Let's have a sister chapter! Plus, some sexual stuff is talked about towards the end of the chapter so be warned if that makes you uncomfortable.

Ch 11: Sister Club Night

I woke up the next morning later than I usually do. It was a crazy night last night, so it didn't surprise me. I got up and stretched then headed to the bathroom. I stopped at the medicine cabinet mirror and decided to take off my gauze, luckily it stayed on my lip all night. I saw that they would be ok and not open again, the marks probably wouldn't stay...at least I hoped. It would just be a reminder for poor Alastor of what he did.

I tried to push past it. I had to get ready if Lizzy was going to be here by noon. I still needed to tell Alastor I was leaving early. I knew he was down making breakfast, but I still couldn't face him right now. I forgave him for it, because I still love him and could never stay mad at him, but what he did after...I was just afraid. The look in his eyes. I just couldn't handle it.

I jumped in the shower, got cleaned and dressed for the day. I took my small bag out from under the bed and started to put some clothes that I would need for the weekend. As I was folding up another shirt, I heard a knock on my door. I walked over and opened it. There stood Alastor, he still had his coat off and hair up from him cooking. He seemed normal, but I could also see that he was a bit nervous being here. I also saw a little sadness, but he did his best to cover it. I noticed it as well as he stared at my lips as well. The scratches he left me still fully visible.

"Alastor, good morning." I greeted him.

"Morning my dear. I was worried when I hadn't seen you this morning, so I came to check up on you." He told me.

"Sorry I didn't come down for breakfast. I woke up a little late and I wanted to start packing for my sleepover with Lizzy." I said gesturing to my bag on the bed.

"I see." He took a pause. "Sweetheart...about last night. I-I'm sorry for hurting you. It was an accident."

I raised my hand to stop him. "I know. I forgive you for that, Al." He seemed to relax after I said that. "I honestly don't know what I saw last night from you after that fact, but I will say I'm scared for my own wellbeing."

I saw his ears slightly fall back. "Darling, its...it's hard for me to explain."

"I don't want you to explain. Not now. To be honest Al, I don't feel safe around you after last night." I sighed and looked at the ground. "I'm going over Lizzy's today instead of tomorrow now. I called her last night to see if it was ok." Alastor was silent, I knew my words hurt him, but I had to be honest with him. "She's meeting me here instead of having you walk me over. I figured you can stay here and relax for the day." I had my ears down on my head. It was so hard for me to say this.

"I understand." He said sadly. "Is there something I can do to make it up to you?" He asked.

"In time. For now, I think time away will be best for me right now. I can think things over. Clear my head. Talk to Lizzy." I told him.

His ears were fully back and down a bit more. It was the first time I had seen him a little upset. "Ok, I'll-I'll leave you to it then. Just don't forget to eat before leaving. Ok?"

I still gave him a small smile and my ears went back up. "I won't forget. I still love your cooking, so I wouldn't miss out."

That statement seemed to perk him up a little. He reached out a hand to me. "May I at least kiss your hand?"

I was unsure. I hesitated a moment. What if blood made him just react and attack? He knew what mine tasted like now, so what if he wanted more? What if he bites me when I don't expect it? I still had to show I trusted him slightly though, so I granted his request and I laid my hand into his. He smiled more and took my hand to his lips and planted a small kiss on top of it. He let go of my hand slowly and stood back up straight. He said nothing else and just turned on his heels and walked back down the hallway with his hands behind his back.

"I'm sorry Alastor." I whispered sadly before I closed the door.

I felt like crying again, but I managed to keep myself calm and I tried to continue to pack. I was all ready and decided to head down to the lobby to wait. I figured I could already be down there for when Lizzy arrived, so no one had to come to get me in my room. I made sure my door was locked and headed down the hallway, my bag around my shoulder. I got to the top of the steps and looked to see who was around. Charlie saw on the couch reading something while Husk was still asleep at the bar. I walked down the steps and decided to sit on the couch next to Charlie. I still had to tell her I was leaving.

I turned to her, "Charlie?" I started.

She looked up from her magazine. "Heart." I saw her look at my bag on the floor. "Are you going somewhere?" She asked.

"Yes, I wanted to let you know that I am leaving a day early to go over Lizzy's house for our sleepover. I hope that's ok?" I told her.

