I had came home from school and walked in to my living room. to tell my mom that I was going to go see megumi. wen I walked in I saw her sitting on the couch. with a very sad look on her face. I asked hey mom what's wrong. she said thanatose hun you may want to sit down for this. and I sat down. and asked once more what is wrong. and what she said next made my hart stop. she said thanatose your girlfriend megumi is dead. and I studerd and said wa, wa, what do you mean she's dead. and my mom said the docter said she died of heart failer in her sleep. they say it was a peaceful death. after that my mind went blank. and I just droped to my knees and sobbed. my mom came to me and gently said oh I'm so sorry thanatose. megumis funeral is now do you want to go.
and I said yes to say goodbye to the only women that ill ever love. fifteen minuets later we were at the shimizu house. I walked in and her dad came up to me and said. thank you thanatose for being here you were the most precious thing in her life. she love you so much and I thank she loved you even more the me and her mother. you were her world. and I said and she was mine. she was the best thing to ever happen to me. may I see her. he nods and leads me to a coffin. and in side lay my beautiful megumi. as I look at her I began to tear up until I was quietly sobbing and I said. oh megumi I said I would protect you but I failed. I'm so sorry megumi goodbye my love. ill never forget you.
after the funeral we took megumis coffin to berel ground and bered it. and as I watched my beautiful megumi be covered in dirt and rock. I couldn't help but wonder how this happened. I mean it was just a case of animia. and then over night goes to organ failure. how is that even possible its not. I was so deep in thought that I didn't notes kaori walk up to me. she said hay are you ok. I snaped out of it and said. um ya I'm ok your that girl I met the other day kaori right. and she says ya. I could see the sadness on her face. and felt pittey for her. and she says i have something for you. I was looking through her stuff in her room. and i found this little card here take it. and I took the note and read it.
der thanatose my love. ever since we met that day at the bus stop. and i started having feelings for you. at ferst i thought it was just me being happy that i had a new friend .but then I figurd it out I was falling in love with you. anyways what I'm trying to say is. you are my world and i love you so much. i hope we can spend the rest of our lives together. and i love you.
and as i fineshed reading the note i had tears going down my face. and said i love you to megumi shimizu. and ill never forget you my love.
that night after the berel me and mom went home. wen we got there i said good night to my mom and went to my room and cryed my self to sleep.
the next morning my mom didn't make me go to school. and even if she did i wouldn't have gone I was so heart broken that it was making me sick.
I stayed that way for four days until my mom finely had enough. and came in my room and said. thanatose sweety we need to talk. you have bin in this room
for four days. its time to come out. and I said mom please just leve me alone. and she says come on thanatose i know you miss megumi. but do you thank she woud want to see you like this. I got up and said. your right mom megumi wouldn't want to see me like this. she would want me to live my life thanks mom. I thank tomarow ill go out and meet some new friends. and mom said now that's the boy i rased. I'm gota make dinner il call you wen its reddy. and i said thanks mom you always know what to say.
and she said well what are mothers for. and that nigh i had the best meal ever. after dinner i went to bed and had a pretty weird dream it was about megumi.
she came to me and said. thanatose don't be sad. ill love you for all of eternity and we will be together again. sooner then you think.
little did I know that frome this day forward. my life would never be the same again.