Aston Martin Music

by CallMeJoz

What would you rather ride in a Prius or an Aston Martin? Would you rather wake up and eat a bagel, or fly to Paris and eat a bagel just because? Applebee's or Four Seasons? Crocs or Jimmy Choos? VIP section or general admission? Decisions decisions... They say cheating is bad but who knew it'd land you in the lap of luxury and in the arms or someone you love even more. Femslash

35. You belong to me

Heeyyy! It's me Joz uploading at a random unscheduled time. Yes I'm aware of the date . And yes I'm aware that I'm ahead of schedule than I usually am. Well ignore that and enjoy this slightly step of a blessing this chapter. Honestly it's like 1am and I just got home from being out with the girls and I'm trashed tn. I don't know how I'm typing it I am so we just gonna roll with it. In this chapter I semi blessed it. Last chapter was alright but this chapter is a step up. Just read and I'll explain later. It's good!

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Sasha's POV

The next morning

On a good note I slept like a baby all night no interruptions. It's about nine and I'm just now pulling up to the office. Rebecca's car isn't out front so I don't know where she could be. I just hope not letting that troll bust her cheeks because... No she wouldn't cheat on me like that. All of this is a trick to get me thinking of her and it's not working. She probably got him to drop her off and she's in her office. Going in the first person I see is Brooke.

"Hi Mrs. Banks errr Sasha!" She smiled as I approached the desk.

"Hi Texas you look lovely as always." That got her to smile and blush.

"Awe thanks. You're looking pretty tasty to me today." That made me smile. I love our relationship because she's into me and she's so awkward about it. It's all in those beautiful brown eyes she has. I think it's because she thinks I'm straight and I'm just flirting just to flirt. Ha little does she know.

"Well you know I always gotta keep it sexy for you, show you what you could have but you too busy playing games. Anyway what's new?" I asked leaning on the counter. Yay she's wearing a v-neck so I can stare at her boobs.

"Umm you have a few voicemails, oh and you got a delivery earlier." I don't remember ordering anything, but I always order stuff then forget about it so I wonder what it is. It's like a present for me now.

"Oh a present! Where is it?" I sang because I love being given random presents.. you know the goods ones though.

"Its right upstairs in your office." I'm racking my mind of all the possible things that are big or surprising enough that she didn't let it stay down here. I'm really excited because for some reason all my ideas lead back to Rebecca. She's waiting for me in my office.

"Well on that note, I'll see you later." Blowing her a kiss I turned and headed for the steps actually. Since I decided to quit her I've decided to workout in replace for sex and walking three flights of steps a day is part of it. When I got up there my first mission is to go to her office and seeing if she's there. Getting there the door is closed and locked with today's date not marked off the calendar she has on her door. First thing she does when she comes in is mark off the days date on her calendar. She says it helps her keep her documents and emails in order. It makes sense because things have different due dates and stuff but then again if you don't know that it's weird. I don't know that my girlfriend for you.

"Hey babe." Fucking hell.

"Please do not call me that." I spoke turning to look at him. When I did that I had to roll my eyes. I'm wearing a lavender and black dress today and low and behold he's majestically wearing a lavender shirt and a shiny lavender tie.

"Well would you look at that! I'm glad you got my message this morning. As I was getting dressed I was thinking to myself I hope my beautiful future Mrs. Eli Drake-" He then leaned in and whispered; "By my future wife I mean you." Then continued in his normal tone. "Wears the same colors as me today and here she is matching with me."

"You sure because this is awkwardly the third time this has happened in two weeks and I'm still not attracted to you." I shrugged.

"Yeah well clearly that means we're meant to be." I just let out a sigh. When will he get the hint? I appreciate his tenacity but he doesn't have a chance.

"Do you have my paperwork? Where's Allie?" I asked moving past him so I can get to my office.

"Oh I sent her off to go get us some lunch. I hope you don't mind ramen!" He smiled very pleased with himself.

"If that paperwork isn't on my desk in the next hour and a half you're fired." I stated clearly and firmly so he knows I'm serious. Then I opened my office door and walked in closing and locking it behind me. The lights aren't on so it's pretty dark. I swear if she's sitting on my desk I... letting out a deep breath I flicked the switch. Well I'm happy to announce that there's no half naked woman waiting for me on my desk. However there is a huge vase full with a shit ton of red roses. Seeing that made my heart jump. Who could they be from? Going closer to my desk I see a giant white bear sitting in my chair with a sign around it that's says "I'm beary sorry." Well now this narrows it down to who this is from. Setting my purse on my desk I began to look at all the roses. I love the way they bloom and the way they feel, and especially the smell. Taking a whiff of them they smell amazing. Okay now onto who it's from. Rummaging through the flowers I found a small envelope. Opening it it reads a simple sentence;

"We need to talk, see you when you get home."

And then it's signed RQB in orange pen. RQB who do I kno-oooh. Rebecca Quinn Banks! That's the only name I know that fits those initials. What's the meaning behind this? This is probably her way of trying to admit that she wants me and that she was wrong to keep rejecting me. Well she definitely is doing a good job so far but it's not going to help her. See me at home? Does that mean she is at my house? Because now that I think of it I did think I saw her drive past me as I was leaving the neighborhood. What's she planning? I'm not sure if I like this or not. Well good thing I have the next eight hours to think about it. Regardless of what she's planning I'm fuck her shit all the way up.

7pm

I didn't intend to stay two hours late but I had a flood of emails and paperwork concerning Rebecca's alcohol idea. And that was on top of my normal daily paperwork and add to that I couldn't stop wondering what she's doing at my house. I never like leaving without finishing my work so that's what took me so long. Everyone is gone except the janitors. It's rare being here so late by myself it's awkwardly quiet and I hate it, so that's why I rushed out of there carrying my teddy. I decided to leave the roses so I can smell them again in the morning and be happy about it.

"What is that woman planning?" I asked the bear as I buckled it in. "Why did she buy you for me? Did she finally leave that dumb sushi roll?" It just stared at me. "Well thanks for nothing... Shit I don't know what to name you. Ehh whatever." Closing the door I got in and headed home. I took my time getting there why rush, home isn't going anywhere. When I pulled up to the house her car is parked in the driveway and some lights are on meaning she's in there. This is going to be fun. I can't wait to listen to her apology I bet it's gonna be good. I know what I saw in that FaceTime call so she has a lot of explaining to do. Unbuckling my bear we headed inside. "Mmm it smells delicious in here. She's definitely trying to seduce me bud." I spoke to the bear. Walking forward I noticed a trail of Lucky Charms leading into the kitchen. When I saw that I immediately started to giggle. One being of course she chose the most Irish thing ever to make a trail. And second because "Oh a piece of candy! Oh a piece of candy! Oh a piece of candy! Oh a piece of candy! Oh a piece of candy! Oh a piece of candy!" I giggled out following the path. It lead me all the way to the balcony where she was standing holding a red rose. Even though I knew it was her it still made my heart jump because she's wearing a tuxedo with her hair up in a tight bun. Damn it why does she have to be so hot because she looks scrumptious in that tux.

"I'm glad to see you and Queso are rather chipper." She spoke with a stupid grin. Yep she would be the one to name it that just for a pun.

"What's all of this for?" She smiled and started to walk towards me. She then took Queso and sat him on the couch. She then held out the rose for me to take. I took it, ripped off the petals and threw them in her face. "You better start talking." I spoke folding my arms.

"Join me for dinner?" She then motioned to the deck where she has a table set for two.

"Well I don't know can you sit. Are you okay from ole Sharky giving you pipe last night? Does it hurt anywhere?" She let out a huff because I must not be following the plan.

"That's a conversation we can have while eating steak, loaded potatoes, crab mac-n-cheese, and cornbread." She smiled because she knows I haven't had dinner yet so I'm hungry. "Please eat dinner with me." She pouted giving me sad eyes. She did her makeup in a way where when she did that her eyes looked really big and sad making me smile a bit because she is so adorable. She picked up on it and grabbed my hand. "Please I'm worth your time I promise." If she went out of her way to buy me flowers, a giant teddy bear, and make me dinner the least I can do is eat it with her before kicking her out.

"Only because I want the crab mac." That got her to smile.

"Very well right this way." She held out her arm for me to take and she lead me out onto the patio to the table. "May I take your jacket?"

"Sure." She then moved to help take off my jacket. "Thank you."

"Not a problem at all. Here you are go ahead and get comfy." She smiled pulling out my chair. Once I sat she even pushed me into the table.

"That was very nice of you young man."

"Well that's just how you treat a lady. Excuse me while I put this away." Motioning to my jacket she then went into the house. Observing the table she perfected it down to the last detail. She even set the silverware correctly and in the right place on the table. Yeah she did something she wasn't supposed to and this is why she did all this. I don't want to jump to any conclusions and start getting mad over something that didn't happen. I'm just going to wait and find out. "May I offer you a glass of the houses finest rosè?" She asked holding a bottle of rosè.

"I'd like a bottle of water actually please thank you." She had on a confused look before pouring some in her glass. "If you don't have anything pleasant to tell me you better leave the bottle to numb the pain." I spoke because she started to walk away with the bottle. She stopped and looked at me and my blood started to boil. She smirked then continued walking inside with the bottle. Ok that's a good sign I suppose. As I was sitting my phone rang signaling a text. My phone is in my purse which is in the kitchen. I wanna go use the bathroom so I'll get it when I go in. Going inside Rebecca is in the kitchen fixing from what I assume is our dinner plates. "Oh hey don't worry it was Brooke. She wanted to know if you wanted to go for drinks tonight but I told her you're busy."

