Warning, very dirty lemon.


19! - Something He Didn't Tell You


One year and three months after Yami's revival from his coma.

He couldn't believe what he was asking him right now. Was he really asking him to top? He never topped before, he never even thought about topping before. That just, wasn't his style. He didn't have the confidence, could he even measure up to something like that? He wasn't nearly as good as Atem or Yami, that's why he didn't dare to try and imagine himself in such a position. But Atem was still caressing the frame of his face, letting his fingers glide over his skin before gently grazing them against his cheeks and lips. He was slightly smiling at his surprised expression.

Yugi began turning a shade of pink, bashfully looking into his warm red eyes with own purple ones. He hesitated and gulped, as he was never asked that before. "Y-You...want me to be," He could barely repeat the request. "Be on top?" That was just out of the question! He could never do something like that! He just didn't have it in him. He couldn't be, dominant, it just wasn't his style. But the way Atem was looking at him, so longingly and persuasive, he could at least consider it. He bit his bottom lip, and looked to the side. "I-I don't know Atemu, I don't think I'm ready for that-"

Atem lowered his eyes and made a flat frown with his mouth. "You said you weren't ready for double penetration, but you took our dicks like a depraved prostitute, now didn't you?"

Knee-jerk reaction, Yugi became defensive and offended. "..!? S-Shut up! I did not!"

"Oh yes you did. You wanted more after we came inside you the first time-" His mouth was covered by the back of Yugi's palm.

With an angry and embarrassed expression, Yugi grit his teeth. "Shut up! I'll break your neck if you keep saying stuff like that!"

Well this was a first, Yugi didn't normally get angry when he teased him. He must have really been hung up about that. The Egyptian sighed and placed his hand on top of Yugi's, gently pulling it away from his lips. "Look puff cheeks, I'm just saying, you're not as weak as you think." He smiled a little at the sight of his now pouting face. "I would love it if you topped, and I'm sure Yami would too. It'd be a nice change, to help switch things up a little."

"B-But, I'm not good like Heba. He's better at it than me."

"How would you know? You never tried it." Atem deadpanned. Huh. That was a good point. But Yugi still didn't wanna do it! He, just wasn't ready. Atem then started to slowly smirk. He could sense his doubts, so he tried a little more persuasion. "Besides, don't you wanna hear me scream your name? Over and over?"

Yugi's eyes twitched a bit. He was starting to lose it from sheer embarrassment alone. "I-I u-uhhh..I...Um.."

"You know, like..." Atem's next choice of words, caused the complexion of Yugi's face to flush into a permanent state of red. "Ah...Ahh...Fuck, Yugi..." He moaned, pulling at his own jacket and pants to make matters even worse for the hacker. "Oh fuck me..!" He cupped his own crotch, arching his back. "Yugi, please...! Harder...You're gonna make me cum-!"

"God damn it, stop!" Yugi squealed meekly while turning away completely. He put his hands over his cheeks and lowered his eyes. Atem couldn't help but make a few chuckles as he fixed his clothing. Those moans sounded so realistic, Yugi was impressed by how well he could fake his tone. After all, it wouldn't be the first time he's tricked him with that vocal talent of his. Still, it wasn't enough to convince him. "Maybe, maybe n-next time..."

His efforts were futile in the end. Soon, Atem became the one who was pouting.


One year and four months after Yami's revival from his coma.

It had been nearly two months now, and Atem was ready to jump out the window. Yugi was still being forced to stay home from work, which isn't what he minded. He liked having him here, even if he did get on his nerves sometimes. However, Yugi would be able to go back to work full time soon. Considering his two lovers were always at work, he appreciated the time they could spend together. Yami however, didn't like the change so much. He would return home tired as hell, would barely eat, and head straight to bed. Apparently more missions and huge work loads from Yugi's department was being piled on him constantly, and he couldn't take it anymore. He wouldn't even say hello when he walked in, he'd just pass out on the couch with his suit still on.

Once, Atem tried to seduce Yami during one of his stressful days, but all Yami did was turn over in bed, give him an empty glare, and fell back asleep. That's what was driving Atem crazy, they weren't doing anything. Even Yugi had his hands tied since he was behind in work, so he had to do extra stuff at home. He was trying his best not to have so much work on Yami's shoulders, but that was in turn stressing him out too. They were both unintentionally giving each other more work to deal with, and it was killing them. Yugi would be so tired, he'd either fall asleep on the couch as well, or sleep-walk. Yes, sleep-walk. Which was something neither Yami or Atem knew he could do. And he didn't just sleep walk, he typed actual coherent sentences in his slumber. He was miraculously working while he was asleep. Yami made a mental note to call Joey to see if Yugi ever did this with him while they were living together. Actually, they needed to make an entire list of things Yugi could do.

They were more busy than ever, so much so that they haven't went on a date. They didn't have sex, they didn't even argue. They were just there. It was so drab and boring, Atem couldn't stand it any more. Things were better when Yugi actually had to join Yami and leave. How was that even possible? Atem was getting irritated and a lot more cranky. Sometimes he'd snap on Yami and Yugi in a not-so-playful way and would almost initiate a pointless argument. He'd apologize, but things were still so tense and mundane. He hated it, they all hated it.

On a brighter note, Heba's behavior thankfully was clearing up according to Yugi, and that's why he would be able to return to work fairly soon. Within a couple days at best. He still had some headaches here and there, and he wanted to be at one hundred percent. He had to work with sensitive and exorbitant pieces of advanced technology, and handle delicate and highly toxic chemicals everyday. He couldn't have any ailments that might effect his performance at his job. His disorder made it hard enough, he didn't need anything else distracting him. Heba never forced an alter with him, and he hadn't talked to anyone at all, so Yugi just assumed he gave up on trying to mess with him mentally and physically. They still had to have a one-on-one with him, though.

As for today however, Atem would try to seduce Yugi this time. He couldn't believe how much he craved to be pounded, but he needed something to take the edge off. And damn it, he'd get some if it was the last thing he'd do. It wasn't just about the sex, it never was for Atem. That's not why he enjoyed it so much, despite what his lovers may or may not think. As a rape victim, Atem just loved the feeling of...Well, being loved. Despite how rough they might have been with each other during intercourse, he could still feel love between the three of them. Never any intentions to hurt, never anything he wasn't uncomfortable with. Nothing was forced, nothing was painful, and he didn't feel like shit after an orgasm. He didn't feel shame, he didn't feel dirty. He felt at ease, he felt enlightened. He felt like, he mattered. He felt like he was being worshipped. Whenever they would whisper to him, to tell him how much they loved him, or how well he moved his body, it made him feel so good about himself. Atem wasn't one for compliments, in fact he kind of hated them, but during their moments in love, he couldn't help but feel flattered regardless. And that's what he wanted, that's what he needed. This is what he craved.