She waved a hand to me "Oh that's totally fine, as long as you told me you are ok."

I gave a small smile. "Thanks Charlie. Also, I'm having her come over and getting me instead of Alastor walking me."

"Yes, he told me before he went back into the kitchen. He told me that he was glad your sister would be with you. He had something come up and he had to take care of anyway." Charlie explained.

I nodded. "Ok good. Just wanted to make sure to keep you in the loop."

That's when I saw her look at my lips, I knew she would notice eventually. "Heart, what happened to your lip?"

I just tried to laugh it off, there was no way I could tell her Alastor did this to me. She would be furious if she found out. "Oh these?" I pointed to my lips. "It's nothing serious. I fell and hit my face on the edge of the sink last night. I ended up cutting my lip pretty good because of it. It will heal in a few days." I hated lying, but I had to.

"Oh. Well, alright. Good thing it wasn't something more serious." Charlie said.

"Agreed." I said with a nod.

"When will your sister be here?" Charlie asked me.

"She said before noon, so hopefully within the next 20 minutes." I told her.

Charlie nodded and looked down at her magazine. "Surprised I didn't see you down in the kitchen today with Alastor."

I played with my hands for a moment. "Uh, well, I was asleep. I slept in a little, especially after that party last night. Plus, I had to get my stuff ready since I was leaving early."

"Yes, I can see that. That way when she gets here you are all ready to go." She pointed out loud.

"Exactly." I said to agree with her.

She put a finger to her chin, "Although I did notice that Al was acting weird this morning. Hopefully nothing bad happened."

"Weird? In what way?" I asked.

I knew why.

"Not really sure. He just didn't seem like his uppity self this morning. Not as energetic. Less talkative." She said and looked at me. "Think you can go check in on him? He's still in the kitchen cleaning up."

I was hesitant at first, but I had to grab food anyway so. "Sure. I should probably grab some food before I go so."

Charlie nodded and I walked over to the kitchen. I stopped a second but walked inside. I looked around and saw Alastor by the sink. I played with my hands a moment and then saw the French toast on the plate. I grabbed a piece, took a bite. Probably want heaven tasted like, but probably not. Still amazing. I took another bite then walked up to Alastor.

"Alastor?" I started.

"How can I help you, my dear?" He asked, not looking up.

"Charlie asked me to check up on you." I said, finishing the piece I had.

"I'm doing fine darling." He told me.

I knew that was a lie.

My guilt was just laying on me. I felt almost like that night I killed my parents. Of course, that feeling was much worse, but this was on the same type of feeling as that. I have always been an emotional person and I hated people staying mad at me and I hated staying mad at them. I hated seeing people upset or down. Especially if I was the reason behind it.

I cracked. "Alastor, I'm sorry." I couldn't hold back, and I started to cry.

Alastor stopped what he was doing and looked over at me as I just stood there and cried. "I don't blame you, Al. I shouldn't have been so hard on you. I shouldn't have just left you in the hallway like that last night." I paused. "I was just afraid."

Alastor said nothing and took a towel to clean off the wetness from his hands. He went and wrapped his arms around me and started to pet my head. I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight. My hands were tightening in his shirt. I just needed his embrace.

"My little wolf, you are so worked up. It's ok. I can understand your fear and I apologize for all that happened last night." I heard him sigh. "I'll try to explain to you when you get back. For now, maybe some time away will be better. Enjoy yourself with your sister. Have fun." He pulled me away from his chest and put my chin in his fingers then used his other hand to wipe away my tears. "Ok?"

I nodded, not trusting my own voice.

Alastor pulled me back into him and put his face into my hair, being careful of my horns of course. "I'd never hurt you, not on purpose. Just remember that my dear. I care for you so much." He whispered to me. "More than I have anyone ever. You are the only one that has ever made me feel this way."

I had nothing to say. I know Alastor cared for me. He was probably scared last night almost as much as I was. Well, I was probably more but still. Especially since I've never seen him like that before. Even so, I still loved him no matter what.

Alastor pulled me away again and planted a small kiss on my forehead. "Now, how about you eat a little more and then wait for your sister to get here."

