Chapter -11
Flashback !
It was 8 in the morning the bell rings Purvi went and opened the door ..
Person :Namaste Bhabi ji Vikrant sir hai kya ?
Purvi : Namaste aap aaiye mai unhe bulati hoon .
As she turned she found Vikrant already standing there with a stern look .
Purvi : Aare aap mai apke pass he aa rahi thi vo apse koi ..
"Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho Manav koi kaam tha phone kar dete " .Vikrant spoke cutting her in between .
"Vo sir apke sign chaiye the is file mai "said Manav .
Actually Manav is working in the same police station as inspector and he also resides in the same colony .
Vikrant snatched the file and and signed it and while giving it to him he said " Mil gaya sign ab jao yahan se " .
And he closed the door ..
Manav (pov ): Yeh Vikrant sir ho kya gaya hai bohot ajeeb si harkate karte hai aaj kal pura din kuch sochte rehate hai ,aur abhi ghar mai aise ghoor rahe the mano mai koi police officer nahi balki koi chor hoon ,chal beta Manav apna kaam tho ho gaya ab jaldi se isse submit karwa deta hoon .
And he went
They were about to have breakfast ...
Vikrant was sitting on the table and purvi was standing and arranging the table he was busy staring the fork ..
Purvi :Aap chamach ko aise he ghoorte rahenge ya khana bhi shuru karenge ...
Vikrant : Bohot hass hass ke bate kar rahi thi abhi .
Purvi :Ji ?
He stood up and said " Bohot hass ke baate kar rahi thi tum Manav se tum aisa kaise kar sakti ho ,tum meri wife ho na tho usse baat kyu ki han ?
" Yeh aap kya bole ja rahe meri samajh mai kuch nahi aa raha .." said Purvi .
"Tum Manav ko kaise janti ho ? "
" Vo jab mai meri friend se milne gayi thi tab mujhe aate waqt transport nahi mil raha tha tho unhone ne he mujhe ghar choda tha ".
"Tum ghar se bahar gayi thi ? Kis se pooch ke gayi thi ?Han ?
She was shocked to hear all this from her very own husband ...
"Bolo .." In frustration he punched his hand on the wall so hard ".
It was a sudden reaction which she has never faced in her life she can't help but tears started rolling down her cheeks .
He held her face from her chin and said "Yeh tumhare papa ka ghar nahi hai ki jab man kiya kahi bhi chali jao kisi se bhi mil lo yeh mera ghar aur yahan sab kuch mere according hoga sun tumne ...maine kahan suna tumne ..." he said while shouting .
She noded her head in yes Vikrant again looked her and realised how he behaved he made her sit on the chair and he bent down and said ..
"Purvi! Baby I 'm sorry bas mujhe kabhi kabhi gussa aa jata hai baby tum kaam bhi tho aise he karti ho kya zaroorat hai tumhe bahar jane ki kosi se milne ki kya mai tumhare liye kafi nahi hoon baby I love you aur mai sirf tumhara aacha sochta hoon tum nahi samajh rahi hoon tumhare pass kya hai , Tumhari khoobsurati mai nahi chahta ki tum bahar jao aur tumhe kisi ki buri nazar lage .Tumhari jaise khoobsurat chiz maine aaj tak nahi dekhi aur aise khoobsurati ko tho sambhal ke rakhna chaiye haina .
She looked at him in unbelievable look but choose to keep quiet as she reminded of what her mother told her " Beta agar kabhi bhi koi argument ki situation bane tho tu chup rehna argument karne se humara he ghar toota hai " .
She pen it down her dairy but today something was different all these years she was happily writing her diary but today she was sad and added to it she doesen't know what she actually did which made Vikrant so mad at her .
That night Vikrant froced himself on her which she didn't like at but she didn't uttered a word as she was told that it's the duty of a wife to keep her husband happy whenever he wants ..
At that moment she broke down she never immagined things will happen like this all those dreams which she had for her and Vikrant seemed to shatter .
She also added in the last ..
May be I'm overreacting ,time ke saath sab sahi ho jayega mai jyada he soch rahi hoon iss bare mai ,Mai ab kabhi bhi aisa kuch nahi karoongi jis ki wajha se Vikrant jo mujhpe phir se gussa kare .
Present ..
Rajat : Yeh Vikrant Purvi ka husband bohot he ajeeb hai mana Purvi khoobsurat hai iska yeh matlab tho nahi ki usse kisi chiz ki tarah locker mai band karke rakhe and mana purvi uski wife hai but iska yeh matlab nahi ki vo uske saath ..
He checked the time it 12 in the night ..
"Diary padhte padhte time ka pata he nahi chala lekin chahe kuch bhi ho aaj iss diary ko puri padh ke he rahunga ."
He again opened it ..
1 August ,2013
Nothing was written on it he became confussed .
"Kuch dino ki entry gayab hai yahan se ab sidha 15 August ki entry hai diary main aisa kyu vo tho 15 August ki entry padh ke he pata chalega ki Purvi be itne din Diary kyu nahi likhi ."
