I'm living fine
My car and crib is mine
Why should she have a piece?
I'm not the marriage kind.
Right Koga?
Koga...?
Koga sprang up in his bed, grabbing his forehead. He had taken a cocktail of pills, and slept for nearly 24 hours.
He reached for his phone. It was 10:22 PM.
75 missed calls
103 messages
13 voicemails
The first thing he did was call Kagome.
"Koga! I've been worried! I was getting ready to come over!"
"I'm so sorry, babygirl. I've been sleeping. I have so many missed calls and messages."
"I know Ginta has been calling you. He said he was taking care of your affairs, and not to worry, because you do this a lot around this time of the year. What does that mean?"
Koga sighed. "There's a lot of uh...Pack ritual related things that I do. I'm the leader so, I have to maintain the culture, y'know?"
"Oh! I understand. I'm sorry. I wasn't—"
"It's fine. You're still learning so many things about us. I'm glad you understand."
"I'll see you soon, okay?"
He chuckled. "How soon is soon?"
"Probably...30 minutes?"
"Are you already in an Uber?!" He laughed.
"Yes!" She giggled.
"Fuck." He laid back on his pillow. "So I have to get up?"
"No, I'll come to your room."
"Okay. See you soon."
25 minutes later, Kagome arrived, used the family crest as the key, and went up to Koga's room.
"Hi!" She ran and tackle hugged him.
He hugged her tightly, and placed his face into her neck.
She was so warm. She smelled so nice. Her aura was so soft, and full of light. It felt...sacred.
A demon woman never felt like this.
"Koga, I need to talk to you, but first, are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine, just been tired." He smiled as he looked up at her. "You look so pretty, by the way. Were you out somewhere?"
"Oh…thank you. I was out with Inuyasha, but I left early." She sighed sadly.
"I see. That mutt still givin' you a hard time?"
"Yeah. There was a girl at the bar and he walked away from me to talk to her for 2 hours. I sat there looking so stupid. Then, I got in an Uber, and you called me just as I was on my way."
"I'm so sorry...he's a real fleabag."
Koga heard the downstairs door close. "Ginta is here."
"O-oh..." Kagome seemed disappointed.
"He probably just wanted to make sure I was okay. I'll send him on his way, and you can have me all to yourself."
Kagome smiled as a blush tinted her cheeks.
"Yo bro." Ginta called from outside the door.
"Yo bro, I was sleeping, I've been tired."
"No problem, boss." Ginta paused. "Hey, sis."
"Hi, Ginta!" She called back cheerfully.
"Sango is in the car. I'm getting ready to take her to my place. We just came from Tenchi's. I dropped off half of his usual order, to make him prove we can trust him again."
Koga laughed. "That oughta teach em! Great work."
"Also, there's this demoness bird tribe Princess that wants to know if your dancers want to be featured in an event at her house. You interested?"
"I don't know. That depends on if the girls feel comfortable with that. Those girls love you, Ginta. Will you meet with some of them and ask them? Tell them they don't have to do anything that makes them uncomfortable."
"Sure thing. I'll call you tomorrow."
"Later."
"Bye, sis!"
"Bye!"
Ginta rushed to his car like a giddy child, and smiled widely at Sango.
"What…?" She asked, confused.
"I checked on Koga, he's fine."
"Well, that's good! I know you were a bit worried."
"Yeah, but I think he's being well taken care of."
"Huh?"
"I went up there, and Kagome was in his room with him, and they had the door shut."
Sango started giggling, and Ginta joined in. She was hoping this meant something would finally blossom between them.
Once Ginta was gone, Kagome and Koga looked at each other. She was still in his arms, and she smiled, resting her head on his chest.
This felt so much better to her.
"So," Koga began, as he stroked her hair. "You haven't spoken to him since you left?"
"I told my mom where I was going, and she knows you'll keep me safe, so I put my phone on do not disturb. I don't know if he called, or even noticed I left." She wept.
"Oh, sweetie. That's awful."
"We had just gotten there. I didn't want to drink alone, so I sat at a table with a glass of water. I texted you, but you didn't reply."
"I'm sor—"
"No, please don't apologize. It's just...I think Inuyasha is cheating on me with that girl. The way she kept...touching his arm, and smiling. I-I don't know..."
Koga sighed. He already knew the obvious. "It is possible, babygirl."
"I'm gonna check my messages from him."
Kagome grabbed her phone and saw she had 13 texts from him.
"Why did you leave? I was talking to my friend about her sister dying. I've known her for a long time. She's been through a lot."
Kagome read the rest of the texts silently and furrowed her brows as his tone changed with each text.
"He says I'm a stupid bitch, I'm insecure and I like to be miserable and need to grow up." Her cheeks puffed up angrily. "He's got some nerve!"
"Why does he talk to you like that?! Babygirl, listen to me. That's not how he's supposed to treat you." Koga explained adamantly.
"I just...I can't forget what we went through together."
"You don't have to forget, but it doesn't mean that it's okay for him to treat you like this. You've repaid him in all your love, pain and loyalty. You don't owe him anything else."
Kagome cried as Koga held her.
"Listen, you're upset, and I'm wide awake now, so why don't we have some drinks, hang out in the game room, and have fun?"
"O-okay!"
Koga took Kagome down to the game room and the two listened to music and played the Wii.
"The reason I don't have any updated systems is because I haven't really used this room very much over the years."
Kagome smiled. "That's fine! I like this."
The pair drank and played games for a few hours, before Kagome got tired.
He turned the game room couch into a pull out bed and brought her a blanket and pillow.
"You get some sleep, I'm gonna play a few games for the nostalgia."
Kagome giggled. "Okay, goodnight."
Koga kissed her forehead when she laid down. He brushed her hair behind her ear and smiled.
The following morning, Koga took Kagome home so she could get ready for work. He waited for her for a few hours, then took her to the store early, so they could grab breakfast from The Den.
"I had a great time last night. Thank you."
"I had a great time, too." He smiled.
"I hope I'm not taking time away from anything you need to do today."
"Not at all, babygirl. I…needed this time with you."
Kagome blushed. "I'm glad I could be there for you."
"Text me. Or stop by." He shrugged and laughed.
Kagome smiled. "Okay, see you soon."
Two weeks later...