I nodded; I wiped my tears as best I could. Alastor let me go from his hug and I went to grab another piece of French toast.

"Will you come say bye to me before I leave with Lizzy?" I asked him, finally getting my voice back.

"If that's what you wish?" The deer demon made sure.

"Yes. Please. I'd enjoy another hug before I left." I told him.

"Then I shall be there." He said with a small bow.

I gave a small smile and walked out of the kitchen. I headed back over to Charlie and sat down on the couch.

"He tell you anything?" Charlie asked me right away.

"No not at all." I said quickly. "He didn't really tell me. Said he probably would after I got back."

I was getting uncomfortable with this. I didn't want to tell Charlie that he hurt me. Especially since it was just an accident. I couldn't help how I felt seeing that way though. I just feel so bad, but at the same time how can I fix it? Maybe I was overreacting?

I heard a knock at the door. "I'll get it." I quickly stood up and walked over to the door and opened it. It was Lizzy, she was just finishing a cigarette and threw it to the side.

"Hey you made it." I gave her a quick hug. "Again, I'm sorry for changing the time on you on short notice." I let her out of the hug.

Lizzy waved a hand at me to brush it off. "Eh no worries. I don't mind spending an extra day with my sister."

"Let me grab my bag and we can head on out." I told her.

I walked back over to the couch and grabbed my bag. "I'll see you in a few days Charlie."

"Alright, Heart, have a good time. Call us if you need anything ok?" She reminded me.

"Of course." I said with a smile

I walked back over to the door and was just about to walk out when I heard the kitchen door open. Alastor walked out and looked around and spotted me at the door. He walked up to me.

He saw Lizzy and bowed, "Pleasure to see you again dear." He stood up straight and turned to me. "Have a good time with your sister my little wolf."

"I will Al, thank you." I said with a smile.

"Remember, I still have you marked. So, I'll know if you're in any kind of pain. I'll be looking out for you still even when I'm not with you." Alastor reminded me.

I nodded with a small smile. "Yes Al, I know."

He smiled back at me. I knew he always enjoyed a good smile. Especially from me. He gave another little bow. "I'll let you go off now. Just wanted to say goodbye. I have to finish cleaning the kitchen."

I fixed my bag on my shoulder. "Goodbye, Alastor. I'll be back Sunday."

I went to him and gave him a small hug as he stood back up. He wrapped one arm around me and just held me tight for a moment. I let him go and he gave me one last smile before turning around and headed back to the kitchen. I was a little sad, I was hoping he would have given me a kiss before leaving. At the same time, I understand though, he was worried about hurting me again. It was ok though, when I come back, we can talk.

I turned to Lizzy. "Let's go." I walked out and closed the door behind me.

As we walked, Lizzy lit another cigarette. "He do that to you?" She asked out of the blue, pointing her cigarette at my lips.

I looked down and away from her, "Yea." I said softly.

"Want me to give him a beating when we get back?" She asked.

I looked up at her. "No, it was an accident. It's not the reason why I wanted to leave early. I forgave him." I told her.

She took a hit, "So why did you want out so fast?" She asked, blowing out.

"I'll talk about it later when we get to the house." I faced forward but my gaze was at the sidewalk in front of me.

"Fair enough." Lizzy said. "You up for a club tonight?"

I wowed. "Oh man it's been a few years since I've been to a club." I laughed. "Fuck yea man I'd be down."

"Alastor doesn't go?" Lizzy asked.

"Nah, he isn't into those kinds of places. He's old fashioned. I moved forward with the times. He didn't." I said with a chuckle.

Lizzy laughed, "So he's like a grandpa? That's fucking funny. You're dating an old man."

We both laughed as we walked down the street.

"Hey man, I died only a few years after he did so I'm almost just as old. Even so, I don't mind it. I'd rather do what he wants so he's comfortable. Plus, it's a change of pace." I added.

"Eh, you are a cheesy fuck." Lizzy huffed then took another hit if her cigarette.

"I still love him." I said with a smile.

Lizzy did a gagging sound. "Please, I'd like to keep my breakfast down."

