WARNING: GRAPHIC SEXUAL SITUATIONS, GRAPHIC LANGUAGE, AND SELF ESTEEM ISSUES. IF YOU ARE UNDERAGE OR DO NOT ENJOY IT DO NOT READ.
Chapter Thirteen.
Jessica's POV:
Jacob and I head to the dining hall where the Uley's are having their reception hand in hand. We don't speak, just revel in each other's touch that we've been without for so long. Once inside, Jacob walks me to my seat and kisses me, whispering, "I love you," before heading to his seat at the wedding party table. Beside me, Lauren gapes and I quickly filled her in, because of course, I'm going to gush about what had just happened!
The wedding party takes pictures together and then the family comes up to take pictures with them. I take a picture with Sam and Emily, Kim and Jared, Lauren and Leah, and little Claire and Chloe. Just as I'm about to walk away, Jacob pulls me into his arms and tells me to smile.
He kisses me again before letting me go and I make a run for the buffet, Lauren on my heels. Piling my plate with delicious food, I settle back down in my seat. They finish the rest of the pictures quickly and when everyone is settled with their food, the wedding party starts their toasts.
I don't really catch much if I'm being honest. I'll have to watch the footage that Brady's filming on his camera to be brought into the loop, but I don't mind that. Jacob and I can't seem to look away from each other, and even as he says his toast he stares straight at me.
When the food is finished and Sam and Emily finish their first dance, to the song I Love You Always Forever, everyone finds their way onto the dance floor too. Jacob pulls me to my feet, a grin on his adorable face, and I let him whisk me to the dance floor.
As All My Life plays, he holds me tightly as we sway to the music. "I can't believe this is real," He says, leaning down to kiss my cheek, and I blush.
"What do you mean?"
"I didn't think you'd forgive me."
Pursing my lips I shrug. "You have a lot to make up for, I hope you know."
"Oh, I do. And I'll never stop," He pauses, a grin popping onto his face. "You're all that I ever know. When you smile, my face glows," He sings, and I giggle in response.
"You picked me up when I was down, And I hope that you feel the same way too. Yes, I pray that you do love me too!" I sing back, squealing as he picks me up and swings me in his arms. When he puts me back down, he kisses me breathless.
Finally, we're together. Finally, someone is completely devoted to me. And I'm completely devoted to them too.
Third Person POV:
Bella scowls as she watches the happy couple spin around the dance floor. Even with everything that's happened, she's still so jealous. No, she doesn't want to give up her life with her husband and darling daughter. But she's still in love with Jacob, despite not wanting to be.
Edward comes up beside her, Renesmee laughing at his hip. "Care for a dance, my love?" He asks, humming to Do You Remember as it plays from the speakers. The hole in Bella's chest feels like it's grown smaller and with a small smile, she takes his hand, letting him lead her to the dance floor.
The three of them dance together like that, and Bella falls more and more in love with her crooked grinned nerd of a husband. Renesmee's pulls at her hair, dribbling down her chin, and Bella peppers her face in kisses. This was her family, this was who mattered now.
She made her choice, and she was finally coming to terms with it and saying goodbye to her old life.
As the family dances, Jacob and Jessica watch from their spot and grin to each other, finally happy that all of their roadblocks are behind them. They can finally be happy together and live out their days with the pack.
There was always something more important to do. More important to say. But "I love you" wasn't one of those things. And now it's too late.
Jacob pulls Jessica in for another kiss. Bella, Edward, and Renesmee laugh as they spin around the dance floor.
Do you remember? (Now it's over) Do you remember? (Now it's over)
Jessica's POV:
Christmas Day is a happy affair with the family. After moving my stuff back in, Jacob and I are inseparable. When he leaves for patrol and practice, I miss him more than words can say. And when I leave for work, Jacob's pout stays in my mind until my shift is over.
The standoff is coming soon and with there not being much left to do, everyone is given the next two days off to spend it with their families. Which means that Jacob's sisters are coming for the holidays and I need to try my best and make a good impression.
Rachel arrives first, her girlfriend Donna by her side. When Jacob opens the door, she rushes to give me a hug, saying, "Jessica, you're all I've heard about for months!" I'm a little awestruck by her, to be honest. Rachel's gorgeous with her long black hair and striking features. And her girlfriend's no better, with her black bangs and edgy makeup. When she pulls away, I gape a little before wiping the look off my face.
Rebecca is next, with her huge Samoan husband, Solomon, and their twin boys, Joey and Sully. Rebecca pulls me in for a hug too, kissing both my cheeks with a wide grin. "So you're the girl that's made my brother so happy. I'm so happy to meet you!"
"I'm happy to meet you too," I say back, wondering to myself, why is everyone here so pretty? Becca looks like her sister, they're identical, but she's curvier from her previous pregnancy. We settle in the living room, where I've set up board games and put on a Christmas movie.
As the night goes on, Rachel, Becca, Donna, and I become thick as thieves. We help each other cheat against the boys and then gab in the kitchen after dinner with a bottle of wine. Billy and his grandsons have a ball for the day, and then he helps them open up their Christmas presents. The rest of us open up gifts too, and Jacob gawks as he opens up his new toolset. Looking up at me, tears come to his eyes. "Jessica, how could you afford this?"