"Awe what for I was making good progress on her she would've been mine by the end of the night." I complained because it's true.

"Well she doesn't measure up to me so she would've been a waste of time anyway." She spoke simply.

"You don't know that. I have a sixth sense for that shit she wants me."

"Well see then if you did I'd have to kill her and she's a sweet girl and I don't want to do that to her family." She shrugged not looking at me as she continued plating our food.

"Well you don't own me so I can fuck whoever I want."

"Uh no you can't. I mean you can but you won't."

"What makes you so confident?" She smiled and looked at me then laughed and went back to plating.

"Because you're in love with me."

"No I'm not."

"Then why haven't you kicked me out yet?" She's right but I won't admit it.

"I'm only letting you stay until after dinner then you're getting kicked out."

"Can I have a kiss?"

"Absolutely not." She straightened up and turned to face me. Ugh and she has this look on her face that says do not defy me, but I have the strength. "I'm not laying a finger on you until you tell me exactly what happened between you and that stupid fish boy of yours."

"Well I'll tell you but just know it all worked out in your favor." She spoke grabbing my arm and pulling me into her grasp. "If you'd stop being such a little brat we can get there."

"I'm not a brat sir. And get off me I don't know you." I growled fighting out of her grasp.

"Whatever go wash your hands and I'll meet you outside"

"Can I have my phone back?"

"Hurry before the food gets cold." She then went back to plating our food. As annoyed as I am by this I'll listen because she's getting fucked up later and I can't wait to destroy her. Going into the bathroom I did my business and came back out to her placing down our plates on the table. "Ahh come on then let us dine."

"Why do I get the feeling that you did something I wouldn't like?" I asked walking towards her.

"What do you mean?"

"Just yesterday afternoon you were so anal about holding onto this break between us and now today you're sending me flowers and buying homie over on the couch. Then here you are breaking into my house while I'm at work just to cook me dinner. All of this was fine up until about three minutes ago when I was in the bathroom and I noticed you left your leash out on the counter." I then walked up closer to her and dug my fingers into the collar of her shirt. Just like I expected she's wearing her collar, more specifically it's her red collar. "Last I checked that was tucked away in the chest. The only time I use your red collar is when you've been bad. That being said I take it he was fingering you last night wasn't he?" I ask clearly because my theory is right she basically told on herself.

"Join me for dinner?" She asked making it obvious that she is now nervous. I just smirked because this is going to be fun. It's exactly how I predicted last night she cheated on me with him and now she's regretting it.

"You better not be wasting my time Rebecca." I then went over to my chair and sat down. She was right there behind me to push in my chair. She then went to her side of the table and sat down. "Ten points for presentation let's hope it tastes as good as it looks."

"Well I certainly hope so. I used a different dry rub for the steak so I hope it pays off." Well there's only one way to find out. Picking up my knife I cut into it and surprisingly it's really tender so that's good. It's also cooked to a perfect medium rare just how I like it. All that's left is to taste it.. "It's not the best steak I've ever had but you definitely did that. I'm fucking with it."

"Good so the rub was totally worth the price." She smiled clearly very proud of her purchase. I just simply went back to eating my food. Normally I'd carry on a conversation with her but I'm waiting for her to confess her crime so we can get on with this night. I've had a long day at the office I want some head and I'm going to bed. I'll punish her tomorrow because I'm going to need all day to fully carry out her punishment. "So how was work today?" She asked breaking the silence.

"Well Eli matched his outfit to mine again today."

"So that's like what the third time in two weeks now?"

"Yep. And the crazy part is I have no idea where he keeps all his shirts in his office because there aren't any closets in there."

"I just think it's funny that he just will not give up on you. I'm pretty sure he has a shrine of you hidden under his desk."

"I honestly wouldn't be surprised. As long as he doesn't try to catch me in the parking lot then I'll overlook it. But you need to keep looking for someone to replace him."

"I know I've been looking but it's either someone who's over qualified and wants more pay, or they're under qualified and run the risk of them fucking something up."

"At this point I'm willing to offer more pay for his job. I don't care as long as he's far away from me."

"What if the new person is just as obsessed with you or even more than him?"

"Well I just hope he or she is attractive to some degree. That way I'd actually be happy to flirt back."

"What happened to not flirting at the workplace?"

"What happened to you only giving yourself to just me and only me, not that stupid whale?" When I said that she let out a sigh and sipped her wine. She's just prolonging the inevitable so I just decided to skip there.

"It was a moment of weakness it didn't mean anything. You cut me off and you had me on a strict sex schedule. Basically everyday we were having sex then you suddenly stopped it. I was going mad, I needed release and you weren't going to give it to me-"

"I would've given it to you all you had to do was ask. I got you into that state so it's my job to get you out of it. All you have to do is ask."

"Well you were the one who gave me the ultimatum so what was I supposed to do? You were playing a good defense too I just didn't want to crack first. And I know you didn't want to either. I guess I was the weaker one here."

"You could've just left him for me and all of this could've been avoided."

"You don't get it he's my first love I can't just up and leave him. I-"

"He might be your first love but let's face it he isn't your love anymore is he?" When I said that she frowned a little and shook her head no. "You love me don't you?" I asked simply because it's written all over her face. When I asked that she visibly tensed letting me know I hit the nail right on the head. "Becks it's okay if you fell out of love with him. It's human nature, people fall in and out of love everyday. It's not your fault."

"I've known him for so long and we moved out here together. We built a life out here in Florida together. If it weren't for him I'd probably still be in Ireland doing only god knows what. I owe him so much and here I am thinking about you while I'm with him. The whole ride home while he was fingering me I was thinking about you." She murmured sounding like she feels bad for having feelings for me.

"Did you cum?"

"What?"

"Did he finger you until you came?" She shook her head no. "Speak when I ask you a question." I snapped.

"No." She replied quickly.

"So then what happened after he hung up? And Rebecca I swear to god if you leave out a single detail you'll never feel my touch ever again. I'll send you right home back to that scrub and I'm calling Brooke." I stated firmly and clearly sitting back in my chair folding my arms. I don't care about this dinner anymore I'm more concerned about what happened between her and that boy. I know it's just going to make me angry but I need to know. I need to gauge how sever I'm going to punish her.

"After he hung up we got out the car and went upstairs. Then we made out a bit then he ate me out. Then after that I-"

"Did you cum then?" She nodded.

"Yes I did." When she said that I scoffed. I'm surprised he even knows how to eat pussy. Since she had no problem doing it I'm sure she won't mind if I ask questions.

"Was it that good? Did he suck your clit the same way I do? Did he use a lot of tongue or was he mostly sucking? Ooh did he use teeth, nibble on your thighs a bit? Bite your clit too? Since he's a sad excuse for a man did his tongue dig deeper into you than mine does? Hell were you even wet or did he have to spit on it?" I asked putting my elbows on the table and leaned my head on my hands. She took a rather long sip of her wine before speaking.

"Honestly he ate me out like a starving bear. Probably the best head he's ever given to me during our whole relationship. Delivery was good a solid A, but his accuracy went in and out. Sometimes his tongue would hit the spot but a good percentage of the time it was off rhythm. If it came down to it you do it better."

"Alright he eats you out, you cum, what happened next?" I have a feeling I won't like what she has to say next, but I'm not gonna count my chickens yet.

"I kissed him then I got on my knees and I blew him." Those words cut me like a knife. Not that she blew him, but the fact that she got down on her knees for him. I see getting on your knees to orally please someone as a sign of you submitting to them and I hate the idea of her submitting to anyone but me. "He's not as big as you usually are so I could easily take him." I took in a deep breath because I now officially regret asking for details. But it's too late I gotta suck it up and bottle my anger for later.

"Please tell me he didn't nut in your mouth." I spoke closing my eyes because I swear to god if she let him cum in her mouth we are going over to their flat and I'm going to beat the hell out him while she watches. I taught her everything she knows about giving blow jobs so I know she probably damn near sucked the soul out the boy.

"No he pulled away before he could." Thank god. But now I'm regretting not taking that glass of wine.

"When you clean this all up the glass you're drinking out of goes in the trash, along with the fork and spoon. Anything you put your mouth on in here today, throw it out. I don't need your dick breath all over my cups and silverware. You know what fuck that just throw the whole set away we can buy a new set. Anyway what happened after that?" I asked reluctantly. I know what probably happened next but I'm waiting for the part where it all went wrong. She basically said that her wrong worked out in my favor so when do I start to win here?

"He turned me around, bent me over the bed, and went to town."

"Wow you just said fuck Sasha and gave that boy the whole shebang huh? Way to really spit in my face Rebecca."

"I was weak you left me in a bad place!"

"I know but I didn't think you'd go and cheat on me. I damn near had a mental breakdown last night because I knew you were probably fucking him. I spent half the night trying to convince myself that you wouldn't cheat on me. Only to find out you really did it."

"It gets better."

"How?" She already let him have her, she broke our bond and my trust, so how the fuck could this get any better?

