Hi how are ya? That's good enough because you're still alive so I'll take it who me? Oh I'm good just living my best life as I usually always do. Last we spoke I was in California (which I'm not anymore). However I had a great time really loved my best life out there. Umm so I hate to tell you guys this.. but I didn't really bless this chapter. I mean I could have because this chapter was actually longer than this but I was like nah let's keep'em waiting. This is however pretty a important chapter so there's that. Also keep in mind that I am in fact Joz. Also I have over thirteen pairs of socks ;)
Sasha's POV
"Sales have been pretty stagnant but it's slowly rising." Spoke Clark my sales representative. Right now I'm stuck in this stupid meeting about whatthefuckever. I don't know when I came in today Rebecca informed me that we had a meeting today and so that's where I'm stuck.
"Well that's good at least we're selling stuff. Plus sales are rather high anyway." I shrugged because I'm vaguely understanding what's going on. We have these meetings every month so I'm use to what happens and what we talk about.
"She's not wrong." Agreed Eli. This is probably the only thing he's good for. No matter what I say or suggest he always agrees. I literally could say I hate white people and he'd probably agree with me.
"Yes, but they could be better. I think since summer is right around the corner we should have some sort of summer long storewide promotion of some sort." Spoke Clark.
"Why don't we start selling fireworks with the fourth coming up? I love fireworks especially the little squiggly ones and then when you think it's out it explodes and looks like little squiggles of color in the sky." Suggested Allie who actually is a rather new addition around here. I forgot what her job is, I let my HR team handle all the hiring and other things as such. Then again I did make it Rebecca's job to look over all that so odds are she knows. I like her though she's a tab bit ditsy here and there but she's cute so I don't care.
"In order to do that it'd require us to get a selling license and that'd take a couple months to validate it."
"How about I write a new jingle?" I suggested because I love writing new music.
"That's an amazing idea. I love it. Let's do it!" Supported Eli. He's my very own hype man here in the office. As long as he's here any idea or choice I make is the best one possible according to him. I could punt a kitten out my office window and he'd blame the cat.
"What about beer?" Spoke Rebecca randomly. She's sitting to my left being I'm at the head of the table. It's been exactly one week since we broke up and it's been hell. She's made it her point to wear the most provocative outfits around me and it's torture. Today is a good example because she thought it'd be cute to wear this crazy tight and short dress with her red bottoms. She knows I love it when she shows off her legs with heels on it's my weakness.
"Wouldn't we need a liquor license for that?" Ask someone else at the table. Yeah there are still a few faces who work for me that I don't know their name.
"That we would and it'd only take about a month or less to obtain. It's just we'd have to do some construction to some of our stores were space is permitted."
"I'm down for that. I mean America loves alcohol. Then it'd really be a one stop shop. Food and booze all in one go. Then after that we should work on adding gas stations then we'd really be in business." I agreed because it is very annoying having to go to different stores to get food and alcohol.
"Well let's hold off on the gas stations but I really think selling alcohol would do us a huge rise in sales." Spoke Clark.
"I think we should also sell fireworks because rednecks love beer and pyrotechnics." Stated Allie.
"That sounds like an accident waiting to happen." Spoke Becks. Honestly we've been in this meeting for twenty minutes too long and I'm ready to go.
"Well then it's settled we start working on getting our liquor license. Grant that's all you buddy, look into it and I want a full disclosure of the steps needed to take to obtain it on my desk by tomorrow morning." Grant is part of our research and demographics team. "Allie you and Eli get to go on a field trip today to all our stores today, and I want you to find out what stores have the lowest sales and if they have space for expansion. I want to know all the stores that have the space and the ones that don't. I want that paperwork on my desk by tomorrow afternoon. Rebecca it was your idea so I want a full spreadsheet rundown of the most popular beverages including wines, spirits, and beers and I want it on my desk by the end of today. And I'll talk to my contractor to see if I can get an estimate once Allie and Eli give me my rundown. Any further questions?" I asked looking around the table at everyone. I'm the boss so whatever I say goes.
"I have a buddy who's a contactor and he can probably cut you a sweet deal. If you want we can all discuss your ideas over a business dinner tonight." Spoke Eli. I'm not stupid that's him trying to trick me into a date with him.
"Just leave his information on my desk I'll take a look at it. If that's all meeting is dismissed." And with that I got up and went to my office. Sitting at my desk I noticed that it's almost eleven meaning lunchtime. Since I don't have Becky too cook me my meals anymore I've resorted to just ordering out. So last night I ordered pizza and I brought my leftovers for lunch and they are in the break room. After checking my email for important emails I got up and headed to the break room. I really like coming out of my office and just seeing a bunch of people in a room typing away at computers or talking on the phone. And then I get even more happy because all these people work for me! I have the power to fire all of them if I don't like the way they do the their job. It's pretty awesome if you ask me because they are all people who I've grown to know over these past few months and they are all so different. I love that about my job. That's why I oddly like owning this company. I didn't at all think I'd like it but it's growing on me. Anyway it's a rather short walk from my office to the break room. Walking in it's not too full just a few other people. More importantly Texas is in here with the pretty blonde from the second floor. I normally don't eat in the break room but I'm lonely. I don't have Becca to talk to so my coworkers are gonna have to do. Washing my hands I went into the fridge and grabbed out my pizza. I was gonna leave it in the box but I settled for a regular ziplock bag. Just because I'm rich doesn't mean I'm not still boujee. Anyway pulling out a plate from the cabinet I put my pizza on it and placed it in the microwave. After I did that I walked up to where Brooke was sitting and pulled out a chair and sat down.
"I hope you guys don't mind eating lunch with me today."
"Well it's your table you're free to eat wherever you like in here." Smiled the blonde.
"Yeah well it's a different story if you guys don't like your boss."
"Well I like you so I'm okay with it." Spoke Brooke.
"Thanks Texas. I'm sorry I recognize you but I never caught your name." I spoke motioning to the blonde.
"I'm Natalya. I work down on the second floor."
"Ahh makes sense I'm sure I'd remember you with such a pretty name like that." I smirked getting her to blush a little bit.
"Awe thank you." She smiled and I was awestruck.
"You have a beautiful smile holy crap I'm jealous."
"Well I get it from my daddy." She smiled blushing making me smile.
"He must be beautiful too then huh?" I grinned but it was after that the microwave stopped so I got up and went over to it. Right as I was turning around to go back to my seat I basically ran right into Rebecca. "Watch it I'm walking here!"
"Well maybe you should look before you turn around next time." She shrugged going into the fridge making it clear she didn't care.
"It's truly a miracle you still work for me."
"Fire me then." She spoke pulling her lunch box out the fridge and looking at me. I just glared at her and went to go sit down.
"Ladies if you ever end up owning your own business don't hire an Irish person. They're mean and disrespectful. Great workers but fiesty as fuck for no reason." I spoke as I sat down. My chair is facing towards the microwave so I can clearly see Rebecca as she's putting something into the microwave. I know she heard me but she probably ignored me so I have to get her to pay attention to me.
"I'll be sure to remember that." Nodded Brooke.
"So what are everybody's plans for this wonderful Tuesday after we get out of here?" I asked.
"Well it's date night for me and the hubby. TJ got us a reservation at this restaurant I've been dying to go to since we moved down here."
"Oh what one?"
"The Luxor."