Kagome and Inuyasha hadn't spoken since the incident at the bar. It was the longest breakup she ever had with him, and she was plagued by her depression.
"Didn't he call you boring and loose, and then walk off with some other woman at a bar? He's a piece of crap, and you two may be over for real this time." Sango deduced as she felt some fabric at the craft store.
"I don't want it to be for real." She said, eyes wide. "I love him so much."
"You know who really loves you? Koga. Look at the lengths that man goes through for you!"
"He doesn't...love me, love me. He's not even attracted to me. He flirts as a joke, and wolves are affectionate, but I'm a human. I'm not his type."
Sango lifted expensive fabrics into her hands...by the pile.
"Ginta has been giving you a lot of money lately." Kagome mentioned.
"He gave me a pack betrothal gift!"
"So, you're his girlfriend now?" Kagome smiled. "Since when?"
"It's been a few days, now. You've been so depressed, I didn't want to rub it in or anything. We were already getting really serious about each other, so he wanted to make it official. I didn't want to upset you when you were so down."
"Nonsense!" Kagome smiled wider. "I'm so happy for you." Kagome loved the sweet Wolf Demon customs.
A wolf gives their significant other a large, lavish gift once they become involved. Relationships are taken very seriously by wolf demons, as they're intended to be life long.
A wolf demon often gives the mate a generous amount of money, with a purpose, to bless it with the energy of the pack. The mate then, fulfills their promise to the wolf and to themselves, and they stay together forever. That's what keeps them so successful.
"He gave me half a million dollars for my workout gear, and so I don't have to work a second job. I have more time to work on my line, and even have fun doing it! He's a good guy and he cares about my dreams." Sango replied as they headed towards the register. "Koga gives you money for the same thing, right?"
"Yeah, he told me he wanted to invest in my line as long as I'd make him clothes every once in awhile. Every other week he gives me a few thousand. I don't spend much of it unless it's for a client. I've been making high end items with the surplus. Our boss even let me cut my hours and plans to hire an intern. The store is doing really well. Every time Koga shops there, a lot of people come afterward. He's super popular, but only hangs out with Ginta, Hakkaku and us."
"Remember that "paparazzi" photo? The one that guy took for his little blog?" Sango said with a smiling face.
"Oh yeah!" Kagome laughed. "That guy was a lower status wolf that was obsessed with Koga!"
"He became a pack leader at 12. He's royalty amongst demons...of every kind. He can...pretty much do whatever he wants." Sango commented.
Kagome nodded, then went into deep thought. Koga really was one powerful demon, so there was no way he'd want to be with an ordinary human girl.
"Wait. I just thought about what you said earlier. You mentioned that Koga couldn't like you...but do you like him?" Sango asked curiously, placing her items on the counter.
"N-no." She said flatly, with a stammer. Then, she sighed. "Okay, maybe...but it's just a stupid crush. I know I don't have a chance with him."
"I believe you do. I can prove it."
Back at Sango's house...7PM
"Call Koga and tell him to come pick you up. Tell him you want to have sex."
Kagome blushed furiously, shaking her head emphatically. "What?! I-I can't do that!"
"Yes you can! This will prove he likes you! Trust me."
Meanwhile, Koga was was enjoying a long overdue encounter with a panther demoness.
"Oh, you're excited this week, Koga." The demoness moaned as Koga slid in and out of her.
"There's something on my mind." He bit his lip. "Making me extra hard."
"It's human flesh isn't it? You're building up a nasty fetish aren't you, kinky boy?"
He moaned. "What...makes you say that?"
"Oho, your precious little pet is surely easy on the eyes. I wonder if she's as tasty as she looks." She moaned out as they switched positions.
"Hmm."
Koga's phone began to ring as he slid inside. He leaned over to check and to his surprise, it was Kagome.
He pulled out and stood. "I'll be right with you."
"Hey!"
"Koga...hey."
"What's up, babygirl?"
"Um...I...want to see you."
His eyes squinted in confusion. 'Isn't she staying with Sango?' "What's goin' on? You okay?"
"I'm fine. I just...I...was wondering...if you wanna...hook up."
Koga's eyes widened. "Um...let me…take you out to dinner, first, at least. Somewhere nice. I'll be there in an hour. You still at Sango's?"
"Yes. I'll be ready."
"See ya then, sweetie."
Koga hung up his phone and his hand dangled next to his erection. He was in utter disbelief. "She didn't mean that...did she?"
Kagome continued to hold the phone to her ear in disbelief. "He's gonna be here in an hour. He wants to...take me somewhere nice."
Sango grasped her hands. "So…let's get you ready. I have the perfect outfit for you. We might have to take it in a little since I bought it in my size and your waist is smaller, but...you'll love it!"
"I gotta take a shower and leave, I'm sorry. I'll eat you out. How about that?"
The demoness sprawled out on the bed. "Get to work, wolf boy."
Koga was currently sleeping with four different demon women, all of high ranking status. He also randomly hooked up with other demon women as well. He filled an empty void with wild and spontaneous encounters, or at least tried to. He knew if he had a weaker heart, he'd be addicted to sex.
Koga had many perversions and kinks, and that made him feel ashamed. Kagome was so pure and innocent. He couldn't imagine doing so many filthy things to her. But on the same coin, he fantasized about licking her entire body and let her suck him off, if nothing else.
His heart raced at the thought of actually being inside of her.
'Oh man. This isn't good...'
One hour later...
Koga arrived at Sango's in a white button down shirt, brown blazer and dark jeans.
Kagome answered the door in a red dress with an open side waist.
Koga pulled her in by her exposed lower waist and kissed her hair. "You look so beautiful." He looked around the house. "Where's Sango?"
"She's upstairs working."
"Alright. Let's not disturb her." He led her out and shut the door behind him.
Kagome activated the security system from her phone and looked up at their ride.
Her eyes widened when she saw the sleek, black and white sports car.
"You like this? This is a Mclaren. It's my new favorite." He opened the butterfly doors and Kagome sat inside.
"Wow...it's amazing."
Koga got in and smirked. "It'll be even better once we hit the road."
Kagome looked out the window in amazement, enjoying the smooth ride as Koga breezed towards the highway. "You were right!"
"I know, I had to have it immediately after the test drive." He smirked. "Now, tell me: What's going on with you lately?"
