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Chapter Five.

After another uncomfortable dinner with my parents, I made my way upstairs and sent a couple texts back and forth to Angela and Lauren before crashing. It was around one in the morning when my phone started to ring, rudely awakening me out of a dead sleep.

Groggily, I held it to my ear, "Hello?"

"Jessica?" Jacob's asked urgently, and I grumbled.

"What do you want, Black? I'm trying to sleep."

"Come outside, I need to see you."

"Can't this wait? I'll see you in like five hours, dude." There was a low sob over the line and my eyes widened. "Jacob, what's wrong?"

"Everything's turning to shit, I don't know what to do." He cried again, and I felt terrible for being an asshole to him. "Please, come out. I just need someone right now."

"Okay."

I was already getting out of bed as he asked me confusedly. "Okay, what?" With a roll of my eye, I grabbed my backpack and started pulling things out of it.

"Okay, I'll be out in a sec." We said our goodbyes and hung up, and I went to work getting my stuff together. I had the weekend off, so I decided then and there to just stay at his house and come home when I had work again. Dad would be pissed, but he could suck it. Friends, if that was what Jacob was, came first.

In record time I had packed my bag with a few outfits, a swimsuit, pairs of pajamas, and changed into a pink sweatshirt and black leggings, matched with a red and bra pantie set. I gave my hair a brush and packed my straightener, before slipping on some deodorant, lotion, and spritzing on some vanilla perfume. I was not going to smell like a dead skunk, no matter how tired I was.

After that was all packed up I grabbed my house keys, a bottle of water, my phone and phone charger, and slipped down the stairs. When my socks and shoes were on I left the house, the cool air filling my lungs. It wasn't terribly chilly out, almost comfortable.

He was parked down the street in front of the Hopkins place, and I discretely ran and quickly climbed in, breathing out a sigh.

With swollen and red eyes, he gave me a weird look. "What's with the bag?"

"I have the weekend off, so you're stuck with me until Monday."

I jumped as my face met a gray shirt, and he enveloped me in a bear hug. I was a sucker for hugs, so of course, I held him just as tightly, breathing in his smell. He smelt so good it was unreal. A lot of guys didn't care about their hygiene, so it was nice that he took care of himself.

Jacob bawled into my shoulder, and I rubbed his back soothingly.

"I-I'm sorry about this, I just-"

"It's okay. That's what friends are for, right?"

"I feel like I don't have those anymore." He held me for a few seconds longer before he wiped his eyes and sped off, leaving me in a slight daze. The vehicle traveled at a quick pace, and it must have lulled me to sleep because that's the last thing I remember before opening my eyes next.

When I woke up again, we were parked in front of the diner. Rubbing my eyes, I took a few gulps out of my water bottle before looking over at Jacob. He gave me a small smile.

"Let's get some breakfast, I'm starving." The radio clock read one-thirty.

"Okay, but only if you're paying."

"My treat." We slipped out of the car and headed inside, the light disorientating me as we sat down in a booth. Almost immediately my co-worker, Janie, came over and handed us menus and took our drink orders. She gave me the stink eye, but I ignored her. It was too early to deal with bitches.

Jacob took in her glare and turned to me questioningly, "What's her problem?"

"She's mad because I wouldn't trade her shifts last week. It wouldn't have been that big of a deal, but she never follows through. I don't just don't fuck with her."

"I see." We both eyed the menu and I decided on the pancakes, while Jacob got the breakfast platter and a plate of waffles. "So, is Sally your first car?"

"No, I used to have White Mercury, but my dad took it when his truck hit the shitter."

"That's shitty."

"I'm used to it." We sat in silence for awhile, and I decided to see if Angela was awake yet. She had been staying up all hours of the night lately, living off of pot upon pot of coffee to get her projects done.

Jessica: Hey, you awake?

Angela: Yeah, why?

Jessica: You know how I slept with Jacob yesterday?

Angela: Yeah, you wouldn't stop going on and on about his washboard abs and huge ding dong lol.

Jessica: Well, he took me to breakfast. I'm staying with him this weekend.