"Oh I love that place it's amazing. I would totally recommend the filet mignon, it's simply to die for. And that's coming from someone who is very well traveled so I've had my very diverse and wide range of filet mignon. But the one they serve there is definitely top ten, maybe even top five of the best filet mignon."
"Well then I'll definitely have to try it then."
"You definitely should it'll change your life. And what about you Texas? What's on your agenda tonight?" She bit her sandwich then shrugged.
"So far my plan is to drink wine and watch Scandal because I'm a few episodes behind on it."
"Huh perfect I think you should come hangout with me tonight and we can drink wine and watch Scandal together. All my friends are back home in Boston or in LA so I'm lonely af out here. All I have is my music and my business." When I said that Rebecca turned to look at us. Good it's working.
"I dunno are you sure bec-" Placing my hand over hers I began to speak.
"Shhh! We won't speak of that day. Even though it was really funny watching you try to pretend you weren't absolutely plastered." I grinned getting her to blush.
"Ooh awe stop it! I didn't eat like all day." She whined cutely so I gently nudged her.
"Don't worry it was cute. But you're eating now so I think you should at least try to redeem yourself."
"Wait what were you guys drinking gasoline or something? Because last time I drank with Brooke she basically finished a six pack, half a bottle of wine, and a few shots of vodka. I was gone by my third glass of wine." Added Natalya.
"It was just wine. She had like four glasses."
"Oh shit no yeah Brooke that's a disgrace. You gotta redeem yourself."
"Exactly my point. How'd I out drink you and you're the one from Texas?"
"It was just an off day. I can drink you under the table my dear. I'm going to be the one to have to put you to bed this time." She teased sticking her tongue out her mouth. Not going to lie I had an urge to kiss her right then. I love it when females challenge me because when they lose they always beg me for another shot. It's just the feeling of being in control. Ha I'm backed up so I can definitely go for a little action tonight. And good thing Rebecca is watching so she knows exactly what my intentions are here and she knows how I roll so I bet she's probably getting angry.
"Oh no no honey I'm the Legit Boss. Females don't put me to sleep I put them to sleep. It's all about knowing you're limits toots. I wanna gauge just how fun you really are because the type of fun I'm use too probably isn't what you're use too." That got her to let out a chuckle and smile at me.
"And just exactly what is the Boss's kind of fun?" She asked in a sultry voice clearly making it known she's flirting with me.
"I don't know if you can handle it not too many people can say they've partied with Sasha Banks and survived. You gotta really have to be able to handle pain well because sometimes I get so wild I forget what I'm doing. Then again rough is all I'm about. And you definitely gotta learn to-"
*Beep! Beep! Beep!*
"My taters!" Exclaimed Rebecca being her food finished cooking. Yes that did make me smile.
"Excuse me can you shut the fuck up!" I asked in an annoyed voice because she interrupted me.
"Sasha nobody wants to hangout with you so I don't care. Besides you and I both know nobody has the balls to be around you all the damn time like I do." She shrugged turning to face me. "Nobody can handle the nut case she is. I mean I managed too but good luck trying to find a way to deal with her Brooke. Hell if you want we can even trade jobs I'd love to see how well you guys will get along. Because me and pinky over here barely make it through the day without tearing each other apart." She spoke motioning to me.
"Uh excuse you! I am not a nut case and I'm easy to get along with. You're just bitter I won't let you have your cake and eat it too anymore. I'm your boss you work for me not the other way around Rebecca. You can't always have your way. Give me my way and I'll happily let you have your way." She glared at me.
"Fire me." She stated blandly.
"No you don't get your way until I get mine." I could fire her but then I'd be going back on my word.
"Like I said, does not get along well with others. "
"Aren't you supposed to be writing my report? See you've really been acting up as of late and I don't like it. You know your place and I think it's about time you got back in line. You could've had your way but you don't know what commitment is so that's why you're in the position you are in now. Just because nobody is loving you doesn't me you gotta take it out on me." I sassed because I'm just showing off for Brooke and because Rebecca is out of line. So this is a win win situation for me.
"Whatever you say Sasha. But the reason I get no love is because I'm forever with you and I hardly see my boyfriend anymore. You're the reason I'm so annoyed by you. When you're done flirting come see me you're report will be done by then." And then she walked away out the break room.
"A brat I tell you. She's a spoiled brat. She has no right to talk to me like that. It was one time! I let her be in charge one time and now all of a sudden she thinks she's in charge. I'm in charge ladies. I'm always in control others just do what I say." I ranted because she's asking for it. That's the only reason she got snippy because she knows I hate it when she does and I always fucked an apology out of her for it. Fuck! She flipped my trick on me and now I'm the one whose mad. Well jokes on her because all my anger is going to channel right into my break down of Brooke. "So ladies how do we feel about one of you being my new assistant? it comes with benefits!" If it worked on Rebecca I'm sure it can work on any female.
Becky's POV
"I need to go to the mall." I spoke putting on my seatbelt.
"For why?" Asked Sasha looking over at me. Surprisingly today she drove her Audi to work today. It's actually the same one that we had sex in a few weeks ago. After that night she said that that would be the car we'd conceive our first child together. Yeah I didn't question it. I was just happy we're keeping it because it has seat warmers. And I only know that because there was a part two to our car rendezvous.
"Finn is taking me out to dinner tonight and I'd very much like to get a new dress if that's okay with you." When I said that she lifted up her shades to look at me. She then raised an eyebrow and huffed.
"Sure Rebecca anything for you doll." Putting her shades back down she continued on driving down the road. She wants me. I know she does. She's trying so hard to resist me it's almost laughable at how obvious she is sometimes. I mean I'm not going to lie and pretend I don't want her because I do, I just don't want to be the first to give in. So I've been going out my way to provoke her any chance I get. She made it very clear about what she wants from me and I'm still debating if I want to give it to her. She's already asking for a lot being I let her ravage me damn near everyday when I have a perfectly loyal boyfriend at home. Is it worth it? Is Sasha worth the pain? Questions I've been thinking about lately that have been on my mind. "What mall do you wanna go to?"
"The biggest one duh." I giggled because there are three different malls within twenty minutes from the office so we really do have options.
"Okay Jackson Hills mall here we come." She then sped up making the engine roar. It's not quite as loud or heavy as the Aston but it's enough to send vibrations throughout my body. She's doing that on purpose because she knows it somewhat turns me on. It's nothing dramatic but it's definitely a start. Eventually we got to the mall and she parked.
"Hmm I'm thinking about it and I don't know if I want you coming in with me. You're gonna attract too much attention." I spoke looking over at her as I took off my seatbelt.
"So what am I supposed to sit in the car till you decide you're ready to go?"
"You can keep the car running if you like so you don't die."
"Haha fuck you no." She then got out the car closing her door behind me. I love messing with her. Anyway I then started to gather my things so I can go inside. That usually only takes a few seconds then I'm ready to go. Just waiting on Sash to get my door. It wasn't until I looked out my window that I noticed she is halfway to the mall. Woow! She usually always opens the door for me but not this time. I want to get mad but I have no right. We aren't a thing anymore. That's fine because two can play this game. Getting out the car I started to head into the mall also. By this point I dunno where Sasha went but knowing her it won't be too long before someone shouts her name. We parked on the side of the mall that's entrance leads exactly into the mall. It's only two on a Tuesday so it's not very crowded at all. I'm only saying that because I can see Sasha standing in line at Auntie Anne's. Typical Sasha always eating something, that being said I walked over to her. She's still wearing her Legit Boss shades staring up at the menu.