"One he isn't as big as you so my eyes didn't roll the way you always make them. Two he doesn't know how to fuck me the way that I need to be fucked. You dig out my guts every time we fuck and he barely penetrated me enough to fuck me. Third he lasted less than five minutes before he came." Okay that made me feel a little bit better, but staring at her I hate the image of someone else penetrating my girlfriend. I don't want to picture it but we're talking about it and it's like torture as my mind puts together these puzzle pieces to reveal a movie I don't want to watch. It's laughable to me that they had sex for five minutes compared to the hours I give her in bed. I know how tight she is so it's understandable why he didn't last too long in her. If I was a guy I'm sure I wouldn't be able to pull out of her in time either and then that's when I remembered something that could really ruin us before there is even an us.

"Did you let him cum inside you?" When I asked that she immediately avoided my gaze.

"It happened so fast and I cou-"

"Fuck and you aren't on birth control are you?" When I said that her eyes grew wide and that's when she finished off the rest of her wine. Ugh and she calls this getting better?!

"Well I didn't throw up this morning or anything so I think I'm fine."

"If he got you pregnant I can't mess with you anymore. I don't want anything to do with a child that isn't mine."

"Well I'll get rid of it. I'd rather have you than his child." As mad as I would be if she does end up pregnant I liked her response. She'd get rid of an innocent life just to be with me. It's kinda shitty and fucked up but that's some true love right there. If the roles were switched I'd probably do the same for her and I respect that. She'd get rid of her boyfriend's kin for me and that statement was her stay the night card for tonight. But if it really were to happen I'd encourage her to keep it but she'd HAVE to break up with him. I'd be okay with adopting her child because I love that woman. And because I think Finn and Rebecca's baby would come out kinda cute and nerdy. "It took for him to fail at taking care of my needs for me to realize he isn't the one for me. I love him but.. I.." She then let out a deep breath before looking me directly in the eyes. "I love you more and I want to be with you not him." Well that caught me off guard because I didn't think this is where this conversation would lead. But at the same time I want to do a backflip. She said it! She loves me and wants to be with me! Finally my prayers have been answered. But I mustn't forget her sin.

"Wow this is awkward." I spoke flatly getting her to give me a weird look. "See you're saying you love me and want to be with me but technically you're still with him aren't you?"

"Well I don't really want to be any more. I love him but I don't love him the same way I once did. I don't like the image of us together anymore, but I'm obsessed with the image of us. I think we're so hot together." She motioned between me and herself.

"Why'd you choose now to start seeing things my way? I've been telling you this shit since the first time we ever kissed. Goddamn you're so fucking hard-headed it irritates me!" I spoke because this low key does irritate me it took like six months for her to listen to what I've been telling her. If we're going to do this I'm gonna have to make her actually listen to me.

"I know I'm sorry." She then smiled widely at me and finished. "I love you. I love you. I really fucking love you!" Hearing that I couldn't help but smile. It sounds like a beautiful symphony when it's coming from the lips of an ang- actually no because she just committed a crime so she's no angel right now.

"So does this mean you're leaving him? Like actually packing your shit and moving it over to here?" It was here that she went silent letting me know she's thinking. I'm still hungry so since I'm here I continued to eat my dinner. This mac-n-cheese is pretty good, it's a little dry but it's fine because the crab meat combined with the shrimp makes it taste better.

"Well I just gotta find a way to end things with him. Then we'll be good to go."

"Ah-huh and how long is that going to take?" If it's taken her this long to realize she wants me how long is it going to take for us to actually end things?

"Tomorrow. After work I'm gonna talk to him."

"Are you going home tonight?"

"If I don't have to I won't."

"Okay well come sit here then I'm lonely over here." I motioned to my right. I'm hiding it but I want nothing more then to attack this woman and smother her in kisses. I finally got her love and I feel like I'm on top of the world. The most beautiful being I've ever had the pleasure of knowing is in love with me.

"Yes ma'am." She then moved her plate closer to me and then got up and moved closer to me taking her chair also. Once she settled all her stuff she sat back down. "Hey." She smiled softly making my heart melt.

"Hold on." I then pulled her by the arm towards me. Reaching for her bun I pulled it out and messed it up a bit. Pushing her away I smiled. She looks way hotter this way. "Hi." I grinned getting her to blush.

"So how's the food?"

"It's good you did good kid."

"Thank you. I really wanted to do a good job for you."

"Well you succeed." I smiled looking at her. I so badly want to kiss her but not until I cleanse her of her sins. Then from there we continued to eat dinner in a comfortable silence besides the sound of the sea waving hello.

"Sasha?"

"Yes?"

"Umm.. well I need a favor from you." That got me to stop and look at her.

"I honestly don't think you're in a position to be asking me favors. So no I will not do you a favor. However tell me what you want and maybe I'll give it to you." I spoke emotionlessly because I technically don't have to be nice to her. I'm just playing pretend waiting for my que.

"I don't know if I can say I'm sorry enough to you to get you to be-"

"Cut to the point." I interrupted because she's just rambling.

"I only came once with him.. I need you to finish the job he started." When she said that I chuckled a little bit.

"Rebecca the nerve you have! So you think that you can go home and fuck your boyfriend and then the very next night you're over here begging me to finish what that slime couldn't do? Don't you know not to send a boy to do a woman's job?" She has this guilty face on and is looking down at her plate. I need her to know what she did was not okay.

"I'm sorry I-I-I just. Well you said.."

"What'd I say?" I asked grabbing her chin to move her head so she was looking at me. She just gave me a pouty face. "When are you gonna learn Rebecca?"

"I-" Before she could finish I slapped her.

"You know what, if anything I'm the one who deserves attention." That being said I reached my hand into her collar and pulled her off her chair onto the floor. "You got some nerve kid. I knew you were kissing my ass today for a reason, just didn't think it'd be because you just wanted sex."

"That's not why I did this." She semi yelled with a little attitude.

"Did you just raise your voice at me?" I asked lowly and slowly because she knows better than that.

"Well I didn't do all this because I wanted sex Sasha. I did this because I hated this stupid separation you put between us. I miss the fuck out of you and I would've ran the Sahara desert in one day if it meant we'd talk like how we are now." She then moved closer to me and then moved my chair so we were facing each other. "I'm sorry. I fucked up and I know I did and I'm sorry. I didn't mean any harm to you what happened yesterday was a mistake. I want to say I regret doing it but I don't." She then placed her hand on my thigh and started to rub it. "It made me realize how much I love you and just how bad I need you. I want you Sasha Banks. I belong to you and I swear from now on only you. My mind, my body, my heart, and my soul belong to you. I belong to you and you belong to me." She then moved my dress up far enough for her to kiss my thigh. "Please may I offer myself to you orally?" She asked with begging eyes. As much as she doesn't deserve it some head while I finish my dinner is a nice start to her getting back in my good graces.

"Very well." I shrugged making her grin. And then she began to kiss and caress my thighs slowly making her way to where she wants to be. She's doing her thing so I'm gonna focus on my plate for now. Grabbing it off the table I held it and continued to eat it as I watched Rebecca go down on me.

"Do you mind lifting up so I can-" I slightly stood up so she could rid me of my panties. "Thank you." She then weirdly put them into the inner pocket of her blazer.

"What are you gonna add them to your shrine of me?" I teased eating a piece of cornbread.

"No I'm keeping them fresh so you can gag me with it later." She smirked winking at me making me shiver. She is a bonafide freak and I love it.

"You're so dirty." She smiled then pulled me by the thighs to the end of my chair. Doing that left my vulnerable flesh exposed and open to her enjoying.

"I learned it from you." And then she dug into my fleshy folds. It's been a damn week since I've last had any action and it's doing nothing but turning my head to mush. I'm not high but I feel like it and it's heavenly. Then add to-

"Oh fuck!" I groaned out because she just rammed two fingers in me. "Goddamn! Goddamn! Goddamn!" She's seriously eating me with a purpose right now. She's sucking me for dear life and her fingers are pumping out of me so quick I can't think. "Becky yes." I moaned out because she wrapped her left arm under my left leg holding me somewhat still. It did no good because I can't keep still. I damn near dropped my plate on her head I'm that gone right now. "Hmmm! Ahhh!" Then moments after I felt my orgasam flashover me making my whole body stiffen. "Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!" She immediately got what happened and slowed her movements. Fuck I am spent I haven't the slightest clue of what's going on right now. Looking at my hand I realized I'm still holding my plate so I ate some mac-n-cheese. God I love being me. I'm living the life getting head while I'm enjoying my steak dinner. Eventually she pulled out of me and began to lick my thighs. If she's gonna eat me like this from now on I'm gonna use this to my advantage. "You know what?" I breathed out because she's still licking the cum off my thighs.

"What?"

"What time is it?" She then stopped and lifted up her arm and looked at her watch.

"Almost eight thirty."

"Good let's go out. You ate me happy and I'm in the mood to go celebrate. Let's go out."

"Sasha it's Tuesday night." She spoke making it sound like it's a bad idea.

"That's never stopped you before."

"Where are we going?" I simply smiled and pet her hair.

"I dunno we'll find something to do." She smirked then kissed my inner thigh.

"I'll go anywhere you wanna go." That made me smile.

"Good. Now to your feet and help me up." She didn't hesitate standing up and reaching out her hand for me. I took my time because I'm still trying to get the feeling back in my legs. "Thank you sir."