After another 5 minutes we made it to the house. Lizzy unlocked the door and we headed inside. We walked in and entered the living room. Lizzy went to the couch and jumped onto it, laying down. She let out a sigh of relief. I went to the chair and put my bag down and looked around. Lizzy seemed to have kept the house the way I left it. It was clean but she said she did have to clean before I came over so who knows how bad it was. The living room was the same. Of course, my tv was still intact. I had a big TV for the living room, but I had to leave it because I would have nowhere for it at the hotel. I walked across the living room and into the kitchen. It was all still the same as well. I opened the fridge and saw some beer on the shelves. It was even the kind I liked. Made me wonder if she stocked up just for me, but that was probably not the case. I looked back to Lizzy in the living room.

"What do you say about starting the party early?" I asked her.

She looked up and me, I was upside-down in her vision. "Early? Man, you sound like me. What did you do with Heart?" She joked and sat up on the couch.

"Well, I feel if I'm going to spend the weekend with you, I might as well let lose right?" I said and took out two beers from the fridge and walked back into the living room.

"Fuck right." Lizzy agreed and took a beer from me.

We both used our fangs and opened them. We clanged them together and took a chug of the beer. I sat down on the couch next to Lizzy.

"So." Lizzy took a swig of beer. "Wunna tell me what happened with you and your demon overlord boyfriend?"

I took a swig myself and then gave a sigh. "Well it all started with a kiss. Then the kiss got a little heated and then he wasn't paying attention and he cut me with his sharp teeth."

Lizzy whistled. "Oh shit. Heated kissing, sexy."

I shooed her with a hand. "Oh, me and Alastor aren't on that level yet." I took a swig again.

Lizzy gave a puff. "Oh man, that's lame."

"I'm taking everything at Alastor's pace. I realized after knowing him that I can't force anything on him. He must engage everything. When he is ready. I don't want to force him into anything. Plus, I wouldn't want to make him angry because of it." I explained to her.

"Even so, he gets you all heated and bothered when he gets you in those deep kisses doesn't he?" She laughed around her bottle and took a sip.

I blushed. "Well, yea, but I'm not going to tell him that. I'm letting him enjoy himself. I'm content with what we have." I took a big sip of beer.

"If you say so." Lizzy took another swig. "You still have your V-card huh?"

I was a little uneasy about that. In hell for 75 years, surrounded by porn stars and sex videos. Yet I was still a virgin. I enjoyed the videos and did my own stuff, but I never did anything to anyone. After I met Alastor I stopped doing it in general and in case it messed with my rehabilitation. Now that didn't matter but still, I didn't find the urge to do it. Although lately, I've had it come back like a roaring fire.

I rolled my beer bottle in my hand. "Yea I do but I find nothing wrong with that. I still believe in losing it to the right person." I went and chugged the rest of my beer.

"Still have your head in the clouds sister." She finished off her beer. "But I'll respect your decisions. I learned that. Plus, the last thing I want to do is fuck off an overlord."

"Thanks." I said softly.

"Anyway, sorry for going off topic. Continue what happened after the kiss." Lizzy said and got up from the couch and took my empty bottle to throw them away.

"Well after he cut me, I started to bleed, and I pushed him away because I was surprised, and it hurt." I took a pause and tried my best to explain what I saw. "Then, while he stood in front of me. I was then afraid of what I saw. It's almost like he was a different person. Like, he was being controlled or taken over. It wasn't him anymore. His eyes went dark and he licked the blood that was on his fingers. It... freaked me out. I was scared he would attack me or something."

Lizzy walked in with two more beers. "Damn. And you've never seen him like this?" She handed me the beer.

"Never, this was a first. That's why I was so shaken up about it." I took the beer from her and ripped the cap off with my fangs.

"I can see that." She sat back down. "Well at least you can sit back and relax. Not worry about anything. Anyone. Don't have to worry about Alastor either." Lizzy said as she started her beer.

"Yes, I guess that's true." I sat back on the couch and took a sip of the new beer. "Hopefully when I go back things can be normal."

Lizzy punched my arm light to be playful. "Eh don't worry. Let's enjoy the weekend. We'll hit the club tonight and have some fun."

I smiled, "I actually can't wait."

"It's a sister party then!" Lizzy exclaimed.

"Promise tomorrow we still go get coffee in the morning?" I asked her.

"I fucking hate coffee." Lizzy said with a gagging noise.