Angela: You sure that's a good idea?

Jessica: Why wouldn't it be?

Angela: Isn't there a thing called sisters before misters? He was Bella's first.

My head started pounding just at the sight of her name.

Jessica: She doesn't own him, he's his own person. And they never dated anyway.

Angela: But she really liked him, and if Edward hadn't moved back they might have started dating.

Jessica: Yeah, she might have. But we'll never know because she married Edward and now they're probably living it up in the Bahamas or France or wherever.

Angela: Still, she liked him.

Jessica: It's in the past, now I'm taking advantage of the future.

Angela: I support you in all you do, girl. Update me on what happens.

Jessica: I will love you.

Angela: Love you too!

The food finally came and I dug in, slathering it in butter and syrup. I didn't care about being lady-like, I just ate. It was great to eat without feeling judged by my every movement.

"It's nice to see a girl that can eat. Most are too worried about looking like a pig in front of a guy, but you're doing just fine." Jacob teased, and I sneered.

"You're a guy?"

"Would a girl have fucked you like I did yesterday?"

"Don't underestimate girls, they know more about pussy than guys usually do."

"I'll show you when we get to my place how much I know about pussy."

"I can't wait for three seconds of pleasure." He sneered before taking another large bite of his food.

"Just eat your food, smart ass."

The road back to his house lulled me to sleep without trying, and I woke up later in his bed. With narrowed eyes, I rolled around sleepily until I found him beside me, looking down at a picture. His sad eyes made me remember what happened earlier; his un-stereotypical crying and needing a friend. What could he be staring at that made him so sad?

"What are you looking at?" In a rush, he put the picture back on his nightstand and turned to me with sad eyes.

"Oh, nothing. Go back to sleep."

"I thought you were going to show me how much you knew about pussy?" He broke out into a smile and chuckled.

"I don't know, are you up for it?"

"Who do I look like, Bella Swan?" His eyes grew dark, and for a second I thought I'd ruined the mood. But then he kissed me, his lips warm and soft. I couldn't help but moan.

"Okay, you asked for it." He kissed down my neck, sucking a mark here and there. "And keep quiet, my dad is sleeping."

"I think I can handle it." There was a low light on from the lamp close to his bed, giving the room a warm aura. He slowly slipped me out of my sweatshirt and bra, licking and sucking on my right nipple. I bit my lip to keep a moan, swallowing roughly. His left hand cupped my other breast, rolling it around in his hands. "F-fuck."

Jacob moved to pull down my leggings, leaving me in my red thong. My shoes and socks were nowhere to be seen, but I did have a habit of kicking my socks off in my sleep.

"Look at you, all naked and ready for me." My core throbbed at the huskiness in his voice. "Fuck, you're so hot." Kissing up my body, he bit into my throat and moaned into my neck.

"Jacob." I groaned quietly, running a hand into his thick hair and tugging. He moaned again, rubbing himself against me. He was already so hard.

"What do you want me to do?"

"Touch me."

He gave me a cheeky grin before continuing, "Touch you where? Your forehead, your elbow?"

"Eat my pussy, Jacob."

"I don't know if I should, you've been pretty rude to me lately."

"Please." I rubbed myself against him and his breath caught in his throat.

"O-okay, but only this once. I wouldn't want you thinking I was an asshole or anything."

My brow furrowed and I let out a shaky laugh. "But you are an asshole?"

"Do you really want to be insulting me at a time like this?"

"N-no! Of course not."

"That's what I thought." The room felt like a sauna, and my heart was beating like hummingbird wings. He slid down my body, kissing my skin until he hit the waistband of my underwear. With diligent fingers, he pulled off the garment. We made eye contact for a second, and a shiver went up my spine.

In an instant, his mouth was on me, and my toes curled. All thoughts left my brain and soon my body was on fire. His tongue was soft and rough at the same time, and he made lewd slurping sounds that would have had me cringing if I hadn't been so turned on.

"Oh my god, Jacob." With a grin, he pulled away. I whimpered and tried to tug his head back.

"Shh, remember what I said."