"You headed to the bathroom?" She asked wrapping her arms around me holding me steady.

"Yeah I wanna shower. I still have the office on me."

"Do I get to go with you?" She asked pouting. I smiled and played with the ends of her bright orange hair. Why is she so effortlessly beautiful?

"You're allowed to watch but you can't touch. You my love are on punishment."

"I'll take it." And then she stole a kiss. I'm lying if I say I didn't want to kiss her. It's way past due, yet at the same time I don't want to kiss her because she's covered in him and I don't like that. Despite how much I enjoyed this kiss she doesn't deserve my love tonight. That being said I pushed her off me.

"You don't get kisses you don't deserve it." Then I headed to my bathroom. I left the door open for her because I know she's going to follow me. Turning on the shower I began to strip.

"Goddamn!" I heard whisper behind me getting me to turn around to see her ogling me. "I forgot how good you look." I smirked and used my index finger to signal her to come closer. "Yes?"

"Get down on your knees." She got down on her knees and is staring up at me. "You look really good in this tux so you get to go out in it. I'm gonna shower and change and you're going to sit right here while I do." As I said that I grabbed her leash off the counter and hooked it onto her collar. "Stay." I then continued to strip and get into the shower. I made sure to take my time because I'm in no rush whatsoever.

"Babe?"

"Yes my pet?" When I asked that I turned and faced her through the glass. It's textured so I can only see her silhouette.

"May I wait out in the bedroom? With all the steam I'm sweating and I don't wanna ruin my only suit."

"That's fair. You may but do not go far from me."

"Ok thank you." I then watched her crawl out of the bathroom. That's my very obedient girlfriend and boy do I love her.

"Rebecca?"

"Yes?"

"If you're going to be out there be a doll and pick out my outfit for the night. It'll save us time."

"Okay anything you want in particular?" She asked coming back into the bathroom.

"It doesn't matter what you choose. However I need you to brush your teeth first. I want a kiss." I know she's probably brushed her teeth since him but I just have to let her know that she was wrong and because of that she has to do things that aren't necessary. She already has her own toothbrush here so it's nothing outrageous.

"Of course." She then began to brush her teeth so I continued to shower. It was maybe a few minutes after that I felt the shower door open and a set of arms wrap around me pulling me out of the spray of water. "Hi!" Mmm her breath smells minty so it's probably gonna taste minty too. Turning in her arms I leaned in to kiss her and she met me halfway. Great she does taste minty like toothpaste and I'm enjoying every second of this kiss. "I love you." When she said that my heart did a backflip. This is the moment I've been dreaming about. Being in her arms and hearing her tell me she loves me. It only took her forever but here we are staring in each other's eyes just like lovers do in the movies.

"I love you too." When I said that she blushed and I found that so adorable. "Hey don't be all shy now. You already said it and you can't take it back."

"I know.. I just never imagined I'd fall for a woman... yet here I am holding the most beautiful woman ever in my arms." She grinned kissing my cheek.

"Well I saw it the moment we met and when you told me your name I knew it wasn't a dream but in fact a vision or future memory. And I was right because I just had deja vu a few seconds ago." I shrugged because this isn't new to me. I knew this moment would eventually happen.

"I should've listened to you. Why didn't you tell me I'd be this happy in the end?"

"Fuck you!" I giggled hitting her arm playfully.

"I'd love that."

"I bet you would." I then kissed her again and just like always my knees started to give out a bit. Damn I'm so happy right now. "Okay that's enough for you. Go pick out an outfit for me and I'll be out in a second." As I said that I let her go.

"One more kiss?"

"No go do what you were told to do." When I said that she gave me a sad look. Ideally I'd cave and give her a kiss because I want one too, however she is still in trouble I haven't forgot. "Rebecca do not make me repeat myself."

"Sorry." She then let me go and closed the shower door only to open it again. "I love you!" And then she closed it and left the bathroom.

"I love you too Becks." I mumbled going back to washing up. I was only in there for another five minutes before I got out. When I entered the bedroom I found one of my Prada dresses laid out on the bed. Next to it she even picked out a set of matching bra and panties for me.

"Oh hey I'm almost done I couldn't decide on the black or white stilettos." She spoke coming out the closet holding both pairs of heels.

"Well we can decide once I'm dressed. I have some phone calls to make so while I do that you get to dress me." When I said that I saw a small gleam in her eyes. This is her one and only chance to frisk me before she gets absolutely nothing.

Becky's POV

"Now is your chance to frisk me good so if I were you I'd make it count." And make it count I will. This isn't a new activity for me at all. We've showered together enough times for me to know what to do. She has an interesting routine and I have it down pact. That being said I went into the bathroom and grabbed the Vaseline and cocoa butter lotion that she always uses. However since we're going out I wonder if she might want to use one of her fancy lotions which she uses when we go out.

"Do you- I stopped mid sentence because she's talking on the phone. So I showed her both lotions and not surprisingly she chose the cocoa butter lotion. That's okay because it's rather thin so that means I have to spend a little more time rubbing it in. Going back into the bathroom I put the other lotion back and grabbed a small hand towel that way I can dry her off without her having to take off her towel. When I came back out she was seated on the end of the bed. Perfect going to her I placed a kiss on her forehead earning me a smile. Then I kneeled down in front of her and began to cover her legs in a layer of Vaseline. I took my time here because she has amazing legs and I love feeling them up. It takes me back to the very first time I ever really noticed her legs. Little did I know spilling that drink on her that day would lead to me falling in love with her. Life is so weird it works out in so many weird ways it's crazy.

"Bae?"

"Yes?" I asked looking up at her because she's still talking on the phone.

"Do you want a private room tonight or do you want a table out on the floor?"

"Let's get a private. I don't want anyone interrupting our celebration." I spoke honestly because every time we go out Sasha attracts a lot of attention to us so we're never really alone.

"Okay I was thinking that too." She then caressed my cheek and went back to talking on the floor so I went back to lotioning her up. Eventually I worked my way up to her thighs and it's to the point where her towel is in the way.

"Excuse me ma'am." I spoke reaching up to undo her towel. She didn't stop talking on the phone she simply let me take her towel leaving me to simply bask in her glory. Ugh she's so hot I'm so happy I get to admire her this way. Plus I missed her and I want nothing more than to just cuddle and hold her. Anyway continuing what I was doing spreading her legs so I can get to her inner thighs. I can't be this close to her center and not be turned on a little, however it'd do me no good because I doubt she's going to let me cum anytime soon. However it's not going to stop me from placing small kisses on both her thighs after I finished lotioning them up. From there I moved on to her very sexy abdomen and I took my time here also because she said to frisk her while I can so I am. Honestly at this point I'm just going to admire her as far as she'll let me. It's a miracle she's even being this nice to me after last night, so I'm going to use this to my advantage. Getting to my feet I decided to skip her abdomen and start with her back. Climbing on the bed behind her I began rubbing lotion all over her back and arms. I made sure not only to put lotion on her but also massage her shoulders and neck. She probably doesn't need it but who doesn't love a good massage.

"Just to let you know the brownie points you're trying to win here aren't going to help you later.. like at all." When she said the last part she turned to look at me. I can see it in her eyes that tonight is going to be a long night for us me especially. That's okay because I deserve whatever she decides to do to me.

"I'm not trying to collect brownie points I'm just living out my fantasy from last night with you sending all those pictures." I purred in her ear before I started to kiss her neck. They were just small butterfly kisses nothing to sexually aggressive because I actually do want to go out tonight with her.

"Well enjoy it while you can because later you ain't touching shit."

"Heard." It was here that I finished her back so I decided since I'm back here I might as well lotion her stomach and chest so I don't really have to move. Putting some lotion on my hands I reached around her and started to rub in the lotion. I didn't spend to much time on her stomach because I want to feel up her breast. They fit perfectly in the palms of my hands and I like the feeling of my fingers when they glide over her nipples. Well she did say enjoy this moment so I began to knead both her breast while I nibbled on her neck. I don't care if she wants it or not I'm giving her a hickey. And judging by how she's moaning while I'm fondling her should be a good enough distraction. "I've been dying to be able to touch you again. I missed you're moaning."

"Mmm." She then moved her head so she could kiss me. I'm not gonna say no so I kissed her back pinching her nipples as I did so.

"Is this okay? Are you enjoying this?" I asked softly.

"I like it but it can be better." Ha I know just the solution. Kissing her neck one last time I moved to the side of her so I could lay her on the bed. Now I have access to better her experience. I noticed here that I missed some spots on her chest so I continued to rub it in. After that I decided to straddle her hips, it was right here that she finished her phone call.

"You aren't supposed to be up there." I grinned and shrugged before I leaned down and began sucking on her left breast. Now isn't the time for this but I'll take any part of her that I can right now. I haven't felt her touch in over a week and I miss being treated like her baby. She always takes care of me and puts me first and I want that feeling back.. even if I have to get it myself. "You just want Daddy's attention huh?" She cooed petting my hair. She said to always tell her what I want so I momentarily detached from her nipple long enough to speak.