"Thanks for waiting for me."
"Who are you?" She asked turning to look at me. "Oh it's you. Yeah no The Legit Boss waits for no one. Sorry not sorry."
"So that's how you're feeling today?" It was here the person in front of us finished ordering so now it's our turn. Sasha completely ignored me and stepped up to the counter.
"Hello welcome to OH MY GOD NO FUCKING WAY!" Gushed the girl as Sasha put up her shades.
"Oh my god no fucking way?! I thought this was Auntie Anne's." Giggled Sasha.
"It is I'm sorry. I just really love you're music!"
"Well thank you for listening." Smiled Sasha.
"Will come here!" Yelled the girl behind her. Then a guy came from the back and up to the counter. "It's Sasha! It's actually fucking Sasha fucking Banks!" She gushed semi quietly but we still heard it.
"Hi."
"Oh wow we were just talking about you earlier!" The guy then smiled and sorta put on a smolder. Great we've been here barely five minutes and someone is already hitting on her.
"Did you happen to discuss what I'm going to order?" Asked Sasha pointing to the pretzels in the display case.
"Oh right my fault gorgeous. What can I get for you." He asked confidently. Ew that made me roll my eyes.
"Now Sash remember your diet don't go too crazy." I spoke looking at the menu myself.
"Yeah yeah whatever. She gets jealous whenever I eat something that she didn't make for me. Becks I'm sick of potatoes."
"I'm not jealous it's just my job to make sure you don't blow up like a balloon." I sassed right back.
"I'm sorry guys don't mind my assistant. I would fire her but the agency is tired of me getting a new one every other week."
"She's lying I didn't come from an agency. She forcibly tricked me-"
"Anyway I want a cinnamon pretzel with the glaze and a large lemonade." Sasha spoke cutting me off.
"Okay a cinnamon pretzel with glaze and a large lemonade. Anything else I can get for you?" Repeated Will. Sasha looked at me asking if I want anything. I'm not sure what I want quite yet so I'm studying the display case.
"Hmm."
"And I'll also take whatever this beautiful woman behind me is going to order then that's it." Looking at Sasha she's turned looking at a random woman standing behind us with I assume her little daughter.
"What?" She asked clearly very confused.
"Anything you want on me." Smiled Sasha moving to the side so the lady can order.
"Oh no I-"
"It's okay it won't affect me in the slightest."
"You sure?" Sasha then went over to the lady and put her hand on her back and moved her closer to the counter.
"Excuse me Rebecca you're in the way." Wow she's really unbelievable. Whatever I just moved to the side. "We can start with this cute little nugget down here. Hey cutie how does a pretzel dog sound?" She asked squatting down so she was eye level with the little girl. It's probably not clear to anyone else here but Sasha is flirting with this woman and I'm rather annoyed by it. Yeah it's nice of her to buy their food but she didn't have to touch the woman.
"Umm." The girl looked up at her mother looking for an ok which she got so she answered. "Yummy!"
"Awesome I love pretzel dogs too. Give me some down low!" Sash then stuck her hand out for a high five and the girl happily gave her one. Sasha then stood up and faced the counter. "Can I have two pretzel dogs?"
"Of course." He then punched something in the register.
"And now what is mom craving?" Asked Sasha with a smile showing off all thirty two.
"Two regular pretzels and a sprite."
"That's it?"
"Yeah it's only a snack before nap time."
"Fair enough. Add two regular pretzels and a large sprite. Then that's it for real this time." Sasha spoke pulling out her wallet from her purse.
"Okay so we have one cinnamon pretzel, two regular pretzels, two pretzel dogs, a large lemonade, a large sprite, and a glaze dipping sauce."
"Sounds right to me. Here you go this should cover it." Sasha then handed him two twenties.
"Okay out of forty." He then started to do something on the register. While he was doing that the girl finished bagging up the food and placed it on the counter.
"Awe sweet!" Sash then grabbed the bag that had both pretzels and pretzel dogs and handed it to the mother. "Our pre-nap snacks."
"Thank you so much. You really didn't ha-"
"No need to thank me I wanted to. I just hope you pass on my kindness."
"Thank you. Hey what do you say to her for getting you a pretzel?" Asked the mom shaking her daughter's hand being they are still holding hands.
"Tank you for my pretzo." She spoke shyly getting us all to smile because it was really cute.
"No problem cutie!"
"Thirteen twenty is your change." Spoke the guy holding out her change.
"No thank you I just want my lemonade. You guys have the best lemonade ever and I'd very much like to have some." Shrugged Sasha looking at the guy.
"Okay then."
"Here is the Sprite. And here is your lemonade Boss." Smiled the girl handing Sasha the drinks. She took them sitting her lemonade on the counter and passing the lady her Sprite.
"Here you are. Don't forget a straw. I can't tell you how many times I've done that. Just so excited to have some juice only to realize I can't drink it because I have no straw." That is rather true she always does forget to grab a straw whenever we order drinks.
"Thank you again."
"You're very welcome. Just promise to enjoy that nap for me because I'm not allowed to take one today."
"We will definitely try our best."
"That's good enough for me. Enjoy the rest of your day."
"We will thanks. You have a nice day too."
"I already am so I'm right on track." Okay Sash wrap it up.
"That's good enough for me. Bye."
"Buh-bye!" And with that the lady walked off.
"Would it be wrong if I asked for a picture?" Asked the girl behind the counter.
"Absolutely not. My assistant can take our photo, right assistant?"
"I'll try my best."
"Awesome!" The two workers then came from behind the counter and I took their pictures. After a minute or two of chit chatting another customer came up to the counter so they both went back behind the counter.
"Was it just me or did you think that mom was hot? I mean for someone who has a kid she had a body. God lord I wish I could have secured that bag." Spoke Sasha as we continued walking.
"She was alright." I shrugged because I'm not going to feed into that because then I'll get jealous.
"She was a badie. But I'm sure if it's meant to be we'll cross paths again. If not you've got some research to do." I only rolled my eyes because I'm not looking for some random for her to fool with.
"Sure thing." From there I made my way to Forever 21. Yeah I'm semi accustomed to designer clothes thanks to Sasha, but it feels good to go shopping in a normal average joe store.
"Oh look this is cute Becks look." Looking at Sasha she's holding up a red crop top.
"Get it since you like it so much."
"You right but we aren't here for me. We're here for you." Then we went back to looking through the racks. "Where is he taking you?"
"I'm not sure. I just know its a company dinner banquet type thing. All I know is it's going to be long and boring, but I'm hoping that maybe with the right dress I can get him to play footsie with me under the table."
"So then you need a turtleneck and sweatpants?" She asked seriously making me smile because as she said that I came across this beautiful blue doll dress. I like it because it has this vintage style to it.
Sasha's POV
"Look at this one!" Exclaimed Becks as she held out this blue dress. It looks good but I gotta see how it fits.
"I think you should try it on see how it fits."
"I hope it does because I want it." She then started to walk away towards the fitting rooms. I couldn't help but to follow she's wearing a tight dress that accentuates all her curves. I'm still allowed to check her out I'm just not going to touch her until she's finally my girlfriend and my girlfriend only. That's why I got a large lemonade because I need something to help quench my thirst. Eventually we got to the fitting room and I waited outside for her to come back out. While I was standing there I was on my phone but when I looked up I noticed in the mirror in front of me that I have a group of fans behind me. I swear my fans are everywhere I can't escape them. It's not like I'm complaining or anything but I'm just humbled to have them.