"K-keep quiet. Got it."

"Good girl." I softly moaned as his tongue made contact with my clit, my left hand grabbing at my breast and squeezing.

"Yes, yes. Don't stop." Jacob slipped in a finger, then a second one. I sucked in a breath and all at once the pleasure became too great. "Ah, fuck."

I came harder than I had in my life, biting my lips to keep in my moans as I rocked back and forth on his hand and mouth. When it was finally over, he pulled away and licked his wet fingers.

"So, what was that you said?"

"Okay, you win. I'm going to sleep now. Wake me up when it is a reasonable hour." I rolled onto my side and felt myself start to drift, exhaustion settling in my bones.

"Going to bed already? I need some help now, Jess."

"Use your hands. If you'll be excusing me, I need to rest."

"You can't have your ass looking that good and not expect me to go crazy."

"Sorry, I can't help being beautiful."

"No, you're still an ugly troll. Just an ugly troll with a nice ass."

"Wow, you must really not want me to get laid."

"I was kidding! Come on, Jess." He laid beside me and pulled me close, rubbing his erection on me. I covered my mouth and muffled a moan. "You know I can make you feel good."

"But sleep can make me feel even better."

"You sure about that?"

"Yes. Now let me sleep."

"Let me make you feel good, Jessie. I just want to please you." He nipped my ear and I felt my need to sleep dissolving. I knew he was only doing this to please himself, but I was too horny to care.

"Okay, fine. But after this, I'm going to sleep!"

"Of course, of course." Jacob wasted no time in flipping me back to my previous position and stripping off his clothes. My breath died in my throat as I took in his naked form.

How did I get so lucky to be in his bed tonight?

He kissed me again before rubbing himself at my opening, groaning softly.

"Fuck, so wet." In one thrust he was inside me to the hilt, and I covered my mouth with both hands to keep quiet. It was only the second time we'd had sex, but I don't know if I could ever get used to being this deliciously filled. It was as if every one of my nerve endings were live wire, and all thoughts left my head. Jacob rocked in and out of me slowly, filling me all the way up again before pulling almost completely out. "Shit, you're so tight." His hands gripped both of my hips as he moved at a fast pace, and I saw stars.

"Don't stop, don't stop." I whimpered as he pounded into me roughly, sending shock waves throughout my system. One of his hands let go of my hip and wound around my throat, and I groaned. My hands gripped his wrist and my hips met his thrusts. "Yes, yes."

"Oh my god." He groaned as my orgasm washed over me. A scream left my mouth, but I was silenced by his lips. Jacob emptied himself inside of me a second later, moaning into my mouth.

A few minutes passed before he let go of my throat and pulled out of me, rolling onto his back. We both breathed in and out for a few seconds, just staring up at the bland ceiling.

"I said to be quiet, and what do you do? You almost scream and wake the whole city."

"Oh, shut up. You know I couldn't help it."

"I've got a banshee in my bed, tsk tsk."

"Yeah, and I'm about to rip your head off if you don't let me sleep." I snapped, rolling back over and closing my eyes. I was so tired that it didn't take any time for me to start to fall asleep.

Something wet and cold suddenly touched me between my legs, and I jumped, sucking in a breath.

"Shh, I'm just cleaning you off. Just relax." He whispered before continuing what he was doing, wiping my skin off until it was clean. My face flushed and my heart tightened; None of the other guys would take the time to clean me off, they wouldn't care at all. I was almost starting to think he cared about me until I glanced at his nightstand and the picture he was staring at earlier.

It was him and Bella on a motorcycle, grinning from ear to ear. He looked happy, and you could tell by his eyes he loved her.

I covered my face with my hands and breathed in deeply.

Another stupid mistake made by Jessica Stanley. He only cared about one thing, and that was getting off. Once my car was fixed, we'd go back to being strangers. But did I really want that?

The next time I woke up it was around nine in the morning, and Jacob was nowhere to be seen. I was naked and alone, and a little disgruntled. Where did he go off too?

As if on cue he walked in the room, freshly showered and chipper.

