Why am I doing this? To protect myself? The throne? My family? My pride? Great Kings, why did you curse me with Mufasa? Why did my cubs have to suffer? Did you curse me? Mufasa? If so…why? What have we done to deserve this? Losing all seven of our cubs...please, please keep our last cub, Banou safe on her first hunt.
Sarabi looked up at the sun before shaking herself of her thoughts and decided to go look for Scar's "bastard children." Maybe they could shed some light on the subject of their cousins. Sarabi looked all over for her illegitimate niece and nephews until she found her niece, Jina, and her eldest nephew, Kamili, near and in a tree not that far from Rafiki's tree. As she got closer she heard them laughing and saw their smiles. But soon noticed her niece's smile disappeared the closer she got until she was only a body away.
"Kamili, we have…company."
With that comment Kamili looked down from his perch, slowly climbing down. As he made his way down, Sarabi couldn't help but notice how big Kamili had gotten. He was now the same size as Mufasa and only an adolescent yet was still growing. Her eyes traced her eldest nephew's lithe yet muscular body before her eyes landed on the package between his powerful hind legs. She was trapped in a daze thinking of pleasurable thoughts and desires as a carnal need made itself known under her tail.
"Rabi. Rabi. SARABI!"
Sarabi jolted in fright when Kamili yelled her name. She saw Jina snicker as he shook his head laying down next to his twin.
"Now that I have your attention, is there something you needed or wanted."
Sarabi looked at her nephew and shivered in heated submission. Yes, you on top of me with that… Quickly she shook herself lightly and laid down,
"I wanted your honest thoughts and opinions on the deaths of your younger cousins…"
"First off, since Mufasa said we could never call our father, dad/father, simply because we were born before your first cubs. Second, since we're not part of the royal family you AREN'T our aunt nor the mother of our cousins. Finally, we're illegitimate bastards in the eyes of ALL lions in this kings' forsaken pride further stating we're not family."
Sarabi looked down shamefully, knowing this situation was Mufasa's fault as much as hers.
"I'm sorry...if I…"
"There's nothing YOU can do but leave us the fuck alone since YOU were the cause of our mother's death and of this entire situation!"
"JINA! ENOUGH! Go cool off NOW!"
Sarabi watched with bated breath as the twins nearly broke into a fight over this argument. No one moved as Kamili and Jina glared each other down before Jina gave in knowing Kamili would win within seconds. Gently Kamili licked his younger twin's cheek in forgiveness before she stormed off.
"Now back to the topic of discussion; What is it you, really, wanted Sarabi? Don't you dare lie to me."
"Truthfully I don't know, I came out here to talk but I see I made things worse."
"It's fine…this'll blow over after a few days. But as for your cubs, Mufasa's responsible for their early demise."
"Why?"
"I never said anything because he threatened my siblings with exile, death, and promised to rape my sister during her second heat."
"I…never knew."
"How could you? You were busy making our lives a living hell, so why do you care now all of a sudden?!"
Sarabi backed away in fear after seeing the look in Kamili's eyes. Finally, she had been forced to open her eyes to reality. The rage, envy, hatred, and pain and suffering. All because of what she had said and done in the past.
"Leave me in peace, Sarabi, you've caused enough damage."
Kamili turned his back to her and started off to Rafiki's tree. Sarabi sat shocked as everything finally settled in. Yet how could a good day turn out so horribly? Slowly she rose to her paws and followed after Kamili hoping to turn the rest of the day around.