"You guys suck at spying on people. I literally can see you all." I grinned turning to look at them getting them all to start freaking out. "Come on then let's take selfies." And that was all it took for them to come up and start taking pictures with me. It was only a minute or two of that before I noticed Becks come out of the fitting room in the blue dress she wanted so bad and my jaw damn near dropped. The dress hugs her body in all the right places, and it has a sweetheart neckline so her boobs look amazing in it. I usually always put my fans first but right now, in that dress, Becky is center of my attention. "Hold on a sec guys." I murmured still ogling the beauty in blue. Ugh she tied her hair up in a high ponytail really bringing home the outfit. I'm just imagining her all dolled up with a cute fifties hairstyle and my mouth is watering. I don't know what it is about her looking like a fifties housewife that turns me on so much but it does. She totally looks like the Lucy to my Ricardo and it makes my heart flutter knowing one day she'll be mine. None to mention it's a nice change of style on her. So it was no surprise when I found myself going over to her and setting my drink on the chair inside the room. The dressing room is rather big so it fit us both in comfortably but we were still close even with the door closed.
"Do you like it? All it ne-" Before she could finish I grabbed her and I kissed her. She fought me for about five seconds before she gave up and kissed me back. Ugh this is the first kiss we've shared in over a week and I'm on cloud nine. "Mmmhahaha!" She laughed pushing me off her. "Your fans are literally right there."
"Well you look like some sort of sexy domestic goddess what'd you expect me to do?"
"Not that. We aren't a thing anymore so you don't get to kiss these." She teased puckering her lips and pointing to them. All I could do was let out a growl because I'm dying. I haven't been touched in over a week and I'm desperate. But I have to remember that I'm suffering because of my own stupid deal. "But look it all I need is a nice push-up bra and I'll be good to go." When she said that she used her hands to push up her boobs making them basically almost spill out the top of her dress. She's doing this shit on purpose and I hate it but I love it and I'll remember it next time she comes crying to me for a release. "Sharky isn't going to be able to keep his hands off me." She murmured to herself in the mirror.
"Kay I'm going now." Just the mention of that stupid crustacean makes me wanna rip that dress off her and eat her out right here in the fitting room. After I said that I grabbed my drink and left the room. "Sweet Baby Jesus give me strength." I sighed to myself before taking a nice gulp of my juice. That girl is poison. To take my mind off her I went back to my fans and continued interacting with them. It wasn't too long after that where Becks came out the room in her regular clothes and told me to catch up once I finished with my fans. By that time I had already taken a picture with them all and we were just talking about my older albums and when my new album was coming out. I can only say but so much about my new album so the conversation didn't last too much longer after that.
"You just have fans everywhere you go huh?"
"Well that's just my life as an international popstar." I shrugged as we left the store. "Where are we going next?"
"To Victoria's Secret to find a good new push-up bra for the dress."
"Okay that works. I need new lingerie if I'm going to try and rope me in a new play thing." She didn't dare look at me when I said that because she probably knows I don't mean that. I'm just trying to get a rise out of her. I've been trying all day and it's not at all working so I'm really proud of her. From there we made it to Victoria's Secret where we separated and brought whatever it was we needed. Then after that she had to go to get new makeup so next was Sephora. From there we went to the shoe store so she could get a new pair of shoes. By that time it was almost six so she had me drop her back off at the office so she could drive herself home. I hate the idea of her going home to that clown but hopefully he'll drive her right back into my arms.
Later that night Becky's POV
"And then I'm like why don't you add it to the story you have going on now about the man and his wife."
"Uhuh and thus creating The Demon king. Husband by day demon by night." Smiled Finn. Right now we are at his company dinner and I am bored out of my mind. It may be shitty of me but I don't really care much about what they're talking about. I'm honestly just here to be the eye candy at our table. "And I have to give a bit of the credit to the wifey because she was the one who made fun of me for my drawing and it inspired me to make him a demon king." He smiled placing his hand on my thigh.
"Well you are most certainly welcome Sharky." I grinned giving him a kiss. His beard is coming in very nicely and I like it. I don't fancy to kiss him as often because I hate the feeling of stubble but I love him so I tolerate it.
"She's honestly the greatest I couldn't ask for a better woman." He then gave me another kiss before going back to talking with his buddies. I'm sorta just here for the food. And the food isn't even all that great but it was just nice to get dressed up to go out somewhere. I needed the distraction from work and Sasha so this night wasn't completely pointless. In fact thinking about it I haven't heard from her since she dropped me back off at the office so I could drive myself home. Yeah I'm taking this separation seriously. She said she doesn't want to be involved with me anymore then she can have her wish. Although it was fun, I have no business being in her bed. Especially when I have a boyfriend who loves me so much. Finn has literally never done me wrong for me to be going behind his back like this. Even on the days where he really pissed me off I shouldn't have turned to Sasha to bang the anger out of me. I'm not saying I regret it because the sex was good, it was phenomenal but it was wrong. It sucks that it won't happen again but I think it's good this way I can focus on just Finn and nobody else. It was around here that my phone buzzed letting me know I have a message. Looking at it it's just Charlotte and Bayley planning our next drinking session because ever since I stopped my rendezvous with Sasha I've had a lot more free time on my hands. So I've mostly been going to the gym and hanging out with the girls. I forgot how funny they are and I practically grab at any chance I get to hangout with them. Giggling at their texts I responded.
"I'm free tomorrow night if that's cool."
"I get off work at six tomorrow." Responded Bayley. She works at a gym as a personal trainer. So her hours are always flexing.
"Bleh the little brats have a field trip tomorrow so I might not be back until late. Like 8ish." Yeah surprisingly Charlotte is an elementary school teacher. I know from her personality you'd never guess that's her career but it is. I was blown away when she first told me that too. I didn't believe her until one day Bayley and myself went to go visit her for lunch at her job.
"Well that's fine we'll just drink until you get home then you can drink with us." I responded.
"Oh perfect sounds like a plan to me!" Responded Bay. The conversation continued for another five minutes before I got a text from the Boss herself.
"When do you get done this stupid dinner with Shrimpy?" She's still my boss so I have to answer.
"I dunno. Why?"
"Well I'm bored."
"Sorry to hear that." I responded before putting my phone back down.
"How's your steak babe?" Asked Finn nudging my leg.
"It's good. I just wish I had a Guinness." It's true. I usually always eat my steaks with a nice cold beer to wash it down with. That only made him smile and scoot his chair closer to me.
"That's good. But I just really want you to know you look really good in this dress. I've been trying all night to keep my eyes off you but I have to look because it's making me kinda horny." He whispered in my ear whilst rubbing my thigh. Normally I'd ignore him but Sasha isn't around to satisfy my needs so it's back to Finn for me. "I can't wait to get you home."
"Mmm well I figured you'd like it. As soon as I tried it on I knew you'd love it. Just wait until you see what you can't see right now." I purred biting my lip because I'd be lying if I said I'm not in dire need for an orgasam. I don't care who it comes from at this point I just know I need one.
"If you can figure out a way to get us out of here early we can be home in fifteen minutes or less."
"When is this over again?"
"Probably like eleven."
"So it's..." I then picked up my phone to check the time, and that's when I noticed I had several photo messages from her. I didn't fully unlock my phone so I don't know what they are pictures of. But I can read the text that she sent.
