Hurting

She woke up and it's already 12pm, she went to her kitchen to prepare for lunch, she's still hurt of course after her former lover slept with another woman. She loved him, that's what she got from him? He cheated on her, he wasted her love, he hurt her. After she got herself a loaf of bread flavored with strawberry jam she walk to her living room and stare at the couch where she left Sasuke last night... or early in the morning, she remebered how he spoke to her, how he held her, how he said her name, but that was just because he's drunk.

She finished her loaf of bread so she went back to her kitchen and drank water, after that she got ready for her afternoon shift at the hospital. her mentor decided to give her a half day off so that she could calm herself from stress and rest, she wore her red short qipao with black obi belt and her shinobi shoes, after she's all set she walks out of her apartment and locked her door then with shinobi speed she got to the hospital faster than she normaly would. As she entered the doors of Konoha Hospital she was greeted by the cheater running up to her. "Sakura!" he called.

Anger blinded her as she glared to his direction and ran to her office with the man she hated running after her. A few seconds later she found herself locked inside the small room while the loud banging of the door became more furious "WE NEED TO TALK SAKURA!" She heard him shout. "LEAVE ME THE FVCK ALONE YOU CHEATER!" She shouts back. She didn't wanna see him right now, she's been deaing a lot of things lately and Sasuke's drunk visit last night didn't help a single bit. The banging and the loud shouts became louder and louder she's too sure that they called so many attention, a banging concert?... that doesn't sound right, anyways she didn't wanna punch him because that would be considered as breaking the laws of having kage-level of skill and power.

She can't do anything as she sat there, she promised herself last time that she wont let any other people break her like how Sasuke did but too the looks of it she she might've lost. She wanted it everything as a dream- nightmare she's been wishing it since last night but it's true, it's so true it's not a lie neither a genjutsu. "SAKURA PLEASE!" She heard him scream. She covered her ears and said "GO AWAY!", she knew she's breaking herself... she's been breaking herself since they were genin, since she still loved Sasuke. After a while the door burst open and speaking of the devil, there he is standing in front of her with... sadness and worry that reflects in his black orbs. Was he worried?


"Teme!" He heard his blond bestfriend called at eleven in the morning. He's currently training, throwing his shurikens at a wood stump, he then saw his former teammate enter his vision when he was about to throw one at the stump. "I was looking for you everywhere" the blond panted "hn" was his only reply, the blond looked up to him with eyes full of worry, hope and mostly anger. "S-Sakura-chan... I-I saw her crying yesterday leaving Akira's house!" he almost screamed. He instantly turned his attention to the blond, he felt anger rise in him when he heard the news, she cried? he made her cry? He wanted to run for her but he manage to prevent himself. "It's none of my bussiness, dobe" He said. "What? Sasuke what the hell?!" the blond said "Y-You Sasuke you- BASTARD!" He looked at his angry friend with emotionless eyes "Just- just what happened to you? I thought you loved her?!"

"I never said that and I don't care because it's completely none of my business... I have no business with her nor have feelings" He himself have no idea what he was saying, he was angry at the 'Akira' guy but he was more angry at himself for showing this kind of behaviour... He was already shameless last night he didn't want to do more, he wanted to leave her alone because if he didn't he'll hurt her, more that how hurt she is right now, he'll make her suffer more than the past, all he could do was stay angry at the man she loved and not do anything, not interfere, not even a little bit, no matter how much he he knew he loved her, he's too late, she's to good for him, he doen't deserve her and she doesn't deserve him, she deserved the world and he deserved nothing but too suffer.

"I can't believe you" with that the blond walks away from him leaving him to suffer for what he just did, did he really reject her when she's not even there? he stared at the weapon in his hand and had the most absurb idea ever. He slashed his hand with a kunai and by the pain he felt he knew it was deep, but he didn't stop there... a few more cuts and that should be enough for him to visit the hospital. He gathered his stuffs and pluck of the shurikens off the stump with his injured hand and headed west to where the Konoha Hospital is.

Once he's inside he saw a crowd gathered around in a certain door where a man yells "LET ME IN!" and "WE NEED TO TALK" then realization hit him, this man had the most familiar blond hair and body, he's voice is as the same with the person he was angry at... it was him, it was the guy who somehow made her cry although he wasn't sure because he haven't seen it but he remembers that she was running away from his house, so it gotta be him, without a second though he ran to the crowd to investigate what the situation, usually he's not that type of man who would be in for gosips but this one event got his attention, what was that about?

"GO AWAY!" The person inside the door shouts, he knew that voice, that sweet loving filled with innocence voice, then he did the one thing he didn't expected to do, he pushed the blond guy who was banging thr door away and opened the door with full force, there he saw the familiar pink hair which was covering someone else's face. The most beautiful seafoam wet eyes met his dark ones, he crouched in front of her and his hand instantly went to her cheek wiping her tears with his thumb. He had no idea what he was doing but he felt like he was suppose to, he felt the urge to do it even though he's not that type of guy.

"S-Sasuke-kun?" She whimpered, by her behaviour he really was trying to held back the urge to kill whoever did this. "Sakura?!" Their little moment was interrupted by the one and only man who might be killed soon. "Please-" he was cut off by the ravennette " .Alone" he was scary, everybody felt the dark aura surrounded him. He suddenly picked up the fragile woman on the floor, still unbelievable but he felt like he wanted to get her away from here, away from that man- or boy, away from everything. He decided he'll be taking her to his compound.

Once they arrived he set her down on the couch then went to the kitchen to get her a glass of water. Even him have no idea what he was doing, why did he do that? what gotten into him that made him do that? is he mad? all the thoughts he had in his mind was stopped the moment he looked at her after he walks out of his kitchen holding a glass of water. Her pink waist length hair that hangs by her shoulder, her glossy seafoam eyes that once filled with happiness and innocence was now filled with sadness and anger but never with hatred, her porcelain skin, all those got himself whipped just by looking at her. He walks over to her and crouched in front of her giving her the glass of water which she accepts "What happened?" He asked. She looks at him shocked and amused "H-He cheated" She said, just by hearing those words made him mad even more.

When she thought of her second love she instantly bursed into tears. She knew that she loved him and he loves her, she gave him all that she has... well except for her virginity, but anyways she gave him all her loved and that's how he repaid her? Then an arm wrapped around her shoulders with his cloak curtaining her whole body, she didn't know what was happening at the moment but she want to cherish it, every moment of it. Is it cheating? she was hugging another man that is not her lover, but then again her so called lover cheated on her.

They stayed like that for a couple of minutes then she spoke "I-I loved hi-him" She said, it pains him hearing her saying that she loved another man other than him, but then again... he deserved it. "I-I loved him, I gave him my everything" She whimpered. Everything? He thought, he was feeling scared when she said that because what if... she's already deflowered. The thought angered him even more but at the same time it pains him, seeing her cry for the boy is purely heartbreaking to watch, he wanted to take everything that hurts her, he wanted to keep her safe and happy but he can't

The heartache she felt... he felt it too.