"Inuyasha and I haven't spoken for two weeks, now. I've been depressed. This is the longest we've broken up. Sango thinks it's for real this time."
"So...you came to me, huh?" He laughed. "Don't worry babygirl, we're gonna have a great night."
They arrived at dinner and ordered appetizers. They talked and laughed their way through to the main course.
Kagome was getting nervous. Dinner was nearly over, and that meant they might actually hook up.
Koga was known for his spending, but this was on a completely different level, because this restaurant costed 5 Million.
Per person.
Just to sit in.
Their food costed so much, he had to meet with the owner and show him the family crest.
"You want dessert?"
'He asked that like we're at a diner.'
"That's a silly question." Kagome said with a smile.
"Oh, that's right. You've got a little sweet tooth. I do too." He looked at her, licked his lips then laughed as she rolled her eyes.
It was odd, but the innocent flirting was when they felt most comfortable with each other.
After dessert, Koga drove to his place.
"Dinner was so amazing." She said as he closed the door behind them.
"It was. I had a great time. I always have a great time with you."
Kagome smiled and shyly looked down.
Koga extended his hand to her. "You... wanna go upstairs?"
Kagome placed her fingers in his palm and followed him up the steps.
He took Kagome to his bedroom and they sat on the couch. He looked at her beautiful but, unsure face.
"Babygirl. Is this what you really want?"
Kagome shrugged. "I-I think so."
Koga found Kagome's behavior a bit strange. Normally she was more confident and comfortable around him. He knew Kagome wouldn't want to spontaneously fuck for pleasure, so something else had to be going on. "Do you...like me? As...more than a friend, I mean."
Kagome nodded. "Mhm."
Koga sighed. At that moment, he had to be honest with himself. This never happened to him before. He never felt like this. "I think...I...like you too. It's just..."
He paused. 'What if I hurt her feelings? I gotta be honest with her.'
"Kagome, I don't know if this is a good idea. Our friendship is the most special thing I've ever had, and I don't want anything to ruin it. Besides...there are things about me, that I haven't even told you yet. This has nothing to do with my attraction to humans, either. You're so beautiful, and sexy. I just...I value you as a woman, and my babygirl."
"That's okay. I didn't want to ruin our friendship either. This was...kinda...Sango's idea." Kagome giggled.
He chuckled. "Figures. Come here." He held out his arms for her.
Kagome went into his arms and he pulled her onto his lap, gently patting her hair.
"You mean so much to me. Let's stay like this. I'm...afraid to lose you."
"I didn't know you felt that way." She looked up at his serious, sincere face.
"You're my light in a dark tunnel, Kagome."
Back at Sango's...
Kagome returned to Sango's very late that night and told her everything.
"So...he said he likes me too, but wants us to stay the way we are."
Sango rolled her eyes. "Lame. What's he so scared of? You're a good woman. You're exactly what he needs."
"It's okay. I don't want to lose this friendship either. Besides, between my feelings for Inuyasha and his disinterest in relationships, we would never really work."
Sango sighed. "Maybe." Sango knew these were just things Kagome was telling herself, so she would feel better about the situation. She knew Kagome had strong feelings for Koga, but she needed to let Inuyasha go.
What about Koga? Was he just afraid of relationships? Did he want to be with Kagome too?
After Kagome went to bed, Sango called Ginta.
"Hey, love! I just got home from Hakkaku's."
"Kagome just got home from Koga's. He took her on this insanely expensive date, then told her he had feelings for her."
"He what?!"
"Yeah, but he told her he wanted them to stay as they are now, because of his commitment issues, her feelings for an idiot, blah blah blah…"
"I knew he liked her, I just didn't know if he was ever going to tell her."
"He says he's afraid to lose her."
"Absolutely. He's scared to death. There's nothing I can think of that strikes fear into his heart, but losing Kagome scares the hell out of him."
Sango was hoping they could both put their baggage and fears aside, to come together and love one another.
The next day...
Ginta picked up Sango for a date, leaving Kagome alone at her house. Kohaku was spending the weekend with a friend, so Kagome considered going home, when Koga knocked on the door.
"Hey."
"Hey." Kagome let him in and they sat at the kitchen island.
Koga looked at Kagome intently. "I wanted to see you. I just...I didn't know what to say."
"That's alright. I don't know what to say either."
He sighed. "I didn't want things between us to get weird."
"I'm sure this will pass. I want our friendship to stay as it is."
"Do you…want to go do something?"
"Sure. What do you have in mind?"
"Let's just go to the park. Or for a drive. Somewhere we can talk."
"Let's go for a drive. Then go to the park."
The two got in his car and began to drive off.
"This is a weird situation for me. I've never...liked a girl. I like women...but not the way...I like you."
"It's okay. I'm sure it'll pass. It's probably just a little crush."
Koga shook his head. "It's not just a little crush. I deeply care for you. I feel torn. I can't talk to Ginta or Hakkaku about this because they want us together, but they don't understand how complicated this is for both of us."
"I really care about you too, but I'm in love with Inuyasha."
"I know. It doesn't bother me. I'm not into the whole relationship thing. Despite how I feel, I couldn't commit to it."
"That's fine. Let's always be friends."
Three weeks later...
Inuyasha and Kagome were back together, and her feelings for Koga had been buried.
Koga had also continued on with his life like he never had feelings for Kagome at all.
He had a lot on his mind. A very important day was coming up, causing him to distance himself from everyone.
He didn't let it stop him from texting Kagome everyday, and visiting her whenever she was working in the guest house.
Kagome knew something was off about Koga. He was more serious than usual, and he did more texting than calling.
She decided to ask him about it.
"Hey, Koga. What's going on? Are you okay?"
He nodded. "I'm good. I've just been caught up in a lot of bullshit."
"You can talk to me about it." Kagome sat close to Koga on the guest house couch.
Koga put his arm around her, and she rested her head on his shoulder. "When the time is right, I'll tell you everything."
One week later...
Kagome and Inuyasha had yet another argument, this time, in public, during their date, and he left her stranded without a ride. She shamefully called Koga and he picked her up, of course.
Kagome got in Koga's car and sobbed.
Koga reached out for her hand.
"What am I even doing anymore?"