"Tea then?" I suggested.

"That works for me. Makes me feel fancy." Lizzy said as she chugged her beer. "Get ready for tonight sister. I'm taking you to my personal favorite club tonight!"

"Welcome to The Full Moon. My personal favorite spot." Lizzy said as we stopped in front of a club.

I was excited. "Well let's get to it!" I grabbed Lizzy's hand and we walked inside.

When we got in the music blasted from the inside with some dubstep rave sounding music. It's been a long while since I've gone to a club, so I hoped to enjoy myself.

We started off the night with some shots and we got down on the dance floor. Lizzy automatically went to a dragon looking demon and started to dance and talk with him. I had a grey furred cat demon walk up to me and tried to make me dance with him, but I was just too uncomfortable about it. I went to a different part of the dance floor but 10 minutes later he would walk back up to me. I left the dance floor. I sat at the bar and just had a few drinks. I just felt too weird dancing with some stranger. If I was going to dance with anyone it must be Alastor. Plus, at the same time, I didn't want to feel like I was crossing borders as well. Even in my living life I never liked the thought of cheating, so this almost made my mind think in that way. I didn't want to do anything that would jeopardize my relationship.

This mentally I had though, slowly started to slip. The more I drank, the more my mind became clouded. I went back to the dance floor. That same cat demon came up to me and this time, I danced with him. My body decided it wanted to do its own thing even when my mind was yelling at me. Lizzy was getting a little too friendly with her new dragon friend as they did some weird things one the dance floor that I didn't even want to describe. The cat demon who had me though, had pulled me in by my shirt and started to try and grind on me. My clouded mind was just going along with it as I danced with him. He had his hands on my hips as I just danced with my hands in the air. I then felt him reach around and grab my butt.

No!

My mind seemed to snap to reality after that. This was too much for me now.

I pushed him away. "Stop it, I don't like that." I yelled over the music

The cat demon still tried to grab me. "Oh, come on baby, let me feel you up a little."

I smacked his hand away. "I said no, leave me alone." I stormed off the dance floor.

I went to the bar and paid my tab and walked outside. I know I left Lizzy in there, but she could handle herself, I know she could. For me, it was becoming too much. I loved the club, but it's not the same anymore. Not that anyone ever really danced with me, except maybe once or twice. Sure, I would get a little feely and stuff but never really any further than that. This time was different though. My mind may have been clouded by alcohol but didn't let it try to take me over because of some stranger who wanted to touch me.

I couldn't have that.

Only Alastor could do this to me.

I sighed and decided that maybe I should just head home. I didn't want to be out anymore. I enjoyed the club, but I didn't want to do something I would come to regret. I pulled out my phone and sent a text to Lizzy to let her know I left the club and that I would see her at home.

I started the 15-minute walk back to Lizzy's house. This small part of town had a lot of clubs and bars, so a lot of people were always out. Gangs, drunks, people literally have sex in alleyways. It freaked me out. I always walked the streets myself, but tonight it was too intense. I am not sure if it was because of the alcohol I drank or what it was but part of me wished Alastor was here beside me. Scaring everyone away just with his presence.

I saw in the corner of my eye, a shadow. I turned to look but it was gone.

"Alastor I hope that shadow is one of yours." I whispered.

I saw a shadow move again and this time stayed visible for me to see it. I smiled and gave a sigh of relief. Alastor had a shadow watching over me too. Even when I wasn't around, he still looked out for me.

"Thank you Alastor." I whispered to the shadow and then continued to walk.

I actually had no problems getting back, probably thanks to Alastor 's shadow friends. They usually scared people away. Kept other demons away from me. It was like I was invisible. I was happy to know that Alastor was still helping me out.

I got to the house and unlocked the door and headed inside. I knew Lizzy would be out all night probably, so I went to my old bedroom. I grabbed my bag off the chair and headed down a hallway to the right of the living room. The door on the left was mine and I opened it. Surprisingly Lizzy kept my room just as I left it. The bed is still made, and everything was kept neat in place. I decided to get into my pajamas and just call it a night. I decided to look around my room in case I wanted to take anything back with me. I looked through my closet and most of my clothes I had already taken with me, but I looked at some boxes that were on the floor of the closet. Some were shoes or just little nick knacks I kept. I then reached and grabbed a box in the far corner and opened it up.