"I need someone to model this for. Come over later and I'll give you a show." Just from that alone I know that the photos she sent me probably aren't suitable for work and to some degree that gets me excited.
"Babe?"
"Huh?" I forgot what I was doing.
"Who's that?" Well there's no sense in lying.
"Sasha. I may or may not have to tend to her after we get out of here." I murmured opening my phone to view whatever it is she sent me. Like I guessed they are very explicit photos of her in the lingerie she got earlier today. If I told you they didn't turn me on I'd be lying. I want her. It's been a week since she last touched me and I crave her touch.
"Tell her to kick rocks I'm more important." Shit I forgot about him.. Right I forgot Sasha and I aren't a thing so I can't go to that fashion show. Because I know myself and I know Sasha and I know by the end of it I'll end up on top of her and we'll both be naked. It's a trap and I will not fall for it. If we don't end up fucking she's going to be teasing me the entire time or worse she'll tie me up and make me watch her cum then kick me out again. No! No I'm not falling for it... even if she looks scrumptious in that black and pink teddy.
"I love you." I murmured before kissing him. "Let's go home." When I said that I nibbled on his lip before pushing him off me and getting up.
"But we're in the middle of dinner we can-" I simply put my finger to his lips and kissed it.
"I'll be in the car." Pushing in my chair I began to make my exit to the front doors. As I was walking my phone started to ring. Looking at it, it's Sasha sending me more explicit photos only this time there's no clothing being modeled. It's certainly good to know her body looks exactly the same as when I last saw it. She even still has my hickies on her abdomen, they're faint but they're there. Alright she's obviously trying to get my attention and it worked, so that being said I called her.
"Hello." She answered in her low seductive voice that she knows I love.
"What's with all the pictures?" I asked getting right to the point. She let out a soft chuckle.
"I know you want me!" For some reason that got me to smile because she sees right through me. But this is what she wanted and I will not be the first to give in.
"I do actually but too bad you banned me from your bed. So there's nothing we can do about it." I shrugged as I approached the car.
"Well you can come over and we can make an agreement."
"Hmm I dunno that sounds like a bad idea Sash."
"Well two bads make it right."
"I don't think that's how that saying goes." I giggled because it's not.
"So like what time are you coming over? I'm hungry and I don't want to wait to eat if you won't be here within the hour."
"Order out or something I'm not going over there because I know it's a trap and I'm not falling for it. And I'm out with Finn so stop bothering me."
"Haha it's not a trap I'm just offering you what you need toots."
"That's funny because I'm pretty sure you were the one who broke up with me so why are you doing this?"
"You said I broke up with you, so then you did think we were together."
"No I didn't me-"
"It's okay mommas feel don't conceal. Let your feelings for me flow. I miss you in my bed and I know you miss my bed so come get in it."
"No this is what you wanted I'm only obeying your request."
"Well I was in a fragile state then. You fucked me so good I started getting territorial over you. I couldn't let you leave me I didn't want you to be with anyone but me. I wasn't thinking straight then and I've had time to gather my thoughts and come down off the high I get when I'm with you and I've decided I don't care if you're with him as long as you only give yourself to me."
"Hmm you drive a hard bargain I dunno."
"Rebecca stop playing and come home!" She growled demandingly sending a chill down my spine making me shiver. I do miss her telling me what to do. "You.. Ugh!" And then she hung up only to FaceTime me seconds later.
"Yes?" She smirked then turned the camera and I came face to screen with her standing in her full length mirror with just her silk robe. As much as I don't want to she looks so good. And then she opened her robe and I was momentarily blinded by her sexiness. When the shine dulled she's wearing just a cute white lace thong.
"You sure you don't want to come lay up with this? You don't know what you're missing out on." She purred posing in different angles making me drool. "Come get me."
"You ready to go babe?" I heard breaking my attention. Shit it's going to be awkward if he sees this. So I quickly hung up and turned my attention to Sharky.
"I've been waiting forever to go home." He came up to me and wrapped his arms around me then kissed me. If I wasn't before I'm now very very sexually frustrated. So I got into this kiss.
"Kay we gotta go because they think you're dying." He spoke opening the door for me to get in so I got in. He then rushed to his side got in and turned on the car. Before I knew it we were driving down the street. Sasha technically lifted her claim on me therefore I'm very much allowed to fuck my boyfriend. I'm horny so I'm going to do just that. I can't wait till we get home so I'm going to get this started now. Finn's car is rather small so I can easily reach over and nibble on his neck a bit. "Ooh baby easy easy I gotta drive."
"Don't kill us." I purred putting my hand on his crotch and feeling for his dick. He's wearing dress slacks so it didn't take long, plus he's semi hard so it was bulging out his pants. "Mmm you're a lot bigger than I remember I'm excited." I whispered making him let out a low growl.
"Becky.." I simply let out a soft giggle rubbing him through his pants. When I started to do that I felt him press harder on the gas. "Mmm babe stop I'm-" while he was saying that I added a little more pressure to his member earning me a hearty groan. I know it's working because he's holding on to the wheel so tight that his knuckles are turning white. "Dead puppies. Dead people. Soggy bread. Throw up. Baboon butts." He muttered to himself I guess in an attempt to calm himself down. I haven't touched him in quite some time so I highly doubt anything he does beyond this point will make his boner go away. Ever since I dyed my hair I've noticed him checking be out more often so I know he's very excited.
"Awe Finny what's the matter?" I cooed still stroking him through his pants. He's so hard that I can feel it borderline twitching and it's turning me on. It was here we got to a stoplight and he grabbed my hand and threw it off his dick.
"Do you want to make it home alive or not?" He complained glaring at me making me smile. Biting my lip I pulled him in for a kiss.
"I'm just really wet and I don't want to be horny alone. Look." Grabbing his hand off the wheel I pulled up my dress and stuck his hand in my panties. "Mmm."
"God lord woman." He smirked wiggling his fingers. "We will be home in the next ten minutes just relax until then. I need to focus." As he said that his fingers found their way into my wet heat and is slowly fingering me.
"Mmm Sharky." I purred because his fingers are a lot bigger than Sasha's so it feels really good right now. Surprisingly even though it's been a while he still knows where to touch me to really get me going.
"We're almost there don't you worry beautiful Daddy is gonna take good care of you." He spoke reassuringly as he continued speeding down the road. All was good until my phone rang signaling a FaceTime call from Sasha. I ignored it and went back to enjoying his fingers. Seconds later she called again. "Who's that?"
"S-S-Sasha mmm." I got out somehow.
"Answer it." That brought me back to Earth and got me to look at him. "I wanna see if you can manage it." When he said that one of his fingers found my clit giving me double vision briefly. "Answer it." Challenge accepted.
"H-He-iiii Sasha." I grinned trying to hide my sex face.
"Where are you?" She asked studying me very closely.
"In the.. Umm. In the umm in the car with Sharky." I somehow got out. I can't think too straight my thoughts are jumbled
"Eww. Well what time should I be expecting you?" She spoke slowly still studying me I assume I'm not sure I can't keep my eyes in one spot long enough to focus. I'm honestly just trying to avoid her gaze because she'll know.
"You aren't going anywhere but to bed with me." Spoke Finn as he aggressively flicked my clit making me let out a small moan. I tried my best to hold it in but I think she heard it.