"I've asked myself that question a few times, this year." Koga replied. "Sweetie, where do you want me to take you?"
Kagome shrugged.
"...Should I take you home?"
"Okay, can I get a milkshake on the way?"
Koga smirked. "Of course, babygirl."
Koga took Kagome home and accompanied her up the shrine steps.
"Thank you for coming to get me." Kagome said softly.
"Of course. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?"
"Kay."
Koga turned to leave, and Kagome grasped his arm, then embraced him.
He held her tightly. "It's all gonna be okay. I'm here, no matter what happens."
"I know. Thank you."
The next day, Kagome was doing her usual moping when Koga gave her a call.
"Hey, Koga."
"Hey, you wanna do a sit-out with the pack?"
"What's a sit-out?"
"Another pack leader owes me money, so we're gonna sit outside of his house."
Kagome started laughing. "Really?"
Koga laughed. "Yeah. I know he has my money, he's just hard to get a hold of. All he does is sleep. His pack is really small, like ours, but with significantly less influence. So, I usually give him a hard time."
"He must be inspired by you!"
"He just became leader 3 years ago. I was there, at the inauguration. I have high hopes for this kid."
"That's so nice."
"So, ya coming? He has party mixes, if you wanna take anything."
"That sounds fun! Is—"
"Sango will be there."
Kagome giggled. "How'd you know I was gonna ask?"
"I know you." He chuckled.
"So...What time?"
Koga arrived to pick up Kagome around 5:30.
"Should I bring a sweater?"
Koga looked down at his hoodie. He wore one so she could take it if she needed it. "You can have mine, if you need it."
"Good luck getting it back, that's one of my favorites."
Koga laughed as he suddenly thought about how badly he wanted Kagome in his life forever.
When Koga and Kagome reached the stoop, Sango was already there with Ginta, playfully sparring, and kissing in between.
Kagome rolled her eyes, then smiled. "Hey, Sango!"
"Kagome!" She smiled widely.
The girls sat on the stoop and talked, while Ginta hung behind with Koga.
"He already gave us the money. It's in the car."
Koga smiled at Ginta. "Lazy piece of shit just wanted us to come to him, huh?"
"He just gets baked and sleeps, that asshole. He's not doing anything to strengthen the pack at all."
The guys headed towards the stoop, and Hakkaku's car was pulling up.
He got out with his wife, Yuka.
"Hey, girls!"
"It's so nice to see you!" Sango chimed.
"I'm still breastfeeding, so I can't party with you." She pouted. "In a few months, I'm down."
The girls huddled together, talking amongst themselves, when Tenchi stepped out with a young boy beside him.
"Hello, everyone."
"Yo, Tenchi. You lazy piece of—"
The wolf put his hands up. "Ha-hang on! Not in front of Zuka."
Koga headed towards the steps. "Zuka. Can you head inside for a moment?"
"Can we play catch?"
"Fine. But it's gonna get dark soon. So, not for long."
"Kay! B R B."
Koga laughed. "Kids these days." His face hardened as the boy shut the door behind him. He glared at Tenchi angrily. "As I was saying...You lazy piece of shit. One of these days I'm gonna put you in the hospital if you keep disrespecting me. I lend you my family's money, for your family. You can at least give me a call, instead of shrugging me off for 2 weeks."
"Oh, man, I'm sorry...I just..."
"No excuses. Do better by your pack. Stop acting like a burnt out crackhead."
"I'll do better." Tenchi bowed. "You have my word, Mr. Sasaki. and to make it up to you, I'll bring out some party mixes."
Koga grinned at the young fellow pack leader. "I knew you'd come around."
Hakkaku and Yuka sat on the bottom steps, Yuka clinging to his arm as they chatted and giggled.
Sango and Ginta remained at the top with Kagome and Koga.
Tenchi brought out the party mixes. They were simply cups with various pills.
"Sango? Which one are you taking?" Kagome asked.
"Take all of them." Sango explained. "They're all herb blends. They make you feel amazing."
"Oh!"
Everyone took their party mixes and Ginta moved down to lay between Sango's legs.
"Yo, boss. I got percs." Ginta passed one to Koga, as he sat 3 steps below Kagome, next to Ginta.
The wolves took the Percocets, and they kicked in soon after.
"Babygirl?"
"Yes, Koga?"
"Can I lay on you?"
"Mhm."
Kagome moved down, across from Sango, and Koga rested his head on her inner thigh. The back of his head began to rest against her crotch, and she let out a soft gasp.
"You alright, sweetie?"
"Mhm."
"You...feel warm." Koga noted, nuzzling her inner thigh.
"You...feel warm too."
"Zuka didn't come back. Tenchi might've told him not to."
"He seems to really like you. Actually. Zuka and Tenchi both do."
"Yeah, they're good guys."
"Koga, I've been worrying about you. You seem a lot quieter lately."
"I'm alright, babygirl. I don't get as much time to feel carefree and relax, so this is nice."
Kagome smiled and the group sat out until the sky turned dark.
Sit-outs were very intimidating amongst the wolf demons. This was their way of sending a message to another pack, along with the rest of the tribe, that their disrespect isn't tolerated.
"I'm so fucking high." He slurred out. "Can I come home with you in an Uber?"
Kagome smiled. "Of course."
"I liked having you as a babysitter."
She laughed. "You don't need a babysitter this time around. I'm sure you do this all the time, more often before I came around."
Koga looked up at her. His head still between her thighs, his ponytail resting on her clit.
She blushed as he looked at her curiously. "You ready, babygirl? I'm getting tired."
They arrived at Kagome's house around 9 and made coffee.
Koga spent an hour with Sota, watching him play a game.
Kagome had just finished showering. She decided to change in her room, not expecting Koga anytime soon.
Part of her didn't care if he walked in.
She got dressed slowly. Koga finally walked in as she was about to start buttoning.
He leaned against the closed door and unbuttoned his shirt, occasionally looking up at her.
He removed his pants, as looking at Kagome's curves caused him to stiffen slightly. Kagome's eyes were caught taking a glance.
"How are you feeling?" She asked.
"High as fuck. You...wanna cuddle?"
Kagome blushed. "Uh...sure."
Koga laid in the middle of the bed, and Kagome rested on top of him, his thigh between her legs.
"How are you feeling?"