"Oh wow, haven't seen these in a while." I said shocked from the contents inside.

I found my adult toys. Never thought I'd see them again. I hid them so Lizzy wouldn't find them. My mind went back to before I went to the hotel. Before Alastor. The urges I've had started to return. My mind went to Alastor and some of the times he had me flustered. He turned me on, and he never realized it. One time won't hurt...right? I didn't want to do anything to myself till I was ready with Alastor, but to be honest...I was craving it more than I ever have. Especially since he was always kissing me so passionately some nights, but that's something I would never push onto him. The thought may have crossed my mind once, but I knew I couldn't do that to him. I feel that's something we might not ever do because of the way he is. Things could change though.

"This one time won't hurt." I said out loud.

This will hopefully help me with my urge I've been having. Lizzy wouldn't be back for a few hours if I know her so I could do it without having to be quiet if I had to. I sighed in frustration and I pulled one of the items out of the box and made sure my door was locked just in case.

It was probably wrong of me, but I let my imagination go and my thoughts were of Alastor. Even if it was something we would never do together, I could still dream. Couldn't I? I may have said his name once or twice, but I didn't care. No one was home to hear me. I hoped his shadow wasn't watching me. It would be so embarrassing if the shadow went back to him and told him what I did. The last thing I need him to know is that I was having erotic dreams and imaginations of him for something he didn't want to take part in. I didn't want it to upset him in any way in case.

I can say that by the end of my actions, I was satisfied. My urge was gone.

I awoke and heard Lizzy come back home late that night. I sat up in bed with the covers against me since I was lazy and didn't decide to put my pajamas back on. I didn't hear anyone with her, so I assume she left her dragon friend back at the club. I just decided to head back to sleep for a bit, so I laid back down in bed.

That didn't happen as I heard a bang on my door.

It was Lizzy, "Heart, you in there?" I heard her ask, a slight slur to her voice.

She was drunk.

I sighed and sat back up. "Yes, Lizzy I'm here. What do you want? I'm trying to sleep."

She then opened my door; I had unlocked it once I was done with my deeds. "Yo man, why did you bail on me?" Lizzy asked as she stumbled into my room.

"I started to get uncomfortable Lizzy, so I left. I don't want to do anything that would ruin my relationship with Alastor." I told her.

"Holy fuck sister. Come on and live a little! One guy grinding on you won't hurt." She said walking as best she could to my bed and sat down.

"That's beside the point Lizzy. I was drinking too. I didn't want my drunk and clouded mind to make me do the wrong things I wouldn't do. Especially if another demon is trying to feel up on me on the dance floor." I explained.

Lizzy hiccupped. "You're too soft. What's the point of relationships here in hell? They won't last. People aren't loyal down here. Face it, we all end up alone."

Lizzy then passed out on my bed, falling back.

I groaned. Some sleepover this was. Just felt like a normal day back when I still lived here. This was only the first night too. I could get through it though. Besides, we planned to not go to a club tomorrow night. Just a nice relaxing day at home with a trip to my favorite coffee shop in the morning for some tea.

I knew Lizzy was drunk and just going on a rant, plus I knew that after the events of Victor...this was just her point of view now. No love. Love was pointless.

I wouldn't believe that though. Love was around. In people. All around. Even in this crazy damned place. You just had to find the right one. Luckily for me I found that in Alastor. I looked out my window. I missed him. I stood up from bed and just put my pajama top on and walked over to the window. I could see the hotel in the distance from my window. Part of me did wonder what Alastor was doing. I wondered if he missed me too. I wouldn't mind a hug from him right now. I know I said I was trying to get away from him for the weekend but part of me couldn't get my mind off him.

"I hope you are doing ok without me, Al." I then giggled softly. "Well you survived without me for many years. So, I guess I'm just sounding stupid." I sighed. "After this night though I could really use an embrace from you. The place I'll ever be safe is in your arms."

I turned around and looked at Lizzy. I sighed. I grabbed her under her arms and pulled her into my bed more so that her legs weren't hanging off. Lizzy was a bed hog, so it looks like I was spending my night on the couch. I grabbed my pants and put them on.