"Finally, it took forever for you to wake up."

"How long have you been awake?"

"A few hours, give or take."

"You should sleep more."

"I run better on no sleep." He sat down on the bed beside me and rubbed his fingers up and down my back. In an instant, my eyes were closed and I leaned forward more. If I hadn't been so distracted, I would have wondered what the fuck he was doing being so intimate with me. "So, any ideas on what you want to do today?"

"We could see a movie, I guess."

"That sounds good. Anything in particular?"

"Not really. We can decide when we get there."

"We could go eat too. I'm starving."

"You and food. You could probably eat an elephant and still have room for seconds."

"Ah, you know me so well." Jacob stopped rubbing my back and stood up before starting towards the door. "I'm making grilled cheese sandwiches, so you better get your butt in here before I eat them all."

"Grilled cheese for breakfast?"

"No, for lunch, you dunce."

"Ugh, you better put ham in mine."

"What kind of grilled cheese sandwich doesn't include ham?"

"My mistake."

You were fifteen when you had sex? Wow, I didn't think you had it in you." With a plate stacked high of grilled cheese and ham sandwiches and two cans of root beer, we sat at the kitchen table and chatted idly. One thing had led to another, and we did the most middle school thing and started a game of twenty questions that had gone well over twenty by now.

"Yup, it was last summer. My friends and I were surfing and so were these three other girls. One thing led to another and we all got a bottle of Jack Daniels and the rest is history." Between bites, he shoved in grilled cheese sandwiches left and right, and I was starting to feel concerned. Did no one feed him? "How old were you? Don't tell me I was your first."

"As if, like I'd let you deflower me. It was freshman year and I was dating this boy named Eric. He's a major geek but a total sweetheart, and we were alone at my house and it just kind of happened. Besides you, he's still the best guy I've been with."

"And how many guys have you been with?"

"Hey! It's my turn to ask you a question."

"Sorry, sorry."

"How many girls have you been with, Jacob?" He was silent for a second, a slight blush coating his cheek. "Don't tell me you've only been with that beach babe! Come on, with that body you're missing out on a lot, buddy." (Jacob blushing and acting bashful, he has a serious praise kink to go with his dom kink)

"Actually, I've only been with two other girls: Kelly Behr and Gabby Nez. Gabby and I dated for a few months this year, but it didn't work out because we were better as friends." He got a far-off look in his eye and bit his lip. "Gabby's got to be the second-best girl I've been with, though. Her body was so thick, and she had the best ass."

"You're an ass guy, I presume?"

"Stop teasing me! Okay, next question. Who are the boys you've slept with?"

"Eric Yorkie, Mike Newton, Austin Marks, Lee Stephens, and you, obviously."

"You banged marshmallow?"

"Marshmallow?"

"Remember that movie night that Bella put together and everyone got the flu?" My face scrunched up in distaste as I nodded. Lauren and I had gotten drunk off Peach Schnapps and binge-watched Golden Girls. "Mike got sick in the bathroom when I was trying to put the moves on, Bella. I would have succeeded, but Marshmallow just had to ruin everything." He wiped his hands with a napkin as he finally finished his food. "Not like it would have made a difference anyway."

"Yeah, he has a way of doing that."

"Sorry, sore subject?"

I ignored his comment and asked. "What do you do in your spare time?"

"I fix cars."

"Yeah, but what else? You can't only fix cars. I know you surf and cliff dive, too, but what about just you? What do you do when you're alone?"

"I sometimes make things out of wood."

"What do you mean?"

"Like little charms. When we're scraping for money, my dad and I sell them to tourists."

"Can you show me one?"

"Ah, maybe later. I've got to run to my buddy Sam's to drop something off, so I'll be back in a half an hour."

"Oh, okay." He left without another word, looking stiff and uncomfortable. Was it something I said?

I quickly finished my food and washed our dishes before hopping into the shower. After showering, I got ready and dressed in a pair of black jeans, white t-shirt, and a black sweatshirt I had found in Jacob's closet. Not feeling motivated enough to do my hair, I blow dried it and put it into a tight bun, before slipping on some light makeup.

