Slowly, Visenya's eyes open, her vision hazy and muddled as she's stuck in between distant dreams and the waking world. One blink, two blinks, three blinks. The room is much brighter than the darkness in sleep, her heavy eyes begging her to succumb to sleep once more, if only for five more minutes. Sunlight floods in through the window, cleansing away the darkness and the nightmares that come with it. The bed beneath her is lumpy and uncomfortable, leaving much to be desired in terms of comfort. The distant shouts of patrons in the tavern below only slightly muffled. Due to the thin walls it sounds as if someone is screaming from behind Visenya's door rather than from the floor below. A low grunt escapes Visenya's mouth, her head pounding like the beat of a drum. Pain faintly shoots through her jaw as she slowly unclenches it. A loud pop echoes in the small room as her arms stretch towards the in bed for a moment longer, Visenya stares at the ceiling with a blank mind.
A year.
It's been exactly a year since she showed up here. And despite that, she's never grown used to it. A piece of Visenya still believes that this is all an elaborate dream. Perhaps she'll wake up and be back in camp, fighting a losing war. Or maybe she'll be in Winterfell, tucked away in her bed as she huddled under her furs to keep away the cold. All the Starks will be alive and well, and Visenya can laugh with them over breakfast as she chases away the bizarre and dark nightmare.
But the other half of her knows that idea to be false, nothing but a fantasy that's just out of her grasp. This is real, and so are the actions that led to her showing up in Blaviken. She can still see it too, in the depths of her mind. The last image of Robb burned in her head as his body was paraded around the burning camp, his head cut off and replaced with Greywind's. The unspoken apologies bubbling out of Visenya's mouth, all the words she never got to say to him and never will.
No, this is all real. And the sooner Visenya accepts that the sooner she can move on with her life.
She just hasn't learned how to.
The crash from down below and a slew of muffled curses bring Visenya out of her thoughts. Metaphorically and physically, Visenya shakes her head in an attempt to clear away the lingering melancholy. With a heavy sigh and the popping sound of bones cracking, Visenya pulls herself out of the bed, throwing aside the thin, itchy blanket. The cool wooden flooring below her feet is a stark contrast to her warm temperature, but a welcomed difference. With the grace of a person who drank too much, she stagers over to the small dresser shoved in the corner of her room. In the process, she tosses off her old nightgown to the ground. Trading the nightgown for a simple blue dress, Visenya haphazardly tosses it on, unbothered by the winkles. It's one of the few dresses she owns. She managed to sew it - after many pricked fingers and a storm of curse words. She received the fabric from the local tailor. One of the local men was harassing the tailor and Visenya offered to get him off her hands in exchange for some fabric. Needless to say, the man - who turned out to be usual at the tavern - had a beautiful black eye for a solid week. It's a win-win for Visenya; she gets free fabric and the men think twice about harassing her.
If they're smart, that is.
She still owns all the things she brought with her from Westeros. Her clothes and sword were cleaned, various holes patched until they appeared brand new and her sword shined so methodically it looks better than it had the day she got it. Her clothes lie in a chest, carefully folded and tucked under her small bed. The sword is in its sheath and rests beside the chest waiting to be used once more. Visenya had been unable to get rid of the items but could bear to look at them. So they're neatly tucked away, collecting dust as Visenya pretends they don't exist.
Some nights, when riddled with melancholy and sorrow she'll pull out the chest and unsheath her blade. The fine dress, embroidered with small flowers and details of silk alongside the deep blue cloak embroidered with a fierce dragon and proud direwolf gets drenched in salty tears. Sobs tear through the silence of the room, echoing in Visenya's mind until it's the only thing she can focus on, blocking out the sounds of screams from that night. She'd trace her sword, feeling the dragon on the hilt beneath her fingertips. It was both a source of pain and strength for her. It reminds her of what she lost in Westeros but it also reminded her of who she is - what she is. A dragon and a dragon is unbothered by the sheep.