I looked back over at the window. "Goodnight Alastor." I whispered.

I grabbed a pillow from my bed and headed into the living room. I used the blanket on the back of the couch and tried to make myself comfy. I gave a yawn and settled down for the night.

(Third Person POV) [At the Hotel]

Alastor stood at his window at the far side of his room. He looked out into the city. His face in an angry scowl. His eyes were aglow and reflected a little off the window.

Unfortunately for Heart, the shadow watched her as she did her erotic deed halfway through and it did in fact report it to Alastor after. It told him everything. At first the Radio Demon was angered. Saying how she was like every demon here. Sex always on the mind, hungry for it and always horny. He took out his slight anger by punching a picture he had sitting by his bed. He never told Heart, but he had a picture of her by his bedside. He always hid it when she came into his room. The glass had shattered, and it fell to the floor and he left it there. Glass had cut his hand, blood fell slightly from the injuries, but he didn't care. Alastor sat himself on his bed and just let his mind wander.

Of course, after he calmed from his angered state, he realized that maybe he was just overreacting. He put too much thought into it. He jumped to conclusions. At least he knew one thing: At least she wasn't like Angel Dust. Heart was a kind soul. She would never do anything to hurt his feelings. It just made him...uncertain. Uneasy. It was something he himself never thought about doing. What made her want to do this? Was it something he did to her to want this? Or was it just urges she had? He remembered the shadow said that she hadn't seen the toys in a while. So even so, she probably did this way before him.

Alastor concluded that since she came to the hotel, she stopped doing this action. In case it affected her. Then she met him, and she knew that he didn't want to take part in such actions as well, he's never said but she knew the way he was. She didn't care about leaving hell anymore so when she found the opportunity, she just dived into it. At the same time though, he was glad it was just her alone and not with someone else. Alastor knew she was loyal to him, so the thought of her cheating never crossed his mind. Even when his shadow explained what happened at the club Alastor knew that she would react that way, even in her alcoholic state. That at least made him feel better about her being out at the club.

Even so, he was just upset he couldn't give her what she wanted. Whether she said it or not. He couldn't….at least not yet. He wasn't comfortable. It was something he never thought he would take part in. At the same time though, Alastor never thought he would find someone to love. Someone to make him feel the way he does. Even his feelings were all too new to him. All the years he's been here he has never felt this way. At least he knew that she wasn't using him.

"She isn't like that. I know." Alastor gave a sigh. "I feel ridiculous for acting this way." He put his head in his hands but then gave a small chuckle. "At least she imagined me." The deer demon then let out a laugh. "I guess that makes it ok, but at the same time though I can't satisfy her like she would like me to."

Alastor looked down at the floor and saw the smashed picture frame. It fell face down on the floor. Being careful not to cut himself again, he picked up the frame and took the picture out of it. Using a little bit of his magic, he cleaned up the glass and put the frame back together. He took Heart's picture and placed it back inside the frame.

"I'm sorry I ever questioned you my little wolf." Alastor said as he rubbed his thumb around the frame. "I won't do it again. Although, I don't know what to do now. You have urges I can't help you with."

Alastor put the picture back on his bedside table. He wanted to be honest and admit that he did miss her. Probably the first time they were apart like this since they got together. He didn't mind it; he's been alone all his life. That didn't mean that he still didn't miss her. Alastor knew that she probably missed him too. He got an idea, but he had to see if Charlie would help him. It would be a nice surprise for Heart. He might even sneak out to where she was to give this to her.

Even when Heart did come back, he had a lot of explaining to do when she got back though. Something he didn't want to look forward to. So, then he had another idea. Something he wouldn't want to do, but he felt that…maybe it was the best…. for both of them. He was afraid of doing this, but he needed to see for himself first if this action needed to be taken. It was so drastic, but at the same time he felt that it might be needed.

He would go out and see her tomorrow night. Test out his hypothesis and act from there. He just hoped…he didn't have to. For both his sake and hers, even if it broke their hearts.

Alastor stood up from his bed and back to the window as he looked up at the dark red sky.

"Goodnight my dear. Hope you sleep well." Alastor whispered and then walked away from the window and out of his hotel room to find Charlie.

Let's continue this crazy weekend!