An: Hey guys, I know it's been forever and that this chapter is short but I wanted to get this out for y'all and hopefully the next reaction chapter will be longer to make up for it. For everyone asking, the person everyone wants to see will be coming very very soon. It will take longer though because I have big plans for that character.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts and semi-graphic talk of cutting.

When the new memory began the group found themselves in a teenage boy's room. Everyone's eyes were immediately drawn to where Jeff sat curled up and crying on the ground next to his bed. He held his phone in his hand while tears ran down his face.

The Warblers gasped; they had never seen their friend in any way but smiley. Tears filled Nick's eyes as he ran to be next to his friend. Logically he knew he couldn't touch Jeff or change what happens but he wanted so desperately to comfort his friend that he couldn't just stand there and do nothing.

The Warblers followed suit along with Kurt and Blaine as they ran to be huddled around their friend. The New Directions walked over to see but kept their distance, as they knew it was the Warblers turn to comfort their own.

Jeff continued to try before he threw his phone away from him. Why? Why do all the fans hate me? Jeff thought as he cried even harder

The group had almost forgotten that they could hear thoughts.

The Warblers looked at each other as tears filled most of their eyes. They had no clue what Jeff was thinking about but knew that it couldn't be good.

They call me fat but how? I only eat enough so I don't pass out.

All the Warblers gasped and shared a look. Now all those times he stumbled in practice made sense. Before they had no clue why he was messing up when he was one of their best dancers but almost passing out seemed like a good reason.

Jeff got up and turned on one of the lights and now everyone could take in the room. It was a bathroom with a teen's room attached.

Jeff went to one of the drawers and appeared to be searching for something. After a few seconds, he found it and took it out. Everyone in the room gasped. All the Warblers started to cry when they saw what was in his hand. A blade.

Stupid, dumb, ugly, worthless, gay, selfish, fat, not good enough

These thoughts and more circled in his head as he kept bringing the blade down onto his skin. Most people couldn't watch, some forced themselves to.

By the time Jeff finished maring himself the whole group was in tears. They never knew their friend was in so much pain to actually cause himself pain. Nick was sobbing over the boy he loved. O' how he wished he could just hug him, hide him from everyone and thing that caused him pain, and just shower him in love.

After his arms were covered in blood he finally stopped and started to bandage himself up. As he wiped the tears off his face, there was a knock at the door.

"Riker, bro, are you in there?" the voice sounded familiar. It was definitely one of the people from the previous memory.

Riker sniffled but responded, "Ye-yeah, Rocky. What's up?" his voice was wavering and the person immediately tried to open the door.

"Rik, open the door. Please." As Rocky continue to pound on the door Riker slowly got up and open the door. The door flew open and the younger boy took in his shaking older brother before quickly engulfing him in a hug. Rokey led Riker over to the bed in the bedroom and just let him cry while he rubbed his back. After a few minutes, the younger brother finally spoke up.

"Rik, please tell me what happened. You were doing so good." Riker sobbed harder and it was torture for the Warbler to watch their brother like that.

"I-I'm so sorry. I-I really really tried. But all the comments, every-everyone hates me. There-there's so much ha-hate."

"I know, I know."

"It-It's so hard. I don't-don't know if it's worth-worth it anymore. i-I just want to-to be gone."

Rocky went wide-eyed and all of the Warblers stopped. They never knew their brother was hiding so much pain. They wanted to fix it but didn't know how.

"Rik, you can't say stuff like that. Of course, you're worth it and you're going to stay here and alive because we love you and need you. I will find some way to help you but you have to let us in." Rocky pleaded, forcing Riker to look him in the eyes.

Riker just nodded before diving his head into Rocky's shoulder and continued to cry.

END MEMORIES