"Yes I do. I want to do anything that makes you pay attention to me." She smiled then grabbed my hair and pulled me back down towards her breast. I get it so I continued to suck on her breast. I was enjoying myself until I looked up at her and she has on this worried but sad face on. She always asks how I'm doing and I want to know what she's thinking right now. I did drop a lot on her earlier and she didn't talk much about how she feels about my actions. Whenever I do something she doesn't like she always lets me know but oddly today she hasn't spoken much. "What are you thinking about?" I asked sitting up. She sighed and sat up herself wrapping her arms around me.

"You know it hurts me when you run off and go mess with that boy."

"I'm sorry it won't happen again I promise. I only like submitting to you because you know how to treat me the way that I like. He doesn't even know what I like let alone how to go about executing it."

"I know but you seem to keep forgetting that I have feelings too you know. Sure I don't show them very often but when it comes to you I get all mushy. This past week I've been suffering watching you parade around in those tight dresses. Resisting you is probably the most exhausting and painful thing I've ever had to endure. All that resistance and pent up sexual tension was supposed to build up between us and eventually explode into one massive orgasm.. but you ruined it. You ruined it when you let him have you. Last night I was losing my shit trying so hard to really convince myself that you weren't cheating on me with him. I was praying to every god there is that you wouldn't give yourself away to him.. but you did it. And you did it sober so that's what's really eating away at me. You severed our bond all for basically nothing and that hits me in my heart Becks." When she said that she patted the left side of her chest. "I love you. Like I want to be with you for the rest of my life love you. But I hate it that you won't get rid of him for me. I barely tolerate that and then you made a promise to me. You promised that you'd only give yourself to me and you broke it. Becky I'm hurting and you're to blame."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it."

"It's hard to decide if you're lying to me about that or not." Fine I guess I gotta prove myself to her. Giving her a small kiss I got off her lap and headed into the closet. "Where are you going? We're in the middle of having a heart to heart and you're just gonna-" As she was talking I was searching the closet for one of Sasha's belts.

"You want the truth then beat it out of me. I've been bad." Holding out the belt for her she took it. She was hesitant but she took it, so I then pulled down my pants and bent myself over her knees. I have a terrible feeling that I just made a really bad mistake, but what else was I supposed to do? If words won't work then perhaps a spanking will do.

"Well this is a start." I heard her mumble as I heard her messing with the belt before suddenly there was a sharp sting on my bum. "I don't know who you thought you were yesterday but you belong to me Rebecca!" She growled and with each syllable she spanked me and boy does this hurt. This sucks but I love this shit it gets my blood flowing and my adrenaline shoots through the roof. With every new strike of the belt my mind just turns to mush and I'm in my own little space here. "Don't you ever! Ever! Ever! Let anybody touch you besides me Rebecca! You belong to me!" She then stopped beating me and grabbed my hair pulling it back so I'm looking up at her. "You belong to me and nobody else. You're lucky I love you so much elsewise I'd replace you in a heartbeat." She then roughly pushed my head back down before she went back to spanking me. Only this time she threw the belt and began spanking me with her hand. It already stings enough from the belt so her hand is only making it worse. However the longer this goes on the more and more wet I get and I slip deeper into my trance. "No more of that boy! No kissing him! No looking at him! No talking to him! And NO FUCKING HIM!" I hear her growing but it mostly sounds like mumbles because I'm not focusing on her words mostly just her hand as it collides with my bare bum. I have no idea how long she beat me for but it was long enough for my bum to eventually start to go numb. "Rebecca."

"Mmm." I grumbled because I'm pretty deep in my euphoria.

"Rebecca!" And then there was a finger being forced in my wet heat immediately bringing me back. Then slowly her other finger found my clit rubbing it, while slowly pulling in and out of me. My euphoria is getting to the point where I need more. I want more. It always goes in this order, she beats me, she fingers me or eats me out, and then she fucks the sense out of already are at phase two so I'm getting excited in anticipation for phase three.

"Daddy more I need you in me." I purred through my moaning. I need my fix I need her to deal it to me.

"Get off me." Then suddenly I'm being pushed off her knees and I crashed onto the floor. She then picked up the towel and used it to wipe her hands before throwing it on me. "I just remembered you let that fucking idiot cum inside you I feel like I have his nut on my fingers I can almost throw up. I never thought I'd see the day where I don't want to drink your cum. You disgust me for this and I'm having a really hard time getting over it." She then got up and went into the closet and moments later she emerged wearing an oversized hoodie. "I change my mind we're not going out tonight you don't deserve it. You don't even deserve to be near me right now so consider this a blessing. Put all this shit away and when ur done get to the mess you made outside." She then left the bedroom slamming the door behind herself. Well there goes the set mood for the night. She has every right to be mad at me right now. I don't blame her if the roles were switched and I found out Sasha fucked another girl I'd be mad too. I'd be furious and that's why I have to be on my best behavior. I want to prove to her and to myself that Finn is a thing of the past and Sasha is my future. I want her to realize how dedicated I am to her. From here on out my main priority is and always will be Sasha. That being said I finally got up off the floor and began to put away the outfit I picked out for Sash. I then straightened up the room and headed out into the kitchen.

Sasha is seated on the couch watching tv. As much as I want to be all over her she needs her space so I'll give it to her. The first thing I decided to do was clean up our plates on the table on the balcony. As I was doing this I couldn't help but smile because she finished her plate. That's how I know if what I cooked was good to her and I was really worried that she wouldn't like the steak but there isn't a single memory of it on the plate. This is relevant because everyone knows the best way to someone's heart is through their stomach. I already captured her heart with my cooking so it's good to know I still got it. Once I cleared the table I went on to putting away the leftovers. We can eat this later this week for dinner. Tomorrow I'm thinking chicken because stereotypically she loves chicken so why not cook what she loves. Actually speaking of tomorrow I need to find a way to make it so we're together for most of the day.

"Rebecca?"

"Yes Sasha?" I asked stopping what I was doing to look at her.

"Grab me an Ice cream cone when you're done doing whatever you're doing."

"Okay." When I went shopping today I picked up some ice cream cones because I was craving one at the time and I guess she saw them. I didn't have plans to share them but I can spare one for Daddy. Continuing to wash dishes it wasn't too long that I finished cleaning the kitchen entirely. Grabbing Sasha her cone I went into the family room and handed it to her, not without taking it out the wrapper first. "Here you go daddy." I spoke handing it to her.

"Thanks."

"Everything is all clean is there anything else you need?" I asked because she's my main priority.

"Did you make the bed up?"

"Yes I did."

"Okay then no I don't need anything." She murmured licking her cone.

"Alright then I guess I'll head out then-"

"No you're not! You're going to stand right there and think about what you did." She spoke sternly pointing to the corner of the room.

"The corner?"

"I didn't stutter. Go there now and I won't swing on you." She said that so nonchalant letting me know not to test her right now. And I do not doubt her right now so I went over to the corner she pointed to and I stood there. It's so juvenile but if that's what she wants I'll do it. I don't know how long I stood there but it was long enough for her to finish three full episodes of Sailor Moon before she spoke to me again. "Come here." Finally I'm so tired of staring at the same spot on the wall. Plus add to that my feet are starting to hurt. When I was walking I caught a glimpse of the clock and it's almost midnight .

"Yes?"

"Sit." She spoke motioning to the floor next to her. Fuck it I get to be near her so I'll take it even though I have to sit on the floor. This actually hurts because I'm pretty sure Sasha beat my bum black and blue so it's very uncomfortable sitting on the hardwood floor. From there we watched maybe three more episodes of Sailor Moon before she turned it off. "We're going to bed." She then grabbed my collar and basically processed to drag me into the bedroom. "Sit and stay." She spoke throwing me to the ground as she went over to the bed. She then proceeded to climb in and get comfortable. "Here you go so you can't say I don't care." As she said that she threw a pillow at me.

"I can go if you wa-"

"You're never going home to that boy ever again unless I'm with you. You clearly don't know how to keep your legs closed so you don't get the freedom of being on your own." She shrugged cuddling a pillow.

"Can I perhaps have a blanket?" She cocked her head to the side clearly thinking.

"Nope. You may sleep on the rug without disturbing its peace on the floor. You gave away your right to a blanket the moment you let him stick his dick in you." I have no room to argue so I simply took my pillow and picked out a spot on the area rug in front of the bed. What makes this all really suck is it's so fucking cold in here. Sasha keeps it cold in here for when we're getting intimate and so when we start sweating it's not as bad. "Turn out the light please." Listening I got up and flipped the light. Before I went back to my spot on the floor I made my way over to the bed.

"Good night Sasha I love you." I then leaned over and kissed her forehead.

"Good night Rebecca." I want to so badly climb in and force some sort of action from her but I know that'd be like adding gasoline to the fire. She's letting me stay the night and I appreciate that because I don't want to go home to him. I can't go home to him because I can't take lying to him anymore. Thank goodness I'm still in my tuxedo so I'm somewhat covered but it's not as warm as I'd rather be. I'd rather be wrapped up in her arms but it seems I have a ways to go before I get that luxury again.