With a sigh, I slumped onto the couch and sent a few texts back and forth with Lauren to pass the time. It had been a couple hours and Jacob still wasn't back yet. Where did he go, anyway?

In annoyance, I flicked on the television and watched a few episodes of Fairly Oddparents. By the time Jacob came in, it was already four o'clock. His face looked grim and his shirt was nowhere to be seen. With a grunt, he slumped onto the couch and closed his eyes. My blood was boiling.

"Where have you been?"

"Out."

"Out where?"

"Just out! Geeze, who are you, my father?"

"What's with your attitude? You're the one that abandoned me to do god-knows-what with god-knows-who."

"Can you just shut up for five seconds? I have a headache."

"Excuse you? What gives you the right to tell me to shut up?"

"Oh my god, you're so annoying."

"And you're a fucking asshole, Jacob."

"I don't have the energy for this. I'm going to go get ready so we can go see that stupid movie." He stood up and walked away, but I could catch him muttering. "Maybe then you'll shut your mouth." My face reddened in embarrassment; I didn't think I was that annoying. I had become a lot less annoying the past few years. I leaned my head into my hands and sighed. Was I really that annoying?

No wonder Mike dumped me. All I did was antagonize him, and I did the same thing to my other ex's. I breathed in deeply and wiped a tear that escaped my eye. Stupid, stupid, Jessica always fucking up.

Jacob got showered and ready in no time, and soon we were on the road. It took a few hours to get there, so I napped on the way. Anything to break away from the tense car ride. Jacob's eyes were hard and his hand tight around the wheel. He was so mad and it was unnerving.

I woke up when we pulled up, and I quickly unhooked my seat belt and went to get out. But Jacob pulled me back, now calm eyes looking back at me. His stare was so serious it made me want to look away, but I fought the urge.

"What is it?"

"I'm sorry."

"It's fine. I shouldn't have bothered you."

He shook his head and sighed. "I'm the one that left without telling you why. You had every right to be angry."

"Y-yeah."

"Do you forgive me?"

"I don't know.. Are you going to buy me a large popcorn?"

"Ugh, fine."

"Extra butter?"

"Sure, sure. So you forgive me, or not?" His eyes were so worried that I almost laughed. With a nod, I pulled him into for a sweet kiss before breaking away.

"Does that answer your question?" Jacob grinned down at me, before pulling me back in for another kiss.

Jacob and I headed into the theater intent on enjoying the rest of our evening, but it seems life had other plans for me. We were in line to get our tickets when I saw them. Lauren was hand in hand with my ex-boyfriend, the guy I had dated on and off all of high school, Mike. My stomach dropped, and suddenly I felt sick. I guess she had come home for the weekend, but to go on a date with Mike? A sharp pain jabbed at my heart.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"Y-yeah, just not really feeling the movie anymore. Mind if we leave?"

"What, why? I thought you were excited to see it?"

"Well, I'm not anymore. I'll meet you outside." I turned to leave, but because I'm amazingly unlucky, they spotted me.

"Jess! Hey, over here!" Lauren excitedly motioned me over, while Mike looked a little guilty and uncomfortable. Half of me wanted to run out and not talk to either of them again, but the other half of me knew that was stupid. She'd just call me later and demand to know what my problem was.

With a heavy heart, I walked over to them, putting a fake smile on my face. The smile felt like a thousand pounds on my face.

"What are you guys doing here? I thought you were at school?"

"Came home for the weekend, my mom's been complaining she missed me so I thought, why not?" She rolled her green eyes and smiled over at Mike. "She was annoying the shit out of me, but then Mikey here asked me out and saved me."

Mikey, really? How old are we, nine?

She leaned her head on his shoulder, and I breathed in deeply to keep from getting sick. "My knight in shining armor."

"Heh, yeah, I guess." Mike exclaimed, his cheeks flushing red. He used to react to me like that, dorky and bashful. But now he's acting like that with her. My eyes filled with tears, but I blinked them away. I wouldn't cry in front of them, wouldn't give them the satisfaction.