"Don't worry about it, honey," I exclaimed, setting down my new pink turtle neck and holding him in my arms.
"This is too much, I don't deserve this."
"Of course you deserve this!" I bring his face up and kiss him tenderly on the lips He holds my waist tightly, tears dripping down his cheeks. "Now stop your tears, it's a happy occasion! Gotta be happy, sweetie pie."
"I am happy, more than you can imagine."
As I lean down to kiss him, both of our phone rings. We share a confused look before pulling away from each other, Jacob wiping his eyes as he answers his call at the same time I answer me. On my end, Kim is screeching into the phone, "I'M PREGNANT!" Jared is hooting and hollering in the background, and I squeal in glee.
"Oh my god, Kimmy! What the hell, that's so exciting!" Sam and Emily are married, Jared and Kim are expecting, and Jacob and I are officially together! How much better could it get?
Jacob turns to me with a smile, stating, "Rennie said her first word!" My mouth drops open in shock.
"What? What'd she say?"
"Grandpa!" Charlie announces as Jacob puts the call on speakerphone. Renesmee yells, Gampa, Gampa! "My baby's first word is grandpa!"
"Hell yeah, old man!" Billy calls, earning a yell of happiness, and Jacob gives him the phone to continue the conversation. Kim and I talk for a second before she quickly ends the call so she can tell other people the news. Without anything to distract us, Jacob decides its time to give me his present. He pulls out a box from his pocket and my heart stutters.
"Merry Christmas, honey," He exclaims, flipping the box and showing me the handmaid necklace inside. Hanging from the string is a little wooden carved red wolf paired with a wooden carved girl that looks distinctly like me. And true to character, I start to sob.
He takes it out of the box and helps me put it on before pulling me into his arms. "J-Jake, you can't do that to me!"
"Do what?" He teases, and I sob harder.
"Make me fall head over heels in love with you!"
"Hey! I thought you already were?" I look up at him, chin wobbling as I wipe my eyes.
"Well, I love you even more now so thanks for that!"
He's tickling me before I can do anything about it, and I try to push him away as I laugh loudly. "Not as much as I love you, baby!"
As the night ends, Solomon gathers the twins in his arms and everyone starts to say their goodbyes. Before everyone leaves, Rachel and Rebecca pull their father in for a hug and tell him that they're coming home to stay. After that, there wasn't a dry eye in the room.
We clean up the house and then Jacob and I help Billy with his nighttime routine. We say our goodnights to him and shower, holding each other close under the hot water. As we settle into bed, Jacob presses a kiss to my lips and grinds against me.
"I love you," He whispers against my lips, reaching up to squeeze my breast. I gasp as he tweaks my nipple, pressing my lips to his own. We kiss slowly as he caresses my body, warming me up. We take our time together, memorizing each other's bodies. Tomorrow could be our last day together, and I wanted to make it count.
Our clothes disappear onto the floor and then he's between my legs, caressing my thighs as he licks my folds. "J-Jake," I moan, trying my best to keep quiet. He sucks my bud into his mouth before letting it out with a pop, and I bite my lip roughly to keep my noises in. As Jacob fingers me open, I make all kinds of noises. I hoped to god that Billy's medicine knocked him out enough to not hear anything. "I love you, fuck, I love you so much."
When he has three fingers fucking in and out of me he pulls them out, licking them clean. Breathlessly, I push him up so I can kneel in front of him. Staring up at him with watery eyes, I take him into my mouth with a moan.
"You're so perfect," He groans, fisting a hand into my hair and moving my head up and down his cock. I tongue the underside of his cock and play with his balls, whimpering as he uses his free hand to smack my ass. I feel myself drip down my thighs, quivering from the foreplay. When his thighs begin to clench, he pulls me off before bringing me up to kiss him. He lays me back down, kissing all over my face, before lining up with my hole and sliding in to the hilt.
Throwing my head back, I swallow my moan down and revel in the feeling of him inside of me. I didn't want to think about tomorrow, what it could mean for us. All I wanted to do was get lost in him.
Jacob speeds up his thrust, kissing me deeply. Our tongues dance together, and I slowly feel myself reaching my peak. His fingers dance down to rub at my clit, slamming deep inside of me, and the world around me explodes.
"Jacob!" I moan loudly, digging my nails into his back as I meet his thrusts. My body's like a live wire, every nerve ending exploding into perfect bliss. "Aah, yes!"
He slams into me one last time, and I feel myself being filled to the brim. Jacob rubs at me, groaning against my ear, and I'm coming again. "You feel so good, baby. Fuck yes. I love you so much."
We lay there like that for a while, basking in the afterglow. Jacob slowly pulls out, leaning down to clean me up with his mouth. It isn't the first time he's done it and even though it should be gross, I can't help but love it as I come again in his mouth. Licking his lips, he smiles up at me before crawling back into the bed and throwing the covers over us. Wrapping his arms tightly around me, we fall asleep like that, fucked out and in bliss.
I can only hope that this won't be the last time we're like this.