The next Morning

Sasha's POV

I was sleeping fine until I got this really weird feeling of being cold. It woke me because I'm completely bundled up in blankets so for a random intense flash of cold to randomly hit me woke me up. Looking at the clock it reads four twenty two. Well damn that sucks because I'm two hours early for my alarm. Eh I gotta pee anyways so I might as well go to save time to sleep later. Getting up I blindly tried to make my way to the bathroom. I fucked up because I stupidly got in on Becky's side of the bed and her side is furthest from the bathroom, meaning I gotta get out and go around. I'd roll onto the opposite side but I already got out the bed when I remembered that so I began padding to the bathroom. I was doing well until I stepped on something smooth almost making me fall. Feeling it with my foot this feels like hair. What do I even have tha-Becky! Oh shit I forgot she was down here. Holy fuck she's still down here! I was for sure she would've gotten up and moved somewhere..then again this carpet is really cozy. Looking closer at her she's not wearing a blanket, she's just in her tux. Squatting down I touched her cheek and she's cold, so cold she's sorta shivering. Awe see now I feel bad. Navigating my way back to the bed I felt for the lamp and turned it on. I'm warm enough so she can have the duvet. It's the biggest blanket on the bed so this should keep her super warm. Peeling it off the bed I moved over and placed it over her making sure to tuck her in. I might be mad at her but she's still my boo. Apparently she isn't too heavy a sleeper as I thought because she woke up a little.

"Sasha?"

"Yeah it's me." She smiled then cuddled into the blanket.

"I love her." That made me smile.. that's adorable that she thinks about me in her sleep. All this time she's been doing this and it's taking her now to believe me. God she's so stubborn.

"Sasha loves you too." Kissing her cheek I got up and went to the bathroom. From there I made my way back to bed careful not to step on my lover. Getting cozy in my bed I'm reviewing everything that has happened in the past two days... Maybe I'll feel better when we get up.

...

"Baby? Baby get up it's time for breakfast, get up so you can eat and get ready." Then there was a hard shake waking me up.

"Mmm!"

"Good morning Boss! Breakfast is ready. Come on let's go eat." Rubbing my eyes I opened them to a beautiful sight. It's my Orange and she's standing over me with her beautiful smile. I can get use to this everyday starting from here until eternity. "Come on your eggs are gonna get cold. Come on." Moving the blanket off my shoulder she started to rub my arm in a soothing manner.

"Five more minutes."

"I made cinnamon rolls!" When I heard that I stuck my nose out and smelled the air. She's not lying I can smell them so it's time to get up. "Haha good morning honey." She then leaned in and kissed my cheek. "Come on let's eat." Taking the blanket off me she grabbed my hand and sat me up. "Your slippies are right here look." She then motioned to my feet and looking down there my slippers are down there. I haven't used them in a while so they've been in the closet meaning she went in there and got them out. "Come I want my waffles." She stated with more urgency urging me to get up.

"Beck I'm tired." I whined because I'm standing and I can barely stand still I'm still sleeping right now.

"I know but you're getting up for food so it's okay." She then began walking holding my hand walking us into the kitchen. "Sit." She then put me in my chair at the table. Yawning I'm still coming out of my fog. It smells really good like coffee and cinnamon rolls and I'm loving it. "Here you go." Then there was a plate of waffles, eggs, bacon, and hash browns. "Do you want milk, grape juice, or water?"

"Milk and a little bit of grape." Mmm that sounds delicious. This whole plate looks delicious.

"Okay." Picking up my fork I had some eggs and they were perfectly scrambled just the way I like them and they taste pretty good. She scrambled it with little bits of cheese, mushrooms, and peppers. Ugh I'm so happy and hungry. "Your milk, and your grape juice."

"Thanks." I mumbled through my chewing. She then disappeared somewhere so I continued to eat. It was maybe a minute or two before she placed her plate at the table and began to sit down. "Uh-ah! No." She gave me a weird look so I continued to chew before speaking up. "Cheaters have no place at my table. However I heard the ground is just as comfy." I enjoyed this part because she didn't huff. She didn't talk back or even ask why, she simply got up and sat on the floor then started to eat. Now I could be an asshole and confiscate her utensils but she didn't disobey me so she can use then.

"What's on the agenda today?" She asked looking up at me.

"Shouldn't I be asking you that? You're the assistant." I shrugged because honestly I don't know what we're doing today.

"Well it's only eight so we can go in to the office."

"True my flowers are there and it'd be nice to see them. And Brooke is there to and it's-"

"Ahem!" I understand exactly why she suddenly coughed. "I know I have no right to say this but can you please leave her out of our business? Every time I don't act in the way you want you dangle that she wants you in my face and I hate that. She can't cook so she'll never match up to me so it's honestly a waste of time. I use to get so scared by that but I know you don't want her so cut it out."

"And how would you know who I want and don't want?"

"Because if you really wanted her you would've fucked her already. You've had several months now to do so and you always come to me." She spoke so nonchalantly. I wanna reply but I have nothing to say about that. In retaliation I lightly kicked her plate causing some of the food to fall in her lap.

"I don't want to go to the office because it's boring. I'm tired of being business professionals. I miss my old job and that is singing so that's what we're doing. I'm a month behind on my recording for my new album and it's supposed to drop next month. I still don't even have a name or cover figured out so I really gotta get on my grind for it."

"So should I pack you a bag for California then?"

"No you're coming too because you're not staying here where I can't watch you."

"Okay I'll start after breakfast."

"And honestly pack kinda heavy for your clothes because I don't know when or if we're coming back."

"Okay. Will we be going out while there? So I can pack appropriately."

"We may. Don't worry too much about it because worst case scenario we can just get you a new outfit out there."

"Mkay."

"As for my clothes pack your collars, my Boss bling, and my studded leather jacket. The gold one."

"My collars, Boss Bling, and gold studded leather jacket heard got it."

"You're such a good listener you get a half point for that." I smiled looking down at her.

"Thanks." And then from there we continued to eat with a little chit-chat here and there. After I finished eating I took to my keyboard because there have been bits and pieces of a melody in my head and it's been nagging at me. So I figure if I play out the melody something will come of it.

Becky's POV later that day

"Hi! Hey I love your shirt!" Smiled Sasha as she interacting with her fans. After I finished packing we basically headed out to the airport almost immediately after that. Right now we're just walking through the airport to get to our terminal where the jet is waiting for us. "Oh I'm headed to Cali now so I can finish my album for you guys. I'm so far behind schedule thanks to that evil looking Wendy's McDonald." She then pointed to me getting them all to look at me. I don't have a response other than to shrug because it's not too much of a lie. She did spend a lot of time in my arms instead of recording like she should have been.

"Hey I tried but she doesn't listen to me."

"Well she managed to get us here today so I can go record so she's not entirely terrible."

"I'm the best thing to ever happen to you. But unfortunately guys we gotta get the Boss on her flight so we don't run behind on schedule." I spoke moving closer to Sasha.

"Awe Becks come on!" Whined Sasha marking me roll my eyes playfully because if I don't pry her away now she's going to sit here all day talking to them.

"I know I'm the bad guy but we're on a schedule and we're already late now. So come guys I'm sorry we have to keep moving."

"Ugh god mom you suck!" Groaned Sasha getting all her fans to groan too.

"I know I'm sorry. But if they are true fans they'll understand you have to go so they have new music to listen to." I reasoned.

"Fine okay guys I love you all stay beautiful. Stay golden and I will too. And y'all can bank on that." She smiled blowing them kisses as we started to slowly walk towards our jet. Eventually she finished her good-byes and we boarded the jet. "I swear I'm so lucky to have the fans I do."

"They are all pretty cool but an evil Wendy's McDonald?" I asked being I'm sitting next to Sasha.

"Yeah but you're a really hot Wendy's." She smiled making me grin because I always blush when she compliments me.

"Thanks." I smiled giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Can I get you ladies a drink?" Asked one of Sasha's flight attendants. and now that I'm thinking about it I don't remember her so perhaps she's filling in for Fran.

"Oh shit! Hey Ember long time no see. It's good to know you bounced back so quickly." Smiled Sasha getting up to hug this woman.

"Thank you. It's surprisingly all thanks to Jenny Craig. That and a fair amount of cardio. But I'm just happy to be back."

"Woow you look so good. I'm jealous I wish I would've waited a little longer had I known a baby would whip you into shape like this." Smiled Sasha clearly checking her out.

"Oh stop I was just as fine back then as I am now." Sasha then backed up and very obviously checked her out again. I don't know who she is to Sasha beyond being her flight attendant and I sure as hell don't care. Sasha is mine and she doesn't have time for old flames.

"Hey do you think I can have a cranberry juice?" I asked getting them both to look at me. "Hi I'm Rebecca Sasha's new assistant." I smiled waving at her.

"You would be the one to ruin my flow. Ember this is Rebecca my assistant. Rebecca this is Ember my og flight attendant she came with the jet when I first got it. She recently had a baby's that's why you haven't seen her before." Spoke Sash sitting back down.

"Well it's nice to meet you. I certainly do hope we get along well. Her last assistant was sorta weird."

"Well I'm not too weird so I don't see us having a problem."

"She's a damn lie. She weird as fuck."

"I might be weird but you eat that shit up like candy." I sassed because it's true.

"Touché. Anyway I'll take my usual."

"A cranberry juice and blue lemonade coming right up." She then walked away somewhere on the plane.

"Who the fuck is she?" I asked because I have a right to know. She just smiled and kissed me.

"We use to mess around but it's never worked because she had a boyfriend. And it ended because he got her pregnant and it broke me. She was perfect, personality was amazing and good lord her body was and still is banging. Only thing is she never submit to me, I tried but she's not into it."