"Well, I hope you both have fun on your date. I've got places to be, so I'll text you later." I was just about to make my getaway, but then out of nowhere, warm fingers filled the empty spaces between mine.

Slowly, I turned to see Jacob's hulking six-foot figure, muscles bulging in his maroon short sleeve shirt and an angry expression on his face. He looked so sexy at that moment, I thought I would combust.

"Jessie, are these guys bothering you?" He puffed out his chest and gave me a wink. I let out a laugh and shook my head. He was such a dork. Sexy as hell, but still a dork.

"No, I'm fine."

"Ooo, is that Jacob Black I see?" Lauren implored, eyes raking over his frame. I fought the urge to deck her. Keep calm, Jessica. She's your best friend.

"The one and only."

"How could Bella let you slip through her fingers?" He held my hand tighter, and I rubbed the back of his soothingly.

"Her loss, Jessie's gain, I suppose." He turned to me and motioned towards the door, and I nodded. We left without a second glance to the happy couple, not letting go of each other until we got to his car.

It was quiet for a second as I tried to make sense of my emotions but came up empty.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, let's just go home." I couldn't meet Jacob's eyes as fresh tears poured down my cheeks, and with the sleeve of my shirt, I rubbed them away.

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"Jess-"

"Fine! I'm actually pretty upset right now. My best friend was on a date with my ex-boyfriend." Swallowing thickly, I tried to hide my pain. This was so embarrassing. "I can't believe she'd do that to be."

"Come here, let Papa Jake comfort you." He pulled me into his arms and I bawled. Tons of emotions swirled inside of me; embarrassment, sadness, anger. If I had been in my right mind I would have sucked it up and moved forward, just as I have the past year, but the pot had boiled over and I was a mess. I guess crying because of Jacob earlier opened some sort of dam inside me. It was so embarrassing.

"Why does it hurt so much?"

"I ask myself the same thing every day." He rubbed my back in a soothing rhythm, humming softly. After a while I finally calmed down and just lay my head against his shoulder, breathing in and out. It was almost comfortable; just us two in his dark car. But then bad thoughts started to filter in again, and I started to pull away from him.

"I'm sorry, this must be so annoying. I'll get off of you." Jacob's hold tightened on me, and I felt more tears streak down my face. "Come on, don't do this for my benefit. Just let me go."

"You aren't annoying, Jessica."

"How can you say that? You told me yourself that I was annoying earlier!"

"That was a mistake."

"Yeah, I bet."

"Everyone is annoying once in awhile, but that doesn't take away from your good qualities."

I snorted, wiping my eyes away roughly. "Good qualities? You mean my amazing body and great intercourse skills?"

"Its true that you are very skilled in the bedroom, but you're not just that."

"Hmph, sure."

"You're pretty, sweet, and smart. You went to breakfast with me even though it was the middle of the night and I was bawling like a baby."

"Anyone would have done that."

"No, they wouldn't have. You're the only one I could go to, Jessica."

"You don't mean that."

"I do!" Out of nowhere, he started to tickle me. Giggles erupted from my mouth as I tried to crawl away from him, but I was stuck firmly in place. "I'm not stopping until you admit you're amazing."

"P-please, give me mercy!"

"Say it, say it!"

"Fine! I'm amazing! Do you hear me, Jacob? I'm amazing!" In an instant, his fingers stopping digging into my sides and I slumped against his chest, laughs still escaping my mouth.

"Now, was that so hard?"

"You're an asshole." I playfully smacked his chest before crawling back into my seat and buckling up. He just gave me a shit eating grin before starting the car up. "You owe me an extra large pizza and cheesy breadsticks now."

"Your wishes are my command, your majesty." We took off at lightning speed, I blushed at his words, thankful that the darkness hid my face. Maybe this was a new beginning, the lighthouse at the end of the foggy sea that was my life. Just maybe, this was a turning point that would change forever.

I turned and took another look at Jacob, marveling at his beautiful features in the streetlights that we passed under. Just maybe, I could fall in love with this boy.