Sp, the Egyptian took off all of his clothes that he normally wore to lounge around the house, and decided to make breakfast in his favorite apron, butt naked.

Yugi was already awake, and had been awake since four in the morning. He was actually waiting for Atem in the kitchen, as he promised him in a text when he woke up that he'd cook him something. Once he walked downstairs, he made a sharp turn towards the kitchen. He saw Yugi sitting at one of the kitchen islands, the one with the stools aligned by the side. He didn't have his laptop, only his smart phone and earphones. He looked bored and even a little sad. Quietly, Atem walked behind him and placed his hands on his shoulders. Yugi gasped at first, but then sighed once he realized it was Atem. He didn't have to turn around, Atem smelled like cherries and pomegranates. He wrapped his strong arms around his shoulders, laying his head against the side of his neck. "Hey." He greeted before kissing his cheek.

Yugi made a small smile. He reached up to grab his hand and hold it. "Hey you." He greeted back. He felt Atem nuzzle his ear, his lips barely grazing it.

"What did you want to eat?"

"Pancakes and b-bacon?"

"How about..." Atem pushed against his back even more, holding him a little tighter as he began trailing kisses on his cheek. "Pancakes, bacon, sunny side up eggs with runny yolk," He saw Yugi's eyes light up at the mention of runny eggs. Yami despised runny eggs, but Yugi loved lapping up the yolk. "French toast, aaaand...Bagels with cream cheese?"

"S-So much food, I can't eat all of that!"

Well that wasn't true at all, Yugi had a bottomless stomach. "Yugi, I've seen you eat seven burgers in one night. Joey couldn't even catch up with you at that buffet."

"T-They were really good though..."

Atem placed one last kiss on his face before taking his arms from his body and standing up straight. "Besides, it's for Yami too. And he's not eating as well as he's supposed to." He walked around the counter and towards the stove. As he did, Yugi got a full view of how naked he was. The Egyptian grabbed his apron from one of the racks hanging up on the wall. As he reached for it, his elbow accidentally knocked over a stray utensil that was laying on the main kitchen counter. It fell to the tile floor, metal clanging loudly. Seeing this, Atem bent downwards to grab said object. Yugi saw more than a full moon that morning, he saw an eclipse. Then, he suddenly felt a small poke through his pants. Yugi nervously bit his lip and adverted his eyes instantly. "You still piled in work?" Atem asked as he stood upwards while wrapping the apron around his waist, and placing the utensil back where it belonged.

"No, I managed to get t-to a point where Yami doesn't have to take over anymore." He sounded guilty. "If it wasn't for all that technology installed in his brain, he wouldn't have been able to do any of it. I should be g-grateful, I guess. I know it gives him a hard time, using his abilities."

"Don't sweat it too much, puff cheeks. Pretty boy's not one to complain, and I'm sure he didn't mind."

Yugi's eyes drifted to the marble material below him, and pushed his phone aside. "Yeah..." He trailed off. "Heba's still r-really quiet. He won't talk to me."

The Egyptian sighed as he took out the necessary equipment from the cabinets. Bowls, a mixer, spatula, some cooking oil, etcetera. "I just don't want him to mess with you anymore." He went to the fridge and thought about all the ingredients he'd need for the big meal. "Hopefully the meal'll take your mind off of things for a while."

"Um," Yugi blinked. "Is there a reason why you're cooking w-with hot butter, without clothes? You could get popped."

Atem shrugged. "I've got an apron. Besides, you know just as well as I do that I've been through worse." He smirked and turned to the side. "What? Like what you see?" He asked sensually while swaying his hips a little.

"N-No!" Yugi stammered. He crossed his arms and blushed while looking everywhere else but Atem. "I was just a little concerned, that's all!"

"Actually, before I get started..." His boyfriend suddenly said while putting down the rest of the ingredients on the counter. He traveled back to where Yugi was, much to his surprise, and hopped up to sit on top of the island in front of him. He scooted forward so his legs could dangle over the edge. "I wanted to ask you something." The only thing covering Atem's genitals, was that small red apron down below in between his legs. "You've been so stressed lately, and you're finally taking a break, so..." He scooted backwards a little, and began to spread his legs apart right in front of Yugi's purple eyes. His rich caramel colored skin shined beautifully in the kitchen's light, his perfectly sculpted legs widening for a great view. "...If you need something to relieve some stress, I'll help you."

His length was lying right underneath that apron, just sitting there waiting to be touched. He was throwing it right at Yugi, he was giving him the best opportunity. "A-Atemu-"

"You can be on top too. No," He swung his legs around to turn his body with his back facing him. But his back wasn't the only thing being shown. Atem laid on his stomach, his elbows resting on the island while his ass was now directly in Yugi's face. "I want you to top. I want you to take me for a change." He licked his lips and lifted his lower body upwards. "I want you inside of me," He reached behind, and loosened the tie of his apron. He let it fall from his body, onto the floor. "Please, I need it. I need you, Yugi." Could he be anymore subtle? Yugi wanted to yell 'no' over and over, but he couldn't help the growing erection in his pants. It wouldn't stop hardening, he couldn't stop feeling aroused. Atem was just-His body, it was...Yugi bit his lip even harder, and he was sure he would draw blood if he bit it any harder. God he was so fucking hot, he was so sexy. He wanted to touch him, to grope that perfect ass of his-God damn it, what was he thinking!?

"A-Atemu," Yugi stuttered. "I-I-I-" Shit, he couldn't make coherent sentences. "I-I don't think...I don't think I can d-do that-"

His fingers began to travel to his backside. "You want me to finger myself for you? I think there's some lube upstairs-"

"N-No!"

The Egyptian blinked. "Oh, you wanna do it yourself? That's fine-"

Yugi was completely crimson at this point. He shook his head while waving his hands back and forth. "NO! No! No, I-I don't know if I can...You know, do it right." He began to stare at Atem's bottom, wanting to grab at least one cheek and slap it. "I-It's not that I don't want to, I'm just nervous."