"Okay well you have me now so she's irrelevant to anything now." I stated looking directly into her eyes so she knows what I mean. And I'm thinking about this but it takes nine months to have a baby and I'll throw in an extra month for recovery. So going back ten months all of that must have happened not too long before Sasha first met me. That being said that relationship is still kind of fresh so I can only imagine her surprise knowing Sasha moved on.

"She never let me tie her up so you got it mommas."

"Good." I then kissed her on the cheek because she knows her boundaries. "I really like your outfit today you're looking really tasty to me right now." I grinned twirling the ends of my hair while leaning on the arm rest.

"Thanks I dressed myself this morning." She shrugged crossing her legs. She's just wearing jeans and a baggy t-shirt. She to some degree looks like a tomboy and surprisingly I like it on her. The twist she put on it is she's wearing heels and skinny jeans really showing off her legs. "Didn't put much thought in this I just put it on."

"Well I like it. It's a nice change when you're always dressed to impress." I then reached over and grabbed her hand interlocking our fingers. "Is this okay? I just get so scared during take off and I need something to hold on to." I spoke in a soft innocent tone in an attempt to get my way.

"Oh shit thinking about it I just remembered something." She then let go of my hand and reached for the seats in front of us where her purse was. Digging around in it for a few moments she closed it and put it back where it originally was.

"What is it?"

"You trust me right?" She smiled looking at whatever it is she has in her hand.

"Of course."

"Good. Pick one." Holding out her hand she has two medium sized gummy bears in her hand. One red one and the other green. I want to question this but then that'd be going back on my word that I trust her. I decided to take the red one. "Awe I wanted that one!"

"You can have it." I spoke offering to her.

"Here are your drinks!" Smiled Ember coming back with our drinks.

"Yeah just set them down." She waved keeping her attention on me. "No it's okay have that one this one is fine." She then ate her gummy bear so I ate mine too.

"Do you ladies want straws or no?"

"Babe how strong are these?" I asked because it taste like I'm chewing on a nug of weed.

"They're really strong. Roman said that we should prolly just split one between the two of us. He just got these in the other day. Each one is supposed to have like seventy five percent pure thc in it."

"Jesus Christ Sasha I swear sometimes you're trying to kill me on purpose." She chuckled then re-interlaced our fingers.

"I ate one too so looks like we're dying together." Mmm I know I probably shouldn't but Ember is still standing there watching us. I don't know if she still has a thing for my Sasha but I feel the need to get protective. Sasha's only focus should be her music, Mattson's, and me that's it. Nobody is a better fit for her than me so with that in mind I kissed her. It wasn't terribly long of a kiss but it was long enough for her to know Sasha is mine now.

"Straws?"

"Oh shit sorry about that. Ah yeah thanks." Spoke Sasha taking our straws from her. "Thanks MC Mickey."

"Oh my god I thought we were over that!" She whined getting Sasha to laugh.

"Hell no! I can never forget that. It was pure gold."

"It's not like I wanted to go up there."

"Well it happened and you fucked up! Here you go toots." She then handed me my straw so I can drink my juice.

"Whatever it's in the past, I'm over it."

"No you're not." Giggled Sasha earning her a huff before she walked away. I'd ask but I don't care. She's actually really pretty and I don't need her in Sasha's thoughts.

"Can I have a sip that looks good." Sash's drink is blue and it has nerds at the bottom so it's probably amazing.

"I don't know if you deserve it."

"Pwease." I pouted with my best puppy face.

"Fine if you want a sip so bad let's see how far you'll go for it." When she finished that she gave me this evil glare meaning we're gonna be here for a while trying to earn my sip. That's okay not like we got somewhere to be right now. It must have been about half an hour before she finally let me have a sip only to find it it's just Ocean Blue Calypso and nerds with a splash of vodka. It was good and then by that point those gummy bears started to kick in and so we opted to go hangout on the couch together. "You want to watch a movie?" I simply shrugged and snuggled in closer to her.

"No it's fine we can watch this." Since we moved to the couch we've been watching some sort of weird anime show. I don't usually ever watch it with her so I don't care if we watch it. I'm to busy debating if I wanna go for it while we're up here. "I just wanna cuddle." I murmured because I'm in a very cuddly mood and Sasha's here so why not.

"Okay." Putting her arm around me I couldn't help but smile. I'm so content in her arms I could sit here all day. Besides I'm surprised at how attached she's letting me be to her. I guess I must be doing something right because last night I couldn't even get an 'I love you' back. "Hey Ember?" She called out making me roll my eyes. I mean I know I probably have no need to be so jealous but I'm semi worried. I fucked up and slept with Finn and it basically made her shut me out. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells with Sasha. If i fuck up one more time I'm scared she'll really fire me and I'll lose her. I keep forgetting that she's a high ranking celebrity so she knows so many people. And I forget that I'm not the only person she's ever been with. I know Sasha and I know her sex drive so I wasn't surprised when she told me she's had her fair share of females. It doesn't bother me too much because she's with me now and they're all irrelevant. It only bothers me when we run into one of them that upsets me. The first time Sasha ever sank her claws in me, I was hooked and couldn't get away. Those other girls got their fix of her too only she released them all, and I wonder what they think when they cross paths with Sasha again. I can barely go four days without Sash so I can only imagine how they feel. Part of me is convinced they're going to try and seduce her. While the other part of me is worried that Sasha might actually go for them as payback or something stupid. My head is all over the place because I've never slept with Finn while I was sleeping with Sasha up until the other day. I've never fucked up on this caliber so I have no idea what she'll do to punish me. Now I'm regretting telling her. Hell if I knew I'd end up thinking this I would've told her I loved her, and I probably would not have slept with Finn to begin with. "Can you get us a blanket Orange is cold." Huh! What?!

"Sure thing."

"How'd you know what I was thinking?" I asked sitting up.

"Why do you keep forgetting who I am? Like we haven't ever been cuddled up like this. Like I don't know when my princess is cold." She grinned making dramatic moves to seem like she's angrier than she is. "I'm honestly offended. I deserve a kiss for this because you hurt my feelings!" That honestly made me smile. Sitting up I grabbed her face and I went for it. I've been so kiss deprived I'm gonna try and get all this kisses I need right now. Ugh I miss her lips they're so plump and I love that. "Jeez woman relax I've been with you for like over twelve hours. I never left." Kissing her again I spoke up.

"Yes but I was also kiss deprived so I'm going through withdrawals." I shrugged going in for another kiss but she caught my face in one hand and squeezed my cheeks before moving it to look her in the eyes.

"You don't get what you want. In fact I don't think you deserve anything." She growled making me shiver. "However what do you want?" She purred kissing my nose.

"You. You I want you all over me!" That got her to smile because I'm melting in her hands just how she probably predicted.

"Your blanket."

"Thanks Em. You want anything thing else toots?"

"Just some privacy."

"Well you heard her, away you go." Sash spoke waving Ember off not even breaking our eye contact. This honestly made my heart jump with joy. She wants me not her and that makes me happy. I got even more happy watching her walk away. Yeah bitch back away from my woman.

"It's so hot when you do that. I love a woman in charge." She gave me that sexy devilish grin and proceeded to cover us in the blanket.

"I know you do. Elsewise you wouldn't be here right now."

"Probably true." She smiled then tightened her grip around me.

"But you and I both know you can't resist me. I know I can crack you in a matter of minutes." She purred rubbing my thigh.

"Prove it." I challenged because I'll take any action I can get from her.

"You're lucky this edible has me in a kinky mood." And then she went to work nibbling on my neck. Oh how I love her mouth it's honestly so talented in so many ways. She's definitely on a mission her because we've been like this for three minutes and I'm positive I have at least four new hickies.

"Ba-babe?" I purred caressing her beautiful pink locks.

"What?" She spoke not leaving my neck. All of me is saying Rebecca don't you ask this motherfucking question but I gotta do it. The submissive in me as craving the punishment that's going to come with this. It's a stupid idea but I'm gonna do it. I want her to tear me apart. I'm already due one so why not provoke her.

"No more hickies I don't want Sharky to get jealous." When I said that she completely stopped what she was doing and looked at me. She has this wild gleam in her eyes and it's a look I've grown so fond of. And we're just sitting here not speaking just staring. Then out of nowhere her hand is wrapping around my throat and squeezing pretty tight.

"If you ever say that name to me or if you slight as think it I will fuck you up in ways that you've never heard of. Then I will force you to watch as I get my boys to beat the living hell out of that boy." As she's threatening me I can't help but to smile a little bit because I'm so turned on now it's not even funny. "If you mention him one more time I'm going to end that beating with a bullet hole in his head and I'll leave him out to the birds. Now you're already in trouble and it just got worse." Releasing my throat I barely had time to catch my breath before her lips were back on mine. "You're mine! You're mine! You're mine! You love me, you don't want him." I don't know what's coming over me but all I wanna do is submit to what she wants.

"I'm yours Sasha. I want you, I love you. Please give me something." I begged looking her directly in her eyes because she loves it when I do that. I'm every dominants dream right now. So vulnerable, I'm in need of a fix, I'm so horny I'm begging her to touch me. She could honestly lick my nipple and I'll probably cum. It's that bad and she's waving this in my face. I hate it but I've never been so turned on and wanting her more than I am now.