"Those herbs are pretty strong. My body feels weird. It's...so sensitive."
"Yeah? Is there anything I can do to help you?" He gently ran his fingers down her spine.
Kagome began to tremble slightly. "Can...can you rub my back?"
He brought Kagome on top of him, her legs spread and her center pressed against his erection.
Koga could feel warm moisture between her legs. She wasn't wearing panties.
He gently rubbed her back as she sighed and trembled more.
"That feel good?"
"Mhm."
"What else do you need?"
"Um...this...is good."
"You like laying on me like this?"
"Y-yes."
"I'll rub your back a little more for you, okay?"
"Mhm. Thank you."
Koga placed his hands on Kagome's lower back and applied slight pressure, causing her body to grind on him.
Kagome inhaled deeply.
"How's that?" He asked softly.
Kagome did everything she could to force back her moan. "It's...really...good."
"You can moan if you like it. Don't feel ashamed."
Kagome let out a slight moan as Koga massaged a bit faster and Kagome slid against him harder.
"Those party mixes will make you so horny, your body will tense up from needing it so bad. It's best if you cum. You don't have to be shy. I'll take care of you."
His voice was so soft and loving. Kagome couldn't resist the wave of emotions and sensations she felt. She moaned louder as she continued to feel his stiff erection against her clit.
"Can I...take off my pants? They're too wet..."
"Yeah…whatever you need."
Kagome removed her pants and got back on top of Koga.
"Please…continue rubbing my back."
Koga placed his hands on Kagome's back and gently gripped her. He slid her against his erection, and she was soaking his boxers.
Her scent smelled so sweet. He began to drool and let out a soft growl. He couldn't help but wonder what her insides felt like.
Kagome moaned louder as her clit hardened against him.
"It feels so good."
"Take your time, okay? I just want you to feel good and rest well. Enjoy it as much as you like."
Kagome moaned and writhed as he slid himself across her clit.
Koga loved taking care of Kagome. He wanted her to always be happy and comfortable. He wanted to be able to bring her happiness and bliss in this moment.
"K-Koga..."
"Yes babygirl?"
"It...feels good…b-between my legs."
"Yeah? You're wet. I feel it through my boxers."
Kagome moaned louder as she trembled. "I'm...I'm gonna..."
She had an amazing orgasm and quickly fell asleep on him.
Koga gently laid her down took a pair of shorts out of Kagome's drawer, then gently slid them halfway up. He brought her some tissue and gently wiped her cum away, then pulled her shorts up. She stirred, but didn't wake up.
Once Koga sat down, Kagome rolled close to him.
Her eyes slightly opened, but she was barely awake.
She puckered her lips out for a kiss, and Koga gave her 3 gentle pecks.
"C-can you rub my back again?" She slurred out.
"I could...massage your body from the front if you'd like."
"Mhm."
Koga slowly unbuttoned her shirt and admired her body. Her body was so soft and pretty. Her nipples were perky and beautiful. "Tell me where."
"Uh...my stomach."
Koga could tell Kagome was still being a bit shy. 'She's so damn cute.' He thought, as he gently rubbed her lower stomach, his hand slipping slightly into the waistband of her shorts.
"Where else?"
"U-um..."
"How about here?" He gently massaged her breasts and nipples.
Kagome's back arched as he gently tugged them.
"What else can I do for you?"
"I-I dunno...but...this feels good."
Koga removed Kagome's shirt and brought her back on top of him. He gripped her buttcheeks and slowly slid her against him. Her body felt so warm pressed against his, and he never wanted to let her go.
"Mmm. That feels good."
"That's good. Enjoy it."
"Koga...are you sure this is okay?"
"Whaddya mean?"
"We said we wouldn't...hook up."
"I promise we won't go any further than this, sweetie. You...wanna stop?"
Kagome shook her head. "Mm-mm."
"I just wanna take care of my babygirl, and I need to be close to you right now."
Kagome soaked her shorts as Koga's big, hard erection rubbed against her.
Koga slipped his hand slightly under her shorts, and gripped her inner thighs to spread her lower lips apart.
"Koga." She moaned loudly.
"Tell me what else you need."
"Touch...touch me."
"Touch you where? Here?" He gently rubbed a finger along her slit, outside of her shorts.
Kagome moaned loudly. "C-can we kiss again?"
"You like kissing?"
"Mhm."
Koga switched positions with Kagome and pressed himself between her legs. He leaned down and kissed her gently.
He didn't wanna kiss too deep, or touch too much, since neither of them wanted to go further.
It was different at the moment, because they were so high. He just loved being with her.
She moaned and whined as he rubbed himself against her even faster.
Kagome had another orgasm and Koga stood.
"I'm drenched in your pu—" he looked up and Kagome was asleep once again.
He took himself to the bathroom to clean himself up and masturbate to the memories and sensations of earlier.
He got comfortable and got back in bed with Kagome. She gripped his arm and he kissed her forehead, before falling asleep himself.
The following day, around 3PM, the pair woke up, the night before a complete haze for the both of them.
"I'm gonna make some coffee."
Kagome brought Koga a cup of coffee. He sat on her bed, as she sat in her desk chair.
Kagome was quiet and in deep thought about last night. She knew she wasn't completely in the right frame of mind, and she knew wolf demons were naturally affectionate. Sleeping in bed together, kissing and various types of physical contact weren't a big deal to him.
He didn't take anything that happened seriously, or at least to the degree that she did, and Kagome couldn't stop thinking about it. This was more intense than the phone sex. He physically made her cum, multiple times. It felt wonderful, and he was so gentle, it was special to her.
She texted Sango to vent about it.
"You two are behaving like children." Sango replied.
"That wasn't sex, at all. You two need to have real sex, and you need to leave Inuyasha the hell alone for good."
Kagome's face was flushed as she stared at her phone.
Koga knew exactly what was going on with Kagome. The smell of her scent. The expression on her face. The silence. It all told its own story.
"Come here, babygirl." Koga requested.
"Yes?" Kagome shyly sat next to him.
"I'm sorry."
"What for?"
"I keep putting you in these complicated situations with me."
"It takes 2 to tango, Koga. I can't exactly say I didn't play a part in...whatever has been happening between us."
"I don't want you to think I'm a perv or something. I care about you so much."