With a halfhearted ruffle of her hair tangled hair, the previously silver locks are now dyed a mud brown. In fear of sounding vain, she hates the color. The golden - silver locks were always her pride and joy. It was soft as silk and shined like fine jewels, reflecting beautifully in the sun as it glittered like gold. The light bouncing off the alabaster snow made her glow. Sansa used to adore braiding her hair, styling it in southern braids. Now it was dry, tangled, and dull; never styled in the intricate braids she used to wear.
But the dye is a necessary evil. Despite not being in Westeros - or anywhere near it - silver hair isn't a natural color for women her age. And the people in Blaviken don't take kindly to anything different. So, in an attempt to not garner any attention to herself, silver became brown. And with each application of the dye, Visenya feels a piece of her old self being chipped away, whittling away until there isn't much left.
Another crash
She turns around, another sigh escaping her mouth. She moves towards the door, swinging it open as she moves down the hall. It is bare and empty, with no patrons stumbling out of their room blindly. Her room is the closest to the stairs, often hindering Visenya from getting a restful sleep if the tavern below is in full swing. The floorboard creak beneath the weight of her, the sounds lining up with each inhale and exhale she takes.
Every day is a challenge to keep her head down and mouth shut. The patrons are rowdy and crude, many of them before even having a drop of ale in their systems. Insults would hang at the tip of her tongue, thrashing at the patrons like an angry serpent, ready to land a deadly strike. Her palms covered in crescent-shaped scars from clenching her fists for so long. And sometimes she'd let go and allow her temper to flare and get the best of her. But the risk is never worth the reward, and Aldred has proven to not be a kind boss.
So with a deep breath, Visenya steps down the last set of stairs and sets off towards the bar. The scent of stale alcohol and farm animals mingling with the aroma of food hits Visenya's senses, causing her nose to wrinkle in disgust.
"There you are! Took you long enough to get down here." Aldred, the innkeeper loudly exclaims upon seeing Visenya. She mutters a quiet sorry as he shoves a tray of drinks in her hands. "Quit your apologizing girl. Just take these drinks to that table." He motions over to a rowdy group of men, all donning dyed red leathers. A group of bandits - or mercenaries, Visenya doesn't care to find out. They came in last night with a woman named Renfri, and haven't shut up since. She manages to balance the tray in her hands and takes them over to the table, dropping it on their table with a thud.
"Enjoy." she sarcastically mutters, already moving away before any of them have a chance to speak. A scowl automatically places itself on her face as she begins another day of work.
"Do you ever smile Jane?" Isadora, another one of the serving girls says as she passes by to bring another table their drinks. She's kind enough but the biggest gossip in this backwater town. You can count on anything you say to her being passed around the small town within the next hour.
"Only when bathing in the blood of my enemies," she mutters to herself, quiet enough that no one should hear. The small chuckle that leaves a woman Visenya was passing, Renfri, told her she was unsuccessful. Visenya pauses to give the woman a quick glance before moving back to the bar, where Aldred already had another round of ale ready for a different table. She picks up the serving tray, careful to not spill the drinks on top.
"You always so grim?" Renfri asks Visenya as she walks past her to serve a table. This time Visenya doesn't pause but does answer the woman.
"Only when my heartbeats." she nonchalantly says in a deadpan tone. She hears Renfri stifling another laugh, but if she said anything else, Visenya didn't hear.
"Here ya go boys," she mutters, once again dropping the drinks carelessly on the table. Some of it splashes out of the cups and onto the table. A few of the men scowl at her as they grab their respective drinks.
"You always do have the most lovely smile Jane." one of the men pipes up. Jerald, he's here far too often and spends too much coin. It doesn't help that he also smells like he's never been introduced to bathing. Then again, that is most of the people in this town, Visenya has unfortunately discovered. Jerald, feeling brave from the copious ale he's already consumed, reaches a hand out to grab Visenya. The anger bubbling under the surface of Visenya snaps, the fire inside her flaring to life. With the speed and ferocity of a roaring fire, she grips his hand that rests on her arm.
Without a moment of hesitation, she bends his wrist back until the back of his hand hits the table surface. He lets out a strangled cry of pain as she holds his hand in an uncomfortable position. The men around them let out various cries of surprise but do nothing else. The previously jovial atmosphere in the tavern dissipates, silence smothering the room as everyone stares at their table. She tightens her grip on his wrist, bending down until her face is a few centimeters away from his. Like a snarling wolf, she bares her teeth at him.