"You're always nervous, puff cheeks." With a roll of his eyes, Atem got up from his submissive position, turning back around to sit up correctly while crossing his legs. "I'll help you, don't worry." He then gave him an assuring smile. "Sex isn't just one-sided, I'll guide you no problem. Okay?" He reached down to grasp Yugi's arms and pull them towards his body. He placed his pale hands in between his legs, letting them rub against his inner thighs. "Just do what you always do, nothing really changes." He then pulled his hands even closer, letting them touch his crotch. He breathed out a small moan, eyeing his limbs hungrily. He could feel Yugi wrap his fingers around the base of his member and rub. Atem started to kneel so Yugi could have more room to touch him down there. He grew hard quickly, his eyes slightly twitching as he tried not to close them in bliss. "Yeah, just like that...Don't stop.." He whispered.

Yugi figured that Atem wanted to be screwed on the kitchen counter, which in itself was kinda hot. He knew he'd freak out about it later when he'd have to clean it up. He gently let go, before carefully climbing on top of the counter as well to join him. He barely made it because of his twitching, but he made it up and sat next to Atem. He placed his hand back in between his legs, and leaned closer to place a deep kiss on his lips. For a brief moment, he parted the kiss to put his other hand towards his own mouth. He sucked his fingers for a short while to coat them in spit, before taking them out and continuing the kiss. He reached his from behind Atem to trail his fingers down in between his cheeks. As he rubbed from the front, he began to press in the back with his digits. Atem's body grew hot, and he was getting bigger. Yugi's fingers were wet and sticky, and they were beginning to press in. "I hope I'm," He murmured into the kiss. "Doing this right.." He sucked against Atem's tongue before sliding his own onto it. He finger pushed in ever so slowly, entering him. Atem stiffened, but he didn't let it bother him.

Atem slid his hands underneath Yugi's T shirt, and down his pants simultaneously. He tugged both his trousers and his boxers down. Yugi broke the kiss for a second time, moving to pull and kick off his pants and undergarments onto the floor. He went back in to consummate their mouths, and returned his hands to where they belonged while adding another finger. His fingers entered in and out, gradually stretching his insides as he kept rubbing his shaft. He let his mouth drift from his soft lips, then began to brush it along his chin, and down his jawline. He licked at his cheek, nipped at his neck. Biting against his throat as he groped his hand on his penis. He made markings on his body that would soon turn red. Atem rubbed his hand against his abdomen, feeling his stomach and his belly button. He kissed his ear as he inserted another finger, making it the third. "I..." The Egyptian made a small gasp as Yugi started to become more rough with his movements. "I'm sorry..." He inhaled.

"Gomen?" Yugi repeated with a questionable and steamy voice. "S..Sorry for what?" He took his hands away from his member and wrapped them underneath Atem's legs. He then lifted them upwards a little so he could have more leverage in fingering his boyfriend. He placed his other hand down from the front so he could place his three fingers in once more. He was stretching from within, he could feel him easing off. He was really tight for some reason, painfully so. It must have been because they barely had sex anymore. Ah, that was probably why Atem wanted to do it so badly. "Oh, I think I get it," He said, realizing Atem couldn't even respond because he was too busy trying not to moan. "But I w-want you to say it." He made a small smirk. "If you can, anyway." He teased.

The Egyptian wanted to chuckle, but he couldn't. "Bastard.." He scoffed while giving Yugi a playful glare. "I didn't mean to...pressure you..Ooh fuck..." He leaned his head back in pleasure. "Yugi...!" He hissed while clenching one eye shut. "Just...Do it already.." He reached down to grab Yugi's wrist, but the paler male shoved his fingers even farther inside of his body to stop him. This earned him a loud and startled gasp from Atem, who's mouth stayed agape in shock. "Y-You motherfucker..." He growled. "Fuck..!"

With a chuckle, Yugi stop pushing his fingers in, and slowly pulled them out. With fluids on his hands and fingers, he seized the bottom of his shirt and pulled it towards his mouth, so he could use it to hold his top up to reveal his torso. He gestured for Atem to get back in that doggy style position. "Tnnm mmrrm." 'Turn around', he mumbled through the fabric. Atem completely understood, and while panting, did as he was told. He turned around and got on his elbows and knees once more, his arse sticking outwards and his rock-solid length hanging between his legs. Yugi crawled closer, and pulled off his shirt before tossing it somewhere. He then groped Atem's bottom tightly, earning another moan from the Egyptian. "Tell me if I'm not d-doing something right." He reminded as he got behind him, placing his member right onto his ass. Yugi was already hard, he just needed it to get a little more wet. He rubbed his own erection, pumping himself a few times. He then directed it towards his semi-tight entrance, and carefully moved his hips forward.

"Fffuuuck me..." Atem made a lengthy hiss, squeezing his eyes shut. No, he wasn't semi-tight at all, he was still completely tight. It's been too long, his body wasn't as relaxed as it usually should have been. It hurt, he couldn't handle all of him at once right now. "W-Wait," He breathed.

"I-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." Yugi frowned and ceased moving his hips. He crouched down to hug and hold him beneath him. "I'll stop," He kissed his deltoids, rubbing his finger tips on his smooth bronze skin. "Forgive me, please.." He whispered. "You just, feel r-really good." Yeah, speaking of which, he didn't even put it all in and Atem felt fucking incredible. Holy moly, maybe he needed to do this more often. "Mmmn..." He sucked in a moan while suddenly grasping his forearm. "Oh shit..."

"Heheh," Atem smirked through his fading pain. "You like it, don't you? I told you it felt good."

"Oh my God, I didn't even put it all in and...W-Wow.."

Interesting, considering Yugi technically already had Atem before. But Kisara told them that different personalities had different experiences and different memories, hence why one couldn't remember what the other did before altering. In Yugi's brain, he had never experienced this before, and his first time was very stimulating. The Egyptian sucked in a deep breath before slowly opening his eyes. "Don't worry, you'll be able to put it all inside of me when I adjust." He slightly shifted his knees. "Actually, you're a lot bigger than you look." Of course Atem would know, after all. He turned his head to the side to glance at him from behind. "You know that?"

"Compared to you and Yami-kun, I-I always thought I was pretty small."