"Oh Rebecca I wanna give you everything. I wanna give you the world but you can't seem to stay in your lane." She then began to bite at my neck, and when I say bite she's literally biting me like she's trying to tear a chunk out of my skin.

"Owe Sash." I whined because this actually hurts. I guess she doesn't care because she chose another part of my skin and bit down even harder. "Ahh owe! Owe Sasha quit it. Owe!" I whined trying to push her off me. Doing this made her bite down even harder so hard I'm positive she broke skin. "Sasha that hurts stop it! Owwee!" I whined moving around a lot trying to get her to stop. Yeah I don't mind her biting but she doesn't ever actually full on try to bite me like I'm some random piece of meat the way she is now.

"Shut up!" She growled momentarily releasing my flesh only to bite down harder in another spot.

"Owe Sashaaa!" I growled this time louder because it literally feels like she's trying to bite a chunk out of me. That did get her to stop and pull away only for her to slap me right across the face. "Ahh what the hell!" I growled because now I'm really upset.

"I said shut up! What part of that don't you understand?" As she was talking to me I noticed she has a little bit of blood on her teeth. So immediately I used my free hand to touch my neck where it still feels like she's biting only to look at it to see she did in fact break skin. Looking at her she doesn't even seem to care and that's when I started to get scared. "Oh like you didn't enjoy it you fucking pain junkie. You're fucked up in the head you love shit like this don't you?" She smirked making it very clear to me that she's unbothered that she did this. In all the time we've been messing around she's never intentionally made me bleed. And if she did she always goes out her way to treat it.

"Sasha." I murmured looking at my blood on my fingers. All I can think about is she did this. Sasha actually really physically hurt me after all this promising not to hurt me she drew blood. She actually bit me until I bled and she doesn't care.

"You're fine man up stop being such a pussy." She shrugged moving in to I assume my neck I dunno. Before she could do it I used my forearm to block her.

"Get away from me you fucking psychopath." I growled trying to wiggle out of her grasp. That however did me no good bedsides getting her to tighten her grip around me.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going!?" She chuckled deviously.

"Let me go!"

"Shut up!"

"Sasha!" And then one of her hands gripped my throat keeping me from making another sound.

"You got one more time or I swear I'm taking Ember to the bathroom and I'm going to fuck her senseless. She's been giving me googly eyes this entire flight you just can't see her to notice it. She wants me and I'll fucking do it Rebecca I swear to god I will. You got to cheat on me so it wouldn't be wrong for me to cheat back right?" She growled clenching my throat tighter and tighter as she talked before lessening her grip. "Answer me."

"I'm sorry." I whined out trying to hold it together while catching any breath I can. I'm so confused and upset. That only made her squeeze my throat again before speaking.

"Answer my question. Would it be wrong of me to fuck her right there on the table and force you to watch?" She growled pointing to the table across from us.

"Please don't fuck her. Please don't do that to me. I don't want you touching anyone but me." I cried out because that got to me. If she were to really fuck another woman in front of me out of spite I'd probably shoot myself. I am not at all in the right state of mind to handle something like that. Just the pure thought of that brings tears to my eyes and makes my heart sink. I love Sasha with my whole heart and it'd ruin me to see her with someone else. Especially so when I just told her I love her last night.

"Shit sucks right? And look at you crying over just thinking about it. Imagine that feeling and not knowing if I I'm really going to do it or not. Then add to that the feeling of how your heart will break to find out I really fucked someone else." She spoke softly releasing her grip on my neck and looking me in the eyes. "It hurts doesn't it?" I nodded because I can't find any words. "Speak when I ask you a question Rebecca. I hate it when you do that shit you know this!" She snapped making me shiver.

"I'm sorry. Sasha I'm sorry I promise I won't ever cheat on you ever again I mean it."

"Yeah I bet." She then pressed her lips to mine in a very loving manner oddly calming me down. "Your actions have consequences Rebecca. You probably didn't once stop to think how sleeping with that boy would affect everyone else mainly me."

"I love you Sasha I do. I'm sorry."

"You can't go home to him anymore. You gave to him the thing that keeps me crawling back to you and I guarantee he's going to try and redeem himself so he can have another taste." I then felt her hand make its way to my pants and straight into my panties. Then her fingers were rubbing my clit reminding me that I'm so wet for her. "This is mine. It doesn't even belong to you you're just carrying it around for me keeping it warm for when I want to play."

"It's yours." She liked that answer and she let me know by pushing a finger inside of me.

"I own this pussy got it?"

"G-got it." I moaned out because I can only focus on her fingers.

"Good." She then pressed her lips to mine and added another finger into my wet heat.

"Mmm Sasha yes." I moaned out gripping her biceps.

"This what you wanted hmm? For me to finally fuck you the way you need to be fucked?" She purred in my ear sending chills down my spine. "You're so fucking wet it's driving me mad baby." She then started to place soft kisses on my neck. It's still very tender from her biting me but I welcome the slights pain.

"Fuck yes ugh!" Just like always her fingers know exactly where to add pressure and where to touch to get me off. "God I miss you." That got her to stop her movements and look at me. "No why'd you-"

"I missed you too baby." Then she went right back to fingering me. This time she moved with more power and it was only moments after that I felt my orgasm approaching.

"I'm almost there I'm gonna cum." I moaned grinding my hips against her rhythm.

"You gonna cum for me toots?"

"I'm gonna cum for you daddy!" She smiled then bit my lip before withdrawing her hand from my pants. "Please Sasha!" I whined because I was seconds away from erupting.

"You my doll are on punishment. You don't get to have release. That was because I feel bad for making you bleed. I'm sorry baby." She then took her fingers and put them in my mouth. Instinctively I began sucking m juices off them. "Goddamn you suck like a fucking pornstar."

"Only when I'm horny besides I didn't know that was a problem." I purred pulling her closer to me because I need any kind of friction I can get. I was probably three strokes away from cuming before she stopped.

"It's not a problem. The problem is you trying to get off even though I told you no." Busted.

"But I-"

"Wait until we get home. I promise I'll fuck you like the little cock whore you are for me. I have to reclaim you for the second time now. The first time I was being nice.. but this time... This time you won't walk straight anymore." She spoke in her sexy raspy voice turning me on even more. "As soon as we land your ass is mine and you can bank on that." Looking at my watch we've been in the air for two out of the five hours it takes to get to LAX. The rest of this flight is going to suck so much but I know my reward for being good will make this all worth it.

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Update it's the next morning. Honestly I'm low key annoyed because this here is my third draft writing this shit because I'm too lit rn. I'm low key still drunk but never hungover. I'm a fucking low key alcoholic and proud. Anywhore Sasha and Becky sitting inna tree K-i-s-s-i-n-g! First comes love then comes love then comes baby in a baby carriage. Haha I'm so proud I can almost cry. Then Sasha out here living her best life getting head while eating her steak dinner. I don't know about you but that's a relationship goal low key. Then that transfers into Sasha just being the hot Dom she is putting her submissive back in line several different times in the span of a day but it's enjoyable nonetheless. Like honestly the part on the plane where Sasha starts getting aggressive I low key enjoyed that because it was hot but also a very interesting way to teach Becks a lesson. Oh fuck and Ember! Ember my love hi how are you I don't know if you peeped but you totally guessed the closest to my number, it was 13 and you guessed 14 so you win... not really because I used you as one of Sasha's old flames but fuck it you got to experience how the Legit Boss works so we're all jealous. As far as proving I didn't lie about my number remember when I told you I have over 13 pairs of socks? Well that was me telling you my number none of you bothered to guess anything lower than 14. Like I was high key offended nobody fucking guess 10 like wtf you guys. Lol jk I still love you all I just wanted you all to tell me ur names so we really can all be friends. If it's like 2038 and ur reading this I hope you guessed anyway. Holy fuck that's like 20yrs from now. Um what's really annoying about this is everyone totally probably expected a really hot and intense smut scene... but unfortunately it didn't fit in this chapter so I had to chop it once again lol. Please love me I'm still your pal Joz. If you ask me tho I think this chapter is very important filler leading up to probably next past chapter where we get to see what happens when they go home. Like I just read the last paragraph and that shit is kinda kinky. Like Sasha is fitting to probably rip Becky's butthole in half and there's nothing any of us can do but watch and admire. Sorry there isn't too much pay off but I think I stuffed enough turkey in this chapter to hold you over till next chapter. Oh and last night when I was out I met this beautiful girl and I fell immediately in love. Her name is Hayley I think I don't know how it's spelled but she was fucking beautiful. She had curly golden brown hair and a long wiggly tail. She is a golden retriever poodle mix and I love her. I spent an hour and some change with her and I love her so much. I also vaguely remember making mac-n-cheese last night and making a huge fucking mess lol whooops. Moral of the story I am in desperate need of cuddling a doggie. I just want my own Shiloh so we go do stuff and live our best lives. I dunno I need a nap. I love you guys. Y'all be cracking me the fuck up with these reviews like literally I love that some of y'all have the same sick humor as me. Also because one of you brought it to my attention that last week was the two year anniversary of this tucked up story and I wanna say thanks for sticking around so long to read this story. Cheers to probably another two years I don't know who knows for sure lol? I promise you guys next past chapter is gonna be good I'll make sure if it. Kay remember stay hydrated kids never leave the house without some kind of liquid. Words I live by. ~Joz #fuckitup I'm so gotdamn hungry rn real shit