"Touch me again, and I'll show you something far nicer," Visenya said, a threat thinly veiled in her words. His eyes stare at her, closely resembling a spooked deer, fear speckled in his gaze. She holds him there a moment longer before releasing his arm. Without another word she swiftly moves back to the bar. Multiple pairs of eyes continue to follow Visenya as the atmosphere slowly returns, the chatter in the room picking up. And by the time she reaches the bar, the only two pairs of eyes on her, Aldred and Renfri. Aldred's beady eyes follow her, a scowl resting on his face while Renfri watches her with a critical eye mingled with a look of approval.
"They always like that?" Renfri asks her, casually leaning against the bar counter, nonchalantly tossing pieces of her breakfast in her mouth. She lazily watches Visenya circle around the bar until she stands across from Renfri. Visenya's gaze moves from the counter to meet Renfri's. They quietly watch each other, Renfri waiting for an answer, and Visenya contemplating giving an answer.
"All men are the same when they've got ale in them." Visenya smoothly replies, breaking the silence and ending their stare-off. Grabbing a cup from the counter she pours another cup of ale, sliding it over to Renfri. The woman merely raises an eyebrow at Visenya before tipping the cup up towards her mouth. Visenya watches as she finishes the ale so fast she could've given Robert Baratheon a run for his money. She slams the cup down, wiping away any residual ale on her face. Visenya says nothing, opting to begin eating an assortment of meats, cheese, and bread.
"Renfri." she simply says, holding a hand out to Visenya.
"I know," Visenya says, placing her hand in Renfri's. "Jane."
"I know." Renfri mimics, giving her a teasing smirk. Visenya returns the gesture. She takes a moment to get a good look at Renfri. Shoulder length brown hair that's almost as messy and unkempt as Visenya's; a red blouse - matching the red leathers of her band of men; and a rather large brooch of a sword going through a circle with glittering gems on it.
"Nice broach." Visenya simply says, removing her hand from Renfri's grip.
"I think so too, it's why I have it." she smugly says. Visenya simply snorts with a snarky retort on the tip of her tongue, when they're interrupted.
"You stupid girl, the fuck you think you're doing? Get back to work!" Aldred bellows as he moves towards the bar, gathering the attention of any nearby patrons. "I swear you're more trouble than you're worth, Jerald and the boys said you attacked him again," he sneers, resembling a boar preparing to attack. Visenya subtly rolls her eyes, eliciting a snarky smirk from Renfri. Aldred always did have a way with words.
She grabs two plates of food, probably prepared by Isadora. Without glancing in his direction she glides past Aldred, taking them to their respective tables. She drops the plates on the table. Without waiting for the man or woman she served to speak to, Visenya turns back to the bar. Before she can get back to the bar, the tavern door swings open. A large figure donning a cloak enters the tavern with heavy footsteps, his hood concealing most of his face. But Visenya manages to get a decent look at him before he moves from view. Sculpted face, piercing amber eyes, and snow-white hair. He quickly approaches the counter, where Isadora currently is. Visenya's too far to hear what's being said, but the pair are quickly interrupted when Aldred swiftly approaches them, his face nearly red with anger. Isadora immediately moves away from the two. At this point, everyone in the tavern has gone dead silent. Visenya moves closer in an attempt to better hear the conversation. One of the men with Renfri had already stood up, venomously shouting something at the stranger.
"Go; on your own or at the end of a rope. Your choice." Aldred spits at the man, his arms crossed over his chest. He's trying to appear intimidating, but the man before him is easily twice his side. Plus, Visenya doubts Aldred could overpower a half-dead chicken.
"Not a hard choice." the man replies in a smooth voice. He turns to face the man that had spoken to him earlier. Visenya continues to move closer until she's nearly behind the counter.
"Fuck that, kill him with your bare hands if ya have to," Aldred says. After he says this, the rest of the men in red leather stand up, getting into a defensive stance. Visenya silently rolls her eyes at the situation. As far as she's concerned the man hasn't done anything wrong, and now they're threatening to kill him. She carelessly glides behind the counter, trying to distract herself from the current tension.