15 August ,2013
Aisa pehla Independence day hai jisme mujhe freedom feel nahi ho rahi ,dum ghoot raha hai mera uss ghar ki char diwari main abhi tho sirf 1 mahina he hua hai meri aur Vikrant ki shadi ko aur vo mere saath aisa behave karte hai agar 1 mahine mai meri yeh halat ho gayi hai tho zindagi bhar mai Vikrant ke saath kaise rahungi .Kabhi kabhi tho aise lagta hai ki Vikrant se shadi karke koi galti kar di ho maine .Har chiz par ristriction yeh mat karo vo mat karo , ghar se bahar mat jao ,kisi se mat milo , kisi se baat mat karo unhone mujhse mera phone bhi le liya vo tho unhe abhi tak tumhare bare mai pata nahi hai varna pata nahi kya hota .Vo kehte hai ki vo mujhse pyaar karte hai tho vo aise kyu hai kyu haar baat par mujhpe shak karte hai unhe humesha aisa lagta hai ki mera koi secret affair chal raha hai kisi ke saath unhe haar waqt lagta hai ki mai unhe cheat kar rahi hoon kisi se chup chup ke mil rahi hoon aur aaj kal jo ho raha hai uske baad tho mujhe unse dar sa lagne laga hai koi predict nahi kar sakta ki unke dimag mai kya chal raha hai next moment vo kya kar de .
Flashback ..
6Aug
Vikrant was invited by his senior on his anniversary as were other officers so he went there with Purvi .
She was feeling that she has been set free as it was for the first time after their marriage that they are out together she easily get along with everyone their Vikrant was noticing her throughout the party then his friend commented " Aare bhai Vikrant mana Bhabi bohot sundar hai iska yeh matlab tho nahi ki tu bas unhe he dekhte rahe " .
Vikrant felt angry at that moment but he knew where he was so he adjusted his friends collor and said "Mujhe pata hai meri biwi sundar hai yeh baat tumhe mujhe batane ki zaroorat nahi hai ok aur ho sake tho apni nazar usse door he rakhna ok ."
"Thik hai mai tho apni ankhe band kar doonga lekin tum kis kis ki ankhe band rakhoge aur kab tak rakhoge han apni biwi ko dekh rahe ho kaise uss Manav se baat kar rahi hai uska kya han ".
He looked at them he was noticing each and everything like how they are talking what they are talking how they shaked hands with eachother he joined them .
" Hello Vikrant sir kaise hai app ?" Said Manav while forwarding his hands Vikrant shaked his hand with him and he pressed his hands Manav felt pain in his hands but didn't utter a word Pirvi noticed all this .
Later that night when they reached their home Vikrant hugged Purvi from behind and suddenly he turned her and held her shoulder' s tightly .
"Aahh Vikrant yeh aap kya kar rahe hai mujhe dard ho raha hai please chodiye "pleaded Purvi .
"Kyu jab vo Manav tumhe touch kar raha tha tab tho tumhe bohot maza aa raha tha na mere chune mai tumhe dard ho raha hai ".
"Yeh aap kya bol rahe hai Manav ne mujhe kab touch kiya aur yeh aap kya bakwas kare ja rahe hai ".
"Ooh aacha tho ab tum mujhse jaban lada rahi hoon maine khud tumhe dekha tha Manav se hath milate huye samjhi "he said furiously and he leave her .
"Vikrant aap humesha mujhpe shak kyu karte rehte hai maine kuch nahi kiya hai sirf hath he tho milaya tha usme konsi badi ho gayi ".she said while frustrating a bit .
"Ok tho mai bhi tumhe sirf thoda sa punish karunga isme konsi badi ho jayegi na ".and he started coming forward while removing his belt .
Sweat started forming on Purvi's forehead "Vik..Vikrant aap kya k..kar rahe hai yeh mai sach keh rahi hoon jaan booj ke maine nahi kiya sach mai " .. she started moving backward her hand touched the vase and it fall down and he started beating her ..and the scene became blur ..
Present ..
Rajat closed the diary ...
"Mujhe nahi ho raha ,nahi padha ja raha ab .
In Purvi 's house
Purvi came in Saransh 's room to check if he is asleep or not she saw him sleeping peacefully in his bed she came near him and sat by his side she started creasing his hairs she saw his drawing book kept on the table she stood and picked it up and went near the window and opened it .
There were few drawings not actually drawings but ya figures drawn on each page he has also written the names like mumma ,nani,nanu ,Saransh ,Superman ,etc.
But only in the last few pages she could see the figures of Rajat and Saransh like they are playing together ,laughing together and in the last pages Rajat walking and Saransh crying and then on the last page Saransh alone crying .She felt very bad for him .
"I 'm sorry beta ,yeh sab meri wajha se ho raha hai mumma ko apke supeSupermanapni diary deni he nahi chaiye thi kaash uss din school mai main aur Rajat ji mile he na hote tho shayad yeh sab nahi hota atleast mera Saransh tho itna dukhi nahi hota jitna vo hai ".
She picked one pencil from the table and on the next page she draw two figures named mumma ,Saransh .as if she is trying to say "mumma is with you always you are never alone ".
To be continued ..
~Mystical doll