"I believe I was speaking to Rebecca not you, you peasant!" When she said that I got a chill go through my body even if it's not directed at me I love it when she gets bossy.
"Awe tha-tha-that wasn't nice." I murmured trying to keep my eyes from rolling because he's still fingering me.
"Babe your boss is a bitch I don't understand why you won't quit." Spoke Finn shaking his head.
"Yeah well that's because this bitch has your girlfriend wrapped around my finger Sharky. If you knew what I've had her doing you'd understand why you're words mean nothing to me."
"Kay well we gotta go!" I chimed because I don't like where this is headed. This is starting to venture somewhere I don't want to go. And with Sasha's temper she'll snitch on me to prove her dominance over him. This works out because we just got into our complex.
"You can go right after you give me a time to expect you tonight." Spoke Sasha.
"This can't wait?" I asked because I have no desire to have to go anywhere.
"Absolutely not I don't pay you all this money to not do work." It was here we pulled into our driveway.
"Sasha I'll make it-" Before I could finish Finn snatched my phone and withdrew his fingers from my dress.
"It has to wait because I'm about to lay some pipe in her and she'll most likely fall asleep afterwards." He then put his fingers in his mouth and sucked off my juices before winking and hanging up. "You're free now let's go." Ahh I love it when he gets demanding like that. I haven't been dominated in over a week and I need it. I'll literally take it from anyone who will do it for me. I'm weak and I'm desperate to be touched. Listening to him I got out the car and followed him inside. "Upstairs now!" He demanded so I simply went upstairs and into our bedroom.
"Baby I-" As I went to turn around to look at him I ran right into him because he wasn't too far behind me. So he wrapped an arm around me and pressed his lips to mine. Ugh I don't think I'll ever get use to that stubble but I'm going to have to deal with it. "Finn get this stupid dress off me!" I whined out breathlessly. He responded by placing kisses on my neck and shoulder all while his magical hands stripped me of my dress.
"I'm so sad that dress is gone you looked so fuckable in it." I whispered in my ears making me shiver.
"I think I look better this way." I purred pushing him away so I could climb on the bed. "Don't you think I look good this way?" I asked wiggling my butt at him earning me a groan before he slapped my bum.
"Like a goddamn snack and you made me miss dessert so daddy is hungry." As he said that he unbuckled his belt and unzipped them. I'm so turned on that when he did that I let out a small moan. He wears boxer briefs so his dick is very visibly trying to break out of them. "Come here baby." Listening I came to the edge of the bed where he's standing. When I got there I grabbed his tie and pulled him towards me to kiss me.
"You gonna stop playing and lay some pipe finally or am I going to have to force it out of you?" He smirked and grabbed my ass.
"I'll give you want you want." To that I tightened my grip on his shirt and fell backwards making him fall on top of me. "You're so fucking hot babe. I love you."
"If you loved me you'd prove it." He grinned at that and started to leave kisses all over my neck and chest. With every kiss he got lower and lower then before I knew it he's kissing on the waistband of my panties. "Baby stop teasing me. I need you" I whined grinding my hips against his face.
"I'm sorry I'm just rediscovering my girlfriend." He purred slowly pulling off my panties and tossing them to the side. "Damn I'm so happy we left dinner for this!"
"Me too but if you- ahh mmm baby just like that." As I was talking he started to lick at my fleshy folds. Then from there I don't know what I did but he really must be hungry. Because he started to eat me out like a starving dog. I don't think he's ever given me head so aggressively like he is right now. Not even Sasha has eaten me out like this and Sasha is very good at giving head. I dunno I just know it was only minutes after he started that I was cuming in his mouth. "Oh fuck!" I breathed out trying to refocus my vision and catch my breath.
"You taste even better than I remember." He spoke in a husky voice coming up to kiss me.
"I'm sorry I made you skip dessert."
"What are you talking about I just ate it." That sent a small chill down my spine.
"Well never mind that then. But I think it's my turn yeah?" I grinned reaching down into his pants and grabbing his member and slowly started to stroke him. When I did that he let out a small groan. "Mmm this is so overdue. Sorry I've been so sketchy recently."
"Shhhh it's in the past. Let's focus on the now." Okay fine with me. Withdrawing my hands from his pants all together I pushed him off me and got off the bed onto my knees. I didn't need to say anything else because he automatically stood up and began to lower his pants. I just sat and watched in anticipation for my treat. Eventually he freed his cock and it sprang up to attention. Hmm he's a lot bigger than I remember him but let's see if he tastes the same. Grabbing hold of his cock I slowly started to lick the tip. "Fuuuuck!" He groaned looking down at me and I just smiled up at him. He has no idea what's coming. I've had lots of practice thanks to Sasha so I hope he doesn't blow his load too early. So once the tip of his dick was covered in my saliva I went for it, taking him completely in my mouth. "AGGHH!" I enjoyed everything from here on out. With every movement I made on him his eyes were rolling and he was throwing his head back in complete and total ecstasy. "Becky oh my god! Shit baby ugh!" I've only been blowing him for maybe three minutes and I can tell by his moans he's so close to cumming. I'm not surprised I have been deep throating him a lot. His cock is nothing compared to the different sizes I'm use to so this is child's play to me. "Baby! Baby! Baby come here." Then I felt him pull out of my mouth and pull me up to my feet. "Jesus Christ any longer I would have blew before we could even get started."
"Well maybe I wanted that." I purred smirking at him. His response was to kiss me and shove his tongue in my mouth. Ugh this is so different from kissing Sasha. His tongue is significantly bigger than hers and it's oddly turning me on it's a nice change to be honest.
"God you're such a fucking freak I love it. But I wanna remind you who Daddy is." He then turned me around, bent me over the side of the bed and pushed himself inside me.
"Mmm fuck!" That sudden movement caught me off guard but I was a little bit disappointed. He just isn't long enough for what I'm used too. Don't get me wrong, I can work with this he still feels amazing inside me. I just wish I had a few more inches. It's okay though it's Sharky so I'm not picky.
"Damn I forgot how snug you were." He growled fucking me and a decent pace.
"Faster Sharky faster!" I moaned. He's being too gentle I need him to fuck me like he's going to die in ten minutes if he doesn't nut. I felt his grip tighten on my hips as he started to speed up his pace it's still not good enough so I started to throw my hips to match his rhythm.
"Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Ahh shit!" His breathing then started to speed up and his words aren't even English anymore. "Bec-Bec! Babe slow dow-ow ow ooh!" And then suddenly I felt his cock twitch inside me then the next thing I know he's exploding inside me. "Mmmm fuck!" He groaned out. He did not!? He did not just blow that fast. I had to actually look back at him to believe this shit. He has I'm cumming written all over his face.
"Did you ju-"
"Shh It's not my fault. We haven't been intimate in months I couldn't help it." Well now I remember why that is. Fuck! Sasha was right. She's the better lover. "I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to cum in you like that. You were going so hard and it felt so good I just couldn't pull out fast enough." This is awkward. I literally don't even know how to recover this situation. I don't know if I even can. And you wanna know what really sucks? We got up here at about ten fifty-three.. it's now eleven-seventeen. Wow that's low key so disappointing.
"Well thanks I guess." I really don't know.
"As embarrassing as this is for me at least now you know I'm loyal to you. So if anything I see this a great compliment to you." He spoke pulling out of me. So I got off the bed and too my feet. "You want a beer? I want a beer." I need a good fucking that's what I need. I'm not even horny anymore just annoyed.