God was he wrong about that. "Oh no, baby. You're nice and big." Yugi truly didn't give himself enough credit. The hacker's cheeks blushed at the pet name.

"B-Baby?" He never really called him that before.

"Shh, just," He swallowed hard to prepare himself. He knew this would feel good, he just had to relax. Something he always had to remind himself every time they did this. "Go on."

"Atemu," Yugi said as he moved forward carefully. The tightness was trapping him from below, so much that it was taking his breath away even as he was speaking. "I-I love you." He bit his bottom lip. Only a little more and he'd be in entirely. He placed his hands in the middle of his back, planting them on his body to hold on as he let his entrance take him. "Fuck-" He unusually cursed. The tip of his head was so sensitive right now. It didn't really hurt but, it felt slightly uncomfortable. Still, it ultimately felt good too. Yugi hissed at the sensation and continued to press on.

There was no turning back now.


"Ahh...Aah...ah..Fuck-Yugi...!" Tan fingers gripped at Yugi back. His nails struck his skin, digging in until they actually drew blood. The nails scraped harshly, opening small fresh wounds. Atem could feel his insides melting, holding his lover against him with a death grip. His legs were trapped around him, allowing for him to penetrate him even deeper. They had switched positions, with Atem laying on his back. "It feels so good...Don't stop, please.." He moaned. Even as blood dripped through his fingers, Yugi didn't even falter. He didn't care if Atem shoved a thousand knives into his back. As long as he kept humping him against this kitchen counter, there was no stopping him.

Besides, this is the same guy who couldn't feel pain. Yugi was unstoppable, he was a damned monster. He wouldn't stop moving even if his entire body was blown to bits. His stamina was unrivaled, he was nearly as fast as Yami and almost as strong as Atem when pushed hard enough. But he was durable, almost as unnerving as a machine. Nothing, not even death could stop him. He didn't care if Atem was drilling his nails in his back from how strong the pleasure was, he would keep going until he released. Until then, his hips wouldn't stop moving. His pumps wouldn't slow, or stop for a short moment to rest. Yugi was a lot of things, but above all else, he was determined. Persistence was his strongest virtue, meaning nothing would cease until he's seen Atem cry out and cum below him.

This was even a little scary. Yugi was panting a little but, his face was so...Indescribable. He looked angry, yet not. He looked determined, yet maybe a little tired? So cool and aloof, yet wanting and almost begging for more pleasure. Atem couldn't understand what he was feeling right now, but his gaze felt intense. Yugi was the most capricious person he had ever met, and he fucking loved that. He loved that sense of unknown danger, and that was the epitome of Yugi, right to his core. That's what made this moment of love so much more pleasurable. The sex so much better knowing he had someone like him driving in and out of him. Yugi was insane, and so was Heba, but Yugi was worse.

More fearless, more unpredictable, more dangerous.

...Shit, that just made him even more attractive.

"Fuck...Oh fuck.." Atem sucked in a breath. His spine automatically arched, all thanks to the way he was thrusting. "Choke me.." He whispered. "Please, Yugi...!" He begged. It was rare that he asked this during sex, since his loves always looked at him wide-eyed whenever he made such an extreme request. But Atem was known for loving erotic asphyxiation, so it wasn't that unusual to hear him beg for it now. Though it was still quite an alarming plea. However, Yugi just wanted to see him climax. He wouldn't hurt him too bad, but he would at least him give him the slight sensation of depleting oxygen. Then he'd make a few hard thrusts in the right angles, and he'd get what he wanted. They both would.

With a sharp hiss, Atem gasped. Yugi had thrusted extra hard that time. He took his nails from his back and tugged at his spiky hair. His mouth was stuck agape, he couldn't shut his mouth. He was in so much shock from pleasure, that he couldn't even say anything. Yugi took his hands from his hips and reached both of them towards his neck. He grasped his throat, and lightly squeezed. Atem started to smile in pure satisfaction. God he loved his kink. Again, Yugi felt a little more normal for once in his life considering he still couldn't understand the joys of this fetish. Not that he would want to, this was weird, even for him. Still, seeing Atem's face stuck in ecstasy was all worth it. Atem laid his head back against the counter with his body arching upwards. He loved this, he loved this so much. He eased off of Yugi's hair and reached for his wrist. He squeezed down onto his arm, wanting him to tighten his grip on his throat.

"H-Harder...I..I-I'm..begging you.." He croaked. Yugi became alarmed. Shit, was he hurting him? And if he was, why the hell was he enjoying this so much?! "Strangle me-"

Holy shit, was he being serious right now? He could kill him! "A-Atemu, I'd end up killing you!"

"I d-don't...care~" To Atem, dying form an orgasm had to have been the best way out.

With a frown, Yugi let go of his neck and firmly put one hand over his mouth instead. Hopefully that'd suffice, because he refused to strangle his sex-crazed boyfriend just for a short-lived sexual high. Atem's eyes were half lidded, nearly rolling back as he struggled to keep his irises on Yugi. He was close, he was so close to hitting it. He could feel it. "M-Mm.." He was going to cum, he couldn't take much more. Or else he'd lose his mind all over again. "Ah...Ngh.." Yugi moaned as he thrusted. Suddenly, he clenched his eyes shut tightly before slamming into the Egyptian.

His heart thumped violently, Atem's breathing accelerated. He hit his spot, he couldn't take it anymore. "Mmmffh! Mmmm...!" He cried out, his scream and grunts muffled by Yugi's palm. His body made spasms, twitching and trembling on the surface of the counter. His legs slowly raised as he grabbed at his hand, seizing his wrist tightly. It was as if he needed something to grab onto for leverage of his orgasm. He would have fell off if he hadn't grabbed something. White fluids flew on their abdomens, while red ruby eyes fluttered as they rolled in excitement. Yugi took his hand off, but he still continued to thrust. He never stopped moving even when Atem climaxed. "Oh God, please..!" It was like he was crying, that's how emotional he sounded. "Yes..! Fuck me...! Ahh! Ah! Nmm fuck..!" He held up his hand and pulled his finger at the side of his mouth, so his lips would make a larger opening. "Do it in my mouth Yugi...Finish on me..Please...!"