"I know you do." Kagome smiled. "I had a great time with you."
Koga smiled, a slight blush kissing his face. "Me too. Thanks for joining us."
"I know...demons are different from humans. I know you feel differently about a lot of situations than I do."
"Are you...talking about last night?"
She nodded.
"Last night was nice. I've never been so close to a girl, and not had sex, and still felt so...happy." He chuckled. "Maybe it was more emotional for me, than anything."
Kagome smiled and blushed. "I was happy too. You make me feel so safe and cared for. I love being around you."
"I'd rather be with you than anyone else most of the time."
They gazed into each other's eyes, hoping one of them would kiss the other, but they couldn't. Kagome looked away bashfully.
"I...feel the same way. I wish Inuyasha and I could actually enjoy our time together, but I don't know if we'll ever get along."
Koga knew Kagome was in love with Inuyasha for all the wrong reasons, and Inuyasha stayed somewhat out of guilt, but still had strong feelings for her.
"You can always hang out with me, as long as I'm not extremely busy." He slowly stood. "I'm gonna head home. You gonna be okay?"
"Yes, I'll text you later."
5 days later...
Kagome and Inuyasha broke up for what may be for good. She finally found out he was cheating when he left his phone unlocked and open to a very sexual text thread between himself and a girl named Kikyo, the same girl from the bar.
She decided to blow off some steam by working in the guesthouse. When she arrived, she saw Koga working in the garden.
"Hi."
"Oh...hey, Kagome." He responded in a monotone vouce without even looking up.
'He called me by my name? What's with him?' She wondered as she bent down next to him.
"The garden looks so nice."
"I figured I would do some work here since it's my parent's anniversary."
"I see." Then, it dawned on her. "Oh my gosh! It's also your birthday! I've been so depressed about the breakup that I totally forgot. Do you wanna go get some lunch or—"
He shook his head. "That's okay. I usually spend my birthdays alone." He stood and headed towards the house. "You're free to hang out or whatever...I just...I don't wanna do anything."
Kagome followed him, confused and unsure of what to do. "O...kay. Maybe we can just...sit down?"
"Yeah. I don't care." He washed his hands in the kitchen and plopped on the living room couch.
Kagome sat further away from him than she usually did. She didn't know what to say or do. She never saw him seem so downcast. "Are you gonna do anything else in the garden?"
"I ordered some new flowers. They'll be here tomorrow." He explained, lighting a blunt.
"Oh, what kind?"
"Some tulips, daisies, carnations...my mom's favorites."
"That's very nice."
He nodded.
There was a very long pause. It was awkward, and Kagome didn't know how to respond. They sat in silence for almost an hour before Koga spoke up.
"My parents also died on this day, 17 years ago."
"I'm so sorry. D-do you wanna talk about what happened?"
"They were murdered. Their car exploded...right in the driveway." He replied quickly, pointing toward the window. "I...watched them die."
Kagome's eyes widened and began tearing. "Oh my gosh. That's terrible!"
"It was my 12th birthday. They were going out for an anniversary breakfast..."
17 years ago...
"Mom, dad! Happy anniversary!" Koga said excitedly.
"Happy birthday, my boy!" His father said happily as he patted his head.
His mom brought down a small gift gift box, and handed it to the young wolf. "This is just one of your surprises. We have so many more to give you at your party!"
Koga hugged his mother, happily inhaling the sweet scent of her perfume. "I can't wait until you get home."
"We won't be long."
Koga hugged his father and watched happily as they got in their car. He couldn't wait. They would be back in a few hours to throw him a coming of age party. He was on the path to pack leader!
Koga was the sweetest young boy. He spent equal amounts of time with his mother, father and sister, Kira.
He learned to cook from his mother, fight from his father, and how to deal with the women of the world from his sister.
"Girls are like gold. You have to treat them that way all the time! Look at how dad treats mom." She would remind him when he was very small. Kira was 4 years older than Koga, and wouldn't hesitate to kick his head into the ground if he ever disrespected a lady. But, she was a great and loving sister. She loved Koga like he was gold, too.
His father, Katen Sasaki, was a dangerously powerful demon, but a loving and kind wolf to those he trusted. He taught Koga to fight from the moment he could walk. "If you can stand, you can fight! No one will ever put fear in you. You're a Sasaki wolf."
His mother, Saeko Sasaki, was a beautiful, and influential demoness. He got his outgoing energy from her. He would watch his parents spar, and she always kicked his dad's ass. Or, always let her win, is what Koga believed. She was a beam of light in his eyes. Her love was comforting, but stern, and she disciplined him, but with love. "You have to be independent, always, and do the things you do for others, with much love."
Koga had the perfect upbringing to be happy, kind and powerful. He was ready to become a leader someday.
But...
As soon as they started the engine, there was a loud explosion and pieces of their car...and...bodies...flew all over.
Kira yanked him away from the window as he screamed. "Don't look!" She repeated over and over again.
"Mom...dad..."
Ginta and Hakkaku looked on in confusion as Kira called the police and their grandfather.
"Koga?" Ginta reached out as Koga cried.
"This is the worst day of my life." He laid on the floor, shaking as Hakkaku held his hand.
The time to become a pack leader...was that day.
Kagome's eyes began to tear as Koga recalled the horrible morning.
"I'm so sorry...that's awful. Did the police catch the people that did it?"
"No...I did."
"I ran away from home for about a month...following leads...tracking scents...when I finally figured out that my father's best friend was behind all of this. I caught him meeting with an accomplice in the woods, and once they discussed my parents' murder, I beheaded them both and brought their heads back home to my grandfather."
Kagome's eyes widened. "Oh...oh my gosh. Is-is that why you became a pack leader so young?"
"That's exactly why. Does it…freak you out that I've killed before?"
She shook her head. "Mm-mm. I know customs are different amongst demons. They got what they deserved. If anyone murdered my mom, and I could take matters into my own hands, I'd probably have the same resolve. My concern right now...is you. It seems like you've had a hard time coping."
"I have nightmares all the time. This day itself is plagued with its own nightmares. The way my life is, to this very moment, is all because of that day."
Kagome sat closer to Koga and held his hand. "Your life at this moment doesn't have to be completely bad. You have me. You're not alone. I'm right here with you. You can talk to me about your nightmares, your pain, anything. I care about you."