"Probably why business isn't so great," Visenya mutters to herself, starting to pour another cup of ale, ready for this mess to be done with. She can feel the flames slowly building as her temper does - the same way it did the night she died. If they didn't stop this nonsense, Visenya imagined she would be the one doing the killing and not on her own volition. Though the only thing she'd be mourning here is free food and board.
"Come on Witcher, you're not scared of us are ya?" he asks in a mocking tone. A few of his men begin to step up beside him. The stranger just continues to stare at them. "Show us what ya got." he goads, obviously looking for a fight.
"Can you not leave it alone for a moment?" Renfri interrupts, dramatically turning to face the group, throwing her food back onto her plate.
"Witchers can't be trusted," Aldred says through his gritted teeth.
"I'm not speaking to you," Renfri says, not bothering to look at Aldred. "I apologize for my man's interference in your day." Renfri continues, nodding at the stranger whose back was turned to her. "Hopefully he can improve his behavior by tomorrow's market." Renfri finishes, her tone implying the words had a deeper meaning. The stranger and the man in red leather continue staring tensely at each other before he speaks up.
"Sorry Renfri." he simply says, still staring at the stranger before swiftly turning back to his table.
"Beer for my friend and one for me," Renfri calls out to Aldred, turning back to the counter to finish her food. Aldred simply huffs and crosses his arms, staring down the stranger - resembling a petulant child. "I am speaking to you now, good sir!" Renfri calls out to Aldred louder, slightly leaning against the counter. The stranger, who now faces the counter pulls down his hood, revealing tangled white hair that goes below his shoulders. His current position also lets her see his black studded leather armor and a wolf pendant that hangs from his neck. Visenya, who'd been at the counter pouring drinks into cups, without looking to Aldred for confirmation, simply slides two drinks their way. One for Renfri and one for the stranger. Aldred glares daggers at Visenya, but she can't pretend to be bothered. With the tension in the room slowly easing, so is the fire that was bubbling inside of her. Something Visenya is grateful for. Renfri simply gives Visenya a nod and turns to the stranger. He also nods his head in acknowledgment of her but does nothing further.
She moves to grab a cup of ale that Aldred had loudly slammed on the counter, his intention to get Visenya's attention. As she grabs the mug he harshly glares at her but says nothing as she moves past him. The volume in the room has returned, but the tension is still there. Everyone seems to be uncomfortable with the presence of the stranger.
"Jane! Another round if you will!" Renfri calls to her as Visenya was making her way back to the counter. As she passes Aldred who was still standing in the same position as earlier, she gives him a sickly sweet smile. The smile that was only reserved for arrogant Lords that visited Winterfell and Robert Baratheon, when he came to ask Lord Stark to be his Hand. On her way past him, she grabs a pitcher of ale. As she moves around the counter, she replaces Renfri's cup with the pitcher.
"We both know you're going to drink it all. Might as well cut the middle man." Visenya teasingly tells Renfri. Renfri gives Visenya a sly smile, but it doesn't match the broody expression on her face. She picks up the jug and moves towards the stranger.
"More and more monsters wherever I go," she says, her tone sounding defeated, before leaving the tavern. Visenya watches her for a moment before turning her gaze to the stranger, who she now stood before. Even sitting down he was still taller than her. His gaze moved from Renfri to Visenya. His expression is unreadable, not sure what to expect from her.
"Jane." she simply says. The stranger raises a dark eyebrow at her. Strange, it doesn't match his head. "That's my name." she finishes. He gives her a gruff 'Hmm' before taking another drink of his ale. "This is normally the part where you tell the other person your name." Visenya quips.
"Geralt of Rivia," he answers after finishing his drink. Visenya nods in satisfaction.
"You made quite a stir coming in here," Visenya says, already pouring him another drink.
"It happens," he replies shortly.
"It must be the hair." Visenya sarcastically quips. Geralt quietly chuckles.
"Must be," he replies, his voice gravelly and rough. She opens her mouth to respond with something witty when they're interrupted.
"How much coin for you kikimora then." Marilka, the alderman's daughter, interrupts, leaning against the counter beside Geralt.