The hacker pulled his hips back, and reached down to grasp his shaft. He pulled Atem a little closer as he rubbed his length, aiming directly at him. He moved his knees so he could move more on top of him. He got close enough so that his member just barely touched Atem's face, with his bottom hovering over his tan chest. Looking at his lover's face, he realized he wanted it so bad. He was flicking his tongue at him, he wanted his seed down his throat. He tugged at his erection harshly, squinting his eyes with a groan, before flinching and squirting his essence onto the Egyptian's face. White splashed on his cheeks, his temple and his mouth. He saw him make a passionate expression, sticking out his tongue and licking some of the substance off of his lips. He then sat up and reached behind to push the other closer. He let his member touch his lips, before wrapping them around it's head. Yugi made a stifled gasp as he released even more, closing his eyes completely. White filled Atem's mouth, almost smiling as Yugi filled it with his own little version of love.

"Mmn.." Atem hummed as he took it out of his mouth, gulping as he allowed some of it to slip down his throat. It dripped down his chin, and down to his collar bone. "You taste so fucking good..." He smiled at him sweetly. "I love you."

"H-Holy...fucking shit..." Yugi cursed heavily. He was panting, his brows furrowed as he tried riding out his own orgasm. "I-I love you too," He smiled a bit at his dirty yet innocent expression. "Chocolate~" He used the old nick name with love. Yugi got down on all fours so he could meet Atem's gaze face-to-face. Their eyes lowered, leaning closer until their mouths met.

As they kissed, the front door to their home opened and closed. They held each other affectionately, making light moans as they made small touches on each other's bodies. Welp, all of this would be a bitch to clean up later but, oh well. With their skin and the counter soiled with their essence, they didn't even care. They just continued to kiss and rub. Some light shuffling, then footsteps echoed on the floors of the halls. They became louder as they entered the kitchen. Feeling a presence behind them, Yugi ceased and broke away from their passionate kiss. He looked to the side near the kitchen entryway, and saw their third lover standing by it with his suit jacket on his shoulder. He looked a little lost, or maybe he was surprised to see cum on the counter island. Some even got on the floor, and it was decorated all over them. With a few blinks, Yami steadily walked into the kitchen while meeting Yugi's gaze. "Um," He began. "Did I miss the party?"

The eldest men of the two chuckled. He placed a peck on Atem's nose. "Maybe," He giggled as Atem ran his fingers through his hair with a smile of his own. The Egyptian then swiped some of the white substance that lingered on his face with his finger and placed it in his own mouth for a taste.

"Nmm, wish you were here...Would have been even more fun." He winked at Yami as he did so, grinning even more as Yugi trailed more soft kisses on his cheek. He rubbed his tan hands on his shoulders and arms. He even seized Yugi's hand and placed it by his mouth to suck on his digits as well. Yami just shook his head with half a grin. This wouldn't be the first time he'd walk in on their love making, and it certainly wouldn't be the last. "I didn't know you'd be home so early," Atem breathlessly stated to Yami while caressing his other lover's face.

"Well, I managed to wrap things up quickly today. Wait-" Yami's eyes widened as his semi-robotic brain processed what just happened while he was gone. "Did, did Yugi top...?" His eyes flashed red, as he seemed slightly irritated by the revelation.

To this, Yugi narrowed his own. "Yeah, it was f-fun. Why do you look angry? Your eyes are red."

Yami scoffed and crossed his arms. "I'm not angry, I'm jealous." He then glowered at Atem. "How you managed to get Yugi to top, I'll never know."

With a sneer, the red eyed man held up a middle finger. "The ol' nude apron method, works every time. You snooze you lose, pretty boy."

"Tch. You're lucky, but next time, I'll have him all to myself." He declared possessively. Hm, perhaps he'd trap Yugi at work when he least expected it.

Yugi's face heated up with colors of red and pink as the two fought over him. Geez, they wanted him that badly? "Y-You two wanted me to be on top that bad?"

"Yes!" They both exclaimed in unison.

The D75 newbie leaned against the wall of the kitchen. "To have you dominate us is a privilege. And as for you," He looked back at Atem. "Why do you look so happy, instead of grumpy and angry at the world? You know, besides the fact that you just came all over your precious kitchen counter."

"Fuck you, pretty boy." He retorted. "I'm just finally relieved."

Yugi looked down at his boyfriend. "Relieved of w-what?"

With a grunt, Atem sat up and gently pushed him aside so he could fully sit on the counter. He sighed softly, and leaned against Yugi's side. "I really shouldn't complain since I don't work anymore myself, but you two," He grimaced. "You two work until you're burnt out. You're both always exhausted, stressed or, you just don't want to be bothered. None of us had sex in almost two months." He scratched behind his head. "That's kind of why I've been more aggressive lately. You would always push me away if I tried to make any advances, or just bluntly asked. When we'd argue, neither of you didn't even want make up sex. Heh...Honestly, if Yugi hadn't fucked me like that just now, I genuinely think I would have snapped and killed one of you in your sleep." He turned to face Yugi and rubbed his chest, where his heart was, and pecked the side of his face. "I just, needed something. To feel something from one of you so I could mellow out." He needed to feel their love, at least just one of them.

So that's what this was all about. He just wanted to feel loved. If Yami wasn't mistaken, this was a reason, or rather excuse, a lot of cheaters used when they were caught by their lovers. That they just needed attention, or that needed to feel love since they weren't getting it from their original partner. This made the two feel a little guilty. The past couple months were indeed frustrating in a lot of ways. Petty arguing, not showing much affection, and absolutely no sex. They were all living like a married couple on a short way down to a divorce. They were just working so hard, and Yugi's disorder forced him to stay home. Yugi annoyed him while Yami acted cold. That in turn made Atem gradually angrier and a lot more pissed off at almost anything. They both were at fault for this. It was no wonder he looked so happy after what they just did. He desperately needed to feel that rush of adrenaline and passion.

Yami exhaled softly. "I think I understand," He glanced at Yugi. "We both do." He walked over to them and stood by the counter. "Trust me, I wanted to have you both so many times, but I was always so tired. I was always sleepy or just not in the mood to do anything. I never took your feelings into consideration. I treated you both very coldly," He leaned over and kissed them both shortly. "For that, I am sorry."

Yugi placed his arm around Atem. "I was always afraid Heba might do something without my knowledge. He's been acting s-so weird, I didn't want him to try anything. And I'm so needy. I'm basically a patient in some elderly home. I a-annoy you both all the time, so I'm sorry too."