Koga pulled Kagome even closer to him. He laid on the couch and she rested her head on his chest.
Kagome continued to cry. "I understand why life is so complicated for you. I wish I could take your pain away."
"It's alright, sweetie. I deal with it the best I can. It happened. I got my vengeance. I maintained the integrity of my pack. I'm alright."
"What about your nightmares?"
"Well...if you wanna sleep next to me tonight...maybe I won't have nightmares."
"I'm livin' fine
My car and crib is mine
Why should she have a piece?
I'm not the marriage kind.
Right Koga?" Young Ginta asked as he shuffled through their rap CDs.
"Ginta. Human women are so beautiful. But they're so dangerous. That's what the song is teaching us."
"Yeah! Fuck bi—"
"No! Ginta. What the fuck?!" Koga punched him in the mouth. "Our pack will always protect all women! I'm responsible for keeping my only sister safe."
"Boss...sis is packing!" Hakkaku shouted out.
Koga bolted to the foyer to see his sister's luggage. "Kira? W-what are you doing?"
"I'm leaving to get married. You and the boys can enjoy your fraternity, and I want to be a house wolf. So, I'll call you for the wedding?"
I didn't like my sister leaving me. I wasn't ready to actually be a leader yet! If she was there, she could baby me for a little longer. I just wanted to feel like a kid for a little bit longer...
I couldn't make her stay.
My sister left on my 14th birthday. On our family's second death anniversary. To have her wedding day.
How disrespectful.
When she was getting ready to leave with an older demon, I approached her. I was livid.
"You're not marrying some rich old demon! You will not destroy this pack!"
My sister rushed towards me and slapped me.
"You're losing your fucking self. I don't even know you anymore! I don't want to be poisoned by this house or this family's curse anymore! Let this pack shut down! If you don't, it'll destroy, or possibly even kill you."
I haven't seen or spoken to her in years...
The women I love…they…always leave me.
Hours later...
After some drinks, it was time for bed. They were both tired from stress, long days, and little sleep.
Koga changed into a pair of shorts and Kagome changed into a tank top and shorts.
Kagome slowly got into the bed and Koga gripped her tightly.
"You smell so good." He said softly into her ear, causing her body to tremble.
"Oh thank you...it's a new perfume."
He pressed his nose into her back and placed his hand on her stomach. "I'm uh... a little nervous."
"Why are you nervous? We've done this so many times! It's just sleep." Kagome giggled.
"This is just sleep? We're freakin cuddling!" He laughed.
"We've cuddled before, also! Besides, you made the first move." She continued to giggle.
"What if I made another move?" He asked curiously as he gently lifted her tank top and rubbed her stomach. "God, your skin is so fucking soft."
Kagome bit her lip and crossed her legs tightly. What if he moved his hand down lower? What else was going to happen?
"You're nervous too!"
"You're touching my skin! Of course I'm nervous!"
"What if I touch you more?" He lifted her shirt even further up, with no contest from Kagome.
Kagome wanted this to happen so badly. She realized her feelings for Koga were never buried, they were only getting stronger. But, what about their friendship? Would it be ruined?
"I feel so much closer to you." He said in a serious voice. "I feel like I can completely trust you. I told you secrets only my family knows...my darkest secrets."
"I feel like I can completely trust you too. I told you my one dark secret, and it's been burdening me so much. Sometimes...I have nightmares too."
"Well hopefully, we can help each other tonight." Kagome turned to face Koga and smiled as he spoke in a sweet and comforting tone. "You don't ever have to feel afraid with me. I'll always, always protect you."
Kagome planted a soft, shy kiss on Koga's lips, surprising him. It was more sensual than the gentle pecks they shared. Koga wanted more.
He pulled her back towards him and deepened the kiss. This was his first kiss that wasn't filled with only lust, but with many different emotions. He was confused, nervous and excited at the same time. How far was she willing to go, and what would happen afterward?
At the moment it felt so right, he couldn't help but continue to kiss her and place his hands on her body, until she moaned in his mouth.
He pulled away from the kiss and looked into her eyes. He stroked her chin, and then kissed her again, his hand exploring her body once more.
Kagome wasn't sure what was happening, or what it would mean, but in the moment, it felt so right.
He began to slowly remove her shorts, realizing there were no panties underneath. He was overwhelmed with excitement as he pulled them halfway down.
Koga sat up and pulled Kagome's shorts down the rest of the way, then spread her legs.
The scent overwhelmed him and sent chills down his spine. "Fuck. Can I taste you? I promise not to bite...unless you want me to."
Kagome nodded and Koga dove his face into her stomach, planting gentle kisses along her navel. "I really like you, Kagome. I like you a lot. I can't hold back my feelings anymore."
Kagome moaned as he kissed his way down to her clit and began sucking as he fingered her.
She let out a loud gasp, and Koga remembered it was her first time. He smirked and slowly lifted his head. "Ah, that's right, this is new for you." He spoke softly, his finger slowly sliding in and out of her as she writhed.
"Mhm...it's...amazing."
He removed his finger and dove his face in once more. He slid his tongue along her slit, inside her, and up to her clit. She moaned and gripped the sheets tightly.
She screamed his name as her legs were shaking. She grasped his head as he tongued her inside.
He brought her to climax, and gave her a few moments to recover.
Koga got close to Kagome. "I'm not done just yet, babygirl."
He began to trail his tongue along other places on her body, then lifted her shirt and sucked her nipples. Her breasts were so nice and soft. His once filthy mind that fetishized about her, was filled with loving thoughts.
"I think...I think I love you." He admitted as he pulled down his shorts. "Can I have you?"
"Y-Yes."
Koga slowly slid inside of Kagome and let out a groan.
He paused and looked down at her flushed face and twinkling eyes. "Oh my fucking god. You're...so beautiful." He said in amazement, mesmerized by his lovely best friend.
Kagome was hypnotized by his demonic aura and ocean blue eyes. She didn't know what they were going to be afterward, but she didn't want him to stop.
She grasped his face and brought him close to her. They exchanged a passionate kiss and his tongue entered her mouth.
She moaned and wrapped her legs around him, and he began to stroke in and out of her, her back arching and legs tightening as she moaned loudly into his mouth.
