was let out a sigh.
"Yes." She's my everything I don't know how well I'll survive without her. If she ever leaves me I think I'll go mad.
yes I did. Yes I did have Sasha beat the hell out of Becks. Not sure why I did yet but I like it so I kept it. Then we had Danielle pop up in here randomly talking riddles and bullshit. But what if what she said was true? Sit on that. Then Sasha writing her feelings a possible new bomb ass album. Then something pretty big happened in this chapter. I didn't plan it but it felt right so I went with it. If you paid attention at all to Sasha's Christmas present from Becks then you'd know what happened. I even hinted at it blantantly a few times. It's subtle but it's cute you know. Anywhore I completely lost my train of thought right now so I'm just gonna ramble and hope it's relevant. What's on your mind today Joz? Well why did they cancel Ghost whisper? Like Jennifer Love Hewitt is bae. Ugh gosh and she was so perfect in Heartbreakers. Oh and even better in that move she was in with Jackie Chan. I don't know what it's called but she's was a secret agent and it was lit. You know what I did last night? I swam in a marshmallow pool and it was great. I also ha a bomb ass crepe the other day 10/10. Oh shit Shiloh I forgot to talk about him. Poor bubby is a paralegal now :( But hey at least he's okay so that's something to look forward to. Eh okay I'm done. I wanna go to the beach and catch some rays. Till next time remember I'm the gold at the end of the rainbow. ~Joz #fuckitup