Atem smiled to himself. They always made up like this, it was almost laughable. "I know it's kind of 'my thing' and all but, I didn't mean to act like a dick to you two so much. I hate snapping on you for no reason." He gave Yami a particular stare. "I would hug you, but I'd get some of Yugi's stuff on your work clothes."

Yami made a small smile. "There's already some blood on it anyway from an earlier mission, I don't mind." He stepped towards them and wrapped his arms around them both.

The Egyptian held them closely, smiling as he felt his chest warm up. This, is what he needed to feel. He probably didn't even need to have sex with Yugi, he just needed to have this warm feeling inside of him growing, sparking up a flame just like usual. "I'm sorry too." He whispered in the crook of Yami's neck.

The D75 newbie sighed as they embraced. "Maybe I can convince Ishtar to try and get me some time off, so we can go on a date this week," He slowly let go and scowled. "But the higher ups are breathing down my neck like rabid dogs. I'm not sure how it'll go."

...

Hold on a second, what?

Something broke in Atem's brain, and he was pretty sure it was his rage that he put away after some time. "...What?" He growled as he let go of Yugi. "They're still treating you like shit?" Yami was one of, if not the hardest working agents of D75. He worked harder than elites, and worked just as much as a veteran. Frankly, Yugi's the only one who should have such a busy schedule, not a newbie. Sure, Yami was associated with a veteran, whom was Gozaburo. And yes, his parents were agents as well, strong ones. And yes, he did have robotic mechanics inside of his brain that automatically made him an ace. However, that didn't mean they could use him like some cheap whore. Hell, they weren't even paying him as much as they should for all the hours he's put in. This was complete bullshit, and Atem wasn't going to stand for this any longer. "I think I need to have a little talk with them-"

"Atem, no." Yami quickly cut him off, knowing how impulsive he could be when annoyed. "It's not that serious, please. Don't cause trouble."

"Are you kidding me? I used to work for those sons of bitches, I know them personally!"

...Huh. "You do..?" Yami tilted his head.

Yugi did the same with a raised brow. "You do?"

The Egyptian just scooted off the counter with a frown "Hell yeah I know those assholes."

Yami's expression softened. "Well, perhaps but, they're still really important people Atem. They treat everyone, even Ishizu, like some inferior. They wouldn't listen to you."

He went to the cabinets for some paper towels and tore some off to hand it to Yugi. "Look, I was Dartz's prodigy, practically his son. As the Boss, you get to brush elbows with the higher ups. But Dartz was different, he wasn't just important to them, but to the government as a whole. He was actually close friends with some of these people. You know, until he tried to shut down that experimentation building Gozaburo was fucking with. Anyway, when I was a boy, I used to perform for them. Dartz would have me sing for them. I'd end up puking afterwards, but they still loved my performances. I served them tea or wine, I sat in their meetings, I even went on a private mission for one of them. Which I accomplished successfully, mind you. They praised me, they saw my abilities first hand and treated me just as well as Dartz. They know me." He used some of the paper towels to clean himself off of any unwanted bodily fluids. "Sure, I kind of stopped talking to them once Dartz stopped playing nice, but they still regarded me as one of their best children of all time. They saw promise in me even before the play pen. They had their eyes on me since I got in D75, and they never once treated me like some inferior."

The eldest between the two was slack jawed. "W-What? But, nobody...When did any of that happen?"

"No one was to know that I knew the higher ups. I was already the Boss's prodigy, and every veteran ends up having one at their side, but that would show extreme favoritism. They felt that if any of the kids or veterans knew that I was their favorite as well, I'd be targeted." He glanced at Yugi with a solemn expression. "You're father wasn't the only agent murdered and betrayed by our own. There have been past veterans and elites who killed others out of personal grudges. They wanted to prevent that from happening again. Being the adoptive son of the Boss and a favorite of the higher ups, meant that I could do certain things other children couldn't. We...I..Did a lot of things, others couldn't or didn't know about."

"What do you mean?" Yugi narrowed his eyes. "Atemu, w-what did you do?"

Atem looked off to the side. "Well, Seto may have lived a somewhat better life on the outside world since he was adopted by his rich step-douche, but he didn't have nearly as much authority as I did when it came to D75." He nodded over to the kitchen entrance, saying without words that they should leave the room and go upstairs to shower. "I'll talk along the way, come on."

His childhood friend could sense something was deeply hidden through his red eyes.


Yami had taken off his work clothes, now completely bare except for his boxers. Yugi had already taken his shower, and was now in briefs while wearing one of Atem's shirts. The two sat on the bed and awaited for their third lover to return. Only seconds later, Atem stepped out of the shower and walked into their bedroom with a towel around his neck. He didn't join them in bed though, he instead stood by the doorway to their connected bathroom and sighed heavily. He stared at Yugi intensely, with both love and some guilt. "Yugi," He said softly. "I gotta confess something to you. You too, Yami."

Woah, they didn't like that tone. He sounded way too serious, like he did something terribly wrong. With slight anxiety brewing inside of him, Yugi mentally prepared himself for what he was going to say, and grabbed at the blankets below. Yami switched his eyes to yellow, showing that he wanted to hear the truth and nothing but. If this was serious as Atem made it sound, he didn't want any deception. Their silence was their response to have him continue and make his confession.

The Egyptian looked down at the floor for a brief second, before looking back at his old beloved childhood friend. "...Anzu, Seto and Otogi weren't supposed to live after the play pen."

Their eyes shot up in shock. Yugi began shaking his head in confusion. "No, I-What? What are y-you talking about? The play pen rules state that everyone is to die except for the last four remaining children left standing. To w-weed out anyone who was too weak to become elites."

"No." He simply replied. "Not true." He glanced over at Yami, who's eyes remained yellow. "I'm telling the truth, aren't I pretty boy?"

Yugi slowly turned to Yami, who looked just as shocked as he was. He was speechless, he didn't even respond back to either of them.

Atem continued. "Originally, according to D75's top secret governmental laws, only one child is to survive in the play pen. Once the brawl is down to less than a dozen children, the adults would make the survivors fight each other one on one until only two children are left. Then, a final fight to the death to see who was the strongest. Whoever killed the other first, would be their number one elite." He exhaled again, he really didn't want to do this right now, but he couldn't hide this forever. "Yugi, I fucking love you." He nearly whispered. "I loved you since we were little kids. You were everything to me. My only friend in the entire fucking world. We were different, and we needed to be by each other's side. I needed you to survive that play pen, so I begged Dartz to have the higher ups fix the play pen brawl, so that only you and I would be left. That there would be two surviving elites instead of one."