"Yeah. I'm gonna shower tho." He smiled then cupped my face in his hands.
"I'll make it up to you baby I promise." I gave him a small smirk. As much as I love him I wish he was Sasha. I wish I was with her instead of him. He then kissed me on the forehead before putting on his boxers.
"Do you mind going to the store to get me some ice cream? You don't have to rig-"
"If ice cream is what my lady wants, she shall have ice cream."
"Thanks." He then left out the room and so I made my way to the bathroom. Closing the door I turned on the shower. I hate the shower here it feels like it takes forever to heat up. The water gets hot faster at Sasha's. This whole night has been one big disappointment. So when I got in the shower after a few moments when the tears started to fall I understand why. I miss Sasha. I really did think I could last without her but what just happened out there reminded me that she's definitely the one I want. And I feel so bad because I love Finn so much. He's so good to me and here I am thinking about someone else when I'm with him. The whole ride home and while we were intimate I was thinking of her. I don't want to think of her but she's forever cemented in my mind. God this situation is so fucked and I have no idea how I'm going to fix this. I have my cake and I can continue to eat it like I have been.. I just don't want to hurt him anymore.
"Hey here's your beer." Suddenly a Guinness appeared in my face.
"Thanks." I murmured taking it and sipping it.
"Is there room for one more?" No. But I have no reason to validate that. Good thing I'm in the shower so he can't tell I've been crying.
"Sure." He then climbed in and kissed me.
"Hi."
"Hey." I fake smiled. I wonder if Sasha is still up.. hell after that FaceTime call earlier I don't know if she'll even bother answering my call. If I know her and how possessive she is over me I probably got blocked. I dunno hopefully he'll fall asleep early that way I can sneak out.
Sasha's POV
"In the.. Umm. In the umm in the car with Sharky." Becky stumbled making me even more curious. The only time she stutters like that is if she's drunk, high, or when I'm fingering her.
"Eww. Well what time should I be expecting you?" I spoke slowly still studying her. She can't keep her eyes in one spot long enough to for me to get a good look. But she's doing something she shouldn't be and I don't like the look of this.
"You aren't going anywhere but to bed with me." Spoke Finn causing her to what sounded like to me a moan. I know her moans when I hear them and that for sure was a moan. She's letting him touch her and I'm very upset.
"I believe I was speaking to Rebecca not you, you peasant!" I growled because I absolutely can not stand that stupid frog. Who does he think he is feeling up my girlfriend? I know I shouldn't be getting mad but I have a right too.
"Awe tha-tha-that wasn't nice." Becky murmured trying to keep her eyes from rolling because she has pleasure written all over her face. At least she has the decency to try and pretend like it's not happening I'll give her that. However it's only been a week and she already must have forgot who I was. Like I haven't seen all of her sex faces multiple times. It's cute she thinks she can hide the fact that that stupid monkfish is fingering her as they, probably, speed down the street.
"Babe your boss is a bitch I don't understand why you won't quit." I heard boom for in the background. I'm pissed of so if he wants to go.. ha I'll fire alright.
"Yeah well that's because this bitch has your girlfriend wrapped around my finger Sharky. If you knew what I've had her doing you'd understand why you're words mean nothing to me." I snapped because I could end his life right here and now he just doesn't know it. The only ones who knows that are me and Becky. So that's why when I said that she immediately came out of her trance and spoke up normally.
"Kay well we gotta go!" I chimed because if this keeps going she knows I will spill it all. I will go into full detail about the time where I fucked her in her car, right out front of their apartment, while he was asleep in his bed.
"You can go right after you give me a time to expect you tonight." I stated in a serious tone because Rebecca knows when I'm angry at her and I am very angry at her right now.
"This can't wait?" She whined making me even more mad. No. No she knows better than that to talk to me like that. She's not actually trying to stay with him tonight. At this point I can feel my blood pressure rising. I'm just over reacting that's all. She's not going to cheat on me.
"Absolutely not I don't pay you all this money to not do work." I'm throwing her every hook I can all she has to do is bite the bait and she's free.
"Sasha I'll make it-" Mid sentence her voice abruptly stopped and another one started. Then.. it appeared on my screen.
"It has to wait because I'm about to lay some pipe in her and she'll most likely fall asleep afterwards." He then put his fingers in his mouth and sucked off from what I assume is Becky before winking and hanging up. And it was here that my I felt my heart do a hard tremble before what feels like it just stopped beating. She's weak right now and she's gonna do it. If he was fingering her on the way to wherever they're going, it's a sure fire guarantee that she's gonna give it up. I know this from experience and I know that fingerbanging is never enough for her. "She... No she's not going to fuck him. She's not going to fuck him. She's not going to fuck him. She's not going to fuck him. She's not going to fuck him. She's not going to.. She's not..She... Awe Becky." I tried saying to myself but the more I said it the more I thought about it and I know her and I know she'll do it. The thought alone of her cheating on me absolutely infuriated me but it also makes me cry. She promised herself to me and me only. How could she break that promise? This is all my fault. Stopping our affair I ruined her balance and she's probably dropping and that's why she let him touch her. Or maybe it was the pictures. Had I known they'd make her horny and trust that dumb sea snail to fill her needs I would have sent them a different night. I can't, I don't want to compute that. Scrolling through my contacts I call one of the two people I know would never cheat on me.
"Hey Sash what's cracking?" I just let out a sob and spoke.
"I'm gonna kill myself. She really fucking did it." I cried out because my heart is broken.
"WHAT?! Sasha stop what are you doing? Where are you? Where's Rebecca? Is she with you? Put her on the phone." Spoke Tamina in an urgent matter. She said her name and I hate that name now.
"She's off cheating on me!" I spat because it's not fair.
"Wait huh?"
"She's cheating on me Minia! Oh god she's cheating on me!" I cried because it hurts to say that.
"Aw shit." I then heard clicking on her end before I hear another phone call dial out.
"Hey sis." Spoke Trinity.
"I'm gonna do it! I can't be without her!" I sobbed out.
"What the hell happened now?"
"Sasha says that Rebecca is-"
"Stop saying that name." I growled because the mention of her makes my blood boil.
"That her play thing is cheating on her." Answered Mina.
"Sasha it's okay for her to watch a movie with her boyfriend. You're just the side bitch." Sighed Trin.
"No it's not like that this time. It's serious this time. This isn't a drill!" I spoke because this is a serious matter.
"Sash she always seems to come back to you so I don't get why you're so bent out of shape."
"Right now as we speak she's off probably fucking her boyfriend! She's probably riding him on the side of the road right now and you guys don't care." I whined because they don't get the severity of this situation.
"Okay and what's wrong with her fucking her boyfriend?" Spoke Trinity so nonchalantly.
"SHE'S MINE! HER BODY BELONGS TO ME AND ONLY ME!"
"Sash let's not get all worked up abou-"
"I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO GET WORKED UP SHES CHEATING ON ME!" I growled but honestly they're right. She has a boyfriend who she won't leave even though she knows she's happier with me. "I'm gonna kill myself what's the point anymore?"
"Don't you think that's a bit extreme?" Asked Mina.
"No she loves me but she doesn't want to be with me. What's the sense of being in love with someone who's in love with you but won't be with you?"
"Trin I swear if we ever meet this bitch she just better be a bad bitch because I'm sick of this shit."
"Girl relax you know how Sash is. She's the queen of over dramatic."
"Well the queen is right here!"
