"Hello, photography and art fans. This is ArtOfStone for you. So ... things are still horrible at my new school after what happened in December.
Nobody is talking to me and most people are very mean to me ... everybody hates me. I spent many sleepless nights thinking about why I am so hated ... and I still do. I still think about my mom and my necklace ... my mom`s necklace ... which Mia destroyed ... just saying this hurts me so bad. I haven`t had a good night sleep in months, even though sleep is all I want to do. Most days I feel as I don't want to ever wake up :(
I am still so ashamed about what happened with me ... sniff ... I feel like the worst loser ever and it`s hard for me to even walk or breathe when I`m at school. I just keep my head down and try not to get in trouble ... but yesterday I had this idea to bake some cookies and bring them to school for the students ... as a kind of peace offering I guess. I spent the entire day baking the cookies and making sure they`re perfect ... I even carved some heart shapes on the top, like me and my mom used to...
I was excited and hopeful about bringing my cookies to school today ... because everybody loves cookies, right? Wrong ... the cheerleaders told me that I am an idiot and that I should stop acting like a 10 year old. 'Bring us some real food or some beers, not freakin` cookies', they said, laughing at me and throwing my cookies on the floor.
I guess ... sniff ... it is what it is ...
S-sorry guys ... I had some other things I wanted to talk about ... b-but ... sniff ... I don`t think I can do it today. I ... I`ll see you all tomorrow, ok?"
Autumn`s eyes started to water, and eventually were filled with tears before she shut down the camera and ended her vlog for the day. I was definitely going to watch her next entries.