His confession held nothing but truth, and it was deeply heartfelt.

"Dartz knew that was a selfish request, but he loved me like his own. Not only that but, you were a lot more important to D75 than you think, Yugi. You being the kid of one of their best veterans of all time was enough to keep their eye on you. Dartz knew that your father would wreak havoc if he didn't pull some strings to let you live. Ishizu was on his ass about it, too. After all, they loved you as well. And me, the higher ups assured my survival no matter what. They specifically wanted me to make it out on top. But Ishizu, your dad and Dartz...they all felt like shit, letting other children die just for us, whether we measured up and earned the right to live or not." Atem swallowed hard as he tried to ignore their outraged expressions. No doubt Yami would be upset, considering Atem nearly got Seto killed several years ago, deliberately. And Yugi, as hypocritical as it may sound, thought that no one else in their relationship had anymore secrets to hide, that everyone was being honest. But that just wasn't true. "Then, I uh," He stammered. "I-We, found your father's body and what we thought was your dead body that very day. Gozaburo declared you were dead, so, I didn't know what Dartz would do after that. Him allowing four survivors, was his own idea that he made up on the spot. When I asked him about it later, he said he didn't want me to be alone, so he selected the few who were the top five, besides me. He knew that I would be the only survivor, and he didn't want me to be isolated. Especially since my only friend was gone."

"B-But-" Yugi stood up from the bed with a slightly wobbly stance, and gripped some of his own hair with one hand. He was breathless as he spoke, as he was still in disbelief. "That...can't be true.."

"Think about it, Yugi." Atem said. "Why do you think all of the prodigies just so happened to survive?"

Yugi's heart sank once he said that. The conclusion was clear. "...Anzu-chan, Kaiba-kun, Otogi-kun...You..."

"Exactly. Anzu was Mai's, Seto was Gozaburo's, and Otogi was Ishizu's. You were your father's until you took Otogi's spot, and I was Dartz's. We were all prodigies. Dartz guaranteed their safety."

Yami spoke up after this. "Did the veterans interfere with the brawl, to help you even more?"

"Actually, no. Dartz was very confident that either me, or Seto would end up weeding out all of the kids without help, so no one had any hand in that. No, that was all us." He felt a nasty taste in his mouth. He sounded like a psychopath. God, what was he thinking back then? Everything was so cruel and cutthroat, that in only a few years of his miserable childhood, he became just as bad as the very adults he despised.

"So," Yami's voice decreased. "My brother's supposed to be dead right now?"

"Technically," Atem nodded slowly. "Yes. If it wasn't for Dartz' kindness, if it wasn't for the higher ups bypassing the laws, I don't think I would have met you, Yami. I only met you through Seto, and I only reunited with Yugi thanks to my mission to protect you." He made a bittersweet smile. "Shit, if it wasn't for that bastard Dartz I..." He looked away with his hand covering his mouth. His sentence never finished. He cleared his throat and tried to keep his composure. He wouldn't cry for him again, not this time. He didn't want to. Not now. "Look," He turned back to them and got on the bed to seize their hands. "I told you this to basically say, that the higher ups have to listen to me. Or at least take what I say into consideration. I don't know why, but besides Dartz, I'm super important to them. They didn't even want me to retire this early in my life, they wanted to keep me in D75 for as long as they could. I may not know them or care for them as much I did for Dartz or Ishizu, but I do know them. And you can bet your ass that they damn well know me. They can't ignore me or patronize me, I'm the son of someone they held dear. They took Dartz's death almost as hard as Ishizu, and they even wanted to reconnect with me after his autopsy. But Ishizu did me a favor and told them off. I didn't really want to deal with them anymore. They pissed off Dartz numerous times and allowed harsh and cruel things. They didn't even punish Mai for what she did to me in that fucking office. Hell, if anything, they fucking owe me."

With a lone and quiet voice, Yugi just asked why. "Why...?" He murmured. "Why keep t-this away from me? From either of us? From Seto-kun?"

"Dartz made me promise him not to tell Seto, or even Yami once he found out about D75. In fact, he told me when we were in the old experimentation building."


...The two made their way to the right that was closest to them. As they walked, Atem brought something up. "Boss, don't you think its a bit risky bringing Yami here?" He asked.

"Probably. For both his own safety, and the fact that he might find about about his past. But I'm sure Seto and your lover will handle that. Should Yami be exposed to anything, neither Yugi or Seto will hesitate in hitting him with a knockout dart."

"But Boss..." Atem trailed off. "This is all too much trouble. I know you want him to fight along with us, and he wants that too, but it-"

"I know what you mean Cereza. This is all just waiting to blow up in our faces. And you're not wrong." The man sighed through his nose. "But I want him as an ally. And if he needs to be exposed to the truth, then so be it. It will happen eventually, we'll just have to do deal with it."

"..." Atem looked at the floor as they walked. "I understand."

When they searched through the rooms that were in this corridor, they found nothing. Nothing but empty ransacked rooms with nothing in them but dust and empty needles or test tubes. Not a trace of papers or furniture in sight. This place was truly abandoned alright. When they looked through the other corridors, they still found nothing. The only one that was left, was the one far on the left side of the hallway. They quickly but quietly went inside, and saw a toppled over desk with scattered papers on the floors. Some expensive looking computer monitors were lying around, broken.

They gave each other a look before rushing over to examine the things in the room. The computer chair that was thrown across the room looked modern. Like it was just bought. The same with the computers. They looked like new recent models. The desk didn't look old, and it wasn't dusty. Like it was used not too long ago. In fact, the entire room looked as if it was purposely wrecked in a fit of rage. Whoever's office this was, was fed up with something or someone. They rushed to pick up the scattered papers on the floors, looking over them. They were typed written reports that were dated after Atem moved to the Kaiba manor.

They told of...everything.

Who they were taping, who they were tracking, the stuff they hacked from Yami's computer, and the progress they were making. Everything since day one was recorded here. The first attack, the destruction of their expensive computers, everything. They were all either written to Zigfried or Gozaburo. Most of them were to the snobby pink haired male, telling of the progress of every attempt to attack Yami, Atem and Yugi.

"Those stalkers were monitoring us the whole time." Atem grumbled. "But," He hesitated, looking at the wreckage of the office. "If that's the case, why did they destroy the equipment used to watch us?"

