"Hey guys, today was a better day at school because of Nishan and Sakura, who are both so sweet.
They offered to help me with a digital artwork I have been working on, and it should be ready by next Sunday. I am very excited to show it to you in the next vlog, and I also have some photographs which I will post.
But that being said ... things are still bad, and I don`t have anyone else to talk to. My artist classmates treat me Ok, but they don`t really talk to me anymore ...
Wes is still AWOL. I am really worried about him, he missed his exams, he is in trouble at school. I don't understand why he is not returning my calls. I wish he was here, I thought he cared about me ...
But it`s my fault, I should have never broken ties with him just because Mike told me to ... Wes would have never done what Mike did to me. Wes was a true friend ... I think ... or that`s what I thought ...
Julian ... well, I haven`t talked to him since what happened. He has a new girlfriend now, a cute and shy girl, Kallie. Figures ... I wish he could have seen that in me ... I felt so happy with him and I loved him so much ... I still do. I thought we will go on so many dates and love eachother for life. My heart sinks when I see them together ... :(
Needless to say, I am still alone, with no prospects of anybody looking at me ... unless it is to throw a mean remark ... or literally throw a tomato, like Mia`s friend Kara (the cheerleader who was always tormenting me at Hearst) did yesterday. Ruined my shirt for which I had saved the whole year to buy. :(
So, all that being said, I have some big news. I thought long and hard about this, and today I finally decided that I will change schools. I spoke with Professor Edwin about it ... but she said I can`t move yet because I already did it once this year, so I have to wait until Summer. It will be hard to wait ... but it is very important for me.
I really think I want to go back at Twin Branches. Leaving was a mistake. Awful things happened to me there, but not as awful as at Hearst and at my new school. There were some people who cared about me at Twin Branches, probably the only friends I ever had. Thinking about it makes me smile.
I also told Professor Edwin that I am resigning from doing 'The Voice', because nobody treats my polls with respect anymore. Some said I was asking 'kindergarten' questions and that I should stop being such a nerd. Ms Edwin tried to convince me to change my mind, but I can proudly say that I stood my ground.
Anyway, thank you so much for listening, guys. See you on Sunday. ArtOfStone out."