He pulled away and watched her facial expressions as he slid deep inside her.
"I-it's...so big." She heaved.
He leaned into her ear and smirked. "But you knew that already, didn't you?"
Kagome giggled through her moans.
"Yeah, I know." He licked her neck and she moaned loudly. "You feel so good, babygirl. You're so wet." He moaned. "It's tight as fuck."
Kagome breathed heavily. "K-Koga."
"Talk to me, babygirl."
"I'm...gonna...cum again." She whined.
"Hmm...already? That's fine. Let it out for me."
Kagome moaned and gasped as Koga sped up his strokes.
"You know what? I think...I'm gonna cum too..." He groaned.
Kagome sighed as her eyes rolled back.
"Can I...cum inside you?"
"Mhm."
He bit his lip and sped up even more. Kagome screamed his name and her voice brought him to his peak.
He moaned as he released into her. He gave a few more strokes before Kagome had a rippling orgasm.
She breathed heavily as Koga gently set her legs down. "Easy, babygirl. Your legs are shaking."
He stroked her cheek, then grabbed a cloth from his nightstand and passed it to Kagome.
"How was that, sweetie?"
Kagome cleaned herself up and sighed. "I...I wanna do it again."
"I could fuck you all night if you want."
"What happened to going to sleep?" She said with a smile.
"I've wanted you so bad, I feel like I'm already dreaming." He hovered over her and kissed her before sliding inside of her once again.
"H-happy...birthday." She breathed out.
Koga chuckled. "It is...because of you."
The next morning...
Kagome woke up naked with Koga's arm draped over her. Did that really happen? Did he tell her he loved her? What was she supposed to do? What was he going to do?
Koga got up and went straight to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and Kagome sat on the bed in deep thought, when the door opened.
"Come join me." He said.
Kagome nervously stood and entered the bathroom with him.
They both entered the shower and Koga washed her hair.
"That was fun last night. You felt so good."
"I-it was fun but...how is it going to affect us? What about our promise to always stay friends?"
"That'll always stand, babygirl. We're always going to be best friends."
Kagome was too afraid to mention that he told her he loved her last night. She just wanted to ignore it. She knew they would never be together anyway.
"Unless...you don't agree?"
"It's just...I still love Inuyasha and I'm so hurt and confused right now, but...I like you so much."
"It's okay. You take your time sorting out your feelings. We don't ever have to have sex again. We can even pretend it didn't happen. Just...imagine it was a dream, yknow?"
"I-I can try."
A week later...
The one thing Koga was worried about was happening. He barely spoke to Kagome. Their conversations were dry and abrupt, and it bothered him more than anything.
"Hey, Koga. It's time to shake our payment out of the Tanuki leader." Hakkaku informed from the passengers seat.
Koga waved his hand as he stared at his phone. "Give him another day or so."
"What? That's not like you." Ginta said from the back seat. "Usually you would want to rough him up."
"I've got other shit on my mind right now, you got a problem?" He asked coldly.
"N-no, boss. This just isn't like you. What's going on?"
Koga sighed loudly. "I uh...had sex with Kagome last week."
"Really?"
"All right, Koga! Welcome to the club!" Hakkaku exclaimed.
"It-it wasn't like my usual experiences. I fucked her raw..."
"Whoa." The twins responded.
"I came in her."
They gasped.
"I told her I love her."
"Geez, Koga, what the hell?"
"Did you mean it?" Ginta asked.
"Yeah, I meant everything about it." He rested his head on the steering wheel. "But...now, she hardly talks to me. I made our friendship all weird. Damn it."
"So...change things!" Hakkaku suggested.
"Yeah, ask her out!" Ginta added.
"No, no, no! I can't have a girlfriend! There's no turning back from that. We'll never be friends again if we break up."
"You don't seem to have a good friendship right now." Ginta responded as he sparked a blunt.
"Yeah but..." Koga groaned in frustration. "This will pass, won't it?"
"She's never going to stop thinking about it. Your friendship is never going to be the same. There's no turning back now."
Koga sighed. "You sure?"
"We know how human girls are, bro." Ginta passed him the blunt. "Time to make a move."
"Fine. I'll...ask her out...I guess."
The guys cheered for him as he called Kagome.
"Quiet. It's ringing."
"Hey, Koga."
"Hey. I-I wanted to talk, you have time?"
"Not...really. I'm getting ready to have dinner with Inuyasha. He says he's changed and I've decided to give him one last chance to be different."
Koga felt his heart drop. Just when he was finally going to ask a girl out, she decided to go back to her ex.
"Oh...that's... good...I guess. Maybe we can catch up another day?"
"Yeah. I'll tell you how everything goes tomorrow."
"Great...we'll talk then."
"Okay...bye."
Koga ended the call and threw his phone into the back seat, nearly hitting Ginta.
"Whoa!"
"That's the last time I ask you two clowns for advice. Get out of my car."
"But—"
"Out! I need to go for a drive alone."
Ginta and Hakkaku quickly exited the car and Koga sped off.
"What the hell happened?" Hakkaku asked his brother.
"Dunno. I'm gonna ask Sango." He paused. "Aww man! He took our blunt!"
The twins groaned as they stood on the sidewalk.
Three days later...
Koga and Kagome hadn't spoken at all. Koga found himself spiraling into a heartbroken depression. He got drunk around the clock and slept with several women, hoping to ease the pain.
It wasn't merely the pain of rejection, but the pain of possibly losing Kagome forever. They had grown so close, only for things to change between them so quickly. He missed her terribly. Koga realized how deeply he loved her, and that he ruined a great thing.
"Never the fuck again." He said to himself as he laid down to go to bed. Unable to sleep, he took some drugs, hoping they would ease him into a slumber.
Unfortunately, he was still awake, Kagome's scent lingering in his bedroom. The sounds of her moans echoing in his head. He needed to get out of the house.
Koga took his keys and decided to go for a drive. Upon approaching the highway, his car spun out of control and he slammed into a tree.
Kagome was up late, thinking about what happened between her and Koga.
'I can't forget. I can't imagine that it was just a dream.'
She took out her phone and wrote a long text to Koga, then deleted it.
"It doesn't matter anymore, because I'm back with Inuyasha."
But, she just didn't feel complete.
"Am I doing the right thing?"