Dartz narrowed his eyes at the computers. "I'm not particularly sure. Obviously not to hide anything, because they left their reports here in plain sight." He had a bad feeling. Something big was going to happen very soon. And for some reason, he felt like they were wasting time being here. "Cereza, we've gathered what we needed in here. Let's move and find that lab."

"Understood." Atem nodded, following his master out of the office quickly.

But the sound of footsteps caused them to pause.

After dealing with some straggling lackeys that decided to try and get the drop on them for a couple minutes, Dartz flicked his wakazashi of it's blood. Atem did the same, but he had a troubled look on his face. He didn't like the situation, and he had a hunch none of this would end well today. Suddenly, his master made a large sigh and faced his adoptive son. "Cereza?" He said.

"Yeah, boss?"

With a flat lined frown, the Boss sheathed his small sword back in his suit. "Should Yami come to realize the truth sooner than expected, please," He closed his heterochromic eyes. "Do not tell him what we did at the play pen. Not him, and neither Seto. They, they can't know just yet. Not with this much chaos rising. Besides, I don't need anymore agents to distrust me because of my idiotic decisions...I don't truly know how much of a threat Yami can be, and I don't want anyone to target you for being discreet either." Why, why did he look so guilty? Why did he say that? What did he mean and, what was he trying to say?

There was something hidden along the lines there, but Atem couldn't put his finger on it.

"I..." He blinked. "Yeah, of course. Just," He murmured. "Stop beating yourself up about it. I, don't regret your decision. It all worked out anyway, even if half of them did turn out to be traitors." He made a small smile to himself. "After all, I got my friend back."

"Your happiness," The man said as he lifted his larger hand and placed it on top of his spiky head. He gave it a good rub, making a gorgeous smile at his son. "Is all I care about, Cereza."

Atem felt a faint blush appear on his face as he looked down.

...He was always so kind.

Why didn't he realize his love for the man sooner?


He saw Yami become puzzled by this. "He feared one of you would target me. Dartz already had an inkling that you were related to the best of the best, your mom and dad, and he feared Gozaburo might have taught you a thing or two about killing. He didn't want to take any chances. But now," He took one look into their eyes and felt his guilt eat him up from inside. "I'm sorry, I, I just didn't want you to be mad at me." He admitted. "The play pen wasn't the only thing I had a hand in. Remember when I would 'run errands' with Seto? Sometimes, I was lying. I was making Dartz help me. I'm the one who suggested Yami join us on a mission once Dartz told me he had a feeling you'd be useful. That whole Zigfried shit? That was my idea. Yugi," He looked at him specifically. "Remember when we'd have movie night in Ishizu's room when we were kids? My idea, and the higher ups allowed it. I had a hand in a lot of small things, and a few big things too." He slowly let go of their hands. "I was, being sneaky. Untrustworthy, doing all of these things behind your backs. Behind everyone's backs. I thought, you wouldn't trust me anymore. So I kept hiding it. Never talked about it, never hinted it. Nothing."

This means that Atem was the sole reason as to why Yami first flipped his switch. The sole reason as to why he gradually became who he is today. All the headaches, the nose bleeds, the eye bulging, his brain going out of whack, discovering his horrible past...That was all Atem's fault since he got Dartz to authorize the decision. Not to mention, they may have all never met if Seto hadn't survived. No doubt Yugi and Atem would have ended up together but, Yami may have never met them. And, Gozaburo probably wouldn't have had to hide Yami or his past from anyone, and he could have fully become some emotionless cyborg. Gozaburo didn't want Seto to know about Yami in fear that he might try something to stop him, but if Seto had died in the play pen by Atem's hands, that may have never happened. Yami would have become what that evil tyrant wanted, but he would have never met Seto or Mokuba either. Mokuba would have been all alone, and Yami may have become some self destructive abomination that D75 may have had to end up killing.

In a twist of fate, they all dodged a bullet, but got grazed by another.

Yami was a semi-cyborg, but he still had a his family and met his two lovers. Dartz and many other veterans lost their lives, but only because they wanted to protect either themselves or someone they loved. Almost all members of the original elites from Atem's generation is dead, but only because they became traitors through Gozaburo. Gozaburo wouldn't have needed anyone to become traitors if he didn't need Yami to awaken to his true potential. Yami thankfully didn't become a mindless soldier, but he still went through a lot of pain that may prove to be permanent. Dartz and Yugi's father, among many other people may still be alive today if Dartz hadn't interfered with the original law.

They dodged many tragedies, only by accepting others.

All thanks to knowing the right people, and 'pulling strings'.

Neither Yami or Yugi knew how to feel about this information. They were still silent after what Atem said previously. The Egyptian was secretly mortified by this, as he feared their love for him may have just diminished. He thought long and hard in that shower room, and he knew he had to tell them once they brought up and complained about the higher ups once again. Atem always wanted to help them make their jobs easier in D75, and he hated keeping things from them. He had to tell them, then explain so nothing else would be weighing on his mind. Not having mind-blowing sex wasn't the only reason why he became cranky over time. It was because he himself was becoming stressed with his own guilt from his own dirty secrets. "Every time you both would come in from work so exhausted, I felt so bad." Atem said. "I always wanted to do something to help you, but you'd question me if I told you they'd listen to me. I've been hiding this for so long, that's why I always looked so sad and grumpy back then." He glanced at Yami. "Why I screamed and cried for you when you tried to kill yourself to be with your mom." He looked over at Yugi. "Why I look so shitty every time you talk about your past and mention your dad. Because I caused some of this shit. My fault."

Still, with unreadable darkened faces, neither of them said a word.

Atem stood up from the bed, steadily backing away towards the door. "I know you're both probably pissed at me, and I'm so sorry. But, I promise you, if you'll let me," He placed his hand on his heart, making a promise. "I will talk to the higher ups. I promise, I can make things so much easier for you."

With that, he walked out of the room silently.

Yugi and Yami turned to stare at each other, before looking down at the bed underneath them.


END - 19!

This is a very important chapter, remember that.

(Also, sorry for the wait, and sorry for the long ass chapter.)

EDIT: I deleted all questions. I decided it's best that I don't give any clues at all, that isn't good writing in my opinion. The most I'll give to hints, are the bold and italicized (or even normal words that you might gleam passed) words in the chapters.