"Sasha she's busy I guarantee you she'll be in your bed later tonight or something. We do this all the time she's probably messing with you-"
"No because I saw her. I know I just know she's really doing it this time and y'all don't give a fuck."
"Honestly Sasha she's probably sitting in bed eating ice cream laughing at how you're freaking out because you think she's fucking him."
"You know what fuck it never mind. You guys don't get it."
"Sasha she's just a girl. There are thousands of other girls to choose from."
"Rebecca isn't some girl she's my girl."
"Damn I wish Joe loved me as much as Sasha loves this girl. If I told him I was hanging out with some guy he wouldn't even care."
"Girl I know that's right. Listen Sasha just smoke something, have a glass of champagne, eat something, then go to bed. I'm sure everything will be okay in the morning. If you have her as wrapped around your finger as you say she is, I'm sure she'll call you later tonight begging." Reasoned Trin.
"Yeah everything is fine they're probably just fucking with you again. Like T said get fucked up a little bit till it puts you to sleep and you can call us in the morning and tell us all about how you two knocked boots." I'm thinking about it and they might be right. Perhaps I'm just being dramatic. I wouldn't be surprised if she's just trying to provoke me.
"Fine we have sorta been on a break so it's probably her trying to get me to cave first."
"See there you go. So just calm down and take a drink."
"We'll call in the morning." Soothed Tamina.
"Okay. I love you guys. Thank you for dealing with me." I murmured because I don't know where I'd be without my girls.
"It's okay we're sisters it's unconditional."
"True to that. Just because you went and got famous on us don't mean it's gonna change what we got." Continued Trinity.
"What are you talking about the whole squad is famous. People would kill to be in our posse." I giggled because I wouldn't be here if I didn't have them to fall back on. This call being one of those times where I needed them and they were there.
"Hey speaking of the posse when's the next time you're coming home?" Asked Trin.
"True shit man Maya keeps asking about you." Awe that made my heart melt. Maya is Tamina's daughter and my niece. I love her so much and she loves me so much too. She's like my mini me and I love that. And now that I think about it, it's been a good minute since I've spent time with my family. It's just been work then Becky and repeat. I haven't seen my family in ages.
"You know what I've totally been abandoning you guys. I'm sorry I know y'all miss my beautiful face and you guys wanna marvel at it. So trust I'll be up there within the next week or two."
"Bet and if you flake you're a fraud."
"I won't I miss my mini me." I whined because now I really want to go home. I miss my momma. I miss the squad. And most importantly I miss Boston. I know as soon as I touch down I'll hate it, but I miss it. And even better hopefully by then Orange will have gotten her shit together and leave him. Then she can meet my mom and I can see if she's truly a keeper or not.
"Awesome the squad reunites within the next two weeks. That's perfect-" Tamina then yawned before finishing talking. "That sounds amazing so amazing it's putting me to sleep." She spoke very calmly and relaxed.
"Same yo, I'm going to bed." Added Trin.
"Okay I guess I'll head there too."
"Love you ladies."
"Love you too."
"Love you three."
"Night." And with that I blew a kiss then hung up. Letting out a deep breath I closed my eyes. I'm bugging for no reason. Rebecca knows her boundaries and therefore she's just messing with me. Yes it was just a trick. Oi she's gonna get it for making me mad for no reason. She's not going to walk right when I'm done with her. I'm gonna.. oh man I don't know but I know for sure she's getting handcuffed. Oh man this woman. Got me over here tripping over some dumb shit. Bitch please! Anyway Trin is right I need to smoke something and drink something then go to bed. Getting up I grabbed Mrs. Monroe grabbed out my bowl, and packed it. Ahh honestly this is what I needed. I needed to get high and gather my thoughts after all of today's events. When will my Becky come home to me? What is she waiting for? If there is one wish I could have right now I need for Cupid to send her the signal. I need her stupid boyfriend to really fuck up completely putting out her flame for him so that ours may shine through and strong. I know I'm in her heart I know I take up most of the space there so why won't she sign off on it? I dunno I don't wanna think about her I want to go to bed. That being said once I finished my bowl I poured myself a glass of something brown and headed to bed. Please god give her the sign.
So like I did warn you. Ideally now is the part where I talk about what you just read but I don't feel like it so instead I'm just gonna talk... or type.. but then again technically I'm saying this because I'm thinking these words in my head so in a way I'm talking it's just you can't hear. Then this brings me to the fact that if there was a way for me to actually verbally read you this story I think it'd enhance your experience of my stories because the way I intended this story to be read would be so different from how you probably read it. I mean I'd let you in on probably all my Easter eggs or references that I make throughout the story. But at the same time I think it'd ruin your experience here because the whole point of reading is to interpret the story into your own way and that's what I love about this shit. As the writer it's just my job to guide you deep into my thinking patterns and it's your job to try and make sense of it. I mean Ik what I mean but what do you think I mean? Are you picking this up? I hope so but if you're still reading this it's nice to know that you for some reason care about what I have to say and I appreciate that. I appreciate you and I love you and I want you to live you're best life too. Now your probably like how tf do I do that because my life is pretty iffy. Well my friend it's a theory that's taken me forever to perfect but I've finally mastered it and I'm gonna get my soapbox out real fast. Ahem ahem. In order to live your best life you have to first accept yourself before anyone else. You gotta be comfortable in your own skin and if you aren't then do what you have to do so that you can love yourself. Change sucks most times but sometimes you have to and you have to be okay with that. It's scary, change is always scary but what's the point in living in misery because you're too goddamn stubborn to change so you can be happy? You have absolutely no need to always be sad. Second step is you gotta find what makes you happy and do it. For me it's cooking, weird outfits, and writing I do these things on a damn near daily basis and I enjoy it. As long as you enjoy it, it shouldn't matter what others think because it's none of their fucking business okay? At the end of the day it's always going to be just you shooting in the gym. What I mean by that is nobody is going to have your back more than you do and at the end of the day that asshole who said they don't like the way you dress isn't going to be there ten years later while you're off doing what the fuck ever they won't matter then I promise you. And Thurd you gotta enjoy the little things in life. Your life can end at any moment so you gotta enjoy every moment you can while you're still able too. Basically just be grateful for what you have because there is someone somewhere suffering a thousand times worse than you are. It's sad but true and I'd go into detail but I've rambled long enough. Don't take things for granted because you'll miss it when it's gone. Moral of my sermon her is just be yourself. Don't hide behind a mask being someone you are because time always finds the truth so why wait for it to crash in on you when you can void it all and just be honest. There are people out there who think the way you do and if you show them exactly who you are from the get they'll either accept you or it's their loss. When you meet new people put your balls on the tabe so they know what they're getting into a I promise you being yourself all the time around people who accept you for the real you your life will change. There's no better feeling than the feeling of being yourself and not having to pretend... unless you enjoy acting then act you ass of my guy but always go back to being you. :) Kay that's just what's on my mind today I hope you took something from this if not just know that Arnold Palmer was the guy who created the internet in 1983. Umm next chapter is going to be well I don't know you tell me. I'm thinking of a number between 10 and 20. Comment your guess and if you want a past or present chapter next and the person who guesses it first or the closest gets their wish and I'll use ur name in the chapter. I mean I won't change my answer.. by now it's already too late to change it because I already published it so I can prove later I didn't change my number. Anywhore till next time you can actually catch and cook hepatitis. ~Joz #fuckitup